#im getting annoyed because youre trying to dictate what MY safe space should be like

[billgenbrough]

Y'all ever have it where someone offers to help redo your room because you don't like it, but they criticize every idea you have and literally tell you to shut up when they start discussing your room with someone else

Like is this even my room anymore or are you moving in here

[timeoutforthee]

Like It or Not-Chapter 19

Summary: Logan, Patton, Roman, and Virgil are all struggling in their recovery. Their doctors, Thomas Sanders and Emile Picani think they can help each other out.

Aka Group Therapy AU

Trigger Warnings: None, maybe? Not for this chapter?

Read it on AO3!

Taglist: @itsausernamenotafobsong, @sea-blue-child, @iaminmultiplefandoms, @princeanxious, @uwillbeefoundtonight, @zaidiashipper, @arandompasserby, @levyredfox3, @falsett0, @error-i-dunno-what-went-wrong, @scrapbookofsketches, @podcastsandcoffee, @helloisthisusernametaken, @amuthefunperson, @michealawithana, @yamihatarou, @heck-im-lost, @unlikelynightmareconnoisseur, @idkaurl, @bubblycricket, @fnp-alizay, @neonbluetiefling, @comicsimpson, @a-little-bit-of-ace

Roman rubbed his temple. The last of his classmates were emptying out, and he could hear the music drifting from the theater. You would think after a month he would be used to not going to rehearsal, but you would be wrong.

“Nooooo one-”

“No!” he could hear his director shout, bringing the piano notes to a halt. “You have to get your voice lower-”

Okay, maybe he didn’t miss everything about it. He just mainly missed being a part of something. And having something to distract from his thoughts. Like right now. He had to go to therapy and all he could think about was everything that had went wrong in the past week, and his mind was just not giving him a break. It would’ve been great to just belt something out now.

He had tried, once, to just sing by himself, but his dad had quickly shut that down. He said Roman was making too much noise, and when he had tried to explain what he was doing, his dad told them to go down to their home gym and work it off there. Roman knew technically that he wasn’t supposed to be exercising unsupervised, but what else could he do?

Roman slammed his locker shut and made his way out to the parking lot.

Instead of seeing his parents’ car, he saw Max’s, which was becoming a more common occurrence. When Max saw him approaching he tossed his keys. Roman reached his hands up to catch it but it slipped through his fingers. Max laughed.

“I don’t know why Dad wants you to go back to football, you suck,” he walked over to the passenger side, completely missing the look Roman gave him.

“What are you doing?” Roman asked, “I can’t drive your car.”

“Sure you can. You have your permit, I’m 23, get in.”

“But Mom and Dad have only taken me out once.”

“So? They don’t have time. I do.” With that, Max slides into the passenger seat and shuts the door.

Roman looks down at the keys and tries to breathe. He walks over to the front door and gets in.

“Breathe, baby bro. It’s just a car.”

“This car probably costs more than my life.”

“I wouldn’t say that,” Max laughs, “It’ll be fine. It’s a straight shot down the highway. The only thing you need to worry about is the speed limit.” Max watches as Roman pulls out of the parking lot. “And I have a feeling you’ll be too slow.”

“I’m not denying that.”

“So,” Max says, leaning back, “How was school?”

Roman groans without thinking. Max raises his eyebrows.

“The Theatre used to be, like, this safe haven, this escape for me, now it’s the worst part of my day!” Roman bursts out, “Everyone in my class is in the musical except for me! They sing the songs constantly, the only thing they talk about is what happened in rehearsal the day before! And I-” I’m already an outsider at home, I can’t be one there, too. “It’s just annoying.”

“Hate to break it to you, but theater kids are annoying.” Roman frowns and Max backtracks, “It’s just a joke, Ro, sorry. But really, that does suck.”

“I don’t even know why I didn’t do it, it was stupid.”

“Then why did you drop it?”

“My...doctor...thought it would be good for me to take some time off and focus on my health.”

Max goes silent for a moment before saying, “Oh.”

“Oh? What do you mean ‘oh’?”

“I mean oh, that’s probably a good idea then.”

“I literally just said it was a stupid idea.”

“But if your doctor thinks it’s a good idea shouldn’t you listen to him?”

“I guess,” Roman says, “It’s just-” he takes a deep breath. He knows he can’t say too much, “I wish I could just do normal things and be...normal.”

“Are you feeling okay? I’ve never heard you say that before,” Silence falls, and Max glances over at Roman, who is staring out the window. “Oh. You’re serious.”

“Of course I am!” Roman says, “You think I don’t know how annoying I am? How overdramatic and irritating? Of course I want to be the sports star like every Prince before me. But I’m not. And lately, I can’t even act like a normal person.” Roman shakes his head. “Whatever, sorry for going off like that. It’s nothing.”

“It’s not nothing, it’s just,” Max’s head falls back, “I am awful at this, but let me try. Eventually, you will be normal, you’re going to a doctor to make you normal-nope, that came out completely wrong.” Max winces, “Okay, um, you’re going to someone who’s going to make you your, uh, fabulous self again. And that’s good. Even if now it just feels like a long, agonizing process, that goal is within reach and you will get there, you just need a little help.”

“It’s not exactly little-”

“I know,” Max winces again, “I know that, Roman. I know that you’re hiding something-”

“What? I-”

“No, don’t. Don’t even bother denying it. A teacher was worried enough about you that they sent you to guidance counselor, and the guidance counselor was so concerned they got an outside therapy practice involved, and now you’ve been there for five months? And if you don’t want to tell us, that’s fine, you don’t have to. But I can’t keep pretending to believe you when you say you’re fine, you’re clearly not.”

Roman’s eyes immediately get misty at that, and he rubs his eyes.

“Are you crying?”

“If we could not address it, that’d be great,” Roman says, finally turning into Foster’s. Suddenly everything feels a little too real, and he needs to get out of this car.

“Okay, okay. I’m sorry. That was...a little intense. I just…”

“We can talk after,” Roman says, pulling into a parking space, “I’m going to be late.” Technically, he’s fifteen minutes early, but he needs Max to leave.

“Okay, we’ll-” Roman shuts the door before Max can continue talking.

Only after his little brother disappears into the building does he let his head fall against the dash once, twice, three times. God, he had to get better at this.

^

“I just had the strangest conversation with my brother,” Roman says, sitting in his usual seat next to Patton. “Like I think it was a heart to heart but it also felt like an interrogation.”

“Aww, that’s nice of him! At least he tried?” Patton says.

“If he even attempted a heart to heart, he gets an A for effort. That shit’s hard,” Virgil says, “What was it about?”

“Ugh,” Roman groans, “Can’t we wait until Picani gets here before we start having serious talk time?”

“Don’t have to wait long, then!” Picani says, sticking his head in. “What are we having serious talk time about?”

“My brother,” Roman sighs, knowing he’s not getting around this now, “We had this weird conversation, I told him I wanted to be normal, and snowballed into this whole thing about me coming here and how he knows I’m hiding something. It was just really weird.”

“Hiding something?” Patton asks.

“I may not have told my family about my eating disorder,” Roman admits, “Not because I don’t trust them! I just don’t want to stress them out or anything.”

“Are you sure it’s really about stressing them out?” Dr. Picani asks.

“Of course, what else would it be?”

“Are you afraid of disappointing them, perhaps? Is that why you suddenly feel the need to be ‘normal,’ as you put it?”

“I want to be normal because I failed at greatness. I tried to be brilliant and bold, but I ended up being annoying and overdramatic. I’m the joke of the family, the outcast of the theatre department, who knows what else I could fail at?”

“So you want to give up instead?” Logan asks.

“Not give up, just...aim lower,” Roman says, his voice quieter than usual. “Is there something wrong with that?”

“Well, yes, in a sense,” Dr. Picani says. “There’s something wrong in the sense that normal doesn’t exist, and aiming for what could be considered ‘normal’ by others means your dictating your life on what other people think, which is not what we want for you.”

“I just want to eat!” Roman snaps. “Sorry, I just...it’s been a long week.”

“We’ll discuss this more in our individual, Roman,” Emile says, gently, “But we have something else to accomplish today, something I think will also help you. We need to set some more goals for you guys.”

“Like what?” Patton asks, his voice a little too chipper.

“Well, like last time, that’s mainly up to you guys,” Dr. Picani says, “What do you think would be a good stepping stone? Though, I will say this, Roman, I think it would be a good idea to open up to Max a little bit more this time around.”

“Open up? How much?” Roman asks.

“As much as you want. Remember, you guys are in control here.”

“I...guess I could do that,” he replies, tentatively.

“Good! What about the rest of you?”

There’s a bit of silence before Virgil sighs.

“If Roman can open up to his brother, I guess I can open up to my aunt.”

“Ooh, that’s a great idea!” Emile says, making a note of it.

“Yeah, well, she’s been trying. I might as well meet her halfway.”

“I’m glad you see it that way, Virgil.”

“I’ve noticed recently that there are very few foods I eat,” Logan speaks up, “I think the natural way to progress would be to expand that. So...maybe some fruits?”

“Okay, good step,” his therapist says.

Four heads turn to Patton, who is focusing on the ground.

“I...don’t know.”

“That’s okay!” Dr. Picani says, “We can think of one. Personally, based on what Dr. Sanders has told me, I think you should try eating something for breakfast.”

That makes Patton look up. “You want me to eat more?”

“If this is up for discussion,” Virgil says, “I think he should work on being nicer to himself.”

“I’m nice everybody, don’t worry about that!” Patton says, trying to blow off that idea before anyone can say it’s a good one.

“We literally all know that’s a lie,” Logan says. Patton’s smile falls.

“Virgil’s got a point,” Emile says. “A very good one, in fact. Have you heard of affirmations?”

“Yes.”

“Has Dr. Sanders given them to you?”

“Yes.”

“Did you actually recite them out loud, into a mirror?”

“Well, no, not like that, just...to myself…”

“Ah, but then they don’t work as well. That settles it! I want you to come up with a positive affirmation with Dr. Sanders and recite it at least five times before next week.”

“I can do that,” Patton says, voice tight. He clears it, then tries again, “I can do that.”

“Great!” their therapist says, “Then I’ll see you all back next week.”

[shapetorn]

lux dissects ‘the truth about tan.a.con’ in detail 

these details / rant is going under a read more because as someone who’s worked in the media / entertainment industry and has worked on planning full festivals - this is incredibly frustrating to me to see how poorly executed this was:   content warning:  potential swearing, idk whatever. just be prepared for a rant. 

tana literally curses vidcon. talks so much shit about it. she is partly responsible for this. for seeing that it was set for the same days that vidcon was to happen. to try and one up vidcon. this was a spiteful move on her end, 100%. we can’t even act like it’s not. 

to even advertise and promote this event for FREE - yet to charge people money. obviously this is a fucking idiotic thing. you can’t do that, logically. especially when you have expenses that occur - venue rental, security, adequate food and water - WHICH THERE WAS NONE. all of this should have been properly executed and set up before the vent was able happening. 

also no. no there was no 20,000 people.  im not even going to touch that. 

shane and every other ‘speaker’ advertised to be speaking at this shit show have EVERY right to be upset and bothered by this. they weren’t involved in the planning of this event but had to watch their fans get ripped off, get burned by the sun, heat exhaustion, etc etc. they have every right to be upset. to not be able to help these people in any way - it really puts them in a tough position. it’s taking advantage of these presenters and content creators as well - using their face and name as a means of promotion and not being able to deliver on that promise. 

there should have been adequate medical supports on site - dehydration and the fact that these people have been BURNED! heat exhaustion and heat stroke are incredibly real and deadly. this entire thing is a lawsuit waiting to fucking happen. 

i’d like to briefly touch on the ‘is there a shooter’ comment that i heard in one of these videos. shane even touches on how i feel exactly - michael and tana are so very fucking lucky that were WAS no shooting. with the increase in gun violence, the probability for that to occur was very high and without security and police assistance - there is nothing safe about the execution of this event. 

tana, thank you for being able to at least admit that you were a fucking idiot. i hope that it was a sincere admittance of fault. your planning of this event was completely out of spite for your distaste in vidcon and being banned. you did not properly do your research into who you were going to work with. EVEN SHANE TELLS YOU THAT! this was planned entirely as a revenge act with no thought for the fans coming to this event or the other content creators for this event. 

michael. lets address Good Times or whatever the fuck his company is called. 1) i had the hardest fucking time actually finding his damn website online. it was on the second page of google for me. i found a good times company in new zealand which mislead me for a moment into thinking that tana blindly trusted a company in new zealand to organize her event. 2) once i actually found this damn website. it is so poorly created with images that don’t contain watermarks and could have easily been snatched from other creators / brands.  even the brands listed on the bottom on his damn website: disney, coca cola, nike, universal, etc. these are huge fucking companies - global. uh some that have been around longer than michael has even been alive AND companies that handle their own branding or hire their own team / are very elite in their hiring process. michael provides no actual proof on his website that he’s worked with these companies. also not to mention the COUNTLESS videos that i’ve managed to find of clients of michael getting scammed and ripped off by him. 

michael is attempting to sue the marriott because he claims that they lied about capacity. no. im sorry.  when planning any event / convention / festival that requires use of a venue - there is - by law - a paper that dictates the maximum capacity of a certain space - PROVIDED AND SIGNED BY THE FIRE MARSHALL. there are also floor plans and maps outlining secure fire exits, etc. all of this information would have been readily available to him in the planning stages. he is either grasping at straws or is purely lazy and irresponsible - my guess is both. 

sponsorship! sponsorship! sponsorship! to minimize finances in planning an event - seek sponsorship. honestly had they planned this right...could have been a lot better. 

michael has no idea what he’s doing. he’s tripping over his words, he’s dodging questions. he’s lying through his teeth. michael you scam your clients. 

MICHAEL - AGAIN! CAUGHT IN A LIE!!! says that they gave him no capacity / lied about it but openly admits on camera that HE IGNORED CAPACITY TO MAKE MONEY! but tana!  she also knew the capacity and still ALLOWED him to ignore it. she supported it. 

okay so we know there were no free tickets and tana claims that she had no knowledge of this yet there was a snap video of her making some joke about being a scammer and then trying to brush it off as just being drunk? no she makes a point about michael saying that he’s a liar and wanting to say anything to cover his own ass but she is just as capable of doing the same thing. i believe both of them are in the wrong for various reasons - obviously michael for a much bigger and more crucial reason. especially his gross need for publicity. 

i don’t even have the mental capacity to understand. how the fuck do you fuck up this badly unless the entire thing was set to be doomed from the start. this is not how you execute something. there are LEGAL steps that are needed. proper contracts and permits with your venues, ensuring that you deal with the fire marshals to keep capacity and safety measures in check. NOT OVERSELLING YOUR FUCKING VENUE!!!!!! hiring adequate security and medical teams. branding, sponsorship. i’m 22 years old, i’ve been working in this industry since i was 15 years old on my own, learning from industry elders in my area and even learning more gaining a college education to hone my skills and learn more. i’ve managed artists and musicians, i’ve helped organize and run festivals and even smaller scale shows. it’s not impossible. the heart was not into this event, it was created clearly out of spite with people who had ill intentions with no understanding of what they were doing.

too much lying and bullshit. this just made me so annoyed and angry to see things executed so poorly and to see people get HURT here when all they wanted was a good weekend with their idols. 

and fuck. if michael can scam tana and the likes of bella thorne - send them here. i’ll fix it.

[lacertae-dreamscape]

Hi! May I ask how—if you’ve ever—you would deal with negative comments attached to your work? Like, a part of me knows that reacting to a small comment (ex: “this ship is forced and it sucks”) is ultimately pointless and draining, but there’s always that thought of “oh maybe I can explain this without seeming passive aggressive”. My current solution is to just simmer in silence until I stop feeling indignant.

it got sorta long.

well, there’s usually two kinds of comments u can get, one attached to your own skills/abilities and one to the actual content

1 when they shit on your content (eg: ship, content rating, subject, etc) that’s more of a morality thing where they try to drag you down because they don’t like something you do, and that’s. censure to its finest, bcs they want to dictate what YOU should and shouldn’t enjoy based on their own wants and tastes and honestly

they can go fuck themselves if they do that

that only shows how they don’t really understand what fanworks are. fanfic/fanart is to explore corners n stuff of things even if they aren’t canon. even if they don’t make sense to anyone but you (and let’s be honest, it’d be rare u don’t find at least a small set of ppl who share ur interest for any one thing at any given time)

you have the right to do the fuck u want without anyone trying to bully you into something. you can, though, if engaged with respect, mediate. (the difference between ‘this ship sucks n it’ll never be canon so stop writing for it’ vs ‘im uncomfortable w this ship, could you please tag it so i can blacklist, thank u)

so like anyone who shits on the stuff u like can piss off. even if it’s weird, even if it’s out there or questionable, u still have the right to pursue in ur safe space at ur own pace.

it’s useless to engage w this sort of person because they will not care a bit about ur point. it’s rare someone actively shits on u and then stops to listen to ur opinion.

also some people try to polish others so ‘only if u have this one reason can u like this thing otherwise ur bad’ and like. why do i have to air all my life and personal identity to a stranger online so they can feel justified not to shit on me????

like. dont they realise how ridiculous this sounds.

so yes. if its online block and ignore. if it’s in real life, just shoot them a disgusted look like ur utterly baffled at their entire life existence conveyed in a look, shook your head and chuckle like ‘this is ridiculous and i pity you’, shrug and act like they’re 5yo trying to get out of bedtime.

aint got no time for babies.

the second kind of comment you can get is one that belittles your writing/art/chosen creative media and like. make it personal. this is iffy bcs negative stuff is always hurtful.

even when it’s put in a gentle way, it’s still negative and can still make you feel like shit, esp if you’re depressed or take things personally about things u create. that’s normal, and if you didn’t care you wouldn’t be making anything, right?

so even here there’s a difference in how u react.

when it’s put in a way that its clearly meant to be offensive, you have the right to be annoyed, esp if you never asked for concrit to begin with. ppl can offer you concrit if you asked for it, but they cannot come at you expecting you to accept and agree on negative shit said about your things when you didn’t ask for ir, esp if they’re mean or assholey about it.

the fuck they here for anyway? you’re enjoying things and learning as u create, meanwhile they here to shit on other people’s fun. clearly there’s someone failing here and MASSIVELY, and it’s not you.

if you receive honest concrit (tho sometimes it might be put a bit abruptly so it still comes off weird but leeways happen), you have to take a breathe and see how much of it is true and if you can, steam on it, let the hurt pass by you (bcs as i said, negative comments are always personal and it can still sting to know u did something wrong) and then accept it and learn from it.

when i started creating in english and for a long time after, i was glad to receive concrit that helped me get better. i was... new and wonky, and grammar wasn’t really my strong point, and i used synonyms not quite right for the context, and oh boy did i shit a lot on paragraphs and stuff.

if i didnt have ppl who thought i could be better coming to offer me suggestions in a non confrontational way, i think i wouldn’t have progressed as much as i did.

at the same time, knowing i was failing at something even if I KNEW i couldn’t be perfect still stung a lot. but u gotta learn to see that its a chance to improve even if it hurts. you can always do better.

meanwhile at first, flames like ‘u r disgusting for shipping de gayz!!! delete this crap!’ made me want to burn down a house. now i just want to burn down the hater. u_u character development at its finest!

meanwhile at first flames like ‘u suck at writing why dont u stop???’ haunted me a lot, and its difficult not to hyperfocus on negative things, but u swallow it and keep going.

its also nice to surround yourself w ppl who give a fuck about you and can be utterly honest w u, both in the good and in the bad.

@veraverorum knows this cuz they asked me to beta their stuff and uh. sometimes they need a bit of a scolding. but i love my boo even when i have to repeatedly hit them w a broom. im grateful they’re patient and accepting of me hitting them repeatedly with a broom. (repeating concept bcs it needs to be) and stuff.

also boy my first beta was a blessing and even after they disappeared from my life too soon w no explanation, they helped this tiny fan get better a lot.

sometimes being pointed out something still hurts, but u just. breathe and if u need to steam a bit u can, and if you need to vent w friends u can also do that, and rage w them and get it off ur chest, but ultimately, u just pick urself up and keep going ye?

and honestly. who’s the winner here in the end? u who create n keep going n get better despite sum assholes

or the assholes who just shit on ppl for fun?

[baek--honey]

1-50 bitch

well since u asked nicely how could i resist

1. If you didn’t have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time? paint/draw or the like, or knit maybe,

2. What’s your favorite piece of clothing you own/owned? MY HOT MOMS SHIRT THAT I LOST ;n; also the big grey hoodie i have & a pierce the veil shirt i borrowed from my gf that im never giving back :)

4. How often do you play sports? never

5. What fictional place would you most like to go to? The Digital World

6. What job would you be terrible at? probably anything involving extensive memorizing and maintaining information for long periods of time. so basically a lot of things…… or maybe like. working at starbucks cos i cant make coffee OR remember lots of drink recipes omg

7. If you could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would you have a good chance at winning a medal for? playing kingdom hearts 2 on easy mode. i would have a good chance at winning because all the people that are good at playing kingdom hearts are gaming elitists that think playing on easy is for losers and if you dont play on critical mode you arent a real gamer :)

8. What skill would you like to master? making an omelet OR knitting

10. What would be the most amazing adventure to go on? some out of town adventure with my girlfriend where money and time dont matter 

11. If you could change one thing about your life right now, what would you change and why? uh i’d like to be less haunted by my traumatic past maybe! or be a few inches taller that would be cool i feel like both of these are pretty self explanatory 

12. What’s your favorite drink? W A T E R or milk tea 

13. What do you consider to be your best find? my girlfriend 

14. Are you usually early or late? way too early. too mcuh time i dont know what to do with it

15. What pets did you have while growing up? hm lets see i had a couple turtles, some fish, i had a gerbil that i got from a friend, an african grey named solomon, boston terrier named Tiny, two white boxers named Floyd & Lloyd, a mix named Macy, 4 chihuhuas named Dude, Pooty, Flout & Chief, and now we have a cat named Schrödinger :~), oh and an amstaff/dalmation mix named EL

16. When people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with? anything and everything but never really asking for advice i guess? its more of them talking about a problem cos im easy to talk to and then me trying to help them come up to a solution if they need it

17. What takes up too much of your time? S L E E P I N G 

18. What do you wish you knew more about? cats!!!! also dogs cos i know a lot but i want to know more

19. What would be your first question after waking up from being cryogenically frozen for 100 years? why am i still alive?

21. Who’s your go-to band or artist when you can’t decide on something to listen to? seventeen or monsta x, exo’s LMR repackaged album

22. What shows are you into? the office, lost, honestly nothing thats still running on tv, i havent watched a show in forever, oh god wait does anime count cos i could write the longest list of anime i love: haikyuu, nge, digimon, noragami ,,,,,,

23. Who has impressed you most with what they’ve accomplished? Seventeen (Hangul: 세븐틴), also stylized as SEVENTEEN or SVT, is a South Korean boy group formed by Pledis Entertainment in 2015. The group consists of thirteen members divided into three sub-units, 

24. What age do you wish you could permanently be? a dog mom & i hope i can make that wish come true

25. What would be your ideal way to spend the weekend? napping on and off in bed with my girlfriend and then going to town for sushi & milk tea and then uhhhhhhhhhhh coming back home to nap some more and then go out for noodles for another date :} oh and a dog would be involved if possible because cuddling dogs is best

26. What’s something you like to do the old-fashioned way? physically writing and sending cards/letters in the mail i guess? i dont know if that really counts as doing something the old fashioned way but i definitely dont get as many cards or anything in the mail anymore. i also like to keep physical hand written to-do lists & schedules and stuff

27. What have you only recently formed an opinion on? how bad exo are at dancing  turtlenecks and scarves. they are good 

28. What’s the single best day on the calendar? october 10th my dogs birthday and also narutos birthday

29. What are you interested in that most people haven’t heard of? asmr??? 

30. What is the most annoying question that people ask you? “did u have a little lamb?” OR when my grandpa asks me anything about his iphone 

31. What could you give a 40-minute presentation on without absolutely no preparation? my dogs or seventeen. OR a half ass presentation about kingdom hearts, trying to explain it while getting around all the plot holes and not nailing down my arguments cos i dont really get it either and theres a lot i dont pay attention to but i could come up with 40 mins of info im sure

32. If you were a dictator of a small island nation, what crazy dictator stuff would you do? no waking until 10am. no crime or anything will be allowed ill figure out some way to make everything perfect so women can go out alone at night and not be afraid. no discrimination !! all the poc, lgbt, disabled, any minority  will be welcome and have safe spaces and any hate will be punished by law. also everyones allowed to have pets in their homes and no home goes without food or power. am i doing this right

33. What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives? travel out of your comfort zone. like physically travel somewhere and make the most of it but do it with someone cos the buddy system is important

34. What’s worth spending more on to get the best? jackets. i will pay up to 100$ for a good jacket and wear it forever cos itll be confirmed long-lasting and also most likely very comfortable!!!

35. What is something that a ton of people are obsessed with but you just don’t get the point of? i just want to point out that its not that i dont get the point of it because everyone has their likes and i have my own that other people dont i like that people are into whatever they want to be its just that i am Not into it. and that thing is yuri on ice

36. What are you most looking forward to in the next 10 years? being able to wake up every morning next to my girlfriend and out pets :~)

37. Where is the most interesting place you’ve been? corning museum of glass was super neat……. , dollywood, gatlinburg, chicago chinatown, idk i havent been to many interesting places 

38. What’s something you’ve been meaning to try but just haven’t gotten around to? i wana get a tattoo !!!!!!!!

39. What’s the best thing that happened to you last week? getting a job interview at barnes & noble because now i have a job there!!!

40. What piece of entertainment do you wish you could erase from your mind so that you could experience it for the first time again? diamond edge chicago

41. If all jobs had the same pay and hours, what job would you like to have? all i really want is that job where im paid to sleep 

42. How different was your life one year ago? tbh not that much different?? other than i was in school and now im not. i didnt have a job and now i do. i was a year further away from moving 

43. What’s the best way to start the day? talking to my girlfriend and also let me just say that first pee in the morning. perfect

44. What quirks do you have? what are quirks exactly i looked up examples to help me think of some but all im thinking of is…i cant have the volume on my tv or radio on an even number it has to be on an odd number??? i have to sleep with a fan on. idk dude

45. What would you rate 10/10? [MV] 몬스타엑스 (MONSTA X) _ 걸어 (ALL IN)

46. What kind of art do you enjoy most? abstract w lots of colors and shapes. geometric stuff 

47. What do you hope never changes? my ability to collect myself (unless it gets better which then i hope it does), my passion for art of any sort

48. What city would you most like to live in? anywhere except charleston and somewhere thats not extremely highly populated

49. What movie title best describes your life? Scooby Doo 2 - Monsters Unleashed

50. What’s the best way a person can spend their time? sleeping or hanging out with their pet