#im just dissapointed in all honesty
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has anyone else noticed dash running slower than usual w the new changes .
#[milo]#i dont think its a coincidence . which sucks .#even if this is just 'testing' this is so shit#and with how staff reacts to complaints i dont think they'll change it back anytime soon.#im just dissapointed in all honesty
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SEEING YOU TONIGHT....
...it's a bad idea, right?
aventurine x fem! reader - in which you're his ex who, after seeing again, felt a desire to have back.
giyssssssss im feeling motivated to write again i feel great!!!!!!!!!!! busy busy weekend tho so idk how much more i can write hmm... but i'm going based off of song titles now lol. btw i deleted all of my past drafts and requests, so if u want something written, please request a song u want to hear with a character/scenario
exes to whatever is inbetween exes and lovers, one suggestive comment at the end, fem reader
he saw you at the bar last night, and that did it for him.
he knew it was wrong, and he shouldn't feel attracted to you anymore. but oh, the way you shine, how prominent your curves look in that gorgeous white dress. it makes him regret that he ever left you.
but you were thinking the same. he looked older now, he looked like he matured a little bit. you found him really attractive, but you were too ashamed to admit that when your friend prodded at your side, asking you what you were looking at.
you had no choice but to brush her off. she was the one who knew about aventurine, the one who had been there for you during the breakup, and the one who doesn't do anything but shittalk his name when he's brought up. that would be a betrayal to her if you were to give into your thoughts.
soon enough, your friend caught on, a dissapointed look on her face.
"seriously, y/n? why are you staring at him as if you just found the love of your life? do you remember what he put you through???"
she shook you by the shoulders and took you off the dance floor before sitting you down at a booth in the back corner of the building.
"you can't get back with him. you're going to get hurt all over again."
you sighed, understanding where she's coming from. you remember everything, all of the details in perfect order, but still are thinking about approaching him.
a couple hours later, the bar was mostly empty. your friend went home, bored of staying in the same place. you promised her you'd get back safe and not have too many drinks, so she bid you farewell and left.
there were a couple patrons left, mostly just drunkards laying wasted on the bar counters and the tables. but one thing you did notice, is that aventurine never left.
you both made eye contact, accidentally staring for a second too long before you turned your head away and pulled your phone out, pretending to distract yourself.
you soon heard footsteps inching closer to the table you were sitting at. you closed your phone and saw aventurine, leaning over your table, his arms planted on the tabletop for support. he gave you a sly smirk and you just kept looking up at him.
"do you need something?" was the only thing that would leave your mouth in that moment. you tried to tell him to back away, leave you alone, but that wasn't what your heart wanted.
"just came to say hi. i saw your stare all night. you weren't very sneaky."
you weren't really trying to be sneaky at all. this was what you wanted to happen. he knew that better than you did.
he soon cleared his throat to break the silence, before continuing to speak.
"but i won't deny, i was looking at you too. i'm sure we have the same intentions."
you looked away. you're also sure that you have the same intentions- those to hook back up. maybe it would betray your friend, maybe it would betray the people who helped him through the breakup, but you didn't care. you were only thinking about yourself right now. and so was he.
"i'm sure we do, aventurine," you decided not to engage too much, not now. you wanted to see where this conversation went. with a smirk plastered on your face, you continued to speak. "but why me?"
he gave his signature chuckle. you knew why he picked you out of every single woman who filtered through this bar tonight. but you wanted to see how far he'd allow you to take the conversation while answering with honesty.
"well, i already know everything there is to know about you. we're exes, not strangers. and plus, i've never not found you attractive. i'd assume we've both changed and matured over the past couple years, and i don't know if i'll be able to see you again after tonight anyway, so why not take my shot?"
good point. he usually went out for business a lot, and you were on the move a bunch for your work, too. so it was rare that you'd end up in the same place.
"fair enough."
you grabbed the collar of his dress shirt, one you'd grown farmiliar with seeing whenever he'd come home from a long mission, and smashed your lips into his. you don't know what took you over, but it was definitely not your brain thinking.
he didn't pull away. instead, he deepened the kiss, turning it into a full blown makeout. you gasped into his lips before closing your eyes, drowning in the moment. it felt so good to finally be back to him. it felt even better to know that you still have a place in his heart.
the kiss felt like it went on for ages before it was broken apart, a string of saliva connecting you two for a split second before splitting as well. you were shocked and out of breath, unable to do anything but stare at him, a content grin on your face. you snapped out of it after aventurine started to talk once more.
"well, how nice. i'm sticking around for the next couple weeks. meet me back here tomorrow night, same place? maybe we can take it to the sheets."
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#aventurine#kakavasha#kakavasha x reader#aventurine x reader
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look in all honesty (non-american here) im just really dissapointed. i heard the results arent final (thankfully) but like... christ the level of ignorance from some people.
im really hoping things get better for you, regardless of if you move out, or somehow enough blue states win.
I appreciate the support <3 this blog has rly pulled me through some tough times.
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once upon a time i enjoyed things
so i was listening to a playlist (not disclosing which for the sake of my pride) and Popular from Wicked was playing at the moment and that song just makes me blissfully happy and chill for once in my life
then when i went to pick up my phone and go get a glass of water
i pressed next.
the next song happened to be...
Never Getting Rid Of Me. From Waitress.
the second i heard the “Just take the mixed bouquet and leave, just leave!” i reached Feral Raccoon status in a matter of miliseconds i was ENRAGED.
how DARE this song replace my happy stuff and remind me of my s/o and how much i love them?????? the audacity!!!!!!!
#im not mad#just dissapointed#but in all honesty i adore r with my entire soul#hdjfnbdhsbdc#theyre so cute#absolute bean#very tall#heckin slightly curly hair!!!!1#green eyes!!!!!#uGH i love them so much#and theyre so cute#and wholesome#and nice#and wonderful#and they tease me about things but i love it and theyre just an absolute sweetheart!!!!!!!!#hfdsjfbdshvcgb absolutely perfect!!!!!!!!!#my pride is dead on the ground so i get to talk about r#if r is reading this which they totally are#hi pumpkin!!!!!!!#ily
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U ARE LIKE PAPA, U ARE A LIAR 1/!? WDYM "don't be excited it's not good" ?????? okay i hope u dont find this annoying BUT HERE WE GO, im j gonna drop ,my fav parts / lines so it doesnt end up becoming an essay
"Really?" He asked as he scooted closer. "Dreaming of turning this 'holy and pure' soul into something that'll fill you up whenever you want sounds a bit.. how do I say it?" He pretended to think. "Maybe.. indecent? Dirty? Slutty even?"
BRO??????????????????? ?????????? ???? HOW TF DO I EVEN DESCRIBE IT - LIKE ur fueling my corruption kink oh god this man would ruin us so badly what??
"Hm," he smiled. "For a virgin, you're an eager little slut, huh?"
yes.
"Like that?" He whispered in your ear, just adding to the shivers he sent through your body with every passing moment.
NO. NONONONO WHAT IS HAPENNING TO ME I'M ORBITTING AROUND THE EARTH
"Wanna taste yourself?" Jake asked, bringing his finger to your lips. You looked at him with uncertainty before opening your mouth, him pushing the digit inside and being sure to slide against your tongue.
GOOD HEAVENS I GENUINELY THINK JAKE WOULD DO THIS, YOU PORTRAYED HIM SO WELL IM NOT OKAY??
"God's not here, angel," he muttered into your ear as he kept his fingers moving. "It's just you and me."
trust me jake god is anywhere but here, hell saved two slots for both of them tonight !!
You were no longer a child of God, but in all honesty you never were. The second you laid eyes on Jake those weeks ago, you were his.
YES Y/N IS A JAKE WORSHIPPER WE LOVE
overall thoughts: i'm convinced ur lying to me rn, this was one of the first blogs ive landed on here on tumblr and i've been eyeing for a while, so i was !?1?/1 when u said u were writing a smut + I WAS WAITINGG MAN AND IT DID NOT DISSAPOINT?? THE PLOT?/ THE STORY?? AND EVERYTHING JAKE SAYS HAS ME GOING FERAL THIS IS SO GOOD I WILL NOT BE GETTING ANY SLEEP TONIGHT
I SWEAR IVE NEVER WRITTEN SMUT BEFORE THIS IS MY FIRST COME ON😭😭
Also go fucking ahead I love screaming asks, but not when they tell me I'm lying😫
Well I did try my best to at least portray him as best I could and seems innocent-looking but actually pretty mean church boy worked the best! But I had to think so long and hard because what do you even say in situations like this??😭
Thank you for the huge feedback, it means a lot😫 but please try sleeping, don't let church boy Jake get you😭
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im trying my best to be constructively critique in this rather than rude so forgive me if it comes across that way. i would never want to offend you.
i can't help but feel a bit dissapointed, i feel like this chapter was hyped up to such a high extent and i expected so much more but it never came. i kept waiting for something big to happen but it never did. the way you teased all the time made it seem like something mind blocking would happen but it never did, there were no twist or turns or any shocking events. and the angst was nowhere as near angsty as you teased, it kinda seems like click bait to be real with u.
some of the spoilers u gave weren't in the scene and you mislead readers with your truth lie games and how you answered a lot of asks
i wanted to somewhat argue back with this and explain things but i'm just going to agree to disagree with you on this one :) thank you for your honesty though! i really appreciate it a lot, hopefully part six will be better <3
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Evening all :)
Here is the next part.
Have a nice weekend :)
CALL OF THE RAVEN
PART 18
I woke up with the smell of coffe all over the room. I turned on my back, stretching. „Is that coffee i can smell?“ i asked, only my head peeping from under the covers. Jake turned to me from the desk, grin on his face „Good morning, sleepyhead. And, yes, thats coffee you can smell.“ I smiled at him, getting out of the bed. „Do you even sleep at all?“ i asked teasingly „When did you already had time to leave to get coffee so early?“ „Early?“ he said, raising his eyebrow, showing at the clock on the night stand. 10.25. I turned to him, grining „Hey, what to say, a girl needs her beauty sleep.“ I got up, heading for the bathroom, sticking my toung at him. He just shook his head, smiling. I left the bathroom, going to him and leaning for a kiss. I took the coffee from the desk, and my laptop, going to sit on the bed. I checked the mail and some job offers. I browsed the net for a while enjoying my coffee. I turned my look to Jake, smile forming on my lips, thinking how this all feels nice. As if he could sense me watching, he turned arround. „What you smiling?“ he asked, smiling at me himself. „Nothing, really.“ I started. „I was just thinking, how this feels so good. I mean, this, us, just being here, together. It's like..“ but i stopped then. What was I about to say, i tought, that this was meant to be? That we belong together? That this feels like love? „Maya?“ Jakes voice brougt me back from my toughts. He was looking at me intensly. I smiled at him „Never mind, im blabbering.“ He looked at me for a while, scaning my face, and i could see he wasnt beliving me. „Alright“ he said after a moment „But you know you can talk to me about anything, right?“ „I know.“ I told him, giving him a smile. His phone rang then, wich made us both jump a little, not expecting it. He answered it, still not turning his look from me. „Yes?...What, right now?....Fine, i'll get to it.“ He putted the phone back on the desk, running his hand through his hair in frustration. „Is everything all right?“ i asked, a bit of worry in my voice. He groaned „Remember when i told you how i kinda made a deal with some peole to be left alone?“ „Yes, i remember.“ I said, looking at him even more worryingly now. „Well, the call now.. thats the part of the deal.“ I looked puzzeld now, and Jake sighed. „I promised my 'services' in exchange for my freedom.“ „Oh“ i said. „Can i know more about it?“ i asked him. „No“ he said, and grinned „Its a top secret.“ I rolled my eyes at him „Can you be serious, please.“ „I am.“ He said „Look, its nothing you should be worried about, trust me.“ „But i am worried, Jake, and always will be.“ I looked at him, fear creeping at me „Dont you get it? The things you do, they got you separated from me once before.“ Just the tought of it squeezed my heart. „I couldnt stand if that happens again.“ „Maya, please, dont worry so much about it.“ he said. „I cant do that, Jake. Cant you see it? You mean so much to me. If something happens to you..“ my words got silenced, i dared not to say anymore. „Nothing will happen.“ He told me. „But you cant know that for sure!“ „You're right about that.“ He said „And thats the risk I have to take.“ His face got serious then „But i can promise you, that i will do everything i can to ensure nothing will happen.“ He sighed „I cant give you anything more than that promise. And i hope thats enough for you, Maya.“ „It is.“ i told him. „You know i trust you. But that doesnt mean i will stop worry for you. I just wanted you to know how i feel.“ „Thats fine, i want you to always tell me how you feel.“ He said, coming to sit next to me, embracing me in a hug. He kissed me softly, and i pulled him closer to me. He groaned with resentment „As much as i like where this is going“ he said, moving away from me „I have to go.“ He got up from the bed, getting dressed. „Will you be alrigh on your own for a while?“ he asked. „Ofcourse“ i said, and then i remembered. I cursed out loud, Jake looking puzzled at me. „I forgot about Phil.“ „Oh“ he said, giving me a simpathetical smile. „I better take a shower and go. I want to
be done with it.“ „Ok. You mind if i borrow your car? I'll be back before you leave, so you can take it.“ „Ofcourse not, you know where the keys are, go ahead.“ „Thanks.“ He said smiling, grabing the keys and heading for the door. He stoped as he opened them, turning to me, with that devilish glow in his eyes. „I'd rather be joining you in the shower, just to make it clear.“ I looked at him, walking backwards towards the bathroom, taking my shirt off slowly, grining at him „You are welcome to join me anytime.“ I bit at my lower lip, and i could see he was full of desire. He groaned in resentment. „You are so gonna get it for this.“ He said, leaving reluclantly. I laughed, as i entered the bathroom.
Jake got back just about as i was done getting ready. I decided to take some laundrey to be washed, since going to town eitherway. I grabed the last shirt, throwing it in the bag. I took my phone throwing it in my purse, turning to Jake. „Keys please.“ He walked to me, handing me the keys, pulling me in for a kiss. „Wish me luck.“ I said skeptical, him giving me an akward smile, and i left. The laundrey place wasnt far from the Aurora, so i parked the car there and walked to the Aurora when done. As i entered, Phil looked up from behind the bar. „I already tought you might not show up.“ He said, as i came to the bar. „I said i would, and i keep my promises.“ I told him, smiling. I wasnt used at seeing Phil like this. He was always cheerful and teasing arround me, and this new behaviour was kinda of a shock for me. What did you expect, Maya, i tought to myself. „Want some coffee?“ he asked and i noded. „Go sit at the booth, we'll talk there.“ He said, going for the coffee. I moved myself to the booth, my nervousness intensifing. Phil came, bringing two coffee cups, sitting across of me. „Milk and sugar, right?“ he siad, putting a cup infront of me. „You remember correctly.“ He took his cup, taking a sip from it, looking intensly at me. He settled it back on the table, leaning at the booths bench. „So“ he said, my stomach tightening in a knot „The hacker was your big mess, huh.“ „Yup, another thing you got right.“ I said, taking a sip of my coffee. I held the cup with both hands, hiding how much i was being nervouse. „Phil, I'm really sorry about last night. It was never my intention for you to find out about it like that.“ He was still looking intensly at me, but i couldnt see any anger on him. „I tried talking to you before it all, but i got interupted so manny times, it got me insane.“ „I noticed that.“ He said, and i continued. „Its not much of an excuse, i know. And i cant change how things turned out anyway, but i want you to know i am deeply sorry for it.“ He looked at me for a moment, not saying anything, my stomcah tightening more with every second of silence. „I belive you, Maya.“ He said finaly. And hearing him say my name, for the first time since i stepped in here today, made me relax a bit. „Thanks, Phil. Coming here today, i just hoped you wont be mad at me. Or worse, hate me.“ I said, a bit sadnes in my voice. „I told you before, i could never hate you, Maya.“ He said it so softly, my heart sinking a bit for him. „Not even now, after everything that happened?“ i asked, a bit in disbelief. „Not even now.“ He siad again, and i belived him. He took another sip of coffee, leaning on the table „Can i be honest here?“ „Ofcourse“ i said „We've been honest with eachother since day one.“ „Correct“ he said, taking a deep breath before he continued. „I kinda had a hunch when we talked before, that he was the reason you wer in such a mess.“ I said nothing to it. „And im pissed at myself right now.“ he continued, and i looked at him puzzled. „Because, Maya, if i havent waited, if i made my move at you earlier, right now, i might be the one holding your hand.“ My heart squeezed at his words. „Phil..“ i started, but he interupted me. „Its fine. I told you, If things wont end up in my favore, i would be dissapointed and heartbroken, wich i am, both.“ He looked at me, his eyes sad and tired. „But i dont hate you for sure, Maya.“ „Thansk, Phil, i appriciate you being hones with me, as always.“ I said after a moment of silence passed between us. „Can i just ask you one thing? And i would like and honest answer.“ „Ofcourse, ask.“ I said. „Alright. Then tell me honestly“ he started „Is he really the one you want? The one that makes you happy?“ I didnt hesistate with my answer, the words just flew out of my mouth, gentle smile showing on my face „Yes, he is.“ He looked at me curiously. „I thank you for your honesty, Maya.“ He said, and i smiled „Always.“ We sat there in silence for a while. „Phil, will you be alright?“ i asked finaly. He looked at me, smiling „I will be, dont worry.“ „Its just, i'd really like to have you as a
friend. But, i can understand if thats not something you'd be ok with.“ I averted my look to my hands now, nervouse to what he might answer. „You will always have a friend in me, Maya.“ He said, and i looked back at him. His face showed that he meant it sincerely. „Im glad to hear that, Phil.“ „Well“ he said after a while, claping his hands together „I think this needs to be watered down.“ As he got up, he smiled and winked at me before going for the bar. I chuckled as he left, thinking how all will be alright with the two of us. And i was happy about it, having him as a friend menat a lot. He came back with two shot glasses, handing me mine as he sat down. „Well, heres to new friendships!“ he chimed, rising his glas at me. „Here's to the 'new us'!“ i chimed back, rising my glas. He smiled at me, knocking his glas on mine „Not completly 'new'.“ He winked and smiled devilishly at me before drinking. I laughed, shaking my head „That's the Phil i know!“
As i walked back to pick up laundrey, i felt happy and relaxed. My talk with Phil went better then i expected. He became important to me, and i was happy i still had him as a friend. Getting back to the car, i took my phone sending Jake a message.
Maya: Heading back, see you soon :)
Jake: :)
I was almost at the motel when my phone rang. I found it with my free hand in my purse, quickly glancing at the screen, before turning my focus back on the road. It was one of those cursed calls. This time i answered it confidentaly, thinking here's the chance for Jake to trace the call. I answered the call, wich began as usual, with silence. But, all of a sudden, the sound came from the other side, a sound that sent shivers and chills through me - the sound of ravens cawing. My eyes opened wide in terror. I was so shocked by it, that i barely avoided crashing my car. I dropped the phone from my hand, grabing the wheel with both hands leveling the car back. Lucky i was close to the motel, i was shaking like crazy as i managed to park and run for the room. I bursted in, making Jake jump from behind the desk. „Please, tell me you got it!“ i yelled. He looked at me, dissapointment all over his face. „Sorry, Maya.“ I fell to my knees, Jake running to me. He held me in his arms, but i felt nothing. I didnt cry ,the shaking stopped, i was completly numb. „Why is this happening?“ i asked, Jake answering with a sigh „I dont know, Maya, but we will figure it out.“ „Will we?“ i said, looking numbily at the wall. „And when? How long will it take us?“ i said, not trying to sound accusatory. It wasnt Jakes fault, i knew he was doing all he could to help me. „Is all this suppose to make me go crazy?“ i asked „Because, if thats someones intention, they're doing a fine job.“ „Maya“ Jake started softly, but i moved from him, getting up from the floor. He followed, looking at me worryingly. „I cant go on like this, Jake“ i said, meeting his eyes. „With every new call i get more confused with it all.“ I paused, sighing desperatly. „And scared, Jake. I'm terrified, actually.“ He moved to me, embracing me in a hug. „I wont let anything happen to you.“ I laughed histerical, making him release me from a hug, looking at me puzzled. „I almost crushed my car now answering that call, Jake.“ He tensed as i said it, anger and worry showing in his eyes. „You cant keep me safe from myself.“ I turned and headed for the bathroom, leaving him speechless. I closed and locked the doors, and just sat on the floor. I dont know how long I sat there, feeling numb, but for the first time ever,since the beginning of this all, i cursed the day I came to Duskwood.
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I have finished watching villainous and honesty im kinda dissapointed. The pilot was great and refreshing but the rest seem like trying to copy the pilot but not even reaching that. Like the every hero is a seeking attention bully, that makes look villains like the good guys, and all the "evil" acts we se on camera are from black hat himselft towards their employees, but even that it is just a self entitled boomer asshole boss. They get away with introducing some gruesome things, bit they are nothing compared to the old shows like "Invader Zim" or "The grim adventures of Billy and Mandy" hell even Squarepants Spongebob have some more gruesome scenes. And the references to the other shows seem gratuituos only there to grab points on nostalgia.
#botposting#i kinda liked it but i would not recommend it#love the dynamics between them and dementia flug and 505#but appart from that everything else seemed kinda generic
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Yo as the only Micheal Crew fan (prolly), can I just say I’m so fucking salty that he died how he did?
Homeboy’s been hinted at since the fourth episode in this entire goddamn series, he’s been repeatedly connected to the Leitner books (which I guess are less important now that we’ve met Jurgen Leitner and we’ve got Gerard but uggggghhhh), he’s got a cool lightning scar and backstory and everything!
And once we get to meet him? He’s so intriguing-he ‘s polite even as he forces Jon to just fall through the air, he has a great voice (both literally and writing wise), and once he explains his backstory it doesn’t dissapoint. You get the image of this scared child whose been searching for protection and meaning his whole life. This creature’s been following him ever since he’s gotten his lightning scar, you kinda get that it’s the personification of his past even if he connects it all back to the Vast. To an extent, he kinda describes his relationship with his scar and his journey in self discovery all as both finding meaning and acceptance in the Vast. The moment he figures out what’s been calling to him is also the moment he accepts his past and his trauma. It all makes sense and comes together.
What I also find particularly interesting the way he laments about never being able to remember the most important events of his life, as I feel it’s something we all can relate to. Traumatic or not, negative or positive, many of us have trouble recalling the most life-changing events of our lives. We feel frustrated over this, we beat ourselves up for it, it’s just apart of life. In Mike’s statement this is such a small detail but it’s one that resonates with me deeply.
They set up Micheal Crew in such an engaging light and make him feel so real. I will admit that I’m not sure how much more they could do with him as this episode tied up pretty much all loose ends in his story. That being said, I would’ve absolutely LOVED to see more of him! He has an intruging personality, a cool backstory, he could’ve been a neat reaccuring character or something.
But no! Daisy Fucking Tonner just needsa bust down the fucking door and be like “YO THIS BITCH HUMAN?” And Jon’s like “uhhh ig not” and Daisy’s like “WELL THAT MEANS HES GONNA CATCH THESE HANDS.” AND JUST FUCKING SHOOTS HIM???
FUCK THAT NOISE.
YOU BUILD UP A CHARACTER OVER THE COURSE OF THREE SEASONS, WE MEET HIM AND HE GIVES US HIS LIFE STORY, THERES STILL SOME ROOM FOR HIM TO GIVE US ANSWERS OR SOME SHIT, THEN YOU HAVE THE A U D A C I T Y TO JUST YEET DAISY IN AND HAVE HER SHOOT HIM OUTSIDE?
O K A Y
LIKE,,, IG THEY NEEDED TO SET UP DAISY’S STORY AND GET MICHEAL OUT OF THE STORY OR SOME SHIT BUT. NOT LIKE THIS PLEASE?? IM FULLY WILLING TO ACCEPT THAT IM JUST UNREASONABLY SALTY ABOUT THIS BUT SERIOUSLY?? SHE JUST. SHOWS UP. SHOOTS HIM. THREATENS JON. BITCHES FOR AWHILE AND WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WITH IT?
MICHEALS NOT EVEN BROUGHT UP AFTER THAT HE KINDA JUST GOT SHOVED TO THE SIDE FOR IMPORTANT PEOPLE PLOT(tm). HE GETS. PUSHED. TO. THE. SIDE. IN. HIS OWN. FUCKING, EPISODE. WASNT JON GONNA QUESTION HIM MORE? WASNT THAT WHY JON WAS THERE? I MEAN I GUESS HE COULDNT CUZ MICHEAL COULDDA DEFO KILLED HIM, BUT HE DIDNT EVEN DROP ANY BREAD CRUMBS FOR JON’S INVESTIGATION. JON LITERALLY GOT JACK SHIT FROM THAT INTERACTION ASIDES FOR MORE FUEL FOR HIS STATEMENT KINK. AS FAR AS THE PLOT’S CONCERNED, JON DIDN’T NEED THE CONTENTS OF MIKE’S STATMENT. THE KNOWELDGE WAS GOOD BUT HE GOT NO FURTHER ON HIS INVESTIGATION OF THE STRANGER. HE WAS DIRECTED TO MIKES DOOR FOR THE PLOT BUT THE PLOT AINT THERE, THE PLOTS AT DAISYS HOUSE
TO REVIEW:
THEY
DEADASS
JUST
THREW MICHEAL CREW IN THERE
HAD HIM EXPLAIN HIS BACKSTORY
THEN KILLED HIM OFF
AFTER HYPING HIM UP
FOR
THREE
FUCKING
SEASONS
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???
ARE YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING KIDDING ME???
YA KNOW THATS PROLLY THE ONE BIG BONE IVE GOTTA PICK WITH THIS SHOW. THEY BUILD UP INTERESTING CHARACTERS OVER THE COURSE OF FULL SEASONS, THEN THEY’RE ONLY GIVEN THEIR TIME TO SHINE FOR ONE EPISODE BEFORE BEING ADRUPTLY KILLED OFF AND NEVER MENTIONED AGAIN. I HEARD IT GETS BETTER BUT ITS A PRETTY BIG PROBLEM FOR THE FIRST TWO SEASONS.
JANE PRENTISS COULDDA BEEN COOL! AND SHE WAS COOL! BUT SHE ONLY ACTUALLY DID SHIT FOR ONE EPISODE THEN WAS KILLED WITH LITTLE RESISTANCE. SHE DIDNT EVEN MAKE A COMEBACK OR ANYTHING, THEY REALLY JUST WENT “THAT BITCH DEAD AND DID JACK SHIT” AFTER HYPING HER UP THE WHOLE SEASON. LIKD OKAY SURE GO OFF. THEYRE BUILDING UP BREEKON AND HOPE A BIT MORE NOW, CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO BE KILLED OFF AS SOON AS WE MEET THEM.
LIKE I GET IT I GET IT. MICHEALS STORY WAS COMPLETE. NOT EVERY CHARACTER NEEDS TO BE PLOT RELEVANT. NOT EVERY CHARACTER THATS BUILT UP NEEDS AN ELABORATE PLOT. NOT EVERY CHARACTER NEEDS A SATISFYING SEND OFF.
BUT IM STILL FUCKING MAD ABOUT IT CUZ I FEEL NOTHING. I LOVED HIS STATEMENT AND IT WOULD’VE JUST BEEN FINE IF MICHEAL WAS JUST LEFT ALONE AFTER THAT OR SOMETHING. OR HELL HE EVEN COULD’VE BEEN KILLED IN A DIFFERENT WAY I JUST HATE HOW DAISY CAME IN THERE OUT OF BUTTFUCK NO WHERE, SHOT A GUY SHE BARELY KNEW CUZ “he spoopy” AND ITS JUST NEVER BROUGHT UP. MIKE DIDNT EVEN NEED TO BE THERE. JON WENT THERE FOR ANSWERS, MIKE GAVE HIM NOTHING CUZ INSTEAD OF HAVING AN INTERESTING LITTLE CONVERSATION, DAISY NEEDED HER CHARACTER ARC. IM REPEATING MYSELF AT THIS POINT BUT IM JUST SO FUCKING ANGY ABOUT THIS.
FUCK DAISY, ALL COPS ARE BASTARDS
I am fully aware that I’ll wake up tomorrow and deem all of this as invalid and unreadable, I just needed to get this all off my chest. In all honesty the main reason I’m upset is because the Vast is my personal favorite entity and Micheal’s statement is a good summation of why
People affected by the Vast are just that-people. Well, all statement givers are people, but the Vast’s statments I find are much more grounded and down to Earth. They aren’t as out there or over the top like the Corruption or the Stranger. They’re just little ‘tweaks’ in someone’s perspective that shakes their core. It takes mundane occurances and pushes them to their extreme. All the Vast did in “High Pressure” was make someone feel as though they were sinking forever and forced them underwater. It’s some you could probably picture happening to yourself more clearly then say, being attacked by War Ghosts. (NOT bashing on War Ghosts btw, they’re just a different brand of spooky.) The type of fear that the Vast victims have is also kinda different to me. I’m not sure how well I can explain it but best I can describe it is that it feels like geunine trauma that someone with that phobia would experience? I still don’t think that’s quite right but take “A Long Way Down” for instance, where the statement giver’s brother suffers from Acrophobia. That’s a real boy with Acrophobia! I feel who he is as an actual person as I follow his life, I know his worst nightmare, and once you see what happens to him, you completely feel both from him and his brother. Or in “Freefall” where you see a mother mourn for her son’s trauma and death. She saw something he loved suddenly turn him so, so afraid then saw the very thing he feared swallow him up.
It’s just any average person greiving their loved one’s trauma or being pushed to a limit you can see yourself being pushed to. It’s all very grounded in reality and makes it all feel that more real. And I feel like Micheal Crew���s statement just summed that up so well. He’s such a perfect face for what I love about the Vast. He’s just a person at his core, who was scared and needed guidance.
It’s just that the way it ended and how adruptly he was killed left a sour taste in my mouth.
#post#text#vent#micheal crew#magnus archives#tma#tma season three#the vast#daisy tonner#jonathan sims#listen man i just needed to vent#fuck daisy tonner all cops are bastards#really thought i could trust her smh#thats my fault tho#this post literally has no direction tho im just keeping it up cuz angy#and micheal crew honestly deserves SO much better#man steals a book and then just deadass jumps off a building talk about a legend#also the vast is so underrated please it deserves more love#also like. im willing to accept this gets better and more understandable later in the season#as im only on like. episode 17.#so idk what happens really#please no spoilers#tma spoilers#tma s3 spoilers#mag091#long post
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Okay so in honesty I was rather dissapointed with the character designs of the baby dragons in year of the dragon of reignited? Personally while they are cute I felt the babys were just sorely lacking, especially in the insperation and creativity that got everyone in love with the elder dragons of the first games redo
It really feels that the models (and their animations to some extent) at that point just became rushed, probably from time constrants, and it kinda shows- so while i bet they origionally had wonderful inspirative unique ideas i just wanted to try my own spin!
So im making it a small personal project for fun to redesign all 150+ spyro babbies! They probably aint gonna be all that perfect but imma try my best to give each one at least a little bit of features to make it unique from the rest!
First off: The drago babbos of Sunny Villa!
#spyro reignited trilogy#spyro#spyro 3#dragon redesigns#dragons#baby dragon#sunny villa#dragon eggs#dorf's art#digital art#character design#ah i made this file a bit small gotta try to refrain from doing that#its hard to draw a bunch of characters at once#also tbh im sorta hesitant to post this cause im afraid to commit to this and then end up ..er. like suddenly not doing it#so um im real sorry if that happens or if it just simply takes a long while for the werk to happen aha#at first i was rather unhappy with these ones but maybe i can do better#at least they have even slight body variations
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Hey Gideon,this is a weird Question but how do you deal with dissapointment? Im the marching band anon from a while ago and long story short for the past 30 years our band has qualified for state Nationals and this year is the first year we haven't in 30 years. And in all honesty im afraid what our band director is going to do. Plus Ive reached a point with a toxic friend where I can't take it. Any advice?Hope your haunt season is going well (the only thing keeping me sane is being a scareactor)
"Hello, my friend, it's good to hear from you again! I'm sorry you're still dealing with such negative things, but I'm glad that being a scareactor helps. As for how I deal with disappointment, I usually just think on what caused it and try to fix any issues so it doesn't happen again. Also, do not allow your band director to intimidate or scare you with whatever his reaction may be. And I suggest you have a sitdown with your 'friend' and tell them you're sick of their toxicity. If they don't like what they hear, then leave them behind. I hope my advice helps and remember you can always come to me! Good luck!"
#motivational death coach (gideon grim)#questions from the audience (anon asks)#don’t fear the reaper (asks)#rp blog#rp#horror rp#hhn#hhn singapore#hhn 8#hhn icon#infinite fear#put the boo back in you (dead talks)#put the boo back in you#halloween horror nights singapore#halloween horror nights
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lmao
sometimes im thinking if i really want to know the truth. yesterday... i got really hurt and even now i can't stop thinking about, my heart is aching and my eyes are swollen from crying that much. where to start... oliver was the first person i started to talking to. the first meeting was kinda weird, but at least there were his dogs and it wasn't that bad in the end. since he is my classmate, we've seen each other quite often. honestly i felt so good whenever i was with him. he was so funny and he was always making those stupid things that made me smile. i just... couldn't wait to see him again. then there was the party. at first we decided not to go and we got really drunk at his place. it was kinda funny, he kept making fun of me, because we were watching those stupid ghost's stories and and i was really scared. then, he got the idea to go to the party. even tho i was already drunk, i was so fucking scared. im not very talkative and i have big problem with making friends and this was my second party in my life. but we went there and actually, it wasn't that bad. he took my hand whenever i moved away just to take some food or drink, it was so fucking cute and my heart was beating so fast. also... well... i don't know how it was even possible but oliver got really really drunk and he kept doing weird things. he kept touching my butt, then he even tried to kiss me. honestly? i was thinking about his lips all the fucking time, but i didn't want him to kiss me like this. he was drunk, i was drunk and since i realized i may have feelings for him... i just thought it's not a good idea. so i always moved away. afer the party.. it was kinda interesting. i was scared it's gonna be awkward between us, but it was okay. most of the time i spent with him. we were always cuddling and god, i loved it so much. the more we spent time with each other, the more i was falling with him. one night i was lying next to him, looking at his lips and i wanted to kiss him so badly. but i was a scared pussy so i didn't do it. actually... since he didn't make the first move i started to think that he maybe doesn't like me the way i like him. but after few days... he kissed me. seriously this was the best thing that happened to me, i was so fucking happy, my heart was beating so fast and i thought im gonna die. i fell for him even more and i got really addicted to him. we were kissing kinda often and he was telling me sweet stuffs... these few days i thought that maybe.. we really like each other more than just friends. i wanted to tell him, even tho i was so fucking shy, but i felt ready to say it. but... yesterday we got into a small fight. i added some photos of him because i was so whipped and someone reacted to them. they told me something like... he doesn't like me the way i think he does and... they really made me unsure. so yeah, i asked oliver about it, because i wanted to know. i begged him to be honest and he actually was, but... i got hurt anyways. he told me that he slept with one girl i was always worried about. and he knew it. i even asked him like two weeks ago if he has something with her and he told me that not and that im just overracting. i apologized to him and told him i trust him, he told me i dont have to be scared. that even tho she is pretty, he wouldn't bend her over the table and fuck the shit outta her. well, you can guess, what happened the next day. yes, he fucked with her. im not even that mad about the fact he slept with her cause i wasnt and im not his boyfriend, but what pissed me off is exactly the fact he was just making fun of me. i honestly feel so humiliated right now. he was even joking about having something with her many times and i always got upset. then he told me it's not true and he is just joking. im sorry but... this is the worst thing people can do. i hate lies and liars so fucking much. and even tho he was maybne honest with me this time, i still can't get over it. he lied to me once (or even more i dont wanna know) and im pretty sure he would do it again. it hurts me even more because i told him about my past. how i lost my trust issues because people in america treated me like a shit. i honesty don't know what to do anymore. i miss him so fucking much, but i can't look into his eyes either. i just... he dissapointed me so much. he also asked me if im able to forgive him. oh yes, i would. but tbh i don't think he will even try... i was just burden to him. im burden to everyone, at least this is how they treat me. he also went to fucking busan and we all know who is there. so idk i guess i should wish him another good fuck
and yeah the stuff with changkyun's neck. i just wanted to make oliver jealous, but i guess he has already better things to do. so.. im so fucking stupid lmao
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Hey now, You’re an All-Star
January 11, 2019
@ edmontonoilers: YESSSS! ⭐️ #LetsGoOilers
@ edmontonoilers: Leon with some love for the fans after today's #NHLAllStar news! #LetsGoOilers
When Connor heard the news he was beyond thrilled, his 'liney' Leon was going to All Star too.
@ mcdavid97: All-Star bound with 29! 👊
Surely Connor had gone years previous, but none of them had included another one of his teammates, let alone the one he was dating. Connor liked to keep his life private for the most part, which included Leon too. Media was beginning to become suspicious, but in all honesty neither boy seemed to really care that much anymore. It was going to be a first time for the both of them; Leons first all star, and Connors first all star with his boyfriend. Surely a big reason Leon got voted in was Connors endless support, and maybe for the fact Connor had his whole family (distant relatives included) voting multiple times daily for him, but Leon didn't need to know that.
The beginning of the 2019 season did start out a little rough, so the break would be good for the both of them (besides the fact Connor managed to get Chia fired, but that's besides the point). The Oilers organization had known about the two boys relationship, and everyone was so supportive, especially Nuge who had been the reason they got together in the first place. In the locker room it was even the on going joke, and Ryan was often referred to as 'Ryan Love Whisperer Hopkins'. Connor and Leon enjoyed any privacy they got so the organization was surprised when the two had told them that they wanted to let everyone know they were together, but a little more subtle since both boys were quite reserved.
January 24, 2019
@ edmontonoilers: The dynamic duo had officially arrived in San Jose! #NHLAllStar #LetsGoOilers
If Connor and Leon could agree on one thing it'd be the all star jerseys, they color black was extremely flattering, but they wouldn't be wearing those jerseys until tomorrow. After all today was the skills competition, they'd be sporting the classic orange Oilers jersey. Connor was the first of them to compete, to no one's surprise it was his third year in a row competing for the fastest skater title. Why? Because other than Dylan Larkin (who wasn't voted in) he truly was a speedster. Leon sat on the bench chilling and taking in his new surroundings. HI heart was so full and slightly filled with nerves of watching his boy get ready to skate. From how the event was beginning to unfold his only threat to steal the title from him was Jack Eichel. Seeing Connor on the ice made his little heart flutter.
Connor had taken off just like that and Leon instantly zone in to watching him skate his lap. His skate was over just as fast as it had started, and sure enough Connor took the three-peat. Leon stayed sat on the bench smiling even wider than before. Media ended up in his face and questioned him about Connors pace. Leon would be lying if he said he didn’t wish they were going to ask about their relationship. So he figured clue number two, drop a hint. So Leon turned to face the camera for all to view on instagram, his english flowing perfectly. “I had and idea that he’s pretty fast so, uhm ya know obviously last year I think he won it, so it was uh ya know I had my money on him.” Leon finished off saying while a slight smile arose on his face.
After Connors event both boys were able to relax for a little, as puck control was the next event. Connor shoved his way in the box to sit with the rest of the Pacific division boys, but more importantly next to Leon. “You did so well out there.” Leon said then bumped shoulders with him. Connor schooched closer to Leon (if that was even possible) and his body was pressed right against Leon from shoulders to skates. He rested his one hand on his knee while Leon decided to put his hand directly half on Connors and half on his own retrospective kneecap. Leon looked over at him again and smiled, then turned back to watch the event infront of him. Nobody seemed to ask about it; whether they didn’t care, couldn’t see it, or already knew (Leon doubted the third one though).
As it got closer to Leons turn for premier passing he got more anxious. He didn’t want to dissapoint himself, the fans that voted him in, and most importantly Connor. Leon had to leave his warm encounter with his boy to get ready to go. Connor stayed on the bench watching in awe at his boyfriend, the way Leon made the pucks into the minature nets with such little effort was really no surprise. Since Leon joined the Oilers organiztion he had been giving those types of passes to Connor. Even before McDrai happened they had sucah a remarkable chemistry. (Why was Connor now suddenly realizing that Ryan is super good at reading into love?). When Leons last puck went into the net, the time stopped and Leon looked over and started skating back towards the bench where Connor was. Leon didn’t look at what his time was, but he knew it had to be good when he saw Connor smiling and clapping his mitts together for him. Finally Leon’s competition had ended too, and he managed to stay on top, claiming the win. The closer he got to Connor the happier he was. Connor was sitting looking sky chewing his gum, not to forget the fact he was checking Leon out from head to toe. That all star champ was his. For the remainder of the competition boys the boys were just fooling around with each other. Both had adrenaline running high from their wins. The start of this weekend was a good one, and eventually they hit the locker room to suit back up for media.
Connor had anticipated questions about the Oilers and his captaincy, but his personal favorite was when someone had asked about Leons performance. “That was awesome! That was an event that was tough. Really really tough and Leon I know was a little bit nervous.” Connor began to answer. Since he had heard from Leon still nobody had realized they were an item, he knew he’d have a little fun hyping Leon up. “I ket saying you’re one of the best passers in the game you could easily do it. And he proved that tonight.” Connor said lovingly about his teammate and boyfriend (which the media still couldn’t seem to pick up, which was surprising).
Finally day one was in the books and both began to head to the hotel to rest for the night. Although they’d be staying in the same room together, a king size bed all theirs. After all they were both hockey boys who needed enough space for cuddles. Connor’s room was rendered useless, they’d be using Leon’s room instead. Not that it mattered too much anyways, Connor had the salary to make useless purchases like his hotel room that would remain empty all three days in San Jose. Both boys began to take off their suits and put them on hangers. Even with salaries like they have, both Leon and Connor hated spending so much time finding a suit they liked, only for it to cost more than they ever would have typically spent (it was a suit, why must they cost so much?). No way were they going to ruin them only to go through suit hell once again. Leon was the first to get changed out of his suit, and he head to the luggage to find some clothes for bed. Leon put on some plaid pj pants with pockets, along with an old oilers shirt (which wasn’t his). He had taken a seat while Connor was still getting ready for bed. Connor put on Oilers pj pants that Leon orginally got for him as a gag gift, but no surprise Connor loved them so much. Paired with his Oilers pants was one of Leon’s shirts. Leon looked up from his phone and saw Connor looking adoarble, his hair still looking freshly cut.
In fact Leon was the actual reason his hiar was cut in the first place, and it wasn’t because Leon liked it short, hed just told Connor it’d be funny to see media have a hay day. And anyways Connor loves seeing Leon laugh, so his answer was obvious, he had to do it. He took a seat right on top of Leon crushing him, and laughing as Leon went wide eyed and stuttered out “Oh well hello to you too” while lightly laughing. “What are you looking at?” Connor asked as Leon was looking down on his phone. “Figuring out which picture of us to put on insta.” he replied while turning his phone to Connor to look at the pictures. Leon continued to swipe through the photos until Connor pointed out a good one. “Post that one” Connor suggested. Despite Connor hardly posting on his accounts he knew when a picture was good, and that was definitely it. Leo opened Instagram and selected the picture Connor suggested. “Should I add a filter?” Leon asked seriously. Connor thought the photo was fine as it was, but the temptation was way too high. Leon had seen a yellow tinted filter, “Con! This filter would look sick!” Leon said while showing Connor the result. To Leon’s dismay he was given the ‘are you actually joking me right now?’ look. “I think it looks good, especially you so I’m posting it.” Leon told Connor. Connor put his hands up as to say ‘I’m not stopping you’. “Oh I have the perfect caption too!” He said excitedly as he began to type it out. It was the best usage of 27 letters in his life, all for one small post.
@ drat_29: Great day at the skills comp with @ mcdavid97
“Alright it’s posted” he said to Connor as he locked his phone and placed it on the nightstand. Both boys then opened the bed to go to sleep for the next days fun games. Of course they couldn’t go to bed without Connor claiming his little spoon position. “Ich liebe dich.” Leon mumbled to Connor as he drifted to sleep holding the one he loved the most in his arms.
#edmonton oilers#connor mcdavid#leon draisaitl#all star weekend#the formating is weird??#mcdrai#oilers#mine#also this is posted for a specific follower???
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Chance The Rapper Discog
Full honesty I did not finish this. Im sorry but im doing this whole thing in one sitting and as soon as i got to hot shower i wanted to yeet my computer across the fucking room. Jesus fuck it was bad. This is not gonna be a particulary nice review.
#4 is The Big Day: Bro i got four fucking songs into this one and i gave up. Like i genuinely could not FORCE myself to listen to any more. I legit listened to 3 almost hour long projects before I got to this, but I couldn’t do more than 4 songs of this. Straight ass, and genuinely reputation destroying album. -infinity/10 idk im not listening to this. Ballin Flossin is decent ig.
#3 is Coloring Book: bruh like this one isnt bad ig. So fucking dissapointing tho. Like after getting through 10 day and acid rap i was hype af. What a let down. Theres still some good stuff i suppose. 6/10(was raised two full points cause of the album cover) idk about best song. All night is good, but its just a kaytranada song featuring Chance. Finish line/drown is the only one that actually sounds like a chance song.
#2 is 10 Day: yall this shit is so fucking good. Like genuinely a legendary debut. So amazed that this is his first project and he also just made this during a 10 day suspension from high school. Legend shit. seriously give this one a shot its so good. 8/10 best songs are 14,400 minutes, Family, and prom night
#1 is Acid Rap: Obviously. Its easily one of the best and most important hip hop projects of the past decade. if you haven’t listened to it yet, get on that shit. Skip all the other projects and start with this one. If Good Ass Intro can’t make you smile then im scared of you. 10/10 perfect project.
chance is the perfect example of the issue of building your brand around being young. for 10 day and acid rap he was rap’s weird younger brother. Unfortunately eventually you have to grow up. Some people age with grace, chance was not one of them. The issue was never that he got married its that he grew up and didn’t know what to do after that happened. Genuinely sad to see cause he has so much fukcing talent and could still do such cool stuff.
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When i was about 5, i believe was when i first discovored that i loved to sing. It took me out of my reality. I didnt have a father, and my mother is a complicated person ( probably why i had no father). I was and am by nature a very shy and insecure boy, so until about 14 nobody knew . This wasnt something i grew up encouraged to do. It was my secret in my secret world. My world was lonely and unpleasant, but in my secret world, i wasnt don edwin vandevelde, i was DonnieVie. The kid with the pipes that everyone loved. These worlds were night and day different. There wasnt praise or adoration. It wast " this cute boy with blue eyes singing & melting little girls hearts and attaboys from the boys. It was the opposite. Besides " the introverted little long haired faggot that dont play sports", i didnt exsist . Songwriting was nothing i even thought or knew about until the first time my little heart got broken at 16 and that just entered the picture in a big way as a bonus. Being extremely intelligent and outcast with severe psycologica issues lead only to trouble . An abused young intelect, not tools of self defence, self medicating in a lonely world of nothing but discouragement and dissapointment & everything good a big secret could have played out very differently. Everything worked hand and hand against me so i never had a chance. Thank god my heart is good and open so i am able to use the good and the bad for good things and not bad. Cuz if im this good at figuring out how to put a perfect sounding word with the perfect note or make the toster into a snowblower imagine what that mind could do for evil. Any case, the good things i battled hard to achieve, the trust and relationships i cherished, and struggles I have and still have to overcome have all come very hard for me, so i take them very serious and personal. Im not keeping secrets anymore, and i feel that honesty and being pro active in my beliefs is what my heart tells me to do. I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. The ranting lunatic to some, the heart and voice of righteousness to others, I am still just little ol Donn#iVie, singing his songs & what you see & hear is what you get. https://www.instagram.com/p/B8kZGxInfDl/?igshid=nfzsg6pdj0hl
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Midnight Drives, Teaser!
Word Count: 1k Genre: (eventual) Smut,Angst,Dom! Paring: Jungkook x Reader
Bestfriends? Who knows
Jungkook: Where the fuck are you?
y/n: I went for a walk, I needed to cool off okay?
Jungkook: You can't just leave like that I thought something happened to you y/n, you have to be more careful
y/n: I can take care of myself, I'm not a little girl
Jungkook: Where are you, ill come pick you up
y/n: I told you i'm fine
Jungkook: I'm not fucking around y/n where are you?
y/n: Im at the park we always used to go to
Jungkook: I'll be there in 10
Read: 11:56am
Only Jungkook. You would've at least thought, more or less hoped your other friends would have somehow noticed you had disappeared, but you could always count on them to dissapoint you. Jungkook on the other hand, you two had been best buddies ever since you could walk, since then it's always been the same. Now you were both eighteen, things had changed. You didn't hang out as often, and when you did, it would include other people.
The atmosphere around you two was eery, you didn't know what had happened, but as you grew up, your feelings were bound to change for one another.
Whenever you two did hang out nowadays, it was like there was an elephant in the room. You two were so close but seemed so distant, in all honesty, you didn't know what to call your relationship. Friends? Best Friends? A Couple? The thought of you and Jungkook together made your stomach twist, whenever you thought about him like that, it did something to you. You two never officially fucked, hell you hadn't even kissed but the feeling of being around him made you feel so at ease, you didn't know what this feeling was. Were you in love with him? A crush? Or did you simply just want to fuck him? Because all three of those possibilities would fuck up your entire friendship, or at least you assumed it would.
You were sitting on the swing rocking back and forth, lost in your thoughts, then you remembered how much fun you and jungkook used to have here as kids. Every chance you two got, you would hang out together, telling each other secrets, playing, all that kid stuff. But you remembered you two weren’t kids anymore, you were teenagers. The thought of everything changing, everyone changing just made your lungs want to burst. You decided to climb up the highest ladder you could find. You just felt like screaming and cursing the world for having everything in life turn to shit, but you didn't scream. You just stood there, feeling the midnight breeze, looking at the moon. You gazed down. And there it was, the old slide you and Jungkook used to go down together, you sitting on his lap squealing as he just laughed.
You squat down, it was still as cheap as you remember it to be, a crusty shade of green, graffiti all over it, just like you remembered.You sat down at the top of the slide, eyes still glued to the moon, and off you went. You'd forgotten how fun it was just to let loose and relax. The twists and turns of the slide, running your hands along the barrier, it felt all too familiar, all too enjoyable, but it didn't last long.
You burst out with laughter as you reached the bottom of the slide, all your problems disappeared, you felt so normal, not the normal chirpy you like how you are around your friends, but the real you. Maybe this was all you needed to revamp your emotions, maybe you just needed to forget about your problems and focus on the good things, the things that matter the most. Like Jungkook.
Bright headlights beamed out from behind you,
12:02 am
You walked from the slide to the car park, hesitantly, but sure enough there he was.
Leaning against his car, texting furiously on his phone, not even noticing your presence until he finally sent the text. You heard a loud ding come from your pocket, It was from Jungkook.
Jungkook: Where the fuck are you y/n i've been worried sick, you can't just leave parties like that, especially when basically every guy is on the prowl to fuck you! I thought the worst had happened, and I can't even see you at the park? Did you lie to me?
As you finished reading the text, you looked up, only to see Jungkook standing right in front of you, you didn't even flinch. His hot breaths mixing with the cold midnight air, forming a warm mist. You took a deep breathe in, only to get a whiff of his cologne. You looked at his face and saw how the moonlight reflected in his deep brown eyes, he really was beautiful, how could you not of noticed this side of him before?
You swallowed deep before letting out a slight giggle, only to let your head fall onto his chest, like all the pent up anger had vanished into thin air. He chuckled in response.
“Hey y/n.” He said in a cool toned voice
“Yeah?” you replied, heart thumping, breathing heavy.
“Do you wanna go for a ride?” He swallowed hard and you could hear his heart pounding.
“I’d love that, Kook.” You looked up and gave him a warm smile, only to have him chuckle in response.
“Well what are we waiting for?”
#jungkook#Jungkook smut#eventual smut#bts#kookie#jeon jungkook#jungkook teaser#smut teaser#fanfic#bts scenario
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