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#im embarrassed to tell you how long it took me to replicate the logo#check the tv in it what a lovely scene#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannigram#murder husbands#hannibal memes#will graham#hannibal lecter
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teaching myself how to draw by obsessively drawing xfiles/calvin and hobbes fanart as a way to cope and distract from The Horrors™️
#it's embarrassing how long these took to draw#but im learning!#msr#txf fanart#txf#the x-files#mine#dizzy spouts conspiracies
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say your prayers weezer (ref sheet that i dont even need) (ignore how italian lestat looks i didnt realize it while drawing)
#this took unnecessarily long. its almost embarrassing#its so weird how my style changes when im drawing on a smaller canvas#where everything is lq and i have to draw tiny features#armand de nolastname#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy#danloumandstat#<-I GUESS????????#iwtv#interview with the vampire#alicias art
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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im gonna start posting fanfic recs btw whenever i find good ones. both here and my (awfully barren) 18+ account. because there are so many good fics out there with so few hits and fewer kudos and sometimes no comments period and it SUCKS because i REALLY LIKE THEM A LOT.. and i hope that by linking them here and yelling at everyone to COMMENT DAMMIT they might actually do it
seriously though any comment means a lot. most people who read a fic don’t even give a kudos. even if the fic wasn’t top tier, if you didn’t dislike it, hand over some kudos!! and if you liked it, comment!!!! even if the comment is one singular heart emoji it will be appreciated. if the comment just says “great fic!” the author will be happy. your comment doesn’t have to be this long winded gushing or analysis.
so many authors quit writing or lose motivation because the comments are few and far in between or just sometimes nonexistent. trust me when i say authors don’t care about how long or cool or smart sounding your comment is i promise!!!
i hope that mmmaybe recommending fics and telling people to comment might help fics i really like get more support maybe. and i, points at you reading this, hope that you will listen!!!at least a little….at least sum kudos….
#if u have the ability to reply to my reblog saying how much you loved the fic i recommended comment on the fic itself so the author can see!#especially since the rise of ai writing and seeing ai fics out there can be disheartening#make sure you let your writers know you appreciate them#you never know they might one day write a sequel bc your comment touched them#or might get the motivation to make more works.#(but don’t just comment bc you expect something out of it btw. sometimes the author might be too intimidated to reply ive seen that before)#im a huge yapper. if you can’t tell. lmfao.#and i mostly comment on guest. like 99% of the time because the fics are either really embarrassing#or i get nervous about them knowing me/finding my tumblr and thinking im cringw#bc i admire authors so much. and I get that nervousness! given I experience it!!! but guest mode EXISTS!!! most work allows you to comment#on guest mode!! the author CANT see the email you use for it!!! the only reason they even ask is to give you notifs if theres a reply to it!#a comment is still a comment even if on guest or an alt or your main#even if the fic is embarrassing shameful depraved smut you can log out and comment on guest. even if it’s embarrassing#because the author still worked HARD. it’s so hard to write. people don’t give enough credit to fic authors who do it for free#i had an account (now super abandoned) that had over 400k words. and that didn’t include wips#i reallg do struggle to write because i took a break for so long!!! i can write but not nearly as much as I used to!!! and it sucks!!!#support your authors guys. 1k words is an hour for the first draft at MINIMUM and another hour for revision and editing. and people get#pissy if a fic chapter is less than 3-4k words for some reason. that’s 6-8 hours of work at MINIMUM. likely so much more because there’s#also plotting and brainstorming and So. Much. Editing. stressing out over words and sentence structure. it takes so much time out of your#day. the only oneshot i have posted on this account is 2460 words. and it took me SEVEN HOURS#seven hours!!!! that’s a lot!!!! and for authors that have school or demanding jobs that kind of time is hard to come by!!!!!#and I hope i have convinced at least one of you to listen and go okay you know what. i will. because even if it’s a silly comment it’s loved#tldr support your local fanfic authors of you will be so stabbed. by me#fanfiction#fanfic#archive of our own#ao3#comment on fics#wick fic recs#that’s the rec tag btw. wow custom tags AGAIN i know. im doing what i thought i never would
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gloria and leif hang up a banner like this and when caspar brings around ted they have to make some adjustments to the sign
#midnight burger#dont ask me how long this took im embarrassed#but the idea was too good i needed to make yall see this#i remembered the son boy allowed meme and had to make this i had to
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love love love your merman joseph design. tho i was also thinking, maybe his tail could be the same olive green as his tank top when he's young, and as he ages it becomes more like his old self's khaki brown attire like as if his scales faded with age.
also funny how he has both hands. imagine if his left hand was replaced by a trident lol
Aaaaaa lmao ur so right
#Very big brained for this anon#I CANNAE BELIEVE I FORGOT HES MISSING A HAND#IM A FAKE GILF FAN#I’m embarrassed at how long I spent on this 😭#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#joseph joestar#oldseph#jojo no kimyou na bouken#also sorry this took so long I got a job as an airline pilot
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happy birthday to rashid of the turbulent wind!!! <3
#my art#sf6#rashid#street fighter 6#street fighter rashid#sf6 rashid#im embarrassed how long this took me lol#wish i could draw faster
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ROBYN i might be going insane because i cant see it anywhere on archive or on tiktok or on tumblr and it might be on your old tumblr but i cant find it
was it you or someone else that wrote addict!sirius? and he fought with james and fabian was here
/did you post about any fic like this? i found my notes app from when it was a wip and i need to know if its finished okay bye hopefully you know what i mean the only thing in my notes app says "water in hands" and i DONT KNOW HOW TO FIND IT
hi omg hi hi hi hihihi og beaniesandblackcoffee reader??? an og messrsrarchives???? how to never stop being sad !!! i did do this !!! i think,,,, if this is the water bit?
if it isn't then sorry ignore the rest of this !!! if it is then HI. yes deleted :( i had the whole thing planned for MONTHS and i told myself i would write it when i was in a better place because it's literally,,, me. and then i did ! i think i posted three or four chaps before i realised i was Not in a place to do that and i pulled a sirius but ugh i need this back in my life.
i have too many fics to work on but i will literally write this entirely and give it to you because wdym you remember this? wdym??? i talk about this fic so often with my friends but noone else remembers it hi hello
#asks#it also got taken down because i got a massive long comment telling me that it isnt how addiction works and sirius just need a reality check#and i was like oh#well if you READ THE AUTHORS NOTE#you would know thats quite mean to say given i specified that im drawing from experience#but whatever okay i took it down because it was my first fic#and my first mean comment on a fic#and i got embarrassed :3#but HI
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didn't know you were a dorm warrior cheye, how' was 'd you like the experience of living away from home?
(general) unfortunately i didnt have a cawr then, and also the kitchen was communal (and had the washer and dryer units in it) so I tried to avoid being spotted in there due to the Embarrassment and Shame of being alive, so it was really not too different than living at home where my room is my entire world...just a bit more quiet and peaceful loafing.
(specific) the college i attended is surrounded by water so was nice to walk around the few times I did. I saw Raccoon in person for the first time in my life ^_^ and many smunks and osprey, pelican my best friend pelican
#skunk mail#Anonymous#there was a bus i took around several times but it never seemed worth it to go#(until i made the friends i did and we'd go on it together to the mall) but ykwim#id eat at dining hall but if they didnt have anything i wanted id have to get creative#not only bc getting to the grocery store by bus was a whole planned ordeal#but also because well id be on edge in the kitchen all the time. like please dont walk in on me making embarrassing meals.#im embarrassed.#but as a whole was good experience#those posts about how the ideal living experience is like a college dorm is true in the way that everything is close together#for ex. i liked that i had to take a long long walk to get my mail from the mail room...forced to get sun
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been seeing a lot of netflix edits going around ive literally seen three and you know me and my fomo had to participate 😌
i tried using this template but i still cannot for life of me figure out how to use it, so i just redid it myself in canva lol.
#you guys: so hows writing coming along?#me: i spent the half day on pinterest and the other half making a netflix edit thay serves no purpose :D#also i was gonna include like the episode screenshot#but i couldnt find anything that would work#you dont even wanna know how long it took me just find the house pic and the hand on the steering wheel#im embarrassed#at least you get to see the summary for chapter 3#thats fun#🕺🕺🕺#mirror mine#alli talks
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Same venue. Same-ish crowd. Opposing seasons. Contrasting vibes.
#me#sometimes you have a few beers and yr feeling yrself. sometimes you feel too much like yourself and consider leaving early#for all the talk of yearning and intricate rituals let me tell you. a drunk girl sidled in right in front of me and the sense of rage i-#her and esp the guys she was with got kinda rowdy in the pit later on shoving each other also into the crowd whom did NOT want part of that#its a lot of people in a small room and at this point i was already further back and against a wall let me tell you#i think if someone had touched me i might have snapped fr#still had an ok time though once i got over feeling super embarrassed about my self and dared looking other people in the eye lol ah#one thing i do like abt the culture is the genderneutrality of it all... the most long and luscious locks in the room belong to some guy#and i can show up in sport bra and oversized shirt no typa bag no makeup wearin black laceup boots that could be m or f#my gender is uh. dont worry abt it lets just turn off the lights and vibe#got talking w someone tho who said she recognised me frm a diff event & i didnt much like that idea.. im not in the mood to be Perceived at#the venue IS p cool tho... like oo at a forgotten space on the other side of the tracks. by the water. by the skate park. yea#edit HOW could i forget. the rowdiest of drunk guys got either shamed into stepping out or str8 removed fr a lil while im not sure lol#and another guy wantedto crowdsurf but only 2 of his friends came to the stage to get him so he just kinda. crawled on top of them#and they awkwardly took a few steps carrying him round the vacated front. none of the crowd wanted shit to do w them lmao
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Still no fandom art from me but I finally had the motivation to redesign my old ocs and draw this artwork for them
The one in the portrait is Adonis, the older brother, and the one with the beanie who's scratching up the portrait is Galicia, the younger sibling.
#URGH j want to yap about them so badly#my art#noodles doodles#oc art#oc artwork#oc drawing#noodles ocs#the complexity of their sibljng relationship because of the infinitely large age gap between them is HDHSHSJHSJS#like. because of adonis being a time god. his age is fucked up a bit yet Galicia is born “somewhat” normal so he'd have a shorter lifespan#a time god and a rogue time traveler who just wants his brother back#gosh i actually need to yap about them#original character#original art#im actually very embarrassed to say how long i actually took to draw that portrait
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open starter : @nightreststarters
location : literally anywhere .
“.. Don’t ever let me drink like that again,” Bianca groaned, the pounding feeling in her head still present even after taking a couple painkillers. “I mean it. It’s all fun and games in the beginning, but the aftermath isn’t worth it.”
#im embarrassed by how long this took to write#nightrest:starter#⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 ⠀⠀ ﹐ ⠀ ⠀ interactions .#also feel free to assume connections
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What the fuck do you mean he woke up in his coffin alive, with like all of his injuries from his death, cracked open the wooden lid of his casket with nothing but a belt buckle and his hands, dug 6 feet out, while running out of oxygen, walked 12 and a half miles (and then maybe got hit by a car??!?)
And then during his Robin run, there was of course when he got beat up by the Joker and then got up to get the ropes off his mom
In legends he got beat up by an angry mob, was hospitalized, looks like he has a head injury as well as a broken arm and leg, and he just. Walks out and manages to find his way to the next gathering angry mob to try and stop em
He will not stay down and he will throw himself back into it as soon as he physically can, sooner sometimes
#also his “ive gotta do what i can to help-- even if it kills me!”#im. very normal about that#<-lying voice#is now a good time to mention i think of jaybin as vaguely suicidal and was very aware the warehouse could be a trap but went in anyway#because he had the chance to help and he doesn't value his own life that much. if i die i die kinda attitude. so long as he dies TRYING#which makes how they talk about his death even worse than it already is if you see it through that lens.#with the idea he didn't think he was going to survive#because no smidge of recklessness or an idea he could possibly fight the joker alone is there. just a child whos willing to die#also he gets beat up more than this theres more examples. but he just doesn't always very dramatically get up#im not. main tagging this. too embarrassed sorryy#dc liveblog#comic reference#crazy quilt. thats a notable fight too. he gots up rather quickly from that attack to get right back into it#apparently he took “at least 3 severe blows to the head”#he did get shot during the mad hatter fight but that one struggles to count here.#he was still back in the field sooner than he probably shoudve been#actually. how much does jason get hit in the head alone. here alone we have the mob. the quilt. and the joker as examples#literally no wonder he's wears a helmet after coming back#he shoukd keep the helmet#jason todd
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just cried in the shower thinking about my bf !! who have i become 😳
#love changes you!!!!!#anyways all i can think about these days is how i am restraining myself from telling him i am in love with him lol#weve been dating only like 2.5 months i feel like its a short time but at the same time i feel like ive been with him forever like it feels#like years… and we talked about it he feels the same…….. like ive had him in my life forever#the other night i brought him home and we always talk in the car for a very long time and at some point he just looked at me and said#something like ‘you know youre my best friend and my confidant.. i dont know what id be doing without you’ and i almost started crying#because i feel the same like we are best friends and then also everything else like physical attraction and all of that but we have so much#fun together 🥹#and it made me think of ‘you are in love’ by taylor swift when she says ‘one night he wakes/strange look on his face/pauses then says/#youre my best friend/and you knew what it was/he is in love’#🥺🥺🥺#sorry for being so corny i just love him so much#oh and since he works at a small cinema in our city he has the keys to the cinema… and we sometimes go there late at night when no one is#there and watch whatever movies we want in the theater lmao#the other day i wanted to start watchingthe office with him because he never watched it and i think hed love it but we ended up not being#able to watch it at my house… so that night he took his theater keys when we went out and took me to the cinema to watch the office there#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 oof#anyways……. im so in love its embarrassing
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