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I LOST OMFGGG I DON'T DESERVE THIS
#guaranteed nahida btw😘#atleast its mona if it was keqing i would've riot#actually f u hoyo#i want a slayaka#my luck is literally flying away#im gonna log off now#rosie talks !
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sitting on tumblr for so long that your butt and thigh start to hurt because you were originally just gonna take a shit
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Oh, I won't kill you. But he will.
#spooky.art#I PROMMY THIS ISN'T SPOILERS I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS FOR FUCKING WEEKS#rendog#zombiecleo#traffic series#cledog#they'd be such a good team#anyway im gonna log off now and go watch#ren#cleo
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hii!! it's my birthday today so i thought i'd take this opportunity to just thank you guys and show my appreciation for you a little 🤭🩷 i'm really so grateful for each and every 3.5k of you, literally every time i have a worse day i just go and read the tags and comments you guys left on my fics cause you are absolute angels 🫶 also to all of my mooties, i'm honestly so sorry for being such a sucky moot, i know i'm so bad at interacting so hope you can forgive me for that, but despite that all i still treat all of you guys as my besties and ily 🩷 so just keep slaying all you lovelies and thanks for always being so sweet to me!!
#sorry damn i was just in my feelings and thought i'd take a break in hiatus 🫠#so now im gonna go answer some asks that i forgot about before i logged off#im so sorry for that!!
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im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐
#i was supposed to go in yesterday but um#so basically i did whatever training i was never even aware existed on a platform i was never told of#which has progress for every lil step i do so my manager literally could see i hadnt even logged on n couldve warned me any time#but never did 4 some reason. like even a days notice like heyyy have u gotta blah done n not as im abt to exit to work#BUT ANYWAYS so i tell her i got it done n shes like awesome i make new schedule (since she said we have 2 completely rid the old one#i dont get an update until 4 days later. all she did was add THREE training days (im supposed to have 6 cus it's a hard job)#on TOP of my old schedule. so i have 3 days i know are training days and then a solo day bcs that solo day was going off my old schedule#so it's like. which days do i go on then. bcs u said i cant come in at all bcs we'll have to make a completely new schedule#and then the new schedule is just. 3 added days. on top of my old one#sunday i was scheduled for training & there was No trainer scheduled with me. it was just me#sunday wasnt one of the 3 new days added. it was from the old schedule she literally told me to ignore#n then all a sudden today i get an email from someone who was supposed to be training me (name not even on the schedule tho)#n shes like hey im in the building are u lost or smthing :)?' mind u im asleep . so she probably thot she was wasting her time for a good hr#i emailed her an apology n an explanation but UGH r u fucking serious?? IF I KNEW THAT WAS A (NEW) TRAINING DAY I WOULDVE WENT#I JUST WANT TO GET USED TO THIS NEW THING & IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKED LIKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A BADGE YET BRO#like i was suspicious of going in sunday bcs it wouldve lined up nicely with the 3 added training days#but manager TOLD me she was adding a whole new training schedule! i double check n all she added were THREE days! thats it!#how was *i* supposed to know sunday was supposed to be 1 of those days when ive been staying at home ignoring the schedule u said 2#BCS U SAID 2. AND ALSO. THERE WAS NO TRAINER ON THE SCHEDULE.#even tho the drive is far. i wouldve driven up there today to see if i could shadow if i had known there was someone to shadow there#bcs even if i was wrong abt the day 2 come in at least i wouldnt waste my time but i didnt even know if there was someone there with a#trainer title. so i just missed a day i didnt even know i rlly had. FOR NOTHING. UGHH. I FEEL SO STUPID. I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION#im so scared of coming in now. sverybodys gonna think im dum n what if i have issues training then theyre gonna be like#we spent all this time on bro n he had all this time 2 prepare n he still sucks like damn we should just give up#i would 2 but i hate not seeing things to completion so. ugh. hate it here. idk what 2 say. EMBARRASSING#i hate miscommunications i hate feeling stupid
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○ NOW DELIVERING TO . . . ⏤ @ofvolatile !
" i know you . " ricardo says , as way of greeting . his eyes are slits as he eyes the man before him in apprehension . there is a familiarity there . it isn't until ricardo sees the long scar across the man's neck that a slow smirk infiltrates his face . " right wing ice hockey player for canucks bleeds out on ice rink . " ricardo remembers the headline like it was yesterday . " pretty sure people had bets on you dying . " ricardo doesn't believe in miracles but it is mighty impressive that this man somehow lived . ricardo's eyes flicker over the puckered scar again then at the man . his smile doesn't meet his eyes or let up . " you kinda became a nothing after that , huh ? "
#c: taylan#im already biting the curb in 4k rn#this is so brave of me to post#gonna log off now and never back on#KJNDJNJNK
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are you doing okay? you've been getting a lot of asks lately lol. plz remember to eat snack, and that its okay to delete asks that you don't want to answer (including this one lol)
leilanising <3
hiii yeah, sorry, i'm taking a little bit of a break for my own mental health at the moment and i barely open tumblr anyway right now. just poppin up to let ppl know i'm okay since i've been getting asked this by a couple of people in my inbox too lol. i have some irl things i need to figure out how to deal with, but i'm mostly okay.
#☆ inbox .#a lot have been going on revently and im a bit overwhelmed#i don't want people to worry about me hello#i appreciate the concern though thank you#just need a couple of days focusing on other things and not stress myself out even more#gonna log out again after posting this probably#if you want to reach me dms are the best course right noe btw i have all other notifications off#anyway yes hii just wanted to let people know im okay just on a small break#gonna go get some sleep now byee
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I've connected the dots!?
Dabihawks can unfortunately be a Cars au
-Hawks a young prodigy, too fast for his own good determined to be the best and better than his upbringing.
"And remember: with a little Rust-eze," Hawks glances off to the side and thinks to himself, and an insane amount of government-funded abuse luck- ,"you too can look like me. Ka-chow."
-gets sabatoged and ends up with the league, a group of rejects living on their own and trying to change their circumstances.
-doc = dabi, gets into a horrible accident leaving him unable to compete in the only career he knows, now hates everything to do with that career and tells his dramatic back story to the to fast for his own good main character to give them perspective on the career.
-to fast for his own good has an entire personality change so he can stay with his new family.
-Toga and Twice are Luigi and Guido, no thoughts on that just vibes.
-Dabi is both Doc and Sally in this because the stickers nickname is just feathers. And Hawks would absolutely point out asking what a Todoroki (Porsche) was doing in this shitty little town.
#i need to go touch grass#logging off for a week in search of my sanity#dabihawks#hotwings#dabi x hawks#toukei#fanfic#dabihawks cars au#no im not gonna write this but now its our brainrot
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sometimes dave wonders if john has a deathwish
#this took me So long to get done because school Just Keeps Happening lmao#johndave#cheesewong#i am very tired and i just had a dogshit critique so i do not feel good jknhgvfcvybh im probably gonna log off after poasting this#or maybe i wont! i have piss poor impulse control. who knows#john dies at the end#jdate#my art#the more i look at this the more i hate it so im going to quit typing now and just hit Post. bye!!
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actually yes i believe i am the specialist princess in the american empire, actually
#since im like. slowly becoming incapable of shutting up im gonna log off for now goodnight#goodnight stud. goodnight stem. goodnight fem. goodnight doll. goodnight black women one and all :)
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I miss the days where existing online was a fun thing for ppl with social anxiety to make friends on instead of like Life 2.0 ya know
#sucktacular sucks#this is literally about nothing im just like#so tired. im tired all the time. being online was my lil fun escape place#but now itslike#DID YOU KNOW HORRIBLE THING HAPPENED AND IF YOU ARENT PAYING ATTENTION#YOURE AWFUL AND ALSO THIS OTHER STUFF DONT DO IT BUT YOU#HAVE TO DO THIS THING OR ILL SEND YOU DEATH THREATS#or YOU DID XYZ OR LIKE XYZ THAY MEANS YOURE EVIL AND AWFUL#and its like#i know this stuff existed still back then but also#i just miss making movie maker slide shows#and having funny fake cyber sex in gaia online towns with my friends that i dont#know anything about and will never meet#like i could probably still exist in that closed off little world if i tried harder#but like maaaaann its just rough#i log in and get bombarded with information#i have no money i dont go outside and i want to be left alone except for my friends#i dont want to be anyone and i dont want to do anything#and Yet#my anxiety is on high alert every hour of everyday#anyone else wanna just exist and enjoy stuff or be a hater but it not be A Big Thing#again literally about nothing just like#i have an anxiety disorder and i know existing is already hard#but man online gonna make it hard now too huh#ewie#anyway i do miss my death note mutuals but i cant even socialize with my besties these days#cuz im too anxious and one little trip up and im gonna explode and die frankly#working on it#HOW THE HELL DID WE WIND UP LIKE THIS#AND WHY WERENT WE ABLE... TO SEE THE SIGNS THAT WE MISSED. AND TRY AND TURN THE TABLES
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ok but wdym jeonghan is enlisting instead of going on tour 🔪🫠
#i’m gonna walk into traffic#i’m literally………..#i feel so insane right now#BRUH#i mean#BRUHHHHH#i missed the weverse notif this morning so i didn’t find out until logging on here#great start to the day 🫠🫠🫠#whatever man good for him i hope he gets through his service safely#and i know my mans can pull off the buzzcut so im looking forward to that for sure#still gonna walk into traffic though lol
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there are a lot of symptoms of OCD that ive showed since childhood but ive kinda felt too much shame surrounding mental illness until recently where ive been working on both 1 unlearning that shame and understanding that diagnoses are not always helpful and can often be harmful with how psychiatry is practiced/its racist and misogynist and homophobic origins/so many other infinitely nuanced criticisms about psychiatry i dont have the ability to cover right now, and 2 becoming more and more critical of the psychiatric institution that abused me as time goes on and processing that the abuse i had to go thru was wrong so. idk why im saying this im just drunk and talking shit cause it makes me feel less crazy lol.
#i hope this was coherent lmao#i just need to be held by an old man and told im not an awful irredeemable shitty person and that theres still hope for me lol#im so afraid to be my authentic self. im not even confident i could ever find an authentic self cause the abuse has gone on for so long#there was never a ''real me'' when its been happening every day since birth. i dont know who i am and im scared.#im gonna log off now and maybe turn my anons off cause i dont think thatd be productive right now im too upset
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Sorry to mutuals cuz I'm not really scrolling the dash right now I will probably be going through some of your blogs a lot more than usual even so if it bothers you you better tell me now lol
#i mean not GOING THROUGH going through just catching up#anyways. i had to come back on here because new 80s john linnell pictures. but now im logging off again#this is not like an extreme hiatus but im probably gonna log on like once a day and mostly to check my inbox for donations and stuff like#that for the forseeable future so also if we're mutuals and you dont already have me on discord add me on there im raydavies
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#supposed to log good things#most of day was negative feelings and sadness#then. i remember feeling good#and then. tthe good went away#rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing#the feelings of undesirability#the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me#that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting#do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful#pictures get a lot of praise#sometimes#less so lately#maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off#maybe seeing how broken i am#such a shambling wailing mess of a girl#....has made people realize how ugly i am#i don't know. its hard to care most nights#I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings#i don't usually#I used to#now i just feel..... dead inside#like a walking corpse#some part of me wants to make that reality#sigh.#anyway.#im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far#it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol#.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so#....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week
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