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barbie girl
#my art#tstvg#who let me be a nerd and draw chekov characters as anime girls#concept sprite#concept#september 23#irina#the tags are for my purposes just ignore them#im gonna regret this later
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who is this matty healy man and why am i obsessing over him
#the 1975#matty healy#im talking about him kissing fans onstage#i dont even listen to the 1975#but now i might#he's so whiney#whats happening#everyone shut up#im gonna regret this later#I KNOW HES PROBLEMATIC OKAY
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sup my dudes my name is joey and i think i might be gay
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#one piece#op#buggy the clown#buggy#red haired shanks#shanks#shuggy#my art#click for higher quality#check in on ur shugtuals tn 😞❗️#young love vs a situationship that still haunts u 20+ years later haha. i dont like them very mcuh#yk those scenes from before sunrise (1995) and before sunset (2004)#yeah.#anywyas#i did whaytever i wanted forever im gonna post now regret later teehee
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Posting some doodles to get out of my comfort zone
My insecurities always tell me that everything I post has to be perfect. The anatomy must be perfect, the lineart must be clean, the colors must be completely shaded and vibrant, and posting an unfinished sketch is a sin worse than murder. Only for me though, no one else. So I decided to just kinda rip the bandaid off and post some stuff I drew that wasn't intended to be posted online. Tumblr has been very comfy and safe for me, and I feel less anxious posting stuff on it, so maybe I won't regret this that much
#krita#doodles#art dump#sketches#fo4#sdv#nick valentine#john hancock#shane sdv#anarrrchia#hats are gonna be the death of me#im definitely gonna regret this later lmfao#im gonna post more finished stuff next time dw
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Quick and messy reference of my cedlock fankid for @mushroomsie224
Might make an actual ref sheet for her later
#aughh god the colours look hideous with the program im using 😭😭#its actually a notes app but since I have a stylus it doesn't matter#posting it now so i dont regret it later#c*dfia dni#cedlock#sofia the first#sofia the fandom#fankid#original character#greylock the grand#im not gonna tag cedric because he doesn't appear lol ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#im cringe but im free#original art
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the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)
but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.
the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore
#talkys#my dad scaring me but also giving me no advice on what to do instead only saying if i do this it will be the wrong choice leading#to more wrong choices well yep you got me i am scared. i am inept. i fear regret and punishment for wrong decisions.#i struggle to make decisions because i cant go back on them.#''ill never have savings again'' and ''you cant value friends over family they'll abandon you''#and ''living here is only a problem for you because you dont communicate. there is a way to work things out''#i wish i could work it out and stay i dont know why i cant work it out ! and what do i want#to leave so badly for... to continue to never have stable housing#never have savings again? be alone and in danger?#to be able to wear whatever i want and...buy things? really? that doesnt seem very worth it#nothing seems very worth it#im miserable here but maybe i'd be more miserable away...it is true#well at least the chances to leave are very slim. and will continue to get slimmer the more time passes.#but maybe its fine i dont want to ruin my life or be even more of a burden or reason for distress in someone else's#moving out wouldnt fix anything. wherever you go there you are.#my friend said i have to be a little selfish (positive) to push myself to leave. bt i dont want to be selfish. im ashamed of that as a trai#delete later#even now i feel immense guilt and stress when my dad does things that hurt or bother me bc i know ill miss him when he's gone.#(and ill have nobody after all of that. due to the being kept in a cage)#that sucks. why does everyone else always win. why am i always the weakest pliable one. i wish i had no emotions#my surgery is the only decision in my life ive been 100% sure on for years#and even then my parent's words had me crying and rapidly changing emotions daily until the day came#im not strong enough or sure enough about anything else to withstand More of that#<- and i know that tomorrow im gonna be like actually you know what who cares lets try to leave#and the next day ill be resigned to staying here forever#and the next day ill be like actually you know what who cares l
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hey! what are some movies/tv shows/etc. (just... any piece of media) that you're interested in? Whether they be all time favorites, a current obsessions, or both, just take your pick.
damn this is gonna be hard JAHDJDFJ i’ll give you my top 10s that i could think of rn of each category;
MOVIES
(based on how much i love them. or you can say movies that defines me as a person i guess)
In no particular order:
Everything Everywhere All At Once
Hereditary
Saw (2004)
Surf’s Up
The Spongebob Squarepants Movie (2004)
Little miss sunshine
Dog Day Afternoon
Swiss Army Man
Fight Club
The Royal Tenenbaums
TV SERIES
In no particular order:
Mindhunter
Midnight Mass
The Haunting of Hill House
Green Porno/Seduce Me
Game Of Thrones
The Haunting of Bly Manor
The Good Place
House MD
Breaking Bad
Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency
#asks#man. im gonna regret this later bc i forgot something i love very much and not including it#KANSKDFMMF
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chocolat milk for motivation
#ac memes zone#i was watchnig generations for reference and then this hits me#im gonna regret making this later lol but#if it makes someone smile then theres that#pokemon xy#update: no regrets made#local immortal grandpa supports you :)
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This post goes out to the trans people who think of their old names fondly but it just didn't suit them once they started their transition. This post goes out to the trans people who sometimes wish they could have kept their original name but it was gendered and couldn't join them on their transition journey. This post goes out to the trans people who mourn the loss of their old name. This post goes out to the trans people who don't feel the need to hide their old names because they have positive memories.
I love you. I am one of you. You are valid.
#i love my old name#its so unique#ive never heard anyone else with my old name#its Imola#after the f1 race track ahaha#i only changed it cause no one could ever pronounce it#i was gonna keep it as a middle name and kinda regret not doing that#i might put it back in later#anyways im rambling and reminiscing#sam rambles#transgender#trans#ftm#mtf#female to male#male to female#nonbinary#pride#lgbt
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We're so fucking back. Due to modding circumstances he's a kinda 'tit's out' guy now (personally I'm loving that. For him ofc)
And for anyone curious here's the reason I feel absolutely no shame torturing him the way I do;
Brother you're a fucking sorcerer; how can you fail an arcana check. It's in your blood. You have absolutely 0 excuse for failing this. This is how Bhaal must've felt. I understand him.
#look at my brilliant idiot#it aint 100% accurate but we gotta do with what we have#im not about to teach myself blender any day soon#got an obsession to focus on#just glad the face model still worked and i found a somewhat matching hair#also yes those are drizzt swords#i still dont like drizzt#but my old weapons dont work anymore#so we gotta make do and sadly they are pretty#anyway time to resume the duo honour run cuz i like pain#im probably gonna regret this in an hour or two#also my tats arent working which is... smth#gotta figure that one out later#bg3#durge oc
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shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling. well, good luck babe! you’d have to stop the world just to stop the feeling!
#honestly how i listen to this at this point#like am i gonna get hit with the real life version of the bridge????#am i gonna be standing face to face with i told you so?#im terrified for regrets later in life#good luck babe#chappell roan#bisexual
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I love the chara timeline AU and love where it’s going! They’re all so cute! Are azzy and chara a ship you’ve ever considered? I think they’d be adorable but are also great friens
tysm!
Thank you! I'm glad you find them all cute too! ^∪^
And yes, I have considered it. The comic won't be featuring any shipping (as it's not a focus and I just ain't doing it), but you're free to think whatever. They both have good chemistry as friends.
#Am I going to regret saying this later? I hope not#I understand the controversy with them being siblings in other AUs and interpreted cannon. so YEAH. I aint gonna do much with that#I do not condone incest or adopted incest. That is the main thing. 👍#oh god. this sounds so stupid. Im gonna walk in this hole now to escape 🕳️🚶♀️
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"Listen, I love seeing you get into it after the whistle, too, man. Because you'll throw down—Like, you and [Steven] Stamkos went at it... you been going at it with a lot of different guys, but Evan Bouchard—" "I'm not tough! I'm not tough! No! I felt bad about that, man..." "I gotta ask about the chokehold, though! With Evan and he's like tapping out! Is he making any noises? Do you even know that he's in a compromised position? That maybe he can't breathe or whatever? What was going through your mind when this happened? And what was your reaction when you saw it afterwards?" "Yeah, I mean, listen some guys like to keep up the persona... I'm not the toughest guy in the league, I'll never claim to be that. I don't fight often. I haven't—I don't think I did last year at all, but I do believe in protecting yourself. You know, I saw Barkov get hit, and it was pretty dirty hit in my mind—in the moment, right?...before and after replay, and stuff like that. You understand the league made the right call, and what not... But, I see him, he's vulnerable, he's one of their better players, one of our better players on the ice, that was all it was, right? Just grab him and do something. You know, I felt bad about it, I apologised to him in the handshake line on the way out, right? It's all part of the game."
"What did he say? 'No problem'?" "'Go fuck yourself!'" "No, he said, 'All good, no issue.' I'm sure I'll get hit from behind next year or something so..." "'See, I got 45 points in playoffs...'" "Hey, but I'm with ya! I said it at the time! The Draisaitl hit on Barkov—Like, he knew what he was doing, he went straight through his head...I don't know..." "It's—No doubt, no doubt." "...In regular season he's probably getting suspended. You know, if that's the regular season..." "Yeah, and you know what? It all ended well, and Barkov was fine so... the league made the right call obviously, right?" "Yeah..." "Whatever...but when Max Domi—years ago...and he's kind-of like pressuring you, pressuring you, and you're like, 'What?' And you didn't get your guard up and he catches you with one...he catches you right in the jaw, you ate one! Were you thinking afterwards like, 'Man, I know I'm drawing a penalty here, but I gotta protect myself so I don't eat a fucking punch again like this, and set myself back with concussions'?" "Yeah, that obviously taught me a lot about protecting myself, for sure. For sure. You'd rather be the first one in there than the last one so...Yeah, it's not about dropping the gloves or anything, but getting your guard up and—definitely being the first guy to separate yourself, I think, is important. Yeah, I mean, that's all I'm gonna say about that."
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 7.30.24 (x)
hey diddle diddle the cat with the fiddle...
"im not tough im not tough noooooo i felt bad about that man 😣😣🫣" dear god our players are acting like theyre not war criminals...ekky notoriously not a fighter hes just here for a fun time its not his fault he manages to get involved in every single scrum and starts ragdolling bodies guys
#aaron ekblad#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#i cant believe we got ekky to talk about the sasha hit...oh my god OH MY GOD#ekky absolutely resolute in his own conclusion but then trying to be as neutral as possible when talking about the way the league handled i#babygirl has his job on the line#“it was a dirty hit” “he aimed straight through his head” “if it was regular season it wouldve been a suspension”#“but also the league made the right decision at the end of the day ig”#i felt that “whatever” in my soul i went oh yeah im sure ekky#i know its your job or whatever to not light this league on fire but i dont have the same qualms the league shouldve been harsher :)#your feet left the ground dont “im not someone who plays wanting to injure” me :)#that may be true at other points in time but in that fucking moment your intent was to injure#i thought id be over this by now but no im still very much not#im still gonna be fucking petty over this shit till the day i die you hear me#do you ever think about ekky essentially admitting he felt so antsy that it pushed him to do something he later regrets because he just fel#so powerless and wanted to regain an ounce of control back in a 1 for 1 nightmare scenario#he talks a lot with his hands so yeah it is certainly something to see him start to fiddle with them as he starts to remember the sasha hit#this is just a fascinating study on ekkys habits and mannerisms when he starts to feel restless#also whyd you have to whine out the “im not tough im not tough noooooo”#man haunted by his past sins but would do them again if it mean sasha would be okay by the end of it#or however that goes
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thought abt solas as eurydice again
#goodbye im off to rewatch a 2 hour subbed and multi angled greek slime tutorial real quick#i think tghe worst fucking part of the whole thing is the leitmotif parallel. i literally feel like i have scarlet rot each time i think ab#orpheus and eurydice having the 'la lalala la' thing. solas and the inquisitor having the hallelujah cadence. that is insane. that is insan#''its a sad song / its a tragedy / but we're gonna sing it anyway'' thinking abt those lyric and solavellan to die instantly btw.#like im so desensitized to their romance after so long but truly if i went into this game completely blind again and you told me#that there was an RO who would never sleep with you but would instead harmonize with you to the melody of an old leonard cohen song#i cant even FINISH this joke bc the thought makes me too crazy. even 7 years later it really does inspire shrimp emotions within me#solas nation go watch hadestown if you havent already. you will regret it but do it anyway#''it's a sad song / but we sing it anyway / cause here's the thing / to know how it ends / and still begin to sing it again#as if it might turn out this time'' BYE
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