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hannibal fumbled will so badly because of miscommunication. its miscommunication. will forgave hannibal for everything he did but we could have gotten past all that if hannibal just literally abandoned the metaphors and said 'i got the hots for you lets build a family together, will <3' its not that hard hannibal. but no, gay people always have to be extra about love confessions
#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal nbc#murder husbands#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#im homophob!c because of them!
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â Im having sex with a ghost, âcause she knows im alone â
Sex with a ghost _ by Teddy Hyde
Black swan x Afab!reader
Content: Succubus swan x reader , fingering , literally swan eating you out
Warnings: Nsfw , Mentions of willingness to seek pleasure from unconventional sources , Minors read at your own risk , Men and Homophobes STRICTLY dni
A/n: sorry for bad English in advance :< i had fun writing this because i had this idea for a long time, also its really short so sorry about that :(
It wasnât a surprise your loneliness would get to you one day . . . Having only a few friends. . . Not even talking to them daily . . .
Desperation for companionship and craving intimacy keeps getting the best of you . . The line between fantasy and reality was blurry .
Hallucinations in your mind , no one would believe you if you told them .
A ghost . . Thats what you believe you saw . No one else but you can see her . You donât know if its your imagination , or if she chose you
All you know is that you miss her . . Oh so dearly . .
hickeys from your bed bugs , engage intimacy with foul-smelling perfume , creating friction with a sad vacuum , anything . Just anything at all to remind you of her - to bring her back to you . . .
You would do anything . . . The thoughts of harming someone out of frustration has crossed your mind a few times , but she would always comfort you with a smile . . .
âOh darling , why so irritated ? I come back do i not ?â
She would always say to you . . . But it isnât enough . . . You needed her to stay . . . You needed her to be with you , everyday . . .
âDear , Why so tense ~ ? Loosen up a bit ~ i canât pleasure you properly if you wonât let me ~â
Black swan's tongue was long gone inside of you, disappearing into your folds, then entering again. it overwhelmed you.
Her tongue pulling away to flick on your clit before immediately digging back inside your wet and needy cunt
âS - Swan . . .â
You cried
âThatâs my name sweetie ~ whatâs wrong ~ ?â
She answered , vibrations caused by her words sending chills through your core
âN - Need you . . . H-hahh . . .â
You begged , letting out a shaky moan . the need of something more than just her tongue . The countless days of being apart from her would always cross your mind .
âNeed me to what dear ~ ? Use your words ~ â
The memo keeper coo , her tongue flicking against your clit , you were sure you could hear a purr from her . . .
âN - Need Y - nghh⌠T - To C - Cum . .â
You begged , desperate for release , for more friction . . .
âDesperate darling , are you ~ ?â
You yelped as soon as you felt two fingers enter your hole , her digits hitting your core for every pumps she does
quickening her peace , she kept thrusting into your hole and acting as if her fingers was a small dick , ready to pleasure you entirely .
â¨âS - swan p - please h - hahhâŚâ
you cried out, feeling overwhelmed again by her fingers , hearing your noises makes Swan even more desperate to make you finish . She could just imagine the sounds you would make as you release your fluids on her fingers .
âPlease . . . ahh , d - donât stop . . â
You mewled, words coming out almost as a plea. Your body was becoming more tense, the heat inside you building up to a desperate peak.
You clenched your fists and toes , feeling the warmth of ecstasy wash over you as you finally let all your pent up frustration on her digits . . .
Your eyes closing in satisfaction , you could feel swanâs touch against your soft cheek .
You felt like you were in heaven , yet you knew the feeling wouldnât last forever . Black swan would just leave like always , coming back when wanted so . . .
You woke up in the middle of your bed , hair a mess with clothes scattered on the floor yet non of those belong to Swan . . .
She left earlier than expected .
#ŕźťđđ~SunAkiâs Work~đđŕźş#Black swan hsr#black swan x you#black swan x reader#black swan smut#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr x reader#hsr x you#hsr black swan#smut#hsr smut#black swan#hsr x you smut
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AITA for trying to save my friend and keep the rest of my asshole friends safe from their bad decisions?
I (M26) just went through this real shitty breakup. So basically, my ex C (M lmao man fuck if i know his age idek if knows it. or has one i guess) has this god-fucking-awful habit of deciding to solve every problem by dying about it and/or fucking off without so much as a word to the people unfortunate enough to give a shit about him, except maybe his sister (unhelpful for the rest of us because she also inherited the "fucking off without a word" gene. man fuck this whole family for making me care about them. whatever). Also, killing himself inside peoples brains thats like a whole hobby for him. like okay either ghost us OR kill yourself in front of us altering the trajectory of our lives forever PICK ONE like a NORMAL person.
Okay wait im not explaining this well. So years ago C and W (M37 now) were partners but C was, uh, in a really bad place mentally (S is telling me this is more diplomatic to say than "crazy af") and that situationship ended as badly as a situationship can end. I mean W's told me he pretty much had his sense of identity as someone separate from C totally destroyed by that for a while, which like, in hindsight its kinda an accidental dick move that our team made him take C's legal identity, but in our defense a) the fuck were we supposed to know?, b) tbf he really did need it not to go back to prison, c) it's not like C was using his identity, on account of the fucking off and effectively-dying-as-a-solution habits, and d) i mean. i gotta admit it's also pretty funny in a really fucked way.
aw shit derailed on a tangent again
recently its just like, we just get so focused on one thing its hard to remember anything else, you know?
S is so good at getting us back on track though. thank god because you would not believe the number of irons weve got in the fire to keep track of, its ridiculous. (i love making my partner be the planner in the relationship lol. highly recommend being a passenger princess in the body sometimes. fuck massages, i'm telling you THIS is what you need after a long day getting shit DONE and taking care of everyone else's messes)
So I met C 6 years ago, right out of basic, when we were privates stationed at the same base. middle of nowhere. shit, this is gonna be hard to explain, just realized i should use different names for C to keep them straight. I knew "A" and W knew "E", i didnt meet E until years later. theyre alters and also the same guy but also not the same guy. dont worry about it if you dont get it bc ive dated both of them and i dont think i do. my life is stupid.
Bunch of bullshit happened, A ghosted (lol. you'd be high-fiving me if you knew him) and then found a problem to solve by dying. you get it by now.
Then i meet E, E encounters a problem and tries to die about it round one (i guess round two, after exploding in W <- LOL. you should be high-fiving me right now), E's sister drags him back to the land of the living, E ghosts, W and i start dating, W tries to martyr himself and disappears because i guess E rubbed off on him (dude i am on a fucking roll. you should be high-fiving me out of pity for my glamorously miserable soap-opera life if nothing else. homophobic not to), our team gets W back, E strolls back like he has no idea why im mad at him, we fight about it, makeup-makeouts about it, and E tries to die about it round two: in my brain boogaloo.
So thats how S and i meet. oops, guess i never introduced S? Feels weird to have to introduce ourself twice, people dont really meet us separately anymore LOL. S (M, ageless) is also C's alter, my partner in life and badassery and brain and body. and obviously freaky sex stuff, that goes without saying but i'm saying it anyway to brag. the swish swish to my stabbing people who really deserve it. Not really interested in your opinion on our relationship, it's not what i'm asking about. we're aware its not conventional, because we're not fucking braindead. Im so sick of all the "oooohhhhh this isn't healthy", "he's a male manipulator and youre codependent i know bc i learned psychology from tiktoks by girls with green hair", "why are you wearing your ex-boyfriend's armor colors while wearing his dead ex-boyfriend's armor while dating and sharing a brain with your dead mutual ex's alter", "have you considered going to therapy instead of a quest against death itself" blah blah blah. If youre so bored you need to judge our life then just get your own đđđ
we've been really on that sigma grindset the last few weeks. S has got our sleep optimized down to a tight triphasic 3.46 hours and we're minmaxing the fuck out of the rest of every day. Biohacked to shit over here. too much to do, so we have to make there be enough of our time to do it. who else is gonna? my teammates? the REDS? we're half batman half babysitter to a gaggle of idiots who can barely be trusted to wipe their own asses, let alone fight their own battles and make decisions like "wah wah wah A is dead let's just give up and cry about it or whatever".
Don't even get me started on W. Oh youre all about character-building wake up and grind self-improvement and taking leadership until we're making decisions you dont like, i guess. WHATEVER. this is why we dont listen to you.
its hard, okay. like, you cant understand the sheer fucking stress were under trying to keep all our plans going smoothly while keeping these guys safe while they're basically actively trying to unravel every carefully-laid thread and also strangle themselves in them. im probably going prematurely grey and also losing some time. its hard to remember when we need to hold back and use the kiddy gloves. i really didnt want to come to holding - uh, we'll call him MC (M25) - by the throat, passed-out. he's like a brother to me, been through thick and fucking thin together, so yeah, i feel really bad about that, my bad, we were the asshole there, but like, maybe stop throwing yourself in the way? like run out into the road you're gonna get hit by a truck no matter how hard they slam the brakes. mfw the conses quence. but im NOT asking about that. everyone's been on our dick about "please god stop doing all of this" and abandoning A and trying to break us up way before that, and THAT'S what im asking about
Anyways tl;dr are we the asshole for getting shit done when it takes methods that all our monday morning quarterback friends dont like
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OP has offered the following explanation for why they think they might be the asshole:
it really was a dick move to dangle my teammate's limp body in a chokehold even though it was basically an accident and also not even directly relevant to the question
OP has offered the following explanation for why they think they might not be the asshole:
okay but we're right
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âConfidential experimentsâ written interviews, results, egg statuses, and finally thoughts and theories Â
First, the interviews.
Q: QuestionsÂ
N: Cucuruchoâs notesÂ
R: egg responses
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: Philza and Missa.Â
N: Correct.Â
Q: which parent do you spend the most time with?
R: PhilzaÂ
N: correctÂ
Q: what have you learned from your parents? (Asked x2)Â
R: to trust yourself and the closest people aroundÂ
N: trustÂ
Q: do you feel weak? x2
R: not much different. Iâm okay. I donât feel weakÂ
N: said not muchÂ
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: Badboyhalo and bagheraÂ
N: correctÂ
Q: how are you currently feeling?Â
R: like killing certain bear in front me but also than that nothingÂ
N: threatening behaviourÂ
Q: have the cookies made you happyÂ
R: cookies is cookies so I guess yesÂ
N: yes.Â
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: Foolish y vegettaÂ
N: correctÂ
Q: do you hate anybody?Â
R: hay que ser sinceros? (Do we have to be honest?) la sunny (the sunny)Â
N: sunny
Q: do you feel weak?Â
R: debil??? no, yo soy fuerte y mamadisima (weak??? no, I am strong and very [slang for] ripped/strong)Â
N: noÂ
Q: Who are your parents?Â
R: mamae Bagi Mami mouse mama Niki and eomma tina
N: correctÂ
Q: have the cookies made you happy?Â
R: I trusted you it would be safe and that trust killed me. Change the baker of the cookies.Â
N: noÂ
(Em says âalso passa tudo bubble blower)Â
Q: what do you know about the federation?Â
R: you could give me my life back, but Iâm not perfect enough am I
(Cucurucho says âgoodâ)Â
N: odd behaviour. Needs observation?Â
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: PA TUBBO POP SLIME MA LENAY :DÂ
N: correctÂ
Q: what have you learned from your parents?Â
R: THAT IM THE CUTEST :DÂ
N: useless.Â
Q: what do you know about the federation?Â
R: MY STEP PA WORKS HERE :D ILL TAKE OVER SOON >:DÂ
N: threatening behaviour
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: apa Quackity apa Marianna y apa roier :-DÂ
N: correctÂ
Q: what do you value the most?Â
R: que mis apas sean felices asi muy muy felices :] (May my parents be happy, very very happy.)Â
N: very parent-orientedÂ
Q: who do you get along with best on this island?Â
R: con mi bestie Leo, mi awelo foolish y soulmate empi! :D (with my bestie Leo, my awelo foolish and soulmate empi!)Â
N: trusting behaviourÂ
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: Fit and Pac. U should know.Â
N: correct? (Pac?)Â
Q: do you hate somebody?Â
R: maybe. But thatâs personal right?Â
C: maybe.Â
N: hidesÂ
Q: what do you know about the federation?Â
R: only what the federation wants me to know. Thatâs what u do right?Â
(Cucurucho says: âyesâ)Â
N: needs observation.Â
(Ramon says: âcan I ask you to make the island less homophobic? Would be greatâ)Â
(Cucurucho says: âgoodâ)Â
(Tallulah is defended by Ramon and chayanne, who are pushed back by workers. Cucurucho says ânoâ and watches Dapper steal paint. Adds note that says âstealsâ on dappers profile.)Â
Q: who are your parents?Â
R: papa Phil, papi Wilbur, pa missaÂ
N: correctÂ
Q: do you hate somebody?
R: no mames Cucurucho. Maybe.Â
N: maybeÂ
Q: what do you value the most?Â
R: I value quality time, something papa Phil and chay gives me :DÂ
N: family-oriented behaviourÂ
(Cucurucho says âgoodâ)Â
Second activity: Egg fights/Combat analysisÂ
Eggs are then given a totem of undying and a stick, put in a room and told to fight.Â
Chayanne vs Empanada. Chayanne wonÂ
Dapper vs pepito. Dapper won.Â
Tallulah vs Ramon. Tallulah won.Â
Sunny vs Leonarda. Leonarda won. Ramon rushed in to stand protectively in front of Sunny, placing himself between them when sunny was killed. Tallulah* called sunny/Ramon a cheater. (*edited because I originally wrote pepito on accident)
Cucurucho then leaves, and talks to three workers.Â
Cucurucho: I need the wearabouts of the two missing eggs. No excuses.Â
(Worker nods)Â
Cucurucho: they have improved well. The federation will be happy. But they are not perfect.Â
Cucurucho is then handed this book by a fourth worker:Â
Then, we have the egg statuses:
Conclusions, thoughts, and theories
New info:Â
- Two unnamed eggs (Definitely A1 and Hope)
- Richas is in group four. Why? Heâs meant to be in tallulahs group, but this implies heâs from another batch. Would explain why heâs smaller. Also, maybe why he knows so much about egg island?Â
- earlier in the stream, there were files for the eggs. Basically barrels containing their assessments and reports on development. There were two barrels labelled âŞď¸âŞď¸âŞď¸âŞď¸âŞď¸âŞď¸âŞď¸(presumably âmemoriesâ which is another name for hope) and âŞď¸âŞď¸âŞď¸Â  âŞď¸âŞď¸(egg a1).
My Thoughts/theories
One of either hope or a1 is dead. My bet is on a1 being dead, considering we saw her fall into lava on screen in one of Quackities streams. Hope, or memories, however, has no proof on her status. Aside from that image. My bet is hope is alive. If so, where is she? Are the batches labeled in order, or are they judged by success in development? Which would explain why Richas is group four: heâs considered the worst egg to the federation. He doesnât back down, heâs reckless, heâs impulsive, heâs against the feds.He threatened Cucurucho. He doesnât listen to orders. Hes untrustworthy. This is how the federation views him. A1 couldnât do basic parkour, and struggled to write. Hope? The federation deemed her unworthy.Tallulah was likely meant to be batch 4, considering she was abandoned in the adoption centre just like hope was. But then with Philâs care, she âleveled upâ so to speak.Â
(it has been pointed out to me that Memories/Hope is actually listed as group 2, which is listed as deceased. Meaning Egg A1 is likely the one who is alive, which will certainly be⌠interesting, when they meet Quackity again. Poor kid. Iâm still holding out, well, hope, that hope is alive somewhere.)
I believe sunny is on thin ice, because of the notes that Cucurucho made in her developmental report.Â
And where did pomme and Richas go? They were seen in the library where Cucurucho found the eggs, but must have snuck away at some point. I think the fact that they were left behind will have something to do with the rescue mission theyâve been planning for Cellbit and Baghera.Â
thank you for reading! If youâre interested, I finally got around to making my hope design based on the egg models:
https://www.tumblr.com/soot-spins-in-brain-24-7/741070126497038336/my-design-for-hopememory-egg?source=share
(Also the lovely egg divider is by @thegoldendaystrikesback)
#qsmp info#qsmp#qsmp tallulah#qsmp eggs#qsmp pepito#qsmp ramon#qsmp chayanne#qsmp leonarda#qsmp sunny#qsmp empanada#qsmp hope#qsmp memory egg#qsmp egg a1#qsmp dapper#qsmp pomme#qsmp richarlyson#qsmp federation#qsmp fed workers#qsmp cucurucho#cucurucho#qsmp thoughts#qsmp theory
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tbh i think one of the big reasons im so gung-ho about c!bee beint a romantic relatioship is because so many ppl were weirdly homophobic about the whole thing like having them be platonic fine whatever but the fact that a majority of the fandom were treating them like being romantic is like some horrifying unthinkable thing is like. ok would you be saying this if they were straight though. are you just treating this like some horrible boundary breaking shit (DESPITE IT BEING CANON) because theyre gay. Answer quickly
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Tired of ppl excusing c!Scott actions just because he's gay, or saying someone is homophobic for criticising those actions.
Gay people can mess up just like humans and can even be BAD???? đąđą!!! There this weird switch up were it turned to every gay person is horrible to gay ppl can't do wrong on the internet. I can understand that you are going to get defensive when you be oppressed over and over again and finally have freedom to show no gay ppl aren't bad. Still though no matter what race, gender, religion or sexuality you are there are going to be bad apples in those groups and good apples.
I known ppl were they were abused by there spouse and it just so happened they were lesbains. Does this mean all lesbians are horrible? NO!! Does this mean the abuser is horrible? Yes!! (I know this seems like an anti/toxic flower husbands propaganda rn, but I swear it not this was just the first example in my head)
I've also seen posts that say "will, they are only criticizing Scott actions therefore they are homophobic" but like, what about Gem, Cleo, and Martyn?? (Lizzie too, maybe??? I think she's bi) they are all attracted to the same gender too, and before anyone pulls the card "will there also attracted to the opposite gender too so they less oppressed." First of all that is the most biphobic shit and secondly, homophobic ppl don't care, they only focus on the same attraction bet they dont care that they are also attracted to the opposite gender.
Also like ppl are allowed to analyzing characters and relationships in different ways it is really cool and unique. It's cool to see how ppl view those things, like pls I wish I had your brain!! Even if I don't agree it still enjoyable to read. It's such a downer when ppl try to hide the bad interpretations of good characters or the other way around.
But, also no one is holding a gun to your head, you are allowed to see c!Scott as a good person. You can view flower husbands as healthy, just dont harass anyone or call ppl awful things over it if they don't view it the same, because that actually makes you worse than them getting angry over fiction and affecting real ppl over it??? (Other way around too, don't call flower husband enjoyers ppl who support abuse)
Sorry had to get this out of my system, REMINDER IM TALKING ABOUT CHARACTER SCOTT!!!! I don't actually believe CC!Scott is a horrible person!!
(sorry if this is spelling or something is weird it's like 2:00 am RN)
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have spent the past 24 (?) hours watching venture bros. finished 3 seaosne. my self insert
in hs teens he was a supergirl parody named Girl Power (haha like power girl get it. pokes you. hey are you alive) who was famous for like, being attractive and young and having a high ponytail moreso than being from space or having laser eyes. backed out of the whole hero racket when he realized he was trans and that his Thing would not last forever because people age. currently kind of a nonfunctional washup, very mentally ill. his therapist is henry killinger. he's officially retired from the business but still gets dragged in occasionally. hasn't changed his hero name from girl power because he doesnt want to do it anymore and doesnt have the energy or inclination to come up with a new one but his new hero outfit is like, a t shirt with a mars symbol printed on it and just whatever he was wearing around the house underneath
i was talking about him with cecil and we decided his debut episode would be like. idk how/why he would meet up with the main cast but brock would be like WOAH. LET ME. TAKE YOU UNDER MY WING. TEACH YOU HOW TO BE A REAL MAN, TIGER. and theyd get into shenanigans together and that would be the A plot. specific gag in my mind where brock takes him to a strip club and hes like grabbing his shoulder like "haha whats the matter youre not into this you gay or something?" and girl power is like "yes" and brock panics and throws him offscreen. not because hes homophobic but because he felt awkward in that moment and reacted instinctually.
the B plot would be rusty having a crisis of sexuality because he used to think girl power was hot back in the day and deciding he has to Become Gay and Commit To The Lifestyle Now but hes terrible at it and kind of homophobic but like in that way where he thinks he's a progressive genius about it bc hes rusty and nobody really wants him also bc hes rusty. the C plot is that the boys are unsupervised and like, accidentally get themselves high or something it doesnt really matter. anyway at the end rusty is like haha well turns out im not gay after all. but at least i still have all my girl power posters. and then gp lights them on fire with his laser eyes
anyway doodles
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pls read! (Last updated Monday 28th October)
Hi! Im Loki/Kraft/Keys and this is my sfw starkid moodboard blog!
My main ----> @watchoutpaul-hemightkickyourhead
I'll do most characters from any starkid musical I have seen! (I will do characters from other musicals if we're close. If we are not, i would prefer not to <3)
I'll do any inspo exept the themes on my blacklist
I'm willing to do most ships but those that I ship myself might take priority sometimes (eg. Lexethan, BillxTed, Lautski, Michie, Carbastard ect.)
Ill only do oc's of friends
I would love it if you were be nice in your rqs, say please :)
If you aren't nice, there is a possibility I will not awnser it.
If it is clear in your rq that you haven't read my intro, I will not awnser it. So well done pooks, you made it <3
keep in mind that this is only a hobby, I am a busy person.
if a character is played by multiple people and you have a preference, pls tell me!
This blog was heavily inspired by the stimboard blog @nerdyprudesmuststim, and I heavily suggest checking them out.
I have seen:
The trail to Oregon!
Twisted
The guy who didn't like musicals
Black Friday
NPMD
Most of NMT
Workin' boys
My blacklist:
Raw meat, explicit images of drugs (I will do vague themes of drugs, just not too much of the real thing)
Ships I won't do:
Alice and Deb romantically with men/anyone but eachother
ADULTS AND MINORS - if this is about mcdoon and mouthface PLEASE dont suggest it as a ship. A: that's wierd and B: it makes me mega uncomfy!!
DNI:
Racists, homophobes, n@z1s, transphobes, T3rfs, f@schists, people who romanticise r4pe/SA/p3d0ph1l1a/abuse/1nc3st, anti-choice, people who believe in cluster b abuse, rtca, thinspo/proana, transmedicalists (list will be updated if necessary)
THE TOPIC OF ROBERT:
I by no means forgive Robert Manion. That being said, he may show up on any Ethan Green/Ethan Green related/CarBastard/Tony Green related moodboards. This is purely because I try, for Ethan and Tony only, to separate the character from the actor as much as possible. I do this because:
a) i love Ethan's role in Black Friday, b) I love Black Friday in general, c) It helps me to enjoy Ethan's character (Ethan and Ziggs are my favorites <3), as I have no intention to watching yellow jacket because I struggle with seeing Hannah as anyone but Kendall, d) I am feral over CarBastard
If you would be more comfortable with Joey!Ethan, please do request that, i will be more than ok to do that!
I use #robertinmoodboard on any posts containing his face so of you don't want to see him at all then that's the tag to block.
LOVE Y'ALL /P
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hey beetles!
introduction
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hey there! my nameâs blackoutbugza.Â
âwhat do i call you?â
you can call me by my username, or you can call me by my nicknames: bugza, bob, and cam. :)
âwho is your target audience?â
my blog is mostly ages 13+ for explicit language, in-character art which may involve sensitive content such as blood, knives, scissors, cuts, scars, suicide, sexual innuendo, injuries, or even death. this sounds like an ad for medicine. of course, i will have warnings on my posts if any of these apply to them.Â
(note: 13+ DOES NOT mean 18+. please keep this in mind, im still a minor too.)
âwhat fandoms are you in?â
in order from most to least currently hyperfixated:
sanders sides
bfdi/osc community
bee and puppycat
omori
boisvert
south park
spooky month
five nights at freddyâs
scott pilgrim
hilda
stanley parable
^iâm more than happy to talk about any of these fandoms if youâre interested!
âdo you support multishippers?â
yes! i find no harm in shipping someone with more than one person (if theyâre not anyone from real life). in fact, iâm a multishipper myself!
âdo you take art requests?â
you betcha! any day, any time. but i do have some rules however for what i can and cannot draw for you:
iâm totally okay with ship art. as long as itâs not anything involving p*dophelia, inc*st, r*cism, some kind of f*tish, or anything else falling under that umbrella.
following that âship artâ thing, poly ships are just as valid too. follow the the rules as rule 1 please.
although i may post this art from time to time on my own, i will not do any personal OCs or AUs. i love them very much and you have interesting characters, but this is basically the equivalent to asking, âcan you draw me?â
i can draw theories as long as theyâre not harmful ones, and as long as they at least make sense.
i wonât take requests for any fandom outside of the list i have above. (however of course, letâs if you wanted a sanders sides art request and you asked for emile picani or remy sleep, that would be fine since sanders sides, the sleep shorts, and cartoon therapy are all in the same universe.)
âwhoâs on your DNI list?â
p*dophiles, inc*sts, pro-lifers, anyone who will go out of their way to hate on furries or alterhumans (or claims they are the same), harmful f*tish artists/enjoyers, NSFW artists/enjoyers, r*cists, misogynists and misandrists, ableists, homophobes, transphobes, or anyone pro-israel. ^anyone who interacts with me whoâs on this list WILL be unfollowed/blocked, and will not receive any sort of contact from me.
âwhat if i have a question you donât answer in this introduction post?â
my âsend art requests!â button also works as an answering service for any further questions you may have.
âwhat sanders sides ships will you and will you not do art requests for?â
(not in order from favorites)
will:
logicality
prinxiety
dukeceit
moceit
analogical
loceit
intrulogical
intruloceit
logicaliceit
remile
royality
anxceit
intruality
logince
karrot kings
literally anything else as long as itâs not in the wont list
wonât:
romrem
LAMP
GET TO KNOW ME!!!
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whatâs your favorite color(s)?â
peach, ivory, mango orange, and taupe :)
âwhy do you only talk in lowercase?â
because i can
âdogs or cats?â
snails
âwhatâs your favorite holiday?â
i like my birthday!
âare you dating someone?â
nope ;_;
âwhatâs your favorite object show(s)?â
hfjone, happy starâs gtos, xfohv/the subscriber count, tdos, and the nightly manor
âwhoâs your favorite sanders sides character(s)?â
logan and c!joan (it may seem like itâs remus but heâs just the funnest to draw)
âwhy do you take so long to answer art requests?â
iâm lazy (and dried of motivation)
âwhatâs your favorite pattycake style?â
peppermint patty
âwhatâs your favorite pokĂŠmon?â
mimikyu (basic autism stuff ik)
âoh! do you have autism?â
yep
âwhatâs your favorite breakfast food?â
bacon
âhow do you color your art?â
i make 3 layers. top layer is for outline, bottom layer is for the coloring, and the middle layer is for potential shading or watermarks i may want to remove.
âwhy did you make a tumblr acc?â
i wanted to post my art on a platform where sanders sides is fairly known and the fandom is stable.
âwhatâs your favorite book series?â
i donât like reading :/ if i had to choose one it would probably be the fazbear frights books
âfavorite musical artist(s)?â
jack stauber, madilyn mei, tally hall, thomas sanders (if he counts-)
âfriends you wanna tag?â
@thegoldenduckie
@not-sure-what-im-feeling
@logan-the-artist
@simply-a-moth
@literallyblanc
@oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat
@darksides-dutchess
@starshard17
@theelectricalcity
(anyone who wants to be added/removed just message me & iâll do it)
i think thatâs all. you know the drill.
drink water, eat a snack, take a shower, brush those teeth, and love yourself so much you can shatter the multiverse with just how much you can say âi love meâ and mean it. (that would be funny if that actually happened be the one to do it pls)
seriously though. love you.
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#introduction#intro#intro post#hello tumblr#introductory post#introducing myself#who i am#get to know me#this is an updated intro post since i had like 0 info abt me in my last one LOL
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since i've been a lot more active on this acc i figured i should make a pinned ^__^
welcome to my accounttt!
you can just call me ren! i like to be referred to by she/they pronouns. im an adult (20 y/o).
my main interests that i'll talk about on this blog: nitro+chiral visual novels, bl visual novels, prolly bl in general. ive accidentally turned myself into a n+c updates blog i also like non bl visual novels as well, but will probably mainly talk about blvns
list of my vns on vndb, just for reference of the ones i have played and will play in the future: vndb
main favs include:
-the entirety of nitro+chiral (dramatical murder, slow damage, sweet pool, togainu no chi, lamento)
-you and me and her
-saya no uta
-uuultra c
more favs soon to be added as i play more!
might also reblog other interests from time to time or aesthetically pleasing pics, but i will mainly post things myself about n+c visual novels or updates from ones im currently playing
byf:
i like the "controversial" n+c LIs/ships such as madatowa, minao, and shiaki. it's completely fine if you don't, but that sort of stuff will be on this account! i do like all n+c ships though, and will reblog/post abt all of them. (also by ships i mean canon to the game, i dont have strong opinions on the crack ones. although noiz x koujaku is and will always be the shit)
i don't really tag stuff like triggers, not because i dont care but because im not nearly as active on here to even know ;; i just sort of come on here post about my usual brainrot about some yowie man and reblog things from the tags i follow. honestly i dont really tag reblogs period unless its to add a comment
since most of the visual novels i play have pretty mature themes and stuff that probably needs trigger warnings, just let it be known that if you have certain triggers this blog might not be that safe! i just want everybody to be comfortable ^_^
dni:
the basic dni criteria, pls refrain from interacting if you are racist, homophobic (it would be ironic if you to be here-), terf/transphobic, etc.
if you hate anything i regularly post about. pretty self explanatory i dont wanna hear abt a character i posted abt is bad or a series i like is problematic or something you are free to have this opinion i just would prefer you not have it on my account <3
thats pretty much it! (unless i think of something else to put later lol) overall thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy my blog full of blvn/eroge brainrot. i hope u can also be equally as insane as me about these various characters and vns/media
also let it be known all fujoshi, fudanshi, and fujin are welcome on this page. BL is for everybody (real) <3 the world should all become yaoipilled
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Ask Game! A, C, and L please?
A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They donât have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.
timkon!!! also timkonbart and konbart (especially queerplatonic konbart). tbh in my mind there is a specific-ass timkonbart scenario in which it's romantic timkon, qp konbart, besties timbart, and fairly blurred lines about types of affection, aka they're just all generally all over each other in a big ol puppy pile. i like them. bart is aroace but he's like. 100% still a life partner in this relationship you know??
otherwise im just lately losing my mind over clois bc ive been reading postcrisis superman stuff and man. they really invented love. ummm also kara/thara is real and i know it. but also kara/lori luthor. women ive heard of them
C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will.
hm. tim/ber i think tbh. or super/bat but im more just very ambivalent about super/bat vs tim/ber i actively dislike. i like lois lane too much to stand most super/bat shippers (and generally im just more interested in superfam, and seeing supers get characterized as just bat accessories is boring and eyerollworthy to me), but at least i can see where they're coming from bc some of those comics. hm. something fruity going on there. i see it.
whereas tim/ber just pisses me off because tim drake: robin is genuinely the worst comic i have ever read. in order to enjoy this ship i would have to throw out what of it exists in canon and rebuild it from the ground up, at which point its like not even the same ship it's me liking a tim/my oc story. there's just nothing in canon that sparks any joy to me about them. it reads like yaoi fanfic by a 13 year old on wattpad, complete with putting down the girls tim dated before bernard and everything. reading tdr made me a little homophobic i think. deeply disappointing tbh, but alas.
L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isnât one of your faves. (Characters youâre neutral about are fair game, as are characters you merely dislike. Characters that you absolutely loathe with the fire of ten thousand suns are exempt, as there is no point in giving yourself an aneurysm over a character that you hate.)
mae kent is... interesting. i very much liked it when she went off the shits and nearly killed lex luthor. i wish she'd gotten to go off the shits more. go queen fuck him up
alphabet ask game!
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legally required to send you an ask? what if i pull a neil and lie to the fbi when they come to get me??? genuinely tho, tsc was so fucking good. jeremy and cat and lalia's dynamic has me chewing on walls, but so does the unrequited kevjean (fucked over by another pretty face??? jean teaching him french?????) and reading about the foxes's wins from jean's pov has me screaminf crying etc but I'd really love to hear if you have any theories on Jeremy's family?
Surprise Iâm actually the FBI and Iâm onto u now
But for real Iâve been going crazy thinking about TSC since I read it. The kevjean dynamic has me losing my mind like I got SHIVERS reading his asking Jean to teach him French. And the way my stomach FLIPPED reading âdid you know Iâve never been skiing?â From Jeans POV. Puking vomitting screaming crying throwing up okay
Jeremyâs family. I have NO idea. Itâs so vague theyâre purely like random shots in the dark as to what it could be but hereâs my thoughts as of rn:
1) Jeremyâs family are big investors in USC. Itâs why heâs Captain, itâs why he has to show his face at Knox family events, public gatherings and all that, because heâs the proof that the money is worth it for the returns, and heâs the face of USC. Theyâre counting on his success to bring them more money.
2) Half of his family are homophobic. Maybe itâs just because heâs gay and his Political Old Money family seem to not get along with him very well that I think that, but also him bleaching his hair blond and then being unwelcome at dinners because of it. It seems like image is very important to them, and even if heâs quietly gay, dying his hair could be perceived as a Gay Thing To Do. His sister says to him âyou destroyed the family,â what specifically could he have done to tear his family apart? Imagine your family investing (millions maybe) into your team, your sport, and then you put their image in jeopardy for being the out and proud gay kid that creates a negative talking point. He also quickly puts his phone away when he realises his sister is around which feels like a gay kid hiding from his family thing to do.
3) the banquet im at a loss for to be honest. Iâve been trying to rack my brain around what couldâve happened, but what we do know is a) whatever happened at the banquet tore their family apart b) his sister pretends Exy doesnât exist because of it c) sheâs never forgiven him for it. Gay Trauma brain of mine says maybe he took a man as his date and it caused a lot of problems in his home life, maybe they asked him not to and he said fuck you and did it anyway. But would that really destroy his family? The therapist thing too. Fight back against what???
4) thereâs obviously some weird relationship problems in his family too. Doesnât like to be called Knox, says his grandfather is not his grandfather, avoids his brother like the plague. The only person he seems to talk to is the butler. His sister barely regards him as well. He feels like the black sheep but I donât know why!!! Also at some point itâs mentioned (Iâm pretty sure anyway) that he doesnât seem to be getting much in terms of monetary handouts from his family so heâs potentially having Allison type problems where heâs lost his inheritance or cut out of his grandfathers will or SOMETHING. He feels like the disappointment of his family but I canât place my finger on why other than the fact that heâs gay. I donât know. Iâm going CRAZY not knowing tho.
Jeremy is fascinating me and itâs infuriating that I donât know more. I know itâll make the reveal in TCS2 much sweeter but damn can I pls get a little crumb of his backstory? His trauma? Just a little bit?
Anyways this an incoherent jumbled mess of thoughts about Jeremy but I am SO curious about his family. The banquet especially because itâs pretty intense, or seems to be at least from that little paragraph about it. I would die for you Jeremy Knox just tell me everything first pls!!!!!
#Jeremy!!!!! my boy!!!! my gay boy!!!!!!!!!!#heâs too happy! I have to know why!!!!!#tsc#tsc spoilers#Jeremy Knox
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My hottest take is that sexuality IS a choice in the sense that secondary (not primary) sex desire is something that you have control over and people really need to acknowledge this more. This is something most people understand on a subconscious level but rage about it when anyone tries to discuss it because they jump to conclusions.
You can be a straight woman with no primary desire to have sex with women and still decide to exclusively have sex with women for secondary reasons such as "men are fucking dangerous and shitty human beings but I dont want to be celibate". I believe we should be encouraging this, just making sure to tell them they are not lesbians and to not lead lesbians on and should just stick to having sex with other straight separatist women. I dont think women are likely to become separatists while still having sex with men or being expected to become single/fwb only with them forever.
You can be asexual and choose to have sex for secondary reasons like feeling pressured or wanting social acceptance. I personally think you should not do this and I want to see pushback against this "ace people can still have sex" as if thats helping actual ace people. Its like saying lesbians can have sex with men. Like yeah ok they technically can do that but they dont want to and if they were doing that thats indicative of social pressure or a self acceptance problem or maybe trauma from women.
You can be bi and have primary sex desire towards men but exclusively have sex with women for secondary reasons such as, again, "men are fucking dangerous".
We all the time see straight men having sex with men despite having no primary desire to fuck men but doing it for secondary reasons such as "im horny and no women". Gay men acknowledge this as they need to to avoid being led on by straight men.
You can have a primary sex drive in general and choose to be celibate for all kinds of secondary reasons.
I think acknowledging this a) prevents l/g from being led on b) would encourage more straight women to become separatists c) would correct the absolutely broken harmful narrative being pushed about asexuals d) helps explain comphet e) could make homophobes understand the difference between primary and secondary sex desire and that while sexuality is technically partly a choice, expecting them to make a choice that they would hate for reasons outside their control is a shitty thing to do
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Im going to kill the next person i see (ft. Monster hunter stories 2 AU)
Characters are:
Kyle (as a grey-ish Corgi)
Vyffor (the purple-white-ish novabeast)
Cheval (as a stago wolf, its how I currently want to call the species i drew him as/as a spiked wolf)
Ena (as Dragoverian/as the blue-ish dragon thing)
Navirou (the Siamese cat/the felyne)
Tsukino (the grey felyne with purple clothes)
Explain time:
In my AU, Vyffor & Kyle are gays, both has crush on each other, but Kyle was the more shy one while Vyffor admitted it bluntly without any hesitation, so now theyâre boyfriends, Cheval looks very not happy with this in the video, and thats NOT because heâs an homophobic, its because in the AU heâs Vyfforâs adoptive daddy & because his momma died & it really affected him it causes him to be very protective over Vyffor, his own child, and he distrusts Kyle, which is why he isnât happy about both of themâs relationship, so basically about their relationship & how it began, in the porome/prome (i donât remember aaah) garden arc, Kyle was very distrustful of Losi (Razewing Rathaâs nickname in the AU) so he didnât stop arguing with Vyffor, Vyffor has never gotten this mad before, he tried to keep himself from raising his voice, but at a certain point he snapped & raised his voice at Kyle & said âDonât you get it?! He isnât dangerous! He did nothing and theres no reason to kill him for something he didnât do! And even if that dumb legend about him being evil is true, I would still not kill him! Heâs ALL that i have! Heâs like my older brother! I have no parents, no grandparents since my grandfather died, no siblings, no family! Losi is the only one i have as family! I bet you donât get it what is it like to live in the streets, without proper food, without a bed, without family, without friends, without proper health, Losi is the only one i got! I will NEVER kill my own brother! IM FUCKING HOMELESS & ORPHAN! If someone said your family are cursed and evil, wouldnât you do something to protect them?!â Which caused Kyle to finally understand his situation, Vyffor wasnât a dumb guy who was selfish & careless and didnât care for the rest like Kyle thought, Vyffor is actually a homeless + Orphan, he was lonely, even if it sounds strange to see a monster as your family (for Kyle it sounded strange), he was also very loyal, and his situation is even worse than Kyleâs situation, Kyleâs father is badly injured, but he still has family, Vyffor has absolutely nothing, which caused him to pity Vyffor, he also felt a strange feeling, a feeling of⌠love? But thats too fucking early, so through their journey together, Kyle started to love Vyffor even more, to the point it got romantic, at a certain point he and Vyffor hanged out together, Kyle asked Vyffor âdo you⌠like me?âŚâ Vyffor said âActually, i have a crush on youâ, which dumbfounded Kyle, Kyle said âWHY DIDNâT YOU SAID SO?! I FUCKING HAD A CRUSH ON YOU THIS WHOLE SEXING TIME! I THOUGHT IT MAY BE WEIRD, AND HERE YOU ARE ADMITTING IT BLUNTLY WITH ME?!â Vyffor replied calmly âyou never said soâ, Kyle facepalmed, but then they became boyfriends, thats how it began, now their relationship, Kyle is usually cold & short tempered towards everyone else, just like he was with Navirou, Ena & Cheval (Tsukino is there because sheâs Kyleâs Palico so she follows him around), but then when its Vyffor, heâs very soft towards him, just the perfect amount required with Vyffor, whoâs literally traumatised big time, tbh, the monster hunter stories protagonist are the ones with the most tragic backstories ever, so tragic & brutal (spoilers for mhs1: the protagonistâs father is an extreme, brutal psychopath, he left his wife to die in hopes she dies with Sivan [the protagonist, she survived but her momma died] and he killed Samâs [Sivanâs cousin] mother who was also his sister, Samâs father is Red, so thats when the 2 stories connects, and then the psycho father of Sivan tried to kill Sivan, Sam and the entire crew/Cheval, Lilia, Avinia, and all that, but do not talk to me about the first game, i still didnât finish it), so thatâs basically the animation, showing Kyleâs relationship with Vyffor in nutshell
#monster hunter stories 2 animation#monster hunter stories ocs#monster hunter stories kyle#monster hunter#monster hunter stories 2#monster hunter stories ena#monster hunter stories cheval#monster hunter stories navirou#monster hunter stories oc#monster hunter stories 2 au#monster hunter stories 2 as furries
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⤡ general rules
â ૮ â ďť â á aww shi yappin strict nunu incoming LMAOO
aa okay okay *claps* alrighty. letâs do this.
so !
do not interact at all if you are racist, xenophobic, hatefully anti-God, ableist & homophobic or hate a group of innocent people.
do not interact nor try to be my friend if you are genuinely full of pure hatred for humans or are depressing (like, pessimistic af) and donât want to help help yourself.
do not interact if you canât take jokes. especially when i jokingly call characters like mahito from jjk hot. even though he deadass is fine asf LOLZ
now, as much as i loove getting spam liked and understand the motive behind spam liking, i heard it actually shadow-bans blogs on tumblr. and we wouldnât want that now, would we. but ! an alternative iâd appreciate a lot more, is mass reblogging while youâre spam liking !! yayyy so much kinder riighht c;
in other words: i donât wanna sound like a party pooper but really, donât spam like ;c iâd have to count 4 or more constant liking without any reblogs / comments, as spam like. and that would result in me hiding my stuff from you in a not so nice way with the not so nice sounding (block) button.
speaking of that, if you donât like me or any of what i post, feel free to poke that block button. and if you want to end a mutual bond, rather than keeping me as a follower still, you can also block me (typing this with tears in my eyes btw)
but that aside.
yes, anyone under 18, thatâs a teenager, can follow me and be my friend bc iâm mostly sfw.
but just donât interact: with anything nsfw on my blog. and i better not catch you commenting on nor reading them either. this includes mild nsfw stuff. you may interact with all sfw work. and donât worry because thereâll be tags letting you know beforehand to differentiate. if you disobey me, that not so nice button would be used on you. if you accidentally liked a post or forgot to unlike, iâd give you two chances before anything. and also, please make sure to have your age on your blog too. otherwise, blocked.
me saying allat knowing very well i js turned 18 LMAOOO.
but hey really no interacting w any bad grown up stuff. or else.. bad things. >:c
got it? great.
⤡ inbox rules:
â i literally love every one of you so donât be shy to talk to meee. literally about anything. and donât be shy to ask me questions or put your pretty little thoughts out there. this is a safe space for every and anyone !! so thereâs barely any rules from me here. but do be aware that:
even though you can also vent to me, i would prefer u to message me privately instead, to protect your business okay?
and of couurrsee you can still talk and ask me about anything. EXCEPT anything related to politics because oo girl. iâm so sorry yall but letâs leave the political views outside this club okay.
you should not attack writers in my inbox because thatâs really awful and mean and i would never encourage it :c ⌠UNLESS theyâre one of those writers. like yk. like ONE OF THOSE. youâd know what i mean if you know. *clears throat* copycats + multi pro - shippers despite age / sexuality differences between characters. i wouldnât respond publicly though, id just laugh with you (in text as a moot or in my head if youâre anon) and move on.
youâre totally free to attack or hate any of the characters i like and i will literally accept and understand your reason, all while slightly defending them at the same time too in a nice way bc now cmon now.
youâre even more free to be a char-anon as well bc omggg i love thoseee. theyâre so cute and funny. so pls hmu if u can be eren, megumi, inumaki, geto, rafayel, xavier & caleb especially !!
if youâre 18-20+, you can literally flirt all you want in my inbox. anonymously or not. and it wouldnât ever make me uncomfortable because right back at ya hello. (yes im straight but listen i could flirt too ladies and non ladies / gents. listen im here for yall and i love people âŚ.)
now if youâre < 18, i donât wanna see no flirting from you. NADA. you hear me ?!
but, if youâre 16+ (mostly a writer for shared fandoms), feel free to ask to be mutuals !! bruh iâll literally follow you faster than the speed of light.
finally, to add on to the second bullet point, if you asked me a question i was ever uncomfortable (thatâll rarely happen really), i wouldnât put you on the spot. the only thing is i probably wouldnât respond to it for private reasons if it was tooo personal (ie. location, body count, school and all those private stuff like ykyk. youâd know. wouldnât mind questions ab dating life tho ofc.) especially if we werenât buddi buddies / close mutuals and youâre asking anonymously.
𫧠request rules:
â my request box are ALWAYS opened so donât be scared to ask away lawwd. but before you do, please read what i would write / not write in the next section below okay? knew youâd understand. thank you my sweet áľ áľ áľ
that being said, donât be scared to also put your mind out and your sweet & spicy requests regardless. but just keep in mind that:
i donât write nsfw fics about any character thatâs not canonically aged up. i write fluff for them though bc some of us grew up with the characters being older than us.
thatâs it. LMAO.
thatâs really the only rule. (mentioned it in the section below too)
wouldnât block + dislike you if you like | asked me for it tho
i just donât do that since i donât believe in ageing them up if weâre not the original (manga) creator.
to add, im kinda slow i think. LMAOOO. so when asking, please please plssss make sure to be detailed and make sure you sound like you are asking me to write something you want, in order to avoid simple one sentence or two response. otherwise i wouldnât be able to catch if you actually are and actually do that.
also, since im a college student, i may not get to your requests or asks the fastest, but i would do it in the same week/month.
and i would try hard to deliver it to you the exact & absolute best way i could based on how you asked.
⥠you would find me writing / reblogging:
â general themes
⢠fluff ⢠explicit smut ⢠heavy tears inducing angst ⢠reminders / moments people forgot about
â realistic (dark) themes:
⢠violence ⢠*cheating ⢠tw: *abuse (emotional, mental, physical probably excluding sexual) ⢠tw: blood ⢠intoxication & drug use ⢠tw: cnc / dub-con ⢠tw: stalking ⢠tw: corruption ⢠tw: dacryphilia ⢠breeding kink ⢠age gap ⢠tw: * suicidal thoughts (of a character) *
⥠you would NOT find me writing / reblogging:
â heavy tw:
⢠tw: incest. stepcest. ⢠tw: *rape ⢠pet play ⢠anything anal related ⢠zoophilia + some other kinks i hadnât mentioned in what iâd write. (depending what kinks you want me to write, i may excuse them for you if the idea would make sense for the plot.) ⢠nsfw aged up minor characters especially for or written by people older than them when the show first aired. but i will repost anything sfw of theirs (especially of characters who were older than me when i watched/when their show first aired but are still depicted as younger)
* = i or the post will most likely just brush over the topic. so possibly less details on it.
now read with caution: please be mindful that that even though my fics are 16+ and i am / will be careful with everything i reblog and write about, i still may interact or write posts with contents that could be triggering to you. so please keep that in mind because i am not responsible for what may be triggering to you on this blog.
lastly, please remember to separate fiction from reality.
Š2024 ERENSFEED. All rights reserved.
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Any headcanons for the "Vickie instead of Eddie" AU?
Thank you sm for asking im so excited abt this au
In one hand I feel like I'm just genderswapping Eddie, or replacing him with an OC, because we know so little about Vickie that I'd be mostly making things up, so in order to avoid that I want to take a moment to properly analyze what we have on Vickie so far:
She's in band.
She volunteers to make food for the homeless
She feels selfish for complaining about her boyfriend with everything going on
She rambles when nervous, apparently, just like Robin.
She likes Fast Times and left her boyfriend over it, because he said it had no plot (possibly indicates a deeper understanding of movies)
It's little but I think it'll do. What I want to focus on is her kindness and selflessness, which already sets her apart from Eddie. Not that I think Eddie is particularly selfish, but "kind" isn't the first word to come to mind when you want to describe him.
However, in order for the AU to work, we need to translate some Eddie Traits, or Eddie Situations, onto Vickie, those being:
A reason for her to be accused of Chrissy's murder.
A reason for her not to go to the police.
A reason for the town to fear her.
Living in the trailing park, near Max's trailer.
Some loose connection to the Hawkins Crew to explain why they even care to dig deeper into the case.
The obvious connection to draw there would be Robin's crush - she notices when Vickie doesn't show up at school the next day, she talks to Steve about it, Steve dismisses it as her skipping school, etc. One interesting thing to work with is Robin's tendency to both project on other people and idealize them, which is very present in her book and podcast. She thinks she can just "observe" people and make a perfect image of them in her head, often based on her own biases, despite reality being different. She did this when she was 15, so idk of she'd still do it at 18, but I do think she idealizes Vickie a little, even in the show - she calls her the girl of her dreams without knowing her, for fuck's sake.
So now she's making up explanations as to why Vickie couldn't possibly have killed Chrissy when Max shows up and tells them she saw her running away from the crime scene. Everyone is confused as to why Robin keeps defending her despite not knowing a thing about her. She later asks Steve if she was too obvious ("Maybe a little obvious," he says "but they probably still think we're secretly dating or whatever, so you're good for now").
Now, a reason for Vickie to be accused of Chrissy's murder... I have a few ideas:
A) They were friends, and she was with her when she died (only explanation as to why she wouldn't tell the police is that she killed her).
B) She was a drug dealer, much like Eddie, and Chrissy went to her (most interesting scenario in my opinion. The juxtaposition of "cute petite girl" and "drug dealer" is very sweet to me, and it would really defy Robin's expectations).
C) She was a rumored queer, and the persecution has a strong homophobic edge to it. They only think she killed her because she's a lesbian (which is pretty much the same as a man in their eyes), and she didn't go to the police because she knew they'd think she did it.
I like B and C, I'm going with those.
So, Robin insists this couldn't possibly be, and Dustin is like "dude, she ran from the police. From the police, man" ("to be fair, I think Nancy did that like a fifty times", Steve says), and Max will say something like "actually, there is something", [insert peculiar observation + plausible alternate expalantion as to what that might mean and how it could make Vickie innocent]. More focused on figuring out whether or not this is Upside Down related or not, the Hawkins crew begin looking for Vickie, find her at Reefer Rick's etc. She doesn't react violently like Eddie did - she's small and meek and curled into a corner, crying softly. Robin finds her, and talks to her. Things unravel from there.
Idk how different the story would be. Vickie wouldn't die, for starters, because part of the point in doing this is creating a complex love interest for Robin. Another thing to take into account would be Vickie not being confirmed queer until the very end. Keep Robin on her toes. She has no idea whether or not they're just ugly rumors, and honestly she just feels worse throwing herself at her with the entire town calling her a murderous dyke, stalking poor teenage girls.
Her personality is entirely different from Eddie's too. While Eddie is loud, selfish, cowardly and likes to be an asshole to kids, Vickie is kind and sweet and treats kids very well. She becomes friends with Max and Lucas and always checks on them. Being in band, she's been to all of Lucas' games, so she's seen his progress, she knows he's great. And being neighbors with Max means she's knocked on her door with a cacerole in her hands whenever Max's mom wasn't there for the night - she figured Max might be hungry. They don't know how to feel about the drugs thing, but they like her.
I think it would be nice to make her... not as similar to Robin in personality. I wouldn't make her as talkative or rambly, rather, I'd make her introspective and introverted. Soft-spoken. Also, with a lot of trauma. Something something mom also sold drugs, got arrested, now she keeps doing this to survive because she has no other way to make money + she probably has debts, etc. Give her a more melancholic edge. I think that would be quite fitting.
She and Robin develop a friendship through the season, getting together somewhere in S5.
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