#im definitely not coping
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Takes your Tucker got alien markings when he picked up the sword and makes it Trigun Stampede.
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Are there any divorce fics?? I want a fic where the main plot is divorce
Any fandom, any ship
I just want a fic where they legally get divorced, on paper
#help#fic rec needed#divorce#fic#fanfic#just#i need a divorce fic#pleaseeee#im definitely not coping#two Christmas aren't that fun#i need it#manifesting a divorce fic
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idk what yall are talking about timebomb literally got a happy ending
#timebomb#timebomb canon🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅#arcane jinx#arcane spoilers#arcane act 3 spoilers#arcane act 3#jinx x ekko#arcane ekko#ekko arcane#jinx arcane#jinx#arcane#im so not coping#this is canon#this definitely happened#im not delusional#happy ending
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Cool down doodle for my mental health 😭✌️
#gojo satoru#jjk#satosugu#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#my art#guys ive genuinely had such a miserably week and im using satosugu to cope#school needs to end immediately plz and thank you#anyway the definitely “accidently” ran into each other at that crepe shop🗿#IM ALLOWING MYSELF TO POST MEDIOCRE ART AS A TREAT RAHHHHHHHHH
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when nanami dies, there's a box of letters waiting for you.
months pass before you find it. it's not until you're cleaning out his things, wondering if you can stand to get rid of them, that the letters are there waiting for you.
its no bigger than a shoebox, dark wood engraved with an intricate design, one that you're certain kento picked out specifically for you. you've never seen it before, and you open it with shaky hands, tears already pooling in your eyes at all the memories your lover left behind.
inside, there's a stack of letters, each one dated at the top with kento's name intricately signed at the end. some are in sealed envelopes with beautiful stamps. some multiple pages long and include some little haikus that are far too lovely to be about someone like you. and some are just quick little notes scribbled on napkins.
your spread them across the floor, staring down at each of the tiny little hearts he'd drawn next to your name on each note. even though you'd been together for years, you had no idea that he'd been writing all of them—hours of his life dedicated to this little pastime, and you'd been clueless.
they're like journal entires. insights into kento's life and your relationship, both the good moments and the tough ones. he leaves behind everything to you, entrusting you to keep his entire existence safe in your hands.
you read the letters with tears streaming down your face, and you choke on your sobs, trying so hard not to smear the ink from the wetness on your cheeks.
when you pull one out with shaky hands, you realize it's a decade old. the writing has faded a bit, and the paper is yellowing, but it's kento's handwriting, nonetheless.
it makes you near sick to read it. for a minute, you have to set it aside, cry into your knees as you curl into a ball, wondering when you'll ever stop feeling this empty.
this letter is from a sixteen year old kento; a quiet boy who had a silly little crush on girl in his year that was much too pretty for him. and in the letter, he says he knows you're too good for him, but he can't help but love you. he can't help but hope that one day, in a few years, you'll want to marry him as much as he wants to marry you.
it hurts, burns in your chest because even back then, kento had known you were the one. he'd known and he wrote you these letters because he'd felt that his life would be cut short. he'd felt like that since haibara died, and geto left, and it started to seem like the life of a sorcerer was always doomed to be an unhappy one.
kento had been so afraid that his friend died without knowing how much he meant to him, and he refused to make the same mistake with you.
there are letters from even when you weren't together. from the years that you were eighteen, nineteen, twenty, and kento had been so desperate to leave jujutsu behind that it meant he had to leave you too. even then, even when you were nothing more than a shadow from his past, he adored you.
you feel so outside of yourself, nauseous and filled with so much grief that you're not sure where to put it.
sometimes, you’d doubted if kento felt as loved by you as you did by him. but there's pages and pages of him speaking of how special you make him feel, even when you were separated, and he missed you so much that the thoughts of you consumed him.
you spend hours going through the letters, and then, you see one dated halloween, 2018. even breathing feels hard, but you can't stop yourself from reading it, even though you know it will destroy you, know that you won't be able to leave the house for days after reading it.
in the letter, kento says he loves you. he talks about the day before, when you'd convinced him to watch some halloween movies, and though most of them were silly, he didn't care how he spent his time with you as long as it made you smile.
he says that he feels bad for cancelling your dinner plans, and he's going to be thinking of you when he's in shibuya. that it's such a shame that being a sorcerer is so much more fulfilling than a salaryman, because it cuts into your time together, and you’re the most important part of his life.
he says he loves you again. that he really hopes he makes it back from shibuya because even though he's never told you, he wants a family with you.
he says he’s decided he'll bring it up when he gets home safe and sound. he’s not sure how you’ll feel about it, but you better know that he’ll always love you no matter what you decide, even if what he really wants is a little girl that looks just like you. and lastly, he hopes that you don't stay up too late waiting up for him—you’ve been so tired lately, and it’s making him feel bad.
his name is at the bottom with another little heart.
you let the letter fall from your hands.
#AHHH#so this is the aforementioned nanami thought <3#im definitely coping very well#i miss him :( i love him :(#kento 💋 ⋆ ˚。⋆#nanami x reader#kento nanami x reader#nanami angst#xoxo rylie 💌 ୧⋆ ˚。⋆#xoxo rylie 💌 ⋆ ˚。⋆
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i love putting dragon in Situations <3
BIG FAN of the ‘dragon is xebec’s son’ but i can’t decide if i like it in a funny way or a sad way 😭. do you think dragon thought he’d lose his father’s love if he knew he was taken in by a marine. do you think he mourned garp’s favor when he also failed to be a ‘good man’ and turned to revolution, that he wasted garp’s life efforts in saving a child from evil and a life lead to a death sentence. do you think dragon grieves that he managed to disappoint both his fathers. do you think that when he held luffy for the first time he realized he was no different then xebec, that he’d condemned his child to the stake for the crime of existence, a life of loneliness if he lived, a forced marine career and shackled dreams from his only ‘relative’. hey man what if i cried real hard abt it
#god i dont ask much#just one (1) dragon centric fic one shot where he Copes with things#it will never happen and for that i weep#probably definitely not canon but i like to imagine xebec as an Ok father#dudes not great but like 😭 let dragon have a good parent in his life#this au to me is literally ‘at first i loled but then i serioused’. i cant be trusted to have nice dragon thoughts#this au probably exists for the powerscalers BUT I DONT CARE IM RECLAIMING IT FOR THE THEMATICAL VALUES#THE INHERENT DRAMA#AURGHHHHHHHH#monkey d garp#monkey d dragon#one piece#my art!!
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late night chat
#meeple.png#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity invitational#ii oj#ii mephone4#ii mephoj#not inherently shippy but it is based on the weird gay little version of iii in my head#anyway i think they should've had some kind of summer romance in iii that changes their view on their lives forever#and leaves them haunted by eachother in a way that neither will want to address but it sticks with them#oj is Stuck in his shitty hotel job and kind of caged himself into that the more he insists its Just the way it is and hes fine with it#while mephone has simply gotten used to running away and hiding as much as he can#neither are good coping mechanisms but the kind of experience and perspective they have could be exactly what they need to hear#oj needs to Fucking Quit while mephone needs to let himself find community and let others know him#so he doesn't feel like he Has to run or he Has to do it alone#oj has connections albeit some messier than others#and hes a bit of a bitch but definitely more liked than mephone#and mephone has the If It Sucks Hit The Bricks mentality and the bluntness to get that through to oj#oj also has the perspective of being a s1 vet which means he has a very different view on mephone than others might#and that could do some good in getting through to mephone how his host behavior can negatively affect the contestants involved#mephone views oj as more equal to him as theyre business partners. hes very friendly to him (even if one sided.) he might just listen#sorry if this rant is redundant btw im not reading back any of this HAHA
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literally everyone: i hope robotnik and stone kiss in sonic 3
me, crying, crossing my fingers, praying to god himself: I WANNA SEE THEM DANCE TOGETHER, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
#now that im thinking abt it i can’t possibly think of a reason for them to do this#the way the movies looking#….contextless end credit scene? please please please??? for me???#please. please. please. crying crying crying#stobotnik dance agenda#if not this let them fight together ………. or something#to me them either having a dance scene or a scene where they fight together#the idea alone drives me insane#doesn’t just ‘satiate me’#it THRILLS me#but it might just be the aro in me talking idk#bro i’m crying rn looked at my acc realized i’ve been manifesting this since fucking . 2022#and now that i’m thinking abt it? it’s definitely not gonna happen#no idk why i want it so bad it’s just a thing i’ve put into my brain for some reason#i’m already coping hard like… ok but if they make a FOURTH sonic movie-
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trying to decide which of these diego's to finish is impossible 😭
#diego brando#my art#diego#i woke up absolutely wrecked and i couldn't figure out why#turns out tomorrow is a pretty heavy anniversary for me and my family so i'm definitely Off right now#so im coping by drawing this dipshit LOL 🧡
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Unrelated to any of the usual things i talk or reblog about over here in my silly little corner, but as i got back into the LMK fandom bc of shadowpeach bio parent au and delve into the fanfictions because of PittedPeaches' AGAOC, i just want to say that... holy shit Red Son you and your actually dysfunctional family's dynamic DID NOT HAVE TO HIT THAT HARD IM SCREAMING IM CRYING IM SOBBING IM TEARING MY HAIR OUT IM BITING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE!!!
#babygirl im taking you and MK to therapy with me because holy mfing hell#no im actually going to throw up their family issues hits too close to home#oh but slightly unrelated but MK is definitely ADHD coded with red son definitely possibly being autistic and i will die on this hill#augwgshwh i have a bit of both of these dumbasses' coping mechanisms (mostly mk's) and i dont think im proud of it#MEI IS ICONIC AS PER USUAL TEEHEE#guys help me i spent about a week reading lmk spicynoodles fanfiction (specifically pittedpeaches' and the bookmarks and stuff THEIR WRITIN#IS SO GOOD! I CAN ONLY HOPE TO WRITE AS WELL WHILE I WORK ON MY OWN STUFF IN THE BG! i still.. need to get around getting them out#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkey kid#qi xiaotian#red son#lmk redson#lmk qi xiaotian#lmk mk#demon bull king family#demon bull family#lmk spicynoodles#spicynoodles#spicynoodleshipping#unrelated but guys do you think mk and mei would be on tumblr? + read and or write fanfiction?#aster stfu
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god im terrified about the 2025 f1 year. all these seat swaps are fun but also filling me with like so much dread. like especially ferrari.
with mr 7x wdc lewis hamilton (mr brocedes lewis hamilton) desperate for his 8th win and charles leclerc.
crazy girl chalres leclerc who has been fumbled so bad by ferrari time and time again. also desperate to get his first wdc.
its going to be so toxic. so feral. absolutely disgusting. bitchy, if you must.
they're going to kill each other. ferrari will kill both of them. im filled with fear chat, filled with fear
#i love sharl so so much#i won't cope if ferrari fucks him over in new and definitely horrible ways by making him 2nd driver to lewis#like slay lewis#but#we all witnessed 2016#idk yapping cause after george and now logan im thinking thoughts#2025 aston martin wdc maybe?#i feel like aston martin will be the team with the best vibes#truly#yapping#sorry if this doesnt make sense i just need to scream into the void#charles leclerc#lewis hamilton#f1#formula 1#f1 2025
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Come back home when you have some sense
You can throw your life away just not at my expense
You’re not the son I raised
#jhariah#this one just rawrrfrrr#and then uh another line thats like ‘tell me did you raise a man?’#nice#im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it#god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like#hnnnghhh#hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot#the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM#sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ‘i just want you to know im so so...’#like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke#but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me#and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards#the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome#the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear#its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe#but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill#and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill#you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit#and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it#and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was#very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me#which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me#yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend 👍
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On the train zooming! Might as well have wore a scuba suit with the weather though, going to go charity shop hunting for a cute waterproof trench coat so with me luck!
#Soo technically I didn't wake up till 9pm yesterday so the lack of sleep isn't a huge issue buttt I may have drank a bottle of wine#😶#technically with me sleep being flipped it isn't bad right?#tispy pup on an adventure!#imma be so sociable in the shops which is so off for me 😅😂#my dad would be proud#(my dad's an alcoholic)#is a joke#you can laugh#dark humour ahahaha#sort of grump i hid back in myself when i wasnt single#now i feel like i can post silly stuff again#what the heck brain#he did indicate he was a lil controlling (a reason i yeeted out of there) but he didnt outright say i couldn't post stuff#pup brain in a scramble egg#may haps have a lil drinky drinky with me in a bottle#im a big kid#im safe#a lil reckless behaviour is fine right?#i say out of all the things i could be doing to cope this is pretty tame right#ooo pups really going off showing that mental health side huh?#ahahah#im so normal and definitely not the problem#also yes he was the abysmal dicking but no that isnt way i yeeted myself out of there#well the lack of noticing i wasnt enjoying it/begging me to give consent again sort of was but shhhhhh#if you read all this i understand if you decide to unfollow 😂#also why do i feel more me in genral again#like i love being called they/them but he only ever called me she even after i talked about why i like they#sort of shitty he did but why did i just accept it and forget how comfy they them makes me#she is fine too but i pup not just a she
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...Philza?
Please consider reblogging, likes don't do anything on tumblr and reblogging is the only way to keep traction on a post <3
#hahaha im definitely coping well#philza#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp philza#q!philza#missa#missasinfonia#qsmp missa#q!missa#art#my art#queer artist#nonbinary#queer#disabled artist#qsmp chayanne#qsmp tallulah#gotta be snatched while starving to death ✊😔#missa and phil sun and moon vibe fr fr#a cage for a cage
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having multiple f/os is so valid! you aren't cheating on one, or misplacing your priorities to do so! they understand and support you, and don't mind that you also have interest elsewhere. they love you, and always will, and are just happy that you're happy! < 3
#selfship#f/o#self ship#this is me coping tbh ......#i have to tell myself that im not betraying my original f/o to be interested in another right now#i'm sure ⚙️ is a little jealous but doesnt mind 🍦 because hes nice to me c:#and makes me very very happy#though ⚙️ definitely wishes he was the one taking care of me uehehe
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Ep 36 devastated me.
I have some reqs rn I see you out there but I just had to get this out before I could draw anything light hearted
Fly high Terry Jr. you deserved so much better
#art#my art🐠#dungeons and daddies#dndads fanart#terry jr#terry marlowe#terry stampler#scary marlowe#dndads episode 36#dndads spoilers#fuck you anthony burch#i cried on the bus#pink forget me nots because Scary likes pink#im coping definitely
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