#im learning alot about different things i didn't know before so that's nice

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My coworker's sister - Yumiko x fem!reader

Summary: You never really liked your coworker Tomichi, but things got even more awkward once you met his sister

Warnings: Smut!! Fingering, a small age gap, but that's honestly not to relevant (Yumiko is mid-30s and reader mid-late 20s), reader being a bit of a creep, Yumiko taking readers virginity, that's it, i guess

A/N: i really liked this idea, so i tried my best to make this story as perfect as possible😭 dont have experience with writing smut, but i do have experience with fantasizing about Yumiko so this should be fun

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You had worked at the bakery ever since you were rescued by the commonwealth, it was great, you enjoyed baking, you liked your coworkers, except for one, Tomichi, you didn't hate him, he was just better at this job than you, jealousy getting in the way of a friendship, not to mention he treats you like a child,

You saw him everyday, it was awkward, but recently, things got even more awkward.

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It was just a regular day, work, work, and even more work, you were in the back, grabbing some ingredients together for an order someone had placed, but about a minute in, you heard the bell at the front door, which meant someone had walked in,

"Im coming, just a sec." You yelled, quickly putting your things down and walking to the front of the bakery to help whoever was there,

When you got there, there was a woman standing by the counter, looking at all of the treats that were there on display.

The first thing you noticed was how beautiful she was, i mean, you could immediately notice that she was a bit older than you, but did that really get in the way of having a crush?

Yeah, it was pretty much love on first sight for you, but your thoughts were quickly interrupted when she spoke:

"Hey." She smiled a bit, which only made you fall inlove more, alongside her voice, which sounded so goddamn pretty

"Uh, hey, anything i can help you with?", You replied politely, trying really hard not to stare at her so intensely again.

You could sense the hesitation in her voice as she responded: "Well, im actually looking for someone.."

'Oh?' You thought, you were about to respond, until Tomichi walked in, as soon as he entered, he looked at the woman, he seemed shocked, before dropping the cake he was holding onto the floor,

You'd later learn that the woman's name is Yumiko, and that shes Tomichi's younger sister,

You couldn't even be upset about him ruining a perfectly good cake like that, not when you were already way to upset about the fact that the woman you had fallen inlove with was related to your coworker, and what made it worse, a coworker you really disliked.

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Every single day you walked into the bakery, getting ready for work, you thought about that day, it was difficult to get your mind off of Yumiko, and you kinda hated yourself for falling inlove so easily, i mean, you didn't know her, you didn't even really speak to her, you just knew she was really pretty with a nice smile and a nice voice, so what?

Even tho you never spoke more than 5 words to her, you'd see her quite often, since her brother worked here, she'd come in alot to visit him, and you liked that, since it gave you more opportunity to see her.

Whenever she'd walk in, there was a constant battle going on inside your head:

'Should i go talk to her?'

'No, she wouldn't be interested in you.'

'But what if she is?'

'She's not, nobody would wanna be with someone whos alot younger than them.'

'But what if-'

'Stop it, Y/N.'

It was exhausting, but you knew it was stupid to obsess over a woman you didn't even really know.

That wouldn't stop you from staring, though.

You'd ofcourse try not to stare, i mean, no woman likes to be stared at, and the last thing you'd wanna do was make her uncomfortable, but an occasional glance couldn't hurt, right?

Right?

This day was no different from your usual days, you grabbed together some stuff, and got to work, again, a couple minutes in, and you heard the bell, someone had walked in.

You were about to put your stuff down to go and help who came in, until Tomichi stopped you,

"Don't worry, i got it."

You were annoyed by him simply talking to you, but your annoyance was soon over when you heard Yumiko's beautiful voice, greeting her big bro, you didn't like eavesdropping, but it wasn't really eavesdropping when you were only listening because you liked someone's voice, right?

You tried your very best to keep focused on your work, but it was difficult. You put your stuff down and walked over to the little window from which you could see the front side of the bakery.

You stood there for a bit, looking at the both of them talking, well, not the both of them, just Yumiko, and God, she is beautiful.

You didn't like it when people stared at you, it made you uncomfortable, so you felt pretty upset at yourself for doing it to someone else, but at this point, you were just zoned out, thinking about stuff that you really should not be thinking about, especially not at work.

Suddenly, you felt your face heat up out of embarrassment when you noticed Tomichi glaring at you. He had seen you staring staring at Yumiko,

You swiftly stepped away from the window and put your hand on your forehead, already regretting that stupid mistake you just made.

You opened the door to the bathroom and quickly walked in, you closing the door behind you and splashed some water from the sink on your face, trying to get rid of the burning feeling on your face.

You couldn't just walk out of the bathroom and expect it to be normal, your coworker caught you checking out and staring at his sister, you knew that that would definitely make things very different now.

You were thinking of what to do, when the door suddenly opened, you looked over and saw Yumiko.

'What the hell? Why is she here? No, stop, shes not here for you, maybe she just needs to use the bathroom?'

She gave you a bit of a smile, "Hey, you feeling okay? You seem stressed." She asked you.

You sighed, "Yeah, im feeling alright, don't worry." You leaned against the sink, it was quiet for a bit, until she spoke again:

"You do realise i noticed you staring, right?"

After she said that, it went silent while you processed her words, you had been caught, and there was no denying it.

"I-... I'm sorry, uhm.." You stuttered. What was there to say?

Yumiko was standing in front of you with her arms crossed. You took a deep breath before speaking again:

"I'm sorry.. it's just.. i like you, alright? I know it's strange because we don't know each other but that first day you walked in here, I've liked you, i think you're so, so beautiful and i just couldn't help myself.. im sorry.."

Yumiko didn't respond. She just stood there, but then, she sighed, and she walked towards you, placing her hand on your cheek and leaning in to kiss you.

You were shocked, a thousand thoughts going through your head, but you decided to close your eyes and enjoy the kiss.

You felt Yumiko's hands holding onto your face, as if she wouldn't let you go anytime soon. You felt her tongue pushing its way between your lips. You let out a soft moan as Yumiko wrapped her arm around your neck, pulling you even closer.

The two of you kissed for quite a while until Yumiko pulled away. You were panting slightly, trying to catch your breath, Yumiko did the same.

After a couple of seconds, Yumiko looked into your eyes with a slight smirk and placed her hand back on your cheek, and pressed her lips against you once again.

You were surprised again but wrapped your arm around her neck as well. Yumiko grabbed your waist and pushed you against the wall behind you, then, her hands moved to the buttons of your pants and began unbuttoning it, you got nervous and pulled away from the kiss, Yumiko looked at you, she seemed concerned.

"I'm sorry.. is something wrong? If you don't want to, then i get it -" Then, you cut her off.

"No.. It's just.. I've never done this before.."

Yumiko nodded. She understood it completely. She let go of you.

"I understand.. do you still want to? Or.."

You nodded, you wanted to.

"Yeah, i do.. if im gonna lose my virginity, i want it to be with you."

She smiled and placed her hand on your cheek again.

"Alright, i promise I'll be gentle, just tell me if you wanna stop, okay?"

You nodded and smiled, and Yumiko leaned in to kiss you again, she moved her hands over your sides, down to your pants, they were already unbuttoned from before, so she pulled them down, revealing your underwear to her.

"Oh, already wet, huh?" She smirked at you and pushed your underwear away, showing her your already wet folds.

"I'll make you feel so good, darling~" she whispered against your neck, kissing it.

You let out a shaky moan when you felt her fingers against your wet folds, Yumiko grinned against your neck and slowly started to stroke your clit.

"Mhm.. good girl, just let it out, your moans are so hot." Yumiko said to you while kissing your neck.

You let out soft moan each time her finger moved over your clit, but then, she slipped a finger into you, causing a louder moan to escape your lips.

"Just relax, okay darling? Let me take care of you.." she slowly started moving her finger in and out of you while stroking your clit with her thumb, your arms wrapped around her neck for support.

The feeling was so good, it was something you never experienced before but you were happy you were experiencing it now because of Yumiko.

Each time her thumb moved over your clit or when her finger pushed into you, you moaned, it felt so good.

You started feeling fuzzy inside, which you assumed meant your orgasm was approaching.

"F-fuck, i think i might cum.." you whispered, letting out another moan.

"That's fine, darling, just let go.." Yumiko pressed her lips against your neck and slipped a second finger into you, causing you to let out a louder moan.

"Fuck.."

Then, you felt a strange feeling in your body and just a couple moments later, you came, your juices spilling onto Yumiko's fingers.

She didn't immediately pull her fingers out of you but when she did, she licked them clean and smiled at you.

"You taste so good, darling." You were panting and she wrapped her arms around you, pulling you into a hug, "Shh.. it's all good, its alright, this must be strange for you, huh?"

You hugged her tightly and took a deep breath.

"Thank you, Yumiko.." you smiled, and pressed your face against her neck, you heard Yumiko chuckle.

"Y'know.. now that you say my name, i just realised, i-.. i dont even know yours.." she chuckled awkwardly, "I dont usually kiss women who i dont know the name of.."

You pulled awag from her slightly, your cheeks red from the blush.

"You did a bit more than just kiss me, Yumiko..." you smiled slightly, "im Y/n."

Yumiko stroked your cheek, "Thats a very beautiful name, Y/n."

She kept her arms wrapped around you.

"Hey.. listen.. I'd love to stay with you.. but theres some things going on with my friend, would it be alright if i come by your place later?"

This confused you, how was she gonna do that if she didn't know where you lived?

"Uhm, do you even know where i live?" You asked, Yumiko chuckled by the confusion on your face.

"Noo.. but I'll find out.." she grinned and gave you a quick kiss.

Then, Yumiko helped you straighten your clothes, she patted your cheek before walking out of the bathroom, you followed after her.

Yumiko walked to the front door of the bakery and waved at you before leaving, you smiled to yourself and turned around to go back to the kitchen, but then, you saw Tomichi standing there.

"Did you.." he started, it seemed like he had trouble speaking, "Did you and my sister just..?" You assumed he heard you and Yumiko.

You guys just stood there, looking at eachother, before you walked up to him.

"You seem stressed, Tomi, maybe you should go home, ill finish your work, alright?" You smiled, you wouldn't usually be this nice to him, but this was a special day, after all.

"Yeah, alright.." he replied before walking away.

You walked back to the kitchen to finish your work for the day.

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Well... that took an awfully long time to finish, im so so sorry for this yall, first time writing smut, its probably awful so i apologise

I just wanna get it out there that i AM working on the requests in my inbox, it has just been really difficult for me lately to do anything

I also just wanna say that even if i stop writing for a while, i have NOT quit until i actually mention that i have quit, i do still write, i do still take requests, and i will try to get a shorter story out in 1-2 weeks

But for now, i hope you all enjoyed this, i love you guys so so much, and, well, I'll see yall later <3

[w-h-4-t]

WIP Wednesday

Got tagged by @emerald-amidst-gold so thanks bruv : D. Literally been in a creative slump until recently so this WIP Wednesday really did just drop at a perfect time.

Currently working on a small fic idea using @mfmoonbear DAI OC Yelisavita Lavellan in a Modern AU where Cassandra is a police officer and Yeli's a wrongly accused arsonist with hella problems and *hnnnng healing and conflict such*

For now, it might be called Fire Poppy bc Yeli's life burned down and in the scorched earth, it bloomed.

Roughest draft #1 right here

The scent of coffee. The cold fluorescents. The sound of telephones ringing, papers shuffling, people talking. Cassandra couldn’t hear any of it. For a moment, she was deaf to the world, staring at a manilla folder weathered and creased by age. A copy of the original file laid spread out before her with many words highlighted and opinions hastily scribbled in its margins.

In its aged confines was one picture, a formerly shiny image that was dulled by time and exposure to sunlight. Rarely did that photo sit in the desk drawer, instead it remained close by, always in eyeshot and never seen by others; a reminder, a soft whisper of the past that bent Cassandra’s ear whenever she dared think about that day.

Cassandra brought her hand up to ruffle through her cropped hair, gritting her teeth as she felt the urge to bring her fist down on the sturdy desk. Instead, she held her temper back as she watched the photo, her lip coming to harm between her teeth as she moved to snap the file shut.

But she could still see it, the cold, green eyes that spoke of prior verdancy, the reddish-gold waves of hair that curled outwards like gnarled tree branches. The catatonic face that stared back from the picture, a minute frown and expressionless features of the condemned haunted Cassandra; a small flame of the future snuffed out before its time.

Yelisavita Lavellan was so young, too young to know the cold righteousness of steel bars, too young to feel the flippant nature of the media, too young to be made an enemy, a killer, a miscreant.

Cassandra sighed as she stared at the date on her desk calendar, counting the years that passed down to the second. Today was the day she’d be released from her iron cage meant to house the most hardened of criminals. All the while, Cassandra continued ignoring the sounds of life around her, far too focused on the memory of her days as an officer too young to know the truth was sometimes hidden, ignored and ultimately dismissed.

They were both so young and now, they had aged for better and in Yelisavita’s case, for worse.

I'll tag @tarasylnin-lavellan @mfmoonbear @herald-divine-hell @voidandfyre @morganaseren and @lunar-shards NO PRESSURE I'm just taggin yall cause everyone is amazing and creative and if you got something, go for it! : D

[rieson]

@sanjis-simp submitted; Hi! Can I get a matchup for One Piece if you’re still open for them? Please and thank you! I’m 5’5 and am a plus size girl. Super pale with dyed black hair with straight bangs and hair to my shoulders. Personality wise I’m an infp or 6w5. I I’ve been told I’m kind but I’m also very opinionated especially about civil rights, politics, and how people are treated so I can come off bitchy to some people. I do curse a lot and will absolutely obsess over something until I learn all I can or until I get bored of it. I’m a big homebody never really go to parties or anything like that. I’d rather stay home and watch tv or read. Thanks again!

hello ! thank you so much for requesting love, i match you up with . . .

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Donquixote Rosinante / Corazon !

Now, let me start with the usual height difference between you both; I'm sorry but you look like a dwarf standing next to your 293 cm boyfriend.

Like, an absolute DWARF. (Why is he so tall god dammit)

It's embarrassing but, he first met you when he stumbled down the stairs trying to deliver paperwork to Sengoku's office ─ you were coincidentally trying to go up the stairs so Rosinante ended up kissing your shoes.

If one were to ask 10 year old Rosinante where he would see himself 10 years in the future, the answer was probably going to be something he always wanted to do; "helping people" and NOT tripping down the stairs ─ face planting and possibly kissing someone's shoes right now.

"A-Am i dead..? Am i in heaven?" He mumbled groggily, looking up to see a blurry pale figure with dark hair, "Are you an angel...? P-Pretty ...Pretty angel" The words seemed to slip out of his mouth unconsciously, but it still made you blush.

You cleared your throat, blush still visibly apparent in your cheeks, and you handed out a hand for the stranger to take, "Are you okay? Here get up"

The stranger seemed to snap out of whatever daze they were in, finally processing what just happened.

His lips pursing, he stared at your hand ─ and stared at you ─ and back at your hand ─ and then back at you; you stare at him back.

His face visibly flushed, he opened and closed his mouth repeatedly; before deciding to close it and avert his gaze to the floor that seems oh so interesting now.

"I..Uh....Are you gonna get up? You looked like you were in a hurry" You spoke out; voice so gentle yet it was clear that you held alot of confidence.

The stranger finally deciding that the floor wasn't interesting after all, looked up at you with soft hazel brown eyes, and accepted your hand.

You pulled him up; startling him as if he didn't expect to get pulled up, and he stumbled yet again ─ but this time, he was stumbling forward.

Towards you.

You immediately wrapped your arms around his torso, stopping him from falling down again and possibly bringing you down with him.

To others, it looked like sexual harassment but honestly, the stranger just seems to be really clumsy.

Your whole body was dwarfed by his unusually tall, freaky height, making it a challenge to keep him stable but you did it anyways.

"Whoa! You okay?" A chuckle escapes your lips, "You're really clumsy"

The man flushes at your comment and nods hastily, and stands up as you unwrap your arms in his torso.

You got a good look at the man, he was tall. Like TALL tall, perhaps even more than 250 cm? You couldn't tell.

The man wore a white, short-sleeved shirt emblazoned with the Marine emblem; a simplified gull with the word "MARINE" underneath it, on the back; a blue neckerchief; dark blue trousers and above his shoulders wore a coat, "Justice" on the back. He wore the coat like it tends to be worn like a cape, draped over the shoulders with the arms not in the sleeves; indicating that he was indeed, an ensign.

His unruly blond hair seemed to go towards every direction, making it (if not) tangled.

The man finally spoke out, "Y-Yeah sorry about that.." his voice was a bit deep and husky.

"It's fine, you looked like you were in a rush" You answered kindly, crouching to gather his scattered papers he dropped.

He seemed to notice this and started to panick; arms flailing around.

"W-Wait! It's okay I can pick it up!" He sheepishly spoke out, finally taking a look at you and panicking more as he saw that you were a Rear-Admiral.

"No, No it's fine." As he was about to stop you, you were already done gathering the scattered papers, handing it to him with a smile.

"You're in a rush, aren't you? I understand, i also tend to get a bit clumsy and panicky when i wasnt in time." You chuckled.

"Y-Yeah! Thank you ...once again" He took the papers from you, and bowed.

"It's no problem! Please don't bow to me it's a bit awkward haha.." You nervously trail off.

"I- IM very sorry! I didn't mean to- I mean- I-"

"It's fine, it's fine ! You're going to Sengoku's office right ? Better be fast then" You gave him a wink.

The man blushes, "R-Right! My name's Rosinante ma'am" He gives you a shy smile.

You gave a smile back, "Chanae."

And that's practically how you two met; cliche yikes but it's fine !!!1!#!

You both kept accidentally crossing each-others paths and decided to atleast be friends because it was starting to get awkward with the short "hi's" and "how are you's"

As you got closer to Rosi, you found out that he was indeed, an extremely clumsy dork.

Its pretty comical actually, despite you hating the amount of bruises he gets from his clumsiness.

Rosinante grew up and up the ranks; finally reaching the marine commander rank.

While you, only going up to Vice-admiral, just like garp.

You've been offered the title 'Admiral' quite often but you declined, not wanting such a heavy title to be put on your shoulder.

Rosinante was disappointed to say the least but he was supportive with your decision.

Over the past few years of doing missions with you, Rosinante gained a not so small crush on you.

Scratch that, he mf loved you.

He wanted to confess how he felt to you; even if you dont return the feeling back ─ he can relax knowing he's confessed already.

Hence, that's why he's outside of your office, bouquet in hand, as he thinks of a thousand scenarios that would happen when he knocked the door to your office.

Taking a deep breath, Rosi finally gathers enough courage to knock on your door.

And so he did.

Knock.

Knock.

A door creaking could be heard, your head peeked out of the door, face visibly displaying confusion.

"Uh- Hello Chan!"

"Rosi..? What are you doing?" You narrowed your eyes at the suspiciously acting 9 foot tall man.

"Uh..I....I wanted to tell you that I like you!- I-Uh- M-More as a friend..And i was hoping if I could take you out on a d-date...?" He trails off softly, his gaze glued on the floor, face flushed.

Your eyebrows raised in surprise, flushing lightly before shrugging, your mouth forming a smile unsconiously "Sure!"

You both took the relationship slowly; not wanting to rush and make one another uncomfortable.

You and Rosi has alot of things in common; including civil rights.

Rosinante was raised to not be like other celestial dragons; he was truly kind.

And you wanted to make sure people were treated how you think is right.

You both hate celestial dragons; you more than Rosi.

Often, when someone gets offended by you cursing your mouth off, Rosi will usually be the one who will apologize profusely while you continue throwing profanities at the celestials.

Rosi also admired your hunger in knowledge; he knows a bit but he isn't as extreme as you.

Rosi HAS to drags you to sleep sometimes otherwise, you'll loose your sleep because you were focusing on learning too much.

Rosi doesn't like to go on alot of parties either, he instead just likes to be alone with you; either cuddling you or watching you read with a lovestruck gaze.

He absolutely loves the fact that you're plus size! He doesn't care what other people thinks, it makes you supper huggable and Rosi loves it.

Likes to shower you with kisses everywhere. Literally, everywhere !!

He can and will send death glares at disrespectful men that keeps checking you out; you don't need to worry about creepy men from now on. (Rosi drinks his respect women juice !! )

Both marines, you don't have much freetime so Rosi usually buys a dozen of books to give you whenever he sees one that he thinks you'll like; it's his way to remind you that he loves you and also because he loves the way your eyes shine everytime you learn something new.

If you're both not busy though, he'll take you out on nice picnic dates !!

You tried doing a pottery date but that ended up horribly as he kept accidentally smashing his creations and kept slipping on the clay.

Rosinante absolutely adores you and your flaws; he forever will and no one could ever replace you ─ same goes to you for him.

[ Runups : Sabo )If Rosinante doesn't pair well with you.) ]

i...i think i went too far ?? i'm sorry i just love this dork alot.

sorry if Rosinante isn't the most compatible with you, although this is only my take on who would balance well with you.

note; not proofread ! sorry for any grammatical errors.

[lasisgood]

Im not tired yet and just gonna go off on stuff I've been thinking about.

Okay so my sister who's like in middle school. She was telling me about how her i think it was her art teacher is like weirdly obsessed with our cousin jr. She said it not me. Like we're the only native kids in an all white school in a rural area. She doesn't like how her teacher showed her a pic of some native guy and said doesn't that look like jr? And my sister was like no that looks nothing like him? Just because we're native we don't all look alike? And her teacher always brings up jr. Even when it has nothing to do with him, or native culture and is like oh do you do this? And my sister told her no. I don't know everything about native culture. Don't ask me.

And i was like oh yeah good for you jj, have her do her own research you're a kid. That's weird she talks about jr alot. Huh.

And she was like yeah. It's annoying she tries to ask me questions about native culture.

And i was like well she's interested in our culture and that's cool, she's trying to connect with you. In some way i guess?

And then she was like do you know so and so teacher and i cringed. Cause i do. I didn't like her. She made me uncomfortable. I mean everyone in middlescool made me uncomfortable. Weird times. I just thought she picked favorites and likes to pick on me cause i was different and quiet.

Anyways i was like yea. I know her sort of, and she was like oh she's okay. But she assigns us so much work like 3 ch. A week no way.

Anyways i was talking with my sis it was interesting. She has this really nice teacher who's new and nice, brings the kids snacks and really helps her when she needs it. I always like teachers who go out of their way. Like it's not just a job to them, it's an opportunity to help the next generation. She tells me oh she broughtbus this today or we had a tea party. It was fun

And I'm like oh man that's great having a teacher that makes school enjoyable and makes you like what you're doing that's awesome. We need more teachers like that.

My ged stuff is idk. I mean i try to work on it. But i just feel bad. Like the creeping feeling of im not doing as much as others kicks in and the feeling of being a failure kicks in and i fight it to the best of my ability. And most days i do good. I get work done. But some days. Some days it consumes me and i don't do anything.

Oh wow that got heavy. Whoops. This will be tagged as personal then probs delete later.

Other things. My dog is precious he likes the snow. But hates cold paws it's fun.

I somehow can't help talking about my school experience when i talk about school. I try to distance myself from it. But it always comes back. Or comes up. Idk.

I seriously need to learn to drive. I still can't. It's no fun. The feeling of being a failure comes up with that too. My family keeps pushin, my cousins actually said they could teach me. But i don't think that would be good. I need to be told instructions multiple times before i understand. And my family doesn't have the patience for me. Finding a driving school to teach me is hard. Since im over 18.

Oh man there i go again. Shoot. Okay no more about me.

Uh my brother is very good at avoiding things, like he can dodge a question or like oddly manipulate you to just forget about it. I've noticed that lately. Probably a defense mechanism.

I can tell when people try to like play me or something. Like this lady at a gas station the other day. Almost charged me $75 for a fig newton bar and an apple. And i almost swiped my card out of habbit. Before i stopped myself and was like $75 for an apple and a fig newton bar? No. This is wrong. I probably owe like 3 or 4 dollars. I didn't buy two 35 dollars worth of gas i didn't even ask for gas. And she had to call some other worker and apparently the lady who was there before me her card didn't go through? And she basically got free gas. And i was the one who almost had to pay for it. When all i wanted was a fig newton bar and an apple for my gma. If i wasn't paying attention and had just paid without checking i would've lost $75. I'm so glad i check when i buy things.

Ok now im tired. Gn lol it's a diary entry now i guess. I'll delete later,

[moons-and-stars-and-shit]

Hii! May i ask for a slice of cake? (If you can ofc)

So im a INFP-T virgo im also 4"11 i have dark brown hair it because wayy lighter near the sun. Also dark brown eyes my hair is cut kinda like a shag like the front is cut but the back isn't (bc of my parents) my style is grunge ig? Im very inlove with fairy style Smm but because im broke i cant really fulfil my love for that style (also probably because of my parents). My body is???? Okay my boobies are medium size and no unfortunately I don't have a fat ass 😕 im not chubby but at the same time im not skinny. Like the most fat goes to my tummy I get rolls when I sit down bath blah you get my point (im pretty insecure about it lolol). One of my two main dreams is to study abroad and become an interior decorator.

I dont know how to describe my personality but I will try. My best friend always tells me that my sense of humour is downhill BAD. I would laugh at the dumbest shit ever for example i laughed one of those pixilated bugs pics with random names on the bottom 💀 also I laugh at my own trauma and stuff that shouldn't be laughed at. I kinda have anger issues 😕 I get unmotivated pretty easily. I rant to my best friend alot and she says that im ✨depressed✨ and have ✨anxiety✨ and that i need therapy. Im scared to rant to my parents because im "too young and its just my hormones". Something that I found out about myself this year is i have chill tics 😦 (from anxiety). Outside im nice and sweet but on the inside my mind is just saying other things. Im SOMETIMES cold and say what's on my mind but thats to my close ones like my mom dad or friends. I dont lie going Outside alot I think school is kinda useless. I like to draw and listen to music my fav artist are mother mother and mitski.

I hope i didn't say TOO much anyway thank youu I hope you have/had a great day :)

🍰 for @shotosimp2

Romantic Matchup

Oikawa Tooru

How yall met

Ok im ngl

Y'all had know clue who each other were

Well that's a lie

Of course you knew who Oikawa was

But you just didn't care

Now Oikawa always saw you around school

You know...in the school uniform

But one day

He saw you outside of school in all of your grunge glory

And apart of him was like bitch wtf

And the other was like ok queen i see you 😗

So he approached you and complimented your outfit

And you said thanks and then ran off to wherever you were heading

Wait

You just said thanks???

No fan girling????

Not even a blush??????

Nothing????????????

OIKAWA.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING

Ok he would understand that reaction if you were just a stranger on the street

But you went to school with him?

So you had to know who he was right?

Yeah my mans had a whole ass crisis because you didn't have a bigger reaction

The next day he went to Iwa and told him about his interaction with you

And he was just like not everyone was to like you ya know

Oikawa: >:o

Then Iwa had a brilliant idea

Get this

Maybe

Oikawa should BEFRIEND you before expecting you to want to talk to him

Wild theory I know

So now Oikawa had a new goal

Befriending you

It actually wasn't that hard since you both had a lot of classes together

Soon enough you guys became close friends

And oikawa was happy with just being your friend

At least...he thought he was

But everything changed when you told him you were going to study abroad for 3 months

And even though you had each others numbers

Everything without you just seemed so dull

Omg

Did he really have feelings for you?

The more time that passed by the more he was sure that he liked you

Like LIKED liked you

So the day you came back to Japan is when he confessed to you

And well you'd be lying if you said you hadn't caught feelings for him too

So you said yes

What they love about you

He loves how normal you treat him

Now hell admit when he first met you he kinda wanted you to treat him like a celebrity

Expected it even

But the more time he spent around you

The more he realized how much he liked being treated normally

Ok screw what your friend says

He loves your humor!

Yall will laugh at the dumbest shit

If we were to look at you and Oikawa's messages

85% of it would be dumb ass memes

And honestly

This boy makes jokes about his trauma too

“Hey Y/N you wanna hear a joke?”

“Sure”

“My existence”

“...”

“...”

“Ayyyyy”

“Ayyyyy”

He loves how easy it is to talk to you

Like he's told you things he hasn't even told Iwa before

And Iwa is his CHILDHOOD BESTIE

So yeah

Trust between you two

ASTRONOMICAL

What you love about them

You love how supportive he is

If you say you wanna do something

He is right behind you cheering you on

You could tell him you want to commit arson

And he'd just be like

Period queen ill bring the gasoline 💅

You can always count on this man to be in your corner

Speaking of

You can always count on oikawa period

Which is another thing that you love about him

If oikawa is anything

He is a man of his word

If he says hes gonna do something

You know he's gonna do it

He's just overall a really reliable person

You love how he just seems to motivate you to do better

Fr after you guys started dating your grades went

Partly because you felt like you needed to compete with him

But mostly because he just motivates and pushes you to do better

And if you do improve on something

He is HYPING you up

“That's my baby! I knew you could do it!”

Favorite things to do together

Yall love to just go to the store and window shop

Im sorry but yall are some broke hoes

So most of the time it's just you guys trying on clothes in the dressing room

Taking pictures of your outfits

Then leaving

Yeah the store employees kinda hate you…

But who cares what they think

And if you two do have some pocket cash you'll buy one or two things

Then blow the rest of your money on that good mall food

Cause why not

Random Hc

He makes fun of your guys height difference ALL THE TIME

But like, can you blame him????

You're not even 5 feet tall!!!

“Imagine being the size of a 10 year old, couldn't be me”

Imagine being taller than the national average height 😐, couldn't be me”

“Touche”

He let you dress him up as an E-Boy ONCE

Ngl tho he dug the eyeliner look 😗

He called you every day while you were studying abroad

He even sent you a oikawa plushie

You may or may not have sent him a video of you drowning it

When you came back to Japan he legit TACKLED you in the middle of the airport

Astrology

Virgo + Cancer

Compatibility 80%

Cancer and Virgo can have a wonderful connection and are usually brought together by sexual understanding.

The main problem of their relationship is in the possible conflict between emotional Cancer and reasonable Virgo.

If they manage to overcome this, accepting each other’s shortcomings and learning to incorporate some rationality or some emotion into their lives, they could end up in an inspiring relationship that will last for a very long time.

In a way, they complement each other as much as the heart complements the mind.

If they share a spark of love, it would be a shame to miss the opportunity for happiness just because of someone’s irrational expectations or someone’s closed heart.

If someone can help Virgo build their trust, it is their Cancer partner.

Although Cancer is a cardinal sign, they are stable by nature, especially when it comes to emotional decisions they have made.

If they have chosen Virgo to be their loving partner, they will have no reason to lie or cheat.

This behavior would only endanger their vision of a shared life and a loving family they want with the partner they chose.

This is also a reason why Cancer won’t have an initial problem with trusting Virgo.

Their convictions are stronger than their doubt.

Overall Aesthetic

Grunge Glamour ✨

Songs -

Tia tamera (Doja Cat)

Verbratem (mother mother

Literal Legend (Ayesha Erotica)

Hayloft (mother mother)

Stupid (ashnikko)

[b00bconnoisseur]

60 questions for @not-my-brain

1. selfie.......Ugghhhh ok. Imma take one rn

Ok here u go (yes thats a bmth shirt)

2. what would you name your future kids?.....Ooo hmmm well when i was a kid i really liked the names disney, and mesiah. I didn't know at the time that mesiah was another name for god i think lol. I liked it cause of handlers mesiah. I still do. Ooo and maybe Tj too

3. do you miss anyone?......Yeah. My friends on Pinterest from a year ago. My friend lucas. Stan lee. Bob ross. My cousin who died from cancer some years ago. Snape. Sirius. Lupin. Tonks. Dobby. *continues to name every unfortunate death in hp*

4. what are you looking forward to?.......SE-YA next month!! Its the south eastern young adult festival at this college. You can have meet n greets with authors and alot of stuff its the besstttt

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?......DEFINATELY. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @sammchenry my friend lucas and @septembersbloom. ^^

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?..... What like...romantically? Or like a death? If romantically uhhh idk it took over a couple weeks but im ok now. Ive never had another relationship so idk. If death oof yeah idk maybe. Ig it depends on how much i knew them idk. Like when my nanny (great grandma) died i was sad for days (is that alot?)

7. what was your life like last year?.....Sucky af. Still is. But the highlights of my life last year was getting and making friends on tumblr, going to the tøp concert and going to warped tour, volunteering at the library, going to seya and meeting some of my favorite authors, reading, changing and improving my art, listening to all the bands i listen to now, getting into more fandoms, going to a friends house for the first time

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?.......Yes lol. Some years ago when i couldn't find smtn id be so annoyed and pissed id start crying. I dont now but still lol

9. who did you last see in person?.......Hm ig family doesn't count....? Wait do u mean a friend? If so uhh my friends rebekah, anika, and Judah at a TAB meeting at the library sometime last month.

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?......I think so? Like i mean I can hide whenever i get my....time of the month from my mom (talking abt stuff like that with her makes me uncomfortable) and i hid a breakup. And other p big stuff too. So imma say yeah

11. are you listening to music right now?........*pops on earbuds after reading this* yee im listening to bitch lasagna by pewdiepie xD (do i have the best spotify playlist or what?)

12. what is something you want right now?.......To hug @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye but SOMEONE has to live so far away

13. how do you feel right now?........Happy that my earbud still works cause they got washed in the wash yesterday....oops. Its not my fault. I told my dad to remind me to take it out of my jacket pocket before they threw it in but noooooo he forgot

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?.......Uhhhhh fuck idk it was probably from my lil 4 yr old bro sometime last week. Other than him (hes my favorite sibling) i dont let them hug me too much

15. personality description.......Nerdy. Fangirl. "Emo". Tomboy. Hotsause obsessed. Book lover. Music lover. Black. Blue. Harry potter. Introvert. Fall. Sports. Values friendship. Loyal. Uhhhh i cant think of much lol

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?.......*sigh* yes. Yes yes yes. Theres some things abt me, or my life really, that i havent told anyone on here or my irl friends that i sooooo want to so bad but i haven't cause i feel like they'd feel bad and pity me and i don't want that

17. opinion on insecurities........I dont really understand this one. Everyones insecure abt something. Is this askin like if i think its ok or not? I say its ok. Im insecure about literally everything about me. My face. My personality. My socialness. My art. What i do. What i say. Basically my whole body. The things i feel good abt are my books, music taste, and my friends (ily fuckers)

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?.........Hmm this time around a year ago....idk its sorta the same but all the stuff i mentioned abt my year from last year didn't happen yet so nah tho my life sucks rn its better than this time last year

19. have you ever been to New York?........Nooo but i want too soo baddd i wanna visit @septembersbloom !! Im coming for ya soon gramps *does the eye watching thing* my dads been to nyc before tho cause he does construction and he had a concrete job to do there. It was a 23 hr drive for him

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?........Uhhh idk!!! So hard! Maybe.....the whole thats the spirit album by bmth ;)

21. age and birthday?.....15 yrs of age and September 27th 2003 (whats yours brainy? I'll put it on my calendar)

22. description of crush......Its weird idk im not sure if its a genuine crush or not but uh....They like hp :).Thats all u get

23. fear(s).......Losing my best friend @dirtysocke and my other friends. Death. Failure. Momo chasing after me then killing me slowly keeping my eyes open to look her dead in the eyes while i die

24. height......5'6 call me short and I'll fuck u up with THIS *pulls out trusty potato peeler named now steve* dont test me boi

25. role model......Hhhhhhhh so many! But uh gosh one of them is @superraedizzle (youtuberrrr) and vexx and bob ross and da vinci and aaaaaaa so many

26. idol(s)......First person that immediately comes to mind is @sammchenry cause he's super cool and he's really nice and his art's reallyyy good (if u havent seen it w-w-what are u even doin with your life?) And he has a great sense of humor and *continues to ramble about why samms the best*

27. things i hate.......Dabs. Transphobes. Homophobic ppl. Basically any hate on the lgbtq+ community. Bullies. The ship starker. Umbridge. Snape haters

28. i’ll love you if….....U you'll eat pizza, draw, and rp harry potter with mee

29. favourite film(s)......Fantastic beasts. Every hp film. Twilight. The maze runner 1-2. The hunger games. Spiderman homecoming. Kingsman: secret service. Into the spideyverse tho i havent seen it yet

30. favourite tv show(s)......Inkmasterrrrr. B99. The mick. The middle. Uhhh idk mostly ink master xD

31. 3 random facts........Ive never had shrimp. I had a beta fish for over a year once. Im eating pizza crust rn

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?.......G i r l s. I have all girl friends irl and one boy. And on tumblr it seems like i just meet girls? Likei agree with @cristal-kyd1280 its like alot more gals then dudes here. But i do have some guy friends on here too. But mostly girls

33. something you want to learn.......TO DRAW ANATOMY DAMMIT

34. most embarrassing moment........Every moment of my lifes an embarrassing moment. Idk of i can pick a "most" embarrassing one. But one time i i sent my crush (now ex bf) a hey fuckface and like some hearts or whatever for an ask game that meant like "i have a crush on u" "youre adorable" etc and said Hewo but i did it all anonymously. But he confronted me askin if i sent it cause im the only person he knows that actually says hewo lol. Then later on i finally admitted i really liked him and well y'all know the story after i think. Unless you're new

35. favourite subject.......A R TTTT OFC

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?........meet my friends on tumblr. Get into mtsu (college i wanna go to) and study art. And go skydiving

37. favourite actor/actress........favorite actor uhhhhhh probably thomas brodie sangster or tom felton and my favorite actress? Hmmm idk maybe evanna lynch (luna lovegood)

38. favourite comedian(s).......probably kevin hart lol he's p funny

39. favourite sport(s)........basketballllllll and football

40. favourite memory........uhhhhh idk?? One oh my favorite memories was when we went to see tøp in concert

41. relationship status.....single as a pringle

42. favourite book(s)......harry potter and the order of the pheonix. Harry potter and the half blood prince. Simon vs the homo sapiens agenda. Divergent. Maze runner. Twilight. Fangirl. Fallen. Red queen

43. favourite song ever.......TOO HARD DONT MAKE ME CHOOSEEEEEE

44. age you get mistaken for.........16 and 17 sometimes lol

45. how you found out about your idol........i was watching someone on yt and superraedizzle always poped up in my feed and my mom turned on one of her vids cause she always saw her vids too now ive seen most of em i love her. Id heard of vexx but never watched him and i was watching a collab from anthony miller art and shrimpy and i checked out shrimpys channel and was lookin at comments and alot of ppl said his art is like vexxs so i checked out vexx. At first i was like eh ok. Now i cant click fast enough when he posts a vid. And i actually fpund out about bob ross from my grandpa on jan 20 2017 when trump was getting sworn in or whatever. We turned on pbs and my grampa told me to look and bob ross was on and i was IN. I loved it. I even started watching full episodes on YouTube of the joy of painting after that. Wonderful man. My first painting i ever did i think was when i followed one of his tutorials xD (i didnt know it was popular at the time)

46. what my last text message says......."ok your turn"

47. turn ons.....uhh nerds ig idk um book lovers, music lovers, art lovers, potterheads, idk and nice ppl

48. turn offs......jerks. Homophobia. Idk ig whatever i said in things i hate

49. where i want to be right now......uhhhh idk wait didn't i already answer this? Ok this ones different ig so uhh with my friend lucas

50. favourite picture of your idol.....oh shit...favorite? Idk xD i have a fave of vexx but not of rae or bob. But heres pics of them any way

51. starsign......a libraaaaa boiii

52. something i’m talented at......drawing and speed reading. Thats about it lol. Oh and procrastina

53. 5 things that make me happy.......ooooo art, my friends here on tumblr, books, harry potter, and music ^^

54. something thats worrying me at the moment.....if my friend thinks im being annoying

55. tumblr friends......hhhhh so manyyyyyy. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @chinesewaffles2 @kingantlion @queen-baelin @sammchenry @septembersbloom and more

56. favourite food(s)......green beans, pepperoni pizza, and vanilla madelines

57. favourite animal(s).......basically any reptile. Puppies. Cats. Any animal really but my #1 are snakes

58. description of my best friend.....well she's a tiny bean (5 feet) and she has dark hair, she wears glasses, she doesnt take shit, she's in love with Josh dun, she's awesome, funny, nice (YES youre nice jackie) and shes the best friend ive ever had. Oh. And she has a weird obsession with spaghetti

59. why i joined tumblr.......well i heard abt it on Pinterest over a year ago but didnt want it. Then @mrfastbass-deactivated20181231 on DeviantArt said he got tumblr so i made one then followed him and figured id just post art and that's it cause i thought tumblr was boring as hell when i first got it. Now im p much obsessed with it

60. ask me anything you want.......go ahead brainy shoot. Give me smtn good