#im gonna fall asleep orz

[chiisana-lion]

aaaghhhhh just need to stay up. til 5 am. forgot that i am physically incapable of pulling all nighters

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Kayako!!!! Kayakos in the house!!!! 😭 shes was my literal reason for making it through today orz im so happy shes here!!!!!

Probs need to keep an eye out for a more onryo sleeveless white dress. But its more similar to her "alive" outfit imo. Anyway toshio is hopefully next!

[merakiui]

thank you.. for the silver crumb…. no longer… starving….

(im gonna crumble into dust)

You are very welcome, my liege. orz I recently fell in love with Silver more thoroughly. I want to write more for him!!! This scene gave me too many thoughts……… _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

Malleus x Reader x Silver rivalry……. Silver attempting to wake you up in your dream, but you’ve been living out peaceful school days with your new boyfriend Malleus. :)

Or or or!!!!! Silver who happens to go into the dreams of various NRC students and he sees just how much they think of you in very,,,,, smutty contexts. >_< Silver who has rescued you from the clutches of a certain someone’s tentacles on more than one occasion… ^^;;;

It’s difficult to picture Silver as anything but a soft yandere. I don’t think he would be so extreme or cruel like some yans. A stalker Silver is nice to imagine,,, meeting your handsome (unbeknownst to you) stalker in your dreams and never knowing if he’s real or just a figment of your mind whenever you fall asleep at night.

[u3pxx]

had to watch the film gomburza for a class and i knew it was going to be a sad movie i knew the history i know they get executed but man .... the emotions still haven't left me hours later DVDJD orz

i think fr. zamora's actor really outdid himself with how vacant and just, hopeless he depicted zamora in prison after being told he was gonna be executed bc im very afraid that when i fall asleep i'll have nightmares about that wheezes

[yumenosakiacademy]

I keep waking up like an hr early by accident but 2day I wasnt able 2 get back 2 sleep esp not w nana talking loudly on the phone but I've been trying t the past almost 2 hrs n im so sleepy n I've only gotten 3.5 hrs of sleep n im gonna b so exhausted 2nite.. like bro I already start falling asleep on my walks its gonna b HELL 2nite unless I walk super early I've already wasted enough of my day laying here trying n failing 2 sleep orz why does life h8 ne recently 1st me hurting n now this.

[restinpeacesensei]

[thebookofcircus]

Do you ever just fuck up so bad

[kirishwima]

ugHhHhh

[princessofknights-archived]

The Professor felt my despair and suffering that came from school and answered my summonings and I feel so honored

Maybe my homework load will lower now ;w;

[botseeksbot]

oh we're talking ocs? what is ur favorite oc/universe to write about and/or what kind of music do ur ocs listen to ^---^

oh mick tysm such fun questions :)

I like writing all my oc universes and i do love most of my ocs :] its hard to pick a favorite... a lot of them are special to me in different ways so i would say my favorite depends on my mood

as of right now im writing CLNOE and WNA so theyre probably my favorite to write by default ... CSI and CUINH are both on hold bc i keep rewriting the beginnings =__= then idk where to start KOA orz

MUSIC TASTE !!!! (i never put much thought in this oh no im gonna just do main protags)

CUINH

Mark: errrg he is an old man so he probably enjoys older music especially rock or maybe country =__= BUT if one of his kids young friends (like Riley or Spencer) puts music on he wont complain, hes not picky [mumford&sons, dolly parton, queen]

Riley: modern pop music (esp various asian pop) or heavy metal, no inbetween. has the ability to fall asleep to anything [paramore, MNL48, babymetal]

CSI

Tracy: probably has the most music variety of all my ocs; listens to basically anything + always sings along (if hes alone) [AJJ, flumpool, gorillaz, decemberists, thao&the get down stay down, etc literally anything]

CLNOE

Sin: okay music is weird in CLNOE so im just gonna say he enjoys like indie, rock, or blues music but hes not picky bc he'll take what he can get. [jesus idk queen, decemberists, nina simone]

Somchai: jazz or classical; almost only ever listens to instrumental music but occasionally listens to hip hop [literally idk sorry somchai]

KOA

Connie: music also is weird in KOA uhhhh anything w happy lyrics i will say and nothing too loud [errrrrrrr uh ig no specific bands just specific songs so idk]

Kubo: christ idk uh alternative or indie stuff [regina spektor, thao]

317: errr nothing too loud i think but still fun [insert smth here sorry KOA crew]

WNA

Carrion: ruh roh [AJJ, crywank, pat the bunny, thao, shonan no kaze, mother mother but only their good songs] sorry he like rarely listens to music + again music works weird in WNA so . probably instrumental stuff too, no specific genre

[metalkingshit]

saturday classes are so tiring orz we dont get actual breaks between classes so im rly glad my mom brings me snacks c: i ate a looot of straberries today and it made me so happy!!!! but this afternoon i was so tired and bummed out that i took a nap. seeing the comments on ao3 was rly nice c: i managed to study physics tonight + listened to famous prophets (stars) and its really an out of body experience, especially alone in the dark. i still really love minds, the transgressions and monologue are wonderful but painstar is so *combusts*. i cant choose a favorite. though about the albums themselves... i prefer mtm. i love the sound quality and the lyrics of his old stuff the best. but yea im gonna listen to stars one last time before falling asleep <3<3 my dad is not immune to csh

[4nimenut]

tagged by @missmizpah (here), @star-tear (here), @kurapls (here), @leio13​ (here) and @aja154ever (here) !! thank you for the tags /// sorry this took a while hehe! ;;

Rules:

Post the rules

Answer the questions given to you by the tagger

Write 11 questions of your own

And tag 11 people

55 QUESTIONS IM GONNA DIE LOL LETS GOOOOO

Emily’s questions:

1. Opinion on nuts?

cashewnuts...... are the bomb............................

2. Favorite book genre?

usually fantasy! and anything that rips my heart out with feels ༼ ༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ༽

3. Worst injury/illness?

sprained my ankle ligament twice so far,,,,,, uuu (´；ω；`);;,,,, otherwise i guess... chicken pox?

4. What attracts you to someone platonically?

how much they’re willing to talk to me (+ put up with my anxiety nonsense...!) ( ᐛ )و

5. What was the last dream you had?

i got brutally beheaded in the midst of war as a sacrificial act..... thingy.. ww

6. Are you someone who eats cough drops like candy?

nnnnno i hate cough drops ASDFGHJKLOLーー

7. Native language?

english / chinese!

8. What size shoes do you wear?

usually 6.5/7! (∩´∀｀)∩

9. What is your current hair length?

i cut my hair not too long ago soーit’s about slightly longer than shoulder length at the moment! 

10. One habit you’re sure is specific to you?

chanting “chuuya on a motorcycle” at least once everyday like a mantra LOL

11. How far would you swim out into the ocean?

IF YOU’RE DROWNING OUT THERE I’LL SWIM TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE OCEAN TO SAVE YOU ヽ(；▽；)ノ actually please don’t count on it i haven’t swam for a while now LOL

Star-san’s questions:

1. if you were offered a perfectly written fan fic for any pairing of your choice, what au/trope would u choose?

Σ(ﾟДﾟ) weeEEEH

let’s see...... is there shigatsu!skk yet?

2. opinion on pineapples on pizza

stay away from my pizza pls. p l ea s e

3. stickers on laptops or nah

i don’t --- stares at laptop covered in laptop sticker + yoosung sticker on my laptop 

wait a minute――

4. sweet or savory

i like both, but too much sweet will make me feel sick so... 

i guess, savory!! (/ω＼)

5. opinion on melon soda

i’ve yet to try out melon soda for myself ｡ﾟ( ﾟஇ‸இﾟ)ﾟ｡ someday---!!!

6. are u the type to have 10 different types of pens and just use one

.......... more like, 10 pens of the same type and end up using one o)-(

exams have taught me to be ready for anything orz

7. would u rather be known as proud or ignorant

ignorant, i guess---! i’m quite the ditz 99% of the time as well so /w\ also people won’t suspect me coming in with angst / chuuya on a motorbike aAAAAAHAHHASWEATS

8. thoughts on cliche shoujo tropes

im only here for the pose references k what r u doing calling me out

9. what time is it

1:11...... on 11/11 in my area.... happy pocky day guys

10. do the trees change color for autumn where you are

NNASJAS WE DONT EVEN HAVE AUTUMN HERE IM SHOOK

11. what team?

chuuya on a motorbike

Kura’s questions:

1. Do you prefer hot summers or cold winters?

here it’s really just summer all year long so i think it’d be nice if i get the chance to experience cold winters for a change--!! (^^♪ though my body get cold pretty easily so i’m not sure how long i’ll last x.x

2. Name one otp, one notp, and a rarepair (any fandom)

[persona 5] shukita, kamoann;;;;?? , futago (sibling theory pls)

3. Are you watching any anime right now?

i’m having finals at the moment, but i intend to catch up on shokugeki no soma and bnha, and start a few others afterwards ^^

4. Would you rather have infinite food or never have the need to eat again?

INFINITE FOOD PLS LET ME BE HUUUUMAAAANNNNN ｡ﾟ(*´□`)ﾟ｡

5. Fic tropes that make you the saddest.

hurt / comfort, angst, death, terminal illness

6. Grab an object to your right. What did you grab?

my wallet....!! (∩´∀｀)∩

7. Pick 1 character you want to punch and 1 character you want to adopt

punch dazai, adopt atsu

8. Could you take care of a plant or does everything you touch die?

i usually get cactus because they’re easier to maintain...!!

9. What was the last dream/nightmare you have?

i dreamt that i was in japan x.x!! my friend who’s in japan at the moment sent me pictures of japan’s landscape and i couldn’t stop thinking of them...... sweats////

10. 1 thing on your wishlist

canon skk onegaishimaplease

11. Night showers or morning showers?

morning showers! i feel like if i take a night shower, i’ll end up falling asleep even more because of the really cooling feeling ;;

Rika’s questions:

1. Do you know oyashiro-sama?

nnnnnnno who’s that ;;;SWEATS

2. Do you like york peppermint patties?

i...... admittedly, haven’t tried one before so i can’t say anything much ;;

3. What’s your favorite joke?

myself

4. What would a combination of your favorite and least favorite tropes be like?

death by rape--- wait a minute

5. What’s the rom-com-harem-light-novel title of your life?

shao takes another turn for the worse

6. On a similar note, pick 5 members of your harem

me, watashi, i, ore, boku

7. What is your favorite meme?

MATH LADY AHAHAHHAAHA

8. What character unexpectedly grew on you? Why?

i’d say probably atsushi!!

he’s the main protag yes but he’s such...a pure cinnamon roll... and his character development throughout the series...!!!! i ended up finding to have a soft spot for jinko ;w;

9. What would you do if you had the powers of Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo?

wait who’s that ww

10. Now what if your hero partner had Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo’s powers; what power would you have in order to complete their ability?

s-sweats i think i don’t follow---

11. On a scale of 1 to how-high-are-you-Rika?, how would you rate these questions? (By the way, I’m not high)

6, perhaps?

Aja’s questions:

1. If BSD’s your main fandom, what’s your 2nd? If it’s not, then what’s your main?

persona 5!

2. What do you think about people who don’t put tags on their tumblr posts? (If you are that person, I want to hear your thoughts on this lol)

wwwwwhy would you not put tags on your tumblr posts hhHHH it makes things easier to search up later ヽ(；▽；)ノ

3. If given the chance, would you want your favorite anime character to become real?

if skk became real i think i would really die KJSGAGSJ im content with just 2d ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )

4. Your country (if it’s okay to reveal, if not, make us guess)

singapore! ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

5. Have you expressed appreciation to your favorite blog recently? If not, I encourage you to send them an ask or msg now, anonymous or not. 😊

i have! thank you for the reminder, though, it’s super lovely!!  (´∀｀)♡

6. Soar the sky or dive the ocean?

soar the sky!! i want to feel the thrill of flying in the winds nyahahha--

7. 15 x 7 = (don’t use calculator nor pen&paper)

105?

8. For you, what’s a sight that’s more beautiful than a sea of stars?

chuuya being an edgelord on his motorbike

9. The most good-looking anime character (I know it’s hard, if you can’t choose one, narrow it down to 3)

chuuya--- ok fine dazai

10. Msg to your future self

keep working hard and don’t give up no matter what happens!! you’re doing good right now and you’ll be able to continue at it ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ

11. To end this, what makes you happy? Now, keep thinking about that thing, my dear. 😊

chuuya on a motorbike

in all seriousness, one of the biggest things that really, really makes me happy is seeing people like my art (and even going so far as to comment in tags) so thank you to everyone who’s supported my art thus far! i wouldn’t have been able to keep going until now and strive to do my best otherwise ‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚

 i love you guys so much!!!!!!

(feat my p5 ask blog lololol)

i knocked out halfway through this whole list aaAAA IM REALLY SORRY wwwww here’s my 11 questions ;v;/ !

1. have you ever gone to a live concert? 2. what are some of your favourite songs / singers / bands / composers? 3. vocaloid or covers? 4. have you gotten enough sleep lately? 5. fluff or angst? 6. what motivates you to keep going? 7. to that end, has there been any occasion where you felt like giving up? 8. dark or white chocolate? 9. what are some of your hobbies? 10. name three OTPS! 11. are you doing well lately? (i hope you are! ♡)

tagging: @star-tear, @kurapls, @sumeragimikoto, @adargo, @excitable-nugget, @aja154ever, @missmizpah, @leio13, @araminthe-ispwitch, @akashikuroko, @onelovelysin

[flashbang-up]

--;; hiatus

quick quick explanation and then more under the cut if you’re interested in knowing!!

the tl;dr is that i’ve been writing a fic and it’s been taking a lot of my writing inspiration. add that being a senior in the months before graduation (anxiety and exhaustion galore), and taking a trip that’ll remove me from the internet for ~4 days leads me to not being on !! so basically

ill be gone from today (April 30th) until Monday May 8th!

ill reblog this every two days until then in a queue so yall can be informed properly ; w ; thanks for the understanding!! if i’ve owed you a thread and you’d like to drop it i entirely understand. it'll be a week or so?? and i’ve already been gone for a bit (rip,,, orz)

sending yall lots of love<33

the longer version because aaaa i need a good ramble

basically i have ?? a lot of factors here and they're Piling Up Quick

I'm in the last stretch of my high school career so college application (I've been accepted to my choice school thankfully but the whole paying for it and keeping up grades until i actually graduate are putting on the Stress) process is just.........sigh

my anxiety leads to insomnia and insomnia leads to exhaustion that never really leaves me?? so i fall asleep really easily and sometimes just dont have the motivation to log on even

i also really only have the free time to be on tumblr kinda late at night?? about 10:30pm-2:00am for me so,, i fall asleep sometimes and other nights ill be up til 3am. its weird

I'm writing a fic and I'm really excited about it!!! but a lot of my creative juices are kinda,,,, exhausted by it and so when i do have the ability to get on this blog I'm just. stumped ;;;

im also going on a trip (visiting new york city, baltimore, and washington dc as apart of a senior class trip) on thursday and wont be back until sunday

all in all i love you all and I'm very very sorry !! especially if we’ve planned out threads and have talked or just, have interacted a lot before?? 

aaa i feel bad for abandoning yall (or at least thats what it feels like) but

because I'm gonna be gone a lot ?? this week and next weekend i thought yall should know!! 

<3 hope yall have a wonderful week !! 

- cee