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FIRST OFF I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR FICS!! Secondly I was wondering if I could request a little Drabble? Maybe a âIceman is openly gay with slider, Hollywood and wolf man. But Maverick isnât as comfortable with his sexuality and thinks he still has to act straight even though heâs got it BAD for iceâ
first off thank you so much!!! :DD im glad you like my writing <3 & secondly of COURSE i can write that, i love a bit of closeted angst (i hope i got everything the way you wanted) this got a bit longer than i expected lol, it is crossposted to ao3 (HERE) if anyone prefers that format
standing face to face with "i told you so"
icemav angst (Word Count: 3,488)
Ice was staring again.
Maverick could feel those intense blue eyes burning into the side of his head as he intentionally stared forward, scanning the crowd at the bar as if he were actually looking for someone or something. Heâd already gotten caught twice by the man when he had chanced a glance back to see if he was watching or not, and Maverick wasnât sure his heart could take anymore eyecontact with the other pilot. Goose had kicked him in the shin in time for him to look away before an approaching lady caught him staring at Ice last time. But Goose had since drifted away to join the other pilots and RIOs in conversation, leaving Maverick alone at the bar and painfully aware of Iceâs attention. His pulse was racing, making his cheeks flush slightly as he thought about meeting his gaze again just to see.
âRight, Maverick?â
He almost jumped. He had forgotten completely about the lady at his arm â SandraâŠor was it Sarah? He scrambled, but flashed her a smooth, well-practiced grin, and laughed, not knowing at all what she was asking him and hoping it was the right resposne. She seemed pleased with his laugh, giggling to herself as she leaned into his side to distance herself from the tall, frustrated-looking man who had followed her up to Maverickâs spot at the bar. Maverick gave the man a sharp, teeth-baring grin as he draped his arm over Sandraâs shoulders, leaning into her like a confident boyfriend.
âIn fact, everyone keeps asking when weâre going to be engaged. This scoundrel just canât commit, isnât that right, Maverick?â
âYou know what they say about us sailors. Brandy, youâre a fine girl,â Maverick crooned, half-singing with a wink. He placed a chaste kiss on her temple to keep up the act.
She laughed and put her arm around his waist, squeezing him as she looked up through her eyelashes, âWhat a good wife I would be?â
âBut my life, my love, my ladyââ
âIs the sea,â they finished in sync, laughing together. The man at her heels finally seemed to take a hint and walked off with an irritated huff, muttering under his breath.
Sandra stayed close up against his side for a while as she watched the man leave. She relaxed as Maverick leaned back against the bar, sighing and shaking her head. Her arm fell from around his waist and he took his arm back. She smiled at him, a sad look in her eyes and exhaustion in her voice as she spoke quietly enough that the music wouldâve kept it a secret from anyone else, âThank you for being a good man, Maverick.â
âPete,â Maverick said with a smile, holding his hand out like it was a business deal. Her smile softened and she took his hand in a firm grip.
âSandy,â she said as she shook his hand once, âbut you can call me Brandy, sailor.â
Maverick grinned and tilted his head with a shrug, âIt was improv.â
âIt was good. Really,â she waid with a grin. She pulled a small compact mirror with an ornate carving of a flower on it from her bag and checked her reflection in it. She ran a hand through her hair and sighed again. âSome men can never seem to understand that some ladies just arenât interested.â
Maverick raised an eyebrow, slightly caught off guard by the change in topic. He was about to respond when his eyes scanned over the crowd absently and caught another pair of eyes watching them. Ice still hadnât looked away â or if he had, he was looking again. Maverick felt a thrill shoot up his spine as he locked gazes with the man, dangerous and electric, but it was overpowered by the familiar urge to smother it and push it back down deep where no one might see it. Not even him. He cleared his throat and tore his eyes away from Ice, looking back to Sandy.
âMhm. Can I buy you a drink, Brandy?â Maverick asked waving to the bar behind him and pointedly ignoring the stares he was getting from Ice and the other pilots and RIOs. âJust between friends. I understand when a lady only wants to use me for her protection.â
Sandy laughed and snapped her compact mirror shut. She turned to lean against the bar with her forearms crossed. Maverick caught a flash of a white handkerchief in the left pocket of her jeans as she hummed, scanning over the barâs options. Sandy eventually smiled and waved the bartender over, âIâll have a whiskey, neat. Put it on the sailorâs tab.â
âMitchell,â Maverick said in response to the glance from the bartender. He nodded and turned to make her drink as Sandy turned to face Maverick more. âSo, Brandy, what brings you here if not to flirt with all the sailors? Everyone knows thatâs the main crowd at this dive.â
âMy taste is lessâŠsalty, more sweet,â Sandy said with a wink. She nodded to the bartender with a smile as he handed her the drink she requested. âIf you know what I mean?â
Maverick had no idea what she meant. He nodded anyway, pretending to understand with a quiet hum. He waved to the bartender and he slid Maverick another glass of the tequila that heâd been sipping on all night. He couldnât resist glancing tot he side out of the corner of his eye as he waited for the drink to be poured, seeing if the attention from the table across the bar was still on him â it was. Sandy lifted her cup when he picked his up, they clinked them together before tossing them back in sync.
âPut it on my tab this time. Tequila,â Sandy called out to the bartender. She ran a hand through her hair again before sliding a shot to Maverick with a grin. âYou up for a challenge, sailor?â
âI can drink in circles around you, Brandy,â he said confidently. His mind was already drifting back to Ice even as they clinked their glasses on the bar before tossing them back in sync.Â
It wasnât the first time heâd felt the sharp, nervous edge around the other pilot, but the awareness of that was always muted, vague. He blamed the tequila for how loud it seemed now. Maverick smiled easily at Sandy, feeling easy and in his element even if he could pick up that it was strictly platonic competitive energy between them. He was good with women. Heâd dated countless women he genuinely liked; he could talk with them easily, laugh with them, play the part of a flirt without breaking a sweat â it was easy. Comfortable. Ice broke away any part of that comfort with his harsh words and challenging stares. He wasnât simple or easy to get along with, and it was equal parts thrilling and terrifying.
âYouâre not as oblivious as other men, are you?â Sandy asked before their next shot arrived. Her eyes were studying his face intensely, softened by alcohol and maybe a bit of camaraderie that Maverick wasnât sure why sheâd feel with him. Her eyes flitted briefly over to wher eIce was sitting, one eyebrow lifted just slightly out of his neutral resting face as he watched them â watched Maverick. âI mean, youâre clearly aware of your surroundings.â
Maverick shrugged and gave Sandy the grin that had saved him countless times in the past. âIceman? Yeah, heâs competitive and a good pilot. Weâre justâŠyou know, rivals.â
âOh, is that what they call it now?â she asked, her voice low and teasing as she grabbed two more shots for them from the bartender. For a split second, he felt his heart lurch into his throat and his face felt hot, a definitely blush creeping over his face that he couldnât blame on the alcohol â an embarrassing reaction to what was likely just a harmless question.Â
Sandy gave him a sympathetic smile and pushed the shot into his hand, tossing hers back. âRelax, sailor. Just a friendly observation.â She didnât look away from him though, and her expression softened a little as he took his shot and forced his eyes away from Ice for what felt like the umpteenth time. There was understanding in her eyes, sad and compassionate. âListen, Pete, I know we donâtâŠknow each other at all. But if you ever need to, you knowâŠtalk through it, or whatever, I get it.â
âGet what?â he asked â too quickly. She gave him a look that let him know that she could see straight through him. A slow grin worked across her face as she ordered another round.
âOh, nothing,â she said lightly, âjust some people like their whiskey neat, others like it with a twist.â
Maverick forced himself to laugh at Sandyâs comment, but her words lingered, stirring something he didnât quite want to confront. He swirled the tequila in his glass, downing it quickly â he was drinking too fast, too much, he should cut himself off, but he lifted his hand to order another round from the bartender. Sandy simply watched him with a calm, knowing smile. After a moment, she leaned in with a conspiratorial grin.
âYou know, Pete, I think Iâve had enough of sailors for tonight. Iâve spotted someone who might be more might type, think sheâd be interested?â She nodded subtly toward a tall brunette with a sharp undercut and a black leather jacket, looking just a bit out of place in the sea of Naval whites. Maverick raised an eyebrow, watching Sandy adjsut her hair and straighten her jacket. She looked at him and gave him a playful wink and sly grin. âWish me luck, sailor?â
He grinned back, feeling a strange sense of relief as everything clicked into place. He lifted his new glass to her, âGood luck, Brandy. I doubt youâll need it.â
Sandy winked again and, with a confident sway to her hips, headed off across the bar with an impressively steady gate for taking so many shots with him so quickly. Maverick once again was alone with his own thoughts at the bar. He exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck as he felt the full force of Iceâs stare on him again. He tossed back the drink and slid his card to the bartender to close his tab. Heâd probably regret his game with Brandy in the morning, but he didnât care in the moment as he gathered himself and headed over to the table where the other pilots and RIOs were laughing and talking.
âHey, Mitchell!â Slider called, smirking as he looked to where Sandy was now talking to her new interest. âWhat happened to your date? You let a catch like that slip away?â
âOh, come off it, Slider, she was just looking for help to get away from that creep,â Maverick said, shrugging it off. âShe wasnât my type anyway.â
Slider gave him an exaggerated look of utter disbelieve. âNot your type? That was probably the hottest lady in here, man. Youâre slipping.â
âMaybe my standards re higher than yours,â he shot back, crossing his arms defensively and rolling his eyes.
âPlease,â Hollywood chimed in with a grin and chuckle. He leaned back with his drink and pointed at Maverick. âJust face it, Mav, you just got friend-zoned by one of the hottest girls in this dive. Maybe she could tell you were already in love.â
âOr maybe I donât chase after anything with a pulse unlike some people,â he snapped, his tone a little sharper than he had intended â the tequila. He glanced away as everyone went silent, feeling uncomfortable and awkward from the tension heâd accidentally caused. It was broken after a few moments by a low chuckle from Ice, which made Maverick glance over at him.
âThatâs bold, Maverick. Those âsome peopleâ might be at this table, you know,â Ice said, making intense, pointed eye contact that made Maverickâs cheeks burn before sipping his drink casually â vodka and lime. The usual. Always so predictable, going by the rule book even when they were supposed to be relaxing with friends.
âIâm just saying, Iâm not into theâŠwhat, all the new-age âfree loveâ shit going around lately. Some of us still have standards,â he muttered â the words tasted bitter even as he said them. It was a cheap shot, a low blow, and not even something he believed, but he felt cornered and couldnât think of an escape besides digging his way out. The air around the table grew still, and Maverick had the feeling his escape had actually been his grave he was digging deeper.
âYouâre out of line, Mitchell,â Hollywood said evenly, his usually easygoing tone long gone. âItâs one thing to tease, but you donât have to be homophobic about it.â
âMav, I think we should get going. Youâve probably had too much,â Goose said slowly. Heâd been laughing a moment ago, Maverick felt guilty over being the reason why his RIO looked so uncomfortable. âCâmon, manââ
âYou know, Mitchell,â Ice said, cutting Goose off with a calm and measured tone. His depression was impossible to read, ice-cool as always but his eyes were sharp, as if he were silently daring Maverick to say something else. âI wouldnât have thought youâd have such a problem with someone like me. There are so many better things for you to hate me over.â
Maverickâs stomach dropped. He could feel his pulse pounding as he stared at Ice. His mouth felt dry, and suddenly, any bravado and defensiveness he mightâve still had disappeared. He glanced around, trying to gauged if the others known all along, trying to read their expressions â but the tequila was making his thoughts feel muddled. Hollywood seemed to take pity on him and sighed, âIf you didnât know, now you do. Ice here is about as interested in women as that lady was in you.â
âI didnâtâ I mean, I donât care if heâsâ If youâŠIâwhatever, do whatever you want,â he muttered in a voice that sounded defensive even to himself. He tried to laugh it off but it sounded hollow even to himself. Goose stood up and grabbed Maverickâs arm in a light grip.
âLetâs go take a breather, man. Youâre good, justâŠletâs go take a break,â Goose said quietly, tugging on his arm gently. Iceâs eyes held Maverick rooted in place, steady, waiting. There was something like pity in his gaze, but there was something else too â a challenge. Maverick couldnât look at him directly, so he looked away like a coward, mumbling something under his breath that he didnât understand. Ice nodded to himself and stood up.
âYouâre good, Goose, Iâll get him home. I was about to get going anyway,â Ice said, brushing Gooseâs hand off Maverickâs arm and replacing it with his own.
âYou sure?â
âDonât play pansy with me, Iâm the only one here,â Ice said, making the table erupt into laughter â the tension finally breaking.
Maverick felt like he was on fire, heat consuming him and originating from the spot where Iceâs fingers were holding his arm in a firm grip. He didnât fight it as Ice tugged him gently to guide him through the bar. Maverick glanced around and saw Sandy with the other woman; she gave him a knowing once over before looking at Iceâs hand on his arm and back to his eyes. There was a glint of pride in her eyes as she lifted her glass to him, and then he was outside.
Outside and alone with Ice.
âMind if I have a smoke while we walk?â Ice asked casually, as if nothing had been said inside.Â
Maverick shrugged. Ice took that as permission and somehow fished a cigarette out of the pack in his pocket, lit it, and took a puff without ever letting go of Maverickâs arm. He blew the smoke out away from Maverick, which he appreciated â the smell of smoke was making his stomach suddenly realize how much tequila it had consumed in such a short amount of time. He was stumbling and swaying as they walked despite his best efforts, making his leg brush against Iceâs with every other step. Maverick felt like if Ice made eye contact or they touched one more time, his head might explode from the amount of blood making his face burn.
ââm sorry,â Maverick said when he knew they were alone.
Ice glanced over, taking another slow inhale through his cigarette without saying a word. Maverick almost wondered if heâd even spoken out loud, or if his words had been too slurred for the other pilot to understand. Iceâs hand tensed around his arm and he pulled Maverick to the side, nodding politely to the man heâd almost walked straight into without even realizing. Maverick stumbled from the sudden change in direction, unable to stop his legs as he staggered into Iceâs side. The other pilot reacted faster than Maverickâs drunk brain could track, holding the cigarette in his mouth and catching Maverick with both hands, steadying him until he got his feet back under him.
âYouâre a real piece of work, Mitchell,â Ice muttered, waiting for Maverick to start walking before he grabbed the cigarette out of his mouth again and exhaled the smoke. âDangerous in the air, and dangerous on the ground. Never wouldâve pinned you for one of those.â
âOf what?â Maverick asked, wincing at the look that question earned him.
âA homophobe.â
Maverick felt like the air had been punched from his lungs. He didnât know what to say in response to Iceâs words. Heâd said it so simply, so matter-of-factly, as if Ice was completely confident in Maverick being hateful and that he had almost accepted it as a fact just as easily as the sky is blue and Ice is the best pilot in the Navy. Maverick didnât know how to convince him otherwise, he didnât know what words could help him.Â
So he didnât say anything.
The rest of the walk was in silence. Ice eventually flicked the stub of his cigarette into a random ashtray. They stayed shoulder to shoulder, and the grip Ice had on his arm was the only thing keeping Maverick from falling into the street in front of oncoming traffic. Maverick didnât really remember most of the walk, but Ice somehow got them both onto the base and into the barracks. He came back into his body sitting on his bed, swaying in place as Ice helped him pull his uniform off. Maverick blinked up at him when Ice stepped back. The silence felt heavy. Maverick needed to break it, or risk breaking the unsteady beginning of a friendship that heâd only recently felt starting between them.
âIceââ Maverick staggered when he stood up too fast, feeling very underdressed in his boxers compared to Iceâs pristine and perfectly tailored Naval whites, but uncaring as he caught himself with his hands on Iceâs shoulders. Ice caught him again, hands gentle and firm on his upper arms as he helped Maverick find his balance. âIceman, Ice, Iââ
âDonât say anything, Mitchell. You wonât remember it in the morning, and I need you to remember this conversation,â Ice said; his voice sounded sad. His eyes were sad. Maverick had made the steady, ice-cold Iceman sad.
âIce,â Maverick repeated, shifting his hands to hold his shoulders more firmly. He licked his lips to moisten them and saw Iceâs eyes dart down to them before the man looked back in his eyes. âIce.â
Maverick threw all caution to the wind, leaning in and standing up on his toes. A hand pressed over his face before his lips could reach their target. Iceâs expression was tense, eyes still sad but filled with understanding that made Maverick feel like his soul was laid bare between them for Ice to inspect. He shook his head slowly and pushed Maverick back gently, taking his hand away from his face as he helped him sit back down on the bed. Maverick stared at him with confusion and hurt probably written clear as day in his expression, and Ice gave him a sad smile that didnât reach his eyes. He cupped Maverickâs face and brushed his fingers through his hair before pulling all of his touch away all at once.
âYou wonât remember this in the morning, Mitchell,â Ice said softly, he tilted his head as he studied Maverick. âGo to sleep. If you remember anything, Iâll be at breakfast.â
Iceâs words felt like an order that Maverick couldnât ignore as his eyes grew too heavy to protest. A gentle hand helped ensure he was lying on his bed as he tipped over bonelessly. He heard footsteps and shuffling nearby, but the world faded too fast. The last thing he thought he felt was a hand brushing through his hair as the sheet was pulled over his chest.
#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#ao3 writer#iceman x maverick#icemav#top gun fanfiction#top gun 1986#icemav fic#icemav fanfiction#gay tom kazansky#bisexual pete mitchell#theyre so special to me
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that đ . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up đ€·ââïž#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared đ but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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update: peach is doing very well!! she's eating and sleeping normally (sleeping more than normal, really, but that's to be expected)!! after 3 days of not sleeping and a few changes in painkillers, she finally just napped for an hr then, after another day, slept through the whole night (and most of the next day). she's started following all her usual routines again and is very keen to eat! still on some painkillers, but they're not having any horrific side effects anymore
now that im not staying up to keep an eye on her all night (while also dealing with upgrading my computer and my phone and also my sister preparing to go overseas and the dogs barking and howling constantly due to all of the above), i finally got some decent sleep too and slept for about 14 hrs. so today ive got that weird shakiness that i get from sleeping too much, but hey it's better than the whole of the last week
#personal#and i have a working computer that's finally on windows 10 so that's one less thing to have background stress about#and i have a working phone for the first time in.. a year? 1.5 years? idfk. my previous phone was 16gb so i could fit like 2 apps#could barely take pictures (and couldnt store them) and couldnt update most of my apps because i couldnt update my os because no space#so every app ran slow and then eventually my phone would crash if i opened the storage section of the settings#so i couldnt even offload apps so i could delete them while keeping the data for when i downloaded them again#couldnt order medicine remotely because my chemist only lets you do that from the app (not the website)#couldnt control the aircon because that could only be done through an app#missed loads of stuff because i didnt have email notifications because i could only use my browser for emails#couldnt see tumblr polls on mobile because i couldnt update tumblr because i couldnt update my os#left the house less because i had to delete pokemon go and that genuinely helped me go for walks#ive been dealing with all that for a year so this is very exciting and such a ridiculous qol boost#it sucks how much something like that affects your life. what do you mean i need an app for everythingggg#but god im just glad peach is ok. like there was a moment when i was so stressed trying to update my computer because it wasnt working#and then she ate a small bit of food for the first time in 3 days and just. everything was suddenly fine again#and the other night i spent like 6 hrs just sitting here downloading and installing things on my computer#but it was fine because peach was on the chair next to me sleeping through the whole night and it was such a relief#my sister finally got her flight yesterday (after it was moved four days in a row) so that's just one less thing happening#ive started playing bg3 so that's cool and maybe ill get a chance to actually properly watch that new dav trailer lmao#that premiered at 2am on the first night peach was home from surgery and hadnt eaten or slept yet and i was too stressed to care about dav#and it really just went downhill for the next few days#god. ok. today is the first day i can actually breeaaaathe
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somehow the chance for a happy ending being ripped from dreamâs hands the moment it was offered to him doesnât hurt because maybe that hope was too great to actually be at all possible. because tommy forgave him but the rest of the server didnât, because he still had scars from torture and his stomach was still flat and his muscles were still too weak after a year of starvation. because his best friend still held his armour and a promise of hunting him down to kill him. because one person doesnât mean everyone and maybe the server was built on nothing but pain and what was not hurt on pain was blown up in the process of making space for things that would be built on misery.
maybe it really is kinder to wipe it all out and start anew
#dsmp#I AM EMO ABOUT THIS OKAY#I cant see a happy ending with just a singular 'I see you'#its a closure I never expected them to have#and I think thats more than I couldve asked for#even if they made up there was still just Too Much to move on from#I always avoided fics with this premise cause they sounded too idealistic at the time but I think this is for the better after all#Im glad they had that moment#Im miserable about the nuke wiping their chances of trying agian as themselves#I am happy that it ruined both of their chances just as they were starting to try again#but there is a kindness in all that
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book depository closing down. no nice things allowed.
#i cannot express enough just how much this upsets me#that was the only way for me to get books at affordable price thanks to the free shipping#because the prices here on overseas and indie books are pretty jacked up and the shipping from other websites is also very painful#so no winning#and we're not even mentioning that some books you just cant get here anyway#man im so sad actually heartbroken#they also delivered super fast the catalogue is expansive and the website overall was nice#man im glad i had the chance to pre-order my s/vsss special edition because without book depository i wouldnt had the chance at all#again. no way to get it here and the shipping from other website would make it very unreasonable monetary decision#with how our currency is holding up against others#oh well#guess ill just order t/housand autumns while i still have the chance :(#and light a candle for it#also fpr context i briefly looked why theyre closing and apparently they were bought by amazon in 2011 and now they are making cuts#so bd took the hit#edit. scrolled through the bd tag and seeing other non US/UK ppl heartbroken over it really hits o(-(#saying theyll order a lot now because they most likely wont order books online after that because the shipping just is so much pain#and yea that really do be it huh. man...#like ok i know theres maybe some other website out there that could work out well enough#but this was THE place#good prices and guarantee of quality with how big and long standing it was
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FIRST - LN
lando discovers his bestfriends little sister is a virgin, and will stop at no lengths to change that (and ruin her for anyone else)
warnings: smut!! MDNI!! virgin reader, fewtrell!sister, mostly soft smut with a small innocence kink
⧠it's officially assignment szn and ur girl is STRESSED. my posts wont be as frequent for a while but i am currently creating a backlog of things to post! â§
masterlist the playlist
âok, y/n - truth or dare?â ria asked the girl from across the circle they sat in on the floor of maxâs living room.
being so close in age to her older brother, y/n fewtrell fit in well with his friendship group, often preferring to hang out with them over her own friends. a few others were dotted around the house, P and a couple girls using the kitchen. they were all due to head to a club soon, only using maxâs house to pre drink as he lived closest.
âtruth,â she responded, giggling slightly as the alcohol began to turn her tipsy - not drunk, just jolly she had told max when he last checked on her.
âwhere is the weirdest place youâve had sex?â ria asked, giggling to herself at the rest of the group laughed, turning to face y/n for her answer. she went silent, heat rising her face gradually. her eyes scanned the group, everyone staring expectantly at her - only max avoided her gaze, looking at his phone to queue songs to the playlist.
âi- uh, well i guess iâŠhavenât?â she replied, wishing the ground would open up and swallow her whole. she didnât know why she was so embarrassed - she was 19, almost 20, and it seemed that everyone around her was coupled up, or at least active in that department. and, it hadnât been through lack of trying, every man she had almost been with had found out and used it to get to who she was related to - and subsequently, lando - or gave her the ick before they got the chance to.
âwhat do you mean you havenât?!â niran had laughed out, he hadnât meant to laugh, he just couldnât believe it.
âi ju-â
âok can we stop quizzing my little sister on her sex life? please,â max interrupted, y/n sighing out a breath of relief when they finally moved to the next person. her eyes scouted across the group of people, glad to see them all distracted and no longer giving her the sympathy eyes over her pathetic excuse of a love life.
in her embarrassment, however, y/n missed the way landoâs eyes had darted to look at her when she had answered, missing the way they darkened slightly at the revelation. he shook the thoughts plaguing his mind away, focusing on keeping his face neutral as he watched the blush rising her cheeks.
she didnât miss the way his eyes followed her as she snuck out the room, however. sheâd hope no one would notice her sneaking into the kitchen, smiling at P before swiping a bottle of something and heading to the garden, legs landing gracefully to sit on a step.
this was not the first time she had dwelled on this, but this time, she could at least comfort the blow of her overactive brain by drinking - or so she thought. as not a moment after sheâd removed the cap, the bottle was being snatched from her hands and closely inspected by a man towering above her crouched body.
âthis smells like ass, y/n - are you sure you wanna drink it?â lando asked her, lowering himself to sit on the step next to her. the sky was darkening, stars filling the vast blackness.
âyes im sure, thanks dad,â she mocked him, arms reaching over to snatch the bottle from him, but once again, he moved his arm out, stretching the bottle further from her reach.
ânuh uh!â lando said, shaking his head, âonly when you tell me why you intend on drinking what im sure is the finest bottle of⊠£3.99 vodka - jesus, ÂŁ3.99?â
âsorry mister âowns-2-mclarens-and-a-lamboâ,â she replied, leaning further into his side in a desperate bid to get the bottle back - she wasnât even sure she wanted to drink it anymore, she just wanted something to fiddle with when lando eventually forced her to talk to him.
âdidnât answer my question, darlinââ he told her, placing the bottle besides him as he removed one of his threaded bracelets, placing it in her exposed palm.
oh he knew her a little too well.
âi jus- no itâs so stupid,â she conceded, the bracelet twisting around her fingers. she stared directly at it, refusing to meet landoâs intense gaze.
âbet itâs not,â he told her, moving an arm to wrap around her when he felt the chill air brush his own skin.
âyou know whatâs worse than having to announce to your friends that youâre a lonely little virgin that no one wants? being the lonely little virgin. itâs so fucking embarrassing - iâm 19, hell iâm nearly 20 and when everyone around you has someone in their life, itâs so hard not to feel so behind in your own life, to feel completely unlovable, to constantly feel like thereâs something wrong with you,â she breathed out, still refusing to make eye contact with the man besides her.
lando took in a deep breath, choosing his next words so carefully. his hand reached up to her chin, turning her face to look up at his.
ây/n, you are not unlovable, youâre not falling behind in life and there is certainly nothing wrong with you,â he told her, his tone harsh in attempt to knock some sense into her. she shook her head at him in disbelief, his hand dropping back to his side.
âsee, i really want to believe you but the evidence isnât really stacking up in support of your argument. if that was true, i probably wouldnât be sat in my brotherâs back garden throwing myself a pity party.â
âi think your brother mightâve had a part to play in this, if im honest y/n,â lando said, slipping up slightly. she paused at his words, before her head shot round to look at him again.
âwhat? what do you mean max has something do with the fact no one wants me?â
âitâs not that no one wants you, y/n,â he sighed at her again before giving in, realising heâd already said too much to stop now, âitâs just that max has a bad habit of⊠threatening anyone who even mentions you in that way?â he added, his tone making it sound like he wasnât even sure himself.
âthreatening them?â she repeated, anger beginning to bubble up in her stomach.
âheâs only actually hit 2 of them - hell even ive had a close call with his fist a few times,â lando laughed, before realising what heâd indirectly admitted to. luckily, neither of them had time to dwell on it before the man in question popped his head round the door.
âwhat are you two losers doing out here?â he joked, before sensing some tension being thrown his way, âwhatever, weâre leaving in a minute if you wanna get ready?â
âno thanks,â y/n told him, pushing herself up and beginning to walk past him.
âhuh?â max replied, confused.
âi said, no thanks. wouldnât wanna risk you punching anyone who shows the slightest interest in me,â she added, arms crossed over her chest as she glared at him. she turned quickly on her heel, walking off, ignoring the group as she trailed up to the spare bedroom.
the two boys shared a look between them, landoâs face holding that of apology whilst maxâs was gradually moving to infuriated.
âwhat did you tell her?â max asked him, jaw clenching slightly.
âi didnât mean to,â lando replied, throwing his arms out slightly as he stood up, âi just thought she ought to know that the reason boys donât go for her is not because she is completely unlovable.â
âshe said that?â max asked, startled slightly at the comment, âshe thought she was unlovable?â
lando said nothing, throwing a simple nod at him before brushing past him and making his way to the front door.
y/n laid in her bed, her mind racing through the conversation with lando, like a record on repeat. sheâd heard the rest of them leave the house almost an hour ago, leaving her to lay with her own thoughts once more.
there was nothing wrong with her, max just threatened anyone who came too close to her.
max had punched 2 guys who had tried to get with her.
max had tried to punch lando - wait, why had he tried to punch lando?
the sound of the front door opening, then quickly shutting again drew her from her thoughts, a natural panic spreading through her veins.
âhello?â she called out, confused as to who could be walking in the house right now. there was no response for a moment, the sound of footsteps climbing the stairs filled the silence.
âitâs just me, baby,â a voice called out, the childhood nickname letting her know it was lando approaching her bedroom. the name used to be max and landoâs attempt to tease the girl, calling her a baby when she cried after dropping her ice cream. that was when she was 7, but 13 years later, the nickname still stuck. somewhere along the line, the name had turned from mimicking to a term of endearment, blurring the lines of their friendship every time he called out to her.
âoh thank god, i thought you were a murderer,â she joked, her breathing easing as his head poked around the door, eyes meeting hers.
âyou thought i was a murderer and chose to shout âhelloâ? brave, or stupid?â lando joked back.
ânever let them know your next move,â y/n replied with a shrug, before noticing the way one of landoâs hands remained hidden behind the door, âwhatcha got there?â she asked him, the way one would ask a dog who had something they shouldnât.
âdepends, are you gonna be nice to me?â he shot back.
âme? im always nice to you, lan,â an innocent smile built on her face.
âtell that to the scar on my back.â
âtell the scar on your back to get over it, it was 10 years ago,â she snorted as he moved further into the door frame.
âno ice cream for you then,â lando replied, smirking at her as he shrugged.
âyou got ice cream?â she asked, eyes widening at him.
âthought you might wanna watch a film and forget about tonight with a flurry.â
âgimme,â y/n said, making grabby hands that wouldâve been embarrassing had she not already had the worst night of her life.
ânuh uh, not until youâre nice to m-â
âoh get over here you drama queen,â she groaned at him, patting the spot next to her on the bed. lando would never say no to her, giving in so easily as he climbed under the blanket, an arm falling naturally behind her head as he did.
he began fiddling with the tv remote, scrolling through netflix for something to watch. y/n leant further into his embrace, her head settling lightly on his chest as she looked up at him.
âlan - why didnât you stay at the club?â she asked quietly, fighting the urge to fiddle with her fingers, nervous at the thought of insinuating that heâd want to spend his evening with her instead.
âclubs are only good when youâre drunk,â lando replied with a shrug, eyes still focused on the tv, âid rather just be the designated driver and still be able to get up for training in the morning.â
his eyes flitted down at her quickly, glad sheâd returned her gaze to the screen as if heâd seen her wide eyes staring up at him, lando doubted heâd be able to control himself. what sheâd revealed earlier still flew around his brain as he fought desperately to shake away any thoughts of taking her innocence, ruining her for anyone else. god, he felt like a creep.
the two fell into a comfortable silence, both of them appearing to focus on the film playing in front of them. landoâs hand remained tightly around her waist, his hand moving beneath her shirt slightly for his fingers to trace circles into her skin. her head remained on his chest, each breath taking in the lingering smell of his aftershave.
âlan?â she broke the silence again, looking up at him once again.
âyes, baby?â he replied, eyes never straying from the screen.
âwhat did you mean earlier when you said max had even tried to punch you?â
his head shot down to look at her, feeling himself crumble slightly as her eyes stared widely up at him, her tired voice drawing him further into the trap. he could lie, tell her it was a misunderstanding. or he could tell her the truth, and pray it didnât destroy his entire friendship with the fewtrell siblings.
âwhen you told me i wasnât unlovable earlier, you really meantâŠâ she asked, filling in for his silence. she trailed off at the end of her sentence, unwilling to get her hopes up.
âyeah.. so about that,â he said, trying to regain his confidence. she hit at his chest lightly, pushing herself to sit up and look at his face clearer than ever.
âhow long?â she asked him with unwavering eye contact.
âlonger than i want to admit,â lando replied, smiling at her awkwardly, âand i understand if you donât fe-â
âkiss me.â
âwha-â
âyou heard me,â she told him before joining their lips apprehensively. it started off slow, both testing the waters before falling into a steady pace. his tongue swiped her bottom lip softly, deepening the kiss as his hand raised to hold her jaw. she stifled a moan, embarrassed at the way her body was reacting to the slightest touch.
âdonât get shy on me now, baby,â he told her, hands dropping to her waist, âcome âere.â
landoâs hands settled on her hips, fingers gripping at them slightly to guide her onto his lap. as she settled into the new position, he kissed her again, gentle in the way he pulled her in closer, his free hand disappearing under her shirt to draw circles into her skin once more. her hips instinctively rolled into his at the feeling, and he gripped at her skin harder, a small groan escaping his mouth.
âfuck, keep that up and i wonât be able to stop,â he warned her as she rolled her hips again. his head dropped to her jaw, pressing soft kisses along the skin.
âwhat if i donât want this to stop?â she asked him, causing him to pause, looking up at her softly.
âare you sure?â he asking, checking her face for any sign of hesitancy. she nodded at him before speaking.
âthereâs no one i trust more.â
with her reassurance, lando flipped the top of them over, trailing kisses down her neck as he hovered above her.
âweâll go slow,â he told her as he pulled at her t-shirt, tugging the fabric up her torso, âwanted this for so long. gonna take my time with you,â he mumbled, pressing soft kisses to the skin of her stomach. her back arched into him slightly, helping him remove her top fully. y/n felt exposed, more so than usual. had it not been for landoâs large hands snaking up to grab at her breasts, she wouldâve used her own to shield her nudity.
âso gorgeous,â he mumbled again, before dipping his head to take one of her nipples in his mouth, tongue flicking at it, his fingers tugged at the other. he pushed himself back up, re joining their lips in a sweet kiss.
âgonna make you feel good, alright?â he asked her, watching the way her head nodded at him, âyeah? need you to use your words from now on baby.â
âthink you should take your top off now,â she told him, her confidence returning slightly, âseems a bit unfair,â she added, jokingly pointing at her own exposed chest.
âso it is,â he agreed, sitting back on his knees as his hands gripped the bottom of his own t-shirt, lifting it over his head. the material landed on the floor, but y/n couldnât care less - she was much more focused on the way his muscles looked, a combination of his tan and the soft fairy lights illuminating his features in a way that had her stomach rolling for him.
âoi! my eyes are up here,â he joked, settling himself between her legs. landoâs hands trailed up the exposed skin of her thighs, dragging his fingers slowly. her hips jutted up slightly at the sensation, a satisfied smirking fighting its way onto landoâs face.
âthis ok?â he asked her, hands toying with the waistband of her shorts.
âyeah,â she breathed out, anticipation beginning to get the better of her as he began pulling the material away from her heat.
âtell me to stop and iâll stop,â lando told her, discarding her shorts with his top, before adjusting his gaze to her, âjust relax fâme. breathe,â he added, noticing the way her chest had frozen, breath caught in her throat. a finger ran through her folds softly, her hips rolling slightly at the sudden feeling of his rough finger pad circling her clit. his movements stopped for a moment as he moved back up her body, kissing her softly as he gathered her slick along his fingers.
âso wet for me,â he told her, kissing at her jaw, âgonna get you ready for me, ok?â
âplease, lan,â she begged, panting slightly as his fingers circled her heat again, pressing into her slightly. itâs not like she hadnât done this before on herself, which was potentially her downfall the moment he pressed a finger into her, the stretch unexpected. landoâs face pressed into her neck, kissing a trail along the skin as he pumped his finger a few times. he could hear every noise she made for him so clearly, drawing him to push a second finger into her, feeling the way her walls clamped around him.
âim ready, lan, please just fuck me,â she begged him, panting in between her words. he couldâve passed out her words, blood rushing from his brain and straight to his cock. his body pushed back up, standing quickly to remove the rest of his clothes. her hands halted him as they reached out and grabbed at the waist band of his joggers, pulling them down slowly as the pressure of his cock strained against the tight material. he helped her remove them fully, her spare hand adding difficulty as she palmed him through his boxers.
âfuck, angel,â he groaned, careful not to overwhelm her as she pulled at his boxers, tugging them down as she had his joggers. however they soon established his noises were not as overwhelming as the size of his cock - her eyes widening as she came face to face with it, her finger running down the thick vein that travelled his length.
âlike what you see?â he joked in attempt to ease her nerves.
âhow-? is that gonna fit?â she stuttered, gaze travelling down to her stomach as if she were trying to size herself up.
âim sure weâll make it work,â he replied, hand reaching to her chin, forcing her to look back up at him, âremember, we can stop whenever.â
she nodded at him, before reaching up, looping her arms around his neck to pull him into a kiss. he used the leverage to lay her back down, hovering over her once again as he rested on his forearm. without breaking the kiss, he reached down, guiding his cock through her folds a few times before settling the tip at her entrance.
âyou sure?â lando checked again, searching her face for any last minute apprehension.
âare you sure?â she retorted, her smile illuminated by the moons glow, âcanât imagine fucking a virgin is high on your bucket list.â
âyouâd be surprised,â he responded, mumbling slightly, his cock throbbed in his hand. he began lowering his hips, pushing into her slowly, low grunts falling from his lips as he disappeared further inside her.
âbreathe baby, breathe for me,â he told her, feeling the way her body had tensed, her chest stilling as she inhaled deeply, âfeel so good.â
lando waited a moment, watching the way her face softened, his necklace dangling dangerously around her lips. he started moving at a gentle pace, careful to listen to her responses.
âfeels good,â she told him, eyes looking into his.
âyeah? âmy the first person to make you feel good?â he asked, baiting her slightly.
âyes, fuck lan. only you.â
he close to lost it, his brain short circuiting at her words. he began to move faster in her, relishing in the way she moaned his name, her walls contracting around his cock. his hand reached between the two of them, fingers flicking at her clit before drawing pressured circles around her heat.
âfaster, lan, please,â y/n begged him, her hand raising to tug at his curls.
âgonna ruin you for anyone else, angel,â he grunted, hips snapping into hers at a brutal pace, his eyes focused on the way her breasts moved in unison with his thrusts.
lando felt his high coming quicker than he could ever remember, feeling the way her grip on his bicep tightened and her breathing became more sporadic letting him know she was close too.
âyou wanna cum with me?â he asked her, his tone soft whilst his pace remained rough, his fingers beginning to trace his own name on her clit. it gave him a sense of ownership over her, an invisible trace of him that would linger on her sensitivity forever - and she loved it, whining at the feeling of his skin on hers.
âplease, fuck. wanna cum,â she told him, eyes shutting as her head rolled back. landoâs head dropped to her exposed neck, his teeth nipping at the skin before he titled his head further, mouth landing on the flesh of her breast. heâd quickly realised that leaving visible mark on his best friends little sister was potentially not the smartest idea, choosing to nip at the skin of her tit, mouth sucking the flesh into his lips as he did. his raised himself up again, admiring the way blood ran to the surface of her skin, only imagining the way sheâd look when a bruise formed on the spot.
âonly me?â he asked her, hand moving to grip her jaw, dark eyes locking with hers.
âonly you,â she replied in a breathless moan.
âgood girl,â he said, feeling the way her hips rolled up into his, heat running through her entire body as her climax washed over her. y/n shook around him lightly, her stomach spasming as she rode out her high, but lando couldnât stop and admire the view. he pulled out quickly, feeling his own high rising in his cock, both of their eyes glued on the way his cock shot out ropes of cum that landed on her stomach.
âsoâŠ.â she started, trying to fill the somewhat awkward tension in the room.
âwe are so doing that again,â he said with a chuckle and he moved to locate his joggers on the floor.
âoh absolutely,â she replied, laughing with him as the fear of him leaving her washed away, though her eyebrow quirked up at him as he shuffled to the door.
âjust grabbing a cloth. gotta get you cleaned up so we can finish the film,â he added with a smile.
minutes later, they were both sat back in the bed, her legs thrown over his lap as one hand grazed the skin of his back lightly, landoâs hand running up and down her thigh in a similar fashion. they sat in a comfortable silence, knowing that eventually they would need to discuss the future of this, the future of them, but for now lando relished in the way her hand continuously stroked at the same spot on his back. the same spot - he internally questioned.
âwatcha doing?â he finally asked, curious to her supposed fixation on his left shoulder blade.
âapologising to the scar on your back?â she retorted, circling back to their earlier conversation.
ânever apologise for anything ever again,â he mumbled into her hair, before pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
âwhat if i murdered your entire family?â she piped up.
âi support womenâs rights and their wrongs.â
âpreach.â
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Hi, good morning/ afternoon/ evening. I've probably read all of your work on LnD, and I love them all. If it's not too much, can I request like the boys getting a call/update from MC after a disastrous wanderer attack on the city after not being able to contact them?? If possible, established relationshipđ
... thank you for your time!
im glad you like all my writing for them!! im so aefjaweofaw please give me the next main story update - also theres lots of references/imagery of death so if youre not chill w that i will see you tomorrow [salute] - theres also some very very slight references to their myths!! it feels a little ooc to me but thats bc. i think theyd be a little ooc when faced w a tragedy like this!! i hope you like it anyway <3
Zayne holds his breath every time a new patient is admitted. The hospital is busy with all of the patients that are coming in with the disaster, a mixture of those hanging on and people running up to him because he's the closest doctor in the vicinity to confirm death.
He volunteered himself to do triage because he was convinced that he'd be able to stop you from dying, that if you came in through those doors he'd be able to separate his love for you from the mind that studied all those nights but that's impossible - he only got here because of you.
His mind runs circles around himself, almost separated from his body as he tries to figure out why you weren't there. Hopefully it's because you're fine - you don't need medical attention or the medics on site were enough for you. However, he knows there's an equal chance that it's just because a doctor onsite was able to confirm your death and now you were in some bag, stored away with the others waiting for him to come identify you.
When he finally gets a moment to himself he obsessively checks his phone, praying to something that might take enough pity on him to listen at the very least that you'll call him. Minutes turn to hours as he's called back to work. Silence is a commodity now as he's stuck in the theatre, only able to go home after he's exceeded the legal amount of hours he's allowed to work in one night.
The long turned cold water hits his muscles as his mind wanders in the quiet of his home. You still haven't called - nobody's called. He understands that surely, all of you are busy but he's been there when the calls have had to be made. To hear the sobs on the other side of the phone as a squad captain confirms the death of another hunter as they softly ask if they'd like to see the body. He's also seen the calls when the bodies are far too mangled, a sight that no loved one should have to bear. He's waiting for it, almost falling in his haste to grab his phone once it finally rings.
Your number pops up, the letters of your name taunting him as he tries to answer it. He's about ready to throw his phone on the ground from the water on his hand refusing to make picking up the call an easy feat.
"Hello?" Zayne asks, an uncharacteristic shake in his voice.
"Zayne! I'm okay!" you say, voice sounding a little weak but definitely better than he could have ever anticipated.
"Zayne? Honey? Hello?" you ask when you're met with only silence, now beginning to grow anxious yourself. You knew he must have been busy - you were too - and you thought he was safe. He should have been, you'd heard no reports of the hospital being attacked.
"You're alive," he chokes out, falling to his knees.
"Of course I am! Things have just been chaotic so I haven't had enough time to call you until now," you explain, continuing to talk to him.
You hear rustling on the other side of the phone, trying to get his attention again before he cuts you off.
"Where are you right now? Home?"
"Oh - yeah I'm on leave now. Most of us who were in active duty are to let his recuperate. How come?"
"I'll be there soon."
He hangs up immediately, leaving you a little stunned. You decide to clean up a little, having nothing else to do really until he comes over. Zayne never acts this impulsively so you assume that the day with no contact really wore on him.
Once he arrives you open the door for him, planning to apologise for the lack of contact when he almost throws himself at you. You hold him back just as tightly, a little shaken yourself as you close the door after him. You realise that for whatever reason he's soaking, unsure if you should confront that but you decide to ignore it.
He leads you right to your couch, too exhausted to even find your bedroom as he buries himself against your chest. It's not the normal way he lays with you - typically he likes to hold you - but you know not to bother him now. You can't deny you were worried about him too, knowing he probably put in a bunch of overtime at the hospital.
He holds onto you tightly, measuring out the beat of your heart. It's the only way he can remind himself that you're still alive, that the two of you have one more day together.
Xavier has never felt like he wanted to die more than in this moment. One minute you were running with him, trying to stop the Wanderer from attacking the group of civilians the next you're totally gone. Logically, he knows you're most likely fighting a Wanderer by yourself and you can handle it but somewhere he's convinced you'll die without him at your side. You've proved yourself more than capable but he worries about you all the time - he knows how to fight these things, he's been fighting them for far longer than you have - and if you died here he'd have no more reason for living.
He practically goes beserk, tearing into each and every creature with the hopes that one of them can take him to you. With each failure he starts to spiral, standing atop a pile of rubble as he watches the recovery teams start to spread into the city. It practically took an entire squadron to force him to go home, promising him that he'd be the firs t to hear once they found you.
You were diligently following Xavier when you noticed another Wanderer going after a child. You knew that he'd panic once he couldn't find you but you couldn't just abandon them. You tried to tell him you'd be splitting off but over all the screams and screeches he couldn't hear you and you couldn't waste any more time trying to get his attention.
You were able to defeat the Wanderer but not before sustaining an injury that made it too difficult for you to continue active duty, taking the child to a safe spot and staying with them until help arrived. You ended up passing out from the pain shortly thereafter, waking up a day later to Tara in your face heaving a sigh of relief as she called for a doctor to come check on you.
Your body was simply fatigued and after an extra day of monitoring and ensuring you were receiving everything you needed to make sure you wouldn't collapse again when you get home. You nod, knowing what procedure is at this point. You reach out for your phone once the doctor leaves, knowing that Xavier must be worried out of his mind.
You're right, of course. He's laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling as he waits for someone to call him. He saw the scale of disaster this attack was, knows that everything is absolutely awful and he's not the only one waiting for news but every minute that passes is another minute you could be trapped, praying that he's coming there to save you.
He decides to ignore the strict orders he's gotten, suiting up to go help the recovery efforts. He was going bad staying in bed all day, unable to get a wink of sleep as pictures of your suffering flash across his tortured mind. Working on pulling valuables and any remnants of life is depressing on a good day but right now it's downright torturous. He can't help but think that the next thing he pulls out is going to be your hand, severed far from your body.
When his phone rings everything disappears. He quickly picks up, steeling his expression to avoid making things worse should someone look over at him. He doesn't even notice who called him, just hoping that it was someone with news.
"Oh! You picked up fast. Are you just sitting at home then?" you ask casually, so casually he thinks it's almost cruel. How could you act so nonchalant about the fact that you held his life in your hands, that you are the only thing in this world he can bear to wake up for?
"No, I'm helping the recovery efforts despite orders. I...it was too quiet at home," he offers as an explanation and you hum. He can imagine you nodding, tapping your chin as you think to yourself.
"If you missed me you could have just said so," you tease, hoping that the ease in your voice will make him relax.
"Of course I did. Is that even a question? Are you able to take visitors?' You know what, doesn't matter. I'll just wait there until you are. I'll see you soon love."
He hangs up quickly and you know that he'll appear in the hospital within the next two seconds with that uncanny ability of his. You straighten yourself out a little, knowing that you were injured but not wanting to look like a total mess.
You can hear his footsteps running up to your door, slamming it open as he catches his breath. You've never seen him out of breath before - maybe he's much more tired than you initially thought.
"You made it," you laugh, making a slight sound from the impact of him practically jumping at you, holding you tightly as he buries his face into your neck.
"I was worried about you," he says softly, looking up at you. "I thought you'd been hurt, badly. And I wasn't there to protect you."
You sigh, helping him sit down into the chair at your bedside. You offer him your hand which he holds gratefully, never taking his eyes off of you.
"I know. I'm sorry. But look, I'm okay now, aren't I?"
He ignores the pain in his chest, trying not to imagine how heavy your hand would feel in his if you really had drawn your last breath. That weight is far too familiar to him, haunting his every thought in the hours that passed between then and now.
"You are. And I'm going to make sure you stay that way," he promises.
Rafayel didn't even know there was an attack until far after it. He knew you were working and that sometimes, you'd accidentally go MIA. You'd already texted him before your mission anyway and then he got drawn into another project of his and completely lost track of time. It's not until the next day that he finally sees his phone and the message from Thomas telling him not to come into the city for supplies for a day or so.
He immediately starts looking through articles, scouring pages that are constantly updating the death toll in search of your face. He curses himself for not paying attention earlier - every minute he wasted on some stupid was another minute you could have spent at Death's door, all because he allowed himself to forget that nothing matters if it's not you.
It's obsessive the way he looks through all of them, calling your phone non stop all the while. Every time he gets sent to voicemail he feels his breath get knocked out of his lungs, resorting to blowing up your phone with texts. When it's clear you aren't replying he grabs his keys to drive into Linkon despite Thomas' suggestion, knuckles white on the steering wheel as he heads to the hospital.
Even in all the chaos people can't help but stare a little as Rafayel makes his way to the counter, demanding someone tell him where you were. He's really trying not to be a brat, promising you that he'd be nicer to people but when it's your life on the line everything is up for debate. He goes through any and every possibility, figuring out what he can do to guarantee your survival.
Unfortunately for him, he gets escorted out. Jenna tries to calm him down, telling him that he'd be the first to know if they had any updates on you. Right now everything was just far too messy to know anything about anyone and there was a good chance that you were just being treated at a different hospital than usual due to the high causality count. He doesn't take no for an answer and manages to strong arm the name of the other hospitals you could have been sent to, starting up his car again right as his phone lights up with your name.
"What do you think you're doing not answering your phone?!" he yells, making you flinch.
Rafayel's never been mad at you, certainly not to this extent but you know that it's because he's anxious. He immediately catches himself too and you hear it, catching the sound of his hands against his steering wheel as he takes a deep breath.
"I'm sorry. Just - where are you?" he asks, sounding so exhausted that you feel like crying.
"I'm okay Rafayel," you say instead, adding the name of your hospital. He's immediately driving over as you talk to him, keeping your voice even.
"I was split up from the group is all, then triaged at a different hospital. I'm fine though - I managed to just sprain my wrist from overexertion so I'll have a sling for a bit-"
"You're staying with me then. I'm not having you stay alone with a broken wrist. Knowing you you'd do something dumb and make it worse," he scoffs, trying his best to drive safely to see you again. You don't bother to correct him, knowing that's the least of your worries.
You fall quiet, not sure how to respond. Rafayel has always been good at masking how he feels, rarely showing you what he's hiding behind his mask. Now he's an open book, making it clear that nothing will be okay until he sees you again.
"Okay," you agree, leaning further back into the pillows of your hospital bed. "They wanted me to be released into the care of someone if I could anyway. That's why I was calling you - that, and trying to return all your missed calls."
"Thank you," he says so quietly you barely hear him over the sound of his car.
"Of course my love," you say just as softly. "I knew you'd worry as soon as you saw the news."
Another moment passes between the two of you. Rafayel thinks his heart fell out of his chest - or it would have if it was still his to hold. Instead, it's beating firmly in your palm, only able to do so under your affections.
"Rafayel, I'm really fine, I promise. I'm just hungry. Let's get something for dinner, yeah?" you offer, hoping to redirect his energy.
"Yeah," he replies, exhaling deeply.
"Anything you want my beloved. Just name it and it's yours."
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Urmmmmm Haiiii ⊠Youâre my favorite Seb writer , absolutely adore yr stuff !!! Was wondering if I could req Seb and a reader who like âŠ. Gives him a bouquet of coral and plants they find around the facility âŠâŠ. If that makes sense âŠâŠ (;ÂŽĐŽïœ)
đ Ë â hm, for me? á” âĄ
â in which you have a gift for sebastian. â§
â·ă 766 wc đ sfw đ kind of implied sebastian has a soft spot for you ?
âż A/N im glad to hear you like my stuff <3 gave up like halfway thru this i cannot lie
The Blacksite seems barren.
The only recurring theme of life present appears to be the monstrous and mutated entities that roam the halls, but you are unsure if some of them are alive. Any simple organisms no longer exist down here. Perhaps the pressure was too much for them to withstand in the first place, or maybe they were all destroyed during the breach. You're unsure: they won't bother to tell you minute details like that.
Yet, you've found that your original assumption was wrong. Exploring the multiple levels and rooms has allowed you to see the tiny glimpses of life still thriving here. The occasional potted plantâalbeit wilting fairly quicklyâstands alive in tiny rooms tucked away from most entities' eyes. Little chunks of coral float within the underground areas, likely broken off from the main body by the bull shark outside the windows. Tiny aquatic grasses, easily trampled on as you weave yourself out of a Searchlight's bright gaze.
You've wandered through the Blacksite many times, over and over again, with nothing new to see besides these little plants. They are the only unpredictable sight. The lights flicker to warn you of an Anglerâbut there are no warning signs of a simple plant. Squiddles make a gradual screeching noise as a warningâbut there are no warning signs of a little flower. Perhaps that is why they are so beautiful down here: because you expect a monster, not a simple pot of grass.
However, no other beings here seem to hold the same sentiments as you. Most of them are mindless and have their minds set entirely on consuming. The only intelligent ones you can name right now seem uninterested, too. The bull shark with thousands of eyes littered in and outside themself? It seems they cannot see the plant's beauty even with their many eyes. The red face that warns you as they rush through and destroy the halls? Well, with how they mangle things in their path, you're not entirely sure if they care that much for them. The Painter?
. . . Well, the Painter probably likes flowers. But they cannot exactly interact with them.
Water trickled down your hand and dripped on the floor. You cradled a small fragment of blue coral in your palm. It had a rougher texture due to the little dips and bumps on its surface. The coral felt like nothing yet heavy at the same time as it rested in your hand. Its muted blue color looked even duller the more you looked at it.
It almost looked greenish, too.
The color reminded you of SEBASTIAN.
You forgot about him and his opinion on flowers. He seemed more uncaring and disinterested in small things, so you figured he probably wouldn't care for them. Yet, you knew he was once human. There must be a chance he may enjoy them.
You hadn't realized you pocketed the coral until your suit's legs were well-drenched.
Upon presenting the messy bouquet to Sebastian, he responded with a taunting voice, "Is this for me? You really shouldn't have." He carefully examined the bouquet under his esca, observing the colorful coral chunks and slightly wilted plants. He appreciated how the colors complimented him.
Sebastian quietly hummed as he inspected the gift further, using his claw with surprising gentleness to brush through and examine everything you'd collected. It was evident from his growing smirk and visible canines that he appreciated the gesture if only a bit. "Why, thank you, friend," he said, before placing the bouquet on his desk.
With a taunting tone, he mused, "Don't tell me you went out of your way to get this just for me, now." Sebastian paused and directed his gaze back to you. "You know, I'm sure I could bargain a good price for this with the other Expendables."
You couldn't tell if he was serious, at least not until you looked at how his tail swayed like a happy dog's. Or how his ears twitched when your smile grew. Or how his voice softened ever so slightly as you eventually left.
Unsurprisingly, the bouquet was still there on your next visit, neatly placed in the best glass Sebastian could find. It rested nearby him, neatly positioned to make it look fuller and beautiful. Of course, he wouldn't sell it. For as much as he teased you, he could not deny the fondness he felt when he looked at it.
Perhaps one day, you'd take the bouquet place and be right next to him yourself.
He cursed himself as his ears and tail twitched at the thought.
ââ â â áâ â want to support my stuff? my kofi is here !â âĄ
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warnings: 18+ only, smut, ex!bf rafe, female receiving oral, p in v sex, unprotected sex, drinking/partying, mentions of drugs
âhave you noticed his new girl is y/nâs twin?â kelce whispers to topper, who just nods in response. rafe claims that heâs completely over you, that heâs glad you broke up with him and heâs not harboring any sort of resentment over the fact that you left him.
âits so weird.â kelce continues, taking a sip of his drink, watching as rafe holds the new girl around the waist, but he barely looks at her, like if he keeps her in his peripheral vision that he can pretend its you, instead of the first girl he found whose features resemble yours.
âhes getting fucked up all the time now too. he showed up for golf the other day completely strung out.â topper informs kelce, who frowns.
they both know that there is nothing they can do, they donât want to force you to get back with rafe if you donât want to, especially with the state heâs in. rafe grabs the bottle of booze he was pouring into his cup repeatedly, forgoing the plastic solo cup in favor of drinking straight out of the bottle.
ârafey, are you gonna take me up to your bed?â the girl asks, no so subtly begging to be fucked by him.
âdonât call me that.â rafe grunts. only you can call him by that nickname, even if you did break his heart.
âare you going to fuck me or not, cameron?â she questions.
ânot.â rafe says honestly. he thought it would help, to get it out of his system, to take a new girl to bed, but when he tried to kiss someone at the first party he attended after you, it made him so sick he had to leave. she didnât look like you, she didnât smell like you, she didnât act like you. she wasnât what rafe wanted.
âfine, then im leaving.â the girl stomps away, like anything could compare to you leaving. rafe finishes the rest of the bottle before flopping down on the couch, letting the alcohol flowing through his system lull him into unconsciousness.
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âyou deserve to go out and party as much as he does y/n.â stephanie sighs, trying to convince you to join her tonight at the huge beach bash, but you donât want to risk running into rafe.
âi know, i just don't want to see him with another girl.â you sigh. you may have been the one to break it off with rafe, but you weren't fully over him yet.
âmaybe you need to get with one of the turons.â stephanie shrugs. âyou know what they say, to get over you gotta get underâŠâ
âthat actually might not be a bad idea.â you admit. maybe it's what you need to get rafe out of your system. a random hookup with someone you'll never see again to erase the memory of his touch from your body.
âso does that mean you're coming?â stephanie asks hopefully.
you nod, already planning what you're going to where tonight. âit does.â
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âshit, remind me to take you out for ice cream or something to thank you for convincing me to come out tonight.â you tell stephanie, stumbling away from the main dance area with your best friend.
âgirl, i knew you needed this!â she exclaims, taking a sip of her cup before frowning, realizing it's empty.
âill go get us refills, hold on.â you are a lot less drunk than stephanie, so you guide her to sit down before heading to find more alcohol to fill both your cups, wanting to enjoy tonight as much as possible.
you finally find a plastic folding table with some bottles on it, and quickly refill both your drinks before turning, gasping when you run right into someone.
ây/n.â rafe gasps out, his eyes bloodshot like he's been crying. he drops to his knees before before you, making you raise your eyebrows. âi miss you so much. please take me back, ill do anything, ill-â rafe begins to beg, his words slurred as it's obvious he's been drinking.
ârafe.â you cut him off eventually. rafe stops speaking, hands coming to rest on the back of your calves as he looks up at you with pleading eyes. âyou're drunk.â
âno, no, no.â rafes head drops, leaning to press kisses along your knees. âim drunk but im serious. please, just give me another chance, ill do anything.â
you frown, hating seeing rafe this way. you broke up with him because you thought he spent too much time getting high and needed to get control of his temper, and didn't know what you could do to help that beside let him work through it by himself.Â
âanything, y/n.â rafe continues, his hands gripping your legs so tightly. you glance up, looking at all the people at the party staring at you, probably shocked that rafe would get on his knees and beg for anyone to come back.
âyou need to stop doing drugs as often.â you state to rafe, making sure to keep your voice low enough to not have it in earshot. âand you gotta work on not getting so angry at the pogues. i don't care that you hate them but you can't constantly be getting into fights.â
âdone.â rafe says, nodding his head. âi just need you. ive been a mess without you.â
âwe can give it another shot.â you say, and rafes shoots to his feet, his lips pressing against yours. you set the cups down on the table next to you before kissing back, hearing a smattering of whoops and cheers as you make out, your head turning dizzy like the alcohol on rafes tongue is affecting your own.
âi need you, please.â rafe says, and you know exactly what he's asking for. it's what you've been desperately craving from him as well. your bodies were beyond compatible, and you know no boy would compare, so even in the period that you were broken up, you didn't even bother trying to sleep with anyone.
âi have to find stephanie.â you tell rafe, knowing you need to check your friend is good before doing anything, but you loop your fingers through rafes and tug him behind you until you get back to the main dance area, seeing topper with his arm slung around stephanies waist while she grinds against him.
âsee she's good.â rafe says, his voice husky, and you know that he's already getting turned on just from the thought of having you again.
you let rafe lead you to his truck, parked in a somewhat isolated spot, but you don't care at this point if people see you as you both climb into the back seat.
âthank you for giving me another chance.â rafe says, his eyes shiny in the low lighting. âi missed you so much. i was such a wreck, but i didn't sleep with anyone else even though we were broken up. i only wanted you.â
ârafe.â you coo, pressing your lips against his, stroking your fingertips over his jaw. âi missed you too.â
âwanna show you how much it means to me.â rafe says, guiding you backwards until your back is against the seat. âthat you're giving me a second chance.â his lips skim over yours before he moves lower, schooching down the seat until he's resting between your legs. he takes the bottom of your skirt and pushes it up, revealing your panties.
âyou really do gotta-â your speech is cut off with a gasp when rafe presses his lips against your underwear, kissing your cunt through the fabric.Â
âgotta what baby?â rafe asks, moving to kiss along your thighs as well, his teeth occasionally making an appearance as he drags them against your skin, nipping when you open your mouth to reply.
âgotta get your shit together since im giving you a second chance.â you finally finish your sentence.
âoh, i will baby.â rafe says, rubbing his fingertip over your center, smirking to himself when he sees the fabric dampened with your wetness. âi went so crazy without you, id do anything to not lose you again.â
âtake them off, please.â you whine. rafe tugs at your panties, sliding them down your legs until he has to guide them over your heels. he takes the material and scrunches it up, tossing it onto his drivers seat. âiâm keeping those.â he informs you.
âwhatever.â you roll your eyes but canât hide your smile, reaching down to rub your thumb against his cheekbone.Â
rafe sighs with relief into your touch, leaning his head against your hand. âiâve missed your taste.â he licks his lips, eyes on your core.
you spread your legs as much as you can in the back of the truck, wishing momentarily that you were having this reunion in a bed, but you know rafe wouldnât be able to wait that long.
rafe doesnât hesitate to lean forward, burying his head between your legs. his wide tongue flicks through your folds, licking over your cunt before swirling around your clit.
âgod, youâre so good at this.â you moan out, moving your hand to rafes hair, taking the strands between your fingers to keep his face shoved into your cunt, not that he plans on stopping any time soon.
rafe sucks at your clit, feeling rewarded by coaxing moans out of you. his hands grip your thighs, squeezing your delicate flesh between his fingertips.
rafe moves his mouth lower, letting out obscene sounds as he slurps the wetness away from your hole before pushing his tongue against the ring of muscle. he begins to thrust immediately, pushing his tongue in and out of your entrance, giving you the first stimulation youâve had since you broke up.
âthe sweetest taste.â rafe says when he pulls away slightly to kiss along your inner thighs. âi donât know how i lived without it.â
âyou know what my plan was for tonight?â you hum, needing more from rafe, even as his mouth drops back around your clit. âto get with a random turon to help myself get over you.â
you feel rafe pause, his entire body stilling before his eyes raise to make contact with yours. âyou were going to sleep with someone else?â
âi couldnât get over you, i had to do something.â you say, knowing exactly what rafes reaction will be as he rises, wanting to draw that fire and passion out in him. it didnât matter that you were the one who broke up with rafe, you thought at the time it would be better for both of you, but now you know you canât live without him.
rafe moves quickly, his strong hands gripping your hips and turning you over. you quickly adjust, pushing up on your elbows as you place your knees on the seat, arching your back to show off your cunt.
rafe releases himself from his shorts, tugging them down his thighs before he lines himself up, sinking in with one quick stroke. your walls meld to his cock, still feeling like you were made for him.
âimagining me sleeping with another guy has really got you worked up, huh?â you question, breath coming out in a pant as rafe instantly begins to thrust.
âshut up.â rafe groans, hips snapping forward into yours. âyouâre mine. youâre never leaving me again.â
âyeah?â you question, bringing your ass back to meet rafes thrusts. âgonna get clean for me? gonna get it together?â
âanything for you.â rafe vows, glancing out the windows to make sure no one is looking as he takes you from behind, not that they would be able to see through the tint anyways.
you moan as rafe grabs your ass, relieved to finally have him inside of you again as his cock repeatedly enters you. rafe knows he canât last very long, having been so desperate for you that he canât hold himself back as your cunt clenches around him.
âfeels so good rafey.â you whine.
âcall me that again.â rafe says, needing to hear the nickname slip from between your lips again.
ârafey.â you call out. rafe flips you yet again, this time onto your back as he immediately reenters you, moving too fast for you to comprehend until his mouth is pressed against yours in a searing kiss.
âagain, please.â rafe mumbles against your lips, bringing a hand to your clit and rubbing it with his thumb as he thrusts rapidly, knowing your next moan is going to send him over the edge.
you place your hands on the back of his head, giving him a strong kiss as he plays with your clit, your orgasm building as well. you pull away when you canât hold back the moan anymore, âoh god, yes, rafey.â rafe groans, burying his head in your shoulder as he cums, pumping into you throughout his high as his thumb finally brings you to orgasm as well, clit pulsing as you both pant, letting out low moans and groans as your bodies come down.
rafe presses kisses to your cheeks, your jaw slackened open, still recovering. âiâve missed your pussy so much.â rafe says before looking down, watching himself pull out.
âcome here.â you whine, hating that heâs pulled away. rafe quickly tucks himself back into his pants before hovering over your body again, cuddling into your shoulder. itâs an awkward position, legs askew and body parts pressing against the doors of the truck.
âcan i take you home? i want to hold you while i sleep, make sure i donât let you go again.â rafe says, willing to beg if he needs to.
âof course.â you stretch out your sore muscles, eyelids already feeling heavy, but you know you just have to wait for rafe to drive you home before you can sleep.
itâs not awkward despite the time away from each other as you move to the front seat, making sure to text stephanie, who quickly responds with a picture of herself in toppers bed, making you giggle.
âi love you.â rafe blurts out, unable to not tell you when hearing your laugh.
âi love you too.â you lean over to kiss rafe on the cheek as he drives you back to his house, but you are already home as his fingers link with yours.
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the call || platonic grid & gr63
â summary: y/n y/l/n gets a call up to race for alpine with 6 races left in the 2024 season and sheâs got something to prove.
â pairing: platonic!grid x crush!george russell x rookie!female!reader
â fc & warnings: no fc. some hate comments and poor grammar on my end
â a/n: i was inspired by franco and liam getting called up to race for the remainder of the season and here we are. no hate to este bestie, just pretending dw. this is not supposed to be accurate to exactly how things have been playing out. smau mixed with writing!!
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f1: đš breaking: y/n y/l/n will be racing under the number 95 for alpine for the remainder of the 2024 season alongside pierre gasly. y/nâs first race will be the united states grand prix. this is the first time since 1992 that a woman has raced in a grand prix format - this will be a historic weekend.
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user1: this is the best thing to ever happen to me you donât understand
pierregasly: ready to attack the rest of the season with you ynuser!!
ynuser: hereâs to a strong finish đȘđ»
alpinef1team: we canât wait to have our girl on track!
user12: they really think a woman is going to be any better than what they had??? pleaseâŠ.
user1: oh you are miserable. get out of here
georgerussell63: epic! ynuser i am so proud of you
ynuser: đ€ see you in austin
user2: i canât believe im witnessing a woman f1 driver in my life time. i am crying real tears of joy
landonorris: from our karting days to f1. you are amazing ynuser! looking forward to being on track with you
ynuser: so glad to be racing with you again lando đ€
user3: this is monumental
user6: we got a woman in f1 before gta6
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you sat in silence staring down at the paperwork in front of you. everyone had long since left returning to their duties, allowing you to process what you had just been told. âitâs really happening,â you whispered feeling tears welling in your eyes. you were about to become an f1 driver - a real life f1 driver!! and no, not just a reserve driver who did nothing but the sim all day every day. your shoulders sagged as you blew out a sigh. âit was all worth it,â you thought back to the years of blood, sweat and tears put into racing â from leaving the comfort of your childhood home to go karting in europe, to watching your parents give up everything to make sure your dreams came true, to finding yourself in f1 academy where you won the championship, to fighting for a chance to race in f2 and becoming the only woman to finish in the points - you had given everything to this sport and you were finally getting your chance.
you picked up your phone and dialed your best friend. ây/n? hi! did you have your meeting yet?!â
âiâm going to drive the rest of the season,â you said softly.
âWHAT?!â your best friend practically screamed into the other end of the phone.
âiâm taking the second alpine seat!!! im going to be starting in austin.â the tears of happiness started falling now.
âoh my god y/n/n!!!! YOU DID IT BABY YOU DID IT!â you could hear your best friend jumping up and down in excitement.
âi did it.â
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user1: i can't explain to you how excited i am to see you on track this weekend y/n
pierregasly: jealous you got the media duties with the horses and not the american football team like i did.....
ynuser: HAHA idk why they didnt send us together
pierregasly: they knew our joint slay would be too much to handle
user7: as a young woman in a male dominated field... thank you for representing us. i love you and i am so proud of you
yourbff: my flight lands in exactly 1 hour and i am shaking with excitement
ynuser: if you think you're shaking with excitement you should see me... just got word im in the pre race press conference with george and max v......... pray for me girl
yourbff: okok we knew this was going to happen. of course they'll want to talk to you!! you're the new face on the grid
ynuser: is it bad to admit im afraid?
yourbff: admitting youâre afraid just means youâre human y/n. you're allowed to feel
ynuser: idk what i'd do with out you
yourbff: you'll never have to know! now go get ready!! i'll be there just in enough time to make the conference start.
yourbff: p.s your media day fit absolutely ate that dress and the cowgirl hat was lethal. f1 should be thanking you for being such a baddie
georgerussell63: howdy ms y/n
ynuser: howdy georgie --- see you at the press conference đââïž
georgerussell63: looking forward to it
landonorris: NEIGHHHH
ynuser: lando?
landonorris: sorry was pretending to be one of those horses so you'd pay attention to me
ynuser: hahahahaha you muppet. ive missed you
landonorris: i missed you too y/n/n! believe it or not i miss fighting it out on track with you too. ready to smoke ya just like i did in our karting days
ynuser: i mean you are in a mclaren and have a lot of practice so id certainly hope you were faster than me
landonorris: well when you put it like that its not as fun.......
user9: bought an alpine hat and am bedazzling a shirt with your name on it as we speak
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the alpine pr team had wasted no time sitting you down as soon as you got to austin. they ran through what to expect from your media duties, how to respond to any and all questions that might be thrown your way and how to save face if needed but somehow as you sat down on the iconic white couch and looked out at the crowd of reporters forming in front of you, you felt all of that training start to fail you. the nerves were taking over as george and max took their spots to your right. you were thankful when the british driver gave you a reassuring smile and a slight nod letting you know it was ok.
"good afternoon and welcome to the 2024 united states grand prix!" the interviewer beamed at the camera before turning his attention to the three of you. "today we are joined by max verstappen, george russell and formula 1's newest driver, y/n y/l/n."
the interviewer started by asking max about the championship and how he was feeling about lando continuing to close the gap. you used that time to steady your breathing, knowing a question was headed your way at any moment. "y/n, first of all, i want to say congratulations!" the interviewer grinned and you smiled back. "you are coming into this season with only 6 races left and a rather tall order to get up to speed quickly for some points and fight for a seat on the grid in 2025. how are you feeling about it all?"
you sighed, relieved at an easy first question, "thank you! i'm trying to take it all in stride. it's definitely a tall order because these guys have had 19 races to get a feel for their cars, work with their teams, and solidify their standings⊠i'm going to have exactly one free practice to learn everything before heading into sprint qualifying and i think that puts me a little bit on the back foot. though, i am more confident than ever that i can pull out some points and finish this season strong for alpine."
the interviewer nodded along intently as you spoke, "do you think being the first female in formula 1 since 1992 also puts you a bit on the back foot?"
this. this was the type of question you were dreading. you knew what it was like to be questioned about your skills purely because you were a woman, it had been happening throughout your entire life but that didn't mean it still didn't get to you. you picked your mic back up but before you could say anything into it, george was already speaking, "i don't think thats a fair question to ask. her being a woman has nothing to do with her racing, let us not forget that she is here for a reason. y/n has an incredibly impressive resume and i'd be happy to recite it for you if you need the reminder."
*george fcking russell. the man that you are* you thought as a smirk formed on your face. "thank you george," you said managing to keep your voice steady as you continued, "i don't think being a woman puts me on the back foot at all. it's 2024 - i think we're past the point of asking questions like this. I may be the first woman in way too long to race in a grand prix but i certainly will not be the last." you put the microphone down, daring the interviewer to say something in return but instead he turned his attention back to max and kept it there for the remainder of the session which you weren't mad about at all.
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ynuser: p9 baby!!!!!! i scored two points!!!! cota - thank you for the love and for an incredible first weekend in formula 1. i will never forget you đ€
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user9: best weekend of my life!!!! first gp iâve ever been to and i got to meet you at the fan zone!! i couldnât have asked for more
alpinef1team: try not to say goat challenge failed
ynuser: đ€đ©·
user10: i sobbed watching you cross the line
pierregasly: points points points points
ynuser: you next bestie!!
pierregasly: weâre going to both score big this triple header i just know it
user13: i love how these two have become instant friends. i hope alpine doesnât split my family up in abu dhabi
user44: history - weâre watching you make history
francisca.cgomes: i donât think you understand how attached i am to you now y/n
ynuser: and i donât think you understand how much i love you kika. legally you have to come to all the rest of the races please and thank you
francisca.cgomes: for you? done!
pierregasly: um? hello?
ynuser: im sorry p.. look away
yourbff: i have no words. i love you more than life itself
ynuser: i love you - thank you for being there
landonorris: statement MADE
ynuser: đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„č
georgerussell63: iâm so proud of you im about to openly weep
ynuser: we can openly weep together
carlossainz55: congrats y/n!
ynuser: thank you carlos đ€
francolapinto: viva y/n!
ynuser: viva franco!
lewishamilton: đ€đ€
ynuser: đ©·đ©·
user15: noticing so many of the drivers here supporting her is everything
user4: and the fact that so many of them are praising her efforts and talking so highly of her in interviews đ„č
user15: everyone loves her (except for the rbr duo, did you see her and checo having words after that race?)
user4: omg yeah grandpa was pissed but honestly heâs probably just worried sheâs going to take his seat
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user9: pretty, talented, smart ⊠youâre the whole package
landonorris: hell yeah it does. the car will be here in about an hour! meet us in the lobby?
ynuser: yes!! assuming we shouldnât come down too early since we run the risk of people being down there?
landonorris: yeah, no more than 5 mins before
user10: hottest person on the grid no doubt
georgerussell63: blimey iâm excited
ynuser: me too! i need a drink after this weekend
georgerussell63: you better get used to it y/n! this is your life now
ynuser: and iâm glad it is đ€
user14: i think i have a crush on you
oscarpiastri: hi
ynuser: hi oscar!! did lando send you the details for tonight?
oscarpiastri: yes he did!
pierregasly: me and kika are ready to GO
ynuser: me and y/bff are too! letâs get this party started
user11: keep this momentum going into mexico y/n!!
user4: we needed a chronically online it girl in this sport so bad im so glad youâre here
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george poured you another glass of champagne as you giggled, "i should really be sick of champagne by now but i don't know that i ever will be."
"well thats good y/n/n! you're going to be drinking a lot more of it soon enough," george said loud enough that you could hear him over the music. the club was packed with more people than you would've expected for sunday evening especially a sunday evening in texas but here you were in a packed club chugging champagne with old and new friends. oscar, lily, carlos, rebecca, lando, george, pierre, kika, franco, charles and alex all came out with you and y/bff and you were honestly a bit shocked by the turn out. though you should've known that lando and george were not going to let you celebrate by yourself.
you had grown up with the two of them on the karting track and you even managed to be in f2 in the same year george won the championship. they meant a lot to you -- you looked up to them since the start so to have their unwavering support now that you made it to f1 meant more than you could express. none of this was going to be easy but being surrounded by a strong support system would make it a lot less painful.
you smiled up at george as he downed the last bit of his cocktail, intently watching as the last little bit dripped from the side of his mouth. you took a big gulp reminding yourself of the room of people around you. that was another thing that was around since your karting days... your massive crush on george. while you both had seen other people between now and then, there was no doubt that it was still alive and well. but as far as that was concerned, it was a bit of a one sided crush. it's not that george had ever told you outright that he wasn't interested, you just never had the guts to tell him and he only ever made one move and has been ignoring that it happened since. the closest you two ever got to something more than friends was the night after he won the f2 championship. you two were inseparable during that season so when he asked you to come with him back to his hotel room after his massive party, you didn't think twice about it. you two flopped down onto the bed with your takeaway meal fresh in front of you and the tv turned on to some animated movie you couldn't remember the name of. george was sitting close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off of his body from where he gently was resting against yours. "y/n/n," he whispered causing you to look up at him, "i love you." you smiled, having heard him say this many times.. he was your best friend after all. "I love you too!" you responded and before you could process what happened, his lips were on yours. and unfortunately for you, thats about where that ended. george realized what he was doing and absolutely panicked, begged you to forgive him and to not talk about it again so thats what you did. but on nights like this one, where he was looking fine as ever... it was hard not to long for him.
"helllooooooo earth to y/n!!!" lando almost shouted pulling you out of your thoughts.
"yes, yes! hi!" you rolled your eyes taking the drink out of his hand.
the rest of the night passed in a blur of celebrations, laughs and champagne. things were looking up and you couldn't be more excited for what the future held for you. you had done it. your dream had come true.
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,, 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT MY EX ââ
JUST when you thought your life couldnât get any worse after your biggest break up of the year, someone posted your (very) much hateful list about your ex.
PAIRING. Ex!jake X Ex-fem!Reader
GENRE. fluff(look at me putting this first in genre) , angst , exes to lovers.
WARNINGS. y/n is kind of a bitch towards jake ig, jake is a big big player, lots of miscommunications, also very much not proofread!! i shall add more if i missed something!
WORD-COUNT. 7.8k+
NOTE. there we go again with this story cover, im outta here, graphics and me are not friends UGH i gotta start paying for someone to actually do this for me smh. anyways!! everything here is FICTIONAL!! i do NOT see jake nor any of the characters like that in any way!! if you donât like itâyoure very welcomed to skip!!
you thought you had your brightest future in your hands.
being an ace student, scoring A+ in all of your tests and winning the teacherâs favoritism, all of that while also being the most popular cheerleader of your school.
youâre literally living everyoneâs dream, not only being a popular student, but also dating the most popular student who also happened to be your highschoolâs basketball team leader, jake sim.
girls swoon for him, beg him to notice them, even go as far as to send him gifts that costs probably more than their own house, but no, his eyes search for one person and one person only, and thatâd be you.
âiâm sorry, i canât continue all of thisâ
âthis? what do you meanââ
âi mean us, this relationship, i donât think itâs going to work anymoreâ
âohâ
âthatâs all you got to say?â
âdo you expect me to cry and get on my knees, begging you to regret this?â
âwhat?â
âspeechless now, are we? iâve been waiting for this dayâ
denial was your best friend, and you mightâve realized it a bit too late.
you were hurt, fuck you wanted to break down and cry. but he doesnât deserve to see that.
you ignored so many red flags in your relationship, you were lovesick and pathetic, all for him, it broke you apart. but you do not want to give him the satisfaction of seeing you cry.
ây/nâŠâ
âi donât want to hear it jake, iâm actually glad you took this stepâ
youâre not glad at all, you do love him.
âi wish you the bestâ he said quietly and left.
this whole relationship felt like a mistake for the both of you, it was toxic, too toxic.
like those you see on TV shows where the popular girl and guy just date for fame and nothing more, yeah, just like that.
but you loved each other, you really did. communication was your biggest enemy, and thatâs what lead to this whole toxic relationship mess.
âwhat a fucking asshole! it hasnât even been a month and heâs already all over the girls! patheticâ
âyeji!â
your best friend rolled her eyes, âam i wrong? he was always a playerâ
you shook your head.
she wasnât totally wrong, even before you started dating he used to hold a different girl in his hands every other day.
big player indeed.
you on the other hand, no matter how popular you were, you stayed reserved. many boys tried their luck, but it was no use.
though being reserved, you didnât mind the looks the other boys gave you, and took every chance you had to show yourself off.
therefore it was so surprising to everyone that you and jake started dating.
the biggest player and the reserved popular girl, dating? this had to be a joke.
the truth is that jake had been keeping his eyes on you for long, and he knew that he has to hold you in his arms and show you that a player like him can actually love.
at first it took him time to break down your walls, but he did his best to assure you that heâll never let anything bad happen to you.
that wasâŠ.well, until he decided to break things off.
âyeah, he was, once a player, always a playerâ you agreed with her, glancing at jake and rolling your eyes when noticing that the girl he was flirting with is having too much fun.
âletâs just go, iâm tired of watching those clownsâ you sighed and walked away.
ây/n! iâm sorry you had to witnessâŠ.wellââ
âitâs okay sunghoon, reallyâ
before you and yeji could walk too far, sunghoon stopped you.
sunghoon is jakeâs best friend, you and him werenât the best at making conversation while you and jake were still together, but when you broke up, something changed between the two of you.
âdonât mind him, he can be a total asshole sometimesâ
âsometimes?â yeji chuckled and sunghoon nervously scratched his nape.
âthank you sunghoon, iâm fine thoughâ you gave him a weak smile and walked away.
âwell if thereâs one thing thatâs good about jake is that his best friend is smoking hot and totally into you!!â yeji clapped her hands.
you rolled your eyes in disbelief, âyeji i donât think you get it, heâs just being nice because he feels bad about his best friend acting like a dickheadâ
âoh y/n, i can read face expressions, heâd definitely ask you out if only things werenât so difficultâ
âdonât push it!â
âthatâs the ONLY good thing about jake though, i feel bad for that walking red flag, heâs so bad at keeping his relationshipsâ
âi should make a list of things that i hate about him and send it to every girl in school so theyâd know they need to run away from him!â you joked.
âiâd definitely help you, iâm sure as hell that itâll make his ugly face vanishâ she was joking as well.
you both were joking, you knew it very well.
so how the hell did you find yourself sitting in your room desk, writing a list about the things you hate about your ex?
âone, heâs smoking hot, his visuals can mess up your mindâ youâre writing everything down as youâre saying them out loud.
complimenting him on your first point? way to go girl!
âtwo, heâs a big fat player, once your date is over heâs already probably running to find his nextâ you rolled your eyes to this one.
not even a month passed and heâs already flirting with others? what a loser!
âthree, so full of himself! it actually hurts to see a person who loves himself so much he could probably die!â
that one time he wouldnât stop talking about how many girls asked him out in one night? yickes!
âfour, so toxic and possessive! donât want you around any guy while he walks around and talks with any girl he seesâ
when he got jealous that you spoke with your childhood friend about the most random thing ever? disgusting!
âfive, puts milk before cereal, i donât even need to explain!â
a walking red flag or what?
after finishing the rest five points you had to make, you decided to call it a night and drifted away to dreamland.
âpsstâ
âhm?â
âi know we were joking about the hateful list yesterday, but i actually made itâ
âwhat?!â
you put your hand over yejiâs mouth and giggled.
âit just felt so good! i feel so relieved now! i donât even want to post it, but it just felt so right to just let everything outâ
âso proud of you, girl! finally let it go and move on!!â she pat your shoulder and then proceeded to hug you.
âwhere did you hide that list?â she raised her brow.
âi just brought it with me today, i put it in my locker and iâll probably burn it by the end of the day, i just wanted to show it to you first before i do itâ
ânow thatâs my girl!â
yeji is the bestest friend you couldâve ever asked for. she was always there for you.
ever since you were little you were stuck like a glue, you had each otherâs backs and you were more than thankful to have her in your life.
âhey y/n! i was just wondering, do you perhaps have notes for the last maths class? i missed it because of practice and iâd really like some helpâ sunghoon showed up with a grin.
âsure, theyâre in my locker, iâll bring it to youâ you nodded and he shook his head.
âiâll come with youâ
âoh? okayâ
he followed you to your locker and waited for you to give him the notes.
âwhatâs in this paper?â he asked as he looked at the very cute designed paper.
âoh? thatâs nothing reallyâ you shrugged it off and quickly closed your locker, âbring them back to me when you finishâ
âi will, thank you!â he said and walked away.
you opened your locker again to take out the paper, you sighed heavily and shoved it into your bag.
âsix, he canât keep his promises! if heâll ever tell you heâll play some video games with you, donât believe it!!â yeji read it out loud and laughed.
you laughed with her, suddenly finding this list so funny.
âseven, his puppy eyes are definitely misleading! heâs a one manipulative bitch and he wonât be afraid to use his cute puppy eyes!â she rolled her eyes, âis that a good or a bad thing?â
âbad thing obviously! itâs literally written there that heâs manipulative!â
âgirls love puppy eyes! you should know that!â she preached and you rolled your eyes.
you spent the rest of your lunch break giggling and laughing about this stupid list.
âiâm returning this to my locker, iâll burn it after practice todayâ you told her and she nodded.
âi need proof of that, video call me when you do it!â she said and sent you off to practice.
arriving at the field, you found your friends and practice started.
âhey, y/n!â as you were packing everything in your bag and exiting the dressing room, sunghoon, who was already there waiting for you called you.
âhey, youâ you grinned.
âwill you let me do the honor and walk you home today?â he asked ever so nicely.
âsure!â you smiled and began to walk with him, completely forgetting about the paper you had to burn.
âi canât believe you forgot the paper in your locker! what if someone steals it?â yeji complained over the phone right after you texted her that you forgot about it.
âyeji! no one knows itâs there except you! itâs not âto all the boys iâve loved beforeâ story! you can calm downâ you sighed.
you were right though, who knows this locker holds up something that can completely ruin not only yours but also your exâs image?
âi guess iâm gonna let this slide today, but iâm going to burn this paper with you tomorrow!â
âhmâ
âhow was your walk with sunghoon~?â she teased.
âit was cool, heâs such a cute guy, surprised that heâs still single honestlyâ
âi think we both know whyâ
âiâm gonna go sleep!â you changed the subject and before she could ask any more questions you hang up.
the next day you found yourself yet again a victim to yejiâs new gossips while trying to take out a few things from your locker.
âso as i was sayingâare you even listening to me?â she looked at you while you looked at the mirror that was hanged in your locker and applied your lipstick on.
âhm? oh yeahâ
âyouâre a lost caseâ
âweâre gonna burn this paper today! and then i will finally be able to feel free from this relationshipâ you smiled, explaining to her that it was the only thing on your mind.
âyouâre damn right! this hate list about jake is going to be burnt today!!â
âthis hate list about who?â
you jumped hearing someone elseâs voice behind you.
âoh! yena, didnât see you hereâ you chuckled nervously.
âjust here to tell you that coach said thereâll be another practice today, i came here privately because, you know, youâre too busy in other things to careâ oh sheâs a one of a kind bitch.
you gave her a sarcastic smile, âi already know that, but thank youâ
she returned the fake smile and walked away.
âthat was so close!â
âyou should be more careful, this girl is just looking for something thatâll bring you downâ yeji whispered and you nodded, âi guess youâre right, at least she didnât really hear all of thisâ
school ended and so did your practice, yeji leaned on the wall next to your locker as you searched for the paper.
âi couldâve sworn i put it right there!!â
ây/n think!! maybe you put it in your bag?â
you handed her your bag for her to search it.
âoh! i found it! it was between those notebooksâ you giggled, âbut i couldâve sworn i put it under all of my booksâ
âat least you found itâ she sighed and put her hand over your shoulder.
âletâs burn this bitch!â
looking at the little fire you made with yeji made you feel excited and mostly happy.
you let all your thoughts together with this paper to burn.
your relationship was toxic, but this time was the most beautiful time in your life.
you and jake really did love each other.
one time you were sitting together in the library, trying to study the new material your teacher gave you.
âwhat are you up to?â he asked.
âstudying, thatâs why weâre in the libraryâ you smiled.
âthatâs so boring!â he pout. you giggled and pecked his lips, âyou can be on your phone or something until i finishâ
ânoâ he shook his head, âi want to do something with youâ
âjakeââ
âletâs go! iâm taking you on a date!â he grabbed your hands and dragged you out.
you spent the rest of your day together, sharing a few snacks and joking around.
it was the perfect kdrama couple everyone dreams of.
you ended up sleeping at jakeâs house that day, and he made sure you knew how much he loves you.
âi can see our future together,â he smiled and held your hands, âme, a famous basketball player and you, my pretty partnerâ
you were sitting right across him on his bed and raised a brow, âoh? so i get to do nothing?â
âiâll make sure to work hard so you could rest and never work for your entire lifeâ he hugged you and pecked your cheek.
âremember that promise, iâll use that against you in the futureâ you joked.
âthat meansâŠ..you too see a future for us?â
âof courseâ
he put his hand on your cheek and moved you closer to him, he kissed you so deeply you could feel his love to you was sincere.
that small flashback of this romantic moment made you smile, you really do miss him.
but a dark memory came right away, not leaving any place for the sweet memories to stay,
âoh so i didnât pay attention for you for once and now youâre giving fuck eyes to my best friend?â he yelled.
âyouâre such an idiot sometimes! sunghoon was actually kind enough to apologize on your behalf! you were basically embarrassing me in front of everyone!â
âso now sunghoonâs the hero? go to him then!â
âwhy are you so stupââ
âi donât want to hear your complains, y/n!â
âoh really?ââ
âyes! go away!â
thinking about those moments reminded you why youâre still here looking at the hateful list you made about him.
he was toxic, possessive, and full on narcissistic, it was so hard to love him sometimes.
yeji came up to hug you when she noticed a few tears streamed down your face.
âlet it go now, you already proved yourself you donât need himâ she smiled and you nodded.
âletâs go homeâ
the next day felt a lot better than the others, the sun was shining brightly, birds were singing, a big smile was smeared all over your face and most importantly, you felt free.
âmorning, y/n!â
âmorning yeji! lunch is on me todayâ
âi look up to you so much, my queenâ she faked a bow and you giggled.
the day is going to be amazing, and so are the other days! youâre so sure of it.
you decided to keep up with jakeâs game and even started flirting with other guys, not even minding if your ex was watching or not.
usually you would, but not now, or never again.
âwhatâs your fucking problem?â
while talking to some guy you donât even remember the name of, jake grabbed your wrist and stopped the conversation.
âwhat do you meanââ
âi mean flirting with him, heâs supposed to practiceââ
âyou donât return from break for the next ten minutes, i can talk with him in the meantimeâ you rolled your eyes.
âcoach saidââ
âdonât make up things now and donât act like you care, weâre already overâ
ây/nââ
âdonât play this game with me now jake, you can return to your fangirls and leave us aloneâ you scoffed and released his hold on your wrist.
he rolled his eyes in annoyance and walked away.
âdid you see the way he looked at you? i bet you my whole money that he still loves youâ yeji sounded as annoyed as he was.
âbe ready to go bankrupt because thereâs no chanceâ
âthis asshole thinks youâre still in a relationship, heâs sooooo pathetic!â
âyeji, letâs stop talking about himâ you groaned and she nodded.
you were in a really good mood today but he totally just ruined it.
the next few days went by so fast, you felt happier by each day that comes by, and nothing could ruin your mood.
that was until todayâs morning.
as soon as you stepped your foot in the schoolâs hallway, people started gossiping.
ây/n! about point five, does he really put his milk before cereal? thatâs disgusting!â a random student just popped up and asked you that question straightforwardly.
âhuh?â
a few more students gathered around you and you couldnât even understand a bit of what they were saying.
âexcuse me! coming through!â yeji yelled and pushed everyone aside.
when she noticed you in the middle of the circle, she grabbed your hand and dragged you away.
âare you crazy? why would you post the list?!â she asked frustratedly.
âwhat list?â
âdonât play dumb!â
âno iâm really serious, what are you talking about?â
she glanced up at you and showed you her phone.
âno way!â you gasped.
someone posted your list!
âyes way! are you that stupid?â
âyeji that wasnât me! i would never do something so dumb!â you reasoned yourself.
right, why would you even post this if you knew it was going to ruin your reputation?
she sighed and walked back and forth.
âit wasnât me either!â she said almost instantly.
âyeji, youâre the only one who knows about this listâ you said suspectedly.
ây/n, do you really think iâd post this? after shit-talking about him and threatening to kill him multiple times?â she looked genuinely hurt.
you know her ever since you know yourself, she wouldnât do such a thing.
âyouâre rightâ you sighed.
âso,â she spoke, âwhoâs the asshole?â
âi wish i knewâ you scoffed, âiâd like to know who wants to ruin my imageâ
there were a few seconds of silence, âyena!â you and yeji shouted together with wide eyes.
âthis bitch!â yeji spat, âshe probably heard us talking about it!â
âoh iâm gonna give her some good beaââ
you were cut off by the bell and had to head straight to class.
you waited for everyone to get in and told yeji youâd come right after you get to your locker and take your notes.
the hallway was empty and you sighed in relief.
âYOU!!â you heard someone shouting across the hallway.
guess it wasnât so empty after all.
you looked at the person and found the last person you wanted to see.
âyou ruined my life!â the person just got closer and closer and you closed your eyes tightly.
âis it because of our break up? thatâs how you get back at me? you ruined everything!â
you sighed heavily.
âand whatâs with those points? eight, heâs such a nerd for physics it actually hurts, he wonât stop talking about it all the time, nine, thinks his dog is the cutest and will argue you if you donât think like him, and ten, heâll use your deepest secrets against you, he cannot be trusted???â he read out the list for you in disbelief, although you already know it.
âthose are all lies arenât they? why did you evenââ
âwell what am i supposed to do now? itâs already posted, and no! these are not lies! theyâre the truth, if you only cared about how i felt in our relationship youâd realize how much of a dick you wereâ you scoffed and closed your locker, prepared to go to class since you were already too late.
you glanced at jake one last time, he looked speechless, confused and hurt.
were you too much? maybe. but he deserves it.
âhey y/n! should i be careful if i want to date you? i donât want a hateful list posted about me if i ever break up with youâ a random student yelled from across the hall as you were busy talking with yeji.
you glared at him and decided not to reply.
âignore them, this whole thing will probably vanish in a few daysâ yeji caressed your back and you sighed.
âi hope youâre rightââ before you could continue, a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you away from yeji.
you looked at the person in charge and when you noticed it was very angry looking jake, you started panicking.
âhey, let me go!â you tried to let go of his hold but it was no use.
âwhy didnât you delete it yet?â he asked angrily when you got into an isolated place.
âdelete what?â
âare you that stupid?â
âobviously if iâm still talking to youâ
âiâm talking about the postâ
âit wasnât me!â you argued.
âsure, and iâm actually queen elizabethâ he rolled his eyes, clearly not believing you.
âthink about it, why would i ruin my reputation?â
âi donât know, to get sunghoonâs attention? thatâs all you ever didâ he shrugged.
âyouâre a piece of shit, you know that? try to figure who it was on your ownâ you spat and walked away, leaving him deep in thoughts.
âoh! there you arâ are you okay?â sunghoon who casually bumped into you noticed your frowned eyebrows and tightly closed fists.
âgo to your friend, i think he needs you more than i doâ
he slowly nodded, still worried about you but you just kept walking away.
âhey dude! whatâs going on?â sunghoon noticed his friendâs weird behavior.
âsunghoon,â jake spoke, âwho do you think posted it?â
sunghoon shrugged, âit could be anyoneâ
âwho wants to destroy my image? do you think thereâs someone that does?â
sunghoon looked at his friend in disbelief, does he really think only about himself now?
âmaybe it was someone who wants to get back at y/n and not you? not everything revolves around you, you knowâ
ouch. truth hurts sometimes.
but it seemed to hit a nerve and jake suddenly got up.
âyena!â
âugh! just when i thought my life got better without him now i have a huge scandal because of himâ you whined.
âare you sure it was only because of him? i mean, you did leave it in your locker andâŠâ yeji was about to continue but stopped when she noticed your glare.
âon whoâs side are you?â
âevery coin has two sides and you know itâ she pressed her lips and you sighed.
maybe sheâs right, instead of always blaming your ex about your life problems, you should face the truth sometimes.
âwell if it isnât the famous y/n!â you heard a voice you wished youâd never hear again.
âyena! itâs so good to see you hereâ you faked a smile, âwhat brings you here?â
âi study hereâ she answered sarcastically and you tried to resist the urge to punch her in the face.
âanyway, your list got so famous that everyone at school talks about it! i think you should thank whoever posted itâ
âmaybe i should! it really got me some fame, even your boyfriend came up to me todayâ you teased and her face turned red.
âyouâre lying!â
âyour boyfriend would say otherwiseâ
she scoffed and ran away, âtell him i agree to go on a date with him!â you shout as she walked away.
âyou should go easy on herâ yeji, who was there to witness everything that happened shook her head.
âit was her who posted it, she deserved itâ you huffed and sped up your walk to the classroom.
your last class was finished after what felt like a year and as you got out you finally took a deep breath.
âiâll see you tomorrow, try not to think about what happened today!â yeji sent you off and you smiled at her.
as soon as you stepped your foot in school you wished you could run away.
before anyone would notice you, you tried to sneak around and look for yeji.
ây/n!â god how much you hate universe.
âwhat do you want jake?â you answered rudely.
âjust wanted to say thank you for that list,â he said sarcastically, âitâs not like you ruined my reputation or something like that, hey by the way! do you think i should make one too? i think that would be funâ
âdonât you dareâ you groaned.
âthen letâs date againâ
âwhat?â
âare you deaf? i said letâs date againâ
âwhat makes you think iâd actually do that?â
âwell, we could lie to everyone that we tried to trick them into thinking that we hated each other to see how others will reactâ he shrugged, âthink about it, itâll save our image, plus you owe meâ
âi owe you nothingâ
âitâs because of you that weâre in this shitty situation!â
âyou can just let it be and people will forget about it sooner or later, now let me goââ
he caught your wrist before you could leave.
âone week, one week of just pretending and then weâll part our ways peacefullyâ
truth is, his idea didnât ring so bad, but you were scared. you were scared youâd fall in love with him all over again.
âwhat is it, some fake dating love story? you can go fake date sunghoon and thatâll create a bigger scandal than this oneâ you shoved your hand and rolled your eyes while walking away.
a part of him just wanted to hold you back again in his arms, for real.
âhey jake!â sunghoon greeted him and jake gave him a weak smile.
âdid you just talk with y/n? i thought you were angry with her?â
âi donât know, sunghoonâ he sighed, âi just want my old life backâ
âyeah you kinda fucked up your life, hey why did you even break up with her in the first place?â
when sunghoon heard about your break up, he was the first to come up to jake and ask him about the reasons, only then he realized jake didnât really want to speak about it at all.
but now jake felt ready, he felt like he needed someone to hear his side of the story, every coin has two sides right?
there they were, sitting in the fieldâs seats, looking at the empty space, it was just the two of them.
âwhen we first got together i was so happy, you already know how much i liked her that time, you even helped me planning all those datesâ jake sighed.
ââsunghoon how do you take someone on a date without telling them straightforward itâs a date?â i remember you asking me those questions nonstop!â sunghoon laughed.
âyeah, i was on cloud nine, but,â jake paused, âi was scared to lose her, i was so scared to lose her to the point i became overly possessive and anxious when she was around other boys, i was so used to have a one time thing and i didnât know how to keep relationships, it all became messed up, this whole relationship happened in the wrong timeâ
sunghoon pat his friendâs shoulder, feeling sad for him.
âeach time i tried to fix it, it got worse and i didnât know how to stop, so i just decided to break it off, itâs better to let her live her life than to stay selfish and keep her to myselfâ jake sighed yet again, emphasizing the disappointment he feels with himself.
âi actually wanted to say this for awhile, but deep down i know youâre insecure about yourself, and you tried to hide it by boosting your ego and lying to everyone about your true selfâ sunghoon chuckled, âyou were some kind of an asshole before you started dating y/n, and even became more of an asshole after getting into a relationship, you shouldâve just talked it out with y/nâ
âwell itâs too late now isnât it? she made that very clear that she hates me by writing down that listâ jake groaned.
âmaybe you should just make one about her and ruin her chances to have any relationship in highschool as wellâ sunghoon shrugged but jake looked at him curiously.
âi was joking! donât do that!â
âwell? how are we feeling today?â yeji handed you your favorite snack to cheer your mood up.
âthinking about ways to kill yena, how about i poison her food?â
âhow about you just talk it out with her?â
ânot a chance! i canât look at her face without fighting the urge to punch herâ
âwell it isnât going to help you, is it?â
âno, but itâll make me satisfiedâ
âmaybe i should just accept his offer?â you murmured.
âoffer? what offer?â yeji asked.
âpromise me no matter what happens, youâll never abandon meâ you grabbed her shoulders and forced her to look at you straight in your eyes.
âhave you gone mad? iââ
âpromise me!â
âokay, okay!â she laughed, âyouâre acting like youâre planning to get back with jakeâ
your silence told her everything.
âdonât you dareââ
âi have the perfect plan! you know how yena always wanted jake, right?â
âdoesnât she have a boyfriendââ
âboyfriend my ass, she was all over jake all the timeâ
âcontinue pleaseâ
âshe probably posted my list to make sure iâll never date him again, so she could have her chance,â you raised a brow, âby dating him i could only piss her off, but maybe thatâd actually get her to confess about itâ
âand then what?â
âthen HER reputation would be ruined forever, boyfriend? gone, cheerleading? gone, friends? gone!â
ây/n,â yeji held your hand, âyouâre so smart i feel like a proud mom!â she wiped her fake tears away.
later then you searched for a specific person you knew youâd find in the field.
âso,â the person said, âyou actually agree?â
âjake, donât make it harder than it already isâ you rolled your eyes, trying to keep up with your cool girl energy, but deep down you were so excited to be close to him again and to hold him in your embrace.
âhave you heard? jake and y/n are back!!â as you were walking towards your classroom you heard mumbling from other students.
âi literally just now agreed to this stupid idea how-â
âyou know how fast rumor spread here, itâs actually scaryâ
your thoughts kept running through your mind all the way to lunch break, which was the only time you could ever relax andâ
âattention please!â oh no.
âyes, me and y/n are back! this whole list thing? it was just to check everyoneâs reaction about it! itâs so smart isnât it? my sweet baby thought about this idea, and we did figure some weird actions after this whole thing blew upâ jake dragged you right next to him and stared right into your eyes, âyouâll never break us apartâ
cheers and claps were heard all over the hall and the only thing you thought about now is how to run away.
âcongratulations! i was so scared it was real, was just now about to pay (studentâs name) a hundred bucks, who lost the bet now huh loser?â one of the students came up to you with a wide smile.
you awkwardly smiled back as you set her off.
âdid you really have to do that?â you glared at him.
âi did, see? now no oneâs talking about it againâ he shrugged.
âeveryone stopped talking about it a day after! youâre just too busy thinking about yourself to notice your surroundingsâ you rolled your eyes.
âyou agreed to do that, so be my guest, you knew there will be consequencesâ
âyouâre the worst!â
âyou donât mean thatâ
you just rolled your eyes in return and stormed off.
âhey my sweet darling, howâs your day?â
âjake, weâre out of school, drop the actingâ
you failed to notice his smile dropping.
âcanât i just be curious about your day?â
âjake, itâs weird, itâs been a while since we last talked or had a normal conversation, donât act like nothing happenedâ
âwhat do you mean?â
âsee you always does that! even when we were in a relationship! you fail to understand how badly you always hurt me and proceeded to just move on so fast, always running away from your problemsâ
he stopped his tracks as you continued walking away, this left a huge impact on him.
the next day you were back to acting, according to you, to jake it seemed very real.
you were sitting on one of the benches, casually talking with sunghoon about whatever.
jake seemed to notice every small detail about you.
the way you smile when heâs complimenting you, the way you crack at any of his jokes, even those who werenât so funny.
you never laughed at his jokes.
âhey, can i steal my girlfriend?â jake sounded calm but his whole face screamed anger.
sunghoon, his best friend who had already recognized that face, slowly got up and smiled, âsheâs all yoursâ
âhey, what was that?â you scoffed.
âyou were being too close to himâ
you rolled your eyes, âi canât believe weâre back at it againâ
âagain?â
âyes, again! jake, get it right into your mind, we are not together! weâre just putting a small show for everyoneâs entertainment and thatâs it, itâs all about saving your ass here as wellâ you sounded really pissed off.
jake was taken a back for a few seconds but got right back to his senses, âohâ
âyes, oh! weâll act like a couple when weâll really need itâ and with that you walked away.
âso,â you heard a devilish voice haunting you from behind as you were taking books out of your locker, âyou and jake?â
âoh hey yena!â you smiled, âfancy seeing you hereâ
âanswer my questionâ she furiously said.
âwhy are you curious? dropped your boyfriend because you thought youâd get a chance with him?â you smirked.
âoh! hereâs my boyfriend!â you called jake who seemed to be very deep in thought.
he looked straight into your eye but decided to just walk away and ignore you completely.
âwhat the hellâŠâ you cursed under your breath.
âboyfriend, huh?â yena was the one whoâs smirking now, âwell have fun!â
âwhat the hell was your problem back then?â you let yourself yell at him as you were out of school and on your way home.
âoh, i thought that we need to act like a couple when we really need itââ
âdonât play dumb right now!â
âi donât get you y/n seriously! youâre always saying something but mean the exact opposite, what do you want, really?â he returned the attitude.
âwhat?â
âif youâre that suffering you should just go to sunghoon!â
âagain with the sunghoon scandalââ
âyes, again with him! how come you never laughed at my jokes? how come you never smiled at any compliment iâve given you? why did you always push me away when i tried to get closer?â the heated conversation turned into a quiet one, his tone made it very clear to you that he was hurting.
âw-whatâŠâ you whispered.
âyou just donât get it do you?â he chuckled, âmy reason to being this jealousâ
you stopped to think, all this time, all those arguments, he didnât mean any bad at all.
âhave you tried thinking about those beautiful moments we had? those were the most precious moments that ever happened in my entire lifeâ you voice came quiet, âit was my first relationship ever, my first love, my first everything, i didnât know how i should react, or what i should do in order to keep you to myselfâ
his glossy eyes were looking at you.
âyou were so not used to doing âfirst timeâ things that you failed to notice every little thing that i tried to do to keep us together, have you ever thought about that?â you preached, âi loved you, maybe i still do, but that wonât change anything, will it? it just doesnât matter anymoreâ
he tried moving closer to you but stopped, âi-iâm sorryâŠâ
âjust goâ you wiped the tears that were already streaming down your face.
both of you were hurting, but you didnât know how to fix it all, itâs so stupid really, you think youâve grown up to be a better person, but somehow communication puts on a wall that stops it all.
âhave you heard? i think y/n and jake are over now, for real!â
âhow the fuck did i became the hot topic again? and how come everyone knows about what happened yesterday?â you asked yeji.
ârumors, they spread so fast hereâ she shrugged and you rolled your eyes.
you watched jake pass you, you took the time to focus on his face.
his eyes seem so tried, puffy and hurtâŠ. you thought.
âwell someone had a rough day yesterdayâ yeji commented and you nodded slowly, still lost in thoughts.
âhey, can you let teacher know i have a meeting with coach today?â
âhm? but you donât have anyââ âthank you!â you ran off quickly before she could ask any more questions.
âpsst! sunghoon!â you whispered as you watched him getting ready for class.
âoh? y/n!â he smiled widely.
âcome with me!â you grabbed his hand and dragged him outside the school building all the way to the back.
ây/n can we do this other time? class starts soon andââ
âshh!!â you put your finger over his lips and kneeled down with him, hiding from any teacher or student.
âi need you to help meâ you gave him puppy eyes.
âyes of course, what happened?â he instantly asked.
âiâm gonna guess that youâre already aware of what happened yesterdayâ
âyeah, whatever that was iâd rather forget hearing about thisâ
âfocus! i need you to help me figure out this!â
âwhat do you mean by âthisâ?â
âi mean everything! youâre his best friend, iâm sure you know about our whole relationship status, i-i just need to know why he broke up with me in the first placeâ you sighed.
ây/n, youâre not going to like what youâll be hearing, are you sure you want that?â he genuinely asked.
you looked down to the ground and sighed, âyes, tell me everything pleaseâ
maybe asking him not to drop any detail was a mistake, because now after he told you everything and left you alone to get some time to think, you canât help it but overthink about any step that you did.
âthat only shows how bad you were for each otherâ sunghoonâs last words sent shivers down your spine, maybe heâs right.
âmiscommunication sucks!â you laid back on the wall next to you, was this whole relationship a big mistake?
it did nothing but to hurt the both of you.
âthere you are!â yeji sounded out of breath.
âso, jake mightâve gotten himself into a tiny fight andââ
âwhat? where!â
âit was right outside of our classroom butââ
before she could even finish her sentence you ran all the way back to your classroom and she after you.
âthereâs no one hereâ you frowned, âyou did this on purpose!â
âi tried to tell you heâs already in the nursery!â she yelled after trying to catch her breath.
âfill me up with information pleaseâ you asked quietly.
âyou asshole!â as soon as you stepped into the nursery and saw jake laying down on one of the beds, a few tears came down your face.
ây/n! be careful heâs still recovering!â the nurse warned you from causing any more harm.
jake slowly opened his eyes and you scoffed, âfight? really? because of me?â you looked at him in disbelief.
he stayed silent, as if he knew what he did was wrong.
âyou have nothing to say?â
âhe called you a whore who likes to play with any boy that comes around, what did you expect me to do?â he sounded defensive.
âoh, i donât know, maybe try to insult him with words and not physically! you got yourself into trouble now because of meâ you complained.
âit was worth itâ he smirked.
âjake, iâm being serious right now, you canât act like weâre a couple when weâre absolutely notâ as soon as you said this the nurse got the clue and went out of the room.
âthat is exactly the problem!â he shout, âi canât pass another day without you being by my side, you drive me crazy only by looking at me, and hell, i cannot look at any other man flirting with you without fighting the urge to punch him!â
âjakeâŠâ you whispered.
âi still love you, donât you get it?âŠ..i feel like i just canât continue my day without holding you in my armsâŠ.â he held your hand.
you wiped the tears that continued to stream down your face, âyouâre probably still suffering from concussion after the fight, iâll go speak to the nurseâ
you let go of his hold and walked out of the room.
a lot of thoughts were haunting your brain, how you wished things would be as simple as they sound.
he confessed to you and you love him, whatâs stopping you from running into his arms?
âyouâre just scared of giving whatever this was a second chanceâ yeji said as she took a bite of her food.
âwhatever this was, it was toxic, i donât want that to happen againâ you sighed.
âyeah, it was pretty shitty to watch from the side, but i think he genuinely mean it this timeâ she took another bite from her food.
âhow do you know that?â
âi mean really, ever since that list was posted he was around you 24/7, probably looking for excuses to be with you, that whole âoh we were just joking, weâre still datingâ thing was a dumb excuse for him to be next to you more, any nine years old can tell you thatâ
âyou donât have to be that harshâ you scoffed.
âiâm telling the truth babe, as much as i hated his guts, and still do, i think he was genuine about his feelings this time, and by the way you told me everything that happened, i think he really wants to fix it and try all over againâ she shrugged.
âiâŠ.i donât know what to sayâ
âjust go and tell him yes alreadyâ she rolled her eyes and you nodded.
itâs time to fix your broken relationship.
you walkedâran back to the nursery only to find it empty.
âumâŠdo you know whereâsââ âi saw him going to the fieldâ the nurse answered before you could ask.
âthank you!â you smiled and walked excitedly to the field.
âi did itâ you heard a familiar voice, âi posted that listâ
before you could see whoâs talking, you quickly hid behind a side wall.
âwhat?â youâre 100% certain this is jakeâs voice, but who is he talking to?
âi thought this would finally break whatever you had going with her, i mean, you always had heart eyes for her even after your break up, it was making me sickâ
âstill, how could you do this to me?â jake sounded betrayed andâŠhurt.
âyou had to move on, seriously, it was becoming unhealthy, i didnât think itâd only bring you closer, it was such a mistakeâ
âplease stopâŠâ
âwhen you broke up i thought iâd finally have chance with her, but she was actually always looking your way, not even batting an eye at meâ
âsunghoon just stop! i canât believe my best friend would do thisâ
was it sunghoon this whole time?
âso it was you?â your thoughts voiced out.
ây-y/n?â you saw jake and sunghoon standing right in front of the other, sunghoon wore a shocked expression while jake just stood there looking completely hurt.
âwhat kind of an idiot would call himself a best friend? and to think you did all of that for what? to hurt not only him but me as wellâ you tched, âyouâre nothing but an egoistic assholeâ
âplease justââ
âjust go the fuck away! you did nothing but to hurt people, youâre disgusting meâ you tried to shoo him but he didnât budge.
ânot going? okay thenâ you grabbed jakeâs hand and walked away, not before shooting him an angry glare.
after a few minutes of walking you sat him down on one of the benches.
âyou okay?â that was the first thing you asked.
âyeah, not like my best friend tried to sabotage me or anythingâ he chuckled.
âiâm sorry for thatâ you placed your hand on his shoulder, pressing it lightly, âhe does not deserve to be called your best friend thoughâ
he looked up to you and his eyes were filled with tears. you wiped the tears away and smiled at him.
âi donât know if itâs going to help, but i didnât feel anything for him, and never willâ
he chuckled and sniffled, âi always trusted you, but i couldnât find myself to trust him, i guess now i know whyâ
you rolled your eyes, âyeah, yeah you were right, i was wrongâ
he gave you his infamous smile and the butterflies you felt never felt this good, âthank youâ he said.
âfor what?â
âfor being there for me, and even if you donât want to fix things right now, i think we might beââ
you shut him down by kissing his lips, he was shocked at first but quickly caught up, caging you in his arms and holding you tightly.
as you broke the kiss you smiled, âi do want to fix things, i want that more than anythingâ
âdo you mean it? arenât you afraid?â
âas long as iâm with you i have nothing to fearâ you smiled.
âugh! youâre back again? i canât keep up with this anymore!â you heard an annoying voice.
âhey yena? fuck offâ you flipped her off and she stormed away.
âsince when did you become so confident?â
âever since i realized i want to cherish and hold the most precious thing to me foreverâ
âi love youâ he held your hand and kissed it, âi love you tooâ you replied with a quick peck on his lips.
âaww lovebirds, get back in class now the dayâs not over yet!â
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texts w bsf!chris
pt1, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4
contains: texts AND a regular fic/ blurb (creds to @ivyyyyyysposts), mutual pining, flirting, fem!reader, use of y/n, uhh i think thatâs it?
i look up from my phone and see chris and his brothers standing there, huge smiles spread across their faces. chris has a sign in his hands with my name scribbled in his chicken scratch handwriting.
i run over to them, my feet barely touching the ground as i sprint, weaving in and out of people and their luggage.
âchris!â i call out, his arms opening wide to catch me as i throw myself into his embrace. the strength and warmth of the hug enveloping my body completely.
he lifts me off the ground, spinning us around as we both laugh. the sound echoing through the terminal. just for a second it felt like we were the only two people in the world. i bury my face in his shoulder, taking in the familiar comforting scent of his cologne.
âi missed you so much.â i whisper. my voice choked with emotion.
âmissed you more.â he replied. his voice laced with the same emotion.
he sets me down gently and i look up into his eyes, feeling an overwhelming sense of relief and happiness.
we were together again and nothing else mattered.
i hug matt and nick. who then tell me that they had no idea until this morning that i was coming.
âchris!â i look over at him, with my eyes wide.
âwhat? i forgot.â he shrugs. i smile and roll my eyes.
as we walk toward the exit, chris grabs my suitcase from my hands.
âhere i got that.â he tells me.
âchris-â
before i can protest, he cuts me off. âi got it.â
i accept defeat, knowing chris wasnât going to let up on his stubbornness.
âand they say chivalry is dead.â nick sighs, earning a laugh from the rest of us.
we get to the car and chris loads up my suitcase.
ânick you can sit in front.â chris says, opening the car door for me before going around the the other side and getting in.
âyouâre letting nick have front? whatâs gotten into you?â matt says shocked, turning around in his seat and looking at chris.
âiâm just excited to catch up with y/n. that okay with you?â chris fired back, slightly annoyed.
matt puts his arms up in defense. ânothing wrong with it. just surprised is all.â
the ride to the triplets house is nothing short of what i imagined it being. arguing over who had aux, dragging whoever had aux, arguing over what we were gonna eat later, the usual.
once we arrive, chris opens the door for me again. âchris i know how to open my own door.â i tell him.
he just grins and shakes his head. âno chance. iâm doing everything for you. donât even lie, i know you love the princess treatment.â
i laugh, feeling both amused and touched at his insistence. âseriously chris, i appreciate it but im totally capable.â
âcome on, let me spoil you a little.â he says.
âchris you literally flew me out to la with a first class plane ticket. youâve done enough spoiling.â i roll my eyes playfully and we walk inside.
âthereâs plenty more where that came from. trust meâ he winks.
âwhatever. just donât get too used to it. i donât want you thinking im helpless or something.â i say following him to his room.
âi know youâre far from helpless y/n. just let me have this.â he opens his bedroom door, letting me in and following in after.
i notice a small bedside table, loaded with all the snacks he bought me.
âdid you seriously buy all of that for me?â i smile.
he runs the back of his neck and smiles back at me sheepishly âyeah. i just wanted to make sure you had everything you needed. i got pads and stuff too, theyâre in my bathroom under the sink. and a toothbrush and toothpaste.â
i felt a warmth spreading through me. âyouâre the best chris. like actually.â
âanything for you. i wanted to make sure it was perfect.â he shrugs, trying to play it cool.
âwell i think you did a pretty good job.â i smile.
he looks over at me and our eyes lock for a moment. âiâm really glad youâre here.â
âme too chris.â i say softly, feeling a flutter in my chest.
i have a feeling this is going to be the death of me.
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hi im the one that sent the red x fem reader request earlier and I was thinking that the reader (cheshire cats daughter) is really mischievous like kitty cheshire from ever after high ?
â„ïžRed Hearts x Readerâ„ïž
Reader pronouns: She/her
Pairing: Red Hearts x Fem!Reader
Plot: Red wanders off to the heart of wonderlandâthe forestâand runs into her trickster friend. You're the daughter of the Cheshire Cat and always glad to help a friend feel better.
Word Count: 1.3k
Extra: I didn't have a definite plot for this one so it kind of just wrote itself without any real direction. But two people suggested this so I did it anyway!
Though the kingdom in Wonderland is where most livedâthe real heart of Wonderland is the never ending forests. Down cobbled paths that seemed to lead wherever it desired, large trees with twisted trunks surrounded.
Pink, purple, and blue, colors that youâd never see above the rabbit hole in nature. But in Wonderland, any vibrant and unreal color was natural and very real.
Red occasionally found herself walking out this far when she got the chance to sneak away. It was like a completely different world than the castle. Flying spade shaped fish, talking flowers, animals bigger and smaller than they should be, it was something Red loved. She loved the crazy colored mushrooms that danced on the floor and she loved to get away from the tyrannical reign of her mother.
Now you, the daughter of the Cheshire Cat, never had to worry about falling victim to the tyrant that ruled Wonderland. Really, she only ruled part of Wonderland. Wonderland was huge and impossible to control everyone, though the Queen did try. But you and others always managed to slip from her grasp and live your own ways.
Sprawled out on a branch, up high in a tree you sat looking down awaiting for anyone to walk by. Just like the Cheshire before you, you were always playing pranks. Always causing mischief and trouble whenever you could. So stalking out your pray from up high in a tree was how you spent any afternoon.
It didn't take long for you to notice the princess walking down the path with her bright red hair. Red wasn't someone you got to see very often, but she was your favorite person to mess with. She always knew just how to get back at you instead of just taking any prank you threw her way. You always appreciated a good prankster.
As Red walked down the path, she seemed to be a little too distracted to notice the spiraling weeds by her feet. It was just what it sounded like, weeds that spiraled. Specifically latching onto anything that got a little too close.
One wrong step and Redâs ankles were wrapped by the vines and swept off her feet, letting out a grunt as she hit the floor.
You couldn't help but giggle at her fall and annoyed expression.
"Kitty..." Red muttered, eyes darkening after hearing your giggle.
"Oh, hi Red." You grin, lounging in the tree above as she looks up to meet your eyes. "Have a nice trip?"
"Not really." Red grumbled, stomping until the weeds let go of her and she hopped back up to her feet.
You then disappeared, only leaving a trace of your grin before appearing beside Red in just a moment, "Oh my, I wonder who left their spiraling weeds here? They're in such good condition too." You said innocently but your grin was anything but innocent.
"Ha-ha, very funny, kitty." Red said sarcastically, putting her hands on her hips.
You clasped your hands behind your back and tilted your head, the grin never leaving your face, "So, what business does the Princess of Hearts have this time around?"
Red let out a frustrated sigh. It was easy to assume that her mother must've done something yet again to make her upset. That was typically the reason Red said she came out this far. But it was obvious she liked to come see you. You were mad like anyone else in Wonderland, but at least you never judged her.
"Just my mom being the most controlling person ever." She complained, finding a large mushroom to sit on and sulk.
You slid over to sit next to her on the mushroom, tightly sat against her, "Well, she is an evil tyrant." You giggled.
Red looked at you from the corner of her eye. She always tried to act annoyed with you but it was hard. Even if you were very annoying, you were never as bad as anyone else Red was forced to be around. You and Maddox were her only friends and the only people she could bare to be around.
"You know what I bet would cheer you up? Going to the tea house." You suggested.
Red didn't seem entirely thrilled with the idea. But it wouldn't hurt to go, so she shrugged, "Sure. You're paying, right?"
"Anything for my purr-fect princess." Your grinned widened.
"The cat puns will never be funny." Red crossed her arms, raising a brow.
You hopped up from where you were sitting and started rummaging through your pocket. You pulled out various things that definitely shouldn't fit in a pocket. A ruler, a houseplant, a rabbit, and then finally a large paintbrush. "Let's not waste anymore time." You painted a stroke of paint in the air as tall as yourself and a door suddenly appeared.
You opened the door and held it open for Red, she walked in and you followed, leading into the tea shop.
The shop had flying tea cups, stripped walls, and a ceiling so high up you couldn't see it. There wasn't anyone else at the shop currently, there weren't really regulars either. The tea shop moved every couple hours and it's impossible to find. Luckily for you, you didn't have trouble finding things.
You sat at a table and Red sat in front of you. A couple menu's with wings flew by and you both managed to catch one.
"The options are never as good as I remember them." Red declared as she gazed over the menu. She decided on what she wanted and let the menu fly away.
"The kit-tea is always good," you remarked. Though Red seemed unimpressed by the name of the drink.
"I'll just have what I usually get." Red leaned back in her chair, her eyes never leaving yours.
Once you two had both determined what you wanted, a tray flew down on the table with both of your requests. "Hmm? The hipster tea? Must be drank before it's cool? I thought you hated puns." You teased, picking up your tea cup and saucer.
"I do. And I especially hate that pun. But it tastes good." She replied, taking her own and drinking it.
The two of you enjoyed your time drinking your respective drinks. Red would complain about something happening in her life while you responded with riddles that didn't quite make sense with a grin. This was your favorite thing in the world. Even more than pulling any type of mischief, you loved being with Red and listening to her talk and talk about whatever she wants. It was comfortable and filled you with more joy than your body could contain.
Once the two of you were done, you pulled out a wallet to pay. Not your wallet, of course. Why would you actually be the one to pay when Red is a princess?
"Hey! That's my wallet!" Red exclaimed, snatching it from your claws.
"Is it? Not sure how it ended up in my pocket." You grinned mischievously, your hand already managed to swipe a spade from it and paid for your drinks.
Despite just being stolen from, Red chuckled, "It is strange how my wallet just happens to mysteriously appear in your paws." She said sarcastically with a smirk.
"It's a wonder." You leaned forward across the table, your faces almost touching. "I suppose I'm lucky you never do anything about it."
"Hmm... Really? I do expect you to pay me back." Red's smirk grew.
Your grin always somehow managed to grow bigger and bigger everytime, "I'm sure we could arrange something." You teased. Then you leaned in closer for a moment and pecked her on the lips, "How's that for payment?"
Red leaned back and tapped her chin, mock thinking, "I guess it'll do... For now."
"You always never could settle for less, could you?"
The two of you laughed together. Sometimes Wonderland wasn't so bad. Sometimes Red liked it there. And sometimes she found comfort. Even when her friends are just as mad as the land itself.
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ive said this like twice before but ill say it again ... THANK YOU ,,, im glad you think he's cool đ„ș have a little happi benign butter cookie as a thanks đ«¶
also i think i might have a problem . i recently got diagnosed with SMCD (Shadow Milk Cookie Disorder) and apprently it makes you think about him . đą he got me cooking up a whole sketch (i might refine it but im not sure if i have the time and patience to ^_^;;;;;;;;;;)
silly evil jester has got me HEHEHEHHEHEHE and all, unfortunately đ
Your art, even as a sketch is looking pretty nice too! Keep up the good work with your skills! Iâm still flabbergasted whenever someone draws my writings, wowie.
âA tough decision indeed! And only one chance to use the Guardianâs power right. What will it be? Letâs wait and see!â
You yelled at him to let them all go! Shadow Milkâs business was with you, not them!
âWhatâs the matter, my dear Butter~? Do you hold these cookies dear? Are they speeeecial~?â
You told him to not call you thatâŠY/N Cookie was your nam-
âWRONG! Thatâs the name these PESTS gave you! All that time with themâŠit makes me want to free their heads off their shoulders already!â
âDonât!â
âAs for you! What makes YOU believe that what you have with my beloved Butter is even comparable to what I have for them! What my comrades have for them!â
âFor as long as I can remember, I have been the one to make them smile and laugh! Not youâŠ.ME! We were practicing stuck together like GLUE!â
âThen those CURSED WITCHES decided to lock me and the others away, by BRAINWASHING my Benign Butter Cookie into doing their bidding!â
âI had to watch as that LIAR Pure Vanilla Cookie become the best of pals with them, getting chummy and close. It made me want to escape that tree faster and destroy him! But my rage wouldnât be comparable to another comrade of mineâŠshe was just DYING to get out.â
âBut now that Iâm here, I can FINALLY reunite with them. They wonât need YOU or those other half cookies anymoreâŠtheyâll only need usâŠâ
You stepped upâŠyou told him that heâs lost it, heâs insane if he thinks youâll ever go back to him or the othersâŠ.
âFine, Iâll confessâŠI may be a little obsessed and insane, but itâs all for you, my Butter wutter~ Donât worry about your friend, sheâll be making her exit now~â
If he thought heâll get away with this, then think again!
âY/N CookieâŠ.â
âIâll be right there with youâŠâ
âHANDS OFF MY BENIGN BUTTER COOKIE, PEST!â
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Break - Stanley Pines x Reader
Stan has a break between tour groups.
Tags: NSFW, MDNI, oral sex
You say in Stanâs office running the accounting. The mystery Shackâs profit had skyrocketed since the Pines family saved the town, since they saved you.
You smiled fondly at the picture of you Stan kept on his desk. You were just glad Soos hadnât taken the whole place over, leaving it exactly how it was despite being the new Mr. Mystery.
Soos, however, was on vacation with Melody. Heâd called it a babymoon, whatever that was. You assumed it was a last trip to spend together, just the two of them, before Melody had the baby. You couldnât be more happy for them.
Youâd seen tourist groups come in and out all day. It was busy, busier than you had seen it in a long time. Stan was excited, though. Gave him a chance to stretch his conning legs. âI got my sea legs. Now itâs time I get back to my roots.â
You watched Stanley escort another group by you and into the gift shop, giving you a little wink as he passed by. You gave a small wave before getting back to work. As good as SOS was at being Mr. Mystery, his bookkeeping was terrible. You needed to fix that mess as quickly as possible.
When the door to Stanâs office slammed shut, you looked up from your numbers. Your fingers stilled over calculator buttons as you looked up at Stanley whose back was pressed to the door. He flicked the lock shut.
âI got ten minutes until I gotta get that next group goinâ.â His smile was lecherous as he made his way over to you. You gave him a confused look, trying to find where you were on the spreadsheet in front of you. âCome on, doll, donât give me that look. Iâve missed you.â
You met his eyes again, choosing to ignore the fire within them. You wondered if taking back this gig, even if only for a week or two had done something to him. Perhaps it was the fact that he hadnât even gotten the chance to touch you since he and Ford got back from their expedition only yesterday night.
He cross the room to sit in front of you. As he sat on the desk, his legs were spread just enough to pull your chair closer to him.
âStanley,â you warned as he leaned down to kiss you on the lips. It was sloppy and hungry. He wasted no time in getting his tongue in your mouth. You pulled away once his hands were guiding yours to the growing bulge in his suit pants. âI need to finish this.â
Before you knew it, his half-hard cock was free from his slacks and in your warm hands. He kissed you again, his own hand guiding yours up and down his length. The sigh that left your lips was involuntary. It had been so, so long. He continued to swell in your hands, already bucking into your grasp. He guided you slowly at first before picking up speed.
His movements stopped when you started pulling at your own clothes just enough to make it work. âAinât got time,â he groaned when your fist continued to work him. âIâll make it up to you later, sweet cheeks. I promise.â
âIâll hold you to that.â You punctuated your words with a sharp twist of your wrist causing his head to fall back.
You pushed his thighs further apart to get closer. You met his eyes for a moment before you took him into your mouth. Of course, his hands tangled in your hair, already threatening to push you down further. He held on, though. He still had a few more minutes.
As you twirled your tongue from base to tip as back, Stan did his best to stay quiet. The last thing he wanted was for anyone to come investigate, but the thought of someone seeing the two of you like that, being caught, gave him a little thrill. His fingers reflexively tighten in your hair.
âSo beautiful,â he chuckled as the hand that wasnât wrapped around the base of his dick, working magic with each pump and twist, massaged his balls. You rolled them over in your palm like you knew he liked and his hips bucked into your face. âGeez, [Y/N], take it easy on an old man.â Your giggle around his cock made his hips snap against your face. You could only imagine how good that felt to him.
You curved your tongue to match his girth and tightened your pallet around him, squeezing him tight. Stan gave a huff. Finally, he was loosing control while trying to take yours away from you.
âYeah,â he groaned, âtake it.â
He was pulling your head down to meet each of his thrusts. You closed off the back of your throat with a clench to keep from gagging. You distracted yourself by lapping at the precum dripping into your mouth and onto your eager tongue.
Soon, he finished into your mouth with a gross that grew from deep in his chest, your name coming out like a prayer as his hot cum spilled into your mouth. As you pulled away, his cock left your lips with a wet pop. You put on a show of swallowing his seed. His eyes rolled back at the sight.
âI love you.â
Stan pet over your face and hair for a moment as he caught his breath. He gave you a hum as he stood and tucked his now soft cock back into his pants.
âYou, toots- ugh, you are amazing.â He kissed your lips just to taste himself on your tongue. âOnce I shut this place down and send my nerdy brother looking for something Iâve made up, youâre getting it. Man, am I gonna give it to you good too.â
You laughed because you knew you were in for the sweetest love making tonight. Heâd never admit it. He always acted like he was going to fuck your brains out. In truth, he often did, but tonight would be a reunion he wouldnât want to rush.
You gave him a warm smile as you followed him to the door, straitening the fez atop his head. âI love you too.âHe unlocked the door and gave you another deep kiss. When he pulled away and turned to leave, you slapped him on the ass. Hard. âGo get âem, Mr. Mystery.â
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Link to the translated Q&A Vivinos and Qmeng had recently.
....Guess that means it'll be very long (hopefully) and very good? honestly just scared for what round 7 will bring, it's probably gonna be the last round in the series, and with all the tension buildup this'll be stressful i assume
Yeah, Luka was set to be a popular figure from the jump, there was no way his trick with the Sua imitation was more than just a power trip (Or just a genuine mental break on Mizi's part). because either way with the way Mizi was holding herself up during round 5, she stood 0 chance against him.
Luka, just like the others doesn't actually have real control over his position in Alien stage. So in order to set that boundary for himself and others he uses his presence and the stage because, in any other context, he is simply just a tool and a frail (old) man. (And he has in-universe stans how beautiful)
More Luka lore please vivinos....
Kinda glad this got changed, because imagine this cute guy gradually turning into the Ivan we know now and then doing the shit he did in round 6? then doing the dream face reveal showing that he never truly changed, he just had a mask on. that shit would be 10x more devastating (even though the way it is now is just as devastating) Ivan and Luka twins (scary stuff but quite intriguing, even now they're still quite similar in some ways)
Augh...it is true though. Aliens and humans are just far to vast in traits to relate to each other on such a level, this reminds me of Mizi and Guardian Shine. Guardian Shine might've been the only guardian shown in the alien stage cast to actually be kind. She even seemed to be crying when she had to send Mizi away to go to Anakt(?). I find it kinda sweet though, that the ones who do actually care really show it and try even if they can't understand their pets that well.
But I also like the more grim side to it, because when you don't understand something specifically another being in this case you're less likely to have sympathy for it. Humans and Aliens don't have any relatable traits so whatever these aliens do to the humans whether for self-pleasure or such. And lab-mice? that confirms lab-rat theory. Alien stage crew were all just succesful experiments and the bad batch are kept behind for further testing i theorize. but its still pretty vague so we'll see. hopefully things get more grim ((
......What are you hiding Vivinos. (she rlly said do your homework....okay mum...i will catch you...)
A story about the death of close loved ones and how that can affect characters who are alive in the long run. im gonna throw up.
(NOT AGAIN WITH THE DEAD WIFE PARALLEL MIZI IS NOT HIS WIFE-)
"Ivan is the perfect man" đ I love the details of round 6 clothing so much, even I got that superior or dominating aura from Ivan when I first saw him in round 6 (đ) there wasn't really much to his outfit but the way he carried himself in it kinda just gave off that idea that he's the one in control here. but gradually, we can see that facade fade as he got more into his feelings the more he sang and sunk down to a level where he was most natural. eugh.....
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