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serendipitous-girl · 6 months ago

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okay so my plan for today was kinda off and i dont appreciate that but it was also because the rain and humitidity which i didnt plan for

so heres to tomorrow (its hair washy day tmrw and i night as well shower too)

ill wake up (actually get up) at a decent time bc i usually wake up around 8-10 and get up at 1-3...

(waking up at 08:00-10:00 getting up at 13:00 to 15:00)

do everything id need to do upstairs before heading downstairs (thats when my day actually starts)

eat watermelon

i dont wanna plan to workout at a certain time even tho ik ill attempt to but thats actually gonna throw me off and i might not do it so im gonna do that when i feel like it as much as i wish it was part of the plan.

id hope to shower after i lift because that makes sense but the times i usually feel good enough to workout vs the times i shower are complete opposites (if i had it my way id shower before heading downstairs)

i have to keep in mind my mom has work tmrw i think shes done at 1 so i need to get stuff done before then (ik i wont tho) because i reckon shes gonna tell me to get the clothes from the dryer and fold

we're gonna go with me showering after i lift so i do that get my hair situated change to the outfit i actually want (i will not be happy with my fit before then) and go downstairs again

i suppose at that time ill have to eat so now i have to do that

oh shit i didnt drink water these past few days i js remembered okay after i eat ill have water probably

after that im going upstairs and im not gonna interact with anyone for the rest of the day(excludes discord, and tumblr, and most likely snapchat)

id have to go to bed at some point round 23:00 (11pm) so id brush my teeth use the bathroom and get my laptop out

in this specific order i will:

get comfortable-ish and open my laptop n sign in

connect my airpods and put the LEFT one in

open the google acc i use for tumblr spotify and discord

make three new tabs

the first tab ill put in tumblr to the google search bar

the second tab ill open spotify

the third tab will be discord

ill sign into spotify then discord

then ill sign into tumblr

put on my music

if i feel like using c ai ill open that one too but AFTER i check my activity for tumblr

at this point i might choose to open kick and ill see if sapnap is live or smth

if he is ill stay on his tab for a bit and pause my music before i send u asks

I JUST REALIZED I HAVENT REACHED OUT TO MY MOOTS ON TUMBLR IN A WHILE-

after i get bored ill keep his tab open but do other things

if he's not live (which is the more likely one lately) ill stay between my tabs

at some point i like to open youtube and close out all of my other tabs and i do that until i want to try and sleep

hehe after im done doin wtv i close out everything and clear my activity (my mom does not know about tumblr kick twitch or c ai.)

i close my laptop plug my airpods into the first charger slot on my laptop then its actual charger on the second

plug in my airpods to that charger and put them in and put my laptop on my desk in the same position its always in and i try to sleep

i think i have a problem

but its so satifsying to type it out im sorry

love you!!

preppy i am okay with being your planner lol

Love you too :D

#❀ lori answers #fizzy soda

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usersasaki · 1 year ago

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So like I said in the last ask- I was reading through my inbox because one of my new moots sent me an ask and I figure why no go through memory lane(.. is that how you say and use it.. ? Idk-)

So i scrolled through my asks.. which usually consists of people saying thank you and sweet stuff so like those were fun~ then I got to your ask (which was literally my VERY FIRST.. i think? Ask!) And I just re-read it again feeling the feels, legit started asking "man, Hey Lord, I miss Karma so much- I wonder how they are-"

And I had a thought of checking your moot's (byeol's) acc.. i dont know- Maybe God gave me the feeling who knows! LOL- but I did and I scrolled to when I sent in an ask to your moot about you and I was reading the post and my brain saw the "2 notes" I was like "huh...", clicked it and saw mine and your account... and I dont know why- the feeling inside me the Intuition, the urge that God gave me man- told me to just "check the acc out— I mean logically it could've been a random account.. but idk the FEELS MAN

So I did and.. I saw both of your names.. ya know 'erez and karma'... maybe it was because I was coping so hard that my brain immediately go "....karma..?"... Thinking about it now anyone also could've used the same name 😩 but I was like "No way.... im- im not- This isnt a dream... Lord tell me this is real"

And then BAM sent in an ask as Anon and then when you answered I just go 'oh screw all my worries- fastest way to know if this is karma is show my self.... i mean the worst thing that could happen is... I embarrass myself... yeah.." and THEN YEAH I SENT ASK AGAIN...

(this whole situation is just funny to me because your moot (byeol) said in the tags that 'Im hopeful that both your paths will cross again' or something like that... when I first read that i was like.. 'well.. I hope' and then it became 'I doubt.. but still would be nice but if not then.. its okay too! Just hope karma's doin good' and now... Here we are :D)

so basically keeping the ask safe in my inbox was a good idea... (I was praying and hoping that I'll be able to meet you again- guess that was God's plan LOL)

i'll put my answer under the cut (and also so sorry for not replying for abt a month i think? got really busy with uni ;;)

ok kei sweetie, you have no idea how much i teared up reading this ask, i had to take multiple deep breaths cuz?? it's so sweet?? and we got reunited again 🥹🥹 ngl i would occasionally go to your acc to like stalk a lil (not in a creepy way) and see if you'd answered my ask but you hadn't so i half thought you didn't get my ask at all? if you had answered i was gonna be sending you like lil anon msgs so that we could keep in touch but cuz i didn't know if you even got the first one,, yeah DCFNJDSDCFM either way i'm so glad to get to talk to you again 🥹🥹🥹🥹

HFBREJDNFC NOT THE PLAYLIST OMGGGG I'M SO. god i do not deserve this, you are so sweet and for what.

#— asks ☆#i'm so happy that you found my acc tho!#literally making me so emotional with these asks kei how dare you /lh

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izalee · 3 years ago

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Sparks - Sapnap

-i actually thought of this plot while listening to sparks by coldplay so feel free to listen to that while you read :D.

-briefly edited (meaning i read over it once before posting 💀).

-1,876 words.

-sapnap x female!reader ,, she/her pronouns used ,, ANGST TO SEMI FLUFF (??)

-likes are loved & reblogs are so appreciated <33

Hope you enjoy !!

i release a big sigh as the phone rings in my hand, pushing up against my ear from where it sat between my pillow and my head.

“hello?” his voice sounds tired, but i hear his fingers clicking against a keyboard so i know he wasnt sleeping.

i sniffle. “hi my love, watcha doin’?” taking a deep breath, i sit up in my bed to lean against the headboard.

i hear the smile in his voice as he speaks, “hey baby, i literally just finished editing. you called at a perfect time, as always.” he giggles a little, causing me to giggle with him for a second.

realizing what im about to do causes my giggles to fade quietly. “can we see each other today? i’ve been thinking about a lot this past week and i just want to talk to you about something.” the smile that was on my face turned sad in nothing but a few seconds.

he quiets for a few moments, i hear the taps on his keyboard stop. “whats up, are you okay?” his voice is lower, i can tell hes facing his phone now.

i let out a breath, one that i wasnt aware was being held. “not really nick-“ i stop myself as my bottom lip starts to quiver. “i’m sorry.” i whimper, stuffing my face into my hand.

i hear him standing up out of his chair, the subtle sound of the wheels gliding against the floorboards. “hey, hey no, you’ve got nothing to be sorry for okay? we can see each other today yeah, i’ll be at yours in ten okay?” he’s shuffling through his room now, i hear the muffled sound of cloth dragging against the speaker and i know he’s just slipped a hoodie on.

i nod, forgetting he cant see me. “y-yeah, yeah! okay, i’ll see you then.” i rush out, stuttering a few times. “okay, i’ll see you then. i-“ i stop when i realize ive repeated a sentence, cursing myself for a second.

he pauses again. “you what, angel?” he asks gently. i sigh again, silently appreciating whatever god gave me him.

“i love you.” i let more tears slip.

he lets out a breath this time, “i love you more angel, i’ll see you when i get there.”

and then the phone is hung up.

i crumble into my pillows, is this really something i want to do? is this something that’s necessary?

my thoughts eat away at me for the next five minutes before i start full on sobbing, and then five minutes after that i’ve started roughly wiping at my damp face and aching eyes.

i hear the front door unlock from downstairs, and my breath hallows. suddenly its harder to breathe. this man, this beautiful beautiful man. i love him too much for my own good.

“baby? are you in your room?” i hear the roughness of his voice, a comforting feeling taking over shortly after.

“here, nick!” i semi-shout, hoping its quiet enough that i’ll have a few more minutes to make myself look at least the slightest bit presentable.

its not quiet enough, and hes at my door in less than ten seconds.

i look up at him from my place in bed, my head still buried into my now damp pillow.

i love you. i love him, he is the only person i love. i love you more than anything on this planet, i dont care you are the only person i love. i love you more than i love myself… but maybe that last part isnt a good thing.

i hear the tiniest gasp leave his lips. “baby, talk to me, come here.” he crawls up to my place on my bed, urgently. his body plops down next to mines, and i feel myself being pulled into his chest.

i let out the deepest sigh and melt into his arms.

we stay like this for a few minutes, the silence engulfing us. the only sound being heard is my sniffling every few seconds, as well as the sound of my hair rustling as nick plays with it.

i pull away slowly, sitting up on my knees, and he lets his hand drop from my head gently. i look down to where his hand lies against my leg, and i reach to intertwine our fingers.

“I- we-“ i groan frustratedly. “you make me the happiest ive ever been.” I finally let out, looking up at him. As we make eye contact i see his eyes gloss over as he realizes what this conversation is.

he clears his throat, sitting up against the headboard like i was earlier. tightening his grip on my hand, comforting me and urging me to continue.

I think for a moment as i look down at our hands. “you know, ive never really enjoyed physical contact. or physical affection as a whole, not even when i was a kid.” i look into his eyes again, determined to get my point across without making him hate me.

“it’s always made me feel self conscious, no matter what it was. i hated when my little brother would hug me because i’d feel so big compared to him, and i would push my mom off me when she would try to kiss or pinch my cheeks because it made me feel fat.” i cleared my throat, thinking back to my middle school self.

i bring his hand up to my face, mouthing at his knuckles gently. “when i met you, we were in 11th grade. you had just turned 17, and i’d be turning 17 a few weeks later.” i laugh slightly, thinking back on how we had met.

he’s got a small, sad smile on his face. “yeah, and you almost ate shit walking down those bleachers.” he took the words right out of my mouth, i realize as we giggle.

he’s quick to wipe his face as i keep talking, “yeah, i definitely almost died that day. thank god you caught me. you caught me and for the first time i wasn’t completely put off by physical touch.” i nod to myself, thinking back on how i felt. “for three weeks after that i was constantly pondering. thinking about if the reason i didnt feel disgusting was because you saved me, or because of the fact that for the first time in 17 years i finally felt like i was able to breathe.”

“from that point on, i fell in love with physical touch. but only from you.” i point at him. “we became best friends a month after that happened. we went to each others games, then we’d go to each other’s houses afterwards. we’d see each other in the hallways and, even if it were for a second, we’d joke about the stupidest shit ever. we talked every day for the rest of high school.”

“yeah and then like idiots we thought we’d get rid of each other so easily!” he points out, giggling again. i tilt my head and nod, laughing at our stupidity. “we really did, and the universe said absolutely not.”

“and when we both got into gaming it was solidified for me. we were meant to be in each other’s lives, at the time i thought we were- like- platonic soulmates.” I scoff, shaking my head again. “and then i realized that i had the fattest fucking crush on you. i had the balls to tell you so quickly, and that was completely by chance because i just knew that you felt the same about me.”

he nods quickly. “i did yeah, but i knew i liked you since the 12th grade. when we got fucked up at that one party.” “which one?” I counter jokingly.

“from there my love for you grew. everyday my heart gets bigger for you. all because i trusted you with my broken body, and you know what you did with it?” I cock my eyebrow at him in question. he shrugs, looking amused because he knows i’ll answer for him. “you made it feel whole again. you made me feel like one piece.”

i sob again, hiding my face behind our connected hands. he sucks his teeth, not liking when i cry. his arms wrap around my waist, dragging me closer slightly. he shushes me until my tears become less, then he asks. “but what, my love? what’s wrong, talk to me please.”

its almost like hes begging and that breaks me. “when i’m alone, without you next to me, i go back to feeling disgusting, baby.” I whisper low as i watch tears roll down nicks face. “when we arent together i look at myself and i see something i dont want to be, i see a body that i cannot stand. a body that i am ashamed of.”

a dense silence surrounds us as the next words process on my tongue. “its not your fault that i feel this way, it’s absolutely not.” I squeeze his hand tightly. “i love you so so much, my life, my world. but i need to love myself as much as i love you, because without loving myself i am nothing.” i explain, squeezing my eyes shut as to try to wake up from the bad dream.

“you are never nothing. my sweet girl, you are everything.” he pulls my hand as to get me to look up at him, i do. “you heard me? you are everything. and if you want to take a break to work on yourself then thats what we’ll do, okay? we’ll do whatever you feel is best for you to get better, and when we come back to each other we will be better than ever yeah?” we look into each other’s eyes nodding our heads in agreement.

“you’ll wait for me?” my voice cracks as more tears fall freely. his eyebrows crinkle, taking his hands away from mine to cup my face. “i’ll wait as long as it takes for you to finally feel like yourself, if it means that we’ll come back together then i’ll wait. but i need us to promise each other that we will come back to each other, because i cannot handle the thought of losing you.”

“i promise you. this isnt a goodbye, its not. It never will be. this is a see you later.” i whisper, looking up at him and his thumbs rub under my eyes.

“i promise to always be there for you, to stay with you through this. this is a see you later.” he repeats, quieting for a few seconds afterwards.

“i love you.” we whisper at the same time, smiling sadly afterwards. he leans in slightly, asking for permission to kiss me for the first time in a year. and i nod.

so we do.

and then he’s gone.

and i give myself a small smile, for two reasons.

Because one, i know he’s going to text me when he gets home. his argument going to be ‘just because we aren’t technically together, doesnt mean i cant be here to help you through this’.

and two, for the first time in 20 years i feel a little bit okay with myself, by myself.

#sweet thoughts #mcyt #minecraft youtubers #mcyt fluff #content creator #dsmpblr #sapnap x reader #sapnap #mcyt angst #sapnap angst

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leafcabbage · 3 years ago

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hi hello very cool tumblr user leafcabbage. i sent an ask a few days ago abt starting your fic i dont remember if i was on anon but if i was then thats me!

anyways bc i'm clinically insane i finished binge reading ycssgwtlfs this afternoon and haven't been able to stop thinking about it actually!! sometimes the it gets worse before it gets better trope isn't my cuppa but you definitely made it work so well if not for the SHEER amount of hurt no comfort liiiiikeeeee omg omg omg omg that series of chapters where ranboo was just slowly losing their grip was just so exhausting to read (shals pos so slash pos!! i mean that like it very deeply emotionally affected me!!) and i am so here for it because it made the comfort at the end so so worth it. very excited to continue w the next parts :D

i also loved the little moments scattered throughout. i want to see so much more of techno and wilbur's relationship because that is really fascinating to me. i could read a whole other fic about that actually they have a great dynamic also bc we saw both their biggest flaws come to the forefront when trying to help ranboo. its just interesting. and!!!!! woah?! whats up with big q and techno?!! intrigue moment!!!!

and even though dream was a piece of shit (btw you wrote the gaslighting SO WELL that is exactly what it feels like. i was genuinely nervous everytime i read his name because we don't know whether ranboo was gonna get manipulated until he started talking. i thought it was a great detail that dream's mood was always the first thing we learned in every scene's narration because ranboo had to walk on eggshells with him. GOOD SHIT!!!! GOOD SHIT!!!!!!!!!) i rlly hope he gets out of that clearly toxic family eventually. how dare you make me empathize with him >:[

and purpled my beloved...... idk i just liked his and ranboo's dynamic. it was cute and i really liked seeing him and punz at the end. he is in the bathroom a lot. hope the guy is doin okay. i took that uquiz you made bfore i started reading the fic and i got him, so i am just attached ig oopsies. also tubbo and tommy's roomie was such a good moment it was genuinely really wholesome and is like my new favorite long build up joke ever :D

(also ahhh sorry if its annoying that i'm sending this in ask form instead of just commenting, especially since its kinda long!!!!!! but my eyes hurt from staring at the ol screen, tumblr interface is just a lot less headachy lol, thanks for writing such a wonderful fic and i hope youre having an awesome day!)

ahh this made me so happy!!! dont worry about sending it in ask form, i love seeing the little blue dot that means i have an ask, its very exciting. this did genuinely jumpscare me (in a funny way), which sound so dumb but i open the ask box and saw a long ask and went "woah!!" and genuinely actually jumped. thought you might enjoy learning that.

long answer so

i really really work hard on making the hurt worth it for the comfort, and having enough time to have that comfort and recovery. i think it helps that im writing a full series so if something wasnt dealt with in ycssg, i have quite a few more fics to deal with it and create closure. but im glad it was worth it! and it got tiring for me writing those chapters to be honest, it draws out just a little long and that was on purpose. it doesnt end at the perfect time, like in an ideal world ranboo would have accepted help at thanksgiving and that would be the beginning of things getting better, but thats not how life works. ranboo did not willingly seek out help, and thats an important part of the story. they accepted help because they were convinced they were literally dying and didnt know what else to do. and then they were somewhat reliant on tommy and tubbo, and if that hadn't been the case things wouldn't have ended up where they were.

sorry im now just talking about my own fic, that was all to say thank you ajshdlfk

thank you with the relationship comment too! i really wanted to make it clear that everyone has a life outside of the bench trio too, so in my head they have semi fleshed out stories and lives. especially dream. theyre all real people (or as real as fake people can be) not just props

dream was such a complex character to write, and he continues to be, and i love writing him so fucking much. he's ranboo's antagonist but he isnt evil and inherently awful, he has his own life and his own problems (which doesnt make what he did to ranboo ok at all, but thats just to say that hes a person out side of it) and im glad the emotions in his scenes came through so clearly!

purpled has ibs thats canon and its because i have ibs and i thought it would be funny. love the guy, really. hes one of my favorite side characters. i love him and im glad you like him too he deserves to be liked. IM GLAD YOU LIKED THE ROOMIE i have this ongoing joke with myself that he was fridged but in like a moving out kind of way. he was uhauled. hes my favorite NPC <3

im glad you enjoyed ycssg so much!! and i hope you enjoy the next fics too!!! this ask made me smile very much so thank you for that!!

#no proof read so probs typos #cabbage answers #frogs-in3-hills

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elytrafemme · 3 years ago

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hi mare :D hope you're doin well! i abandoned my homework to read this chapter and i will say that every time i do this it proves to be a much better decision than actually doing my homework

CS!BENCHTRIO CHAPTER LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO

these are some of my favorite dialogue lines ever i think, im literally fucking dying /pos and i know that im about to put so many here but i dont care cause i need them all in one concentrated spot, even if it makes things a little out of order.

"What's the point of even having him over then? He's our little baker boy. Our little bread man. Life is worthless."

"Ranboo doesn't play the drums, he is not my Little Drummer Boy, but he can be my Boy."

"The Depression Boys! Tommy and the Depression Boys! We write songs about depression and girls, still. Maybe the girls have depression, too."

"I know, but it is okay. me and my many wives all take Prozac."

"Who is, uh," Ranboo pauses. "Who is Matt?"

"My wife."

"... Okay."

"What are you two feeling right now? Tell me your feelings. I am a licensed clinical therapist. What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you?..."

"You say long words, but they cannot hurt me, bitch!"

i love cs!tommy with my whole heart. he is so fucking stupid and he means so much to me.

also for the thousandth time, you are so good at writing c!tommy. like you genuinely give him the most accurate dialogue i've ever seen with it all still being original, and i really enjoy that. it's incredibly impressive.

this dead phone business is a little suspicious if you ask me.. i sense a callback in my future...

"Tubbo was my boy. Then I kidnapped him and now he is my brother."

CS!CLINGYDUO :((((((((

"Ranboo just has an infectious sort of happiness. It's sort of rare to see, Tubbo's gathering. But, well. Tubbo would like to see that sort of all the time on Ranboo. Happiness is a good look for him."

what if i cried

no but actually to elaborate just a little, watching the development of their relationship is absolutely wonderful, as is watching each of them wish for the other one's happiness and overall wellbeing. the whole "he deserves it all" kinda thing, and then also in that way, sort of acknowledging that they're important to each other. its kind of excruciating at times cause its usually preceded or immediately followed by a moment of self-deprecation, but it's still super enjoyable.

ALSO! also. them both trying to put a name to their feelings. i eat that shit up every goddamn time. they don't know what it is yet but I DO. i do. cs!beeduo my beloveds, you are both so repressive and also slightly ignorant but i love you both still

"Tubbo, I am going to kill you," Tommy says, heavily breathing for emphasis.

"I'll tear your bones from your flesh tonight!" Tubbo replies cheerfully.

ah i love wii sports <3 it really brings out the best in everyone, doesn't it?

"... Anyway. Two, Techno told me I croquet 'okay' sweaters, ..."

UMM??? DOES TOMMY CROCHET IN THIS FIC?????? that's genuinely my favorite c!tommy hc of all time. I need to know if this means he does crochet. this is vital information.

okay something i noticed, in like three or so consecutive paragraphs, Tubbo uses the phrase "and everything" when narrating. i was wondering, was that intentional to indicate that he's picked up some of Ranboo's mannerisms, or is it just because you've picked them up from cc!Ranboo (i've done that too so i won't fault you for it if its the second one lmao)?

holy shit mood change

fuck.

i don't have any idea what to say about the Quackity and Tubbo phone call. im still reeling from it honestly. the buildup was incredibly well-written. like the way it was presented and everything. absolutely stunning.

also i was fucking right about the dead phone, but apparently it was at the cost of Tubbo's emotional and mental wellbeing.

also, dear tumblr user mare nightmare-rivulets, if you hurt my boy over this for too long i will ensure that you meet your inevitable demise.

anyway! fantastic chapter as per usual. you never cease to amaze me and also i know i am just a silly little person on the internet but i would like to take the time to say that i am proud of you. just kinda for continuing cs and everything, posting a chapter even if you're nervous about it, etc. it's something that a lot of people really enjoy and i know that that can be incredibly intimidating. well done.

i think i've missed a few things but honestly its fine, i made this one incredibly lengthy cause i felt the need to put every quote from the fic in here apparently, but know that i loved all of this chapter, even the parts i didn't mention.

i hope you have a wonderful rest of your day/night/whenever you read this, and as always, i'm looking forward to the next chapter :)

HFJHFHJFD HOMEWORK IS IMPORTANT BUT ALSO... i do put off like an hour of time to post CS instead of doing my hw so i can't blame you very hard can i?

YES <333 IT'S YOUR BOYS!

your love for cs!tommy makes me so happy. he's my Guy like i would walk through hell for him. he's everything to me. and he's so fucking stupid but so kind and so funny and i just love him i'm so glad i can write him and that people like him

i really really appreciate that; all of what i said still standing, cs!tommy has become one of the hardest to write despite being the easiest in terms of dialogue and the like. i'm glad that i'm doing a good job with him, it means so much.

you are too smart for my foreshadowing huh

HEHE I'M SO GLAD THAT LINE GOT TO PEOPLE!!! i have this specific weak spot (which this chapter displays twice) of characters who are not technically siblings calling each other siblings. which happens a lot with cs!clingyduo but just... i am weak for it. my cousin called me his sister once and i think i never recovered and bam 100k words later JDFHHJFjhf

the dramatic irony of watching cs!beeduo try to interpret their relationship is both agonizing and emotional. i feel like a proud parent whenever they get slightly closer to identifying it but then they get scared because they don't want to fuck this up and ultimately to them the friendship is more important than discovering what lurks underneath which already says a lot, but they just get so terrified of exploring their feelings. something that will continue to pop up in both of their POVs is that there is this very real fear in the face of trauma to make any other part of your life unstable. this hits cs!ranboo especially in a lot of ways including this, but for both of them, they don't want to risk losing something stable when they have so little left.

THEY'RE SO COMPETITIVE LMFAOOOO my family is NOT this competitive so idk the experience but like. really had something possess my body as i wrote it

OKAY I'LL BE HONEST I. i think that i wrote in him crocheting because i knew you liked the hc + other people had talked about it with c!tommy but i don't. know anything about it or like. remember even writing it in? but yes i think after a certain event in his life cs!tommy took up crocheting as something to cope with and keep his hands busy :]

i wish i was that clever with it but unfortunately no i just pick up ranboo's dialogue FDJHFDHJ it's absolute hell trying to differentiate their prose sometimes but that's such a good catch :] missed it in editing but ya!

i want you to know your single "fuck." gave me the best possible serotonin rush because that is genuinely what i wanted the response to be. seeing people saying "what the fuck" and "Oh my God" to the ending of the chapter is the best thing i could have asked for honestly

thank you for the compliment! thank you also for the threat but i assure you i have like 5 targets on my back at the moment cs!tubbo will be okay! eventually <3 i still got, what, 27 chapters left?

thank you so so much always liv <3 this is so so kind it means the world to me. thank you for these little asks. they mean more than u know

#nightmare.ask #liv tag <3 #nightmare.cough-syrup #cough syrup spoilers #long post

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dsmpdaily · 3 years ago

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Hey, sorry I disappeared. My brain just kinda shut off and wouldn't let me do anything. So I baked, and I baked, and I baked, and please help me I'm drowning in baked goods over here.

*Shoves 80 bowls full of baked goods your way* you don't want to know how much baking I've done. But then I went on Minecraft with a Technoblade skin and best all my friends and killed Twitter the zombie.

Enough about me, how have you been? Staying positive even though negative people are trying to bring you down? Remember that hatred stems from their own problems in life and they want to make others feel bad to bring themselves up. Have you been eating enough? Eating healthy? Having fun? Taking breaks? Drinking water? Playing with your dog? Showering? Making your bed? Cleaning your room?

Also I did my call today and I have an interview on Sunday so that'll be good, get something to do other than lay in bed or bake until my oven’s temperature gauge breaks and the fire alarm goes off. Do you like baking? Been doing any Minecraft lately?

“The mere sense of living is joy enough.” -Emily Dickinson

“The only thing that will make you happy is being happy with who you are.” -Goldie Hawn

“Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come without leaving happier.” -Mother Teresa

"A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles." -Christopher Reeve

"I don't have crushes on women, Wilbur, they have crushes on me. Even if I did have crushes on them, I'd have to hide them for my brand. I must stay womenless or keep them in the shadows." -Some child

:3 who decided it's too long for colours but hopes you are doing well.

hello! dw about it, ive been kind of out of it recently so i completely understand. also baked goods are nice :0

in doin okay, nothin to do with that hate anon the other day im really not worried about them 👍 reading through your questions yes ive been takin' care of myself and my lil dog

i dont know how to cook or bake ^^; i could probably follow a recipe easily but i just never was taught & im not trusted in the kitchen i think

havent done any minecraft my laptop wont turn on haha.. its been over a week and i just stopped messing with it but ill try to take the battery out later or something. i hope you're doin well :D

#-SOME CHILD SHDH #:3 anon #long post

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missmorosis · 4 years ago

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HEEY MOROSIS!! Just wanted to stop by and ask how are you? lol I haven’t been in your inbox for a long time, sry about that （ ; ; ）

Anyway I hope you’re doing well, take care and have a great rest of your day/night !! <33

AAAHHH HIII HEHE IM DOIN FINE :D

im under a bit of stress but thats a okay VWHGSGS

DONT WORRY ABOUT NOT BEING IN MY INBOX 😭😭 I HAVENT BEEN IN YOURS IN A WHILE TOO AAHHHH IM SO SORRY ABOUT THAT DHDHRH

HOW ARE YOU LOVELY

#morosis answers

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tooweirdforyou · 4 years ago

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Ah its alright, worrying is just another part of caring dw haha Im happy to hear that youre doin okay though💖 n hey its okay to be worried abt dissapointing someone but yknow you cant really control thoughts n actions of other people which is okay. The only thing you really have in life is yourself so try n live life the best you can *hugs* Im sure youre gonna do well :D

thank you ☺️ 🤍 I hope you’re doing fine too! :))

thank you for reassuring me. I’ll have to remember that when I’m having a particularly slow day :(

I will! :D 🥰 ahhh hugs!! 🤗 thank you!!

#tooweirdforyou #syd’s asks #thank you 🥺#syd thanks

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uselessundertalefacts · 5 years ago

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This is a (sort of) fanfic for that one comic where gaster is very mean by the artist whose name starts with Z

More or less an extended version of this. Warning for vague discussion of abuse and trauma.

StrongFish91 likes a post from 20XX:

(pic of Alphys)

W. D. Gaster likes this.

———

Papyrus: HEY ALPHYS

I DIDNT KNOW YOU KNEW THE OLD ROYAL SCIENTIST?

Alphys: ……yeah i did :/

i had NO idea what he was doing, he never told anyone anything

im so sorry you can unfriend me if you want x.x

Papyrus: IT’S FINE

I JUST NEVER KNEW HE HAD UNDERNET

HE DIDNT SEEM LIKE A VERY SOCIAL MONSTER

Alphys: he wasn’t really???

i helped him set up his profile actually

so we could chat more easily and stuff

he didn’t use it a lot… just commented on other people’s posts

are you mad at me? im really sorry

Papyrus: NO

THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME THIS

———

CoolSkeleton95 updated status: Taking a break from UN for now.

ALPHYS commented: hope youre doing ok ^^

StrongFish91 commented: Come back soon punk!!!! OR whenever you’re ready. I’ll text you!!!!

———

Sans: hey i saw your UN post?

u doin ok?

Papyrus: yeah

Just need to take a break

Sans: okay

is anything going on?

Papyrus: No.

sans: lmao sure

Papyrus: Just leave it Sans.

I’m sorry. That was rude.

Sans: it’s fine just

you kind of… always say that when you’re upset

and I try to help and you get mad at me

so can you be honest with me pls

Papyrus: I don’t want to get into an argument.

sans: ….oh

so it’s about /him/?

…did you turn off your phone

welp

screw you too then I guess

———

sans: so im never gonna have kids but if russ ever has them im gonna use my brotherly authority to make their middle names foo bar and baz

sans: thats a programming joke

sans: al please clap alphys: ASJKFHKAJHSDKJ

sans: thanks for the pity al.

alphys: NO ITS GOOD

alphys: how is papyrus anyway? saw he’s taking a break from undernet sans: not talking to me lol

sans: i think he’ll be ok its probably just old stuff

alphys: yeah……

alphys: so please dont be mad but

alphys: he saw some of my old UN posts that your dad liked

alphys: and he asked me about them today so maybe thats whats bothering him?

alphys: im sorry i never told you but we used to be friends sort of. well he was my boss and i thought he was cool i swear i didnt know what kind of person he really was until after he died

alphys: ill delete all those posts he liked. i just feel so bad i hope papyrus is ok

alphys: are you ok?

alphys: are you still there? fuck im so sorry

sans: im still here. dont worry about it

sans: i was looking up his profile. looks like a cool guy lol

sans: kinda reminds me of papyrus and me

alphys: NO youre nothing like him!

sans: gtg im gonna talk to papyrus.

sans: im not mad at you

alphys: ok take care….. <3

———

dear papyrus,

writing this on paper because im 99% sure you turned off your phone. but i know you’re in your room. i saw you let the dog in. you dont have to talk to me right now but please at least read this.

alphys told me about what happened earlier. i looked at his profile too. i saw his comments. alphys said she thought he was cool and i sorta get why, if he talked and acted like you.

but youre not like him. youd never hurt someone on purpose. youre not arrogant and youre not cruel.

honestly, im more like him than you are. he used to say that all the time. he said i’d understand why he did all that to us one day. must have been a real idiot if he thought i understood him better than you did.

im gonna shove this under your door. ill be in my room when youre ready to talk. or you can text me.

love, sans (corny but true)

————

papyrus: Thanks for the letter.

papyrus: Please don’t think of yourself that way. You’re not like him at all.

sans: oh dang that was fast. thought you wouldn’t talk to me for at least another day lol

papyrus: Can we just drop this for now?

sans: sure thing.

sans: youre not mad at alphys are you? she means well

papyrus: I’m not mad. But I also don’t want to talk about this anymore.

papyrus: And I just sent you a letter.

sans: awwww for me?

papyrus: You can keep it if you want.

sans: ...

sans: you can have it

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My name is Papyrus. I am a skeleton who lives in Snowdin with my brother, Sans.

Sans and I were created and raised by W. D. Gaster. He used us for experiments with magic. He died when we were still young.

Gaster and I have some things in common.

He used all-caps while typing, like I do. He would focus on small pursuits for long periods of time without breaks, just like I get absorbed in my puzzles. Many people liked him.

This does not mean that we are exactly the same. I would never do what he did.

Gaster also had some things in common with Sans. They both loved mathematics and physics. Both of them often felt depressed. Many people loved and supported Gaster, and many people love and support Sans.

Gaster thought they were the same, but they could never be the same. Sans is too kind, too compassionate, to be anything like Gaster. Even when we fight, it’s clear how much he cares about me.

We are better people than Gaster ever was. And we can help each other be even better if we support and love each other.

Love, Papyrus

(P.S. Sans I didn’t write this for you at first, but I want you to see it.) (P.P.S. I’ll start writing in all-caps again eventually.)

#holy shit its been a while #this is not necessarily an invitation to talk to me aboht this au #im still very conflicted on it and havent been keeping up #but ive been thinking about it a lot so. here we are #undertale fic #my fic #papyrus #sans #alphys #not tagging gaster because he deserves better

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365daysofsasuhina · 6 years ago

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[ 365 Days of SasuHina || Day Ninety-Three: Punk Rocker ] [ Uchiha Sasuke, Hyūga Hinata ] [ SasuHina ] [ Verse: Best Years of Your Life ] [ AO3 Link ]

She finds it completely by accident.

Boredly browsing Youtube one evening when her homework is finished and IMs are quiet, Hinata scrolls through her recommended videos before something catches her eye.

Wait...she knows that guy…!

Staring at the thumbnail, there’s no doubt about it - that’s Sasuke! The guy from her school! The most popular boy in her year, and all-around heartthrob. Between his good looks, good grades, and good reputation, there’s hardly a person who doesn’t like him. Even his rivals begrudgingly respect him.

Huh...she had no idea he was into music.

For a moment she nibbles her lip, considering clicking. Well...it’s not like he’ll know if she watches, right?

Click!

It’s a cover of a punk rock song she...honestly doesn’t know. It’s not exactly her genre. It opens with him fiddling with the camera before taking a few steps back, a guitar hanging over his shoulder. He strums a few strings before just launching right into it.

He’s really good…!

Subtly nodding along to the beat, Hinata watches as he both plays the instrument, and sings along into a microphone. Now that she thinks about it...he looks the part, too. His always devil-may-care hairstyle fits really well as he bobs his head, crooning into the mic.

And then, seemingly just when it starts...it’s over. Hinata almost finds herself sort of...sad. So after a moment’s consideration, she plays it again.

This time she doesn’t pay as close attention to him, and realizes it looks like he recorded it in his room. There’s band posters on the walls. Hinata doesn’t recognize any of them, either. Scrolling down, she frowns at the low view count, and it’s been up for about two months. There aren’t even any comments. How can that be? He’s so good!

Pouting at her screen, Hinata muses in the silence as the video ends a second time. She glances to his username. PvnkR0cker. Way cooler than her lavenderlady14…

...wait…

He won’t know who she is if she leaves a comment…! She can give him some encouragement, and he won’t feel patronized, knowing it’s just from one of his classmates. Maybe that will help him gain a little confidence!

Nibbling her lip again, she clicks into the comment box and leaves a short, polite comment saying how much she liked it, promising to subscribe (which she does after agonizing over hitting ‘submit’).

...then another thought strikes her.

Knowing how popular he is at school...no one there must know he’s on here. If they did, word would have spread by now, and she’d be far from the only comment. There’s a cringe as she thinks about how those like Ino or Sakura would scream all over his page.

Eugh.

So, Hinata makes a silent promise: she won’t reveal his music to anyone she knows. If he hasn’t told anyone, surely he doesn’t want that affecting his numbers. He wants to do this the old fashioned way: from scratch.

Skimming through the rest of his videos (none of which are any songs she knows, either), Hinata refrains from leaving comments on all of them. That might be a little...weird. She’ll just do so whenever he uploads again!

Which...she hopes will be soon.

But, now it’s getting close to bedtime, so she shuts down her PC and readies for bed. Part of her can’t help but wonder if he’ll reply to her...she almost feels a little bad. Like she’s lying, hiding who she is. Then again, he’s doing the same thing. Maybe someday she’ll fess up, but...for now, she’ll play his anonymous fan.

In school the next day, Hinata rummages through her locker, humming to herself absentmindedly. Then, nearby, she hears...the same song?

What?

Looking up, she stiffens as she sees Sasuke stopped a few feet away, staring at his phone. His thumb scrolls, and then...he gives a little start. Surprise slackens his features, and she sees his eyes flicker over the screen

Is...is he reading her comment?! That was the video, the one she watched yesterday, she could tell!

Frozen in place (but thankfully unnoticed in the rush of the morning), Hinata watches as he slowly brightens, smiling. Tapping the screen, he quickly seems to type something. She can feel her heart pounding in chest. He’s replying - she’s watching him reply!

Why is she so embarrassed?!

“Yo, Sasuke! C’mon, we’re gonna be late!”

“Yeah, hold on…” Slowly walking before finishing up, he submits and then looks up to Naruto, following.

“Whatcha doin’?”

“Nothing, replying to a text.”

“Ooh, a girl?”

He just scoffs. “You’re the one complaining we’re gonna be late, let’s go.”

“Aww, I wanna know…!”

Watching them go, Hinata has to fight back a heat in her face. Why this has her so worked up, she has no idea. Is it because of her subterfuge? That...that has to be it!

That’s all…

For the entire day, it eats at her: what did he say? She has to know! In her last class, her leg bounces irritably before bolting from the room at the bell. Gathering her things in record time, Hinata dashes home to her computer.

“Come on...come on…!”

Loading the site, she sees the little notifications at the top of the screen, and the same excitement fills her. There’s two!

“PvnkR0cker liked your comment”

“PvnkR0cker replied to your comment:

Hey, thanks Lavender! Glad you liked the cover, and thanks for subbing! I’ll be sure to get more music up soon. -Pvnk”

Beaming, Hinata takes a moment to sit in her chair and quietly squeal to herself. Once she’s calm, she replies, mostly telling him she’ll look forward to his next upload.

This is so much fun…!

Hiashi gives her an odd look as she takes dinner with a smile and a bump in her step, but doesn’t comment.

Her mood is still high the next morning, humming again to herself at her locker and fetching her supplies for first period.

But when she turns around...she almost jumps out of her skin.

Sasuke’s barely a foot behind her, looking suspicious.

They stare at each other.

After a pause, he looks down to the stuff in her arms. The purple notebook, purple pencil pouch...even her shirt happens to be purple today. A light shade of…

Lavender.

...oh gosh.

Hinata balks, going pink in the face as Sasuke clearly puts two and two together. “...so,” he offers, arms folding loosely. “...didn’t think you were the punk rock type, Hinata.”

After a pause, she retorts, “I-I could say the same about you.”

He blinks...and then snorts. “Yeah, well...we all have our hobbies. And...favorite colors.” Sasuke gives a grin as she goes even pinker. “Don’t worry about it, but uh...do me a favor?”

“I-I wasn’t going to tell anyone!”

There’s a small startle. “...oh. Well...good. I didn’t even tell Naruto. Well...obviously. He’s the biggest blabbermouth…”

Hinata just nods sheepishly. “I...I hope it’s okay I found it…”

“Better you than anyone else.”

“And, um...I really do like the music. I mean I d-didn’t know it before, but...it’s very catchy! You sing really well, and the guitar’s good too.”

“Thanks.”

Tentative smiles bloom between them, and then...the bell rings.

“Well, we better get to class. But hey, uh...thanks. For the comment. You didn’t have to.”

“No...but I wanted to.”

He nods. “Well...see you around, Lavender.”

Hinata can’t help a small laugh. “You too, punk rocker.”

They part ways, and Hinata bites back a grin. Well...he might know now, but...it’s still their secret.

Oh golly I've been writing all day working on a commission, so if this is short or lacking...I'm just a lil burnt out xD BUT I really do like this concept. It'd be better if it was longer and more fleshed out, but...well, the point of daily drabbles is to keep them reasonably short so I don't go overboard. Admittedly I have days where I have to drag myself to do this, but...we're a quarter the way through and I haven't quit or fallen behind yet! Anyway, I'm honestly bushed - had a long day both irl and online, so I'm gonna go pass out and get some sleep! Thanks for reading ~

#sasuhina #uchiha sasuke #hyūga hinata #best years of your life [ au ]#365daysofsasuhina

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readbythestarlight · 6 years ago

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c2e62

Oh my god he’s starting the ad off actually talking about D&D Beyond??

"I have between 2-4 minutes every night to do whatever I want" a terrifying concept

Oh Sam. We made it 2 whole minutes without talking about genitals smh.

I’m so excited about them making a home here

I hope they post a picture with everyone’s rooms mapped out later

Caleb just using his cat’s paw to help Cad plant his garden

They’re all so cute and excited about the house (except maybe Fjord)

Wait he’s gonna grow his magic giant tree atop the tower???

Okay I love it, Cad and his giant tree atop his tower

Well now everyone knows where the weird heroes of the dynasty are living

Cad’s gonna just grow so much

Everyone else is decorating and Fjord’s worried about putting security shutters on the windows

He’s the only one not having fun with this, poor guy

AWWWW JESTER THAT’S SO SWEET

painting Yasha a pretty mural of flowers I cry

I’m having FEELINGS this is so SWEET

Caleb installing his own alarm system

Cad: "what this—" *leaves, buys copper* "there we go, chimes." :D

Ouch. That’s a 450 worth of gold, 250 if he has to do more than once

200g to keep his garden alive and sunshiny. Worth it.

Cad’s gonna make little fairy lights!

The neighbors are jealous of Cad’s fairy garden

AYYYYE finally working on the teleportation circle

Which.... makes me nervous because Yusah could easily trap them/hand them over to the Empire

LB, about the tree: "will it be like that all the time?"

F: "I think that’s how trees work, yeah."

—

L: with a Nat1 "I’m gonna go ask Fjord"

T: Nat20

Oh wait did he say Dark Tow?

"I’m fine" Fjord you’re a fucking LIAR

!!!!! Caleb put together the Alchemical lab for Yeza!!!!

Oh my god all I want now is Yeza and Luke and Veth living in a house with the M9 and they

Oh no

The letter

Fuck

Forgot about the letter

Oh no

I don’t think they said anything about money and inheritance did they?? And they mentioned Caleb’s name didn’t they?? Fuck I can’t remember what they said

OH HOLY SHIT IT’S FROM CALIANA

Gotta go back soon

Oh shit it’s from Solstrice fuck

Oh god they put their names

SOMEONE FIND ME THE CLIP FROM THAT LETTER

Yes god plz message mom and make sure she’s okay and warn her about anyone named Astrid or Ikathon

FUCK god what will this do to Jester and Caleb if they’re watching her or if they take her

These people have already hurt Nott’s family and now they could hurt Jester’s too and Caleb’s gonna feel so bad

N: "I just wanted you to have a friend."

C: "I have friends."

N: "Well you didn’t then."

IM HAVING FEELINGS AND IM SCARED

Caleb’s real jittery now

Mmmm given that you haven’t confirmed no bugs we shouldn’t be talking about Dairon maybe

While Caleb and Nott or Caleb and Beau are having serious conversations, the clerics are planning to build a spa xD

Boy I can’t wait for Caleb to corner Fjord I hope he gets something out of him

Caleb just whips that medallion out any time, like he has that thing ready

THAT’S SO MUCH GOLD WTF

Ohhhh I physically hurt

1000g that they could lose

I hope they call the house the Treehouse from now on

Ayyyy Essik!

B: "do you want to stay for dinner?"

Me: do you want to stay forever?

Ohhhh I didn’t catch that they took their surenames from the dens

"Show me"

Oh gosh

Caleb honey the cat? Really?

C: "My people are perverting your magic. I wish to understand better, so that I can better help."

E: "Are you busy right now" WHAT

E: "May I?"

B: "I invited you twice but yeah yeah enter."

They’re HOSTING

This feels like a trap

Like that’s as too easy right?? He only rolled a 12

"Let me teach you a few things"

OH MY GOD

WHAT

UP TO 3 SPELL LEVELS OF DUNEMANTIC MAGIC?!??

WHAT

FUCKING

WHAT

It’s a trap right it’s gotta be a trap

"Bending of fate, destiny" the whole table freaks out

Fucking

This is gonna be a trick it’s gotta be a trick

Frick guys I’m so in love with Essik

B: "Caduceus calls it a ‘White Xhorhassian’—"

E: "...Mildly racist, but..."

God I hope that wasn’t some sort of trick or trap for Caleb

Fjord and Caleb talk now oh boy

OHHH SHIT WAY TO LEAD IN CALEB

Why you lyin’ Fjord why you always lyin’?

Caleb’s trying to... help?

Boy remember when I felt like Fjord and Caleb were gonna be the bro’s

"What do you think, we’re gonna chase you out of here, run you off?"

YES THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT HE THINKS

"I found myself reinvented when I woke up on that shore"

"I didn’t care for that life, didn’t care for me. I prefer to leave it in the past. It’s not that I’m hiding anything from you, I... I don’t wanna bring things from my old life into this one. I can sound like many people, do many things."

God why do so many people in this group have pasts they need to hide from???

They’re both so scared the past is gonna swallow them up, hurt them and the people around them

C: "Because I worry about you all. And maybe I just want to know that you... are not worried about that as well."

F: "There is nothing that nips at my heels or at my back that is a danger to anyone else in this group." BUT IT’S A DANGER TO YOU FJORD AND THAT WILL MATTER TO THEM.

This talk is hurting me

C: "We can remake ourselves into something better."

F: "Yeah, I... that’s what I thought I was doin’. I can promise there is no danger from my past. I like this me, I love it."

God I’m so sorry that I ever suspected Fjord because I feel like a heel now

Caleb, trust him and don’t push. He’ll come to you when he’s ready.

C: "The only reason the group knows about me is because I am... Crazy"

F: "I don’t think you’re crazy, you’re one of the more out together people I know. At least that’s what you show. Thank you for... I want to say caring."

C: "That is accurate. Give me your hand. I am not a good person, but we are friends."

Also who else is crying because Caleb called them family

Also "give me your hand" slayed me I’m such trash for casual touches especially in a non-romantic sense

Perception check why

Back to the sword good good good

I thought for sure he was gonna say her hair was gonna start falling out

J: "By the second day it’s starting to turn greasy."

C: "My how the tables have turned."

Poor Sprinkle :(

Making a weasel nest in the tree

POOR SPRINKLE

"The big bad has been revealed" xD

"You throw some rats in there—" Taliein is dying of laughter

Sprinkle is going to run away

Guys Bryce is a town guard they don’t have time to just personally escort Luke and his guardian

They definitely need to get back to Luke, but it’s going to be hard to do at this point

Mmm Caleb wanting to ask Essik to get them to Alfield

Call me crazy, I wonder if they could ask the Gentleman for help

Or like, Cali or Keg or one of their friends

LIKE SHAKASTE

THAT’S RIGHT good thinking Nott! He’s not in Alfield probably I imagine, since y’all last saw him up near Shady Creek Run, but he would def help I’m positive and then he could guest star again

I feel like robbing a shop is probably not the best idea right now? Like even if they have a good reason I don’t think it’s the best plan

F: "Moro I don’t know how to say this but I... need you."

Oh my god FJORD xD

The glow is gonna be something stupid and pointless

The glow is something alive?? Someone invisible?

Hmmm interesting

"Oh my god it’s a front"

Of course they found drugs

Oh dang ground white stone. 1000g enchanting??

Okay so can they use it to help pay for Yasha’s thing?

Okay why does she have enchanting dust

In a place where an Empire spy is supposed to go

Ohhhhh they got a map!! New map new map!

Gonna lie I don’t like the idea of M.T. House. It’s nice to remember Molly but... idk

AYYYY GETTING IN TOUCH WITH SHAKASTE

We had so better get Shakaste back on the show!!

Please please please bring Khary back!

Oh dang yes the scrying worked!

Oh boy

"My liege"

If they choose to tell the Dynasty about this they’ll 100% be traitors, once and for all

Which like... I’m okay with. I don’t have any preference for the Empire and I like things about the Dynasty.

Scourgers...

Royal assassins

"My liege" is the King isn’t it

I really think they need to tell the Bright Queen

B: "Were they training you to be a scourger?"

C: "I think so." holy shit

God what if Astrid and whatshi are scourgers already

Have I mentioned how amazing Matt is to come up with all this and connect all these threads

Mmm Cad and Jester being a voice of reason

Cad: "Some things are too big to get on top of. Some things are bigger than us."

Cad’s being smart. They need to give a warning, not try to also control the situation.

Go immediately.

Where’s that whole thing coming from, Caleb? There’s really no reason to get that involved. Just like tell them what’s coming, that’s all you have to do. Listen, Caduceus is right.

Poor Beau

She’s kinda been stuck in a corner where she has to betray a homeland she’s not that fond of, but she is fond of Dairon

Oh gosh, Beau. :(

This is such a good moment for her, realizing that people are people wherever they are, that she doesn’t want to betray the people in the Empire, as little as she cares about the Empire itself

She’s not gonna slit your throat honey it’s fine

Boy next week is gonna be really intense again

#and now we’re caught up again #emi watches critical role #critical role #cr spoilers

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rosyerim · 6 years ago

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fwb↠ lovers!yukhei

warnings; obvi sexual stuff, some cursing, 16++!!!

listen i am a HOE for lucas

but lbr so are u

who isn’t like have you SEEN that man GOD

anywho letzgetit

lucas aka wong yukhei was one of your friends ever since u two got paired up for a presentation in college

super cocky when u approached him first

u were like

“hi so will we go to yours ?”

he was like

“( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) oh we’re goin to mine huh? that fast u must want me bad( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)“

u just rolled ur eyes and was like

“listen here u damn TREE i meant so we could work on the presentation!!”

he’s like “yea sure whatever u say babe”

so u just rolled ur eyes again and was abt to leave before he grabbed ur hand and was like im jk!! gimme ur number so we can sort out a day

so u do bc i mean who wouldnt give lucas their number

when u get home u already have a message from him

“hey it’s lucas :)”

“lemme know what day suits u, im p much free all week!”

he actually wasn’t free all week but would have cancelled any plans for u in a heartbEAT

little do u know, homeboy been lowkey crushin’ on you ever since he saw u strut into the same lecture room as him

then u tripped but thats BESIDes tHe poInT

u text back and are like

“i’m free tommorow if that suits u?”

you didn’t expect a text back so quick

you put your phone down for 00.02 seconds before

WHA-PING

its ya boi lucas double texting u

“yeah i’m free haha said i was free all week :)”

“that came off as kinda passive aggressive im sorry thats not what i meant??”

hehehe u just smile to ur self what a cutie

you set up to meet at the campus cafe the next day at like 2pm bc god knows ur ass won’t be up before 1pm

again once u put ur phone down thinking the convo was over

WHA-PING-DING

its lucas again

“so..what are u doin rn? i’m just workin out haha :)”

wong yukhei rlly out here bein all fuckboyish and shit but u bein ur good, sin free self ignore the DEVILS calling and go do ur own things around the house

ignoring the WHA-PINGS

next day rolls around

you’re at the cafe like 10 mins early because u didn’t want to b late

and woahh whose already sitting inside at the corner table w two chairs??

and two steaming cups of coffee??

yeah u guessed it lucASS

looking fine as heLL in literally just a white hoodie??

you know THIS look

that whole ass look

okay stop staring at his beautiful self and go i n s i d e

bby boy does a lil jump of surprise when u walk up he was so immersed in his phone

he was not looking up “how to get someone to like u” fucjakjks

he’s all smiley and is like

“ (✿◠‿◠) i didn’t know what drink u liked so i just got u a coffee, hope its okay(✿◠‿◠)“

ssjdhsjd ofc its okay baby!!

u just nod and say you’ll pay next time

he gets a lil blushy bc your both gone meet up again aw

so you both start working, he has ideas so do you, so you both compromise and wow u two make a great team

at some point the convo turns from school to sharing drunk stories of ur friends

a few coffees & lots of laughing later u suddenly realize its gotten rlly late bc of how dark it is outside!!

cue lucas using this as an opportunity to be all suave & gentlemanly

“wow it’s gotten late, i’ll walk you home!!”

so ur both on course to ur apartment

he tries to be that boy and put his jumper on u because he saw u shiver for 00.001 second

but ur like lol no thanks im not cold

the tips of ears go red & poor bby is embarrassed so he goes all pouty :((

then u feel bad bc homeboy was jus tryna be nice :((

so u end up wrappin yourself up in it and now hes all :))

now ur all :))) too

when u get to ur apt he kinda awkwardly shuffles outside so u invite him inside so he can “warm up” before he leaves

and whooo did u two “warm up”

he takes a seat on ur sofa & is kinda mindlessly babbling as u put on some music and bring him over a warm drink

so ur both just sittin there bbq sauce on ya titties

and then its like some sort of sudden tension arises??

he stops babbling and just stares at u

u stare back, slowly putting down ur drink

then ur leaning in oh so s l o w l y

he places his big ass hand on the side of ur face, eyes hovering from ur lips to ur eyes, asking for permission

you give him a lil nod and he s w o o p s the fuck in

his plump lips are soft, a lil chapped and the first kiss is tender, he pulls away after a few seconds

he looks at you thru half lidded eyes and oop you pulled him back to ya lips hehe

from there it escalates

he leans back onto the sofa and pulls you ontop of him, in a straddling position

one of his hands moves from your face down to your waist holding u tightly against while the other is rubbing circles on the exposed skin below your shirt

his tongue pushes past your lips, to meet yours and you thread your fingers through his hair, tugging lightly at the ends

this elicits a deep ass groan outta him and he pulls back suddenly, tilting his head up towards you

you’re slightly panting as you take note of his swollen lips and slight blush dusting his cheeks

he notices the same things about you and smirks before your face back towards him

to ur slight disappointment it’s not as heated as before, just a lil soft kiss and hes pulling away again

ur like

“<(｀^´)> why’d u stopp <(｀^´)>“

he just chuckles w his deeper than the ocean voice pinches ur cheek lightly

“because as much as i’d like to keep goin, it’s a bit too fast paced don’t you think?”

you flush again as u didn’t even think about what he was feeling and nodded, burying your face into the crook of his neck

but the hypocrisy of this bOY

the next time u two meet up to “work on the project” u end up goin to his place and oop hes got u beneath him on his bed, both of ur shirts on the floor

his mouth is set on marking your neck, collarbones while his hips are lightly grinding down on you, you feeling his bulge from beneath his tracksuit pants

you wrap you legs around him, pulling him even closer before flipping him over somehow

he’s a lil surprised as you take ur turn to pepper his neck and collarbones w love bites but he’s not complaining as u can tell from his quiet moans beneath you

you make your way lower on his body, stopping just before the waistband of his pants, looking up at him

“can i?”

u ask him first because consent is important kids

he nods so fast ur afraid his head is gona pop off

you pull his pants & underwear down and wha-ping there he is

you grasp him at the base and lucas throws his head back, almost banging it off his headboard but does he care? nope.

so after ya know, suck the soul out of him

homeboy needs a phat minute to get his breath back

but ur pulling ur top back on, ready to go bc u felt like he woulda kicked u out but nOPE

the second he catches u ready to leave, he grabs u and pulls u back down onto the bed w him

ur like??? but in a good way

he ends up peppering ur face w lots of kisses and u gigglin bc aw

but then the kisses end up getting more heated as he makes his way down ur body, ur shirt leaving u once again, as well as ur pants and oops ur underwear too??

he ends up giving back what he received :)))

after that night, you both agree to keep it casual

basically friends w benefits

lucas loves the idea

at first

like the thought of him bein’ able to text you whenever he was horny and not block him? great. gettin’ the occasional nude from you during his classes and ending up hard for an hour? not the best, but he’ll take it.

bUT the sight of you coming down off your high that he gave you while still panting his name softly??? 100000% HERE for it

wearing his shirt as you tumble around his bedroom, your neck covered in lovebites from him leaves him 97% soft and 3% sorta kinda horny

but he wants to be able to text you abt how your day was or what you’re doing for the day him or just listen to you rant!! not just when he pops a boner or you’re in the mood

he also wants to experience holding you in his arms, filled with love and not lust, kisses that are just innocent instead of heated

to wake up to your sleeping face, no matter how funny looking, in the morning instead of an cold, empty space in his bed

but lucas knows you won’t return his feelings so he does his best to hide them (read: fails miserably at hiding his feelings for you)

then you begin to notice subtle changes in his behavior

he goes from choking you out w a dark look in his eyes to caressing your cheeks w heart eyes in 000.02 seconds

he gives you his shirt to keep even after you leave his apartment and insists on driving you home

he texts you pictures of cute puppies he saw on his way to college instead of his usual boxer pics

safe to say, u knew wtf was up

but u didn’t want to sound conceited abt knowing lucas liked you, so you didn’t say anything

and you both kept up the facade of hiding your feelings for the other behind by taking your frustration out on each other, sexually

and it stays that way for a while, but lucas was becoming more agitated each night you left and vice versa

until he broke the unspoken rule

neither of you had stayed overnight at the others for fear of having to deal with the truth of your emotions in the morning

but that night as you lay beside him, breathing heavily, the thin covers barely covering your naked bodies, he slipped his hand into yours and pulled you close

and you both lay there for a while, content in each other embraces, listening to each others heartbeats

then, you shifted to move away, to leave another night of unspoken feelings for another day

but he pulled you back and whispered, “stay”

you knew what that meant, you thought it over in your head

if you stayed, you would wake up and finally face the music, finally talk about how much you’ve fallen for him

how much you want to give him kisses all over his face to make him laugh

how you want to go on cute little cafe dates and study dates and dinner dates and basically every kind of date with him

how you want to introduce him to your family as not just your friend, but your boyfriend, your lover

a few moments passed

lucas’ forehead creased slightly in worry

he placed a tender kiss on your knuckles

mumbled a soft “please”

you took a deep breath

and relaxed against him, letting your eyelids flutter shut as you let sleep overcome you

missing how lucas’ eyes literally shone as he looked down on you

“finally” he whispered against the crown of your head as he placed a kiss there, his grin almost splitting his face in half

he sent a bunch of keyboard smashes into the nct gc later bc he was so happy sjdksjd

and thats how you and wong yukhei fell in love

he also still gets butterflies every time he sees you and screams internally every time u kiss him fucjskjd <33

le fin♡

this is my first bullet scenario, hope it was okay (〃▽〃)

#nct #nct u #nct 127 #nct headcanons #nct imagines #wong yukhei #lucas #lucas headcanons #wong yukhei imagine #lucas imagines

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hello! how was your halloween! i didnt rly do anything but we had a fun choreo rehearsal for the musical im in and i bought myself a bag of gummy bears... and then ate the whole thing. my tummy hurts but worth it tbh <3 also!! i let my bunnies hang out while i was doing my homework which was lovely even if they chewed up my clothes and the furniture and got fur EVERYWHERE seriously why do they shed so much.... also we had One group of trick or treaters come all night and they were people im sort of friends with so that was funny and rly nice tbh!!

question also! what is your favorite thing to draw or favorite part of drawing? like do you like drawing faces eyes expressions hands hair etc. do you like the sketching lineart coloring ? what parts of drawing do you like best?

Also what is your opinion on the crane wives ? been listening to them all day. good music <33

woo i am Sleepy Tired and it is probably bedtime for stardust! hope youre doin well, thought id say hi :)

ohhh cool!!! :D my halloween was okay i dint rlly do anything fun i just got dragged around places lol- did get some good pizza tho ^_^ fav part of drawing… probably the sketch :] just gettimg stuff down is fun :D amd omg the crane wives is so freakimg good i rly,like tounges & teeth! good music fr.. gngn sleep well! hope ur doin good too

#sagittarius.txt

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hi mare! hope you're doin well!

today has been quite a Day. i have had an unbelievable amount of things to do. more assignments than im able to handle for three super fast paced classes all while the whole chronic pain thing is absolutely kicking my ass. i'm not here to just complain in your asks though, i say this to say that while these these kind of days are inevitable, its always lovely when they fall on a cs chapter release day because after everything it gives me something to look forward to :)

tubbo centric chapter lets gooooooo

man tubbo and quackity’s whole thing is so sad. like they clearly care about each other a lot but damn. what can you do when you’ve both been severely damaged by the same abusive person that you simultaneously hate and still care about? it's such a confusing thing to deal with internally, because there's love there. its warped and has been through so much that it probably shouldn't be there anymore at all, and yet it persists. it's complicated. it's an interesting thing to think about.

"Tubbo doesn't believe him at all, because Quackity talks the way cough syrup tastes, falling down your throat and sickly sweet and meant to fix something that only worsens with the season."

omg.. cough syrup.. just like the title of the hit fic cough syrup by tumblr user nightmare-rivulets

i love it when you throw the title in there somewhere, it's one of my favorite things to look for. also this line is wonderful, it conveys such a distinct feeling and i enjoy it immensely

"He knows that it's a lie. The dreams die on his tongue the way they always do."

OH MAN. THAT IS SO INCREDIBLY HEARTBREAKING. i've said it before and i'll say it again: cs!tubbo deserves the whole entire world. he deserves things that are soft and filled with kindness. he deserves people that are gentle to him not because he's weak, but because that's just how they are towards him. he spent so much time growing up around people that are relentlessly harsh. he's been through enough. he deserves people that love him and he deserves to know that he's loved. he deserves to feel loved unconditionally and he deserves to feel like he belongs where he is loved.

also those lines i just mentioned and the paragraph that came after them were my favorites by the way

“Tubbo wants to cover up the bad parts with what had come after. Replace the way that Quackity stared at him with the gentleness of which Ranboo had looked at him. Swap out all the words that Quackity had said with everything that Ranboo had comforted him with. Change the lie of “he’s going to be okay” with the much sweeter lie of “I’m not going to let anyone hurt you”. Take apart everything and reconstruct it.

jladfsjsjdafskjldgs AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

tubbo realize your self-worth and acknowledge that wanting to feel comforted and loved and safe is not actually selfish and weak challenge (for the love of god please king im literally begging you)

that whole last part effectively ripped my heart out of my chest and held it in front of my face for me to see right before i just straight up died. absolutely wonderful job, his ending internal thoughts are devastating /pos

I don't really have anything particularly meaningful to say today because i'm pretty tired and everything, but this chapter was incredible. i might have accidentally left some things out, but the writing was beautiful, and the steady but then rapid downward progression of tubbo's thought processes was fantastic as per usual.

as always i'm looking forward to the next chapter :D

okay i was gonna save my asks for when i got to all the comments but i've been thinking about this All Day so i'm gonna reply now :D

i hope u are having a better day today, i know your night was rough :( i'm so so glad that CS can brighten your day because i know your comments about the chapters always brighten mine!

HONESTLY tubbo centric chapters the beloved i feel like i throw too many big plot chapters onto ranboo but i'm glad the tubbo ones are enjoyed!

YEAHH it's a very complex thing! something i find really interesting to navigate through is the idea of collective trauma, which i think everyone experiences to a degree at least once. trauma inherently can be an extremely isolating thing, but when the same trauma impacts a collective group in different ways, you're both isolated and yet share this bond with a person. often, too, the exact details of the trauma are different-- tubbo and quackity underwent the same thing, but underwent it in different ways under different durations of time with different understandings of it. they understand each other deeply, and yet can't bridge the gaps of understanding in the places where their experiences don't align. and so many layers of that exact problem breeds resentment, as it honestly would in any situation, but there's so much love between the two of them, too, that has always existed very strongly even if it came from a twisted place. they're complex. and i adore them.

ROLLING CREDITS! YES honestly and this is ENTIRELY a me thing it's not a major deterring factor at all, but i really don't like when there are references or lyrics or similar phrases imbedded in my own writing a lot, just because it distracts me and i find it hard to continue reading. so i worried a little about including the cough syrup easter eggs, but people seem to like them and i'm honestly pretty keen on them now :D

the idealistic parts of tubbo that want so badly to believe in the good of people versus the parts of him that know logically that not everyone is good.

i actually went back while answering this to check and see if cs!ranboo says in cough syrup something about wishing he could tell cs!tubbo that he deserves the whole world. unfortunately he doesn't say that verbatim but i think he does say he wishes he could tell cs!tubbo that he is his entire world. hope this helps!

tubbo feels so at fault for everything that happens around him that he's convinced the only way he can respond to the traumatizing circumstances he endures is to be as strong as possible so nobody pities him for the things he supposedly created. on an entirely unrelated note i should canonize a therapist to this univer

thank you so so so much these asks always make my day seriously. after i post a CS chapter i usually do something right after if i can to take the edge of of anticipation but whenever i come back and see a blue dot on my little mail icon i have the emotions of a puppy running around a room in circles. im like "it's liv it's him :DDD" and i get so excited i almost forget to read the fucking thing

hope today is alright :D

#nightmare.ask #liv tag <3 #nightmare.fave #nightmare.cough-syrup #cough syrup spoilers

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