#im in mood for old concerts
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mrsfitzgerald Ā· 2 years ago
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philadelphia,pa 6.2.99
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cranberrv Ā· 1 year ago
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āŖ©āŖØ dating johnny cade headcanons
a/n : i hate this, iā€™m so sorry this took me all of 15 minutes but i needed to post something !!!!! maybe ill make a better version sometime, stay tuned <3 requests open btw (not proofread not proofread ignore any mistakes lovely)
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- youā€™re his saviour
- you know the saying, ā€˜when youā€™re lost in the darkness, look for the light?ā€™
- youā€™re his light
- if heā€™s having a bad day or his parents have kicked him out again, guess who heā€™s going to?
- not even to talk about it, just to be surrounded by this warmth that makes him forget about all his problems
- unlike dallas, he loves hugs and cuddling all. the. time.
- well, thatā€™s a bit of an exaggeration. he hates cuddling in front of the gang. the gang will just tease him but his relationship with you is something he doesnā€™t wanna be teased about
- he doesnā€™t like big gestures
- heā€™s not the type to write you a poem (ponyboy cough cough) and heā€™s not the type to buy you cliche gifts like chocolate and flowers
- he does things that mean something, like a necklace with your favourite flower on it, a shirt of a band you two like listening to together
- one of his favourite pastimes is listening to music w you actually!
- i like to think johnny really likes music, like elvis and van morrison
- heā€™ll always buy new cassettes to listen to with you
- he wishes he could take you to concerts, but heā€™s too broke for that :(
- ugh i should probably move on but imagine spooning with johnny on your bed listening to music thatā€™s adorable
- if he sees you laughing with a guy he doesnā€™t know or trust, heā€™ll feel a mix of jealous and insecure
- he doesnā€™t act on his jealousy, he just patiently waits until itā€™s his turn to talk to you
- if you bring up that heā€™s acting up, heā€™s not gonna talk about it, denying it
- ā€œnah man idk what you mean, im fineā€
- you guys argue occasionally, but only about things that really matter
- he doesnā€™t want you talking to socs, or you donā€™t want him to live with his parents anymore
- itā€™s a reasonable and patient conversation over an argument in his mind
- he has never made you cry and never will, or else heā€™ll cry
- sitting in the lot gazing up at the stars is his idea of a date. pointing out the moon and making a wish on the first star. smoking cigarettes and sitting back on the cheap fabric of some old thrown-out furniture
- him wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you closer to him, the two of you falling asleep under the stars
- sometimes youā€™ll catch him just staring at you. not in a creepy or weird way, just admiring.
- noticing his shoulders relax when heā€™s in a poor mood but then suddenly you come around is your favourite feeling
- he makes you feel so special, like youā€™re worth a million bucks
- he practically worships the ground you walk on (and vice versa!)
- puppy love
- you two like each other soooo much and itā€™s so obvious
- sometimes he gets a little insecure around the gang or socs, not being all mushy (not like he usually is anyway)
- heā€™s usually more reserved, saving the cuddling and gifts for alone time
- anyway you two are in love probably and itā€™s really cute
- sorry lovely this was rly rushed :( ill post a better version soon šŸ’‹
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strongbabe2907 Ā· 3 months ago
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KBS Hall day 2 dir en grey who is hell for live review. Yes weā€™re doing two in one day haha.
Today was my last showšŸ˜­i felt a little emotional all day. It started out with getting numbers for merch and the special sticker was Kyo!! Unfortunately no shiny for me.
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After getting the stickers we went back to the hotel to get ready and chill for a while until the concert started. We did visit big boss!!
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A japanese mutual messaged me in line for merch to say hi and gave me these amazing stickers she madešŸ„¹
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I had number 979 but followed some guys into the push and actually ended up with quite a good spot in front of Kaoru where i could see everyone quite wellšŸ„°.
Kaoru wore the same outfit as Zepp and Kyo was in the same black get up again. Ngl i was a little disappointed we didnt get at least one dramatic look but it was also nice to see him comfy like this. (And the bobaaas!)
Godddss the Conceived sorrow, dozing green & IIId empire combo killed me in the best possible way. Also as a Vulgar lover it was nice to see everyone cheer for iiid empire hahaha. I was aorund some Kyo/Kaoru fanboys and it was good vibes. Even though there was a push at first, i could just move around later and wasnt too squished and we were all headbanging and having a good time. KBS hall was definitely a great vibe!!
The boys (i know theyā€™re old men but) really came alive for iiid empire and later obscure too!!kyo danced during phenomenon again. His little waist, augh..
Vinushka was amazing as always. Diabolos definitely has a special place in my hearts after this tour! God i love it and i love Kaorus guitar playing in it.
Kaoru was really playing with the crowd and seemed in a good mood, they all switched places a few times. Kyo came over to our side and was hanging over the crowd in the rigging, but his mic chord didnt reach that faršŸ˜‚ so he was struggling to still sing in the mic and also letting us sing, it was cute.
Urokoooooo i love you. Eddie i love you.
After last song kyo threw his towel. I think at a younger kid? I couldnā€™t exactly see but people were describing it as an avalanche of ppl going for the towel. Kyo was laughing and making sure they were okay and he stayed on much longer than usual because of this. He was smiling SO big šŸ˜­ and laughing at the incident. After it was okay he thanked the crowd again with the biggest smile šŸ˜­ gah.
At the same time, Kaoru threw one pick and thenā€¦ just left? He did kind of a double take and did like a clap/applause at the audience and then just walked off?? šŸ„ŗ i dont know what happened there. He later posted about the avalanche on his story but.. that happened with Kyo so im not sure what was doing on. He was so beautiful again though šŸ˜­ iā€™m always intimidated when they look in my direction and quickly look awayyy.
Toshiya ended up throwing some of Kaorus picks but unfortunately all near the front.
Afterwards I went for food with new and old (kind of) friends and it was so nice againšŸ„° honestly my heart feels so full. Thank you for your heart work Dir en grey and thank you to everyone i met on this tour, everyone has been so kindšŸ„¹
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sleepypanda27 Ā· 1 year ago
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Lovers
Bucky x reader
Summary: You meet Bucky at a concert your friends made you go to and fall for him.
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Your friends made you tag along with them to a concert. You tried to like the music, you really tried. But it just wasn't in your taste. Not that it was bad maybe if you'd been in a different kind of mood, you would like it more.
A couple of people danced, and others stood in their spots, swinging along with the music and singing along. Your feet started to hurt, so you decided to ditch your friends while they enjoyed music and headed to the bar instead. At least the concert hall was beautifully decorated for Christmas.
You ordered a glass of wine and went to find a place where you could sit. By the brick wall were placed benches. Almost everything was taken, except one.
"Is this seat taken?" You asked the man sitting on one of the benches close to the entrance back to the hall where you still could hear the music. He was buried in his phone, reading something.
He looked up at you, and you noticed a small smile on his lips. "No, please sit." He took his glass of amber liquid from the seat. You sat down, took your phone out of your purse, and browsed social media to pass the time.
"Don't like the concert, huh?" The man beside you observed.
"Not really my kind of music." You turned, facing the stranger. Undeniably, he was good-looking.
"Same here. I'm James by the way." He introduced himself with a smile. "But please call me Bucky."
"Y/n." You returned the smile, slightly blushing.
"So I guess it wasn't your choice to come here?"
"No. My friends dragged me with them. I didn't have a choice."
"Me too, I don't know why I even agreed to go, I have to work early in the morning. But now, after meeting someone in the same position, I'm not mad." He chuckled.
"Im happy my suffering brings you joy." You couldn't shake off the feeling you had seen him somewhere before. "Sorry, have we met before?"
"I don't think so, I would definitely remember if we had met." He assured.
"You seem so familiar." His eyes looked like he had experienced a lot. More than a man his age should experience.
"I get that a lot." He shrugged.
"Are you a singer?" He had a charm. An old-fashioned charm.
"Only in my shower." He chuckled. "But I'm not sure if I'm good at it."
"What's with the gloves?" You asked, noticing he was wearing black leather gloves.
"Bad circulation." He shrugged nonchalantly.
After talking a little, you both walked around and chatted about everything. You were so into the conversation you almost missed a step and tripped. Bucky caught you, holding your waist and arm. "Careful, doll. You alright?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, thanks." You blushed, holding onto his thick arm.
You found a place away from most of the people. Almost half of the wall was a window. It was dark outside, and it was slowly snowing. The low light outside was illuminating and making the snowflakes sparkle. You could still hear the music from the stage.
Bucky held out his hand for you. "Dance with me." The way he was looking at you felt like you were the only girl in the world. He made you swoon and you couldn't say no.
You placed your hand in his, and he pulled you closer to him, placing his other arm on the small of your back. It felt magical. The snow, the string lights wrapped around the window arch, the faint music, the man you were dancing with, it felt almost unreal.
Bucky pulled back a little to look at you as if pondering his next move. The lead singer announced the last song, bringing Bucky and you back to reality. You returned to the main concert hall.
Both of you stood in the back, looking for your friends. Since none of you could see your friends between the people, you stayed in the back by the exposed brick wall.
You shivered at the cold gust of air that flowed through the doors. The dress you were wearing didn't do much in terms of keeping you warm. Bucky noticed and took off his jacket, draping it over your shoulders, leaving his arm around your shoulders.
"Thanks." You pulled it tighter around yourself. It was warm and had a lingering scent of his cologne on it.
"Would you like to have dinner with me sometime?" He asked, without thinking, leaning close to your ear.
"What?" You weren't sure you understood right what he said over the music.
"Would you like to have dinner with me?" He almost shouted.
"I would love that." You smiled. "Give me your phone."
He unlocked his phone and gave it to you. You added your phone number to his contacts and gave it back to him.
"I'll call you." He smiled, placing the phone in the pocket of the back of his pants.
The last song ended, and people started clapping and cheering as the musicians bowed and thanked the crowd.
"There he is." A blond-haired man who seemed to be his friend approached. "Hi there." He greeted you, a little surprised.
"Hi." You responded to the stranger. You had a feeling you also had seen him somewhere before.
"We have to go." Bucky's friend said.
ā€œDo you see your friends?ā€ Bucky asked you.
You looked around and saw one of them who was looking at you weirdly. "Yeah, I see them."
"Good. You'll be alright? Can I leave you?"
"Yes, Bucky, I am a big girl and can take care of myself." You chuckled.
"Iā€™m just making sure.ā€ He smiled. After saying goodbyes, he waved as he was pushed away.
ā€œWait, your jacket!ā€
ā€œYou can give it back when we'll meet next time!ā€ Bucky shouted as he disappeared into the crowd.
"Do you know who you were talking to?" Your friend asked, surprised.
"You mean Bucky?"
ā€œBucky freaking Barnes.ā€ She looked at you with wide eyes.
ā€œThat wasnā€™tā€¦waitā€¦that canā€™t be.ā€ You looked the way he went and back at your friend who had googled his photo. ā€œOh my god, that was him!ā€
ā€œWhy did he leave you his jacket?ā€ She asked, confused.
ā€œHe asked me out.ā€ You grinned, barely containing your excitement.
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insideliascrazyhead Ā· 3 months ago
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Sannoh RengokaiĀ“s instagram shenaningans remix Sleepy Lion is actually a baby snake?!
Sooo I will keep the explenation short.I got a request to do some social media au for my fic.So here it is!Enjoy<3
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Ice:Yo slutz!Take a fucking guess what I found?!
Sara:That party was legendary
Jesse:Hey,my husband!I gotta clutch my pearls at that shock....
Ice:Nah,bro.He loves me more.
Jesse:Whatever go fuck yourself as the only one Cobra fucks is me.
Dan:I still nearly vomit at the thought of that nasty ass hangover.
Yamaro:YouĀ“re weak.
Cobra:That was hilarious.
Dan:Yeah,you laugh Cobra!At least I learned a lesson that night! Cobra:Entertain me? Naomi:Us all please I need a god laugh...
Dan:That IĀ“m a emotional people pleaser.More exactly a woman pleaser.
Cobra:No Dan.IĀ“m a woman pleaser,youĀ“re a lonely guy that was full of vomit.
Tetsu:You got Jesse though?
Jesse:Open relationship.At least when it comes to the sexual stuff
Yasushi:Hey Tsukasa guess what? Tsukasa:Yasushi I swear take your nasty paws away from my father or I will kill you dead!
Hyuga:So you and Cobra whore around
Rocky:No slut shaming only slut encouraging,but yeah
Jesse:Tsukasa log out.
Jesse:When I would do all the hella kinky shit CobraĀ“s into I would be dead...
Yasushi;Oh how I love this shit.Tsukasa I swear IĀ“m gonna be your step dad soon.
Fujio:You got Kiyoshi.
Kiyoshi:So,Yasushi and your dadĀ“s could easily use a fortht!
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Sara:Heart eyes motherfuckers.
Cobra:Where on earth do you get those?
Sara:IĀ“m a hoarder for media evidence.
Tsukasa:Why do they look like they went to a fucking LMFAO concert?
Yamasto:Drugs.
Cobra:Yamato!
Jesse:Stop it you fucking prick. Yamato:IĀ“m sorry I mean PartySmarties,DiscoMints etc....
Rocky:Where did yall put Tsukasa then? Jesse:GrannyĀ“s house for the weekend.He getĀ“s spoiled.We get fucked up on a rave.
Murayama:Cobra-chan and techno? Tetsu:Fuck yeah when heĀ“s wasted enough he can listen to everything.
Naomi:I saw him poledance to Taylor Swift
Yamato:Hah.Weak.I saw him twerk to orchestra!
Rocky:I will pay you whatever you want for that video
Hyuga:Whatever Discoboy is bidding I double it!
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Jesse:ā€žTake that fucking thing outta my face or I will choke you till youĀ“re dead!ā€œ
Tetsu:Cobra.Not in the mood.
Cobra:Fucking stalker
Jesse:Yeah,youĀ“re fucking your stalker
Yasushi:Then whack your weasle from now on,I will marry Cobra.
Cobra:Not even in my worst nightmare.But the crazy kid is right,youĀ“re whacking your weasle from now on.
Tsukasa:Yasushi,go and touch some fucking grass
Noboru:Cobra doesnĀ“t have a crazy people fetish.
Yamato:No.HeĀ“s the crazy one in this relationship.
Chiharu:No.Really???
Yamato:Once when someone tried to rob the gas station Cobra dowsed both of them in gasoline.Took out a cigarette and told that guy he should run,if he doesnĀ“t want Cobra to blow the entire gas station up.
Hyuga:ThatĀ“s hilarious.
Fujio:Something Yasushi would do.
Shidaken:No way!ThatĀ“s insanely suicidal.
Yasushi:Nah,IĀ“m not suicidal.The world would be a better place without me and thatĀ“s exactly why I have to keep on living.
Fujio:Weirdly motivational
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Jesse:Sleeping beauty.
Murayama:Now thatĀ“s what I come here for!
Hyuga:ThatĀ“s borderline pornographic
Jesse:What?I didnĀ“t even upload our sex tape! Yamatoā€¦. Ice:Exmotherfuckingscuseme?!
Sara:HeĀ“s showing chesticals for locals in heat.
Yasushi:This man so hot IĀ“m pissing steam bitch
Cobra:Im not sleeping im dead leave flowers then go fuck yourself
Jesse:a dead person wouldnĀ“t kick me outta the bed four fucking times with the way u move in ur sleep
Cobra:at least i donĀ“t snore as loud as a chainsaw
Jesse:I donĀ“t.YouĀ“re mean!Meanie Mouse!
Tsukasa:My bed vibrates fromn ur snoring old man
Jesse:grounded
Fujiio:You do though.I once thought itĀ“s an earthquake
Jesse:Fujio youĀ“re grounded too.
Fujio:You can do that?He canĀ“t.Right?Cobra-san!
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Murayama:Skipped to Itokan to visit Cobra-chan and look who I found!Sleepy-Lion/Baby snake! Leopard fur and cupcakes!ThatĀ“s such a adorable remix of Cobra-chan and * ewww * Jesse
Fujio:Gotta go and buy a wedding ring!
Jesse:*clutching my pearls and dramatically wiping away a tear* Yasushi:Why he so relaxed tho?!Sannoh Stoner Squad?
Tsukasa:No.IĀ“m just relaxed when youĀ“re not around to force my will to live to jump from OyaĀ“s roof.
Murayama:No Sleepy Lion No Rude Boying down the roof!
Kiyoshi:WhatĀ“re you gonna do bout it old man? Shibaman:Lean over the railing and scream Tsukasa come back!
Rocky:I get that Cobra wants his genetics out there,looking like he does.But why Jesse?! Hyuga:How you know the kid wonĀ“t turn out ugly like Jesse tho?Made with love and not a quick nut?!Jesse probably takes two minutes in bed and IĀ“m being generous here.
Kizzy:RockyĀ“s right tho.Cobra?Sexy.Jesse?Not so much.Cobra?Beautiful!Jesse low key ugly.
Ice:itĀ“s crazy that Jesse didnĀ“t scare baby Tsukasa to death with his ugly mug
Yamato:Okay can we move on now.I got it.Jesse looks so ugly that he should hide his face till halloween so he gonna scare the kids better.
Jesse:Low blow bro! Sara:The only one thatĀ“s blowingĀ“s Cobra.
Noboru:most kids should be swallowed and not concived anyways.Not Tsukasa tho,heĀ“s an angel and weĀ“re thrilled to have him.
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Naomi:CobraĀ“s treat now that he goes to therapy!Text wouldnĀ“t fit on a cupcake. Cobra:Gonna take em anti sad bitch skittles like candy now.
Ice:Swollowing pills like candy will keep your grippy sock vaccation away!
Hyuga:Or cause him to loose the last marble and send him straight to the nut house! Chiharu:WeĀ“re gonna miss you Cobra-san.
Tetsu:DonĀ“t forget us in there with your new friends.
Dan:What friends his hand heĀ“s gonna start talking to? Cobra:Relax you drama queens.I ainĀ“t gonna go to the nut house before I killed all three of you too avoid going to jail:)
Yamato:Hey,at least Noboru studied law for like two minutes!He can recommand a lawyer!
Yasushi:You know what they say about crazy guys,theyĀ“re the best in bed!
Hyuga:Yeah wait and see Cobra in the padded cell making boats outta popsicle sticks
Rocky:Miss thing....Too much.Hyuga,too much.
Cobra:ItĀ“s crazy i donĀ“t snort glue around yall crazy bastards.
Yamato:YouĀ“re grumpy today.WhatĀ“s the matter? Sara:Easy.DidnĀ“t get laid in a while.
Yasushi:IĀ“m available.
Murayama:IĀ“m not gonna say IĀ“m judging.All I say is I understand.
Tsukasa:I am judging tho.Heavily.Fuck you Yasushi.
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Cobra:Had a beautiful trip to Oya today!Guess what I found!Murayama!Wanna explain what fun game yall where playing? Dan:of course first time Cobra posts anything itĀ“s to cause drama
Tetsu:Or a gang war!
Murayama:Cobra-chan nooooo
Murayama:also to my defence i never heard of part time stakes...
Todoroki:Cobra never said the name of the game.
Fujio:Woah!WhatĀ“s that?And why am I not on it? Nakaoka:Better question.Why do yall bid on the Yasu-kiyo jerks? Furuya:Cause theyĀ“re crazy enough to fight a crackhead and stab him with his own spoon
Yasushi:When Kiyoshi the bitch that he is got stabbed by a chick
Kiyoshi:Most beautiful day of my life.
Hyuga:That Yasushi kid is my kinda bitch.A bone to pick and not a fucking care in the world.?Oh yeah.Oya!That kids Daruma now.
Tsukasa:That was when all the factions fought er who will take over the full timers Fujio.
Shibaman:Also why does every photo taken look good as fuck.Even Yasushi.And that almost had me gagging.Exept Kiyoshi...
Yasushi:You can stop gagging when you donĀ“t deep throat TodorokiĀ“s dick! Tsuji:Kiyoshi kinda looks like heĀ“s yerking his chicken.
Fujio:Murachi!Long story short the others will kill you...
Todoroki:Guys weĀ“re not that ghetto.WeĀ“re not gonna kill anyone. Yasushi:Speak for yourself,sugar tits.The nightĀ“s still young and IĀ“m craving violence.
Cobra:Man you gotta be the wet dream of every psychiatrist who enjoys a challenge huh?
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Tsukasa:That treassure is hanging in YamatoĀ“s garage.Thought I share this beauty with the world.
Fujio:I love this!Noboru looks ready to tap out as soon as Yamato looses conciousness.
Yamato:I was only attacked by this feral squirrel you call a father when I was seated.Other wise that garden gnome wouldĀ“ve needed a ladder to even have eye contact with me.
Cobra:Seated because you weĀ“re eating.If you continue NaomiĀ“s gotta feed you with a pitchfork.
Yamato:At least I eat like a normal human being!Not only cupcakes and tequila.
Jesse:I saw him once eat fruitloops,with marshmallows,candy and beer cause we weĀ“re outta milk
Noboru:ThatĀ“s nasty man
Kiyoshi:Hey!Yasushi does that with energy drinks! Yasushi:I also use energy drinks instead of water for coffee.Your point. Todoroki:That explains everything
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Rocky:I love how Cobra and Jesse are in a relationship for years and have a kid together when this photo exists and is a year old
Jesse:Foreplay.
Cobra:Jesse!
Jesse:Oh yeah,my mistake.Foreplay would be a lot rougher.
Cobra:At least I didnĀ“t loose my shoe mid fight like fucking cinderella.
Jesse:All I hear is that IĀ“m a princess and I agree.
Ice:*wiping tears*remember in your early relationship?When you destroyed Jesses bed,couch and kitched table to the point of no repair?Good times.
Sara:They had a good time.I fucking wish I would be deaf.
Yamato:At least youĀ“re not living two houses down.I heard that once.
Dan:Why does Cobra get so much action anyways and then thereĀ“s me.
Tetsu:Overworked and underfucked.Got it.
Naomi:Oh calm down you big baby.
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Tetsu:Partying hard just like his fathers! Jesse:*le gasp* Zebra!Traitor.
Cobra:You dramatic little bitch.Stop crying.
Ice:Grown up so quickly.
Rocky:Oh yeah where where you when your son got wasted`? Cobra:Nowhere with no one doing nothing with nobody.
Noboru:It wasnĀ“t even in Club Heaven...
Yamato:ThatĀ“s it!Innocent!Lawyers decision! Naomi:HeĀ“s not a lawyer dumbass. Chiharu:Half a lawyer then!Congratulations heĀ“s half innocent! Tsukasa:Relax,fun police.I was only slightly tipsy. Fujio:You tried to go to Jamuo in the middle of the night with a highlighter,cause heĀ“s important.
Jamuo:At least youĀ“re not Yasushi.I sleep with a knife under my pillow and a emergency sedative in a syringe near by bed strong enough to knock out a horse! Yasushi:Wow.Lovely.Fuck you you little woodland creature.
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emerxshiu Ā· 5 months ago
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Grand fest idols (cw: a bit suggestive clothes i think)
decided to make a grand fest version of my splatoon idols
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if you follow me on twitter, you probably saw me bitching and yeah shits bad hand hurts, back hurts, head hurts, its hot in here, i cant stop coughing and its that type of cough that hurts
i dont wanna bring the mood down so im just gonna talk abt other things!
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Their name is Hada, fun fact: i never finished the drawing i made so i kinda had to pick some colors in the spot, well, i picked some from the old reference since that was a redesign (you might have seen the one i did of the other) they are based on a big fin squid....
this....
thing...
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cool! so yeah thats why they are so tall
here is the sketch i made for their normal design
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they actually wear goggles usually since they are very sensitive to light, but i didnt draw it there
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and here is Lucida! based on a glass octopus (though she used to be an inkling i changed it when i saw that i barely had any octoling ocs (never changed actually, like, always a glass cephalod, so nice that i found out that octopus also have a similar like, species so i didnt have to change her much))
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and here is her's! wich i did finish
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if you notice i kinda changed her body just because i wanted her to be chubby but i thought my job was bad so i decided to improve it a bit, her freckles also change colors :3
and here is an old design
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its not even the oldest, they look REALLY different from those
though, i havent really written down their personalities or anything so its kinda woobly, you can ask about them but just mentioning that so you know they probably will change
i will try to do a team future drawing tomorrow, but now im gonna rest my hand a bit and try to get back onto splatoon as soon as possible, hopefully (the next line is a bit of a leak, skip to the next parentesis if you dont want to read that) when the amiibo concerts are back, you can choose for them to perform at the grand festival stages, or if anything, (you safe now) i want to be able to keep going there after the festival ends, even if the idols arent performing. because i really want to take more photos of deep cut, btw deep cut are my favourites now, callie is still too but not as much as them. uh- yeah- sorry i tend to go off topic a lot, welp, my timing is terrible so i end up taking the pictures some seconds later and it gets fucked up, i might upload all the ones i took after the fest ends
well, i should get going, Jambuhbye!
(forgot to say this but they are over 20 dont worry)
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ballblender Ā· 2 years ago
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KnB General Hcs - Part 2
I love them so much the entire knb cast so skrunkly...
contents: sfw
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Kasamatsu is famously (canonically) TERRIBLE at talking to women, so I think that one time at a job interview, he was composing himself in the lobby, prepared to make the best impression of allt ime, but when he was called over by an attractive lady around the same age as him, he disintegrated.
(While we're talking about him, I think he'd be super SUPER respectful to the elderly, just because he feels a sense of responsibility for his elders)
Akashi, personally, I think wouldn't photograph well. (I know he was one or two pictures of him in the show and looks normal but HEAR ME OUT) I just think he gets in his head about how he should appear, and he ends up looking a little too stern, like his eyebrows are just always furrowed.
Kobori, Reo, Kiyoshi, and Kimura probably all take the big sibling/brother roles in their respective teams. (i don't imagine tōō or yōsen having anybody like that) Like, they'd go out of their way to buy everybody drinks after practice or a match, no matter their mood.
Miyaji, our resident Miyu-Miyu stan, once attended a concert, ran into his female classmates, and while i don't think he's the kind of guy to be incredibly 'i wanna die' embarrassed type, he definitely didn't want to admit that he was there for his own enjoyment. So when the girls eventually notice their literal 6'3 (anybody else surprised by his height btw?? he gives short energy LMAO) giant of a classmate, he psh'ed and just said "I'm waiting for somebody." No, he has not been able to avoid the girlfriend allegations since.
Kagami sleeps with so many pillows, and it's because of his muscle pains, but holy shit his bed is just a clump of fluff.
Izuki, for whatever reason, always has crap falling about of his locker. Whether it's his piles of joke books, the rare sheet of schoolwork, or an old coffee can, you can never EVER trust him to keep his locker clean for more than 4 days.
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Kasamatsu deserves the world I don't care what you think (i care ily <3)
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amuyyi Ā· 8 months ago
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ā™”About Me !!
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ā‹†ļ½”Ā°āœ© ā‹†āŗļ½”Ėšā‹†Ė™ā€§ā‚Šāœ©ā‚Šā€§Ė™ā‹†Ėšļ½”āŗā‹† āœ©Ā°ļ½”ā‹† .ćƒ»ć‚œć‚œćƒ»ć€€ć€€ćƒ»ć‚œć‚œćƒ»ļ¼Ž ļ½”ļ½„ļ¾Ÿļ¾Ÿļ½„怀怀 ļ½„ļ¾Ÿļ¾Ÿļ½„ļ½”
hihi! you can call me june (she/her) but just about any other name is fine by me. im a 20 year old asian american environmental science major who primarily writes for ggs ! i am a lesbian, so just about everything i write is gxg, if men are mentioned or if i ever write for them, its primarily platonic <3 im a bit of a tumblr newbie, having only one other active account dedicated to pokemon, but i simply joined because i want to share my writing with other wlw kpop stans !
i've been a kpop stan since around 2017, so i feel like i can write for a wide variety of ggs from niche to popular, though there are some things to keep in mind when looking through my works!
Ėšā‚ŠĀ· ĶŸĶŸĶžĶžāž³ā„
i dont write for minor idols, even though i'll rarely delve into smut/18+ territory, its just uncomfortable for me.
i usually write fluff and relatively slow burn above all else because i am a romantic at heart, but im an avid enjoyer of angst/hurt no comfort and smut, so maybe i'll delve into that territory one day, im just a bit inexperienced!
i also am currently in the mood for x readers, but i will do idol x idol when the time comes!
honestly, i just write what i like! i mention a lot of nature and outdoors because its literally my career, but also i just love setting up the environment/worldbuilding so ><
i am also still just a student with a lab job + freelance art job, so posting actual content might be slow, i usually take forever to write!
dont be afraid to shoot me a dm !! i would love to make friends <3
Ėšā‚ŠĀ· ĶŸĶŸĶžĶžāž³ā„
ult biases; hanni, yunjin, gowon, seulgi, shuhua, ningning
ult groups; loona, red velvet, newjeans, gfriend
idols/concerts ive seen; red velvet, loona, twice, dreamcatcher, eric nam, (g)-idle
other artists i listen to; laufey, beabadoobee, niki, sza, phoebe bridgers, wave to earth, etc.
thanks for reading! ill probably update this with more stuff later, i just like talking about myself lmaaoo
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cheste7 Ā· 1 year ago
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Day 4 (20/11/23)šŸŒŸ
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MY BABY STAR CANDY!! IM SO PROUD OF HIM (also, his duality in the G. C. F. šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ he wants me to go absolutely insane)
today it wasn't a good day, i can't believe i have these sudden mood swings so a day is all fun and games and the next one i literally cry myself to sleep. i don't know if it's just something PMS related because damn, it really hit hard this time. i woke up too early and my left knee (which was injured back in march) started to hurt so bad. then my rommates came back home and I got really nervous because we are four students in this house but it's always me who has to deal with bill issues, landlords and so on... i had to go to the bill office(?) alone (again) as if I don't have to study and other stuff to do. so i came home extremely tired and upset and I didn't go to my internship in pediatrics (optional not mandatory to be clear) i just wanted to sleep. the only things it seems i can control are my skincare routine and making the bed, clean my room, ... i just started studied two hours ago and im not satisfied obviously
BUT in this whole chaos MY SAVIOR JEON JUNGKOOKšŸ˜”šŸ‘Š i watched his concert during my lunch break and it was amazing, it made me shed tears and laugh and go feral im being honest here. he's extremely talented and he deserves the world i'm really happy he (and bangtan as well) entered into my life for nearly two years.šŸ’œ
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i studied four topics for the infectious diseases exam in december and with them i almost finished the nervous system part (i just have to revise meningitis which is the biggest part)šŸ¦ 
semi-off topic, in my studies i often encounter the acronym RM (the italian version of MRI) and I immediately think of nam.... i can't believe this is who i am nowšŸ˜­
Language things:
i didn't really studied today because of my mood but I practiced a bit with duolingo (for the strike) and the renshuu app for new JAPANESE vocab šŸ‡ÆšŸ‡µ. i've also found some cute videos about conversation practice by tanaka san, i think i'll start watch them frequently
for KOREANšŸ‡°šŸ‡·, jungkook's live performance doesn't count right? lol i've just wrote something in my tl journal and took notes of good and bad things happened today and I learned new vocab in this way
ģ˜¤ėŠ˜ģ˜ ė‚˜ģœ ģ¼ė“¤:
ė„ˆė¬“ ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ģ° ģ¼ģ–“ė‚¬ģ–“
ģ²­źµ¬ģ„œ (bills) ė¬øģ œź°€ ģžˆģ—ˆģ–“
ė‚“ ė£øė©”ģ“ķŠøź°€ ģ •ė§ ģ‹œė„ėŸ¬ģ› ģ–“
ģ•„ģ§ė„ ė¬“ė¦Žģ“ (knee) ģ•„ķŒŒģš”
ė§¤ģš° ģŠ¬ķ¼ģ„œ ė§Žģ“ ģšøģ—ˆģ–“
ģ˜¤ėŠ˜ģ˜ ģ¢‹ģ€ ģ¼ė“¤:
ģ •źµ­ģ˜ ģ‹ źø°ķ•œ (exciting) ģ½˜ģ„œķŠøė„¼ ė“¤ģ–“
ģ—¬ė™ģƒź³¼ ģ˜ģƒķ†µķ™”ė„¼ (videocall) ķ–ˆģ–“
ź±“ė¬¼ģ—ģ„œ ė§›ģžˆėŠ” ź°ģž ėƒ„ģƒˆė„¼ ė§”ģ•˜ģ–“ (it's weird i know but there was a smell of dishes based on potatoes in the building idk)
for CHINESEšŸ‡ØšŸ‡³, i just revised old lessons and I found an interesting app Taoli chinese i think it will help me every now and then
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morethananhour Ā· 11 months ago
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putting all my concert thoughts in a poast before i forget. here we go mucho texto warning. also setlist talk is gonna be out of order probably
the drive to the venue took longer than anticipated, traffic was so backed because dfw is just Like That. dont come here. and ft worth especially oh my GODDDD but we made it in time for the maine. i missed the first opener again its fine
ive only listened to the maine casually over the years and i like them but THEY WERE SUPER FUN LIVE????? the energy was so high for such a short set and they honestly sound better live than album recordings. i may have to stan
also Bassist Hot whats his number
theyre all kinda hot really. from my distance at least. sorry
robby energy
the sound at dickies arena in general is just soooo much fucking better than an outdoor stadium the guitars and drums were up to 11, ppl werent wrong abt the sound quality in this venue. sux its in ft worth though ONE MASSIVE DOWNSIDE kfmjsdkglafk
amazing sound at the cost of my hearing because. i forgot to buy ear plugs again it hurt just a lil bit. especially the pyro. at least its only been 2 times so far I WILL LEARN MY LESSON NEXT TIME LOL
i accidently sat in the wrong section but the my actual tickets i bought were closer so WE TAKE THOSE!!! not close enough to see skin pores but still very much enough
jimmy sounded great!! didnt know most of the songs despite doing a bit of listening but i got bleed american and the middle at the end which both ruled so. worth it
kinda wanted the maine back but ITS OKAY NO SHADE
patrick message on the projector. which is funny for anyone at home but FOR ME THERE I WAS LIKE [DREAD] [DREAD] [DREAD] FUCK DFW WEATHER
imagining patrick doing vocal warmups in the car by himself did lighten my mood just a tad. i had no proof but a feeling he did that
and then the pete images. only got a glimpse thru shitty venue connection but that made me laugh
and my battery was already low so the waiting and stalling was painful šŸ˜­
i was directly diagonal from the guy in the east wing lower bowl that started a monkey-see-monkey-do light show thru the whole stadium while waiting for fob and i just love the goodness of people at concerts its everything to me PEOPLE ARE GOOD
the woman next to him also danced like a beautiful drunk swan the entire show and idk if i wanted to be her or be her friend
also if u saw plain ol me clear glasses brunette hair tourdust shirt and bracelets HI YES WAS I
i didnt feel like going around to trade bracelets again as nervous anticipation set in but i DID pick out an american psycho bracelet from a person who came up to me so i completely unknowingly manifested there holy fuck. im cherishing it forever thank u to that person
WRECKING BALL. LMAO
also i sang along to Thats What You Get by Paramore playing in overspeakers because thats my fucking band but I HEARD MORE PPL IN THE CROWD SING ALONG TO OLD PANIC WHICH PERSONALLY OFFENDED ME JUST SAYIN
wdstf singalong was everything. again the energy at concerts <3333 my people
LIKE 30-40 MIN LATER FOB IS ON FINALLY. i did not cry this time to lftos i was just glad they were there the worry Dissolved
joe and andy were so visible from my seats i stared at them both nearly the entire show. patrick brain out the window they are SO MUCH MORE ATTRACTIVE IN PERSON IM TELLIN YALL 4K HIGH DEFINITION THRU MY EYEBALLS GOT MY BRAIN IN A. TORNADO!
photos and videos were not fantastic my phone is nawt the latest model so nothing worth posting here sadly. but for myself? everythang
IM KICKING MYSELF because i so clearly had andy in view for HIS DRUMSTICK THING DURING SUGAR but MY FINGER DIDNT PRESS RECORD BUTTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKETH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please. please if ur close to andy, video that for me i need it for no reason other than its my favorite lil thing that nobody at tourdust shows. thank u so mch
NO CHICAGO FOR ME THIS TIME getting doa twice is kinda crazy ngl
patrick apology (no tears) for grand theft autumn was funny
andy and pete had cute smiley interactions around disloyal order during the set. or before that idk. i know a bubble hit andy's drum kit (or he swatted it away himself?) and they were smiling at that šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ theyre litrly besties do u understand.........
of course p squared still did their signature scissoring techniques thank u for that old men
NO HEAVEN IOWA. THEY SKIPPED HEAVEN IOWAA FOR DOLDRUMS. i still went hard of course but CONSIDERING HOW GR8 THE SOUND WAS I WAS ONLY SLIGHTLY BUMMED
you dont even wanna know how estatic i was for hum hallelujah. i had to get myself proof of it for it to be real. tahnk u. ill never recover ever. peace and love in my brain
i dont rememebr certain songs where joe had this very specific swagger but he so very much did i saw him. with my own eyes. (in the voice of the luke skywalker tweet) dont worry joe i'll appreciate ur cuntiness
headfirst slide. in this venue.
oh my god bro
both p squared riffs <3 especially the one near the end where pete saw someone watching shit on their phone nd said it was basketball JEYDEUGHEKDLK patrick chiming in w something about dont make fun of his step-dad. gold.
saying smfs reminded him of texas #TEXANPRIDE #COWBOYS
PATRICK DURING RIFF SAYNG HIS GLASSES ARENT CURRENT PRESCRIPTION. THE REVEAL THAT HE STILL CANT SEE. WE LOST
medley was like. a relief to me because i expected it it was like a cool towel in the midst for what was about to come. cant blame the guy for getting literally zero practice beforehand fmdsjfdslg
the 8 ball.
i cried BIG PHAT BABY TEARS
i love them more than words can say. i didnt know i needed it but i did
im still emotional thinking abt it
saturday aftercare cured all (even though i was WOOPED from going so hard EVERY SONG. couldnt scream anymore my voice is still shot. i refuse to NOT go as hard as i do)
i think that is all the notable stuff i remember i wish i couldve written down stuff on the ride home BUT i will add more if i think of it. overall its hard to say which show i liked better they both meant the absolute world to me!!! FALL OUT BOY FOREVER
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and what happens if dazai joins a concert with chuuya?
(don't mind me im late to the posting party :") )
Ohh there's a version of that post where I answer this, + @pmreaper added some art!! Here's the link to that version. I'll offer a recap too, though =) You can also find my related posts under the šŸŽ« tag on my blog (i'll tag this post with it for easier finding.)
Essentially, Dazai, curious as to why Chuuya is always in such a good mood after concerts, acquires concert tickets and demands Chuuya take him to a concert so he can see what its all about. It.... doesn't go as well for 17-year-old-Dazai as he'd probably like. Mosh pits are NOT his thing. Nor is crowdsurfing. All of the above happens to him. Chuuya laughs his ass off. Dazai will never admit he kind of had a good time. Its horrible (grand) for everyone involved.
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miss-conjayniality Ā· 1 year ago
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SEVERE beyoncĆ© post-concert depressionā€¦ā€¦ā€¦and hyperfixationā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦
itā€™s been a while since iā€™ve seen beyonce (not stating which city for confidential purposesā€¦but it WAS sometime within the last month). and BOYYY OH BOYYY i cant stress HOW MUCH I MISS HER šŸ˜¢šŸ˜¢šŸ˜¢ THIS HURTS SOOO BAD! the hyperfixation is still ongoing. adhd go BRRR OHHH MY GOD!!! IF I COULD, Iā€™D TOTALLY FLY TO TEXAS/NOLA/KANSAS RIGHT NOW AND GO TO ANOTHER ONE OF HER CONCERTS!!!!! šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©
im honestly just SO grateful i finally got to see her live. you have no idea. I have DREAMT of this moment since my childhood. I love her music with all my heart. I grew up on her music. it raised me daahhllinnggg!!! I have always admired her larger than life persona and her relentless work ethic. her confidence and aura is inspirational to me. the kinda energy any girl aspires to embody - a girly, fun, fierce, sexy diva. šŸ’—
the last time she did a US tour was 2018. I wanted to go to the OTRII tour but couldnā€™t cuz of a family trip šŸ˜­ uhuhu! oh well. i am fucking GLAD I got to see her during freaking RENAISSANCE of all her tours. sheā€™s been an lgbt ally and icon since the very beginning!!! PERIODTTT!!! but this era really solidified that. no matter what genre she does, she does it in a way that showcases the black perspective of that genre. it makes me so happy seeing her use her artistic abilities to try out house/garage/disco (a historically lgbt-dominated genre and subculture) AND showcase black peopleā€™s contribution to that subculture. I actually teared up a little when during one of the vcr bits that walked through the history of house music and paid tribute to frankie knuckles. and not to mentionā€¦..THE QUEENS REMIX OF BREAK MY SOUL!!! I ASCENDED HEARING THIS LIVE OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!! šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤
as a bisexual woman, it felt SO cathartic experiencing such an album in real time and with all my senses. this album felt like a love letter for us. the concert felt like such a fun space to be one of The Gaysā„¢ļø. it made me proud to be a member of the lgbt community.
also, when she first appeared, I started SOBBINGGGGGG SAURRR HARD!!!!! she sang all her sappy ballads like flaws and all (loved when she turned the mic to us for us to sing ā€œim a bitch in the afternoonā€¦moodā€¦.), i care, rather die young, and 1+1 and cried the whole time because I was overwhelmed by her beauty. I couldnā€™t believe she was Right Thereā€¦..
AND THE BLUE IVY CAMEO OMGGG!!! SHES THE CUTEST PATOOTEST KIDDO ON EARTH šŸ„ŗ I WANTED TO RUN UP THAT STAGE AND GIVE HER A HUG COZ SHES SOOO FREAKING ADORABLE! THE MOM AND DAUGHTER PERFORMANCE MADE MY HEART SOOOO SOFTšŸ„ŗšŸ˜¢
she also sang a medley of her old hits and i LOST MY MARBLES OMGGG!!! AND WHEN SHE SANG SPEECHLESS OF ALL SONGS LIKE WTF!!??? THATā€™S A DEEEEEP CUT FROM HER DISCOGRAPHY!!!! AND ONE OF MY FAVORITES!!!! JUST THINKING ABOUT IT IS MAKING ME BRAINROT!!!! and donā€™t even get me started with diva, get me bodied, 7/11, partition, crazy in love, love on top (which she made us RECITE the mfing lyrics toā€¦.), formation, cuff it, move, and america is a problem. I sounded like a mfing SCREAMO singer when singing out some of those lyrics hunnyā€¦.one person even gave me a funny look. GURL! Iā€™m here to go apeshit (no pun intended) not be a statue.
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disco-cola Ā· 2 years ago
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i was about to watch the last two eps of daisy jones and decided to really get back into the mood for the finale even tho ive read the book and am sure theyre not gonna change the entire outcome but i want to prolong finishing the show i guess but anyway i decided to start over and just binge it from the start with a bit of skipping and remember like a week or two ago when i made a post saying i dont get the criticism about the actors looking "too old" bc the fact that this is not a group of teens is more relatable and in the book they indeed were in their mid/late 20s-early 30s (it was written daisy was born in 1951 and billy apparently 1947 bc he said his dad left the family in '54 when he was 7 years old) and so graham must have been around daisys age or just a year or two older and im sure warren and eddie were the same age as him but the majority of the original plot took place in the mid-late 70s with the big concert where they broke up being in 1979 in the book which would've made daisy 27/28 at that point and billy 31/32 and the rest of the band in between but i just noticed in my rewatch of the first episode they actually DID MAKE THEM SEVERAL YEARS YOUNGER for the show even though the actors playing them are mostly even older than their initial book ages in real life? like in the show daisy is just 15 in 1968 and billy must be around 17 or 18 i think it seems (and honestly now kinda understand bc by 1970 the main actors took over and they do kinda look too grown up to play 17-20 year olds i mean of course they do some of them were like ten+ years older than that in real life thats natural) but they also set the breakup concert two years earlier in 1977 instead of 1979 which would make daisy only like 24 at that point instead of like 28 as in the book like why is hollywood so obsessed with de-aging characters?? the whole fact that for once it was a whole group of characters around my age or a little older hitting it big was kind of comforting bc i am sick of being fed the whole concept of having to be real young to be successful??
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bungaftmh Ā· 1 month ago
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Annual Routine #15
Bismillah
Oh well, im writing this in a good mood bcs I found my old cheerful self in old post(s) in blogspot haha. Padahal bahas 2024 rasanya gloomy dan penuh hah heh hoh nongas nangis tidak berhenti :")
Tahun ini gak nulis di tanggal 1 lagi karena kemarin capek sekali, malem tahun baru jaga sore, bangun pagi subuh2 nonton konser urup, pulang tidur bentar, sorenya jaga lagi sampe malem gajelas banget igd nya.
2024 was so damn tough! A year full of wisdom got from every painful moments. Yes, painful. Hurt so much 'til it doesn't hurt anymore but my body said otherwise.
According to my own post in January 1st, 2024, it's a big success! haha alhamdulillaah deh ternyata yah
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my 2024 wishes
2024 bener-bener serius. Serius "benerin" hal-hal yang harus dibenerin. Serius looking back for acknowledging what happened with me in the current state. Tentu saja tidak sendiri, Mba sisi berperan super besar dalam hal ini. Setelah banyak sesi, ternyata emang cukup signifikan perubahannya, dibanding sebelumnya. Tapi emang ku rasa belum "selesai". Masih on going.
2024 tempat kerja baru: di IGD. Ku suka! Tapi capek otw nya, tp ku suka hehe. di tengah2 2024 yang dar der dor, igd jadi "safe place" ku ternyata, sadar tidak sadar.
I spent most of 2024 times with my thoughts kayanya hehe. Sampe lupa apa aja hal-hal seru bangetnya. Thanks to all my support systems, my husband and my close friends especially (like always sih hehe). Ga gila di 2024 aja udah alhamdulillah. Hampir sih.
Surprisingly, I checked almost all the wishes I wrote before: I feel myself more by aware of my feelings, cukup serius menabung tahun ini dengan tracker sederhana di note hp meskipun belum maksimal but okay la, the hubungan sehat? wuihh ini mah kayanya bener2 "dibenerin" sih sama Allah di 2024, ada gila-gilanya tapi we're walking forwardddddd, stronger than ever. Alhamdulillaah. Yang masih kureng yah my life style still a meh, not that serious in this part, but let me work more on this thing in 2025.
Looking back, 2024 actually filled with many exciting moments and first experiences too :") tapi emang saking besar dan banyaknya miserable things happened, they ate up my feelings whole year šŸ„²
First poster presentation at national conference, first kipop concert attendance, first hospitalized and went under general anesthesia, first real working experience at govt hospital, first time get a best speaker title on an online local conference šŸ„² unch alhamdulillaah šŸ˜­
not bad, 2024, not bad, but haarrrdddd af (astaghfirullah friends, izzati said)
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Ohya, cool things about 2024 adalah ku track down my "resolution" every quarter. Cukup works on me karena jadi kayak ngingetin lagi apa-apa yang diharapkan dan dipengenin. Kayak waktu Q1 Q2 aku belum bisa se nabung itu dari gaji bulanan, tp karena bikin track down every quarter, Q3-Q4 jadi lumayan banget. Ngingetin diri sendiri is a life skill kayanya deh #bangga. wkwk
The 2025 wishes:
The theme is to be more present dan MAKSA. Maksa in a good way. Those hard times in 2024 often makes me permissive to myself, yang sebenernya buat jangka panjang juga ga bagus. Jadi yah, bismillah semoga bisa lebih present by not dumb scrolling to often dan lebih maksa untuk hal-hal yang sering aku abaikan. Gonna write down the spesific ones on my notes ;)
Kemarin aku nonton Kunto Aji di konser urup 2026, nangis 2x. idk, kayak, berat bangett hidup guwehhhh. Sampe-sampe kayak emang harus ditumpahin deh. Pulang jaga sore jam 10 malem masih nangis di motor, mana ujan lagi, sinetron banget. Tapi ya emang gitu perasannya, gimana lagi T-T
Anyway, semoga 2025 jadi tahun yang menyenangkan ya! Semoga ga covad covid lagi hhhhh capek bgt. To more travels in 2025 and to more meaningful life in 2025! Love you, all. Sehat-sehat ya ;)
Salam hangat,
bungs!
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anyway! Im kinda proud of myself i can keep this annual post that i started back then in high school!!
Annual routine sebelumnya:
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omanu Ā· 2 months ago
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hey it's me! im pretending you (this is a specific you, if youre not this You, you will know, but if you are this You, you will know) are trying to know about me without engaging in a conversation, though i doubt im crossing your mind these days... i feel really lonely right now and i dont know if you know that you were the only one interested in me and now that you arent anymore i realized I can't have this with anybody else even if i want to find someone to be special to me but we cant choose these things...
so, update... yeah i have been doing fine in college, i think i got sick by stress twice because of if, i got a cold and an infected ear twice in less than three months... im sure it was somatic.
uhm ive reconnected with an old friend. it's been nice but still confusing to me, i am trying to let myself be hypothetically loved i almost went for it, but i just cant right now, or ever, if I'm being honest.. the only person who i was close with was you and our another friend, and it wasnt even romantic,, isnt that funny? fjskfo you get me, or.. used to get me, like no one else, and i miss that. i miss being heard and cared for, you made me feel special and now that you dont talk to me, everything feels so dull. so dull. nobody wants to hear me rambling and its been so lonely ive been thinking,, did you want to hear me rambling back then? was i too forceful? i felt loved but maybe i didnt understand that it was a burden for you? maybe i didnt realize it was bad for you... maybe? i think i could have been better.
you know what? im thinking about the last time you sent me a voice message. It was beautiful but at the end of it i realized you were saying goodbye, gently. i guess you were and I didn't realize until days later, i thought it was another confirmation of our bond but i was a goodbye wasnt it? i didn't realize... thats why i kept coming back trying to get you to exchange updates... i really didn't realize. I feel stupid.
anyways,, updates, updates... im obsessed with elvis now. do you think he is cool? do you hate him? or do you understand how I feel and likes that im having fun? im at a moment i cant really talk about him with my family because it's feeling too personal right now.. if you were here i maybe you'd wanna listen to me, but i dont know anymore...
hoseok is a free man again. i dont care much about bts anymore can you believe it? but i care a lot about hoseok still.
maybe i will make a trip to a concert in February. i went on one last year and i saw alter bridge too, so that makes it two trips ... did i get the chance to talk to you about them? i dont remember.. i think i did but i think you werent in the mood, but honestly i might b making this shit up, i think you had said goodby before that. maybe... my bad!
i want to know about you. i see your stories on instagram, youre baking a lot. have you moved out already? i love seeing your bread dkdkdk and you are still so funny, i miss your silliness. i know youre active online with your friends i wish i could be there too.. why is it easier with them? i thought i was doing really well.
i dont think i had the courage back then, to admit it to myself or to tell you but i feel really hurt by you, didnt know how bad i was hurt.. i cant believe we are apart like this i didn't know we could even be... and here i am, apart from you, hurting all the same. i didnt accept it yet.
i wonder if you are feeling anything by now, if youre feeling an odd poke at ur brain, if you're feeling me, if you can feel a slight perturbation, or if any object fell off, or if you remembered something i said, or if youre gonna feel it in your sleep... you know, with all the universe energy that connects us. i think. i think when i think of you you maybe thought of me, or the other way around? but at the same time i doubt i crossed your mind. have i? i hope so, i miss you a lot. You dont wanna come back?
ok. updates ... i dont think i have much else, maybe thats why keeping contact with me might feel stagnating or depressing or just wrong. can i change? is that my problem? i think im trying my best by myself? am i by myself? i dont know i feel like its been years im not heard . it's been years you dont talk to me. i think it has been years
anyways, updates... i miss you a lot, i think im heartbroken. and it's hurting too much today, i feel lonely and pathetic. im crying right now, you know? when did you cry last? what made you cry? is everything alright with your dogs? how about your cats? do you still walk around your neighborhood? do you need anything? how's your mother? did you think of me? i dont know if i think about you every day, but lately i kind of have.
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nylabear95 Ā· 3 months ago
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Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?Ā Spotify is your room messy or clean?Ā clean what color are your eyes?Ā green/blue/grey do you like your name? why?Ā nic is cute what is your relationship status?Ā free describe your personality in 3 words or lessĀ eat chip lie what color hair do you have?Ā dark red what kind of car do you drive? color?Ā n/a where do you shop?Ā places how would you describe your style?Ā šŸŖ­šŸŽžļøšŸ“·šŸŒ¹šŸŒø idk favorite social media accountĀ twitter what size bed do you have?Ā queen any siblings?Ā younger brother if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?Ā idk. somewhere halfway between the city and the coast favorite snapchat filter?Ā i don't use sc favorite makeup brand(s)Ā idk but i like to buy from mecca how many times a week do you shower?Ā 5-6 favorite tv show?Ā supernatural shoe size?Ā 8 and a half
how tall are you?Ā 163cm/5ā€²4 sandals or sneakers?Ā sneakers do you go to the gym?Ā no describe your dream dateĀ somewhere i can take lots of photos, with a nice breeze and sunset how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?Ā like $15 what color socks are you wearing?Ā pink how many pillows do you sleep with?Ā 4 do you have a job? what do you do?Ā not atm lmao. IT! how many friends do you have?Ā i'd say i have 3 bestfriends and a couple of other closer friends i talk to frequently whats the worst thing you have ever done?Ā i cut a close friend out of my life because i was too scared to have a potentially hard/awkward conversation with them. happened several years ago and we reconnected not long afterwards and made amends, and are still bestfriends to this day. we still talk every single day.<3 whats your favorite candle scent?Ā jasmine/sandalwood 3 favorite boy namesĀ felix oscar dmitri 3 favorite girl namesĀ bella cassie sky favorite actor?Ā matt damon, jake gyllenhaal, ewan mcgregor, tony leung, timothee chalamet favorite actress?Ā anya taylor-joy, kirsten dunst, mia goth, lucy liu who is your celebrity crush?Ā jensen ackles favorite movie?Ā in the mood for love, revenge of the sith, whiplash, marie antionette do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?Ā no money or brains?Ā brains do you have a nickname? what is it?Ā nic, nicky, nickynic, dummy how many times have you been to the hospital?Ā to visit - 100's of times. myself - a few. top 10 favorite songsĀ simple minds donā€™t you forget about me do you take any medications daily?Ā no what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)Ā im dehydrated so oily. what is your biggest fear?Ā deep water how many kids do you want?Ā 0 whats your go to hair style?Ā just down and curled a lil bit what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)Ā small who is your role model?Ā lucy liu, lol what was the last compliment you received?Ā my hair looks pretty what was the last text you sent?Ā 'how much was da pizza?' how old were you when you found out santa wasnā€™t real?Ā no idea what is your dream car?Ā 1987 bmw m3 e30 opinion on smoking?Ā no thank you do you go to college?Ā no what is your dream job?Ā i donā€™t dream about work would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?Ā suburbs do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?Ā nope do you have freckles?Ā yes do you smile for pictures?Ā sometimes how many pictures do you have on your phone?Ā 10,215 have you ever peed in the woods?Ā no do you still watch cartoons?Ā no do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendyā€™s or McDonalds?Ā never tried wendyā€™s so maccas Favorite dipping sauce?Ā sweet & sour what do you wear to bed?Ā singlet and pants/underwear have you ever won a spelling bee?Ā in class, yes what are your hobbies?Ā video games, watching movies, photography and other related creative stuff w/ photos like moodboarding, photo editing, i like video editing can you draw?Ā used to do you play an instrument?Ā no what was the last concert you saw?Ā never been to one tea or coffee?Ā iced coffee Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?Ā starbucks i guess do you want to get married?Ā i have no idea. what is your crushā€™s first and last initial?Ā i am not disclosing this information even to myself are you going to change your last name when you get married?Ā i donā€™t want to what color looks best on you?Ā black, red and blue do you miss anyone right now?Ā dean winchester. the undisclosed person from 3 questions ago.
do you sleep with your door open or closed?Ā closed do you believe in ghosts?Ā donā€™t like to think about it what is your biggest pet peeve?Ā people talking to me while i have headphones on. people asking me if something's wrong. last person you calledĀ my brother! favorite ice cream flavor?Ā peppermint choc chip regular oreos or golden oreos?Ā regular chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?Ā rainbow what shirt are you wearing?Ā this cute red velvet cami for halloween what is your phone background?Ā pink orchids are you outgoing or shy?Ā more on the shy side do you like it when people play with your hair?Ā no do you like your neighbors?Ā no do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?Ā yes every morning have you ever been high?Ā yes have you ever been drunk?Ā yes last thing you ate?Ā crackers with cheese and vegemite + red bull favorite lyrics right nowĀ idk but i have a line from don't cha by pussycat dolls stuck in my head because of a dean/crowley video summer or winter?Ā autumn:) day or night?Ā night dark, milk, or white chocolate?Ā all three :) favorite month?Ā january what is your zodiac signĀ capricorn who was the last person you cried in front of?Ā probably tim lol
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