#im gonna move on to the more clinical side cause my god.
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kindasleepycryptid · 1 year ago
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After years of being out of uni, studying is a pain i had forgotten how to endure
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i-cant-sing · 1 year ago
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GUYS OMGGGGGG MY CRUSH AND I ARE NOW IN THE SAME ROTATION🥰🥰🥰 (but only for 3 more days before I go to the next department for my new rotation 😭😭😭)
BUT BUT BUT TODAY WAS SO CUTE OmGG
Okay so basically, I was taking stuff out of my locker inside the clinic, ready to do a patient, and i looked to my side and I saw HIM, but I was like "I'm gonna pretend I didn't see him, because he's also getting ready to do a patient so like what time do we have to talk about- also wanna see if he actually cares about me or did he just forget me"
And I was wearing my gloves and he had started wearing his like 2 mins later and the he turned to me and said "hey, you're Snow, right?"
And I said "yes" before going on to my patient, cause I was busy, but on the inside I was like "OMGGGG HE REMEMBERS MEEEE🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭" EVEN THOUGH I WAS WEARING MY GLASSES AND NO MAKEUP AND MASKS AND WHOLE DIFFERENT PERSON (not even my sharp eye liner😭😭 but imma wear it every day now that he's around🥰🥰🥰)
And then we both were the last ones to finish our patients, I got done with mine earlier than him and then I had a test today, so I went up to him and was like "heyy, are you free? Can you help me with this test?" And he was sooo sweet and nice about it, like he was going "dont worry, you'll do great! You're gonna be fine😄" and I was like 🥺🥺 on the outside but on the inside I was like 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and he was even like "ohh, if you need help with anything else, let me know. Anytime, whenever😃"
AND THEN when I was done with my test and I was returning to the clinic to get my stuff, he stopped me- STOPPED ME, and asked how it went. LIKE HE DIDNT HAVE TO DO THAT AT ALL BUT HE CARESSS😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 So, when I said, yeah it went okay, be said "see? I told you, you'd be fine!😄👍" AND IM JUST SCREAMING BECAUSE YES I WANT HIS APPROVAL AND PRAISE, FUCK IT IMMA STUDY FOR REAL NOW😭😭😭😭😭
He looked so fine today too, and I swear, he's like much nicer and cuter in person than on texts...
(God, either make him mine, or let me move on from him ASAP)
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gojonanami · 5 months ago
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sabbbbb do you have a pet ?? or plants ?? cause like
geto seems like the one that would be hesitant to get a pet/plant
but once you get it
he'll be literally PAMPERING IT
like for the plant he'll get up in the middle of the night to see if it needs water and move it everywhere within the house to find the perfect spot for it, and he'll consume ANY articles on this plant and learn its scientific name and roots by heart. and he will spend hours talking to it and once it blooms he'll be ECSTATIC cause he took care of it well enough for it to grow a flower,
and he will cuddle with the dog or cat and get it anything it needs and wants - and he will spend an extra 20 min before going out just to make sure it isn't sad he's leaving, and always brings it extra food and blankets. that pet is treated like royalty because he fucking adores it.
after all, he has a pic of it in his wallet, next to yours.
and gojo,
the pet - oh my god he will literally take it anywhere coz ''how can I leave it at home ? it's gonna get lonely'' - and he's in a meeting with a dog or cat on his lap or a parrot on his shoulder and everyone's side eyeing him but he gives no fucks
and he'll get them blankets and the best food and let them sleep on his bed , no matter how much you complain about the hair they leave behind. oh, and if it shows the slightest discomfort or pain, god help you cause he will drive to the veterinary clinic in his pajamas if he has to. and the vets there are used to this since he pays extra for the privilege of not being placed in queue - his pet must get care IMMEDIATELY.
and he will get a big ass garden to plant the lilies you bought and show up the next day with more plants to keep them company
im sorry i cant those two-
omg you’re absolutely right 😭😭😭 geto would be reluctant because he’s afraid to take in another living thing to care for but once he does, he commits and wants to make life perfect for his pet / plant
he would be the epitome of plant / pet dad — he would be doing research on the best mulch / foods / things for them and he would literally make sure nothing bad happens — and whenever the plant or pet gets a little sick he would be trying to figure it out
god I love him
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saudade-mayari · 3 years ago
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Luna!! 1st year Pharmacy major here too care for some tips? and is it a good decision as a premed course? Please ignore if you don’t want to answer totally okay! I wanna be your 💊anon too
hello hello 💊anon and im so sorry i didn’t answer before bcoz work is killing me ksksksks. but... first off, go go future pharmacist!
as a graduate in pharma major... i tried not to be biased HAHAHAHAHAHA n e ways it’s all under the cut 💙👏🏻
—as i said before, no premed program is perfect. however, premed programs are great for application in med school.
—in our country, bs pharmacy is an underrated program let alone, an underrated job as well. that’s why i went to med school because pharmacists are treated here as “seller of medicines” no more no less
—your ace will be pharmacology, biochemistry and laboratory medicine. this is one of pharmacy’s core subject when you enter med school.
—short story: because of my knowledge in pharma i aced the mock physician licensure exam because i was able to easily provide an optimal management of medication for various chronic diseases.
—know your body clock :) as a college student in general your body clock is important. you are seriously going to fail if you don’t study ahead of time.
—ask questions. you are a freshie, taking side notes from your upperclassmen and professionals is a HUGE help. asking questions will help you avoid mishaps and blunders.
—try not be too much of a shy person. as a first year, allow your social network to balloon. it’s natural to welcome unfamiliar faces and unknown names, it’ll boost your confidence, your study peers and most importantly, it will immerse in relevant causes too.
—your study approach. it’s okay if you prefer to study alone or with peers. DO WHATEVER MAKES YOU AT PEAK CONCENTRATION.
—reinvent yourself :) not just in pharmacy but college in general is a perfect opportunity to make a positive change in your life. it’s a stepping stone to set your goals
—NOTE TAKING SYSTEM. i highly suggest you write notes especially when it’s not in the powerpoint then rewrite everything after. if possible, don’t look at your books while you rewrite because that way it’ll help you memorize.
—feel free to have color coding on your notes too. (eg. Yellow is for important keywords, pink is for other terms, orange is for examples, green is for main terms and such)
—device your own mnemonic. that plays an important role whenever you review. it’ll help you ace your quiz and exam
—USE ALL RESOURCES AVAILABLE. I mean use them at maximum! be it the library or the research center. seek additional help in those resources to mend with your weak links.
—loosen up and get drunk LOOL HAHAHAAHAHA
for pharmacy related....
—first year is the EASIEST. that’s it😂 the moment you pass through pharmaceutical inorg and org chem you’re gonna miss them because they’re the easiest ones.
—Pharmacy is not just science. I swear to god it has damned lots of MATH.
—the start of your struggle is when you meet the hailed Pharmacology 1 and Pharmaceutical Analysis
—i highly recommend to buy jenkin’s, pharmacognosy and clinical pharmacology book. that book is literally A BIBLE for us😂 even until now i use my pharmacology book. #myholytrinity
—jenkin’s would help you in pharmaceutical analysis 1 and 2 (quality control 1 and 2), pharmaceutical calculations, physical pharmacy, biopharmaceutics and pharmacokinetics. those are your pharma subjects that is filled with math... and jenkin’s has lots of sample problems to help you practice. that book is my savior since i am bad at math.
—if you plan to work on industrial pharmacy and manufacturing pharmacy setting, be sure you ace your pharmaceutical analysis 1 and 2 because it’s a foundation of what pharmacists should do in manufacturing.
—pharmaceutical calculation and physical pharmacy. this is one of the foundations of a future pharmacist. this will help you on the conversions and computations that we generally do on community, clinical and hospital pharmacy setting.
—pharmacology 1 and 2 is hard in a sense that you never see the answers in the BOOK. pharmacology is a subject where you will analyze every drug receptors and MOA. the pharmacology book will help you practice moreeee case study problems and that shit is the secret on how to pass pharmacology. be ready to test albino rats and rabbits. this subj is my personal fav. pro tip here is MASTER PHARMACODYNAMICS, KINETICS AND DRUG RECEPTORS. just know that shit and moa of drugs will be easy for you.
—pharmacognosy. that motherfucker is ten times harder than pharmaceutical botany. so the book holds a great help when you need to memorize tons of scientific name and their uses. this is one of the most interesting subj, we get to do wine and let the freshies taste it coz we’re afraid to taste our own work puhahahaha. tip here is to memorize ONE AT A TIME. master one section first before you move to another. it will avoid confusions.
—dosage forms and pharmaceutics, compounding and dispensing. these subjects will help you practice application as a pharmacist. we are best at patient counseling so if you want to pass dispensing, do not be shy to do patient counseling with your friends😂👏🏻 that way you’ll be more comfortable when you do your counseling exercise.
—microbiology and pharmaceutical toxicology. just be sure not to fuck up the laboratory exercise or you’ll be scolded real bad😂 or not to contaminate streak plates and culture😂 another interesting subj.
—in regards to pharmaceutical chemistry like inorg and org, pharmaceutical biochem, pharma medicine org and pharma medicine laboratory. the technique is continue studying. continue reading. practice with lots of structures and be sure you still remember your org chemistry because it’s a foundation to other chem related subjects.
—HAVE FUN HAHAHA. as paracelsus said, the dose makes the motherfucking poison so... don’t tense up too much on your program and poison urself.
—Don’t pressure yourself but be competitive. Always surpass your other achievement but don’t burden yourself too much. I get drunk and go to school for an exam... i did that even when i was in med school and i am doing fine and well :)
rome is not built in a day. you are where you are right now because of all the opportunities you shaped in pharmacy. get that three letters soon! 💙✨
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For life, yeah?
Gallavich Gift Exchange 2017 for @frank-iero-owns-my-ass! The prompt was:  Mickey coaxing Ian through a particularly depressive week, it's lasted longer than usual and Ian won't come around. Ian is secretly afraid Mickey will leave him if he keeps up his manic episodes, but he feels so helpless, as does Mickey in trying to help him. Mickey pov (general guidelines, feel free to change it, im so easy to please) So here is my interpretation and I really hope you like it :) Also a huge thank you to @gallavichthings for organising this whole thing. xx
Mickey hisses through his teeth as he runs his bloody knuckles under the stream of cold water.
“Mother fucker!”
He grits out through pursed lips and flexes his hand experimentally. It’s going to bruise like a bitch but he doesn’t think anything is broken. Thank fuck for that! Ian is going to be pissed enough without adding a hospital bill. He keeps his hand submerged for a couple more minutes and then carefully wraps it in a mostly clean towel and returns to the scene of the crime.
Yev turns away from the carnage as his Papa approaches and looks up at Mickey with large, sympathetic eyes, sucking in his lower lip.
“Ah shit.”
Mickey groans, surveying the damage for himself.
“Shit, Papa.”
Yev agrees sombrely. Mickey nods and mimics the little boy’s lip movement. Though now is not the moment for taking a photo, if anyone was there to do so, it would serve as an excellent paternity test if there was any doubt left as to who fathered Yevgeny. They are two frowning, blue-eyed peas in a South Side pod.
“Daddy is gonna be super mad.”
“Yeah.”
Mickey nods grimly already thinking about the sheer level of jutting chin he’s going to have to deal with for this one. He squats down beside his five year old and Yev wordlessly hands him the broken controller. Mickey runs his thumb over the cracked plastic and floppy toggle sticks. It wasn’t Ian’s remote thank God, but it’s still going to be an expense they could do without. The re-run of the K.O that caused the meltdown is still playing on the TV.
“Your hand okay?”
Yev asks, rocking up onto the balls of his feet to see the rather impressive swell of bloody knuckles his Papa is sporting.
“Hurts a bit.”
Mickey admits and glances up at the fist shaped hole in the wall. From this angle it looks even worse.
“Fuck.”
“Fuck.”
Yev agrees again and puts a comforting arm around his Papa’s shoulders. Mickey gives him a little lopsided smile and stands up, lifting Yevgeny with him and settling the boy on his hip. Yev raises his eyebrows at his Papa and flicks his gaze to the broken plasterwork.
“What are we gonna tell Daddy?”
“That I lost my shit and busted the wall I guess.”
Mickey shrugs.
“Are you gonna get a spanking?”
“Maybe, little man. Maybe.”
Mickey laughs despite himself and Yev bites his lip in consternation. He has never been spanked but has been threatened with it a couple of times and he understands the general principle of it well enough to know it is to be avoided at all costs. He looks back at the wall over Papa’s shoulder as Mickey carries him out of the room.
“We could fix it?”
“Yeah, I’m definitely gonna have to fix it. But, hey, listen, you get that what I just did was really bad, right? We ain’t supposed to throw toys.”
“Or stamp on them.”
“Right.”
“Or punch things.”
“No …”
Mickey grimaces as Yev continues to tick things off on his fingers
“Or say cuss words really loud.”
“Okay...”
“Or …”
“I think you got it, little man. Good job!”
Mickey kisses his son’s forehead and stands him down in the kitchen, handing the kid a chocolate chip cookie. Yev isn’t supposed to have sugary snacks before lunch but when Mickey acts out in front of him, which doesn’t happen as often as most would expect, but more often than he likes to admit, he always feels like he needs to spoil him a little to make up for it. It’s not great for a five year old to learn new and improved tantrum techniques from his father.
“Want a bite, Papa?”
“Nah, you enjoy it, man.”
Yev smiles happily and stuffs the rest of the sticky treat into his mouth, chewing with a noisy enthusiasm, broken toys and punched walls all but forgotten.
*
Mickey is just pondering how best to patch up the wall without Ian freaking out too much when the front door slams open and his boyfriend crashes in along with a flurry of snow and cold wind, face drawn and angry.
“Daddy!”
Yev cries excitedly, immediately abandoning Mickey in favour of charging toward Ian.
“Hi Yev.”
Ian picks his son up obligingly but Mickey’s ears instantly prick at the sound of Ian’s voice. It is flat, devoid of its usual flair and light.
“Hey, you’re home early.”
Mickey ventures cautiously as Ian walks over to him, his uniform is crumpled, messy, it looks like Ian has been hunched over rather than his normal straight-backed elegance.
“Not feeling good.”
Ian looks at Mickey, glances at the hole in the wall and closes his eyes, turning his face to bury his nose in Yev’s hair.
“What the fuck did you do?”
“I … ah …”
“Papa punched it.”
Yev offers. 
Ian’s eyes instantly harden.
“Jesus Christ, Mickey. What the Hell is wrong with you?”
The frustrated disappointment in Ian’s weary voice renders Mickey immediately mute and he studies his bruised knuckles intently. Ian kisses Yev’s temple and hands him over to Mickey, actively trying to avoid touching him at all.
“I need to lie down. Just leave this shit alone until I get up. I don’t want your clumsy fuckin’ patch up disturbing me.”
Mickey’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise at the harsh words and harsher tone but the bags under Ian’s eyes silence any retort he might try to make.
“And put the damn heating on. You spend enough on cigarettes; you can spend some money on keeping our kid warm.”
Ian gestures around the already warm house and glowers at Mickey who bites his tongue with an effort and nods.
“I’ll bring you in some lunch, okay?”
“Whatever.”
Ian stomps past and closes the bedroom door loudly behind him and Mickey lets out the breath he has been holding. Yev looks up at his father uncertainly
“Is Daddy okay?”
“Yeah, just tired and mad at me for the hole in the wall.”
Mickey smiles at Yev and then glances up at the closed door, a frown creasing his own brow. It has been nearly a year since Ian’s last depressive episode, and Mickey supposes it had to happen again at some point.
*
The next morning Mickey wakes up and rolls over to face the Ian shaped bundle of blankets that is beside him. He knows that Ian is awake from the pattern of his breathing and Mickey tentatively rests his hand on the outline of one strong arm.
“Good morning.”
No response.
“How you feelin’?”
Mickey inches the covers back slightly to try and get a look at his boyfriend but Ian shivers against Mickey’s palm as it is laid on his shoulder and pulls away silently.
Shit.
Mickey sits up and presses the heels of his hands into his eyes, wiping away the grains of sleep gathered in the corners.
He rolls himself out of bed and grabs his dark blue dressing gown from the back of the door. The thick, coarse towelling is a reassuring glint of normality and makes him feel a little better as his bare feet adjust to the cold kitchen floor.
He flips open the pill dispenser lid and empties the four pills Ian takes every morning into his palm, poking at each of them in turn with his forefinger, scowling. He wishes he knew which one of the little round fuckers had flunked out on Ian this time. He’d crush it, toss it down the toilet then take a shit on the pieces.
However, Mickey doesn’t know and so he carries all four back to Ian with a glass of water and focusses his attention on the task at hand.
“Hey man. Time to take your pills.”
Ian’s voice is muffled but clear enough for Mickey to make out:
“Go away.”
“I will in a minute, I promise. Just take these and I can go.”
Mickey crouches besides him and gently tugs the covers back from Ian’s face. He should have had Yevgeny stay the night. Ian is in pretty bad shape but not so bad as Mickey had feared and he almost always takes the pills when Yev offers them to him. As long as Ian is not at the very bottom of the pit of despair, he is still a pushover for the kid.
“Please, Mick ...”
“C’mon. You know I gotta see you do it.”
Mickey’s thighs are beginning to cramp from the squat and he shifts awkwardly, trying to be patient. Ian eventually uncurls a hand and Mickey slips the pills into it and then holds the back of Ian’s head, helping him sip water to get them down.
“Alright. I’m gonna make you a sandwich and leave it on the side here. You can eat it if you want to.”
Mickey stands, pressing a kiss to Ian’s cheek before drawing the covers back over his shoulder. Ian tugs them the rest of the way over his head and Mickey nods to himself. Fine.
He goes into the bathroom and whilst he releases the torrent of his morning piss, half-heartedly aiming at a stain on the back of the bowl, he tries to stem the rising panic bubbling in his chest, reciting the familiar mantras to himself.
They’ve done this before.
One of the pills is out of whack and needs to be regulated.
Ian will spend a day or two like this and then he’ll manages to move, they’ll go to the clinic and sort it.
They’ll be okay.
Ian isn’t even as bad as he sometimes gets, he can still call Mickey ‘Mick’ and he took the pills without crying, lashing out or just refusing until Mickey had to force him.
It’s all okay.
It is all going to be okay.
He texts Fiona and receives a reply that she’ll be over soon. Gallagher’s love a fuckin’ drama, he thinks wryly and then chides himself for being an asshole. The last couple of years the Gallagher clan have been pretty good about accepting Mickey and Fiona is always ready to help out when Ian hits a rough patch.
Mickey makes Ian a baloney sandwich, leaves it on the side with a glass of water, and goes out for his morning smoke.
He stands on the porch in his robe, a battered pair of tartan slippers on his bare feet, faded blue shorts and a tank top, a cigarette dangling from his lower lip. A couple of kids ride by on bikes, leaving tracks in the fresh snow, and one of them flips Mickey off. He returns the gesture and they pedal away, shrieking with delighted laughter. They’ll probably tell their friends that they flipped off Mickey Milkovich and got away with it. Mickey doesn’t care. His is one of the few houses that has never had a juvenile break in, that tells him all he needs to know about his status in the community, thank you very fuckin’ much.
The sounds of South Side fill the morning air and Mickey inhales deeply, appreciating the familiarity of them. Sirens, screeching tires, the deep rumble of machinery in the distance.
He settles into the creaky old lounger that Ian dragged home from Christ knows where and tips his head back, drawing heavily on his smoke. The material is cold even through his dressing gown but he doesn’t mind that. It’s peaceful out here and if he freezes his balls off it doesn’t really matter. He won’t be using them for a little while anyway with Ian like this.
He feels like he has forgotten something but shrugs it off. Ian had his pills, he’s got food, he’s got water … Mickey snorts and shakes his head. Sometimes caring for Ian in these phases feels like having a sick old cat: Feed it, medicate it, clean up its … SHIT!
Mickey hastily stubs the cigarette out and hurries into the house. He shrugs out of his robe and pushes their bedroom door open gently.
“Ian, hey, we gotta ...”
Mickey trails off as his eyes light on the glass of water. No longer clear, it is now a dull yellow. Ian has pissed in the glass. It is full to the brim, Mickey’s gaze follows the splashes on the table, down the draw, and he knows, without looking there is going to be a big old wet patch on the floor. It’s not Ian’s fault. He knows it isn’t, but his eyebrows are still up to his hairline and his lips compress into a tight line.
Mickey rakes a hand over his face and waits in the doorway until he can be sure that his temper is under control.
“Okay. Fuck. Alright ...”
Mickey nods to himself and stalks into the bathroom grabbing a bucket, cloth and bottle of disinfectant all the while worrying at his lower lip with his teeth.
As he enters the bedroom, he composes his face to neutrality. Ian is looking out from the cocoon of his blanket with flat, red-rimmed eyes.
“It’s on the carpet.”
Ian whispers miserably. Mickey shrugs and glances down dismissively as if the carpet brought it on its fucking self by being in Ian’s way.
“It doesn’t matter. Carpets shit anyway.”
Mickey gingerly tips the glass into his bucket; not bothering to try to pick it up, it is too full. He drops the cloth to the carpet and stamps onto it a few times, spraying the bedside table with disinfectant at the same time.
“I’m sorry.”
Ian shakes his head hopelessly and Mickey gives him a lopsided little smile
“Meh. We’ve all been there. I once pissed in Mandy’s cereal bowl ‘cause I didn’t wanna pause a video game. Don’t worry about it.”
A tear slides down Ian’s nose but he manages to lift one trembling corner of his mouth at the anecdote as Mickey pats his cheek very softly, stroking the tip of Ian’s short sideburns with his finger. Mickey hates seeing him like this, somehow when Ian is in the grip of a deep depression it is easier, the rules and limitations become more defined. This is a weird middle ground, the pills are trying to work but they are just enough out of sync to keep Ian submerged below the waterline of his illness.
“Hey. You listening to me? It’s okay.”
“You must hate me.”
“Not in this life, Gallagher.”
The kiss Mickey places against Ian’s lips is a full stop rather than a question mark and Ian reaches up to trace the curve of Mickey’s cheekbone gratefully. There is a flash of utter clarity amongst the clouding of his vision and Ian sighs gently. He doesn’t have the energy to reassure Mickey that he is still there, he just has to trust that he already knows.
*
Fiona arrives just as Mickey is finishing the clean-up and wiping Ian’s hands with a couple of the little wipes they keep for Yev.
“Hey Sweetface.”
She murmurs and spends a few minutes speaking in a soft, sweet voice to Ian and catching him up on family gossip. He doesn’t show any signs of interest but he is acknowledging the information and that is something. Mickey loiters on the edge of the bed, his fingers lightly resting on Ian’s foot. He is glad that Fiona is telling him normal shit, sometimes she can get a bit maudlin and it puts him on edge, plus he doesn’t want her making Ian feel worse. Once he is content that Ian is in safe hands, Mickey excuses himself to make coffee and when Fiona comes out of the bedroom, they sit at the table to drink it.
“What can I do to help, Mickey?”
Mickey taps the rim of his mug and sighs
“Not a whole lot for this but I was wonderin’ if you could watch him for a few hours on Thursday? If he’s not feelin’ better, you know?”
Fiona nods and sips her drink, it’s stronger than she’s used to but looking at the lines beside Mickey’s eyes, he desperately needs it strong today.
“What time?”
“Late afternoon? I gotta job to do and it’s kinda time sensitive. I’d tell the guy I can’t do it but I took the cash up front so now it feels shitty to bail on him.”
“You got a job?”
Fiona looks so happy that Mickey feels almost sorry to burst her nosy bubble
“Ah … not like … uh … it’s just a beat down. Some guy is havin’ trouble gettin’ his daughter’s ex to fuck off and he asked me if I could help.”
Mickey can feel the blush that creeps into his cheeks and scowls defensively, although to be fair Fiona hasn’t actually said anything but it still feels a little awkward admitting how he pays the bills.
“We need the money.”
“Sure, of course.”
Fiona’s smile is a little more stretched but credit to her, she’s trying to look impartial and Mickey cocks his eyebrow at her, letting a small grin lift his own lips.
“It’s a full service in this house. I beat ‘em up and Ian gets the call to go fix ‘em up.”
Fiona gives a surprised snort and her smile relaxes into a much more genuine grin.
“Fuckin’ Milkovichs.”
“Fuckin’ Gallaghers.”
Mickey counters as they touch coffee cups lightly and Fiona hands Mickey a cigarette. It isn’t exactly a friendship, but it’s close. Fiona respects that Mickey stands by Ian during his periods of illness and Mickey respects that Fiona shows up when he asks her. He suspects that the old superiority complex is still there deep down, but she treats him evenly and the whole family is great with Yevgeny, so fuck it. Sometimes you gotta accept the wins where you find them.
“Are you guys gonna be OK?”
“We’ll be fine. Tomorrow or Thursday, he’ll pick up and we’ll get to the clinic. Just a balance issue with the meds.”
Mickey’s tone doesn’t leave room for any disagreement so Fiona just nods and glances around the sparsely decorated little house. She likes how easy it is to pick out who chose what. The bright coloured cereal bowls, army paraphernalia and colourful movie posters are Ian to the life, whilst the solid, dark wood coffee table and Jack Daniels posters are very obviously Mickey. She glances at the no-nonsense black cup in her hands: Mickey.
“What happened to the wall?”
Fiona frowns at the gaping hole in the wall beside the TV and Mickey shrugs
“Milkovich temper tantrum.”
He hedges and to his joint relief and horror, Fiona gives him a sympathetic look and sighs
“Yev did that? Jesus. Trust me, the tantrums they have at five are nothing compared to the meltdowns of a pissed off eight year old. Carl once cracked a car wind-shield.”
Mickey makes a non-committal noise and buries his nose in his mug.
*
The next few of days pass in a really fucking monotonous blur for Mickey. Ian is either asleep, crying or angry. It is a low dip but it’s not the sort where he can’t function at all.
He can still demand that Mickey go out and get him some coke to help his mood, then throw a plate of food across the room when he is refused.
He can still recognise that he’s being difficult and sob his guilt and remorse into Mickey’s chest before pushing him away again.
Mickey just replaces the thrown food, refuses to get anything stronger than a joint, and strokes him back to sleep when he cries. What else can he do?
It is part of the illness, part of his body and mind trying to readjust and find a way through. Mickey knows all this, Ian’s doctor has explained it and Mickey has seen it several times. It can be hurtful, sure, but Mickey has taken a lot worse from people he doesn’t like half as much as Ian, so he figures he can handle it when it occurs.
On the fourth morning, Mickey lays down beside Ian after giving him his pills and kisses from his elbow to shoulder, resting his chin on him after the final kiss.
“I love you.”
He murmurs, sweeping a length of slightly greasy hair back behind Ian’s ear. Mickey kisses the muscular shoulder again and feels his body begin to stir. He shifts his hips back, not wanting Ian to feel the bulge in his pants. It isn’t anything Mickey can control, being near Ian is enough to get him going, no matter the circumstances, but Ian doesn’t need that kind of attention right now.
They watch a couple of shows and Mickey reads while Ian sleeps. It isn’t difficult exactly but it is boring as Hell.
When Fiona comes to relieve him of Ian watch for a couple of hours, Mickey is actually a little excited to get out of the house and work out some of his tensions and frustrations on some little punk who needs to learn when to back off.
He drives over to his clients place and parks a block over in case it goes to shit and the cops show up. This part of town is worse even than where he and Ian grew up and a few suspicious looking dudes glance appraisingly in his direction before clearly thinking better of it and going back to whatever hole they crawled out of.
One guy follows Mickey a couple hundred yards and Mickey toys with the idea of using him for practice, it’s been a while since he had a proper fight but it all seems a bit too much like hard work and although he’s glad to be out, he is worrying about Ian and his head isn’t really in the game.
The guy begins to move in on Mickey and with an impatient grunt, Mickey pulls his butterfly knife out of his jacket pocket and begins to flick it to and fro, flashing the blade with a familiar deadly grace, the metal making little ‘snicking’ sounds as it flits between his fingers.
The guy disappears down a side street and Mickey knocks on his clients door without further incident.
“Oh shit! Mickey, hey!”
“Hey Joe. You ready?”
“Oh man, listen, Ariel got back with the little prick last week, I meant to call you ...”
Mickey raises his eyebrows in irritation
“I already spent that money, Joe.”
Joe, a retired boxer and occasional bouncer flinches back at the frustrated look on the younger man’s face. He hasn’t seen the youngest Milkovich boy for a while but he seems pretty fired up and Joe knows from experience that underestimating his temper is a fool’s errand, it’s why he hired him in the first place.
“Keep it, she’ll break up with him soon and I’ll call you. OK?”
Mickey is bitterly disappointed but nods curtly.
“Alright man. Take it easy.”
“You too, Mickey.”
Mickey pauses to light a cigarette on the doorstep and hears a bolt slid discreetly into place. That cheers him up a little, he likes it when big guys feel a bit uncertain of him and Joe is a really big guy. Mickey supposes its professional pride but it is nice to know that your work is so respected that people want to make sure you don’t turn it around on them.
He considers chasing down one of the smack-head assholes who wanted to go with him earlier but decides against it. It would be just his luck to get arrested and Fiona might be okay with Ian for a few hours but Mickey doesn’t trust her (or anyone else for that matter) to see Ian through the rest of this shitty thing if he ends up doing a couple weeks inside. He’s never been away from Ian before during a depressive episode and fuck knows what would happen if Mickey got sent down right when Ian needed him most. Nothing good, that is for sure. Mickey flares his nostrils, chucks the butt of his cigarette into the gutter and heads toward his home.
*
“How is he?”
He asks as soon as he gets in and Fiona grimaces
“Mean. You know how it can go. I tried to feed him but he wouldn’t eat. He’s watching YouTube videos in bed.”
Looking up at Mickey she does a double take and scowls
“Jesus. You look deranged. What happened?”
“Nothin’ job got cancelled.”
He answers tersely and then gestures to his bedroom.
“The videos are good, right? He’s engaging with the world around him and all that. It’s a good thing.”
Mickey repeats, frowning at Fiona.
“Yeah of course but, Mickey, he’s being kind of a prick and you look strung out … you want me to stick around?”
“Why? In case I flip out and beat the shit out of him?”
“Kinda, yeah.”
Fiona is just tall enough to tower over him slightly and unlike Joe, she has no fucking fear. Mickey pushes a hand through his hair and shrugs against the fabric of his shirt.
“I’m not gonna do that. Thanks for hanging out and all but I got it.”
He won’t outright tell Ian’s family to leave unless he has to but it’s a close call and Fiona seems to understand this as she begins to gather her coat and scarf without comment.
“How much longer can you do this, Mickey?”
“Long as it takes.”
“He might need ...”
“Whatever it is he needs, I can give him. This is his home.”
Fiona gives Mickey a sympathetic look and he shifts his eyes, not wanting to meet her concerned gaze. She’s never tried to force him to take Ian to hospital, but she has suggested it before and Mickey desperately hopes she’ll leave it alone now. He doesn’t have the patience today. Fiona clearly thinks this too as she shrugs and says
“If you need me, just call.”
“Yeah thanks.”
Mickey nods and waits with his arms folded whilst she says goodbye to Ian. He expects her to just leave but she pauses beside him and gives his cheek a tiny kiss too.
“See you Mickey.”
“Uh… yeah, you too.”
His words don’t make sense but then neither does the kiss so Mickey doesn’t worry about it too much.
 *
Time passes. Ian’s mood doesn’t improve and neither does Mickey’s. 
It has been eight days since Ian came home in a foul mood and went to bed.
Eight days and the hole is still in the wall, the controller hasn’t been replaced, the laundry isn’t piling up because neither of them are changing their damn clothes but the dishes are high in the sink and Mickey forgot to do Yev’s assignment with him so Svet has pitched a fit over text. Things are falling apart gradually and all Mickey wants is for Ian to eat something and have a wash.
He looks down at the cracked plate and the squashed and scattered sandwich remains on the carpet. Ian had asked for the sandwich. Mickey had made the sandwich. Ian had thrown the fucker into a wall.
“Guess you didn’t fancy it, huh?”
No response. Ian doesn’t even look up from his phone.
“You want me to make you another one?”
Nothing.
“How about some chips? Give the vacuum cleaner a bit of textural variety?”
Ian glances up from the video he is watching but doesn’t answer. Mickey’s patience slips
“... or maybe I could just shove the whole fuckin’ meal deal up your ass?”
“Fuck off.”
Ian glances up from his phone and glares at his boyfriend. Mickey tongues at his upper lip, clearly aggravated. The room stinks, Ian stinks. It is the cloying smell of an unwashed body and Mickey is sick of it.
“Fine. Don’t eat but you gotta wash.”
Mickey informs him, stripping down to his own boxers ready to get Ian to the shower, his legs will be wobbly after so long in bed.
“No.”
“Ian …”
“No.”
“It’ll just take a minute …”
“You fucking deaf? I SAID NO!”
Ian roars, sliding down the mattress, dragging the blanket back over his head. Mickey’s own temper flares as  he presses his lips together tightly, raises his eyebrows and yanks the blanket away again with a sharp tug.
“I’ve had enough of this shit! Get the fuck up! You are on your fuckin’ phone watchin’ videos. You ain’t so far gone you can’t get up.”
He half crawls onto the mattress, intending to haul Ian off bodily and put him in the fuckin’ shower, even if he has to hold the fucker under himself.
“Go away, Mickey!”
The back of Ian’s hand catches Mickey just under his eye and he jerks back, startled.
“Ow! Fuck, Ian!”
Ian curls inward, turning his face into the pillow.
Mickey gets off the bed and closes the door behind him as he leaves. He isn’t built for this shit. When Yev had tantrums as a toddler he pretty much either ignored them or handed the kid over to Ian to deal with.
Ian is the one who deals with peoples shit. He’s the one who smooths stuff over and stays calm. Mickey doesn’t.
He tugs on some sweat pants and a thick sweater of Ian’s still over the back of the couch.
His cheek is stinging and Mickey’s hands are trembling from the shock of the whole damn thing. He paces around the house uncertain of whether or not to go back in. He decides against it. 
He drinks a beer and smokes three cigarettes outside on the porch, slumped down in the lounger. He shouldn’t have yelled, shouldn’t have snatched Ian’s cover away, shouldn’t have tried to force him. So many things he shouldn’t fucking do and he does most of them anyway. 
His phone vibrates in his pants pocket and Mickey glances down at it expecting it to be Svetlana about the school project again.
Ian: I’m sorry. I love you. Please come back.
Mickey doesn’t want to go back into that room. He slips his phone back into his pocket and pretends he hasn’t seen the message. Just ten more minutes, that’s all he needs. Ten minutes to himself and then he’ll go and lie with Ian or anything else his boyfriend wants of him.
Five minutes pass and Mickey is just about to light his last smoke when the back door squeaks and Mickey looks round, one eyebrow arched in surprise. Ian is stood in boxers and vest, shivering in the cold, looking down at him in absolute misery.
“Fuck, man! Get inside!”
Mickey stumbles to his feet, smoke curling out of his nostrils as he clamps the cigarette between his lips and barrels Ian back into the house.
“I’m so sorry, Mickey.”
Ian is trembling from head to toe and Mickey grabs a blanket from the couch, throwing it around Ian’s shoulders like a cape, rubbing his arms brusquely.
“It’s okay.”
“Your eye’s all puffy … Jesus.”
Ian’s lip joins the rest of his body, quaking miserably and Mickey makes an impatient noise at the back of his throat.
“I’m fuckin’ tired, both my eyes are puffy.”
Ian shakes his head and shakes off Mickey’s hands, reaching out and pulling his boyfriend roughly into his chest, holding him close.
“I am so, so sorry.”
“It’s okay...”
“Stop saying that! I’m sick, I’m not a little kid. Stop telling me it’s okay!”
Ian orders, and he sounds so much like his usual-self Mickey doesn’t even want to argue back. He likes authoritative Ian, he likes it when Ian takes charge of situations so that Mickey doesn’t have to. One of the hardest parts about the depressive episodes for Mickey is the responsibility of it all. What Ian eats, drinks, when he takes his meds, it is all down to Mickey and he hates it. He wants Ian to be in charge of his own life.
“Fine. It’s not okay. You’re being really fuckin’ hard to handle and I sort of want to kick your ass.”
“I know.”
Ian nods his chin against the top of Mickey’s head.
“I’m glad you’re up.”
Mickey says quietly and Ian nods
“I thought you might have left me.”
“Not likely.”
Mickey smiles against Ian’s chest and then pulls back looking up at him.
“You and me are for life, Firecrotch. We’re family.”
Mickey gives Ian a serious look as he says this and the younger man nods.
“Okay.”
Ian’s eyelids start to droop again. The adrenaline that got him this far is wearing off and his legs are shaking alarmingly. Mickey takes some of his weight and begins to guide him toward the bedroom but hesitates.
“Bathroom first.”
“But ...”
“Two minutes.”
He says firmly. Ian’s eyes drift down to him and it is as though Ian sees, really sees, Mickey for the first time in days. The tiredness, the strain, the smell of them both. 
“Oh shit, Mick …”
“What? You think I look like shit? Man, I’m a fuckin’ runway model compared to you.”
Mickey smooths Ian’s greasy hair and kisses his hairy cheek. They’re both sporting the beginnings of beards and the soft rasp of stubble is so calming that Ian actually turns his cheek, pressing it closer to Mickey. The effort is exhausting but the smile it raises on his boyfriends face is worth it.
“You actually like this, huh?”
Mickey asks softly and Ian nods.
“Sexier on you now than when we were kids.”
“Alright. Well, we don’t have to shave mine but we gotta shave yours. Makes you look like a damn schnauzer. I’m gonna start the shower and we’ll get you cleaned up.”
Ian feels a tear slide over his nose, and Mickey’s breath hitches as he notices it, but when he speaks, his voice is firm.
“I need you to help me, Ian. I can’t carry you.”
The amount of weight Ian has lost in the last week, this is probably not true but it has the desired effect and Ian straightens his spine determinedly.
“OK.”
“Good.”
Ian hears the water running in the bathroom, he hears Mickey’s tuneless humming, and he hears his heart pounding in his temples and knows that it beats for the man who is so desperately trying to take care of him. Ian grits his teeth, closes his eyes, and with great effort, he tugs his shirt over his head and peels out of his boxers.
It is like moving through a swamp, like his limbs have turned into thick rubber noodles that refuse to cooperate with his minds commands but he takes the few steps he needs to reach the bathroom door and pushes it open.
Mickey is leaning over the bath, his sweater sleeves pushed up, testing the temperature of the water raining down. His ass is jutting out in a sweet, round bubble against the soft fabric of the sweats. Ian feels nothing at all and the realisation stops him cold.
Then Mickey turns and he is smiling that wide, generous smile that is only for Ian, all white teeth and creased eyes, his nose scrunching just the tiniest bit and Ian manages another step forward.
*
Two weeks later
*
Mickey wakes to the smell of coffee and waffles. He blinks, frowns, squints against the small stream of sunlight that has found a chink in the curtains and is falling stubbornly over Mickey’s face. It takes him a few seconds to process the smells in conjunction with a small, warm weight covering his back.
He half pushes himself upright but an impatient noise stills his movements as a little hand takes a fistful of his t-shirt.
‘Yev’ Mickey thinks with a small huff. He half remembers the kid coming in during the night and squeezing in between him and Ian. He considers it a bad habit and something of a liberty but Ian doesn’t seem to mind at all so Mickey tend to just stake his claim on as much mattress as possible and ignores it.
Now, Mickey rolls over slowly until the weight dislodges with another grunt and a tiny bump on Ian’s side of the bed.
“Yeah, that’s what you get.”
Mickey mumbles as he sits on the edge of the bed and fondly smooths the frantic sweep of Yevgeny’s hair down, tucking the blanket around his sturdy little shoulders.
“Good Papa.”
Yev murmurs up at him approvingly, already slipping back toward sleep. Mickey smiles to himself and yawns widely.
Padding out of the bedroom he makes his way downstairs rubbing the sleep from his eyes. Ian is moving slowly around the kitchen, he looks tired but content. Mickey’s eyes flick toward the pill box and he notices the lid is flipped up which means Ian has remembered to take them. He’s been doing really well since the meds changed but Mickey always checks.
“Good morning.”
“Oh! Oh shit! I wanted to surprise you!”
Ian pauses mid waffle flip, a tiny frown creasing his brow
“You did.”
Mickey assures him, scratching at his beard. It’s come in a lot fuller than the last time he tried to grow one at seventeen and it’s actually pretty impressive now. Ian has tried to convince him to go for the full ‘Hipster’ look but Mickey has to draw a line somewhere and apparently, it gets drawn at a top-knot.
“How you feeling?”
“Shitty but I made breakfast and don’t feel like I need to sleep again already so I’m doing great, right?”
Ian lets his expression soften into a self-effacing smile and pours Mickey a cup of coffee.
“Damn right, you are.”
Mickey sips his drink and snakes a hand around Ian’s waist, palming him lightly.
“Not while the waffles are cooking.”
Ian’s scolds but his smile broadens when Mickey clucks his tongue in faux impatience.
“Fine but they better be damn good waffles.”
“Oh you know it. Sit your ass down and I’ll bring you some over.”
“Make sure I get the biggest one. You always give it to Yev.”
“Are you pouting?”
Ian laughs as Mickey settles into his usual spot at the head of the table and lights a cigarette
“Not yet.”
Mickey says evenly, flashing Ian a smile around the smoke. Ian serves them up, making sure to give Mickey the largest one and putting Yev’s share in the oven to keep warm. They eat in an easy silence, Ian’s foot nudging gently against his boyfriends.
“Hey, listen, I gotta patch up that hole in the wall today and I know we’re gonna take Yev home, but once we’ve done that … you wanna head down to town hall?”
“What for?”
Ian looks up from his plate and gives Mickey a sweet, wonky smile. Mickey scratches the side of his nose a little embarrassed and shrugs
“I figure now you’re out of bed, we’ll get married.”
Ian chokes on his coffee and Mickey pounds his back with a little bit of unnecessary force
“Jesus. I didn’t realise the thought of marrying me would make you wanna kill yourself by fuckin’ beverage inhalation.”
“No it’s … well, fuck! I wasn’t expecting it that’s all.”
Ian truly wasn’t. If anything he was bracing himself for a talk about maybe not being quite right for each other or something. He knows it’s stupid, that Mickey loves him and is fiercely loyal but when Ian has come out the other side of an episode, manic or depressive, he always wonders at the back of his mind if this will be the one to finally push his boyfriend away.
“Look it’s not a roses and champagne proposal it’s just … Fiona is your next of kin and fuck knows who mine is. I wanna know that if something happens it’s you and me who make the big decisions.”
Ian’s smile wavers but holds
“Did she try and get me into hospital?”
“No, but I wanna know that no one can. I make that call for you. You make it for me. Seems right.”
Mickey shrugs and looks shiftily between his coffee cup and the bright green eyes of his partner.
“So? Will you?”
“Will I what?”
“Jesus Christ, Ian. Marry me! Will you marry me?”
Mickey’s eyebrows are half-way to irritated and Ian grins at him
“I just wanted to hear you say it.”
“Asshole.”
Mickey suppresses his own grin, nudging his tongue into the corner of his mouth impatiently when Ian continues to stare at him.
“Ian, I swear if you don’t give me a fuckin’ answer, like, now…”
“Yes, Mick. I’ll marry you.”
“Today?”
Mickey prompts, blue eyes shining with happiness that he cannot quantify and doesn’t try to.
“Yes, today.”
Ian laughs, nodding and then seems to think of something else and shakes his head a little.
“Are you sure though? You really want ...”
“I just asked you, didn’t I?”
Mickey says sternly but tempers his tone with a soft kiss on Ian’s cheek.
“Yeah but …”
“It’s you and me, Gallagher. For life.”
“I’m so fucking lucky to have you.”
Mickey flushes slightly at the unexpected praise and Ian grips the back of his head, drawing him close and kissing the tip of his nose, lips twitching with a hidden smile
“You hear me? I am lucky to have you. You are a kind, generous, good person Mickey.”
Ian holds Mickey’s gaze until he is sure the words have sunk in and then pulls him into a kiss, knowing Mickey is more comfortable with expressing himself physically than verbally and damn, does Mickey express himself well.
 Ian’s mouth is warm and welcoming and the sweet tang of syrup mingles with the taste of coffee and cigarettes. Mickey sighs into him as Ian drops his fingers questioningly into Mickey’s lap and finds the answer all too apparent.
The words “I love you” float up between them and it is not clear which voice speaks them, but it doesn’t matter. They are simply and irrevocably true.
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therapist-solarist · 4 years ago
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OK WAIT IM GONNA WEIGH IN BECAUSE I HAD THIS VERY DEBATE WITH MY BEST FRIEND TODAY-
so hi, I’ve been a fan fic writer since I was 11 years old and reading/writing these kinds of plots ever since (18 now so it’s been a while-) but establishing that I’d like to add some input. First and foremost I fully agree with what you said but I think the fandom at large is reading the situation wrong and here’s why:
Tommy doesn’t think he’s the villain, the catch is everyone else belives he is.
Now let me explain with my fun bullet point list of why this is the case (in no particular order):
Technoblades speech: telling him he just wanted power and wanted to take over? That’s his brother reading his actions as power hungry and ignoring that willbur really wanted a lot of power.
Willbur telling everyone Tommy wanted to be president and convincing them that’s what he’s always been after when it’s fairly obvious he’s NEVER wanted that, at all like EVER. Willbur actually beat him down so much verbally in the pogtopia arch I don’t think he’d ever reach for power for fear of what others would say about him at that point. For gods sake the kid handed the nations power BACK to the man they all agreed was clinically insane at that point. (I’m also a fan of the idea that the poetic gesture of handing power to Tommy and then blowing up the city was VERY much a move to kill any and all lasting confidence that he could hold any power.)
Dream. I swear to god everything dream has done is to demonize and take back whatever he could from Tommy, from the latests stream as of 12/2/2020 this seems evident with his line of wanting to hold power over him and viewing Tommy’s discs as his own and uses it against him at every turn, EVERY turn. Especially when it hurts Tommy most.
The moments of distrust as people see Tommy trying to go into a situation. They so very much don’t trust him at times and you can see it when they are acting that way. (It’s kind of amazing honestly)
The way Quackity had tubbo convinced that Tommy was the traitor and really got under the audiences skins before he joined the night of the Great War. I was watching that day and I almost really believed it till it turned his two older brothers betrayed them all. (Although I don’t think techno betrayed anyone personally, but that’s another rant for another day)
The way tubbo seems to be losing trust in Tommy the longer he holds power in l’manburg. The way he seems to trust Quackity more over him at moments. He fully fell in line with Quackity’s theory at the drop of a hat. I think that says a lot in its own.
So now that that’s been established, let me bulletpoint why Tommy seems himself as not the villain and why, he keeps insisting as such. And why this is exactly why everyone views him as the villain-
His now instance to gun for the discs. He’s sacrificed them time and time again and everyone is viewing this as selfish when in reality, Tommy has actually I think given almost everything to the cause, to l’manburg. Time and time again he gives up things he loves and this is why he’s so often at the center of conflict. He knows he has things he cares about and dream or whatever villainy he’s against use it against him. The server was BUILT to be one where you shouldn’t hold anything valuable and that’s all Tommy does. He holds the discs valuable, he holds tubbo as valuable, he held Henry as valuable, FOR GODS SAKE HE HELD WILLBUR AS VALUABLE.
More on the valuables point, the way Tommy gave to the things he held dearly is his unwavering loyalty. Unquestioning loyalty. When Willbur proposed that they be “the bad guys” Tommy says no, he won’t but ya know what? He could have walked out, would have been best if he left. But he didn’t! Even to the end when Willbur was really too far gone he stuck by his side, he tried again and again to talk him down and ya know what? In return people still distrusted him despite it all. Willbur kept spreading the lies that Tommy wanted power and they believed it but ya know what Tommy still did everything for l’manburg and for Willbur.
Tommy up to the end of Techno’s speech denyed he wanted power. He genuinely didn’t! He even expressed this in 12/2’s stream. He says very specificity he just wants to relax but can’t right now. He doesn’t see himself as power hungry because he’s not despite his actions suggesting otherwise unless you are actually paying attention.
The way he gives up his disc in the first war for independence.
The way he sacrificed getting any discs back for a time, till now really! He waited till he knew someone he put all his loyalty into was in power. Willbur couldn’t be trusted when he started to lose it and he couldn’t focus on that with Schlatt around but now here it is, the prime moment to do this when the last person he fully and truly has loyalty too is alive and in power. He’s right when he says he wouldn’t exile him, because the way he works and acts is in the idea of unwavering loyalty and blind faith at times.
Dream. Once again today’s steam really highlights dreams true colors here. Tommy points it out! Sure he did it in a shit way but my god did dream fucking go off. We see his motivations in full for the first time, ITS BRILLIANT but also, makes Tommy’s point on why he’s not the villain even more clear. He points out that every fight for the discs is so he has power over Tommy, and everyone just brushes over it. Dream is aiming to kill here, he knows he has power over Tommy and l’manburg so long as he has a disc. Sure he can kill everyone but it’s so much less effective when he’s got an object at his finger tips. of course Tommy sees dream as a villain! He came out and said it and everyone ignored it!
Now, how does this lead to Tommy being a villain? Very simply it comes down to how he’s viewed VS what he’s thinking. He’s SAYING “I don’t want to be the villain” but this poor kids been set up from the begging to be VIEWED as one. This is so important because of what’s happening with Tommy and Tubbo. The way things are headed, if he’s exiled for real, Tommy will be a “villain” in people’s eyes because he tried to “sacrificed the nation for a music disc” when everyone seems to forget he gave up the disc for the nation in the first place! And it’s worst because, in the end, the biggest issue that lead them here is the boys fatal flaw.
In Greek mythology everyone was considered to have a fatal flaw, and is the reason why so many if not all Greek myths end in tradgety. Every great hero has one. (I find it interesting because Tommy is a direct foil to Willbur in the way his loyalty to people hurts him. Willbur has “learned” his lesson (trusting too blindly *cough* Eret, Fundy, Schlatt etc, *cough* and how Tommy keeps putting blind faith and loyalty into others. Also technos speech was incredibly on par for what’s happening here.)
In the end Tommy’s fatal flaw is loyalty. Tubbo’s was a mix of nieaviety and trust. Tubbo has been learning, Tommy has learned but not in a way that helps him with his flaw. Tubbo learned trusting can get you killed after Schlatt executed him and you can see this distrust (much like willbur’s but not the same pareanoied level, although the panic room and the JFK jokes are getting concerning...) And now with Tommy putting all his loyalty and faith right into Tubbo to protect him Tubbo is questioning if he can trust him anymore. That’s where they differ the most and how their flaws will be their downfalls. It’s a fatal flaw for a reason.
So what does this mean in context for the original posts point?
Mostly that, yes friendship does beat all but uh, Tommy won’t shoot. He never would unless he’s proven he really can’t place loyalty to anyone but his flaw in and of itself is his death right before him. Hell trust tubbo to the end. So no he won’t shoot, but Tubbo would. If he keeps heading the way he is right now and Tommy heads away from him Tommy will be viewed at the Villain and Tubbo as a hero and lead us to our direct Willbur and Jschlatt foils. I want to see how to plays out more but they where right in saying history is repeating itself! It is, and they are watching it happen. Inheritance is nothing if not accidental. They both have learned from their environments and learned how to mirror the people before them. Unfortunately they weren’t great role models. So no Tommy won’t be getting a villain arch but to the rest of the smp they’ll see him as one if he keeps going as he is (and he will because... that’s just Tommy. That’s just how he is.) they’ll recreate history even if they want to or not.
It’s simply inevitable.
look. im sorry, but villianinnit isnt going to be canon. please. he literally said it himself he doesnt want to go against tubbo. face it, we have a paragon character on our hands who WANTS to be good. tommy isnt like wilbur, who was fighting for his land, or like techno, who is fighting for a cause, tommy is ‘fighting’ for his friend. and even if tubbo SOMEHOW goes against him, tommy won’t fight him because thats his friend, he’ll do the stupid hero thing and try to talk it out while everyone is trying to drag him down. its the standard case of friendship triumphs all.
istg this fandom hasnt picked up a book since kindergarden what are y’all DOING
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My daughter was in a car accident on Feb. 25. She was traveling straight in the southbound lane, when a rushing man in the northbound lane turned left in front of her. The driver admitted that he was upset because he had been following a school bus for the last 20 minutes and his friend, whom he was trying to pick up, was late for work. He stated that when he saw the driveway that he cut from behind the bus to turn in then realized from the skidding that he turned in front of a car. His insurance company is still investigating and waiting for pics of the scene and his friends statement. I was told by his insurance company (USAA) that witnesses not listed on the police report could not be used, but his friend is not on the police report and they are waiting for her statement. NC State Highway Patrol responded to the scene and the driver was cited for failure to yield the right of way. The driver was apologetic and admitted several times around a number of people that he must have blanked out or was daydreaming from the frustration of the school bus. USAA is saying that they need to make sure that my daughter was not 1% at fault, meaning speeding perhaps. The officer estimated her speed at impact at around 40 mph and the speed limit is 55mph. She hit the drivers back tire of his Jeep Wrangler (small truck) causing him to rest in a small trench or ditch ion the side of the attempted driveway. The front passenger side above the front tire and the front by the headlight is damaged on her car. She tried to avoid him, protect her younger sister (13) and avoid veering to much left in fear of hitting the school bus. My girls were terrified when I arrived 15 minutes after the accident. USAA stated that she may have had time to instanly stop, but she tried everything that she could do. In my opinion, she should have never been put into that situation. USAA is saying that points of contact are off, but my insurance agent said that she hit the back tire because a Jeep Wrangler is only 5 ft long and he was not towing a boat or driving a common sized vehicle. Plus the driver admitted to pushing down on the accelerator when he realized what was happening. I just need to have someones advice on this matter before hiring a lawyer. Thank you.""
Which company Car Insurance?
Hi, I am planing to buy new car in bangalore. Please let me know which company car insurance i have to take. Which insurance company is having good service.? Thanks""
Would a MINI COOPER 1275 CLASSIC be a good first car?
I will be 17 in July and soon after will be learning to drive. My dad said he will get me a car for my birthday. I really like this model of a classic mini and the ones I have been looking at are going for about 640+ but I am willing to pay about 1000 (maybe a little more!! ) for one. I am aware that Classic Minis are going up in price. Will this be a good car for a new driver??
Car insurance: Hybrid or conventional?
For a vehicle that is available in hybrid HEV and conventional drive train, which one costs more in vehicle insurance? and what is the difference?""
Insurance getting cancelled on an SR22 in VA?
I was so excited about good news I received, that I forgot that my insurance was going to cancel at midnight. I have an SR22 filing, even though I no longer require it. I left it there until it was time to renew. My question is how soon is DMV notified? Will I have time to call my agent first thing in the morning?""
Why is motorcycle insurance so expensive?
...for so many people. I see complaints everywhere about sport bike insurance being so crazy. I just bought my first bike, 2 months ago. 1 month after getting my license. I'm 18 years old. My first bike was a 2004 Yamaha R6. I used Progressive online and put in everything accurately, driving history, motorcycle history (0 years), first bike being a 600cc sport bike. And I got quoted 300 dollars a year... bought it in full. Why is it so expensive for others with good history?""
How much would auto insurance be with State Farm for an 18 year old male with a 2006 Mazda 3 hatchback?
No tickets, no accidents, 3.0+ gpa.""
Questions About Car Insurance?
I'm trying to see how much would car insurance be for me and my fiancee. She's 20 and I'm 21 both in college. I will be a first time driver and she had hee license for a couple of years and we live in the State of New York. How does insurance work? What's the best company for this? Thanks and God Bless!
Life insurance for my parents?
Hi i am interested in taking out a life insurance policy on my parents in the UK just wondering if this is possible and whether it can be shared between me and my siblings many thanks.
What is the best way to recruit people to become insurance agents?
I recruit people for Farmers Insurance to become insurance agents. We train and help finance them to open their own insurance office. I'm doing this within a 30 mile radius of ...show more
Whats the best agency to call to get homeowners insurance? single family cape cod style.?
Looking for good home insurance rates
""Nice corsa modifications, cheaper on insurance?""
Hey guys, got myself a corsa.. Got tinted windows, alloys, irmscher body kit, tinted lights already. What other mods could I do that would be at the cheaper end of the insurance.. I don't want my insurance going up a bomb, but little to no increase mods would be great. Thanks!""
Do you have to get insurance as soon as you get your license?
I plan on going to get my drivers license in a few weeks (hopefully I pass!) and I've been told you have to have insurance right away. I'm currently on my parents plan with my permit but it's not costing them anything. Their agent said to immediately notify her once I get my license. Could she have said this just because she thought I would be getting a car? I don't plan on getting a car anytime soon but drive my parents cars occasionally. So will the insurance go up any if I don't have my own car that needs to be insured? If so will it be a lot? All answers will be greatly appreciated, because my parents are trying to make me put off getting my license because their car insurance is sky high already because of all the tickets & wrecks my brother has gotten in & I really want my license! Thanks in advance!""
Insurance on a car that is my moms?
Hey, I'll be getting my license tomorrow but I don't have a car yet. I asked my mom if I would be able to drive her car around but she said that if I get into a wreck the insurance wouldn't cover the repairs since she wasn't driving. She said I had to be on the insurance for it to be covered. Is this true? And is there anyway around that?""
Car Insurance problem?
I need to renew my car insurance in the next few days but I am also moving to a new address in under 3 weeks time. This new address offers me much cheaper car insurance. I don't use my car much and can do without using it all for 3 weeks. If it is parked on the road and fully taxed is it a legal requirement to insure the vehicle even if it isn't used. I can live with it being stolen or damaged but I wouldn't want to be fined for being uninsured. The only problem with insuring the vehicle under my current postcode is that I'm at the whim of the insurance companies to what discount they offer me when I actually move. All the insurers I have phoned can't guarantee a fixed price for the new postcode if I register my the policy under my current postcode for the first 3 weeks. My main concern is not to do anything illegal so at the end of the day it's not worth saving money if I am going to get in to trouble or be fined.
What would my insurance company do if I told them I'm derestricting my moped?
Hi, I'm not a stupid driver or irresponsible, it's just I work so I have to drive 15 miles to and from work (I'm 16) and I know it's illeagle to derestrict my 50cc moped but I could really do with abit more speed without being caught, so if I told my insurance company that I'm 16 and derestricting my moped, would they still cover me or cancel my insurance? I'm a sensible driver! Thanks in advance""
If I have proof of insurance but driving a friend's car who doesn't have insurance...?
Can I get a ticket for not having insurance? I was pulled over while driving a friend's car and received a ticket for not having proof of insurance. I had proof of insurance for my car in my wallet, and I showed it to the officer. He told me there needed to be proof of insurance for the car I was driving as well. Anybody know if this is true? I'm in Washington State for the record.""
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
Adding additional people to my car insurance?
I was wondering why it is recommened that I add my boyfriend to my car insurance policy, just because he lives with me? I've talked with my insurance company and I know that my car is still covered in an accident if someone else is driving it, so why would it matter that my boyfriend be listed on the policy?""
How do I notify my auto insurance company that I'm cancelling my policy?
I just switched from Progressive to Geico (and saved almost $1200 per year!) How and when do I notify Progressive that I'm cancelling my policy with them? (My coverage with Progressive ends March 4th, and my coverage with Geico starts on March 3rd). I've heard that I must notify Progressive in writing; does Geico provide some sort of form or document to give the old company or do I have to actually type out a letter to Progressive?""
""Just moved to Louisiana, do I have to change my address, driver's license, and transfer my car insurance?""
I moved from Minnesota a couple weeks ago and I'm afraid it's going to be expensive to change all of these, especially my insurance due to the increased crime rate here in New Orleans. Is this illegal to leave be? I am really quite clueless. What about when my tabs expire in December? Also I bank with Bremer bank which is only available in the midwest, do I need to change it? Can I keep my checking and savings accounts and open a checking account here at a Chase bank as well?""
Estimate of car insurance for fiat 500c first time driver?
My first car is going to be a fiat 500c thats about 3 years old. I am 18 years old in the UK whats an estimate of price for the insurance for the year?
Insurance on Courtesy car?!!!?
Hi. my husband and I were buying a nice car from a local garage but there was a hold up due to the log book and tax etc. We were given a courtesy car till our new car was ready. But, having only driven the courtesy car for a week or 10 days, we discovered that the garage had closed and they had done a runner!!! So thats the end of my new car but we have still got the courtesy car. Will I still be covered to drive it? Or will our fully comprehensive insurance cover it? Anyone any ideas. If I can drive the car legally, I will, till anyone comes to claim it, if ever they come to claim it. Thanks Basil""
Where can I find the cheapest health insurance in California?
Basically I am enrolling in this EMT course and they REQUIRE that you have proof of health insurance before enrolling in the class. Where can I find the cheapest insurance just to fill this basic need? Doesn't matter about coverage and co-pays, etc. just need something to suffice until I'm done with the course, then I'm going to drop the insurance once I get it from my job as an EMT, ya know. Me: married 23 yr old female in perfect health.""
Cheapest auto insurance in CA?
Cheapest auto insurance in CA?
Why does my auto insurance keep going up?
My auto insurance premium seems to keep increasing. I drive a 2001 Nissan Altima and I'm paying over $250 a month. I have no accidents or speeding tickets on my record. My friend has a 2007 Pontiac G5 and he is paying $170. We use the same insurance company. This makes no sense to me. What seems to be happening?
""How much will insurance cost for a mazda RX-8, 2004?""
I am 17, 18 in December but I was wondering how much it would cost for insurance per month and annual since I am a teen?""
Is a 2000/2001 BMW 323ci an expensive car to insure?
I know insurance costs depend on a number of factors, but, all that aside, does anyone know if this car is expensive to insure? (or any of the other higher up 3 series like the 330ci )""
How much does storage unit insurance cost?
I'm sure there are a billion variables but I'm just trying to get a loose ballpark figure. I'm renting a 5x5 climate controlled unit in one state but I live in another. I'm storing ~$5000 worth of stuff--black forest clocks my parents brought back from Germany in the late 40s/early 50s; figurines, etc., most more sentimental than material value. The unit itself is a name-brand secure facility in a decent neighborhood with gated access. I figure I'll have the unit about 6 months. Like I said, I'm just trying to get a rough idea, not an etched in stone quote. Any ideas are greatly appreciated. sbf""
Two car insurance policies?
My parents are trying to get me insured on their car which they already have a policy on but it is too expensive to put me on that. Is it legal for me to take out another insurance policy on the car in my name only?
What kind of car would cost around 2000 yearly to insure for a young person?
just looking around for insurance quotes, yet all i seem to find cost around 5000 a year -.- any ideas on what cars are cheaper?""
What is the average cost for General Liability Insurance for a Security Guard Company in California.?
I'm trying to get an idea of how much a 1,000,000,000 Liability Insurance Policy would cost for a Security Company in California""
How much will insurance cost lower by taking online driver's ed in Florida?
I'm 18 years old and I live in Tallahassee, Florida. I used to have a 1996 Mazda Protege DX and it cost me $127.00 a month with Acceptance Insurance. I never have had a ticket or have been in a wreck. I see some people who have way newer cars than I do and insurance is way cheaper for them. How much will insurance, on average, lower a month if I plan on taking online driver's ed in the state of Florida?""
How much is the cost of delivering a baby in california without insurance?
Hi, i'm from the philippines, and I'm planning to give birth in california specifically in san francisco or los angeles where I have relatives. I wish to pay in cash but I would like to know how much discount I can get for a normal delivery or c-section. I hope you can provide me with organizations as well as their contact numbers that can guide me throughout the process within those area. Thank you so much.""
Insurance when you die?
If I kill myself will I get insurance ? I dont care about money I am already well off but just curious about insurance , too early to call my insurer or go look at the doc, to depressed""
Which credit reporting agency is best for the credit report?
I know that i can get my free credit report once a year, but there are like 3 reporting agencies to chose from. Which of those agencies is most accurate, and gives out the most info? I want one, to show all the negatives thing i might have in order for me to fix them, if there are any.""
""I wrecked my car it wasn't my fault. I want the car totaled, but the insurance company is using retail value?""
of the car. Is there anyway I can get them to use a private party value or something else? I had a 2001 honda civic LX, 1 owner, auto, 117,000 miles on it. The insurance company is ...show more""
How much will car insurance pay for my accident?
I live in Logan, Utah and I was stopped at a red light when a car rear ended me going about 35 to 40 mph. I got whiplash and my neck, back and shoulder's have been hurting since. I also have headache's. The insurance company that will be paying for my injuries is allstate and they said they won't pay for excessive bills. How can I tell which bills they will count as reasonable and which bills aren't. I don't want to end up paying for anything, but I need to go see someone. Will they pay for chiropractors? massages? going to the doctor? I just don't know. I am also wondering how much money they will pay me once I settle. I'm not able to go to work because I'm a hairstylist and I can't hold my arm's up very long. I already tried to go to work, but I just couldn't do it so i came home early. Please Help! This is my first accident and I don't know what to do""
Insurance Q's Renewal Price ?
I was getting a quote today for next years insurance, but theres a question wanting to know about the renewal price of my last insurance. Will the answer to this effect my premium?, i don't know my renewal price yet so i've just gone and guessed it for the moment. I was hoping that giving an estimate isn't going to cause any problems. Or, will they need too know my exact renewal offer and then check it? Its the best quote i've been given of 1280 Full comp for a 1.0ltr corsa lol. I wouldn't of asked but i couldn't find online if your previous insurers renewal price affects your next insurers premium. Thanks.""
What car insurance company has the best rates and prices?
i just bought a car and dont know which insurance company to choose
Classic Car Insurance?
If I bought an 80's car, but my parents were the policy holder for the classic car insurance quote, and I am only 18... would I be able to be a named driver? (because you have to be over 21 to qualify for classic car insurance) Also... is this even legal? Thanks""
Approximate price of motorcycle insurance?
hello, i am 17 years old and have just gotten my M1, i am looking at buying a honda cbr 125 (2008 in white). i was wondering if anyone had an approximate estimate on how much ...show more""
Is it Ok to buy insurance for me and let other people buy the car?
It is cheap to buy me insurance, so I am just wondering if I can buy the insurance and let other people to drive the car.""
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
""Pregnant with no health insurance, Texas?""
Is anyone familiar with Texas Department of Health and Human Services. I just found out I am pregnant yesterday, two days ago my husband was laid off work. His old company added an HSA for us in December and we were under the impression everything was fine with employment if they added this for our family. I finally had a family HSA as of 1/1/12 and then on 1/3/12 it was taken away. He worked 90 hours on his last paycheck almost the most of the year, and was told work is slow so he was being laid off. They also added back matching 401k this year too, yep! We have been trying for years and had no idea this would happen this way. It is just crazy! So I found out on the website for HHS of Texas the income level for benefits. I am right there underneath the level for 2 people. Do they include the unborn child as a 3rd family member yet? Also I saw that you have to list assest out like vehicles. We have two cars and that is it. We make payments on both of them, so is it possible they will deny us since we have these assets. Other than those we have no other assets. But I remember my mom being denied for SSI on my brother due to assets so I am worried. Please can anyone help ease my mind?""
Should I get a full coverage insurance on a rental car?
I have to rent a car for 2 weeks for business. Supposely, the cost should be reimbursed to me by a company after the assingment is done. Not sure if I can truly trust that. But anyway, if I don't get the insurance, it will be $500. But if I get insurance, it is $1200. I am a safe driver and I will be in a rural place. I am trying to convince myself that I don't need it. But then again, I worry about what might happen if accidents occur. The cost of rental car will be reimbursed by a company. But I am not sure if they are actully going to do that in timely manner and my credit card balance is high. I don't want to put extra money charged into my account. My credit card company and auto insurance company (on my own car) told me that they do not have insurance coverage on rental cars. What do you think? Thanks""
Will getting a car permit/License increase tax?
I wanted to get my permit and then license as soon as possible. My mom however says by driving there will be an increase on tax she has to pay. Does she mean insurance? I'm not sure what she means by that, so can anyone explain?""
Good Health Insurance for individual?
I'd like to know if there are any affordable health insurances that can cover, at least in most part, doctor visits, low cost prescriptions and sometimes specialist visits. I don't go to the doctor very often, I can spend a year or more without a visit but I still need the insurance. I have a part-time job which doesn't offer me any benefits so I'm on a budget when it comes to health insurance. I am still considered dependent but a family health plan is not an option at the moment. Any good health insurance that is affordable with a part time job in Florida?""
Can I sue my husband's car insurance company?
Me and my husband have been split up for a little while, we are not divorced nor have we filed.We decided to go on a small vacation to TN together with our children,to see if we can work thing's out. While there we had a bad car accident to were we were hanging on the side of a cliff in the mountain's by a tree with our 2 daughter's in the car as well. The car was totaled out by the insurance company, I didn't go to the hospital as nothing was seriously wrong at the time but now I have bruising and painful bruising. Can I sue my husband's car insurance company? I live in Kentucky for refernce to the different state laws""
What is the average cost of general liability insurance for someone that does light field work like surveying?
Live in Oklahoma and do alot of surveying and consulting. Just wondering if anyone has any ideas about what it might cost to insure my employees against bodily damage ect.
Tips on how to get first time drivers car insurance down?
Hey, so I have my driving test on June 3rd but i am looking to buy a car before then in these next few weeks. Ive been getting some quotes on some possible cars but the cheapest quote i am getting is 4,500, which is absolutly ridiculous! I thought 2,000 was pushing it and i dont intend to pay more than 2,000 a year. The cars ive been looking at are Peugot 206s, Vauxhall Corsa SXI, and Renault Clio's. Which i believe are in the cheapest insurance band. I just dont understand why im getting quotes of 4000/5000. Most of my firends with similar cars pay 1,500 a year which seems right. I must be doing something wrong. Can anyone give me tips on how to get the price down. Should i add my mum as an additional driver? Do modified cars (alloys and tinted windows) dramatically increase the insurance price? Any reccomended insurance companies? Thanks guys!""
Does your insurance cost increase if you get a ticket but no points on your license?
Does your insurance cost increase if you get a ticket but no points on your license?
My 70 year old grandmother's car insurance a rip off?
My grandmother is 70 years of age, drives a 2004 (54) 1.2l Vauxhall Corsa for personal reasons only - no commuting, work etc. Tesco car insurance have quoted 350 for fully comprehensive cover for 12 months. This seems a little steep as my father's 2004 RX8 which is classed as a 2.3l, or thereabouts, costs less than 300 & he's considerably younger. Each have full no claims bonuses. Please don't refer me to comparison sites because I'm sick of entering the necessary details only to receive ridiculously high quotes from them all. Thanks!""
Can you buy back an insurance write off in Ontario?
I have 3rd party insurance only on my car. Someone went into the back of me & has admitted fault. They asked if they could try to settle without going through insurance companies but they are taking too long to get back to me with an offer to settle. I have been to get some bodywork quotes but have been told that it will probably be an insurance write off. The amount they give me will not enable me to buy the standard of car that I want & I don't want to put any more to it. Can I buy back an insurance write off in Ontario? The damage is only to the bumper & rear door but will cost too much to repair. Thanks for any help.
Cheap motorcycle insurance for 18 year old?
Im 18 an looking to get a street bike this year but the insurance company my parents have(some local small insurance company) saids they cant even give insurance until ive had lisense for 5 years which is bullshit. Even after 5 years they said it would most likely be around 4 thousand a year which is rediculous! All i want to do is own a motorcycle an ride but damn insurance is too high! Any cheap insurance that gives full coverage to 18 year olds. Btw my driving record is clean with no accidents or tickets
Car Insurance Question (regarding insurance)?
Hello, I have an insurance question. Last December, my wife, 2 y/o daughter, & I were involved in a car accident. The other driver was at fault, this was noted on the police report. My wife & daughter both required medical attention. My daughter suffered a broken leg & has since recovered. Unfortunately, my wife's recovery is taking a little longer. She required immediate surgery on her wrist & needs daily physical therapy. Although I have a laywer, car insurance & health insurance, I've had to front enormous amounts of money to cover medical expenses. My health insurance will not reimburse me for expenses. Can I ask my car insurance company to help me out with expenses? They know the other party is at fault (police report says so). I've had to liquidate stocks & savings to make ends meet. I'm now out of money. I was not at fault, yet I'm being punished. Any advice on how to get reimbursed ASAP? My settlement probably will not occur until next July.""
Fog lights Car insurance?
Hi I have got a mazda 2 I was just wondering how much extra on my insurance it would cost to put some fog lights on my car
Is it okay to drive your parents car but dont have insurance yet but your parents gave permission to drive it?
Like if i was to be pulled over which I plan on not being because I drive very carefully but with cops now a days they will pull you over for no reason and just follow you and pull ...show more
What's the average insurance cost going to be for me? (motorcycle)?
18-19 year old Air Force female riding a low power motorbike in Texas. No previous driving accidents or tickets. What else can affect my cost?
""Depending on certain factors, what would my insurance premiums be?""
i am a teen driver, just got my license and now am looking for a car and i was wondering how much more my insurance rates would be if i was driving an early 2000 era BMW, Audi, Lexus or Jaguar vs something like a simple japanese or american made small truck or sedan. I also get straight A's in schooll as ive heard that can factor into it as well.""
Affordable health insurance in Florida for someone who is 22 with no kids.?
I am 22 years old and I live in Florida. I have no health insurance but I really need it because I have asthma and alot of other health issues that seem to come up alot. Does anyone know of any type of affordable health insurance or anything that could help me?
Why has car insurance gone up so much?
Im 18 learning to drive and getting my first car soon but I'm wondering why car insurance has gone up so much?
What is one way insurance?
what is one way insurance and two way insurance? I am having trouble trying to find out what it is. can anyone explain this to me?
Where can i get information on the popularity among savings insurance vs health insurance?
I would like to know which is higher on the premium you have to pay for savings and health insurance? savings or health insurance is higher? how can i get info on this?
Insurance Prices please help?
I want to know how much insurance will be. I need auto, health, life, and renters insurance. What prices do the top insurance companies promise for auto, health, life and renters?""
Got a ticket for no car insurance because i didnt have my insurance card?
I just signed up with the general for car insurance earlier today so i dont have proof. About 1 hour ago a car slammed there breaks in traffic and i was one of the unlcky ones behind her. The cop said his systems were down so he couldnt run a check to see if i had insurance. Becuase i didnt have my card, he gave me a ticket for driving without insurance and told me to bring my insurance card to court on that date. Im worried the judge will think i went home and bought car insurance immediately after the accident. My question is, am i screwed?""
Drivers license and Insurance?
When you get your drivers license do you have to get insurance with it or do you have to wait until you get a car? Do you have to get insurance when you purchase a car? Also does the cost for insurance decrease when you turn 21? How much is insurance a month generally and in North Carolina? I know insurance is necessary though I just need the facts before buying it.
Are there extensions of unemployment insurance in CA?
Does the claim automatically end once your remaining amount is gone, or can the claim be extended if you are still unemployed?""
""If you already have insurance on vehicles, does it cost to add another?""
I already have insurance through my parents and I'm thinking about buying a car for myself (I'm 19 and in college, I have a job) Does it cost more to add another car onto their insurance policy?""
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
Do I have to tell insurance about my ticket?
I got a speeding ticket about a year ago. My question is I'm trying to get an insurance quote, do I have to tell them about my ticket even though I went to traffic school and did not effect my current insurance rates? Thanks!""
How do I go about finding people who are interested in getting auto insurance?
I am a sales producer for an auto company who everyone who doesn't live under a rock has heard of. I am wondering how you would want to be approached in a daily setting that would make you think about auto insurance or want to get a quote from me, and what about that quote would be the selling point is price wasn't an issue?""
What kind of car insurance should I get?
I ust got my liscence, and I don't have a car yet, but before I buy one, I want to look into what it costs to ensure one. I'm 18, and in college, so i cant afford to spend alot on car insurance. Does anyone know of good car insurance for first time drivers, and how do I go about getting it? I live in New Jesey.....""
How much would insurance on a mustang cost (ROUGH GUESS)?
Okay, so my mom's car (Chevrolet Cobalt) is finally paid off. I get my license in less than 3 months. We're wanting to get a 2011 Mustang. The concern is though, the insurance cost. Her and I would have to be on the insurance. Her insurance now is like 185 every 2 months, because she got a speeding ticket a while ago so it went up..? But this isn't going to be a really expensive car. The MSRP is around 22k and the only option I would get is automatic, instead of shift. Which is like an extra 1000. But of course it's a 2 door sports car.. So any estimations? Like extremely rough estimations. Like the average insurance, not real high or real low protection. She'd be the primary driver. ONE more question. 2011 Mustang or 2011 camaro? I like the camaro better, but she thinks it's ugly. But it's less than 1k more than the mustang, and I would love it.. I'm male by the way and make all A's in school if that has any effect at all, which i doubt. Thanks very much!""
How much is a doctor visit without insurance?
My friend hasn't been feeling well for a few days now and needs to see a doctor. Does anyone know how much a doctor visit would be if she went to a walk in clinic? She doesn't have any insurance. By the way we live in Miami, Fl.""
How much would car insurance be?
How much would car insurance be for a 19 year old male first time driver driving a car cost around 1200 1.2l engine
Good prices for car insurance
Can anyone suggest a car insurance company with good rates? I just had to add my daughter (16 and just got license) and my insurance went through the roof, even with the good student discount. I am currently with Mercury and I live in California. Thanks""
How can I get an insurance quote?
I don't have my license yet, but I know what car I'll be driving. Is there a way to get a quote before I actually get my license?""
What is the average price for insurance on teenage drivers?
If I want to insure my teenage driver on my car, how much do you think my insurance would go up? And how much would it cost to insure my teenagers own car? I've heard that insurance is normally lower for teenage girls. Is that true? Thanks""
Is there any life insurance you can get for stroke victims?
My sister had a massive stroke and she needs life insurance because she may die.
What is online insurance?
onlin insurance pr5ocess and ways and meaning
Can my dad by a motorcycle and put it under his insurance for me to drive?
ok im conused about this whole thing i know for a 16 year old motorcycle insurance is crazy. So how would this work my dads been driving all his life(Harley-Davidson) and his insurance is cheap, now for me its gonna be alot of money so can he buy the bike and put it under his name then i just drive it so then it wont be so much $ on me? can this work or is that illegal for me to be driving someone elses bike? is there anyway like i stated above to make my insurance cheaper if this doesnt work?""
Good 2 go auto insurance?
Who has this insurance? Whats ur take on it and whats the cheapest price do they offer?
17 Yr Old Car Insurance?
Im 17yr old MALE and insurance is stupidly ridiculous 8,000? my best quote is 4500 Churchill are Idiots, theyll insure me on 1 car but not the other. Ecar seems to be the best so far. Can anyone give me a good insurance company for FULL UK licence holders. And tell me how much you pay""
Young driver insurance?
what is the best car insurance for young drivers
Do anyone know of an affordable health insurane?
Do anyone know of an affordable health insurane?
Health Insurance for Low Income?
We are looking for an affordable health insurance plan. I'm 39 and my husband is 45 living in San Francisco. Healthy and never had injuries or big illness. We used to have a kaiser plan around $600/m and $25 for every visit. Any better deals?
Can i get plastic surgery without having insurance?
I'm 18 years old and my parents insurance covers me. If im paying in cash do i have to know their insurance info?
Cheap car insurance for me?
Right I'm 22 and at college doing painting and decorating and have A LOT of people wanting things done to there houses but they are too far away and I can't carry a paste tae plus tools on a bus and hawl it everywhere with me all the time so I need to get my *** in gear and get a car. I'm going to be taking lessons in the near future but insurance is obv essential. What would be my best option on cheap... Or cheaper option anyway for my current situation. Keeping in mind would only need a cheap small banger of a car and I'm a student. Any heads up would be great on where to go or best car for me Thanks
Will my car insurance go down if i go on my parents car insurance?
Im 16 at the moment and i am 17 in a few months and i will be learning to drive. I know car insurance is so high for a 17 year old, but i was wondering if i go on the parents car insurance for a while, will my car insurance go down when i get my own as i have had experience on the road""
Does anyone know a good insurance company that will insure a young driver on a sports car?
i'm buying a convertible with a 1.8 engine i'm having trouble finding quotes below 4000, if anyone could suggest some cheap insurance companies that would be great!""
I am 17 and live in ct where can i get cheap car insurance 10pnts for best answer?
i am 17 and live in ct where can i get cheap car insurance 10pnts for best answer
Where is the best insurance company to insure a subaru wrx turbo?
Im 40 years old and am going to be buying a subaru wrx turbo ,can anyone suggest a good insurance company and how much roughly would it be to insure it fully comp .THANKS .""
Do I need to be on the car insurance if I don't live in the house?
I get my license tomorow and my dad was planning on letting me use his car Friday. His insurance covers the driver of the car, but then other insurance policys are saying that I need to be under the insurance, if I am in the home. I don't live with him. So does he still need to add me to the insurance, since I don't live in the home?""
Car insurance?
im 17 and learning to drive my mum has a black small car ( not sure what make) im a girl houw much would insurance be any sites help
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
Hampton New York Cheap car insurance quotes zip 12837
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Chapter 3 Bay Bay - We approach Alex's house turning right into her driveway. I always forget how big it is, I mean mine isn't small either but hers is huge. Her dad's a lawyer and her mom owns like 5 different restaurants. "Common babes" she says getting out of the car. I follow obediently to the front door as she unlocks it I can smell the cinnamon they leave on the stove. It fills the entire house. Her cat Bentley immediately races down the stairs and rubs our legs meowing and purring. He has a black smooth coat with a small white patch on his chin "Someone's happy we are home." She smiles at him giving his chin a little scratch. "You can go up to my room, I'm gonna let Jasper out." Jasper is her white German shepherd they got 2 months ago at 8 weeks old. I nod slipping my shoes off. Im still speechless but I pick Bentley up, skipping steps on the stairs, and open her door right at the top of the stairs. I stop for a second, don't know why it still shocks me but her room is shifted around again for the 15th time this year. I drop my bag on her floor and cuddle Bentley on her bed, staring at the ceiling. Her pink walls seem brighter. Bentleys vibrating body from purring soothes the anxiety in my chest. About 10 minutes later I hear light thuds followed by Alex, Jasper whimpers at the edge of the bed tail wagging. She lifts him onto the bed and immediately Bentley runs away still annoyed by the newest addition to their family. My chest grows cold from the spot her laid in. I can see Jasper wants to be friends with the cat but Bentley won't have anything to do with him. She lays down next to me. The silence becomes deafening. "Go on." I tell her as I can feel she has something she needs to say. "I... " she ponders it again. "I don't think Steven meant what he said. " taken back by what just came out of her mouth after two weeks of talking shit about him I look over at her. We both have blue eyes but hers are more like a bright coastal ocean while mine are like the sky on a perfect day. "What?" I ask. She stares back at me. "I just.. I don't know.. the look on his face when he saw you, and then when he realized you were upset..." she stops again. "It doesn't excuse the fact he never called or spoke to you after, or even said what he did..... and well...i mean leave it to you to get knocked up after your first time having sex." I stare at her ceiling again, tears swelling In my eyes. "I don't know.. I just think if he reaches out to you, you should hear him out." She pets Jasper who's chewing on an old stuffed animal. I've known Alex since I was 6. I still remember the day we met like it was yesterday. This boy Julius was picking on her for her bright firery red hair, and she started crying when he snatched her favorite stuffed animal. It was a small black cat with white from the chin down it's belly, kind of like Bentley. This boy was 2 grades older and I was new to town, but I just remember this anger bubble forming in my throat as I ran over to them and shoved him as hard as my little body could. The kid had to have been twice my size but he tumbled over and the kids around us laughed and laughed. He scrapped his elbows and hit his head, I remember whistles being blown and teachers yelling but Alex grabbed my hand and held it all the way to the principles office. Because I was new and Alex was so very loved by her I got off with a warning while Julius got iss for bullying. I remember telling her how much I loved her firery hair, and for the next few years she always drew a girl with fire for hair Ever since that day we've never been apart really.. 2 years later we met Libby and we just became this clique. "Bay." Alex says startling me from my memory. She standing over me now with my phone in her hand, "it's a random number blowing your phone up. I think it's Steven." I roll over. "Bay!" She says frustrated. "In not ready to speak to him." I grunt. She pulls my shoulder to roll back facing her. "He's freaking out too. Just like you." It was one of the most sincere voices I've ever heard from her. The phone blinks missed call and I take it from her. 4 missed calls and 6 text messages. Sliding my lock screen over it clicks to unlock. A picture of the three of us as my background in matching best friend shirts stares at me as I move my thumb over to the text app. The unsaved number is first, 7th message just coming through. I click on it. Bay Its Steven. Libby gave me your number Please answer bay I'm sorry okay? Bailey... please.. Jesus bay come on . Im freakin out too! I sigh, and start typing, Alex curls up next to me to see what I'm typing watching my expression and then back to my fingers. Hey.. sorry.. My fingers hover over the keyboard doing a little dance as I search my brain for the words but I can't find anything else to say, and hit the send button. My chest rises and falls and I reread the messages, anger filling my chest. Why did i apologize? And then my fingers fly across my screen. Alex seems to protest at first but shrugs and continues to read as I type. Actually, I'm not sorry. Why should I be sorry. The only one who should be is you! How could you laugh in my face? How could you not use a condom? How could we be in this dann situation. I should of never gone to that stupid party, I should of never let you convince me to drink. I hate you so much right now, I thought you were different! You didn't even call Steven.... I wish I never met you. I hit send "well then.. so much for hearing him out. " Alex sighs. "You said yourself, there's no excuse for ghosting me after the party. " she shrugs with a face that says true, and my phone vibrates. Where are you My heart sinks a little. "You two do have to talk, might be better before you talk to your parents. " Alex says placing an arm around me. I curl up into her, my heart aching. "I need to see a doctor, not Steven." I say. Her face lights up. "Hey! My cousin Susan works at that free clinic in town remember! " she perks up a bit. "Lets go before schools out. " I nod, even though I don't want too. "You gotta Bay. " she says and moves to get up. I start typing back to him. Going to a clinic Send. I put my phone in my pocket and as she races Jasper down the stairs jumping off the last 2. I follow, slipping my converse on. I can feel my phone vibrate in my back pocket to many times to count and Alex locks the door behind us. I don't pull it out until I'm in her black leather seat. I love Alex's car. It's the newest BMW out this year and it drives so nice compared to my hammie down Chevy Malibu. Slipping my phone from my pocket Alex's bubbly self hops in. "Seeeeat belts!" She sings. I can see I have 5 missed calls now and 10 messages. I sigh, grabbing the seatbelt and clicking it into place as she does the same. She looks at me confused as I show her all the notifications, then continues backing up. "Well, you gotta read it out loud now, I'm driving. " I sigh again, unlocking my phone. I can see 9 from Steven, and one from Libby. I click libby's first. "Libby said, are you okay. " I say smirking as I can feel the side glare from Alex. "Common, Bay!" She says annoyed putting the car in drive and pulling forward down the road. "Is Susan gonna tell my parents ..." I ask my stomach dropping. "She can't Bay, it's against the law." The pressure on my chest eases slightly. "Reeeeead!" She pleads. "Okay okay " I click on Stevens messages and begin reading them out loud. What? A clinic? Bailey?! Shouldn't we talk about this. You can't do this. Don't abort our baby. Bailey god damn it. "Oh my god Bay! He thinks-" I cut her off. "I know hold on!" I say continuing to read the rest. Please... answer your phone.. Why would you tell me if you were going to just do this to me?! Im sorry okay! Please don't. I don't care if my dad's gonna kill me.. It's my child too! My phone begins to vibrate as he calls. "Bailey answer it." Alex says sternly. I groan, "I hate talking on the phone. " "Bay! You've got to grow up!.... put it on speaker" she smirks. I click the answer icon and then the speaker. "He..hello" I stutter. "Bailey! Where are you!" He's practically screaming. "On my way to the free clinic." There's silence. "To confirm the pregnancy..." I add. "Where." He sounds angry, " You cant-" "BAILEY WHERE." I snap my head towards Alex as her jaw drops. Tell him she mouths. "Ill text you the address.. jesus.." I say, finger hovering the end call button. "I.. I'm sorry Bailey... you.. you just scared the shit out of me..." he sounds like he's been crying, and that he might start again. "I'll be there." He says, and the call ends. I quickly send him the address for the clinic and sit there. "What the..." Alex stops herself. She's been trying to stop cussing, she claims I made her start cause my dad has bad language and that's where I get it from. "I guess he's going.." my voice is quiet. "I don't understand. " I fiddle with my phone. "He doesn't have to go in bay. " she reassured me. "If you don't want." I sit there lost in my head..
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