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yay shes done :D i think the song kinda suits her i was very inspired by @happy-thou9hts 's design for sally it was so pretty, loved the freckles so i just had to snatch that
#my art#welcome home#welcome home arg#sally starlet#sally starlet fanart#welcome home sally#welcome home puppet show#bluesnailsstuff#im gonna go collapse now#ignore the fact i cant write aesthetically
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Updated the fifth chapter of Charred Bones! You can expect hints of plot, aftermath of certain incidents, dog metaphors, spiralling obsession and affection + more smut 🫣
#+ soap being the goodest boy he can be#i tried my best#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#my fanfic#ghoap fanfic#im gonna go collapse now
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completely self indulgent drabble i wrote utc
The evening air was thick with the scent of rain-soaked earth, the patter of droplets fading into a distant hum outside your window. You lay curled up on your futon, a hand pressed against your aching abdomen, the pain sharp and relentless. Anxiety gnawed at your chest—a mix of stress from the day’s tasks and the sheer exhaustion that came with your period.
Kazuha knelt quietly beside you, his crimson eyes filled with worry. You hadn’t even needed to say anything; the furrow of your brow and the way you clutched at your stomach had been enough for him to understand.
"My heart," he murmured, his voice as soft as the rain outside, "you don’t have to endure this alone."
You turned your face into the pillow, the heat in your cheeks not entirely from embarrassment. “I’m fine,” you mumbled, though the tremor in your voice betrayed the truth. “I just… I hate feeling like this.”
Kazuha didn’t respond right away. Instead, he reached for the thick blanket draped at the foot of the bed, gently tucking it around your frame. His hands lingered briefly at your shoulder, warm and grounding. "Pain like this can be overwhelming," he said softly. "But perhaps we can lessen it together."
Before you could protest, he rose with the grace of a drifting leaf and disappeared into the adjoining room. Moments later, he returned with a small teapot and his collection of dried herbs. The rhythmic sound of him preparing tea filled the silence, and you found yourself focusing on his movements—the delicate way he measured each pinch of herbs, the quiet hum of a melody as he worked.
As the tea steeped, Kazuha pulled a small heat pack from his satchel. He knelt beside you once more, gently lifting your hand away from your stomach. "May I?" he asked, his gaze tender.
You nodded weakly, and he placed the warm compress against your abdomen. The soothing heat was an immediate relief, drawing a quiet sigh from your lips.
“Better?” he asked, his tone hopeful.
“A little,” you admitted, managing a faint smile. “Thank you.”
Kazuha smiled in return, his expression soft and unguarded. “It’s my honor to care for you, my soul. I only wish I could take the pain away completely.”
He helped you sit up just enough to sip the tea he’d prepared, his hand steadying you as you leaned against him. The herbal warmth spread through your body, dulling the ache little by little. When you’d had your fill, he placed the cup aside and guided you back into the comfort of his arms.
You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. His fingers traced gentle patterns along your arm, his touch feather-light. “Close your eyes,” he whispered, his breath tickling your ear. “Breathe with me. In... and out.”
You followed his lead, letting his calm presence anchor you. The storm inside you began to quiet, replaced by a profound sense of safety. “You’re too good to me,” you murmured, your voice heavy with both affection and fatigue.
Kazuha chuckled softly, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head. “I think, perhaps, you deserve more kindness than you allow yourself to believe.”
His words settled over you like a balm, soothing not just your body but your spirit. And as the rain outside slowed to a gentle drizzle, you drifted into a peaceful slumber, wrapped in the warmth of Kazuha’s love.
#i miss kazuha man#mentions of a period#fem reader#or at least afab#heating pads exist in genshin simply bc i say so#im gonna go collapse now
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I love, Ms Paint. CHEERS!
OK real art dump over. Click MORE for Real dumb stuff
something something They faces killing me why nobody gaf. Its a Transparent .PNg! You can put them any where to Not Care About.
#deltarune#spamton#deltarune fanart#big shot spamton#spamton g spamton#spamton neo#swatch deltarune#my art#art#shitpost#sillyposting#deltarune addisons#dont tag as ship#i dont think anyone would tag as ship cause thats kind of the biggest reach on planet earth Butt ok im making sure ok? ok thank you#Ok. real tags over im gonna yap my jaw off now#the sneo drawing had me weeping on my knees in tears i fucking hate drawing im gonna swallow 50 pounds of Hay in the Stabels like a Horse.#in RAGE. swear to frucking Gosh!!!!!!#Im Proud It but its also Not my Favorite... But it is. i dont know. I HATE DRAWING!!!!!!!!! Lie. I love drawing.#can you tell i dont know how to watermark#i dont know how to watermark i dont know how to tag#I dont know how to format a post#But i know one thing...#I am President of Gay America.#Can you believe those 2 swatch drawings were done a day apart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#First I lol'd... and then I serioused. Thats what happened with me drawing in mspaint I Guess. does wonders For soceity#In 5 months... Im going To Hate all these and delete this entire post Or something likewise#I am a weak and fragile man. Make sure to Like and re-Blog to keep my Bones from collapsing in the winds of the storm. Much appreciated#By the way the bshot spamton with a red button up instead of a red suit is from a drawing i saw once but i do not remember it.#nor the original artist. ive never seen anyone else do it (Because i dont consume fandom content often) so like Credit to them for te inspo#Ok bye
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my brother isn't voting today.
he has a perfectly legitimate reason, though, don't get mad.
his fucking lungs collapsed and he's in the hospital :)
he was planning on voting, but, you know. things happen.
#he was gonna go vote after work but uh#you know#lungs collapsed while he was at work#now i gotta go get his car#ahahaha the irony he was just telling me to get off his ass about voting since i pester everyone to vote#now hes missing trump 3.0#ahhhhh#i know it sounds like im joking#im actually the appropriate level of upset and i feel like im going to cry at work#kamala harris#election 2024#donald trump#us politics#us elections
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"The flames persist and so do I." I SOMEHOW FINISHED DAY THREE OF @byler-week BEFORE THE DAY ENDED FOR ME?? Idk how but I did! A couple of my favorite panels of the week are in this set, so I hope you all enjoy it <3 Today's Prompts were: Defeated, Berry, Picking, Purple/Black color scheme Part One || Part Two
#cadetart#I think the reason it took me longer today#is because I had to relive both the airport scene AND the rink-o-mania fight scene to get references for this prompt#my brain subconsciously needed time to decompress#also to the real ones running @byler-week: if it is night were you all live like it is for me#I am so sorry for the late tag LOL hope ur device is on silent idk :-P#also also shoutout to the one person who gets the fire emblem reference I snuck into the writing you are my goat frfr#anyway im gonna go collapse now see you all later#byler#bylerweek#bylerweek2024#byler nation#byler fanart#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers
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I can't believe it the thetehe bed!NN the bed!!!! They gave them a bed to sleep in for their little sleep over I'm so happy I always loved the official art of them watching TV eating snacks and clementines (oranges???)....... Suddenly thinking of that "I'd peel an orange for you" thing....... Wah
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#im gonna collapse today my hips hurt from standing but ahhhhh im gonna seriously fall asle- snorr#thank you to the kind people who pointed it out because i rarely ever look at merch not to be upset that I cant afford it#haha they know what theyre doing. the fujoshi are a mighty audience#NOW which of them is the bigger spoon#im so gonna draw them im gonna wake ip and drawr tehm a redraw a sleepovee r redrats#im going to bed now caus ei cant see what im typinh#AND SO ARE THEY!!!!!!!!! in their shared futon#reimob#mobrei#mp100
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anyone order a valentines day akimizu
#akimizu#mizuaki#prsk fa#prsk#akito shinonome#mizuki akiyama#cath art#im gonna be real w u guys i am recovering from the flu and i was coughing the entire time i was drawing#also told myself that i wouldnt take long on this drawing and yet. its been two and a half hours.#i miss akimizu#happy vday#im gonna go collapse now ty bye
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@pinkieclown HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(This is their oc Oopsadaizee!!!)
There’s a right side up version under the cut :)))
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#WHEEEEEEE I DID IT HOORAY!!!!!!!!#HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIEEEE IM SORRY THIS TOOK A WHILE!!!!!!#they’re SO SO CUTE I LOVE THEM#I loved drawing the pigtails so so so much but I MESSED UP THE LEG WARMERS RAHHHH I MIXED THEM UPPP#you have no idea how long that fucking hand took im so mad#ANYhow#doing this piece helped me fight the anxiety DEMONS who are coming for my lungs and my heart and my lungs#the heart disease/collapsing lung demon would come to whisper in my ear and I would punch it in the face like no!!!!!#I will not have a panic attack now sir I am ARTING!!!!#first painting in a while since a self portrait for class (Bluebeard themed….please hold your shock#anyway I am PLOTTING besties I have ONE DAY LEFT OF SCHOOL RAH#but I digress#HAPPY BIRTHDAY I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST DAYS FOREVER 🫶🫶#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#not my oc#I’m gonna go dunk my head in a sink now the stress is getting to me so badly my heart hurts rahhhhhhhh#sorah’s silly scribbles
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since I haven’t posted art in *checks notes* about 3 months because I DONT HAVE ART TO POST im gonna. Throw this sketch page I made this week in between classes here
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I don’t really like it, specially the bottom one, buuut I haven’t been able to draw at all and I feel bad about it
can you tell I listened to Will Wood and it made me emotional
#lemon man's art#ALSO ITS LATE SO IM SO SORRY IF THE ID MAKES NO SENSE#I’ve been chronically exhausted for years now and it’s been getting progressively worse since 2023#I feel like I’m gonna collapse any second now#Anyways these are all me in the drawing also#Gods I’m so exhausted#I’m going to sleep in a bit#described#described art#id in alt text
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#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me#i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job#when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever#im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do#im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far#but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird#all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job#and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration#or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing#which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn#im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor#unrelated
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I'm going nuts and having fun with going nuts and not worrying about the colors
#wip#im bounding between overly simple and obnoxiously detailed#work has been so stressful and we're just now entering christmas season i feel like im gonna collapse kjdfhgj#coping by going nuts with colors#ALSO ALSO WTF CAPCOM#YOU can't just drop a banger design like Rey Dau and expect me to be sane#dragon that rules the savanna shots lightning and turns into a railgun WHAT IS NOT TO LOVE#mine#my art
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also picking raspberries turned out to be.. really fucking hard
#it's so physically demanding broo ToT#idk i feel like im just weak af because some people there seem to do it so easily and i can barely#do half a day#and they want me to do a full day tomorrow bro#like#I'm so tired after half a day..#i genuinely feel like i might just collapse or something#i do want that bit of money tho but it's sooo exhausting#i went there for half a day today and it killed me bro i was just lying in bed#and i didn't want to fall asleep cause it was like noon already but#i didn't even have the energy to look at a phone lmao#well it's gonna be over this week probably cause#the raspberries are going to stop growing in a few days apparently they're saying in 2 days#we're going to be done#I'd love to make more money but I don't think i can fucking do ittt#its so physically demanding whyyyyy#and why are there grandmas working with me in that field and they seem just fine BROOOO TOT#but yeah now that im thinking about it this also might be part of my problems cause#im soo much.ore irritable rn just cause im literally exhausted all the time ughhh#i came back home 3 days ago and i haven't even had the time to sit down at a desk and draw something#not even mentioning energy aughhh
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FINAL attack for artfight 2024!!! for @beetlesnooze 's character Vita!! i love colours but there's something so satisfying about a black and white piece, so i thought why not combine the two!!
kofi // instagram // artfight // bluesky
#art fight 2024#art fight#team stardust#my art#digital art#WOOFF i cant believe art fight is over okay im gonna go collapse now snzzzz
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it's 3am here and I finished colouring in the colour base for Rai and his scars
the things I stay awake for man
#HIS TATTOOS ARE NEXT#soon u guys are gonna know the one part of his design I always go insane over#pity he has a shirt on most of the time - the tattoos are pretty cool#im gonna collapse on my bed now gngngn yall <3#maehwaupdates
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The Monsters Only We See is now available on English!!!
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SYNOPSIS:
Roberto De la Garza lives trying to survive each day as a highschool teacher in Mexico, until he starts seeing monsters roaming the city after an accident that messes with his head. He thinks he's gone crazy, but then he makes an amazing discovery: Joel Bautista, his openly transgender student, can also see the creatures, which he calls "Plagues".
What does this mean and why only they can see them? These are questions that seem to have no answer, but they won't have time to figure them out when the stakes begin to be deadly.
You may like The Monsters Only We See if you like:
Incidental LGBT+ main character
Dynamic duos
Urban fantasy
Drama
A pinch of horror
Read for free now!!
#writeblr#writing#writers#writing stuff#writers stuff#my writing#tmows#books#indie books#indie publishing#AHHHHHHHHHH IT'S OUT#im gonna go collapse somewhere now#:')#pls tell me if the link to open it doesn't work or something
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