#im glad this kind of post also works on tumblr hehe

[zongzhii]

birds are born with no shackles

[peterokii]

Hiii, I'm gonna put anon since im kinda awkward hehe. Im not good at letters and English so I am sorry if it seems all over the place.

So I just would like to thank you for always making my day with your drawings. Not only is your artstyle my favorite — and the best I've ever seen —, but also your focus on Seroroki really makes me happy (I have always loved Seroroki ever since I got hyperfixated on MHA, especially Hanta). Your works, such as fanarts, comics or keychains, always bring joy to my grey days, even if I don't buy things since I'm broke. (ᗒ —ᗕ)՞

You also inspired me to get back into the art community, and your Trans Sero headcanon always makes me feel appreciated (as a FTM who is constantly misgendered on purpose)!! \(^ ⁰ ^)/

Please don't listen to what the haters say, because you always keep on outdoing their insults w/ every single art post, whether it's Instagram, Tumblr etc.!!

And please, when you need breaks, take them!! I don't want you to be overworked or burnt-out!!! ^^

- A fan of urs named Bennie <3

Hi Bennie!! thanks a lot for your message, that kind of mails means a lot to me!! don't worry, soon the stickers will be in stocks and they're probably going to me a bit cheaper than the keychains!! and if you slide in DMs i don't mind sending you some free merch !!

i'm really glad you enjoy my art, my ships, but most of all i'm glad that you enjoy the representation - and that you feel represented. don't worry about the haters! i delete most of their messages without giving a shit!

stay strong, you're super manly and super valid!!

[oshidorifuufu]

psst you are given permission to rant about your oshis in the answer to this ask!!!! (*´∀｀*) i wanna hear all about them!!!!!

THANK YOU SM I LOVE YOUU💖💖💖💖

I LOVE IZURU SO MUCH. IF YOU LOOK AT MY HAPPY TAG I THINK MOST IF NOT ALL THE POSTS R ABOUT IZURU 😭

hes cute, hes entertaining, he’s adorable, HIS ENGLISH is adorable, HES SO GOOD AT GUITAR!!!! AND SINGING!!! HIS AISHITE COVER OMG!!! AND I WANT HIS GOODS SO BAD!!!! HES INSPIRED ME TO PICK UP THE GUITAR AGAIN!!! and im so HAPPY because my guitar looks similar to the guitar in his model 🥺🥺

THIS HAD GOT TO BE ONE OF MY FAV IZURU CLIPS!!! HES SO CUTE!!!! https://youtu.be/wpK7_mhSMBo?si=lCmerRYcasUMeF7T (hakka english one)

OTHER FUN ONES: https://youtu.be/xN7qz89gSgw?si=Q67ns5T3kFj0modd , https://youtu.be/nUZZ5ylrU44?si=Tf-chkNQnNdQMkjk

AS I WRITE THIS i am listening to this song on loop https://youtu.be/PQyXsCV5ZWQ?si=RxLzwNRSDVf6vnFS LEARNING ABOUT THIS SONG WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME ALL YEAR AND YOU NEED TO HEAR IT TOO

in general its not JUST izuru that i love. I LOVE ALL THE HOLOSTARS!!!!! HANASAKI MIYABI IS MY OSHI TOO AND ASTEL LEDA AND KISHIDO TENMA MIGHT BECOME OSHI’S TOO!! AFGH BUT I ALSO LOVE ROBERU!! THIS SONG CHEERS ME UP SO MUCH ITS GOTTEN ME OUT OF DEPRESSIVE RUTS I!!! LOVE!!! IT!!!!!!!

(this roberu clip is so cute hehe) https://youtu.be/C5mH835w0LY?si=9niBq8V1enujoer7

WAHHHHHH IZURUS PART CAME ON IN THE SONG I LOVE HIM I LOVECHIM ITS SO GOOD WAHHH

RN IZURU IS MY KAMI OSHI AS YOU CAN PROBABLY TELL. BUT THE OTHERS R HOLOSTARS IN GENERAL, HANASAKI MIYABI, KANAE AND MEME MASHIRO!!!!!!!

HANASAKI MIYABI IS SO ADORABLE AND THIS MAY SOUND MEAN BUT I FIND THE FACT HES NOT THE BEST AS SINGING SO ADORABLE 😭 HES SUCH AN ADORABLE LITTLE FLOWER BOY!!!!!!!!! I WANNA BE AS CUTE AS HIMMM 😭 AND HIS 出かけよう SERIES IS SO FUN TO WATCH!! ITS GOT PRETTY SIMPLE JAPANESE AND THE EDITING IS SO CUTEE EHAHAHHEHAHAH

NEXT IS KANAE!!! KANAE ISNT FROM HOLOLIVE BUT NIJISANJI. (why am i talking in all caps oopsies???) HES SUPER MISCHEVIOUS BUT ALSO SUPER KIND!!!! AND FUNNY!!!!! ESPECIALLY IN CHRONIOR ALONGSIDE KUZUHA!!!!

MY FAV KNAE CLIPS/VIDEOS:

https://youtu.be/l7lfYjVRz6A?si=sP7qDRgI5pG2tqLv , https://youtu.be/N5TkXb9F4dQ?si=fg3ciRwAEm1hRjTc , https://youtu.be/kXyzE01wtIE?si=W1NZ5gF7eKj8ic61

I WATCHED A STREAM HIM LIKE LAST MONTH THAT WAS FUCKING 18 HOURS LONG!!!!! FROM SM LIKE 6PM TO 12PM JPN TIME!!!! KANAE IS CRAZY COMMITED LIKE 😭 THERE WERE PPL HAVING DINNER, GOING TO BED, WAKING UP, EATING BREAKFAST, GOING TO WORK, TAKING THEIR LUNCH BREAK AND BRO WAS STILL STREAMINGFG?????

i was so glad to be there live…

IN THE SECOND CLIP SPECIFICALLY, I WAS SO SURPRISED THAT HE COULD JUST DRIVE OFF LIKE THAT 😭 it probably sounds weird but i always find myself clinging to people on online games like that!?!??!? i get so upset if they leave me -w- is that a bpd thing or me just being weird

HES SO CHILL AND NORMAL AND FUNNY AND WHAAA??? I WANNA BE LIKE HIM!!!! (except im too mentally ill for that)

I HAVE SO MUCH FANART OF HIM SAVED ON PINTEREST,,,,,,,,,

OK NEXT IS MEME MASHIRO!!!! HES ALSO FROM NIJISANJI!!!!

THIS GUY HAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE COVERS OF ALL TIME THAT EVERYONE WHO CARES ABOUT LISTENING TO GOOD MUSIC NEEDS TO LISTEN TO: https://youtu.be/m79OrSy03rs?si=LCjVTRqUymGs50R0

HIS LORE IS BASED OFF THIS SONG!! and even outside of his lore, he actually has a pretty depressing background, he’s talked somewhat abt his toxic family, being bullied by teachers, etcetc, which makes him feel really real and relatable. im so happy that he gets to be happy doing this now!!! >_<

he mostly does horror streams!! even tho i cant handle horror they’re pretty fun hehe

TUMBLR WONT LET ME POST ANY MORE VIDEO LINKS BUT I WILL REBLOG THIS AND FOLLOW UP

ONE OF MY FAV MASHIRO CLIPS ^

im kind of hyperfixated on these guys rn especially holostars >_< they make me so happy and i will absolutely fucking BAWL my eyes out whenever any of them inevitably graduate (quit streaming)

[ipegchangbin]

AHHH i’m so glad you liked it z!! ^~^

seeing your positive reaction and thirst for boypussy!mingyu has me thinking maybe the people need me🤔 the people may be wanting sub!svt but are just too scared to write about a 6’2 muscled up man crying for you to fill him up🤔 LMAOO

no but fr thank you hehe

also YES?? I LOVE ART SM AND IVE SEEN YOURS AND ITS SO GOOD?! z my love you’re so talented in writing AND drawing…is there anything you can’t do?! <333

also question! i’ve been convinced to make a tumblr so i was wondering if it’s okay to post the fic on the blog once i make it and maybe add a bit more to it even though i’ve already sent it to you? or would that be no good? just wanna make sure it’s ok! :))

once again i love that you liked it, sub!mingyu makes my head so fuzzy and i need to make him feel similar‼️

hi again beloved boypussy mingyu anon!!! the people need you. i need you. i need more boypussy mingyu PLEASE your writing too tough. your mingyu too different. your boypussy too bad. theyll kill you /j

thank YOU for sharing this with me and with the class (the sub!svt community) ^^

and youre being too kind?!? for you to like my art this much means the world im gonna pick my procreate up again and get to work (drawing mingyus fat little cunt)!!!

PLEASE please please im begging you to continue writing! make your tumblr account! im urging you to pursue this because youve got a genuine grasp for this type of creative writing lmao ik its literally smut but you get it. you can add more or leave it as is or do whatever with this concept ill be #seated the whole way anyway!! definitely let me or the world know once youve made your account :DD ill signal boost you

now group pegging starts in 10 mins ill give you the honors to fill up gyu first

[hyuckmov]

hiii moon anon here i have a lot to say but first off: i've been analyzing the title song settle down and i've been listening to it over and over again and is the story gonna parallel the lyrics itself?? "and i don't seem to be having any effect now" like thats… oooh the angst is gonna be delicious. i hope you take this as a compliment when i say this but the whole fic takes me BACK to 2013-2015 YOU KNOW THAT ERA HAHAHA the tropes, the ambiance, the CHARACTERS!! side question: is mark or jisung gonna play bigger roles? or did they just act as plot devices for reader and haechans development. would not mind either way but given the concept of the story i can totally imagine reader coming back and just wreaking havoc on the band. sorry i love mess lol. maybe i'm delusional or maybe its the fact that it's haechan but it makes me more understanding of the character?? i trust you when you say that there's more to rockstar hc than meets the eye, and especially from his perspective it's pretty realistic that he has his guard up when it comes to really connecting with people, and we see his walls slowly crumbling down by the end too. and even in the earlier parts of the story i didn't expect him to have his sweet moments?? i honestly expected him to be worse but god him calling her PRINCESS has me on my knees i will defend reader's choices with my life because i'd do the same, i'd probably still go to the concert by the end she's so much stronger than me helppp (tho DISCLAIMER i would not be doing this for just any man its bc its haechan why i am easily swayed by the little things,,, just like reader), but i liked how she decided to take a step back this time, especially when at that point haechan is basically offering her what she has always wanted, but knowing his past actions it won't be truly easy to hang onto every word said. this is the culmination of every mixed signals and rejection that haechan gave her, and the build up to it is veryyy well done. also im still reeling from reading the fic i felt sooo many emotions and dk how to fully articulate it yet,, maybe i'll come back when i do. i even made a playlist of my own w songs that reminded me of the fic to help me move on (at least until pt 2 gets posted, cant wait tho!!)

MOON ANON.... when i say my jaw dropped.... my heart rate actually spiked i can't believe you wrote such a detailed review and theorized this makes me so happy especially since you basically inspired me with this idea !!!! giving you a huge hug rn 🫂🤍 

omg ngl this fic encouraging people to listen to settle down makes me so happy because it's one of my favorite songs 😭 it makes me feel so honoured to know that you are analysing the lyrics and anticipating the plot like that really means so much to me !!! i definitely picked it because it had themes i wanted to explore throughout the song...but the lines kind of contain both hyucks and readers pov hehe so i'm excited to explore that in part 2

i take that as a DEFINITE COMPLIMENT i was so invested in that era it was so formative for me... hence a lot of the song choice in my playlist too... i don't know if i genuinely nailed the idea of rockstar in rockstar haechan (because truly...what is a rockstar...) but i did want to give it that 2013 band on tumblr vibe lmfao so i'm so glad you brought that up !!!!

AAAA the band still definitely continues to play a role... they have stuff to work out but i've thought about their characters a lot and i definitely want to show more of their opinions on haechan and reader (it wouldn't be a rockstar au without that). someone else i want to add in is jaemin because ngl reader needs someone purely on her side

i hope i'm not promising too much with haechan HAHA i'm not someone who likes to give too much backstory to characters so i'm just putting it out there: i'm not going to explain that he's this way becaue he was cheated on before or he had family problems etc. i just want it to be genuine layers of his character and personality that's put to the test (love making it hard for myself LOL)

i'm so relieved to know you still managed to feel for his character and appreciate the softer sides of him and a bit of his struggle... i was worried i promised a super terrible character with the preview and people would be disappointed he ended up being so gentle with reader 😅

and her standing him up at the end!!! i'm glad you thought it was justified but at the same time recognise she probably was going to...it really could go both ways and idk if i'm still going through with my original plot arc !!! we will see :)

this was already so articulate omg once i appreciate it sooo so so so much that you shared such a detailed review with me, it literally blows my mind and i will reread your ask again and again !!!! omg and if u want please share your playlist with me too!!! i want to see what songs there are that give him vibes ~~

thank you sm again...you are too nice to me ily!!!!

[vamossainz55]

how do you get started to tumblr and writing? ps. i reallyyy love ur work <33

hi darling, tysm im glad you like my work, ty ty 🥹 !

tbh im no expert on starting on tumblr hehe. i started almost a year ago (aug ‘22) and tbh i started just bc i got an itch to write again and specifically for f1 and i knew the community existed so i just tried it out really !

ive been very lucky to have made mutuals w some really sweet people and tbh its all about reaching out and interacting ! i loved reading other ppls works and appreciating them (reblogs, tags, comments). its a perfect way to make connections. also i would say to not be shy and to reach out to the accounts you like (it helps if you wanna talk about a common interest, their posts, etc to ease into it) ! everybody ive talked to so far even if its in passing is so sweet. my dms are also always open if anybody wants to start a chat <3

as for writing ive been writing on and off since middle school, but ive always loved language and literature class. i would say a good way to start writing is to first read what you enjoy and the writers you enjoy. once you have kind of a grasp i would say to always just start giving it a go ! there are so many prompts available on tumblr as well as accounts giving writing tips. two accounts i can recommend are @corvase (for prompts and tips) or @novelbear (for prompts) !

for more technical-ish tips i sometimes search up words in the thesaurus, google way things are described, to get a better grasp as to what i want to say and how i want to say it. i also write differently depending on what i want to say/convey.

writing takes time and this includes your style, the way you express yourself, so don’t limit yourself (also your writing at first might not be the same as you envision it but its okay! you slowly get there).

sometimes, writing is also about patience, i have so many times taken countless of hours to write things to finally get it to where i want (and sometimes i dont get there at all).

at the end of the day writing should also be for your own enjoyment so take your time and write what makes you happy <3

idk if these tips are the best, but i do hope they help at least a bit, as always my dms are always open for a chat 🥹

[ghostreader16]

ohgods thank uu T_T @sobashahzadi

ive only joined this year too and i was rlly confused on what to do here, but yall are so nicee and i met my friends here !! (both irl and new oness) I also saw people who inspired me to keep doing what im doing and some new stufff

(the both bothered me a bit and someone tried to sell me drugs but it was funny)

@b4ll4d33r-06 (grandpaaa! ur art is very cool and i like hearing u ramble about stuff both here and irl, also thanks for being supportive of the stuff i do) @korilakkumma (meww = I love u, also the cute food) @shiresmthn (one of the coooolest and mooost creative people i know, great art and even greater person) @pseudonimations (you're account is probably dead but i love ya, buddy), @norringtonloverandappreciator (my favorite rat and spam liker, according to tumblr, you're my no.1 fan and u know what, thanks for making me wake up to a hundred notifications, but what the fudge (affectionate)), @httpsmoonberry (u probably wont see this post unless i remind u of tumblr again, but thank u for everything)

@honeycrashed (u liked my post once and helped me try to force grandpa to sleep and booooooom we're here! To a 2024 as friends!!)

@meowmeowmrowmrowm (im so sorry for being awkward and a bit too weird sometimes, u were the first person who ever messaged me who i didnt know irl :') I hope ur doing alright) @gonjie (i think i spam liked u or i liked ur bsd post, u seem rlly cool, i hope u have a happy new year and more new years to comee) @muntsthefreshkid (FELLOW ENSTARS PLAYERR, Im Nate16 btw, thanks for the gifts!!), @johannepetereric (glad u enjoy my posts!! wishing more new years to come and may this one be good to u), @k-oliveros (one day i saw i have like a lot of notifs from tumblr again and thought "it's the norrington lover again" but twas u! i was rlly surprised. ur art is rlly cool, like u :D , btw, i like the colors. i hope ur job isnt trying to break ur back and hands too much, happy new year!!). @garbage--account (u my friend, have been a wonderful experience. thanks for introducing me to the ina11 community here! u led me to meet other ppl who are just as obsessed as i am with the show, you're rlly fun!! another year of sakka-ing for us hehe (ill see myself out)), @saryuuchan (we're moots??? u are sooo cool tbh, happy new year and many more to come!!), @hessadvv (another one ive met in the ina11 community, ur funny and cool, i hope for a good year and many more to come!!) @two-aliens-in-a-suit (yooo, u seem rlly cool, i hope this year and the next years will be kind!), @juudaimes-true-form (u recently started following me so welcome to the shebang!! i hope u have fun here! AND A FELLOW POSTKNIGHT 2 PLAYER??? i have so much to u, have a good year and more good years !!), @gxlexii (thank uuu for liking my writing T_T, one of ur comments legit made my day, since i was just rambling and u called it beautiful and i just sjsjsjsj, hehe im a bit of a mess :'), i hope u have a fun this year and every year!!), @randomnumber20 (we're not moots, but u are rlly fun and funny, happy new years!!)

@ellierenae (one of the first i followed here. and i never expected for u to follow me back tbh T_T. i was in disbelief the whole time, it was like getting followed back by a celebrity cause you're rlly cool and i admire ur works, happy new year!! may u be blessed with motivation and inspiration!!), @deanwax (a fellow writer, i like ur works a lot!! may this year bless u and i hope life gets kinder!) @athensoddcollections (almost same thing with ellie, but i didnt know u at first then u followed me and holy cow, u are rlly cool. im following some of ur works, and u inspire me to arrange my own a little bit and make moodboards, they seem rlly fun :D. i hope this year blesses u with inspiration and motivation too!!), @africanmorning (one of the ones who inspire me most here, what u said about looking forward to my works rlly boosted my motivation meters, i look forward to ur works too ! I hope we both keep doing what we love and make the best of it, happy new years to come!!), @bimyself06 (u come by every now and then, but it was nice to meet u, fellow writer! may we be abundant in motivation and inspiration this year and more years next!!)

lastly, @sobashahzadi, (yeah you're part of this, u are rlly funny, i hope we interact more this year, and read slower next time T_T, thanks for the tag!)

I hope we see/ interact with each other more this year !! and for more to come, cheers!

2023 is coming to an end so this is my annual I love my online friends so fucking much you wouldn't believe me if I told you post.

[awrkive]

Hi bby now that this story has come to an end I can once again praise you for your master mind you are so amazing the way you come through every single time crazyyyyy i love you for this and i love the tlp couple so muchjjdh also crazyyyyy I GENUINELY HOPE EVERYBODY FINDS THIS TYPE OF LOVE ik its highly unlikely but ladies and gentlemen and nonbinaries please dont settle for less find a love that heals u udhhshsshfjfj i love love so much but im also a little scared of it ngl anyways i wanted to ask;

i remember when u posted part 2 there was supposed to be a smut scene. Now that the story has ended can you tell us what was the story line that changed? I suppose

ps now that this story has ended and youre taking a break I will also take a break and delete tumblr and I’ll see u soon bc i aint forgetting my nb couple i miss them and i’ll miss u so take care of urself drink water and take breaks i know uni is hard been there done that but dont pressure yourself for anything! Not even homework! If you need a break then take it pls pls pls i swear you will power through once its over or atleast i hope u do bc that what happened to me or maybe its the fact that im a last year and i take my vitamins so i have found the energy to work hehe

Thats for my rant going to take a good nights sleep now xoxo

HELLO YOU sweet human angel ): !!!! i will enjoy my break as u wish!!

you are so REAL!! everybody deserves the kind of love that gives you peace just like tlp jk and oc 🥹 i wish it was easy and that it happens to everybody frequently but unfortunately it doesnt 😭 needless to say, i put all my Jelusions in this part and im glad you guys loved it!

as for ur question, the smut scene that was omitted from part 2 was actually the shower scene with jk in the earlier part of part 3. tlp finale was supposed to start with the scene where oc was at her sisters and jins place – so yeh, it doesnt really have a significant change for the entire plot! i just cut it out bcs tlp 2 was getting too long! (i say as tlp 3 reached 40k OWBDOSJWODJ)

[what-a-creative-user-nana]

My super-normal intro page

*Hears knocks on my door*

*Opens door curiously and peers at you*

*Smiles and waves you in*

Hello there, Tumblr! I am Nan, and welcome to my blog! So glad you decided to check me out!

About me: I have a mild (major!) obsession with Lego Ninjago, Spy x Fam, and MHA (edit: and Bilbo Baggins now hehe) , so expect a lot of posts/reblogs of the sort m'kay? I'd say this is more my fan-blog type thing where I literally fangirl over like anything relating to my fandoms, but I have another semi-normal blog @demimondediaries (it's rlly just me being emo) if you wanna check that out!! (Also, feel absolutely okay with PM-ing me or dropping an ask if you have a question of any sort as long as it's not NSFW of any kind, okay?)

Oh! And you can find me on AO3 at NanaWritesFics030 if you wanna check it out too! I post there every once in a while if you wanna see me work!

I may or may not add any more info into this specific post for new-comers

My tags if you get annoyed by me

#Nanthefan - fangirling/reblogged fics (i do that alot so...yeah)

#Nanshipsit - talking abt my ships (im insane yall)

#Nanjago - self-explanatory/ Lego Ninjago

#NanaWrites<3 - my fics

#NanReblogs - reblogs

#Nan+extra - anything else

#NantheHobbit - me loving the Hobbit (mainly Bilbo)

#Nan'sMusic - Me sharing my trash music taste

#NankieKid - Lego Monkie Kid (new tag!)

[roci-wolf]

ROCI IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO REPLY I FORGOT 😭😭😭

but okay lemme go one by one by what i remember from what you said

i’m so sorry you’ve been going through a hard time. it isn’t easy when you feel like your mental health is failing. i know firsthand how hard it can be. but i’m so so proud of you for working on yourself and your mental health. and i’m glad you decided to take a break for yourself. i hope the break has been fruitful!

and gosh i’m so sorry about your bunny :( it can’t be easy. my cats go play around away from the garden for a bit and i freak out when i don’t see them around. so i can’t imagine how terrible it must be.

but AHHHHH NEW KITTYYYYYY!!!! so excited!!! did you get the kitty already? what’d you name it? what kind of cat is it??? heheh i love cats and i’m so excited for you!!

i’m proud you’re working on your self esteem and i get that sometimes the stuff we want comfort from most tend to become the most stressful because we’re in a bad place and the magic and comfort just doesn’t feel the same and it just… ultimately feels worse cause it feels like you lost something very important to you :(

but i hope slowly you can return. i miss seeing you on here and i miss your lil asks and your opinions on my random posts jshdjsjdjsk but no pressure! take your time and i hope you feel better soon 💛💛💛 and i’ll be here~ with a bunch of comfort fics if you wanna ever read em hehe

nooo don't worry, i don't frequently check my notifs anyway so i didn't notice 😭

yeah, my biggest problem was getting out of survival mode, i am the avoidant type of person so it's very hard for me to deal with anything in my life that's out of my comfort zone, but i finally stepped up and started to figure things out. ofc it's still hard and because i've been focusing solely on survival for so long i don't really know what i want from life anymore?? but i am proud i can at least relax a bit more and i can give time to myself to think and reflect. thank you for the words~ you're so kind

yeah, i kinda got used to the idea that i'll never see my bunny again and i'm consoling myself with the thought that she's in a much better place now and that she's hopping happily without my cat bothering her lol 💗

unfortunately smth came up so i can't pick up the cat yet. i'm actually getting him from my friend bcs her cat gave birth a few month ago and she's giving me one of her kitties, but i have to wait 2 more weeks till i can finally get him. also, because i'm getting it from my friend, i actually don't know its breed 🤣 my friend doesn't know the exact breed of her cat and the dad is unknown (lol), so i can't tell for sure, but the mom is a combination of a tabby with some other fancy breed that i cannot recognise. it has many orange spots of her coat mixed with the regular tabby colors, does that make sense?? but he kitty i'm adopting has a dark coat with no orange spots at all. it looks like a tabby, but much darker than usual, idek how to explain 😭

ALSO i actually SUCK at giving pets names 😭😭 i always get overwhelmed bcs it feels like such a big responsibility to me so i always collect ideas from other people. sooo if you have any cool male cat names in mind 👀👀 i'm more than glad to hear

yeah, that's exactly how it feels with comfort places 😭😭 that's why i got away from tumblr a little bit, i didn't want it to start feeling like a 'responsibility' or like something i needed to do, i tend to do that with my hobbies sometimes and it makes them unenjoyable. i also stopped writing for a while and opening tumblr was reminding me about that and it made me feel a little guilty haha

but! it's summer vacation now and things are moving in the right direction (in my opinion at least) so who knows.

aw, THANK YOU, TI, you're so sweet 🥹🥹 i miss sending asks and answering on random stuff too 😭 i am glad i was not an annoyance with those lol

and!!! i actually do want to read what you've been posting since i disappeared 👀 is there anything you'd recommend me to read first??

[striddums]

dont take it like im trying to pressure u or anything i just wanted to say i miss ur art sm. like u were the first artist who actually inspired me to keep going with my art. at the time i was really depressed and s/icidal and discovering ur art and also marina thru u made me so happy, your art and her music always made my days better 💗💗💗 and i also miss being like 15 and being obsessed with total drama and everyone being active on here. sorry i just saw some total drama edit on instagram and felt nostalgic 🥺 anyway love u always 💗

WHY DID IT TAKE ME A LITERAL YEAR TO RESPOND TO THIS I'M SO VERY SORRY (IF YOU'RE STILL OUT HERE ON TUMBLR DOT COM) i haven't really looked at my askbox a ton the last couple of.............. years honestly oh gosh

you have no idea how much it means to me to hear this, THANK YOU!!!! (´;___;`) 💗💗 for as far as i know i've always been Just Some Person sharing my fanart online because of my love for the shows i was drawing, and it always filled my heart to the brim whenever people were able to find enjoyment in what i created❣❣❣ (˶ ◜꒡◝ ˵) and the thought i even INSPIRED you to keep going with art is more valuable to me than anything else!!!!!!!!!!! i really hope you are still making art and expressing yourself through it, it's such an amazing medium and i know for a fact everything you create has to be so wonderful!!!!! 🌞💝

ALSO I'M SO GLAD I GOT TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MARINA HEHE THE QUEEN!!!!! OUR QUEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💖👑💖 i truly feel so grateful to know i was able to play a part/help with making your days better!!! you definitely brightened mine with this message❕❕ 🥹💙💙 it's interactions like these that honestly make me miss posting art online the most... it's such a shame i had a very unpleasant experience primarily in my last year of art school, which left me with an art block that lasted YEARS. i really felt like i had lost a part of myself back then because of it, which i've been slowly trying to rebuilt since, and i think i'm finally getting to a point where i've regained my ability to derive true joy from art once more! i've been thinking about uploading art again, i guess right now i also just feel kind of hesitant because of the rise of AI art & the chance that my works might end up being used to feed some computer program (as has happened to so many other artists, without their consent :( ) but we'll see!! cause i definitely feel inspired to start sharing more of my love for fashion online too, which for me at this point is very intrinsically tied to my art :D i'd like to get to a point where i can draw/design any piece i adore and then sew them irl as accurately to the original drawing as i can :>

"i also miss being like 15 and being obsessed with total drama and everyone being active on here" GOD I RELATE the old deviantart/tumblr days used to be so fun... well, i've heard they unfortunately weren't always fun for everybody (we were all teens with many feelings & opinions & not so much social grace), i think i'm somewhat "lucky" to have always been kind of a Neutral(??) party cause i honestly never truly knew what was going on between people and was just blissfully sharing my art... therefore i'm still able to look back at those times and remember them fondly 💙💜 i'm happy to hear it's the same for you!!! nostalgia is such a lovely feeling! AND we must always remember that there are still so many many more lovely memories to be made in the future that we have yet to experience (◍ˊ•͈ ᗜ •͈ˋ◍)!!!🎔

anyway, i hope you are doing well nowadays!!! I LOVE AND APPRECIATE U TOO, ALWAYS 💗💗💗💗

[witchboyjimin]

Tumblr please behave and send this ask and the following nicely please please thank you 🙏🏻

Great, now that the Tumblr Gods have hopefully been appeased, let me get onto this message by wildly applauding you for writing 6k words!! Super super good given how much of a headache writing has been for you recently 🏆

Also [my most frequently used word in my messages to you I get the impression lmao] excuse me Nav but the answer to my question? The snippet of text you posted? The sheer richness in images of that text? I love love love it, i love it when language conjures up a scenery in your head and dang you did that artfully there 😍 I wonder- do you tinker around on those parts of writing and reshape what you've writing or is it a free-flowing process for you where you don't revise much?

And if you could have dinner with a person or two, who would you pick and what would you cook/order? Unless this is too personal a question of course <<

AND OMG NAV you- your last message about ILHDYS was so kind and your offer of sharing the progress too omg. First and foremost, I'm honoured shhshrhskaldjdj 😭 and i do love ILHDYS a lot. It combines many factors that, in a fic, are spot on for me and that i love to read. I did mention this in an earlier ask I think but i so ardently love reading drama as well as hurt/comfort in a fic and the way you placed that in ILHDYS is simply so satisfying for me to read. Even its conflict based on miscommunication isn't sth that makes my eyes roll into the back of my head here like it often does when it's used as a tool to create negative friction. It creates just the right amount of argument that it works in this setting. And it did become one of my go to comfort fics over time that i keep returning to regularly. I get what you describe, that feeling of looking at one's old fics and seeing ways to possibly recreate parts of it. And i am curious what you'd change if you could (if this is at all sth you'd indulge in talking about of course). But looking at my old fic, for me, also means i can see the progress I've made even though I'm not actively writing these days.

I'm hoping you're doing okay! I'm sending kisses back :)

- cabin anon ✨

im crying YOUR PRAYER WORKED!!! and thank you so much hehe!! im pretty happy i managed to hit 6k, too. especially given how hard it is to a) write and b) find time to write TTT

thank you my darling!! i think that's a line that just came to me and i wrote it out and liked it just as is. sometimes, you do have to go back and tinker with a line because you know it could pack more of a punch/could be more succinct but other times, the line just comes to you and you're happy with it as is. this was def one of those times!! thank you so much for your kind words crying emoji x 1000000

i would love to have dinner with you kekekeke hmm, you'll have to tell me if you have any allergies and then we can order in whatever your fav food is! i'm a medicore cook so i wouldn't put you through the ordeal of my cooking hjdsbsj

i absolutely agree! i think you can definitely see the progress you've made and it's nice to see your writing improve. i think with ilhdys, it could be a tighter fic, like some of the scenes are over-indulgent and run too long but then i think, the readers really love the fluff lololol i think the other thing i'd change is i'd want the stakes to be higher or at the very least, i'd want to jeongguk and jimin to maybe be a little nastier to each other cause i think in real life, people are. but at the same time, i understand that ilhdys is a comfort read and the way it's set up, it's meant to be low stakes. i'm so very glad that you love ilhdys so much and that it can be a comfort read to you. honestly, i feel like you've single-handedly given me back a lot of my confidence with writing. when i doubt myself these days i'm like...it's okay cabin anonie ✨ believes in you. i am so so so so so very grateful to you. thank you so much 💛💛💛💛💛💛 and the offer very much still stands! if you ever want to read the fic, let me know! if you want to stay anon, we can figure out some way to keep it that way.

makes a heart over my head pls take care of yourself! and sending you lots of love chu~

[empties-sweethearts]

AWW IM SORRY I GOT RID OF TWITTER A WHILE AGO RIGHT BEFORE I MIGRATED TO TUMBLR !! if i do end up redownloading it/making a new account i will let you know :3c

THATS SO SWEET TYSM !! I hope your irl had a blast watching you react to it hehe im so glad you enjoyed it !!! this is such a dream come true you've been one of my fav artists for so long and im so happy that you're enjoying the fic i've put so much time and effort into :') YOU'RE TOO KIND <3 <33 i appreciate your support so much !!!! i'm trying really hard to keep these silly little fellas in character while putting my own little twist on it and im SO GLAD YOU THINK I NAILED THEIR CHARACTERS!!!

some of ur olandy works was the original inspo for s&ac so you READING AND ENJOYING IT is LITERALLY a dream come true. to be completely honest, i freaked out in my brother's car when i saw this post because DUDE !! I AM OBSESSED WITH YOUR ART !! words cannot EXPLAIN as to how much i love how perfectly you draw oliver and randy and the silly lil' dynamic that they've got goin' on !!! whenever im in a writing rut i always look at your art it always helps with my inspo :33 AGAIN, THANK U SM AND YOU ALSO KEEP UP YOUR WONDERFUL WORK !! <3<33

Think abt making fanart of my favorite olandy fanfic (sweethearts & a cinema) once the strike is over :]

Still honoured to have the author follow me here hi empties I love ur stuff sm o(-(

[hajimine]

THIS IS GOODBYE !! >:)

long story short, i wanna focus on my uni work + my real life more but tumblr is way too addicting so i’m gonna have to kick it out of my life entirely <3

but for all you nosy people out there (yes you reading this rn i know you wanna snoop around mhm) here’s a way-too-long explanation as to why i’m gonna go ghost ! woo !

on this post i’ll also be answering some of the asks i frequently get so please read through them before asking again ! having to repeat myself again and again gets really tiring v.v

KEEPING IN CONTACT

discord: send an ask off anon/dm me !

new blog: anyone without bad intentions are welcome, moots or not ! just send an ask off anon <3

THE BASICS

why are you leaving? i’ve sort of explained it before the cut but yeah, tumblr is a lot of fun and i do still enjoy writing, but i feel like i waste way too much time on here and get nothing valuable in return, so i’d rather focus my time and energy on something much more important to me like my studies.

but.. you can just cut down on your posting, why leave entirely? nah im an all or nothing type of gal so that won’t work for me. i’ll go back down the obsessive rabbithole and repeat the cycle, so i’d rather do a full detox yk?

wtf why all of a sudden? i know i know sorry lol :,) i just realized that i need to get my shit together and set my priorities straight and this is the best way to do it.

why are you making such a big deal out of this? shhhhhhhut up. some people asked me about it and they’re curious, so if you aren’t, then gtfo ^^ also i don’t want to leave without an explanation bc i’ve been on the receiving end before and i know that it’s not a pleasant feeling to find out that someone you liked/followed disappeared without warning.

THE BLOG

will you deactivate? no probably not. i love this blog it has lots of good memories :>

will you delete your works? as of now, nope. but there’s a pretty big possibility that i’ll say fuck it and delete everything so enjoy them while they last hehe

do you have a new blog? yep! it’s a personal blog though, and i might or might not write again on the new blog—so don’t get your hopes up. if you do want to keep chatting with me, i’m more than happy to hang out with you there! (i won’t be as active there as i was here though)

are you gonna continue writing? in the long run: most probably yeah. i love writing so i’ll probably find my way back here (or on ao3!) but right now, i need to learn what kind of things i want to prioritize my energy on, and writing fanfiction is just… not it lol

blog giveaway? no go away

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braindump:

personally, i’ve had my fair share of discourses and i have come across some nasty people in the various fandoms i’m in, but i don’t think it’s fair to hate an entire group of people just because some people are absolute shitheads. so no, i’m not leaving bc i hate the hq fandom or the jjk fandom or whatever the fuck, i enjoyed my time here bc i never took tumblr seriously—all my love goes to the fandoms tho i hope u guys won’t go up in flames w the amount of dumb discourses i see on dash v.v also no, i’m not leaving bc of hate or anything like that please don’t worry!

i’ve only been here since october 2020 (and started this blog in dec) but it’s been a lot of fun !! so thank you so much to everyone who has interacted with me and my content, all my moots, my lovely anons and followers, i wouldn’t have stayed here if it weren’t for u guys xoxo. also, i’ve met some of my genuine close friends on here, and i have this dumb site to thank for that :>

and to those mfs who have sent me anon hate, talked shit behind my back, plagiarized me, stolen my ideas, stirred up discourse just for the funzies, etc, u guys are disgusting and i’m glad im not gonna see u again. i hope u get well soon. or not. idc <3

if you’ve read this far and you still wanna snoop around well uh, feel free to ask me anything and i’ll try my best to answer >:)

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@ anons i hope u don’t mind that i’m answering your questions this way whoops

[actualbird]

Hello, Zak. I just want to say thank you for your content, it makes me super happy and your analyses have become a solid part of how I perceive the NXX.

Non-ToT related ask: what do you recommend for beginner fanfic writers and content creators (for ToT and fics in general)? I'm thinking of posting more on my blog but I'm not experienced in using Tumblr or writing. (please do not misinterpret this as self-promotion!!! i just need advice owo.)

hullo!! thank u so much for the kind words, waaahhh, im glad u enjoyed my works :DDD

and no worries, i dont see this as a self-promo and also oooohhh!!

i'll cut ur main ask up into parts, hehe!!!

the only writing advice i'll ever give: read a BUNCH

i think this is important for all kinds of writing, fanfic or not. the bedrock for writing is reading.

go to fics other ppl have written that you personally really love and enjoy. go through it again, this time taking note of the bits that struck you in any way.

like, if theres a line that hit hard or a fic thats structured in a way that you found interesting or a certain kind of characterization that you cant get enough or anything that piques your interest, take note of it

and then look deeper and pick it apart. try and figure out how the author pulled that off in the writing. look at the things you yourself enjoy reading and study how they managed to do the things that impressed you

to word it differently: study, HAHAJKJADBFKSD but it's a fun kind of studying, since ur sources are texts you like!!

the "pick it apart" method is a more active kind of way to "study" but in general, even reading without that active mindset still enriches the writer brain. subconsciously, you'll gravitate towards doing things in writing that you enjoyed reading from other stories. reading is fuel for a writer

like, in my opinion, no writer at all can grow by just staying inside our own head. we grow by looking around and learning from things that resonate with us

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in terms of what u wanna write, just go wild, write what you want

idk if this is something that resonates with you, but when i was starting out writing for tot i was HELLA ANXIOUS cuz the stuff i wanted to write (found fam shenanigans, shipping uncommon ships, several thousands of words of character analyses) wassssnnnttt exactly the stuff i saw everybody else in the fandom writing. if this is something u arent worried/anxious about then hell yea! skip to next part! but if it is, then i tell u this:

write it anyway. even if it feels like something nobody else wants. if you want it, write it anyway

because fandom surprises you. it surprised me! turns out theres a whole lotta people who like the stuff i thought nobody would be interested in

additionally, write what makes you happy and what youre interested in cuz it really shows in the writing itself. i cant rlly explain it in words, haha, but like...i can tell when somebody is super passionate about their piece in the words of the piece. enthusiasm brings life into writing and enjoyment in general is, in my opinion, the whole point of fandom anyway :D

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tumblr is a mess tbh, do you want an ao3 invite?

tumblr. is a mess. however, among the social media websites right now, it's actually the best for written fanworks thanks to the lack of word limits and the blog focused structure of the whole site. that being said, it's a niGHTMARE keeping things organized on tumblr. my masterlist of totworks doesnt work anymore on desktop cuz i broke thru the link limit kjbkHBSKF IT ONLY WORKS ON MOBILE NOW and i had to move the whole masterlist to a gdoc for desktop accessibility kabfskafa.

so if youre writing fanfic, i VERY MUCH recommend getting an ao3, if you dont already have one. and if you need an ao3 invite to register for an account, send me a DM! cuz ive still got three invites in my account, im very willing to send you one :DDD

buuuuuut, i do also make a lot of fanwork thats not technically a full fanfiction piece (hcs, analyses, minific rambles, etc.) and those do seem better just staying on tumblr. so for posting writing on tumblr, use tags!!!

some main tags for tot that i think would be useful to totwriters are:

#tears of themis

#tears of themis fanfic

#tears of themis headcanons

#[character's full ENG name]

#tot [character's ENG first name]

#[character's full CN name]

#[character's full ENG name] x rosa

#[character's full ENG name] x reader

tho if ur blog is new and has just be created recently, keep in mind that theres a tendency that your posts wont show up in these tags until tumblr has "ensured" that youre not a bot akjbfkjsfas. tumblr whack like that. how to make tumblr realize ur not a bot is by following a some other people and reblogging a bunch of posts. interacting with other blogs, basically. this is non-bot behavior and will pull ur posts out of the nether and into the tags eventually

other stuff that might be helpful would be adding a wordcount at the top of the post (apparently ppl like this? akbfkjfksa i had no idea until i joined this fandom) aaaand a title and/or short description of the post that gives an idea on what the post is about

i see other totwriters on tumb doing cool stuff with like, banners and formatting. those seem nice!! i dont do them personally because im not great at visual aesthetics KBAJSFKSAJFSA but if it interests u, go for it!!!

OH ALSO, if ur gonna be posting a lot of fanworks on tumblr, making a masterlist with links of every post is a great idea!!!

i think thats all ive got? kjKABKJFAS forgive me, i just clocked out of work, so my brain might be a little scrambled.

i hope this helps!! and i send best wishes to you and your writing :DDD

[obey-me-headquarters]

coming to be a nuisance in ur inbox again because this wip just hit 8k words and i STILL have the big climactic bit left to write and im in that stage of writing where ive started at my fic too long so now im like "?? what are this gross nasty dusty old words?" kdfhjgl

good work organizing your masterlist! that's always such a chore skdhfhfdg. plus i found that really cool wing kink thing you wrote for luci and i have a luci fan friend who is huge into any kind of fic about his wings and loves sub!luci hehe~

i find it challenging to write about the demon's inhuman features sometimes, and it was great reading through lucifer's sensations during the experience. loved that one!

also while i am desperately avoiding my wips i will remark that p much nobody writes the kind of extreme kinks i get excited about XD liz's pet au and their writing in general is a pretty good example.

i'm into horror/gore as well, too, so skdhfgldhfg i'm used to my kinks being offputting to people. i have written a bit abt,, demon culture,, and gore-themed romance between demons bc sdkhfglh HEY IF IT GROWS BACK,, i do think i even mentioned detachable dicks to u so u probs know some of that sdkhfglkh

okay ty for listening i go back to my wip now

HEY! Your never a nuisance in my inbox!! I love getting your asks!!

Gosh if that is not a wip mood lol. I think I have like... at least two or three current wips that I want to finish that are Long and keep getting too disacted to finish lol. I think one of the main reasons why my Mini Fic section is so big in my masterlist is because I work best with short, a few paragraphs at most, ideas or ease I loose steam lol. It's bad for writting but it does mean I come up with a lot of ideas at least?

I'm glad you liked the Luci wing kink stuff!! One of the reasons why I really wanted to update my masterlist is because I didn't think a lot of people were seeing some my works I posted at weird times lol. I hope your friend enjoys the post! Gosh I love Lucifer with bird instincts I really want to do more with it lol. Is it technically pregnancy kink if Lucifer is being broody about eggs lol? French fries has lowkey got me into pregnancy kink, but I don't actually like the more technically issues with pregnancy, so now I'm just imagining what a broody Luci would be like lol.

I totally understand not really knowing how to write about the demon's more inhuman features. Quite a few of them don't really have an animal associated with them and more just has random horns or stuff. I only really Lucifer easier to write because Bird.

Also...yeahi totally get the thing about having hard kinks lol. I don't think my kinks are hard, like gore or anything like that (although I do enjoy a good *written* gore post some times, depands on how it's written. I went crazy about your demon courting post that was top notch. I absolutely love the idea that demons have a different culture than humans.) I just think one of my kinks are more....weirder. Like, full confession time, I got some of my kinks from hentai manga. This was mainly because I didn't like real life porn and tumblr smut was full of written fics about real people. So i really only had Ao3. So I'm not really surprised that a lot of stuff I find hot I see no contact for lol. I do have one of my more, Weirder kinks content queued up so look forward to seeing that soon I guess?? I'm trying to face my fear and be more relaxed about the content the put out there.

Good luck on your wip!! :D