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In case anyone wonders, when I dream of Phil he still has black hair.
#or dark anyway#i almost always dream of them as their younger selves#anyway heyyyyy im still alive#havent climbed out from under this rock quite yet#(tbh i havent. watched the video ive just seen the convo. the reason is a whole mental health thing im not gonna get into rn)#but yeah i saw that question and then i thought about it and idk how i feel about it#bc by now he really should be blonde but alas#though i will say that my dreams are visually sort of nebulous? like they're murky and mostly vibe based#except sometimes i have crystal clear still images#but mostly it's just#idk if i SAW it or i have the memory of the feeling of having seen it#im explaining this badly#example: a week or so ago i dreamt i was in a weird craft store with two mutuals whose faces i have never seen#but i knew it was them 100%#and if you asked me to describe them i couldnt it was just... i was with the idea of them but in the shape of human with no specific detail#but also visually distinct from one another#anyhow that's sharing hour done with#ily all maybe I'll be back with my annoying self soon#dan and phil#phan#ks talks
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I Depend On You
#🐟 my art#theyre so normal and healthy and good for eacjother (lying)#obsessed with their fucked up complicated relationship idk .#putting them in a jar n shaking it around#two really messed up affection starved people using the other to fill their personal voids#but theres an unwilling attachment there that neither will unpack or do anything with#like. they need eachother bc screwing around w/ eachother temporarily fills that void but they wont allow themselves#to be emotionally intimate or vulnerable with eachother really (most especially ted wont)#they wont allow to be anything more than eachothers tools so they wont really unpack just how dependent they are on eachother#but they are. so dependent#im explaining this badly but i hope u get it#hatchetfield#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#charlotte sweetly#ted spankoffski#tedchar#not sure if i should ship tag this bc its specifically an unhealthy portrayal#ill remove it if anyone asks i guess#eyestrain#neon colors
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polymer broadcast signal hijack
#pikmin#captain olimar#ft. louie captain shepherd and collin#as well as#moss (pikmin)#watched a stream series of pikmin 4 (its frankenbugs' series) thats what this is about really#but mostly. I just love olimar. I just really enjoy that man#also this really got me flexing those bande dessinée muscles from back thens lol#Ive missed drawin with this kinda proportions... I should do it more#Im gonna draw an olimar to put in my wallet. I need to make my life harder to explain to strangers#I also wanna. add more details to his space suit. make it look more like real life space suit for fun & entertainment#man I enjoy the animals in pikmin so much. they really are just like. animals. theyre animals#its great I love how genuinely bug-lookin the bugs are even with the stylization. pikmin and pokemon are really good at that#would like to learn how to do that... sometimes in the future#oh yeah fun fact. my effort at cleaning up my undercut a few days ago went badly. right before I went to a family reunion thing for 2 days#so I was goin out of my mind at that event postin abt olimar bc I love him#and then. when I got home. I decided to shave my head instead of trying to fix the haircut again#and so the sequence of events becomes I post about olimar -> I enter my bald arc#I am okay with this. have a good night lads. binding books is actually really fun u should try it
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one thing im wondering is...whats happened to the pure vanilla we once knew?
shadow milk implies hes dead but that can be almost certainly disregarded since this guy is literally the misinformation spreader ever
but what gets me is that pure vanilla, as fortune teller or as truthless recluse, also implies that the old him is dead, or something like that
my theory is that normal pure vanilla is stuck in the abyss of his soul, trying to process everything thats happened to him (since truthless recluse says that hes fallen into the 'deepest abyss') and this new pure vanilla is a defence mechanism of sorts (i dunno what to call it 😞) to prevent anymore mental harm from coming to him. perhaps in the next episode, gingerbrave and friends will help him to snap out of it and face reality,,,
#sorry if i worded it badly#im not the best at explaining things lol#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#...sort of
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these sketches are all inspired by @miribalis fanfiction "Managerial Liberties" where Adam stays at the hotel (spoiler - he is not happy and he is still stupid) [and please everyone who sees this post also has to read "Bedtime Rituals to Try out Before the Next Angelic War" so we can scream in each other's faces how INSANELY good both fanfictions are]
#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel adam#hazbin hotel sketch#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel niffty#i think i broke every bone in my body trying to come up with a design for adam without his mask#there are not enough references#dont question his horns (which look different in the fanfiction btw but im too stupid and tired)#the positioning is QUESTIONABLE#the sketches of him and niffty are just my thoughts what might happen in the next chapter#will they give him a suit? or will they force him to wear an even bigger potato sack?#my theory is that they just hate him because they all have to be furries and he still is just some random white guy#the JOY I FELT WHEN I SAW THAT BUDINCA POSTED A NEW HAZBIN FANFICTION ON AO3#cannot be explained#i want to draw something for bedtime rituals so badly#my art
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Quick In-N-Out run after a successful night stoppin' crime
#powerpuff girls#ppg#buttercup#bubbles#blossom#i cannot explain how badly my art block has been#ive been sitting on this since July#thank goodness its done#im not sponsored by In N Out#but i could be#cha ching
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can i confess something else that will absolutely get me stoned in the town square since im dropping my unpopular opinions. I don’t like altean broadsword Lance. i already disliked red paladin Lance. the broadsword was like rubbing salt in the wound. why couldn’t he have his own niche. why was his character development just making him keith. i understand that it was like “he accepts that he doesn’t have to be a leader and excels as a co-leader and you can find happiness that way yada yada yada”. but you could’ve done that without making him keith. also now give him something unique, cool, that falls in line with his sniper bit. i’m not saying just give him another gun, im saying give him something quiet and lethal. like a garotte. yeah i want garotte lance.
i yap a lot more in my notes by the way if you were interested in other unpopular opinions. don’t send me hate messages or comments i won’t read it and will block viciously i also will not be debating this this is my hill to die on <3
#voltron#if you wanna hate on me uh maybe don’t#i just also think everyone’s writing was lazy except allura’s by the end#i don’t go into RP/BP klance posts and hate on them so don’t come into my space i’m warning you im liberal with the block button#that’s my OPINIOOONNNNNN#voltron legendary defender#moths unpopular opinions#i hate red paladin lance and black paladin keith im not sorry#i also dislike the idea that the black paladin has a designated right hand man (figuratively)#that feels unfair in a way i can’t explain#to me#black paladin is someone that creates harmony in the group#not necessarily is the Ultimate Most Important dude#but the guy that can listen to all the noise and filter it out and come up with reasonable ideas and facilitate discussion#and make well informed snap decisions to guide the team#i don’t think there’s space for a right hand#moth speaks#lance mcclain#and i hate that shiro got side lined because they shot themselves in the foy#foot#anyways having a lion swap betrays the fundamentals of voltron we were introduced to#you can’t introduce a hard magic system and then say no thanks#like oh ok i guess it doesn’t matter if the lion chooses the paladin whatever#which by the way is my biggest issue with season one#i think it was structured badly and having allura designate lions from the get go also betrayed the principle#which you could argue for the lion swap using that argument but lance is really the only one who was without a doubt chosen by his lion#so#no#anyways#thanks for listening to me yap
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i love lego ninjago, it lures u in with a false sense of security with the characters being literal legos and then proceeds to show some of the most distressing plot lines i've ever seen in children's animation
#ninjago#the only thing keeping it y7 or whatever it is is the fact they're legos and can't be brutalized too badly 😭😭#im watching hunted rn and there are not enough characters in these tags to explain how insane this is#i FEEL insane#i remember watching a video abt how the ninja don't talk abt their trauma too deeply and i get why it'll up the age rating#unironically i think the ninja as a collective have suffered more than jesus#at least jesus only got resurrected once 😭#jace yaps#i remember being a kid and me and my 3 sisters would be on the couch screaming at the tv idk maybe it was skybound#the point is we were stressed. i think we cried at the end of rebooted. i know for a fact cole turning into a ghost ruined my week.
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Okay hear me out (other people have basically already said this but hold on this is my post)


We're getting very clear messages that indicate something might be... wrong with Clancy. During the US leg via the FPE letters we heard a lot about how Clancy was inspiring the masses, and now it kind of seems to be the opposite. Torch explicitly saying we destroyed them so we didn't become them.
Plus Tyler now wearing black shirts, with imagery that seems to relate to Blurryface songs. The occasions last tour where his "Clancy" shirt was black text instead of red. The Blurryface account tweeting again this tour. The bishops taking over the Judge that one time, trying to hijack a moment that celebrates the clique (irl banditos). Paladin Strait, which apparently is not supposed to sound like an ending, which concludes with Clancy being named explicitly by Nico, and which shows a version of Tyler in the mv literally sitting above it all & seemingly mirroring people's movements from other shots.
I see your "Clancy becomes a bishop" theories (I love bishop!clancy to be clear I think it's awesome) but I think that might be too esoteric to end up being the explicit canon (I could also be wrong and it will be, but functionally the rest of the point here is the same). The thing is, Clancy is pretty simply intended to be a version of Tyler that extracts and represents certain traits, just like Blurryface. We know Blurryface to be insecurity. Clancy has never been said explicitly afaik but I think it's clear he represents Tyler's drive to create things that inspire people (despite crushing obstacles like mental illness - Dema and the bishops, and especially with the help and inspiration of others - Torchbearers and the banditos (us)). Which we know can be incredible, but can also become self-destructive. We were introduced to Clancy at first cryptically through his personal writings, and only explicitly after a long time (and after being told he'd "died" by the characters that represent Tyler's mental health struggles, which, depressed creatives iykyk) because I think owning your creativity and ability to inspire others is a much more arduous journey than being controlled by your insecurity. But Clancy was never intended to be a different type of character despite all that. He is a version of Tyler.
And just like Blurryface he gets his own namesake album. A lot of people have pointed out how the Clancy and Blurryface tracklists can actually be read to mirror each other. As the lore progressed Blurryface became Nico (and the other 8 bishops) battling against Clancy, but they're all abstractions from Tyler's mind. Both literally, in the sense that he is literally the one coming up with the story, but we're also reminded of this on both Bandito and Overcompensate with the "created this world" bridge. I believe this is also what we're seeing represented in those shots in the Paladin Strait mv. There's also the fact that the Clancy era is extremely extremely red - this in lore represents Clancy's process of reclamation as well as his (violent) uprising, but in tøp's wider context it is kinda just The Blurryface Color along with black.
Blurryface turns 10 immediately after the Clancy tour ends. We know the Clancy tour to be the reflection of "someone's life flashing before their eyes" and that this album was supposedly meant to wrap up the Dema storyline. I do not think this means Clancy dies. Because he is Tyler, and he cannot die, because for that to happen I think Tyler would have to never write or make anything again. And we also know this to be a cycle. I think what's happening is what's always been kind of obvious, and inevitable. I think Clancy is going to become Blurryface. I think he's already been Blurryface this entire time. They're the same person at different parts of the cycle, and I think we're going back to the start of it.
#(and all of this is potentially leading up to an anniversary re-release of blurryface which may in fact be clancy ultimate chapter 25#based on the doubt demo coming out -ik that was also because of tiktok but i don't care about her and let me have this-#+ tyler randomly posting jon bellion and yungblud. idk im just sayinggg)#twenty one pilots#tyler joseph#josh dun#blurryface#clancy#all of this seems like im also just stating the obvious but i think that's because i only talk about the lore with ppl who agree with me 😭#i know there's still a legion of ppl who think clancy is legit dead which is like. i think u fell for someone elses depression propaganda#anyway we must always understand tøp as metafiction. yes i am pretentious#also that reality layer chart steele made that i can't find rn it's also that#i went back thru my own posts because i have goldfish memory and wasn't sure what id already assumed and posted about#and i did have some flopiana moments but it looks like ive been on this train (clancy becomes bf) since like last june. go me#if anyone remembers the bit where i was freaking out abt the jumpsuit mv. i think i had some valid points but also pretend u did not see it#i was too deep in the literalism and the Implications i needed to pull back#(ok fine i still think we've seen multiple clancys as the cycle has repeated. which explains the jumpsuit mv it's a different instance#i deleted my theory posts about this like months and months bc i worded them badly but i was right)
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Why didn’t Vil’s mom start regaining hope after Vil was born if that’s typical? Was there something else going on?
An angel griefs and loses hope when someone close to them passes away, Miss Schoenheit had that close person pass away suddenly. She knew her friend longer before meeting Eric, they were the first person she developed an attachment to, and like any angel would, she promised to protect her loved ones from anything.
So like yeah that didn't go well and her friend ended up passing away quite tragically, and the incident quickly made Miss Schoenheit grief, lose hope, and develop the disease that'd kill her eventually. The reason Vil didn't end up being her reason to keep hope is because she completely lost her sense to think she could protect them and Eric. If she couldn't protect one person, what makes her think she could protect her husband and son? Or a whole group, since as a high ranking angel she has angels below her that look up to her and believe she can keep them safe. It was a lot of pressure on her. (Not to mention, she wasn't able to tell another high ranked angel what happened because if she did, she would've been told to "drop it" because she has more important things to do than to grieve some "random mortal")
Accepting her fate was easier than living with the haunting thought that she failed to protect her friend, and now there's a chance her husband or son could possibly die and she wouldn't be there to protect them either. An angel that regains hope because of their children and believe that even though their loved one passed away, they will do anything and WILL make sure to protect their young ones until their own doom, no matter what happens, they want to be there and continue raising them. But Miss Schoenheit didn't have that mentality unfortunately and believed if she stayed, Vil would've ended up hurt one way or another, she might've been strong both physically and magically but mentally she was weak and thought lowly of herself and her own abilities. She believed that Eric and Vil didn't deserve a "weak" wife and mother like her (she never expressed these thoughts to Eric either since she was just used to being turned down every time she tried to talk about it by other angels with her rank or higher), her friend dying was probably her last straw and honestly turning into a stone statue felt more peaceful to her at that moment ngl, accepting her fate was easier than fighting back so she did just that.
#ong she might've been highly respected by angels below her but any other angel that was the same rank as her DISRESPECTED HER SO BADLY#Girl was born and trained to be a leader for others and she wasn't allowed to show any signs of “weakness” because#that'd make her vulnerable and a sorry excuse for a leader#imagine being told to “drop it” after trying to explain to your co-worker/boss that your friend suddenly died and that's why#you're not doing your job well. ong i would've lost it#I should also note you guys can ask questions about her friend and how they died but#im not gonna stop you but I will say y'all might not like the answer#twst#monoduke ask
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little tag game !!! thank you @lizzyflowers and @necropathys (ㅅ .❛ ˘ .❛ )
" Rules: In a new post, list the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs. "
now my wips are all over the place (partially also just existing in my notes app plus on my old tablet which is currently in another house :'D or I title them something really random) but that doesn't stop me from listing a few wips i still have xd
layout for the goopneil dream(ing) fic
nightmare dialogue
ooo short
multiverse history 🔛🔝 (more exposition)
a touch into the lonely mind (non-utmv)
dreamcest conversation inspired by showers
eclipse's story
x-orcist au
applepoly on a date
plot or story or whatever
yeah that's. yeah XD
tagging uhm,m. @osiriaro @vrnicky @omegasomeone @dreammareismyjam @sunnymainecoonx @groovygladiatorsheep @dragon-tamer-1 @virokuns @elisabethv0 @fishfrypi (sorry ,v,)
#text#THE THINGS I FOUND. NOT ME BADLY EXPLAINING THE DREAMTALE TO PDC TIMELINE BWAHAHAHA#i Hope that not too much is asked about these because they're really all just wips mostly :'D (well some aren't but im also bad at this so)#anyway#tag game#ahahahha
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woe silly Mia (+ Sol) doodles be upon ye
Mia... i miss her..... i need to post her more........
#Aughhh words can't describe just how badly i wanna yap about this specimen of a bimbo and her relationship with Sol........#She and Sol are timeloop buddies and to describe it best have sort of a yin and yang dynamic (within the wormhole and in general#Mia becomes the yin to Sol's yang and Sol becomes the yang to Mia's yin) and they challenge their moral beliefs and approach on handling#themselves and try to find a balance between selflessness (Sol) and selfishness (Mia)#it's nearly 4 am and i didn't explain it well since theres more to it but STILL#also get a load of Mia with her hair down my babies girl#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatex#exocolonist#my art#art#artists on tumblr#sol exocolonist#mia exocolonist#iwatex oc#oc#my oc#my original character#original character#oc art#doodles#shitpost#anyways im going to sleep now
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I think a big difference between Luffy and Dragon is that Luffy sails because he's chasing his dream while Dragon sails because he wants other people to be able to chase their dreams.
I don't think being a revolutionary is what he always dreamed of doing. I don't think it was ever his dream to be the person who acted first. It's simply what happened.
#one piece#revolutionary army#monkey d dragon#monkey d luffy#but thats just me#good dad dragon#i will say that yes taking down the gorosei and celestial dragons is what he wants#and yes everyone being equal and free is something he desperately wants#he wants it badly enough that he founded an army#but i dont think its his dream#i think his dream would be something a lot simpler#like luffy#idk if that makes sense or if im explaining it well#i just think about him a lot ok
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expect the next few dailies to be quick and simple!
#chitter chatter#i know i dont need to explain myself but todays been rough and im exploding badly#so trying to temper expectations for myself sometimes helps#sorry to show a bit of vulnerability on the funny daily challenge blog i hope you still love me 🥺 (JOKE!!!!)
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feel like we talked about the editing turn-around time for this video but not about the sponsor? like yes boo chromium based opera but usually sponsors need to approve the video before it goes up, so them doing the insta stories today, editing it, sending it to the sponsor, and getting it back approved all in one day? make it make sense to me
#like theoretically they sent the draft first like heres what were planning on doing. all we'll add is the day of bits. but thats like. risky#someone who knows more about yt sponsorships explain this to me. maybe things have changed. maybe im confused.#its possible they only care about the ad bit being right. but generally they want to ensure nothing else in the video reflects badly on them#maybe phil has a good reputation for sponsored videos? idk#dnp#c.text#dan and phil
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do i finish dunmesh tn ..
#JOOO IM SO SCAREDD im going 2 sit at my desk tmr night like when i finished trigun just staring ahead . nothing 2 do .#but its sooo good i want to see it through😭AUGGGHHF#girls .. marcilles dungeon lord outfit …orz… omg ..#two standout scenes one from vol 11 and one from 12#loved kabrus panic @ his inability to stop laios and co from moving forward . loved how the panels were arranged#and i loved laios dismissive tone vs kabrus stuttering and the sleeve pull imagery again and again and it slipping through his fingers#and the attempts 2 explain utaya but not knowing how and later on feeling rooted in place w fear . SOOO GOODDD !!?#second being marcilles descent into mad mage type of headspace .like wanting and needing so badly to see her desires out#but recognizing the overhwelming nature the powers n wishes have granted her and the insufficient timeframe which 2 accomplish things#that one panel in particular of her yelling for laios to shut up!!shut up shut up shut up#STOPPIF ORS SOOO GOOD I LOVE THE ART THERE#eehee ok maybe ill get through vol 13 and hold off 14 a little longer just 2 have a little smt left over😭#plus i need to see chimera!laios so bad. at least i think thats a thing that happens idk for sure but im a believer .#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers
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