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#i went for 2 different atmospheres#im kinda proud of the 2nd one more#since its more cohesive and stuff#nanamine sakura#sakura tbhk#tbhk#jshk#tbhk manga#manga coloring
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Now that Artfight is basically over, here's all of my attacks for this year!
Avocado by @ CorvidCrow
Windose by @ cuerveeto
Coffee by @ TOILETMAXXING34
Bubbleton by @ Vineuloe
Caligo by @ Flair920
Mug by @ darkmatters
(Revenge) Whiteout by @ kaiifae
#artfight#look i made a thing#osc#object oc#i know that this isnt a lot in comparison to some other people#but this is a LOT of art for ME#kinda gives me nostalgia for drawing a ton of other people's fake peppino ocs last year...#i NEED to draw other people's characters more often#the mug drawing is the one im the most proud of.#I RENDERED GLASS!!??!!??!? LIKE. i dont even know how to properly render clothes#or skin#whiteout's hair is a close 2nd though#usernames are color coded based off what teams they were on this year#this was my first artfight and GOD. IT WAS SO FUN.#thank you artfight for giving me a reason to love my art again#i was feeling like shit about it before i decided to join...
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Headcanons for being Johnny Lawrence’s daughter
Johnny Lawrence x daughter!reader
warnings: alcohol, underage drinking, classic johnny sexism <3
a/n: WHAT! ME write a fic thats not gn, i know. im shocked too but its just bc i feel johnny is so gender-stereotypey that doing this gn wouldn’t work very well but very open to a son!r or nb!r if anyone is interested (bc seriously. johnny cannot help but bring up genders). also i just want to say that a lot of this (not all!) honestly reminds me of or are actual things that have happened w my dad bc johnny is literally my dad if my dad was like 8 years older i think also i wrote this all in one sitting ALSO NO COBRA KAI SEASON 6 SPOILERS
prompt:
GIRL DAD!
you always kinda just gravitated toward living with your dad
“y/n, i’m so proud of you. i never have to worry about you. you can take care of yourself. robby on the other hand, i worry about him. i think girls are just more self sufficient” -johnny, a little drunk
“thanks dad” -you, also a little drunk (hes a “cool dad”)
he was the type of parent that “prefers that if you’re gonna do something stupid at least do it while he’s around” aka underage drinking
whenever he stays out late you fall asleep in his bed. and lock him out
“y/n! open the door!” -johnny, banging on the door
“no! your bed is more comfortable” -you
he thought it was sweet honestly but he did want to sleep in his bed
sort of like a lesson not to come home late all drunk and gross
he was VERY against letting you drive his car
“dad, i need my license!” -you
“no woman is getting behind the wheel of my firebird” -johnny
“why do you have to make it about women? i’ll fight you” -you
“you’ll lose that fight” -johnny
“oh, so you’d fight a teenage girl? wow, real classy, dad” -you
“no, but i’d fight my teenage daughter. i brought you into this world and i’ll take you out” -johnny
you honestly had a great sense of humor with johnny, but you’d check him if he said anything too messed up
“dad, it’s not the 80’s anymore, you can’t say that” -you
“dont tell me what i can and cant say! the 80’s were awesome, i wish it was the 80’s again” -johnny
“so i’ve heard” -you
he helped you with your homework as a kid until like, 2nd grade when multiplication and division got involved
he did teach you karate growing up! but mostly the basics, for self defense purposes
“hey, never let any guy try to impress you with his karate skills. he’s probably a douche” -johnny, pausing “i sure was”
late night movie marathons (70s/80s classics for sure)
he took care of you during your first hangover (high school parties, ya know)
“didn’t i teach you better than to mix liquors” -johnny
“ugghhhh” -you
yes, you have heard about daniel larusso. enough said LMAO
robby and you had a kind of sweet but distant relationship
occasional check-in texts
robby: are you doing okay with dad? he’s actually buying food and shit?
you: yeah! he’s fine right now, how’s mom? new stepdad yet? is he rich?
robby: mom’s not going anywhere she’d find a rich guy, but keep dreaming
you wear a lot of your dad’s old t-shirts. usually band tee’s
oh and he made sure you got into the “right music”
he used to drive you around in the firebird when you were a SMALL CHILD (front seat, no car seat!) and blast his old cassettes
for YEARS he’d pull the “who is this” “what song is this” game with the reasoning:
“if you wear a band shirt and some asshole asks you to name three songs, i want you to name ten” -johnny
listen. you were still “daddy’s girl” or whatever used to be a cute little saying and is now ruined but whatever
“dad, can i have twenty bucks?” -you
“for what” -johnny
“for fun. pleaseeee” -you
*johnny pulls out his wallet and gives you $40*
could he afford it? no. can he say no? also no.
the absolute fear he felt when you got your first period
“it’s fine, i can call mom” -you
“no, it’s not fine! i’ve had girlfriends before, i got this. stay here, i’ll be back” -johnny
he went to the store and bought the most random assortment of period products and pain meds and snacks and a heating pad
A for effort
when the diaz family moved in across from you guys, miguel took one look at you and johnny said:
“stay away from my daughter”
when the karate fuss got started you tried to keep your distance but sooner or later you joined the dojo and proved to your dad just how “badass” you could be
“take notes everyone, y/n’s gonna be the next all valley champ!” -johnny
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WITH WIRED
pairing: ewan mitchell x fem!reader
summary: in which ewan and y/n doing their first interview as newlywed with wired
words-count: 1,3k
warning: fluff, maybe abit cliché?, use of y/n, ewan and y/n being a newlywed couple, reader is quite sensitive, does not have any specific descriptions about y/n and ewan's appearance.
mae: english is not my first language, i do used google translate a few part in this one-shot. also this is my 2nd fic, im a long time reader but im a new writer, haven’t wrote any long imagines before. please forgive me if there was any mistakes. thank u!! maybe a part 2? idk
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you and ewan had the opportunity to meet each other at a new movie premiere few years ago, at the event ewan participated as the main actor and you were a guest invited by the director of that movie.
at first you were quite hesitant about being the one to make a first move to go over to talk to ewan, people would wonder what was the reason? well of course, because you’re attracted by ewan’s charming appearance, but also by how the way he treated his colleagues, or anyone he met.
and then today, at this moment, you both received an invitation from wired to come here for an interview as newlyweds… yes, ewan and you have been married for 3 months now and both are extremely excited for the upcoming interview
it can be said that since you got married, or to be more precise, since the announced, the news has caused the fan community to react extremely positively, of course, negatively as well. yes but mostly positive
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and 3… 2… 1… the interview begin, camera start rolling
"hi! this is y/n, y/n mitchell" you introduced yourself with a small smile while looking at the camera, then raised your left hand to show off your wedding ring you were wearing on your ring finger at the same time you look over at ewan, ewan now looked at you with this “husband proud smiley” smile
“and, i’m ewan mitchell, husband of this beautiful woman sitting next to me” ewan introduced himself, and then he repeated the same gesture as you, at this moment you heard a few people behind the camera, giggling and enjoying themselves
“we're here with WIRED, answering the most asked questions on google” ewan continued
“but newlywed edition” you and ewan both said at the same time
then a staff member brought out a large copy, with the questions partially hidden. you were now extremely nervous, then turned to look at him and asked softly.
“are you ready to answer these questions” you asked
“always” said and then ewan smiled slightly
"okay, first question for you my dear" you said and then gently pulled the sticky note off with your hand to make the question appear, then you continued to read
“how did ewan and y/n meet?” you read the question, then looked up at ewan and continued, "hmm, do you remember how we met, husband?" you asked ewan
“how could i forget it, the first time we ever met” ewan said while looking at you smiling, he sat thinking for a moment then he continued
"y/n and i met at this movie premiere, well… i was the main character, actor and she was invited by this great movie director, john, as a friend" ewan said, then used his hand to stroke his chin and continued. “while i was you know doing those interview, i saw her was looking at me so after the premier, we have like a little after party, i was just enjoying myself you know…” he laugh “erm.. and i-i saw this pretty lady slowly walking towards my direction and started conversation with me, and after a few minutes of talking, i thought wow she’s kinda nice to talk to, yeah.. that's… that’s how we met” and now you just sit there and giggled, flashing back all of those memories the first time you met him
“great job husband, it's so surprise to know that you still remember the first time we met, cause you never mention it ever since” you laughed and then continued “you know, to be able to date this guy, ewan mitchell, it's really a journey for me. to be mrs. mitchell is a long way" as you said, you used your thumb to point at ewan. at this time, ewan just looked helpless and shrugged his shoulders
from where you sit, you can clearly see the surprised faces of the staff member behind the camera about the fact that how hard it is to get close to him
“it's your turn” you said as ewan tore lightly to see the next question
“are ewan and y/n expecting?” Both you and ewan seemed quite surprised after hearing this question
“really, is this really the most asked question?” you laughed and giggled, “asked google?! this is crazy” you were extremely surprised by this question
“well y/n and ewan ARE NOT expecting… yet, and if we are, we will definitely announce it and share the joy with you guys so there is no need to ask mr google” you laughed, then you tuck your hair behind your ear
“we are not planning on having baby anytime soon and yes we do talk about it more often now since we’re married, you know we both love to build a family of our own but we both think this is not the right time” ewan said, you nodded with agreement with that ewan said
“next question” you looked at ewan, saying “oh i see this question seems long, it might be quite interesting!”
“the question is, have ewan and y/n ever been in a movie together?” you read the question, then you both looked at each other, you asked ewan “we talked about this a few times, aren’t we?”
“oh we literally talked about it yesterday before bed too…“ ewan chuckled then he continue “even though we have never worked together on any movie before, but we both talk about hoping that in the future we will have the opportunity to work together” ewan explained.
“yea…, there's a funny thing that if we both have the opportunity to be act in the same movie, we’ll both hope to be each other's villains” you laughed then ewan continued.
“you know, it's funny when viewers hear y/n and me's names and they might immediately think we're going to play happy married couple but no, there is not lovey dovey birds”
“but i think it's quite interesting, don't you guys think so too?” you turned to look at the camera in front of you, asking the people whom watching (after this interview video was posted).
“I'll let you answer this last question, baby” you said then let ewan remove the last sticky note to read the last question for today's interview.
“how have ewan and y/n enjoyed their marriage life so far?” ewan continued reading the last question and then he continued to answer
“who would ask this question on Google? how would Google know?” ewan replied
and you both sit there and laugh like an idiot because of how stupid this question is. really, how can Google know what your and ewan's married life is like? You laugh until you cry because of the absurdity of it
“how was it, my husband?” you asked ewan with a curious expression, wonder if he liked married life with you or not, making ewan partly amused and partly pampered, looking towards you, while you sat there patiently waiting his answer
“honestly, i am extremely happy and enjoy this married life with my wife. in short, i’m extremely satisfied, i mean who wouldn't, when you marry the person you love, so do i and especially y/n always makes me feel like i’m the luckiest man is marry to y/n, the woman i love the most" ewan replied a bit shyly because you know he rarely shows affection in front of the camera or in public
“ewan, you're going to make me cry” you smiled and used your hand to gently wipe away the happy tears at the corner of your eyes.
ewan then turned to see you so moved and pulled out a small handkerchief from his pocket and wiped your tears.
“i love you” ewan whispered to you while wipe the tear off your eye but he didn't know that the microphone attached to his shirt caught his all his words.
“i love you too but we have to say goodbye to the audience watching this interview first” you said to ewan and then burst out a small laughed
“and these are all the most asked questions on google” you said with excitement again, turning to look at ewan
“thank you WIRED for inviting us, and see you next time” ewan said “goodbye” both you and ewan raised your hands and waved to the audience
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user1 cannot believe they haven’t had any movies together. that’s a need
user2 my fav couple
user3 i can feels ewan head over heels for her, like even more than before
user4 his eyes always had this bling bling whenever he look at her
#ewan mitchell#ewan mitchell imagine#ewan mitchell imagines#ewan mitchell x y/n#ewan mitchell fluff#ewan mitchell photoshoot#ewan mitchell x you#ewan mitchell fanfic#ewan mitchell x reader#ewan mitchell x fem!reader#ewan mitchell series#ewan mitchell oneshot#ewan mitchell edit#house of the dragon#aemond targaryen#aemond one eye#aemond targaryen imagine#aemond targaryen imagines#aemond targaryen fanfiction#aemond targaryen smut#house of the dragon imagines#aemond targaryen fanfic#aemond targaryen x reader
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Exyblr Dashboard Simulator based on what I personally see on sportsblr:
2/?
📜 realexyblog
haiku because exy is back:
GOD, why are my teams
SO fucking bad at exy?
FUCK this FUCKING sport.
#and i watch sports for why? entertainment? no way
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I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG! KEVIN DAY IS A QUEEN SHES LITERALLY A QUEEN ITS ON HER FACE
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queen on the court, pillow princess on the mattress amiright
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ive never felt more understood, I am kissing you w tongue
#marry me tumblr user fox me up
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i'm just gonna say it. i know we're all thinking it. jeremy knox eats ass like it's his JOB.
👁 jean-mor-uhoh
babe literally no one was thinking that but i'm proud of you for speaking your truth
#we're friends but what cost. when all u talk about is jeremy knox eating ass.
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#dan wilds #psu
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He lived. He served cunt. He died. He was Resurrected. Served more cunt.
#kevin day
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absolutely busted a fucking nut watching kevin day switch hands like that oh my god my nut was so forceful it created a new dimension.
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hey can i join you in that dimension
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Sure, just bring some snacks or something
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hell yeah!!!!!!
#thanks youre the best do you like doritos?
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the best exy team in the nation is a LIBERAL ARTS COLLEGE how many of those students even go to the games when your school is full of artists and theater kids. your student section must be wACK
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*sorry, 2nd best exy team in the nation
#fuck you theater kids!!!!!!!! can't even appreciate a good sport !!!!! anyway go trojans
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Andrew Minyard should get a little bite and chew. As a reward. Maybe a small gnaw. nomnomnom Maaaaaybe as a treat he can rip a throat out, but only if he's really really good
#only if he's REALLY GOOD and maybe tests negative for rabies but whatever you can't win em all
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favourite exy rarepair????
☀️ usctrojanny
ACTUALLY !!!!! was thinking about this earlier and while ive never seen anyone talk about it.......aaron minyard and neil josten would be 👀 kinda cute???
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And obviously, u know me, im always here for a striker/backliner matchup
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what happens to the rest of the sludge?
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*sluuuuuuurp* *swallowing sounds* *sluuuurp* *gargle gargle* *more swallowing sounds* yummy yummy in my tummy
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headcannon that neil josten is so feral bc andrew bit him and gave him rabies so now he's a literal rabid dog
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You can't make headcannons about real people don't be freaks
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exy players aren't real they're my little dolls that I can put into any situations I want and you can't stop me
#thanks anyway did u know andrew minyard gave neil josten rabies
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ARE THOSE REFS FUCKING BLIND ????????!
#exy lb
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Kiss cams are only acceptable during sporting events if they zoom in on two players
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Andrew and Aaron Minyard
#exy #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #palmetto foxes #psu #web weave #poetry
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Hi, Im not sure if youve written anything about this before (I had a quick look but couldnt see anything), but I find Hermione's relationship with her parents kinda interesting. Obviously they're pretty chill with her being a witch — they go to diagon with her at least once and seem quite interested in that sort of thing, they're obviously very proud of her — but by about gof and ootf theyre completely absent from her life. Hermione doesnt seem to go home during that summer holiday and seems to spend the rest with the Weasleys which I find incredibly odd. Her parents were obviously not abusive, nor were they in any sort of danger until dh when Hermione goes on the run (and of course she oblivates them and moves them to Australia first). Voldemort doesnt even make any attacks until hbp because hes lying low. I just cant think why shes suddenly estranged from her parents to the point where they allow their only teenage daughter, who already spends majority of her time in Scotland, to spend her holidays with a family thats already financially struggling?? Surely no actual parent would do that. Of course it could be lazy writing by JK or the rising popularity of Hermione after directorial choices in the films which called for more page-time, but Id be very interested to hear your opinions on the topic because for the life of me I can't figure this out.
(sorry for the long ask)
Hi, no problem about the long ask.
I think Hermione's parents are probably one of the things JKR didn't think through, but I like looking at things like that froma an in universe prespective. And in universe the relationship between Hermione and her parents, while not abusive, has been estranged from day 0.
What I mean by it, is that I don't think Hermione was ever very close to her parents. We see how a muggleborn who is close to his parents acts with Colin Creevey:
“So I can prove I’ve met you,” said Colin Creevey eagerly, edging further forward. “I know all about you. Everyone’s told me. About how you survived when You-Know-Who tried to kill you and how he disappeared and everything and how you’ve still got a lightning scar on your forehead” (his eyes raked Harry’s hairline) “and a boy in my dormitory said if I develop the film in the right potion, the pictures’ll move.” Colin drew a great shuddering breath of excitement and said, “It’s amazing here, isn’t it? I never knew all the odd stuff I could do was magic till I got the letter from Hogwarts. My dad’s a milkman, he couldn’t believe it either. So I’m taking loads of pictures to send home to him. And it’d be really good if I had one of you” — he looked imploringly at Harry
(CoS)
He tries to keep his muggle parents up to date with his life in the wizarding world. He brought a camera explicitly for that purpose. Hermione, on the other hand, never really included her parents in her life. They try to be supportive, they go with her to Diagon, but I'm convinced they know very little of what's going on at Hogwarts with their daughter.
I mean, she probably tells them about her high grades and about Harry and Ron, but she probably never told them about Voldemort, or at least, not much. Or about the bigotry she has to deal with as a muggleborn. I'm also pretty sure she didn't tell them how dangerous Hogwarts is or that she got petrified in 2nd year. I mean, I don't know about you, but if my daughter told me everything that happened to Hermione, I would start asking about alternative magical education that isn't Hogwarts.
I think Hermione was always a lonely child, her parents were likely at work or conventions more often than with her and she is used to hiding things from them. Hermione 100% used to be bullied in her muggle primary school, you see it in how she acts, and I think she didn't tell her parents about that either. So Hermione and her parents were never close in my opinion.
And then, you take this girl who is used to hiding the less pleasant aspects of her life from her parents and send her to the wizarding world. And she's smart, she quickly realizes no one wants to hear about dentists and that she doesn't belong. So she shuts up, she stops bringing her parents up since everyone thinks surgeons are just maniacs who cut into people. So she reads up, she studies everything she can so she would belong, because she never found herself in the muggle world and she loves magic. She loves the wizarding world and chooses to be part of it, even at the price of cutting her parents out of her life.
In first year, Hermione goes back home for Christmas, but from year 2 and onwards she stays at Hogwarts becouse she doesn't want to miss out in that year's mystery, or time with Ron and Harry. She, like Harry, doesn't want to leave the wizarding world for a world they consider worse.
And the fact she does her best to spend more and more time in the wizarding world is an extension of that. It's not that she hates her parents, she loves them, but she loves them less than she loves the wizarding world.
I think, the moment in book 4 in which she took the chance to fix her teeth magically against what her dentist parents would think is right, is a moment that shows that clear choice. Mr. and Mrs. Granger clearly care about Hermione and want what's best for her, but Hermione thinks she is better than them because she is a witch. She treats her parents like children who don't know what's good for them. She knows because she's a witch, so she can send them away for their safety. They might think using magic on her teeth is dangerous, but they're muggles they don't know better. Even Hermione falls into this prevalent mindset among wizards that they know better than muggles.
The Creevy brothers wanted to keep both the wizarding world and their parents. Hermione chose the wizarding world. She figured that if she truly wanted to belong and be up to date with everything, months in the muggle world would make this assimilation harder, so she stayed in the wizarding world. And when the time comes to make a hard decision to Obliviate her parents and send them away, it is easier to rationalize. She hasn't been part of their life for so long anyway, they would hardly notice the difference, besides, she's the witch, she's the one in the know, not them.
It's quite sad, but it's a result of Hermione's decision to assimilate into the wizarding world as if she was always there which is, I think, influenced by the bigotry that is everywhere. I mean, even the Weasleys look down on muggles:
“Are they doctors?” he [Harry] asked Ron quietly. “Doctors?” said Ron, looking startled. “Those Muggle nutters that cut people up? Nah, they’re Healers.”
(OotP)
So, yeah, Hermione chose to be a witch, and to her, that means cutting her parents she was never too close to out of her life.
#harry potter#hp#hp meta#hollowedtheory#asks#curioushabitforarivergod#harry potter meta#hermione granger#colin creevey#muggleborns#wizarding world
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ღ a plus !
ღ summary: how would hsr men be like as parents? ღ
° characters: blade, danheng, jing yuan
° warnings: afab!reader, mentions of pregnancy
° genre: headcannons, fluff with some suggestive texts
when danheng found out you were pregnant, he still had that cold, unfazed face- but on the inside he was indeed suprised and baffled.
you could've sworn you saw his entire body shaking, his face pale as the snow in belobog.
but to be honest, i feel like having a family for him would be planned- he sure isn't the type of man to just knock you up accidentally.
i'm betting you both would have twins, YES. son and daughter- I also bet danheng's genes would be super strong, so both of them would probably be the splitting image of your husband.
he would be the best at taking care of you!!, oh you're craving ice cream? he's on it. does the dress he bought for you during his and your 2nd anniversary doesn't fit you anymore? he's buying you a new, and more beautiful one.
he would be right there by your side whenever you feel nauseous or uneasy, whispering words of affirmation and whenever you doubt being a good mother- "you will be the best mother alive, i promise."
also, whenever you both are planning for the children on the way- he definitely gets excited and buys every single thing that can ensure safety for your children and cute things that would suit them too.
when theyre born, 100% he would be a strict, but caring dad. not letting them even touch a plastic knife or his spear.
and if the twins inherit their dad's dragon genes, he would look after them even more for the time being (he doesnt wanna lose the three of you ok)
overall 10/10 dad
okay, this one is kinda tricky uhm-
when you told blade, he just chuckled and kissed you on the forehead- also not the type of man to just get you pregnant without expecting/planning it.
''thank you, my love.'' he would whisper, as he hugs you softly as he buries his neck in your neck.
during the pregnancy, because of his job, he can't be with you 24/7, but he'll try to spend as much time with you as he can. sending you sweet messages, and he would also hire a helper to help you through those days.
im thinking.. maybe a daughter- and yes he would also be a strict dad, but of course he would let her enjoy her life.
adores seeing the bump on your stomach getting bigger- perhaps you both might have another before the other is born....
def would spoil you!!! dresses, cardigans, the food you crave? hes buying them all.
during soft nights he would rub his hand in circles around your bump, you swear you could see hearts in his eyes whenever he does
overall, 9/10 dad
jing yuan wasn't surprised, at all. though- he was proud and happy.. a miniature version of him and his beloved? how exciting!
since he sees yanqing as a son, jing yuan would definitely let your child(ren) be with yanqing whenever youre both not around- like a big brother. (but no swords yanqing...)
overprotective. yes- even if you just want to cut apples he'll do it instead. a minor cut on your finger makes him tense up, so- assure him you'll be just fine.
would spend more time with you, and certainly stop napping around and finish his work quickly so he can be with you.
i see him having triplets, but their looks are half and half with yours and jing yuan's. when theyre grown up- he would def train them to become stronger to protect themselves
somewhat strict, only if it contains having to wield something dangerous or going somewhere that has numerous monsters unsupervised is a big no. he doesnt wanna lose anyone again.
overall, 9.5/10 dad
#travellingvstar☆#honkai star rail#hsr x reader#blade honkai star rail#blade x reader#jing yuan x reader#blade#jing yuan#danheng#jing yuan x you#dan heng x reader#hsr imagines#hsr headcanons#honkai headcannons#azuu hcs#honkai: star rail#hsr
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GOM Relationship with Akashi
Characters: Kuroko, Midorima, Aomine, Kise, Murasakibara
───��� ⋆ ⋅ Kuroko ⋅ ⋆ ────
he really likes Akashi of course
and he's natually very empathetic, secretly knowing what Akashi is going through and always making sure to include him and make him feel welcomed as much as possible
and Akashi is always looking out for Kuroko (like its so obvious)
BUT Kuroko and Akashi as a pair are michievous little shits
its canon that they often mess with their friends as a pair
like the rock paper scissors thing i dont remember what it was about but i know they tricked their opponent
there was once (canon) that the first string was supposed to come up with announcements for joining the basketball team and no one helped
so Akashi had an idea
Kuroko announced it at lunch and no one heard it (obviously)
one of the only ones i remember is that Kuroko said that Kise was givin gout free signed photos i think and Kise was bombarded with paparazzi lol
─── ⋆ ⋅ Midorima ⋅ ⋆ ───
as we know, Midorima and Akashi are besties
they used to play Shogi after school a lot
and I feel like Midorima feels as though he could have done more to help Akashi since he was the closest to him
and I think he was one of the first ones that noticed that Akashi had a second personality
Midorima is one of Akashi's closest friends and that never faltered
I feel like they would bond over a lot of things like classical music and piano and stuff since theyre both kinda traditional
Midorima's little sister LOVES him
I like to think that Akashi thinks of Midorima's family as his second family
Mr and Mrs Midorima always make sure that Akashi feels welcome in their home cuz I think they know the jist of what Masaomi is making Akashi go through
since I would think that Midorima's dad works with Masaomi
(i dont remember if thats canon or not cuz the canons and fanons are getting mixed up in my brain)
──── ⋆⋅ Aomine ⋅⋆ ────
it did say that Akashi gets along with Aomine the least
but I like to think that Aomine brings out Akashi's more modern side
(@active-mind-15 im getting my ideas from your rage room fic <3)
(GUYS READ THE FIC PLEASE ITS ACTUALLY SO MF GOOD)
Aomine and Akashi hang out at times and Aomine is the one introducing him to like video games, shopping on his own, modern action movies and stuff
Aomine tried to introduce him to porn mags and stuff but Akashi was just shoving him away
(he doesnt need Aomine's help he already has his own little collection
but he wouldnt admit that ofc)
its also evident in the manga that Aomine looks up to Akashi a lot and is one of the people that believes in him the most
like aside from Aomine being rowdy and not following whatever Akashi wants him to do, they get along on other things
(like a rage room for example)
───── ⋆⋅ Kise ⋅⋆ ─────
i dont have much for kise cuz canonically he doesnt really interact with Akashi much
hes more obsessed with Kuroko obviously
but I would think that Akashi relies on Kise to find the bright side in things
Akashi seeing Aomine and Kise bicker and fight honestly warms his heart
like a proud mom
ofc he has to break it up but he finds it funny and he gets like a glimpse of what normal boys his age should be like lmfao
── ⋆⋅ Murasakibara ⋅⋆ ──
he is SPOILED to Akashi
SPOILED I TELL YOU
in their school festival (canon) Akashi won a bunch of sweets and candy and stuff because he keeps going door to door and beating all the chess masters (not just chess, but checkers and go and everyone even blind chess this man wtf)
and he ended up giving all of it to Murasakibara
like theyre so cute omfg
I think that sometimes Murasakibara feels responsible for Akashi's 2nd personality awakening because of that game
he tries to dig that feeling deep down inside him
but seeing Akachin with his normal personality again makes him happy and he does what he can to like
make it up to him
or like spend time with him
cuz baby feels guilty :(
Akashi appreciates it of course
and I feel like Akashi sees Murasakibara as like a baby
which he is an oversized baby
#kuroko no basket#kurokosbasketball#the basketball which kuroko plays#kuroko's basketball#knb#kuroko no basketball#kurokonobasuke#kuroko no basuke#kurokos basketball#kuroko’s basketball#kuroko#akashiseijuro#akashi seijuro#akashi seijirou#knb akashi#akashi seijuurou#kurobas#kuroko tetsuya#kisekinosedai#kiseryouta#ryouta kise#kise#kise ryōta#kise ryouta#knb kise#kiseki no sedai#midorimashintaro#knb midorima#midorima shintaro#midorima shintarou
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random weasley-wood children headcanons (bc obviously im ignoring percy's canon wife, sorry audrey)
so in canon percy has 2 kids: lucy and molly ii. when i made up the weasley-wood kids i named the eldest lucy without knowing of the canon lucy's existence, so i just thought i'd give that as a fun fact. anyways onto the children
lucille weasley-wood, better known as lucy (percy only calls her lucille when he's worried she's about to hit one of her cousins in the face with a bludger), is a ravenclaw. she's in the same year as lily potter and rose granger-weasley, and the eldest of the three (think of them as the new marauders without peter. basically, they prank people).
if it wasn't obvious from that bludger comment earlier, she's a beater for the ravenclaw team. she's been a beater ever since oliver taught her what the position was (so she was like 1, probably) because "come on dad, i get a bat".
lucy is generally a confident person, and has a bit of a reputation from her cousins (and her parents) for being a blabbermouth. every time there's a secret that needs to be kept, it's rose and lily's job to get lucy as far away from it as possible. she protests, but honestly, she knows it's for the best.
lucy ends up with henry, another ravenclaw in her year and the other ravenclaw beater (and the eldest of my 2 oc kids of dean and seamus). they bond over being extremely protective over their younger siblings (henry is honestly kinda scared of lucy but who isn't at this point).
she ends up playing professional quidditch for the hollyhead harpies and becomes an announcer after that.
skye weasley-wood, the middle child of the three, is a hufflepuff and the only one who doesn't play quidditch (you bet oliver tried. percy told him to stop torturing their children after the fourth time lucy knocked skye off his broom). skye is, as some of you may have guessed, named after the isle of skye in scotland, which is where i hc oliver to be from.
skye is definitely more on the studious side, preferring to read than to do physical activity of any kind. in truth, he's rubbish on a broom. his favorite form of transportation is floo travel, even in adulthood.
skye doesn't have any cousins or family friends in his year, nor is he remotely connected to any hufflepuffs other than teddy (who is long graduated from hogwarts). luckily, in his second year, his younger sister and her friends decide to befriend him (read: force him to join their group because if they want to be better pranksters than lily, rose, and lucy, they need someone in hufflepuff on their side). skye doesn't really mind.
skye's favorite teacher is neville longbottom, and with the help of neville's plant knowledge, he helps out in some truly spectacular pranks. (lucy can't figure out if she's supposed to be angry or proud, so she torments him with an array of zonko's products before settling on both. skye, whose hair is green for the rest of term, is not as pleased with this decision as she is.)
despite his inability to fly and his extreme fear of splinching, skye manages grades rivaling percy's on his newts and decides to be an auror. one day, he takes percy's job as the head of the department of magical law enforcement.
katie weasley-wood, named after katie bell, is the girl everyone says takes after percy the most. she's a slytherin like him, and even though she seems much more outgoing, anyone who knows percy knows that they truly are one in the same. she's a monster on a broom and ends up playing seeker for slytherin after albus graduates. (she's keeper in the year they're both playing, and she's surprisingly good for a 2nd year. at least, she's surprisingly good for the split second before people remember she's oliver wood's daughter.)
katie is not one to be outshone, so when she finds out that her older sister is part of a pranking trio, she gets together a group of first years (and skye), determined to be better. (and mcgonagall thought the weasley twins were bad.) she will destroy you, but she will do it with a smile on her face. be warned.
katie's favorite subject is defense against the dark arts. she loves potions, too, and history of magic can be fun (nobody seems to see how entertaining binns can be when he thinks everybody's asleep), but in dada, she gets to annoy her uncle harry. nothing is better than that. (he pretends he doesn't find her funny, and she pretends she doesn't know he's full of it.)
katie plays quidditch whenever she's home (always keeper, now), but she ends up following her uncle bill into curse breaking. she never does play pro like everyone thought she would. she pretends she doesn't see percy's smiles when she's telling him all about her success.
years later, katie and skye take over weasley's wizard wheezes. you thought it was bad before.
[dividers by firefly graphics]
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Random Blender Art Dump
so this is just a random collection of projects i probly wont really finish or add onto that i have made in blender since i am trying to get more into art and my counselor recommended getting back into art
starting off with number 1 american gothic worm sculpt i asked my bestie CannibalCake what to sculpt and they said american gothic but as worms so i did this quick sculpt of the american gothic guy and gave him a worm body
2nd one is this cartoon frog that i named KafleGore that i made to test out cel shading and paint texturing i fully modeled it and just didnt really know what to do with it
and the 3rd one is a small series of retopologizing heads i tried mostly anime heads for practice and the first head looked like a mask a serial killer would wear and i was kinda dissapointed with it so i made this other head that ended up looking like the fish from rango mixed with the puppets from the dark crystal i was kinda more happy with it in a way and also did some hair made of curves sometime i might remake this character tho
number 4 another retopology facethis time i wanted to make like a little low poly clown mask and i felt good about this one however there are some kinda messed up vertices but im still pretty proud
number 5 this cool looking sword i found on the internet
number 6 another retopology face but only the top half because 1 got bored and 2 didnt know how to make it look correct
number 7 another low poly model i wanted to make of a bussiness person who is just extremely tired and hasnt slept in weeks his name is joinkis
number 8 joinkises computer a idea that i had that i never finished
and finally number 9 mug with a face another thing my bestie told me to do a quick sculpt on
that is all for now thank you for looking at all of these weird works i have made have this little doodle of a thinking fella i made once as a gift
thank you i will probly upload some more art dumps or just normal art later on in the future
#blender#blender3d#3d model#3d art#3d artwork#blender sculpt#3d sculpting#art#digital art#doodle#art dump#my art#american gothic
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Ode to Togashi
Stream of conscientious incoherent rant about manga/hxh below, read at your own discretion as i AM NOT EDITING IT:
While I’m still in the mood to talk about art and what i love about manga, i feel like i wanted to share (some) of my thoughts on why HXH continues to be one of my favorite stories. Togashi’s writing method continues to be probably like, the closest one that i aspire to replicate in my own work, partly because i love to see how much it builds and learns from itself, reinvents itself, ect. But i DONT think Hxh is perfect, even if i wouldn’t change anything about it or togashi’s writing style.
When I first got into HXH, it was actually through the old anime. I watched that all the way thru before reading the manga, and when i was watching the anime it was during a period of time when i hated all shonen. I still kinda hate “the shonen” model, despite loving many shonen series, but something abt HXH pulled me in to give it a try and i was quickly hooked. I of course, already had experience with YYH growing up as a teen but i somehow missed HXH completely until my early 20s. I had already started trying comics by then, but it was EGGSHELLS and i had not started FFAK at that point.
HXH almost lost me at greed island my first round, ngl. I appreciate it now, andi still think the set up for Greed island was amazing but the arc itself.. I was not into it, mostly cause i think the villain for it was kinda lackluster and i didn’t really think the world of greed island had a strong design sense. There was interesting aspects, i enjoyed Bisque as a new character and she helped carry a LOT of the weight of that arc for me, but it was kind of a drag. IDK if it was also partly the adaptation for that arc, but i didn’t enjoy it much more in manga form either. It just went a bit faster. However, the end of that arc and the final fight was surprisingly brutal and enjoyable, which made me optimistic and helped me to continue. And then the chimera ant arc was the first arc i read ONLY manga first and i truly fell in love with it, obsessed even. That arc, as many readers already know, is probably like the closest thing to FFAK’s “Parent” for inspiration. Obviously, FFAK draws from a lot of things (Trigun is probably the 2nd strongest influence on FFAK) but it isn’t quite the same as HXH. As MUCH as i adore hunter x hunter part of me does cringe and laugh that like, in the end, a battle shonen manga still excited me that much but like.. As MUCH as i clearly love battle manga.. I am so over them. You know? Who cares. IMO. No matter how great it looks, i probably am never going to be more impressed (visually) with an action scene than the ones Yukito Kishiro drew. He did it, He won the action manga game to me. I have no idea what’s actually happening in Gunnm most of the time but as far as the visual spectacle of it all, it literally doesn't even make sense how good his action scenes look. (I could talk a lot about Gunnm too, but i’ll save that for another time IG) Like how the fuck does someone draw that good and it just made everything else by comparison just like, not.. Matter too much to me anymore. Which is great, because I can then look at other aspects for a work rather than just being drawn in by the visuals. And stuff.
Where i’m at now.. I dont want to read another, even if its drawn well and .. the powers are SO powering or whatever. And i love to draw action scenes, they’re really hard and i still have so much more to go to learn about them. At best, I think im okay at them. But even when i work, i just get tired now so i cut them down a lot. Thats partly because i jsut dont have the time to draw fighting scenes. So i kind of feel embarrassed by a lot of them that ive made, i know I was lazy. Lazy in a way I’m not proud of the result, but im proud of the compromises to get the shit done. Which is the most important think in the end, to juggle your own expectations and limitations with the timeframe you have to get somewhere you need to go. I will still read more action/battle manga in the future.. But im in no rush. And im certain, for the most part, they arent going to teach me anything I don’t already know. They might entertain me and i might be like “..huh!” at a few things, but my expectation for them to do more than that is pretty low. I’m delighted when im wrong, but i cannot deny the apathy towards them is super deep. Togashi to me, is one those authors, that makes me really wake up and realize there’s still a lot of unexpected territory out there.
He writes like an enthusiastic newbie, not a seasoned old timer that he is, who basically helped popularize the “tournament arc” and “dark edgy shonen” stuff with YYH. All his characters in HXH are geniuses, which is kind of a valid critique and can be annoying as hell too… Id say most readers dont really get how the hell nen works, yet somehow the story still functions so well in its character motivations/conflicts that it kinda doesn’t matter too much that.. It doesnt really make sense? We have to relearn what nen is basically every arc. Its not gonna stick. And yet im just so excited every time it updates and i really want to know what he wants to do with his new arc, if he is going to be able to do it. Nen to me is like a fake fantasy science that is tangible and real yet also you’re in a dream and you try to read the letters on a page, and you can read it but if you stare hard at it. The words are just blurs, or it doesn’t really connect. I like that there’s this malleable illusion that it functions in a way, that is concrete, but it isn’t really. But its enough that i can believe that for the characters, who are also not real, it is real for them.
The fact that i can talk about “”””NeN””” like this to me is essentially why it becomes the perfect shonen to me because it takes itself so seriously, so genuinely, yet it also is nonsense but not in the way where its like.. Irony poisoned, “gotcha” twists? Im sick of all these subverting shonens that arent subverting anything. Or even just the attitude that is what makes a good shonen these days is to subvert, diminish, laugh, ect at shonen while completely stepping inside the same footprints again and again. So much manga just wants to be dragon ball, but dragon ball was good cuz it was just a fun, well drawn action manga that wasn’t trying to BE dragonball. It was just dragon ball. (maybe now its trying to be dragon ball, which is why i dont care about whatever sequel attempt we’re at now, but that’s another story.) Its fun to me that i dont know if Gon is gonna come back in Hxh. like, maybe he will and his powers will be restored ect.. But at the time of writing this, and for YEARS we just.. Have the main pals of the manga separated. Their friendship has changed. There’s a great shift in it. Gon met his dad, who sucks, but that kind of was his main quest. Sure, we have kurapika’s arc, and many other routes to go - but in a weird way HXH is done and it isn’t done at the same time. I’m just like, what are we going to do now. TOGASHI said flat earth real and was like, the other half of it is UNEXPLORED AND SO DARN DANGEROUS and theres SOM BIGGGGG DINOSAURS THERE and it just feels so gleefully like.. You’re on the swingset and some kid just keeps having to up the stakes but in the most kid-like way possible. For serious. But Togashi’s 58. But he’s right too, the dark continent IS so cool.. I just imagine leorio going there and getting so sick and shitting mutant diahrea and dying the SECOND he sets foot there and its awesome. That’s NOT what’s going to happen but im delighted at the opportunity.
This is the point where I’m writing something when i take a pause and wonder how the hell i got here. I have skimmed the above written text. Whatever point i think i was going to make, wasn’t made, but i expressed.. good feelings here. This is how i write. I typed all of that in about 15 minutes with no idea where it was gonna go. Part of the process now would be to go back, organize, edit, ect. To *TRY* to make it a little more comprehensible, as with all writing. Believe it or not i have gotten better at editing my own work. But the true nature of it all is still the same. And its the same in the way that i dont want, no matter how much i improve at my craft, i dont want to lose that enthusiasm i feel when i reach 58. I think that would be such a triumph, id be so lucky to be able to muster that energy. When I think of togashi, i think he has that. He has that real artistic spark that no amount of time/experience has ever diminished and that’s why i think he’s truly my personal favorite mangaka. (maybe tezuka too)
#felt like sharing more of my journals#ive really cut down on these but you know what .. fuck it#togashi time#hunter x hunter#togashi#hope anyone enjoys this if you manage to read it#its kinda all over the place lmao
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More HC For Pokemon Sunrise
I lost all my hc because I didn't know how to save it as a draft...BUT LETS HOPE I CAN REMEMBER EVERYTHING
(Im going to put Daigo and Alain again because I missed some hc)
General
Aki, Daigo, and Alain are in a friend group called "The Gang", this friend group is the people they usually hang out with, which is Aki, Alain, Daigo, Goh, Satoshi/Ash, Serena (and sometimes Mairin/Maron, Koharu/Chloe, Hikari/Dawn, and Mikuri) Thank you @for-315 for helping make "The Gang"
Alain & Daigo
Alains metagross is from Daigo (EVERYONES HC)
Alain gender is still man, but his sexuality is Pan
Alain, Daigo, Mairin have matching bracelets (the one Mairin wears in xy-xyz)
Daigos gender is Genderfluid but is mainly a guy but loves being feminine, but Daigos sexuality is gay, his first crush was Mikuri but he didn't understand his feelings but feel for Alain HARD. (we love the gays)
Shota does work for Devon company now.
Daigo has blue and yellow eyes in this AU (THANK YOU LAVY- I LOVE UR HEAD CANON)
Daigo, Alain, Aki do have matching bracelet things (the ones that have starts, hearts, etc in my redesigns)
When Alain arrived in Hoenn for the 2nd time because Daigo invited him (This HC is from Children of Science, PLEASE READ IT ITS WHOLESOME), they gave gifts to each other, Alain gave Daigo a rosegold necklace and Daigo gave him a bracelet that can hold a key stone but can be placed on a mega ring too, but Daigo also gave him a keystone <33. They both wear their gifts.
Daigo does give aki a custom made mega ring for Christmas.
(EHm- Daigo and Alain switch EMhhH.)
Aki-
Aki is my pokesona and is me :)
Aki was 13 when xy-xyz happened ( 3 year - 16 / 4 year - 20)
Akis birthday is on November 17, 2001
Aki gender is GenderFluid, and is Pan.
Aki lives with Alain, and Mirai.
Aki was the 5th placer in Kalos league (age 12), She placed again
Akis team is Gekkouga, Lizardon (Mega X), Absol (Mega), Shaymin, Diancie (mega), Cingerace.
3rd on the 2nd league (age 16) and placed 2nd (age 20-21)
Aki does have PTSD of having trust issues with friends, and social anxiety with her being extroverted. And is also scared to lose her loved ones
She has a girlfriend (Mirai) that kinda does pokemon performing but mostly does sewing and making clothes (the same with Aki).
People would hate her team because it has 2 mythical pokemon is "over powered" but Diancie and shaymin are in the same level as Akis other pokemon.
Here we go TRUMA . When she was a kid (5) , her mom had a leafeon as he partner because she did pokemon performing, but the leasfeon went missing for 1 week but when home and turns out it is really injured and is bleeding (ALOT), it died that same day on the door step. At the age of 8 her brother died, trying to save her life.
When she went to school she had only 2 friends because everyone thought she was annoying and too much, those friends accepted her as what she was, but then one day she was talking a lot about pokemon then her friends told her to "shut up" then figuring out that the people she thought accepted her, it hurt her so much. When ever she keeps talking about something none stop to The Gang, and she would usually think that they are ignoring her and keep talking to someone else, she would get quiet and stop, but they are actually listening to her and Alain comforts her when it happens
She was stuck on choosing either pokemon performing, or pokemon researching because her parents do those jobs but found pokemon battling amazing and cool, she choice that to be her path but her grandma didn't like it and said "your too much like a boy" and "Isn't pokemon battling only for the guys". Aki always had those words in her mind and through her jounrey she firgured that she really loved being masculine and didn't care who would stop her. She cut her hair and changed her outfit, her grandma was disappointed in her but her parents were so proud because she found herself. (DAMN I WROTE A LOT SORRY)
I MIGHT HAVE TO MAKE A PART 3 AGAIN- BUT FEED ON THIS FOR NOW- <3
#Aki#Aki pokemon Trainer#incombustibleshipping#pokemon alain#daiala#anipoke#screaming#Hc for Pokemon Sunrise#Pokémon Sunrise Au#trainer alain#alain#Pokesona#I MIGHT HAVE TO MAKE A PART 3#SORRY FOR THE WAIT#I THINK I FORGOT THINGS
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This is an internet anthology. I am acting:
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Looking back at my childhood and all the traumatic things that happened made me realize just how depressive my mom was. She smiled and laughed and said she was “happy,” sure… but I never saw her smile or laugh unless it was in front of other people; but behind closed doors, with just the two of us the mask came off. I was the only one who was allowed to see who she really was behind the disguise. She cried all the time. I could hear her through the walls at night when I went to sleep. Everything, everything was for show. She liked to make others think she had joy but she didn’t. She didn’t because she couldn’t feel it. Her depression was a crushing weight on the entire house and she made it everyone’s problem. All she wanted to do was feel worse and feed off of me so I could stay and listen to her rants forever in a vicious, codependent cycle. I didn’t know until now what the term for that was. Truly, discovering this community of people who were abused by depressive parents was a blessing. It helped me come to my senses and realize I was not the issue; it was her all along. Knowledge is power, everyone. ❤️
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hiya could anyone give me advice pls its urgent
so i (16m) met this guy (17m) who ill call M in my economics class. we chatted for a little, he was suuuuper sweet and charming and we really had some kinda gay chemistry going on iykwim? so we went on a date at this cute Italian restaurant and the guy gives us our breadsticks. M just……. stared????? at them like stared at the breadsticks without even saying thank you and he looked kinda souless and it was fucking freaky but i ignored it because maybe he was just tired yk? we study alot so its not like super unrealistic to think that but now im starting to think it was a sign he wasnt right in the head. later on we hugged and kissed and he told me he loved me so my doubts went away cuz love and happiness go together. basically i wasnt worried anymore, were both happy right?
well after exchanging numbers to keep in touch i called him about five times and he never called me. its like i put in all the effort so i called him out for ignoring me and he apologized
anyways we made up and went on a 2nd date which was his idea. because i am sixteen i got my license after doing drivers ed, obvs i was really proud of it so i told him and he smiled saying he was happy for me but something was wrong. he was smiling but his eyes looked dead and it reminded me of that one tiktok about how depressives have dead eyes when they smile because they cant actually feel happy not even for other ppl. it was really creepy how he just lied to my face like that. he still never calls me, i always have to call him. its like he doesn’t care about life at all
any tips on how to politely get out of the relationship? thx
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4 Signs Your Lover is a K!lljoy
1.) The eyes
Do you surprise your lover with gifts and acts of service, but they seem less than enthusiastic? Do they say they’re happy for you, but something in their face tells you they’re not? Do they never seem to truly enjoy anything in life? Then blame the uncanny valley. Science shows that true, joyful smiles cause the corners of your eyes to crinkle. Since k!lljoys are completely incapable of feeling happiness, it makes sense that they don’t know how to smile without giving off some bad vibes in the process.
2.) They’re lazy
Some of the traits used to diagnose Major Depressive Disorder in the DSM-5 are: lack of motivation, excessive sleeping, and lethargy. These traits inherent to depression make k!lljoys far less productive than most normal people, so of course they expect others to do everything for them, because they care more about themselves than they do other people. Do you constantly find yourself doing all the household chores while your spouse vegetates on the couch? Do they say they’re too “tired” to do things when you know they’ve done nothing to make them tired? Chances are, your partner is depressive.
3.) They hate people
Lack of joy is highly correlated with social withdrawal. K!lljoys dislike parties and always hide in corners or bathrooms if they’re forced to go to one. They also never call you, you have to call them. You have to do all the work to maintain the relationship.
Low-functioning killjoys may lie in bed all day miserably, but high-functioning killjoys can blend in, and may even be more talkative so they can vent their problems to everyone. They do this so everyone else can feel as unhappy as they do. As the saying goes, misery loves company.
4.) They want to k!ll themselves
It’s in the name. K!lljoys may not say it outright, but they may joke about d34th or unaliving themselves at minor inconveniences. This is not normal behavior, and actually a sign of a severe case of depression.
This may be done for two reasons. The first is to guilt you to stay in the relationship because they’re afraid of being abandoned by their stress ball. You can tell if mentions of sewerslide are meant to guilt you if they are often followed by common manipulative phrases such as “you’re my reason for living” or “I’ll never leave you.” Or k1lljoys may be genuine about their desire to d*e, so that they can pass their sadness onto others while they are relieved of it, as a sort of twisted revenge.
You may feel guilty about leaving them or putting them in danger of carrying through with sewerslide, but remember: sewerslide is the ultimate act of selfishness. You are doing the right thing by leaving them because they are toxic and will only harm you, no matter how good it feels to love them. They don’t love you back. A k1lljoy cannot love you back.
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hot take but if you’re so sad you cant even take care of yourself without leeching off people and hurting them then you should be sterilized so you don’t pass those genes onto your children and cause more suffering than you already have lol
#killjoy parents #depressive abuse #thanks for making me into a monster like you dad /s #depressives dni #i needed you dad I really really did and then you fucking shot yourself #and it didn’t even work so now you’re brain dead in a home #i hope no one else cares for you and gets hurt for it
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So it’s come to my attention that there is a common misconception that depressives cannot feel joy. True, some of them don’t; but some of them do. What gives them joy? What most people find makes them happy: being treated like human beings and not like a they have evil suicide cootieshope this helps 🥰
#actually depressive #actual killjoy #you guys realize how eugenicist it is to demand depressed people be sterilized right? #we cannot control how much joy we feel #what we get is what we get and that doesn’t make us evil
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hot take: being able to feel happy does not make you a good person
you can feel joy because you hurt people and you can use motivation to do bad things. you don’t need love to be a good person either. you can simply exist and not do bad things
#actually depressive #depressive abuse believers dni #imagine morals being based on emotions and not actions pfft
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#imagine morals being based on emotions and not actions pfft
Imagine abusers wanting sympathy from the abused
Don’t act like you aren’t always negative about everything and try to level the emotional playing field so that everyone suffers don’t act like you haven’t been a burden to everyone you touch don’t act like you don’t post pictures of your bleeding cuts for minors to see and imitate dont act like you don’t romanticize your sick disorder to take others down with you don’t act like you don’t purposefully ignore your friends and loved ones for the sake of your alone time don’t act like you don’t drink to drown the sadness and become violent to your families don’t act like you aren’t cut from the same cloth as people who become terrorists and blow themselves up to kill many others
THOSE ARE ACTIONS
#depressives fuck off #depressives kill yourselves challenge #oh wait
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I want to die so the ones who never held me close to their hearts may carry my coffin on their shoulders and tuck me into the ground like a down bed
#killjoy #sad bitch #its sad girl hours #depressive #sad girl aesthetic #coquette #tw sui ment #girlsandboywhocry #spilledink
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yo i think my mom is a killjoy
#explains a lot tbh #never gets out and is unhealthily attached to me #the whole dead eyes thing
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anyone ever stop to think that maybe the depression that I am experiencing in my own brain is making me suffer more than you are for dealing with my reaction to suffering all the time lol
#actually depressive #k*lljoy is a slur btw idk why you armchair diagnose people with “lazy asshole” #instead of maybe considering it’s just hard for us to do things #and interact with the world without feeling joy. Since when do we consider someone’s inability to do something as a moral failing?
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final thoughts after re-reading tokrev for the 2nd time!
- had to make this a one post because if i do multiple I’ll flood the dash more than I already did 😁🙏 errmmm spoilers!
this is chapter 278 btw like the “last” chapter of the manga !! tb to when I first read this when it came out and i CRIED embarrassing.
— chifuyu starting the chapter in HIS pov was the best idea imo, he’s such a prominent character the whole manga he deserves to end off the manga 🫵🏽
— mikey being a motorcycle racer is such a good idea idk who came up with that but it’s genius and i love it, it literally fits him so well like no joke 😭
— AND DRAKEN being on his mechanical team is PERFECT!!!! them staying together is BEAUTIFUL to me 🙏
— koko and kisaki being business men is very on brand for them since they’re both really really smart but them being business PARTNERS was never something I expected, lowkey I thought we’d see kisaki & hanma together still
— another random thing for me is izana being a director of a non-profit?? like ?? but at least he helped orphans !!!
— ^^ plus mucho being with izana is also interesting I feel like he’d be a business man so like ? BUT kaku helping with orphans is cute and I def see that for him & izana :)
— the haitani’s running a club is VERY on brand for them like I wasn’t even surprised when I first read it 😭 I saw someone say one of them was a DJ ? idk where that came from but sure ‼️
— the akashi siblings (haru & senju) being YouTubers is so fucking funny to me like where tf did that come from 😭 why are they YouTubers??? who thought of that idea 😭😭 pls I need more ppl to talk about it like I never really paid attention to it before so now that I reread it I’m like ??? 😭😭
— but takeomi being a PRODUCER is so fucking silly and I support him in it because he’s so that type of person 😭 he’s definitely the scooter braun of tokrev but not evil as fuck
— are we even surprised shinchiro runs a bike shop? absolutely not 😭 like that’s his entire personality half the manga VERY very on brand for him + he looks good 😁🙏
— inupi working with him is so cute I love inupi sm and he doesn’t have his scar so I think that means he was saved/the fire never happened and I’m happy for him he deserves happiness 🥺🫵🏽
— waka & benkei running a gym is nothing new, and I’m glad they stuck to it in the end 😁
— south makes me giggle hes a fighter which is literally PERFECT for him like it’s so fitting 😭
— not surprised taiju owns restaurants because I think if I’m not mistaken in all the timelines he owns a restaurant like he was definitely destined for it
— hakkai being a model is PERFECT and yuzuha as his manager is BEAUTIFUL like VERY VERY MY STYLE absolutely adore them both!
— MITSUYA AS A FASHION DESIGNER IM SO PROUD OF HIM THIS ENTIRE SERIES HES BEEN A FREAKING DESIGNER AND HES SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO TALENTED AND I LOVE HIM IF YOU COULDNT TELL 😻😻🙀🙀🙀🙀‼️‼️😁😭😭😁‼️‼️
— the beaver duo wbk are rich af and do real estate!
— the twins running a ramen restaurant is so interesting to be because like ik they do it in another timeline BUT like where did that come from 😭
— ngl…as much as I adore hanma being free and being a freelance photographer I feel like it’s very random and not that fitting……like wdym he isn’t with kisaki…IDK BUT HAPPY FOR HIM !!
— naoto looks so silly but I love his journalist job and emma being a house wife I support it but like we couldn’t give my girl, who is a strong and independent woman, her own job? although ik she loves draken and i support them fully so if she’s happy then 😒
— BAJI, FUYU, AND TORA BEING TOGETHER AND WORKING TOGETHER SOBBING SO HARD IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM BAJI IS GONNA BE A VET SOBS AS HE SHOULD FR FR 😭😭😭‼️‼️
— and michi + hina FINALLY getting married 🙏
overall good ending, kinda crazy ngl because technically now the entirety of the manga doesn’t technically exist since they end up going back and fixing it all in the end with the final time leap BUT still so good 😁🙏‼️
#DORI DONT READ THIS IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS#YALL CAN IGNORE THIS BTE#BTW#I JUST NEEDED TO COLLECT MY THOUGHTS#SINCE THE FIRST TIME I READ TOKREV I WAS A SENIOR#IN HIGHSCHOOL AND TBH#I DIDNT REMEMBER ANYTHING 😭#BUT NOW HERE I AM!#done reading it again!!#and yeah hehe#tokrev spoilers#tokrev#yungluv.txt#coco stfu!
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Fav oneshot/hc/work you wrote :
Least fav oneshot/hc/work you wrote :
Do you Prefer fluff or angst more?
Do you write fluff better or angst better ?
Describe your writing in one word
( sending this to all my fav writers cus am curious what they think about themselves ! please ignore this if you don't want to answer<3)
aww this is cute!! and dw, thanks for sending it in! it was fun seeing other ppl get this ask and seeing their answers too 💖
fave piece:
my fave piece ever is "perhaps" !! im just very proud of how i characterized gun and how i wrote the dynamic between him and the reader; also i think about li's praise of it every day <3 (and i still miss them i hope theyre okay;;;)
least fave piece:
ironically my least fave is also a gun piece: "nighttime"... this is the one piece i can never fully reread bc it makes me cringe LMAOO i dont wanna be harsh on past me tho cause this was like my 2nd request ever and i was super nervous about writing for gun and having a request so i kinda rushed u_u"
angst or fluff?:
i much prefer fluff!! in general and for writing T_T i write fluff better too so there's that,,
my writing in one word:
self-indulgent? does that count? whenever i write, i consider canon but it's never law to me so i just do what i want, especially with the characterizations of characters. im just lucky other people like my self-indulgent stuff 😭😭😭
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ok so I got this idea from another fic and I wanted to see it written out (y’all go read math tutoring by toourownadventure I think is the user i’s so good istg) but Avian!R has like childhood trauma from their dad trying to cut their wings off and one day Weds is like “why do you never let anyone get anywhere near your wings? They’re beautiful and very intriguing I’d be very proud of them” or something along the lines of that and R like starts crying and explains everything and Wednesday just like immediately holds them and softly strokes their wings just telling them everything’s okay while R is shaking sobbing crying because R is yk very upset due to the fact they kinda like had to relive it
I've read it, anon!!! Its great. 10/10 recommended.
I dont have traumas like that, so maybe my characterization of Reader wont be too good, but I'll try my best.
Tho.. this may take more than usual. Its my 2nd day as a writer, and this is my 3rd ask so far. Im very grateful to have people ask me stuff, but, since im still figuring it out, and this one is following someone else's story, this will take a little longer than my usual.
Still, ill be working on it 💪
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