#im going craaaaaazy

[pururin]

[phontao]

oooooouhhh trent reznor you want to come to seattle so bad ... oooh come tour in seattle... delay your date for tickets going live while i save up for one... ooooooouuuh ..... psppspp sppspppspsp

[apomaro-mellow]

well i was gonna be good and make dinner tonight but i just got a bomb dropped on me so what's the point

[bl4sphemy-archived]

ok ok... Maybe give this post a like if you're interested in shipping your muse with samael?? I will probs slide into your ims for plotting maybe <3

[camphorror]

i can't tell if matsson is playing tom or if he is actually tom enough to be honest i fr cannot tell

[memecatwings]

none of you understand. the sheer depth of the Weird Gay Thing vash and wolfwood had going on in the manga

[eyeofthetaiga]

would you fall in love with me again edits for caleb love and deepspace WHEN

god i love him

[hyuckswoman]

21. we’re good

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notes: back from the dead 😝 i cannot believe i’m leaving korea tomorrow like that’s craaaaaazy to me but it was such a fun adventure and i have a good three weeks of travel ahead of me before i go back to franceeeee so yeah idk how i’ll do for the next three weeks BUT i promise to be active when im back in france (even if school starts 2 days after i land)

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[h0ll0wt0wn]

The Handbook of Habit

Dear Evan

Did you miss me? I most certainly hope not! That'd make this whole fuckin thing much less entertaining. Ladies, Gentlemen, it's a hallmark of most celebrities after they finish sucking the life out of you (And demons too they're basically the same thing) to write a book at the end of our careers where we pretend to be smarter than you. This comes naturally to me cause I AM smarter than you. Also you're a fuckin idiot just need to remind you.

Sooo I've been good, not that you'd ask. It's actually why I wrote this book here. Not for you to read. no. I'm looking for a publisher right now actually so we can send this mother fucker alll throughout the fuckin dimensional shitshow stick in the mud created. Im sure all my loyal rabbits are very eager to make me some fuckin dinner with my new recipe book. Cause EVERYONE'S got a recipe book nowadays.

I'd loan you a copy for a discount, but I fucking hate you so your pussy ass is gonna have to earn it. Only then can you learn my fantastic recipes. Such as:

Jeff Kabob

(Vinny) Everyman Steak

(Pretzel) Sticks in the mud (Chocolate)

Live Baby

And more!

Though im probably never going to see you again, just know that all the time we spent together, I'll cherish it. Especially since I included some other crAaAaAazy shit I did with your body in this book.

INCLUDING your deepest darkest secrets!

Hope to see you at Barnes and Nobles for the special edition!

[Note, if this message reaches the Lameverse, (The universe where Habit is fictional) this book does not exist.]

[californyankat]

On my first playthrough of Dark Souls 3, which I played because my friends dont think Elden Ring is a real Souls game, I was stuck on Dragonslayer Armor for about an hour and a half. The elevator ride back up to DSA is about 30 seconds, and I was getting very fed up with the boss. So, anyway, about 7 deaths into the fight (I vaguely remember it taking like 30-40 attempts), I start to talk to myself to keep me entertained like any normal and sane person would. Thus is born: CrazyD'Antonio. Every time I made it to the elevator, I'd say aloud to myself, in a ridiculous accent, "What is up, guys? It is me, CRAAAAAAZY D'Antonio, back with episode 23 of my Dark Souls 3 playthrough..." etc etc... so I'd just ramble to myself whilst fighting Dragonslayer Armor. I also remember just sort of... screaming(?) the name CrazyD'Antonio whenever I'd dodge an attack or get a big hit in (still in the accent), so I imagine if someone were to go back in time to that day, they'd find me in the same manner as one would find a lunatic in an asylum just muttering/yelling the name of a fake YouTuber that I made up out of boredom. I still bring up CrazyD'Antonio whenever I'm doing something menial, and will pretend that whatever stupid grind or wait im doing in game is the intro to a YouTube video, as an inside joke for me and the part of me that died that day.

This was probably 3 days after my best friend and his boyfriend made out for an hour or two on my couch while I fought the Pontiff, Aldrich, and the Dancer, which I think was some time in October 2023.

[remma-demma]

Obvious.

Also the repeating of “please don’t be in love with someone else, please don’t have somebody waiting on you” makes me just think of the Exarch being like… so uh. You got any flames back home. And N’ephele just being like *crystal tower flashback* yeah. And Exarch being like. Oh. :( But it’s HIM!!!!!!!!!

Fuck man I swear to god I haven’t listened to a Taylor swift album since literally 2012 but I fell into a Todd in the Shadows rabbit hole and then music review YouTube in general and someone talked about the Taylor’s versions of the albums and I was like….. hmm. I should listen to speak now.

[nutzworth]

jrwi riptide ep 103 (theyre trying to break into the black sea castle): im 30 mins into this 3 hour long episode and THIS IS CRAAAAAAZY. THIS CHAIN ANGEL LADY IS SOOOO COOL? DUDE? SHES LIKE A CENTAUR PEGASUS??????????? AND SHE HATES GOD????? THE ONE TRUE GOD??????? and she has chains that go crazy and and and. hoooly. i cant wait to learn her name oooh my god

[noonbeam17]

For the ask game

4/5, 8, 25?

HIII I ONLY JUST NOW CHECKED TUMBLR </3

4/5 - about a year ago my parents watched severance and my mom was like You Need To Watch Severance Its So Fucking Good and i put it off for forever but then i was finally like "okay ill watch severance with yall ^_^" and ITS CRAAAAAAZY. i briefly mentioned severance in the irl chat [mainly that lumon industries is deadass just hailsham never let me go but without being weird about sex] but like SEASON 2 IS COMING OUT JANUARY 27 AND ITS GONNA BE CRAAAAAAAAAAZY

8 - game of the yearrrrr game of the year. i cant immediately think of something off the top of my head ........ OH WAIT !! EVERHOOD !!!!!!! its so awesome its so cool. everhood 2 is coming out sometime like. either next year or 2026 i forget. HYPE NONETHELESS !!!!! its so good ive mentioned this one in the server as well. i think you would like it tbh ^_^

25 - hoohoohooooooo ^_^ this is a newer thing .... infodumping helps me figure things out this is AWESOME !!!! alright alright lets go ^_^ putting this under the cut because i have a feeling its gonna be long

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALRIGHT !!!!! these guys came about a month ago. so i was thinking about quarantine queer culture and how like. how do you describe it actually. we were like hyperaware of everything but also we knew Nothing. it was a bit of a shitshow but there were nice memories from it. there was such a Monotony to it but hashtag at least you werent alone in it. so i drew little concepts for the first four but i didnt have anything else. i had the designs and the fact that it was in 2020-2021, but no story.

and then the very next day i remembered. this one concept i made over a year ago. it was basically the world is trapped in a timeloop but only 5 people are aware of it. the reason theyre trapped in a timeloop is because the universe was getting old and ending and so it was like im gonna put everyone in a timeloop so that they dont have to experience it ^_^ and those 5 were the anomalies that kept their memories. and because theyre still kind of aware of everything theyre absorbing the end of the world and hashtag body horror yk. and they gotta stop it somehow. HOWEVER i wasnt attached to the characters and i just kinda Forgor. so then i was like heehee. haha. i could get insane with it. so now the angst goes to them!

i dont have them fleshed out that much yet but heres what i have so far !!!!!!

i only have names for the third fourth and fifth ones [natalie/nat, zoe, moss [probably gonna add another name for them] and i have pronouns for all of them. in order: he/they/it, any pronouns [they/them pref], she/they/fae, she/they, he/they/plant neos, and they/it ^_^

they all have aesthetics, which in order are space[? i guess], alt [especially of the time but like a bit on a budget], artsy[? also i guess], okay wait actually theres no specific aesthetic for zoe because shes closeted and trying to look Normal for her family HGDVFKJN, cottagecore, and dark academia ^_^

originally i had the body horror be based around their aesthetics but now i think its gonna be based around problems with the community at the time. the only thing i have is nat is gonna be like i need the Exact Label that describes me and if i cant figure out what my gender is i will Die Badly [nat is probably the most like me from quarantine HGDLAFKJVN]

the sixth one is probably gonna be plural. i was debating it because like systems were very present in quarantine but also im scared all the time and am like what if i accidentally make them "hi im arson and these are my ten morbillion dsmp alters and also the Evil One". but im convincing myself that hashtag it will be okay i just need to do research and ask around and stuff.

the first one can do tarot readings. just a little bit of trivia that i stole from an old acquaintance of mine back in 2020

AND THATS ALL I HAVE ON EM SO FAR YAYYYYYYYYY ^_^

[thewickerking]

tbh. i love six of crows and grishaverse stuff and lot but i don't really give a fuck about jesper/wylan. i like both of their characters! jesper is my fave!!! And i like wylan! but the fandomification of them kinda ruined it for me. I was sooooo excited abt the ship when i first read the book but i CANNOT deal with the uwuification of wylan and hypersexualization and weird dominant shit with jesper. That just isn't true. and like. I knowwww I can have them exist in my own little bubble if I want but I don't really want to anymore :/

also. The end of crooked kingdom was a bad ending for them and im sick of ppl acting like it's cutesy. "To help with the poor black mans adhd and gambling addiction, he has a white rich boyfriend to give him an allowance and have full control over his finances and money he gets and also the house he lives in 🤭😖 #couplegoals" LIKE? EVEN WITHOUT THE RACIAL ANGLE ITS WEIRD!!! ITS NOT GOOD? and im NOT saying it's in character of wylan to abuse that power or like. Jesper in general. Like that's not what I'm saying. They're fictional obviously, but even so it's generally a balanced and healthy relationship and they're gonna be fine. But wow. None of u have ever thought about financial abuse as a concept and everyone LOVING their ending and gushing about how cute it is that they live together and claiming wylan is soooo nice and good to be helping jesper with his addiction and debt........ it's fucking weird and ive literally never seen anyone address it. Ever. Alsoooooo if not implied already it's craaaaaazy white savior-y. AND I LIKE WYLAN. I LIKE HIS ACTUAL CHARACTER not the incompetent baby fandom version of him.

Anyways in conclusion jespers my favorite character and its annoying having to sift through wylan/jesper ship art bc they're Canon and everyone always does shit of them together. Start shipping jesper with literally anyone else (or just make platonic art that doesn't heavily imply jesper/wylan) jespers got a great dynamic with inej and nina. This can be platonic or romantic to me. Hell, barely anyone acknowledges his intense fucked up crush on kaz. I'm biased and like to explore their relationship specifically (romantic or otherwise) and whatever. Ship him with matthias. Go wild. Also ppl bend the canon ships for inej/nina (AS THEY SHOULD.) but people RARELY do this for jesper and literally anyone other than wylan. and they neeeeeed to start doing it. "Make ur own content" I dooooo but that's never leaving my sketchbooks that's my private business (I project on jesper way too much to make public. It'd be embarrassing for me)

[shamemp3]

#cringe moment i know choices has been ass ever since they started focusing on writing corny porn but they have gems every now and then esp go off with their thrillers like craaaaaazy. source: im playing wake the dead

[gontagokuhara]

2019 vs. 2024 hot takes exactly 0 people asked for (now with opinions on the dr3 characters!)

and because im mentally ill im elaborating below the cut because at least i’m cognizant of how few people share this illness with me ❤️

first of all. some categories were edited (+added). we shall address them all in due time 🫶 but just for posterity before we begin: top of the category is the one that best exemplifies the category title and it moves in descending order; so as gonta is my #1 my GOAT, pedo udg guy is the one i want to kill himself most. understandable? ok 🫶

2019 top 5-tier is slightly unfortunately named but other than that changes in 2024 are somewhat minimal. as is perhaps obvious if you have seen even one (1) danganronpa post from me: gonta is My character hes mine spike chunsoft dont get him like i do. AND i love sdr2. nagito is my very very close second i am so incredibly mentally ill about him Oh if you all could see the hundreds of thousands of words ive written about that fucking guy. also true of hajime. still true of sonia (<3 i love u girlie) and fuyuhiko but to a lesser extent (i have written so much sdr2. its a problem. we persist). they are characters we see a lot of and in that same vein give SO much to build upon in further character exploration. and boy do i do that. holds the five of them In my arms i love you babygirls

S tier excellents again prove i am an sdr2 enjoyer. i think it also showcases how much i REALLY love the v3 characters while absolutely hating the plot they were stuck in. kaede and shuuichi are SOOOO special 2 me u dont understand…….im going to have so many thoughts and be So mad when i replay v3. kokichi is VERY interesting and my thoughts on him are endless (hi evan) and there is soooo much there even if i also have to fundamentally hate him somewhat because of 3-4. also a wide array of sdr2 characters are here of course……on my most recent replay i have come to really appreciate imposter (better sexier byakuya ❤️) and ibuki . and i was kind of surprised how high some of the dr1 characters are (besides chihiro who has consistently been my dr1 #1) but sorry dr3 made me love the makoto/kyouko/aoi trio sooooo bad.

lots of variety in the A tier which are all characters i enjoy, they just arent my Favorite barbie dolls to mash around u know. so many very unique personalities like mahiru, angie, tenko, and ryoma that weren’t explored as well as possible in canon, so its harder for me to personally invest in them. junko is iconic and she gets worse as the games go on but god. dr1 was craaaaaazy so she and mukuro have to be given props for that. im ignoring e-girl junko and v3 entirely <3 also again in watching dr3 while replaying sdr2 i really came to appreciate natsumi and her dynamic with hajime :[ rip girl i miss u. also also i liked koichi way more than expected LOL it must just be cuz hes hot but his death was sick as fuck and i liked his thruline with jin (the weird flirting with kyouko aside……)

B tier! bit of a mixed bag, from characters i like very begrudgingly (byakuya, sorry, i latched onto him as my rich terrible boyfriend when first playing years ago and the fondness kinda stuck 💔) to ones i do genuinely like, but they were not given much to do in canon (ryota) or their arcs fell flat (kirumi). also here are dr3 + udg characters i didnt mind or were just somewhat nice to makoto (also chisa, who is very interesting but i very much disliked how her character ended off) so shout out them (they are all dead) (or orphaned like monaca and kotoko).

C tier is basically my ‘i barely remember’ tier sry……i did not finish udg so i have so very few opinions on most of the characters. chihiro aoi and yasuhiro’s parents are chill tho shout out. not much to say tho

and now we enter the hater zone with D tier……look. some of these are hot takes and some arent. as much as i love sdr2 i just cannot ever make myself like hiyoko and teruteru. theyre kinda fucked from the getgo theyre never treated as especially serious characters but their glaring flaws are so bad i cant bring myself to care when the rest of the cast is SO GOOD. i also do not like kazuichi LMFAO as a sonia ride or die just as i cannot look past teruteru’s sexual harassment NEITHER CAN I LOOK PAST KAZUICHI’S ‼️‼️ yes i think he can be fixed but sonia needs a restraining order + when she was hoping he was the ch4 killer i was cheering. everyone else this category are just mid ass dr1 characters and the dr3 characters i found actively annoying. also monokuma. hes cringe but iconic and doesnt fit anywhere else

not much to be said about F tier. i did not finish udg but i know enough that i need haiji towa to die. i need the asshole who beat up hajime to die. i need the asshole who tried to kill makoto to die. i need that stupid old fuck heading the future foundation to die. the monokubs are fucking annoying. the only like Real characters here are 1) miu because she is written terribly and her cool talent is wasted, treats gonta like shit, isnt funny, is just nasty perv bait and her most meaningful contribution is to be fodder for the 2nd worse written case in the game. and as for NUMBER ONE WORST: tsumugi mostly just symbolizes my hatred for v3’s ending because outside of her role in 3-6 she has very little impact on the story before her reveal. also got my girlies kaede and rantarou killed God i hate the end of thisgame

and finally: oh my poor sweet bastards. why would they do this to you. these characters are either underutilized in a way that is DEVASTATING (izuru 💔) treated like shit as joke characters their potential is totally squandered by dogshit writing (everyone else — sdr2 you could have been so much better WHY!!!!!!). mikan and korekiyo’s motives are dogshit and make the ch3 double murder so much weaker. nekomaru and akane are played as jokes essentially their entire screentime and akane is especially egregious because shes a survivor among characters like FUYUHIKO!!! like SONIA!!! like HAJIME!!!!!!!!! AND YOU SQUANDER HER LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!! kaito suffers from really flip-floppy writing and he sucks a lot of the time Especially pre-localization but ive adopted him a little bit in writing him and i love my construction of him in my brain.

ok thats it. im so mentally ill. give me ur thoughts or do the tierlist urself. now pointy objects lockdown time 👍