#im deleting this soon

[crypticsim]

SO SATISFYING

[bunny-j3st3r]

hm

wanting to express how I've been avoiding something because at the time I felt like I was placed into an unsafe environment and felt like I couldn't be myself and was forced back into hiding myself but not being able to bring it up because the last time I tried to I was in the middle of a paranoia induced breakdown but I still feel like I'm not in the right position to say anything even though it makes me mad

[yvmoveon]

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[blushingsastiel]

dear diary,

i am about to start crying and hyperventilating about this goddamn research essay i have to finish. and i am so close, so close to finishing but these two things that i have to answer are going to actually make me wish i was never born (which i already do or whatever JFHSJK). omfg, i am going insane.

[writemekpop]

girlies help i like a guy who has a girlfriend what do i do 😩🤪

[swervesfirstblaster]

DAD WAVE AND DAUGTHER RAVAGE U WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED

[fantaorange]

the husband and wife ever btw…

[vinestaff]

z-13 the saboteur

[naomistares]

posting last comic's timelapse before i delete the file 😭 took me 26 hours total and 34k strokes

[artsymeeshee]

one of those nights

[turnipoddity]

and if i make loustat with these poses. what then

[mxwhore]

im going to be a bitch for a second but as a latinoamerican person whose voice is naturally being choked out by the USAelection, i think i deserve it.

Ive been seeing a lot of posts calling to not vote for Kamala because she didnt do jack for Palestine. I also resent her for not doing jack for Palestine, but also?

Its the USA. The USA ruins countries for its own gain and then lie to you about it. They ruined mine for 3 decades and we are still figuring shit out. Im not telling you this to make you feel bad for being usamerican. Im know you didnt choose this. Im trying to make you understand that a different president will not change the nature of usamerican imperialism.

Vote for the person who will not charge you money to check the weather. Also Trump will make life so much worse for everyone INCLUDING US PEOPLE THAT DO NOT LIVE IN THE USA. BOLSONARO AND KAST CAME FROM FUCKING TRUMP.

Keep donating to Palestinian fundraisers, that does more than telling people not to vote. And keep surviving.

[terracottakore]

(wip) trying to get back into the swing of things

[hauntingofhouses]

"why would you ship mizu and taigen together they're sooooo toxic ugh taigen is AWFUL and mizu should be with ME instead!!!"

of course they're toxic they're both deranged and terrible and that's why they're perfect for each other.

cuz like omg you think mizu would treat you well? mizu would abandon you. look at how she left ringo multiple times. ringo who treats her so well and is nothing but patient and caring and loyal. if you are insecure she will laugh at you because she has no social tact. look at how mikio said "it's a stupid dream" talking about his ambitions of regaining his honour and mizu straight up chuckles and tells him he's right because it IS a stupid dream. and at this point their relationship was cordial and she was even warming up to him!

like. arguably, taigen would be a better romantic partner (per the ideals of his time and culture of course), or at least he would be on paper. cuz i mean as a husband, as he is now, i think he'd be awful. but i'm talking about if you and him were dating or courting or just seeing each other romantically, he would be good to you. like we saw how he behaved with akemi and he was nothing but sweet and gentle. the very reason akemi wanted to marry him so bad was because she KNOWS without a doubt that he respects women and would treat her well. "oh but he cheated on her with the prostitutes while celebrating his engagement!" yeah but per the norms of the time and place, it was not considered cheating and akemi (as well as any wife or romantic partner of that period) would not have minded or even cared.

and yes taigen IS an asshole and he IS obnoxious but come on. so is mizu, if she is allowed to act like herself around you. mizu will tease you and mock you and challenge you and even poke at your insecurities (see:her goading mikio on even though he clearly did not view her teasing as light-hearted banter and took it all very personally). she would tell you to your face if she thinks you're being annoying (see:mizu rolling her eyes and telling akemi to straight up just "shut up" when she'd believed mizu had killed taigen).

mizu is not merely a hot and talented badass with a sword and the insane hyperfocus on her desire for revenge which literally drives her to withstand like, extreme amounts of damage and survive it. mizu is also flawed and the show does a good job at showcasing this, and showing us that she's not merely a victim but also a multilayered person. we see throughout that mizu is blunt and sarcastic and prideful.

oh what's that? oh right, very similar to taigen, who is also hot and talented with a sword and with insane hyperfocus on his desire to duel mizu and regain his honour. taigen who is also flawed (though, arguably, more so) as he is blunt and sarcastic and prideful.

the only thing that sets mizu and taigen apart is the fact that taigen is a man and is not mixed race, which thus affects their positions in society and how people perceive them. these are external factors. taigen being a boy who is not blue-eyed allowed him to easily mingle with the other kids in the village, all of whom were similarly fed the same prejudiced values which led them to gang up against mizu and bully her.

but take all that away. strip them down to the bare essentials. suddenly it's like they are the same person copy and pasted.

and that's what makes them even more interesting. yes absolutely they would be toxic. whatever souls are made of, mizu's and taigen's are the same (derogatory). and we literally see them fight all the time!!!! but the thing is they are both deranged when it comes to this.

do you get me. they both literally get turned on by sparring. mizu's whole spar with mikio was her way of flirting. just look at how she smirked at him and said "unsheathe it" like it's clear that this is an innuendo of not just unsheathing his weapon but also what's in his pants. then during the chopsticks fight with taigen in the snow, despite mizu literally being injured and taigen trying to attack her, mizu gets attracted to him. meanwhile taigen got a boner after wrestling with her in the forge.

taigen goes around saying he wants to kill mizu to regain his honour but he still literally risks life and limb for her constantly. mizu gives ringo stomach ulcers by going around flinging herself into near-death situations 24/7. she ups and leaves her beloved swordfather with barely a goodbye twice to pursue her batshit far-fetched quest for revenge (against people she doesn't even KNOW btw because she literally starts off with practically No Leads and not even knowing the NAMES of the white men who are her maybe-fathers).

these bitches are crazy and you know what good for them. that shit needs to be contained and quarantined though and that's why in that sense they would be good together.

i want to put them both in a jar and shake it very hard and see what happens. personally i think they will argue and insult each other while working perfectly in sync with each other to break out of the jar and then proceed to kill me and make out sloppy style over my dead body while they're both covered in blood.

like that's it that's the dynamic. send post.

[starryyskies]

i've been stuck in prison but will escape for my bday

[ghostr0tz]

ive seen a few people draw their favorite blorbos in their own outfits but ive quickly realized i cant do that because this is how i look 70% of the time