#im going to fling myself into the sun
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living rent free in my head because what is that small smile for? those softening features? that calming breath? she’s literally writing a suicide note wrapped into a goodbye letter addressed to the love of her life
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"So Thorin Oakenshield became the Heir of Durin, but an heir without hope."
J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of The Rings, Appendix A
#im going to fling myself into the sun#thats my BABY LITERALLY WHAT WAS THE NEED#gonna fight tolkien#thorin oakenshield#the hobbit#lotr#tolkien
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Just finished Mob Psycho 100
#AAAAAA THEY ALL LOVE HIM 🥺🥺🥺#DIMPLE!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#SURPRISE PARTY 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭#IM GOING TO FLING MYSELF INTO THE SUN#mp100#REIGEN SAMA MY ABSOLUTE BELOVED
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that awkward moment when you open your computer at your job and forgot to log out of your personal account where the wip fic you were working on last night is still open
so it’s just 9 AM and the first thing that hits my eyes is
“Harder~”
#im going to fling myself into the sun#thank GOD there was no one else in the room with me#but my god#yappin#it’s tough out here#fanfiction#fanfic#writing#writeblr#writers#ao3
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whyyyyyyyy does krita keep closing every time I try to OPEN IT
please....... please I just want to draw............. I don't want to pay for clip studio paint or some other subscription............... krita please I have an UNFINISHED COMMISSION that I saved as a .kra file that no other software can open............ please I'm begging you to start working................
#krita#ari speaks#im going to fling myself into the sun#...or go on a walk#my roommate is calling someone and the sound is Too Much rn even through my headphones
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@yoonguurt 🫠
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Do you think bugs fall in love?
Their small bodies host even tinier brains. Built to crawl through soil and rocks bigger than itself. Running on a simple software bouncing between eat, sleep, fight, flight, and copulate.
V1 is smarter than a bug. It must be. It’s a war machine, so it must be. Its programming is complex enough to fry several motherboards; the internals are heated from constant, unrelenting processing needs. If it updates its optical data intake to any greater degree than these rough, messy polygons, it’d surely perish from the overwhelming information.
V1 is built to kill first, survive second. To be fair, survival would ensure more killing, so it’d be more effective. Moving through the battlefield, culling lives, drawing blood. Perfectly aligned with its programmed objectives, then.
Gabriel is smarter than a bug. He must be. He’s an angel, so he must be. He’s one of the best soldiers in the heavenly realm. Armour and swords glistened with pride and justice. He sees all. He judges all. His loyalty and perfect track record have earned him a high rank within the order. Leaving behind the creaturely "it". His light burns hot and bright within his constitution.
Gabriel is built as a messenger of the Father, then a judge of Hell. To be fair, the role of a judge was assigned to him by the council, so he supposes that his placement can be summed up as the bearer of the divine authority to bring right to all other creatures. Perfectly aligned, then.
Bugs… Well, they’re the same. I suppose. Small beings. Running pre-programmed orders derived from centuries of evolution: eat, sleep, fight, flight, and copulate. No role. No responsibilities.
Bugs are built naturally and fully, unlike humankind; but formed and ready to go within seconds from their births, like machines and angels.
So. Do they live?
When the machine and the angel escape their chains, do they see themselves in bugs?
Bugs are born to live, temporarily, fleetingly, yet live nonetheless. Do they, then, deserve to live, freeing and meaninglessly. No role. No responsibilities.
So. Do bugs love?
Do they learn that they can go beyond their basic structures? Do they see their own reflection in each other’s compound eyes? Do they recognize each other’s bodies, scents, heat? Do they feel the desire for closeness?
To flutter wings like a dance of waltz. To brush antennae like butterfly kisses. To greet and caress and lie next to each other near their death.
To move through the sky in battle, in passion. To clash swords and fists and bullets. To greet and caress and lie next to each other near their death.
The same cells in the same blood coursing beneath the same suit of exoskeletons.
Machine, angel, bug. Boiled down to the barest essence of existence; crisp simplicity.
To live, to love.
#(im thinking abt how angels have a default pronoun of it/its and went insane – they’re so bugs; like machine)#v1 ultrakill#ultrakill#gabv1el#gabriel ultrakill#az thoughts#also if this flops im flinging myself into the sun#is this any good; is it; is it <- desperate#im just really tired rn i think; its fine#wrote between lectures; thought abt queueing but whatever its fine#got like 4 group projects and a giant assignment and no free time during the last weekend i am fine i am fine i am fine#its fine for me to write Things instead of working on stuff this is destressing its fine#i need to be spun in a washing machine and left on a hanger to dry for approximately 12 hours and then ironed for way too long#<- going insane but in a bad way#someone pls take me out (date or murder; surprise me)
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How can you meet someone who is dead? You came here to become rich. So pull yourself together. — Then we'll go together.
Little Women (2022), Ep.8
#tvn little women#little women kdrama#little women#kim go eun#choo ja hyun#injoo x hwayoung#kdramaedit#kdramaladies#kdramadaily#kdramasource#tvedit#tvgifs#my post#*m.gif#injoo's 'then we'll go together' ouuuuuuuugh#i would've risked my life if it meant finding out why you died#HHHHHHHH#im flinging myself into the sun.#this to me is one of THEE scenes of all time
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Im super fucked up about that Gwaine post I just reblogged because
Merlin would have had zero tears left to shed, he was utterly spent and broken yet would be told he had lost Gwaine too and he died without ever fully knowing him? I mean at least Arthur and Lancelot knew his secret at the end and that is <3 but fuck me how the fuck why the fuck on the same day WHAT THE FUCK would he bury him in the lake too OH GOD did Percival carry him to the lake so they could say goodbye??? THE LIST OF PEOPLE GROWS LONGER THAT MERLIN LETS GO ON THE LAKE
and wow one day it would be Gaius...and Hunith...and Gwen...until Camelot crumbles and Merlin wanders and waits...alone...1500 years later I
#merlin#merthur#gwaine#HE LOSES EVERYONE#IM GONNA FLING MYSELF INTO THE SUN#that post broke me haha </3#I AM NEVER RECOVERING#how can we go from farting gwen and morgana and bald uther#to the most heartbreaking soul crushing pain
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No bc when it was in a highly emotional situation, tired and scared and confused and desperate to help these people, it turned to the form of art that helped it seek freedom. MB wanted to make a film bc that is how it has processed the world around it. It’s a filmmaker. Its first film was a documentary made with its friends in a marathon sprint to fuck with space capitalism.
Murderbot is a filmmaker. Murderbot learned it had a voice through film. It’s an artist. It helped give people the information to make an autonomous decision by creating art. I’m losing my fucking mind
Murderbot not knowing how to describe being inspired,,,, Martha Wells you can’t just drop the most existential shit while MB and friends all nighter a documentary to make sure these strangers don’t die slaves
#kyne shouts#MB 2.0 HELPED THREE. BY MAKING A FILM OUT OF ITS MEMORIES#IM GOING TO FLING MYSELF INTO THE SUN#FILM!!!! THE ART OF FUCKING FILM!!!!!!
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MCMG DAY HEJEHUTHTUDHDURHEUEYEUH MY FIRST TIME SEEING THEM WITH THIS BIG ASS HYPERFIXATION IM RUBBING MY HANDS TOGETHER LIKE A FLY IM SO EXCITED
#THE LIVEBLOGS IMMA BE DOING TONIGHT R GONNA BE SO INSANE#IM SO EXCITED HEJHAHAUWHQHAH#ACTIVELY FREAKING OUT I FEAR#IF I START GOING INSANE DONT STOP ME#SPINS AROUND AND FLINGS MYSELF INTO THE SUN#mcmg#motor city machine guns#alex shelley#chris sabin#wwe#friday night smackdown#punkoween yaps
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its like 10 times more psychic damage if my dad tells me something abt some way my mother was or how she felt about something or something she did and im like 'wow i do that exact thing!' and then i have an existential crisis
#like if i recognize smth in myself that my dad does its on a range from fun to mildly horrifying#but with stuff my mother did its like ah got it im going to fling myself into the sun now cool 👍#you mean i have some of the same personality traits as someone i never knew? awesome cool will you excuse me for a moment#to be clear these arent bad personality traits its things like oh she was also anxious. or something#or like we liked the same movie or something yanno#and thus goes my existential crisis#anyway!
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Yeah anyways wei ying doing the begging vs demanding tiktok trend
#im going to fling myself into the sun imagining this yall want anything?#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#original thots#wwx#anyways wwx would be so good at doing thirst traps?? hes shameless and irrevocably sexy so
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Speaking of edgeworth. here are the images i have amassed of him in the past like week or so
#jack talks#i am going to FLING MYSELF INTO THE SUNS UNRELENTING TORTUROUS FLAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hes so so so so sopretty AND FOR WHAT. WHY is he so gorgeous. im going to fuckin💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#i rlly need to fond the source of that blushing panel btw the artist draws him so pretty..........#cannot describe the grip he has had on me since i started playing aa. literally he has me in a choekhold rn and for WHY 💥#i keep on getting all giddy and flustered over him and i HATE IT 💥💥#goddd i want to brush his bangs back and kiss all over his face💥💥💥#btw the picture with gregoru makes me want to wail and sob. ok#gush#r: miles edgeworth
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i hate you phone calls i hate you automated answering systems that never work i hate you crunchy-ass hold music that hurts i hate you “your call is important to us. please wait for the next available representative” repeated every 20 seconds i hate you 45 different phone numbers for the same issue i hate you bureaucracy!!!!!
#and i hate you short-staffing your call centers#and medical centers#i need an urgent appt with a specialist after my er visit the other day#and the earliest i can get in is 3 weeks from now#so i just get to be in immense pain (and potential actual danger!!) for 3 FUCKING WEEKS??#………just got acall as im making this post#that they might not be able to see me at all because my legal sex was changed to male when i changed my name#…………………………….#gonna go immerse myself in art so i dont fling my useless body into the sun
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just watched the quinamon dsmp video and i am in pain that i know most of this shit.
#i completely forgot that schlatt and quackity were engaged? (the characters)#and the heart eating i CANNOT believe i forgot the heart eating bc that was fucking HYSTERICAL#🪲#im going to fling myself into the sun btw
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