#im just numb lol

[perfectlycleverduck]

all the energy he put in for that consistency off the top of my head for a chance at a top team

making sure ricky and the pitwall don't fuck him up (this is an every race weekend affair Abu Dhabi 23 trauma me thinks)

missing a race (I have so much to say about this week aka al ula is actually a cursed place)

gaining a weight advantage for a win (winning after appendicitis +10000 aura pts cojones de toro! el matador😭)

i was writing my thesis during Japan-China so idk😶

making miami interesting

tire explosion before the race but the monaco podium loves him for some reason

canada dnf(Imagine if that didn't happen and the car was good enough for a p3-5)

trying to be positive after a shit race in Canada only to nagged at after your home race in front of everyone 😭

getting and unexpected podium

creating his own colour code for proper track advantage in the rain

deciding your tire strategy for a race which sort of ended up winning the race but your team didn't trust the strategy(can't decide if it was a good or bad decision till now not to do H-H in spa instead of H-M-H)

well at least he has a seat now at the end of the day he's a thinking driver but i as a fan wanted more for him🥲 all hope isn't lost but I've still not come to terms with the news but I know he'll always do his best cause that's just what he does can't want to see what he does the rest of the season hopefully he gets to sing smooth operator with Ricky 1 last time!

[ask2ps]

I love 2p japan

CHINA: 日本さえ恋がしたいということ、考えられないことではないねぇ。(It’s not unthinkable that even Japan would want love, right?)

JAPAN: 闭嘴。(Shut up.)

[pprodsuga]

(i'm the same anon that just sent an ask abt tides of regret hehe) i needed to send this in a second one cause i felt like it was too long lol. your sense of empathy is SEEPING through the words. i get the feeling that you have just have a good heart, idk :) your characters are so mature and thoughtful and also empathetic and it's so refreshing. i suppose i envy them a bit :')

this is singlehandedly the kindest thing a stranger has ever said to me…i’ve been reflecting a lot about the friendships i maintain and these past few weeks felt like a test, of sorts. reading this restored a lot of confidence i had in myself and i’m incredibly humbled and thankful that you think this of me.

there’s always a part of me in every story and every character i write. i’m so happy to know the enha i wrote resonated with you. empathy is such a fickle thing and i’m under the impression that i’ll always try to be the best person i can be by doing what’s right and good. i believe you can be that way too, if you wish.

you are so beautiful. know that.

[ganondoodle]

we had some snow today so i took some photos and made a lil snow dude while i had the chance :3

[theygender]

Anyone else like really bad at considering the consequences of getting medical procedures done? Like I went to the doctor for a severely ingrown toenail yesterday and they were like "we're gonna have to do toe surgery about it" and I was just like "sounds great doc cut her up 👍"

It wasn't until after the toe surgery was finished that I finally realized "oh fuck, this means I have to recover from toe surgery"

[littletrumpetcat]

i got my wisdom teeth out (abridged version, i was not put under, i babysat a half hour later. long story) and i am in PAIN. also taking out the bloody mess of a gauze every hour fucking sucks. i almost yakked every time i pulled it out of my mouth. the worst part? every time i burp i taste remnants of paper towel. i need to know if anyone else can relate. this is so gross. im tired

[bunnihearted]

🪿

[aviisick13]

Drew a thing on how it felt on chapter 4 (some pics are taken from the BDP site)

[duckyfann9871]

was sobbing unceasingly (as one does) but then remembered I have mister uplifting as my mac's screensaver

[the-bi-space-ace]

I’m not main tagging this bc I don’t want to yuck anyone’s yum but I’m really confused by the pacing of S3 and I’m just kind of… lost? Like everything is both a lot and also not at all? I already knew things were happening bc of the trailer so it’s not really surprising? And I’m also confused about how in 4 episodes it’ll all wrap up in a satisfying way?

I’m just sitting here like this:

[semiotomatics]

dr: yeah these meds shld actually make you dream less/make your dreams less vivid

me: has one of the longest, most vivid dreams of my life

[scentofpines]

people always say that you can only tell someone got botox when it's done badly but like...no lol. if someone got botox in the forehead i think you can almost always tell and its uncanny and weird and honestly makes them look less human bc of the lack of expression and i hate how normalized it is ughhh. all these before and afters botox pictures that are supposed to look GOOD and i get why ppl like them, i mean, yeah there are no wrinkles, everythings completely smooth but its looks like plastic, like an android and like something is missing. just subtly uncanny. but ppl love it for some reason. no one knows anymore what normal ppl look like lmao

[wulfhalls]

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[transgender-scout]

hope youre doing ok /gen

oh sorry. that post came off a bit whiny. i promise im doing alright. i just needed to bitch a little.

ive been hanging out on my fyp for most of the day because of stuff like that. its just frustrating for internet strangers to tell me that this is all specifically my fault, as if i personally could have done anything to stop it.

thank you, i appreciate the concern

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Welp. Currently looking like im out of work until June.

So we're done, basically.

[bittwitchy]

sometimes life w a v high pain tolerance means im still in pain but quiet abt it to not bother other ppl and sometimes it means im in such horrific pain for literally no reason (there is a reason oft just related to afab insides so ppl dont care) but i have to go to work anyways bc calling out is bad and somehow its ‘so brave’ to work while wanting to die as your insides torture you it feels like youre burning alive and your organs are breaking but hey we gotta go earn that dough right