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In case anyone wonders, when I dream of Phil he still has black hair.
#or dark anyway#i almost always dream of them as their younger selves#anyway heyyyyy im still alive#havent climbed out from under this rock quite yet#(tbh i havent. watched the video ive just seen the convo. the reason is a whole mental health thing im not gonna get into rn)#but yeah i saw that question and then i thought about it and idk how i feel about it#bc by now he really should be blonde but alas#though i will say that my dreams are visually sort of nebulous? like they're murky and mostly vibe based#except sometimes i have crystal clear still images#but mostly it's just#idk if i SAW it or i have the memory of the feeling of having seen it#im explaining this badly#example: a week or so ago i dreamt i was in a weird craft store with two mutuals whose faces i have never seen#but i knew it was them 100%#and if you asked me to describe them i couldnt it was just... i was with the idea of them but in the shape of human with no specific detail#but also visually distinct from one another#anyhow that's sharing hour done with#ily all maybe I'll be back with my annoying self soon#dan and phil#phan#ks talks
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I Depend On You
#🐟 my art#theyre so normal and healthy and good for eacjother (lying)#obsessed with their fucked up complicated relationship idk .#putting them in a jar n shaking it around#two really messed up affection starved people using the other to fill their personal voids#but theres an unwilling attachment there that neither will unpack or do anything with#like. they need eachother bc screwing around w/ eachother temporarily fills that void but they wont allow themselves#to be emotionally intimate or vulnerable with eachother really (most especially ted wont)#they wont allow to be anything more than eachothers tools so they wont really unpack just how dependent they are on eachother#but they are. so dependent#im explaining this badly but i hope u get it#hatchetfield#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#charlotte sweetly#ted spankoffski#tedchar#not sure if i should ship tag this bc its specifically an unhealthy portrayal#ill remove it if anyone asks i guess#eyestrain#neon colors
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polymer broadcast signal hijack
#pikmin#captain olimar#ft. louie captain shepherd and collin#as well as#moss (pikmin)#watched a stream series of pikmin 4 (its frankenbugs' series) thats what this is about really#but mostly. I just love olimar. I just really enjoy that man#also this really got me flexing those bande dessinée muscles from back thens lol#Ive missed drawin with this kinda proportions... I should do it more#Im gonna draw an olimar to put in my wallet. I need to make my life harder to explain to strangers#I also wanna. add more details to his space suit. make it look more like real life space suit for fun & entertainment#man I enjoy the animals in pikmin so much. they really are just like. animals. theyre animals#its great I love how genuinely bug-lookin the bugs are even with the stylization. pikmin and pokemon are really good at that#would like to learn how to do that... sometimes in the future#oh yeah fun fact. my effort at cleaning up my undercut a few days ago went badly. right before I went to a family reunion thing for 2 days#so I was goin out of my mind at that event postin abt olimar bc I love him#and then. when I got home. I decided to shave my head instead of trying to fix the haircut again#and so the sequence of events becomes I post about olimar -> I enter my bald arc#I am okay with this. have a good night lads. binding books is actually really fun u should try it
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one thing im wondering is...whats happened to the pure vanilla we once knew?
shadow milk implies hes dead but that can be almost certainly disregarded since this guy is literally the misinformation spreader ever
but what gets me is that pure vanilla, as fortune teller or as truthless recluse, also implies that the old him is dead, or something like that
my theory is that normal pure vanilla is stuck in the abyss of his soul, trying to process everything thats happened to him (since truthless recluse says that hes fallen into the 'deepest abyss') and this new pure vanilla is a defence mechanism of sorts (i dunno what to call it 😞) to prevent anymore mental harm from coming to him. perhaps in the next episode, gingerbrave and friends will help him to snap out of it and face reality,,,
#sorry if i worded it badly#im not the best at explaining things lol#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#...sort of
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these sketches are all inspired by @miribalis fanfiction "Managerial Liberties" where Adam stays at the hotel (spoiler - he is not happy and he is still stupid) [and please everyone who sees this post also has to read "Bedtime Rituals to Try out Before the Next Angelic War" so we can scream in each other's faces how INSANELY good both fanfictions are]
#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel adam#hazbin hotel sketch#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel niffty#i think i broke every bone in my body trying to come up with a design for adam without his mask#there are not enough references#dont question his horns (which look different in the fanfiction btw but im too stupid and tired)#the positioning is QUESTIONABLE#the sketches of him and niffty are just my thoughts what might happen in the next chapter#will they give him a suit? or will they force him to wear an even bigger potato sack?#my theory is that they just hate him because they all have to be furries and he still is just some random white guy#the JOY I FELT WHEN I SAW THAT BUDINCA POSTED A NEW HAZBIN FANFICTION ON AO3#cannot be explained#i want to draw something for bedtime rituals so badly#my art
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Quick In-N-Out run after a successful night stoppin' crime
#powerpuff girls#ppg#buttercup#bubbles#blossom#i cannot explain how badly my art block has been#ive been sitting on this since July#thank goodness its done#im not sponsored by In N Out#but i could be#cha ching
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can i confess something else that will absolutely get me stoned in the town square since im dropping my unpopular opinions. I don’t like altean broadsword Lance. i already disliked red paladin Lance. the broadsword was like rubbing salt in the wound. why couldn’t he have his own niche. why was his character development just making him keith. i understand that it was like “he accepts that he doesn’t have to be a leader and excels as a co-leader and you can find happiness that way yada yada yada”. but you could’ve done that without making him keith. also now give him something unique, cool, that falls in line with his sniper bit. i’m not saying just give him another gun, im saying give him something quiet and lethal. like a garotte. yeah i want garotte lance.
i yap a lot more in my notes by the way if you were interested in other unpopular opinions. don’t send me hate messages or comments i won’t read it and will block viciously i also will not be debating this this is my hill to die on <3
#voltron#if you wanna hate on me uh maybe don’t#i just also think everyone’s writing was lazy except allura’s by the end#i don’t go into RP/BP klance posts and hate on them so don’t come into my space i’m warning you im liberal with the block button#that’s my OPINIOOONNNNNN#voltron legendary defender#moths unpopular opinions#i hate red paladin lance and black paladin keith im not sorry#i also dislike the idea that the black paladin has a designated right hand man (figuratively)#that feels unfair in a way i can’t explain#to me#black paladin is someone that creates harmony in the group#not necessarily is the Ultimate Most Important dude#but the guy that can listen to all the noise and filter it out and come up with reasonable ideas and facilitate discussion#and make well informed snap decisions to guide the team#i don’t think there’s space for a right hand#moth speaks#lance mcclain#and i hate that shiro got side lined because they shot themselves in the foy#foot#anyways having a lion swap betrays the fundamentals of voltron we were introduced to#you can’t introduce a hard magic system and then say no thanks#like oh ok i guess it doesn’t matter if the lion chooses the paladin whatever#which by the way is my biggest issue with season one#i think it was structured badly and having allura designate lions from the get go also betrayed the principle#which you could argue for the lion swap using that argument but lance is really the only one who was without a doubt chosen by his lion#so#no#anyways#thanks for listening to me yap
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i love lego ninjago, it lures u in with a false sense of security with the characters being literal legos and then proceeds to show some of the most distressing plot lines i've ever seen in children's animation
#ninjago#the only thing keeping it y7 or whatever it is is the fact they're legos and can't be brutalized too badly 😭😭#im watching hunted rn and there are not enough characters in these tags to explain how insane this is#i FEEL insane#i remember watching a video abt how the ninja don't talk abt their trauma too deeply and i get why it'll up the age rating#unironically i think the ninja as a collective have suffered more than jesus#at least jesus only got resurrected once 😭#jace yaps#i remember being a kid and me and my 3 sisters would be on the couch screaming at the tv idk maybe it was skybound#the point is we were stressed. i think we cried at the end of rebooted. i know for a fact cole turning into a ghost ruined my week.
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I think a big difference between Luffy and Dragon is that Luffy sails because he's chasing his dream while Dragon sails because he wants other people to be able to chase their dreams.
I don't think being a revolutionary is what he always dreamed of doing. I don't think it was ever his dream to be the person who acted first. It's simply what happened.
#one piece#revolutionary army#monkey d dragon#monkey d luffy#but thats just me#good dad dragon#i will say that yes taking down the gorosei and celestial dragons is what he wants#and yes everyone being equal and free is something he desperately wants#he wants it badly enough that he founded an army#but i dont think its his dream#i think his dream would be something a lot simpler#like luffy#idk if that makes sense or if im explaining it well#i just think about him a lot ok
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expect the next few dailies to be quick and simple!
#chitter chatter#i know i dont need to explain myself but todays been rough and im exploding badly#so trying to temper expectations for myself sometimes helps#sorry to show a bit of vulnerability on the funny daily challenge blog i hope you still love me 🥺 (JOKE!!!!)
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feel like we talked about the editing turn-around time for this video but not about the sponsor? like yes boo chromium based opera but usually sponsors need to approve the video before it goes up, so them doing the insta stories today, editing it, sending it to the sponsor, and getting it back approved all in one day? make it make sense to me
#like theoretically they sent the draft first like heres what were planning on doing. all we'll add is the day of bits. but thats like. risky#someone who knows more about yt sponsorships explain this to me. maybe things have changed. maybe im confused.#its possible they only care about the ad bit being right. but generally they want to ensure nothing else in the video reflects badly on them#maybe phil has a good reputation for sponsored videos? idk#dnp#c.text#dan and phil
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do i finish dunmesh tn ..
#JOOO IM SO SCAREDD im going 2 sit at my desk tmr night like when i finished trigun just staring ahead . nothing 2 do .#but its sooo good i want to see it through😭AUGGGHHF#girls .. marcilles dungeon lord outfit …orz… omg ..#two standout scenes one from vol 11 and one from 12#loved kabrus panic @ his inability to stop laios and co from moving forward . loved how the panels were arranged#and i loved laios dismissive tone vs kabrus stuttering and the sleeve pull imagery again and again and it slipping through his fingers#and the attempts 2 explain utaya but not knowing how and later on feeling rooted in place w fear . SOOO GOODDD !!?#second being marcilles descent into mad mage type of headspace .like wanting and needing so badly to see her desires out#but recognizing the overhwelming nature the powers n wishes have granted her and the insufficient timeframe which 2 accomplish things#that one panel in particular of her yelling for laios to shut up!!shut up shut up shut up#STOPPIF ORS SOOO GOOD I LOVE THE ART THERE#eehee ok maybe ill get through vol 13 and hold off 14 a little longer just 2 have a little smt left over😭#plus i need to see chimera!laios so bad. at least i think thats a thing that happens idk for sure but im a believer .#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers
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peak trophy designs are the ones where he has a huge bow around his waist
#inanimate insanity#ii trophy#look all im saying is that if hes supposed to be an asshole why does he have such a holdable waist#why is he so pretty and why do i want to hold him so badly#explain that animationepic!!!
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sometimes I do wanna just build an online horror genre taxonomy
#like to me walten files uses unfiction and analog aspects but is neither#like yes you are meant to be watching someones channel who found this footage but its not meant to be overly believed or even really-#utilized that much beyond general description things#and it uses analog but what makes analog horror /ANALOG/ horror is how it focuses on stuff from that time period in terms of-#news broadcasts and error or warning alerts etc#Its like calling TMA analog horror because they use a tape recorder almost#Im not mad btw im more explaining with emphasis.#Also marble hornets is not analog horror its unfiction#which analog horror can be unfiction dont get me wrong but like#not all unfiction is analog horror#mandela cat is analog unfiction for instance#does this make sense#I want to do this so badly#cause you also have video game horror which like#not horror games but horror through the guise of videos playing video games#which can be unfiction and often is.#or ARG which despite the name is not solely for unfiction#TMA again for instance is fiction (ignoring meta implications at times) but has had an ARG for The Magnus Protocol release)#ultimately its pedantic. art is a fluid flowing form that doesn't need boxes or labels to exist#but also I think its fun#I am like robert smirke lmao#voidthoughts
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random gods ost rlly does make me unwarrantingly emotional it's maddening. it's about the thrum of the power of the machine, it's about that machine slowly deteriorating and he knows it and is powerless to stop it, it's about that fucking machine has emotions even if it doesn't want to.
The way no melody is apparent at first, just nonsense machine noises, and then it swells into something recognizable, something alive, and then the melody slows and lowers, just so. As if a hint to Five Pebbles's, isolation, his guilt, his loneliness.
But then it (he), the melody picks up in strength again.
Because (he) the iterators weren't designed to die.
#rw#rain world#five pebbles#the way im so so so so normal about five pebbles (lying)#this is a hot mess and badly explains my brainrot over random gods but GOD.... GODDAMN AUAIIAYGH AAAA#fokron speaks#rain world iterator#iterator
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im sad. extremely sad actually yeah. very sad indeedy.
#i am like so alone and sometimes ppl tell me that im not and theyre there for me but like#idk how to explain it#I don't want to talk to anyone or rely on anyone or be vulnerable with anyone because genuinely everyone is fucking mean#and ik thats some victim mindset shit. like usually im fine about it i can handle myself#but sometimes its just like idk :/ i wish ppl could be fucking normal and comforting and hold me and just not make me deal#with their shittyness. like its ok if ur a mean person or u wanna say mean things to me please just shut up and hold me anyway????#like its fine please godddd#i want human connection so badly but i doubt everyone and i never believe anyone and whenever i do its like im a fucking IDIOT#uvvhhghvhgh#guys its just my period coming i guess. im not actually this sad its just my fuckass bitch fuck stupid hormones#ugghhgnbjbjg#i havent made ny bed either. its just the bare mattress (which i find rly gross i always want the cover on it)#and ny clothes and shower items on it#i might just sleep luke this though using my hoodie and a pillow.
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