#im bouta go to sleep

[wishchip106]

charles whenever someone thinks a bit too loudly about what he and magneto might be doing during after school hours

it’s “chess”

[cariciapadre]

being out until 12 am makes me want to commit suicide

[gongedtornado]

random peeve or smth

“i hate specified type of people!”

“uuumm. not me tho right? im specified type of person”

“omg noooo!! not u!” dawg you just lied to their face to not hurt their feelings

this is moreso directed at like. art things?? where someone will say “i hate this specific trope in design” and someone will show their art with that specific thinf and go “not me though, right? 🥺” and the person will just tell them to their face “noooo not you!!”

i cant say im *not* guilty of doing that in the past, but i should definitely start being a little meaner . i should just start being a little hater actually

plus. the block button is free to use. block anyone that even slightly annoys you. you have free will (i hope)

also quick disclaimer this isnt directed at any specific tropes or people in general- i just really fucking hate seeing that sort of interaction go on knowing that it was disingenuous. you can like/dislike whatever tropes u want. i cant really tell you what to do lmao

[ahoeforian]

ian × girly!reader hc

warnings: none

a/n: finally put smth out 😭

- you leave a lot of random things laying around in his car also stickers. you put scrunchies on his gear shift for later but always forget to get them again so that's just where they stay, which leads to his friends teasing him.

"y/n you gotta stop leaving your shit in my car" he plopped down on the couch next to you. "why am i scarin' the hoes away?" you joked nudging him a bit "no, i just drove my friend to his place and he kept saying dumb shit like 'im pussy whipped' you couldn't help but laugh

-bf!ian who... buys everything for you, your nails, clothes, shoes, and everytime yall go on dates he pays

-bf!ian who.. has to wipe off your pink lipgloss that smudges onto his lips whenever yall kiss

-bf!ian who... ties your shoes for you or puts your heels on for you.

"wait i need you to tie my shoe" you stand on one leg, holding the wall for balance and lifting the other one off the ground by a few inches trying to show him the untied laces "gimmie your foot baby" he kneels on one knee and you put your foot on the leg thats propped up, he ties your shoe and gives your foot a little tap when he's done "thanks"

-bf!ian who... takes you to the studio whenever he's writing a song or recording.

-bf!ian who... loves your style and all your small skirts and bows.

-bf!ian who.. would catch himself watching you do your makeup and just admire everything you do.

-bf!ian who.. tries to get you to be friends with some of his (he is your only friend)so you don't feel out of place when he leaves the room.

you were sitting on ian's lap scrolling on your phone while he talked with his friends. "I'm 'bouta go to the bathroom" his hand squeezes your hip "wait what?" you mumble. he moves you off of him and gets up from the couch "uhh.. talk about makeup or sum shit, just don't be awkward when i leave" he told his friends before leaving out to the bathroom.

-bf!ian who... tries to help you do your hair

"can you hold this last piece" you asked holding the second to last piece of straightned hair. he grabs one of the curls you had just done while still looking at his phone "ian not that- dude you're not even looking" you said in a more irritated tone "my bad" he apologized, putting his phone away and grabs the right piece of hair.

-bf!ian who... secretly loves your pink room with all your jellycats and blankets, with a bunch of posters up on the walls. BUT he doesn't take pictures in there and post them (neither can you) cause he doesn't wanna mess up his 'image' sometimes you guys joke about it whenever he sleeps over

a/n: i think i lost the meaning of hc also looking back at it this it feels short but actually writing it, it infact didn't feel that way

a/n: i can do a pt.2 but instead nsfw

just tagging my followers i wont tag u again if you don't want me to: @cherib3lla @cdbabymp3 @wackyweirdothefirst @beyoncelamar @mikeylaissoslay @jvnk3 @dominiquessidehoe

[ttroubledwaters]

It's 3 in the morning and I'm bouta try to go to sleep but I just wanted to tell everyone i am NOT insomniac, sometimes I just can't sleep. And by sometimes I mean like every single night, even with melatonin or any other sleeping draught I'm still up for hours BUT STILL IM NOT INSOMNIAC.

[loafbud]

the bowser you uploaded is kind of low quality, was that intentional?

oh shit, my bad LOL!!

i had finished posting it to my other socials & was about to sleep, but forgot to post it here after i closed my laptop so i saved the pic on my phone from my twitter because I got too lazy to open the laptop again to upload it manually 🥴

thats to be expected tho LOL! i'll have to reupload it once i wake up, im bouta go slumber haha

[sugakookie127]

Hey guys, so im back and i honestly regret giving the 3d so much power over me, this cycle… its so tiring so i WILL change. Ive said this before but i mean it! I will start my change by listening to adambja’s desired reality tape and their instant manifesting abilities tape! I’ll share my honest response to it everyday and while i listen, i’ll also be changing myself to be my desired self. I will stop giving my ego any attention and just dwell in the blissful feeling of my desires already being mine. I think my problem is that i think TOO damn much! Like… TOO MUCH. I keep asking myself questions like,” how do you know if this is working”,” i dont feel relaxed or fulfilled enough so am i doing something wrong?”, “what am i missing?”, “how have i been manifesting on a day to day basis and why is it hard now?”, etc etc. ive been asking myself too much questions and not understanding anything or “forgetting” what i learned about loa BECAUSE of my self doubt which has made me decide to overconsume. I feel like now that i think about it, ive been deciding a LOT of things. I’ve been deciding to continue to believe the 3d is real, decided to continuosly doubt myself, decided to stress myself out, decided to overconsume and everything. So now im going to decide that this is me putting my foot down because im tired of the self doubt, self hate, insecurity and mood swings CAUSED by these “insecurities”. I wouldnt be feeling this way at all if i were my desired self. So while i decide to listen to the adambja tapes i’ve mentioned, im also going to follow a “routine” but i won’t treat it as something that i HAVE TO DO like homework because manifestation is about having fun as the creator or the “buyer” in your reality. It’s not necessarily a process but it’s like walking into a store where EVERYTHING u want is available for u at no cost and all you have to do is take something and then it’s yours now. It belongs to u and you are now that person WITH that desire. Idk, it’s like i DO know how to manifest but i cant feel that “acceptance” feeling when i imagine myself with it.. y’know? ( i better after all that damn overconsumption) So im going to meditate while i listen to the tapes and when i go to sleep, i’m going to think affirmations like,” i love ending my day in my perfect room looking this effortlessly beautiful while going to bed”. Im going to vaunt and do things the way my desired self would and if that means im going to post everyday and be like her, then so be it. Expect my success story this week because i decide that i’m not a failure. I decide that i no longer want to see the 3d as the truth cus it’s no fun😛 also expect a daily review on adambja’s tapes 😗 i decide that i’m not ugly no more cus girl TUH. What hater would really have the nerve to call me that💀 im too fine and they know it. I feel like i fall in love with myself all over again anytime i think of myself but it’s impossible NOT to because i’m just that kind of person. Im too lovely and irresistible to NOT fall in love with. Yea i DO have $995 and i will win the contest i made with my bestie cus my paycheck bouta be $695 lol WHY? CUS I SAID SO. Subconscience i know you’re listening bookie, my love, i already have my desires no matter what, ok? PERIODT

K bye yall💚💚💚

[hehe-is-silly]

WARNING: su1c1de depictions, noose very rushed because im bouta go to sleep made: 09/24/2024

"So if you insist on crying While our host is slowly dying Then I'll cut you loose and spare this noose the dead weight"

[zyafics]

Im bouta shower ur distracting me bbg

But what i mean is. Reader wants to sleep alone. Rafe sleepy beside her on The floor. If Im thinking from what HES thinking i´d say that because if heś in another room and something happens he once again wont be able to help because he dosent know or hear/SEE it happening and The thereapy Thing i Think is more because he wants to make sure she is okay even if she is refusions thr help i for one know The feeling of someone pushing against something you dont wanna do from WHEN i was like 13-14 and had a lot of family problems and weight problems and from The People who did it Said they were trying to help but i never Saw that in their says of doing things (one in particular) but i Can also say it would be different if it wa¨s from my partner who i know knows me and i know how that person is. From Canon rafe and rafe in this i´d also say heś trying to get reader to go to therapy because maybe he wants that for himself but he sees it as if she isnt going Im not going cause maybe he sees that as sort of weak cause she tecnicly went through more trauma from it but he needs therapy and she dosent?

And yes i do Think rafe realisticly knows it cant go back to fully normal but what i do Think is he May SEE normal as more close then fully normal then i or you or reader would so even tho he knows it wont be able to get fully normal i Think he thinks it Can be more normal then us. Obviously WHEN you have a miscarige things are going to change but i Think atm he dosent realise how much changes (which i Think is fair because they´re still only in College this shouldent even be happning to Them ZYA😡)

Now i gotta go shower bae

i really love this perspective! reader wants to sleep alone -> rafe wants to sleep beside her to make sure she's okay. but to her, she just wants space. to him, he wants to protect her. and for the therapy -> rafe wants her to get help. reader feels like she's forcing him to heal instantaneously; he sees it as a solution to her obvious problem. it's genuinely the interpretation of each other's actions!

it's kinda like that quote, by richard siken, "If you love me, you don't love me in a way I understand." and that's exactly where they both are!

i like ur interpretation of canon rafe too! perhaps that's true! he feels like a weaker man for suggesting therapy while she's not for it! it can bring back insecurities, if we interpret it like that!

[flunkett]

Hello :))

The smiler is smiling today! :]

YAYYYYAYAYY smiler i was just thinking bout u. tho smiler i think ur day is my night cuz im bouta go sleep

[screampied]

vegasssss you should not be letting me yap especially cuz i'm bouta be on spring break like this week (yippie except i have a test the literal week i get back ☹️) and i may or may not accidentally bombard you with asks so uhm yeah anyways

erm okay okay so basically idk if has been done before, probably has cuz i don't think it's very special but like let me try and explain it okay

sooooo it's like you live with geto and this is like pre-kenjaku (i think its kinda obvi where im going with this but wtvr) one night you're in bed waiting for him to come home and you check the time seeing it's already when he usually gets home right and like "zamn where he att???" yk and uhmm you call and he don't pick up no matter how many times you call which is weird cuz he usually at least texts you or smth if he can't pick and then out of NOWHERE you get a call from gojo and he's like "don't open the door for anyone" which is cray cray cuz you get a knock the door (crazy right) and it's geto (or is it...) and then i ended up falling asleep or waking up or smth cuz idk what happens next

i promise i'll get sleep, soon, hopefully

hope you're day is good and you're night is better vegas‼️‼️

WAIT I FORGOT TO ASK HRU

HRU VEGAS⁉️⁉️

-🔵

YAP ALL YOU WANT 💝💝💝🫂. squirt nation is so happy to have u, don’t worry !!!!

woah ur spring break comes so late, lucky. mine ended about last week n im alr missing it <3 good luck & make sure to study a lot ! feel freeeee to bombard me with asks lover

OOOOOOo i love it. pre-kenjaku you say? omg this sounds kinda eerie me like. pls the “it’s geto (or is it)” TBIS SOUNDS GOOD. u should totally write it that seems like a fire ass angst ☹️☹️😞

it’s been like four hours (i just woke up) hope ur getting some good sleep rn !!!!

but awh thank you babe! 🫂 im doing okay im GOOOOOD, prob gonna make me some ramen n finish these assignments i procrastinated

[wishchip106]

goodnight to them and them only

and my 21 followers u guys r cool

me and who 😿

[minquiec]

A bit of the song analysis from Paalam, Leonora by Sugarcane

- "Ngayon lang nakadama ng wagas na pagkamangha, hiling ko lang naman"

Translated to:

"I only had experienced the feeling of being speechless, my only wish was."

KEYWORD "WAS"

= I get the impression that guy has only experienced being so speechless by a girl, like this girl is the only one who made him feel so breathless and stunned. (Like inspired by your "why hobie fell for jia" lore)

YET, he has to let go, because in the end their love was not meant to last. Their love couldn't wasn't strong enough to fight fate. She had came to terms with her spider senses and found courage and hope

She found hope while he lost his.

It's giving them y'know 💔

NO CAUSE THATS LITERALLY IT IM THROWIJNGJR UP

cause genuinely their love was impossible from the start bc of the whole 'we from diff universes' thing and I've seen these two quotes that absolutely kill me cause

JUST READ THEM AND ULL SEE WHAG I MEAN

They actually make me so sick im honest to god bouta lose my mind

IK IM THE CREATOR OF THIS WHOLE THING BUT what kills me is that before the day jia had gone thru her breakdown was the last day they ever slept tgt (not in that way I mean Literally Sleeping) AND WHAT KILLS ME MORE WAS THAT

during the 3 minute reunion where Jia regained control, hobie would've had that brief moment of

'its gonna be okay, things will go back to normal, I won't let go again' (cause he got rlly sad when he spent that first night alone in ages)

THERE WAS A BRIEF PERIOD OF HOPE BUUTTT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 AAAGGHHHH

Me acting like I didn't torture myself like this and actively making a decision to make this canon I can't stand myself ⚰️

I swear the opm songs I'm being introduced are gonna be the death of me cause I'm literally crying over them 🔥🔥🔥🔥 somebody please send help

[inzombniia]

tw // emetophobia(?)

vent post lol

i was going to post this last night but i got um. sidetracked. (ó﹏ò｡) by some rlly funny shit like istg it almost cured my summertime sadness i even cleaned my depression room 2day hhaha, last night i just made it my pfp and threw this into the drafts

im bouta go on a small rant so ill just tuck it away here ↓

i literally hate summer, im sorry i just cannot. maybe its the fact that i have no job and no car so i cant go anywhere. other than begging someone to take me shopping, im stuck. just me and the internet lolz and occasionally my friends but i havent responded to most of them which is kinda my fault (ꀬ⏖ꀬ∴) i shld probably do that...

im so much happier and mentally stable in sweater weather... maybe cus im a december baby LMAO

i think the amount of time i spend on my phone and computer are starting to catch up with me, apparently theres a thing called "cybersickness" and dude the name alone sounds cool asf ‼️ but yeah i also have vertigo and a lil sleep deprivation on top of that so. i just constantly have the urge to vomit but physically cant no matter how hard i try so i just drew myself doing the things i cant do <//3 and yes thats me lolz

however !!! i think i might actually start working at chuck e cheese... no one in my area says anything bad abt working there so i have high hopes that i could enjoy it, might have to visit it this weekend before i apply just to see if its any different from last year when i went

૮꒰ྀི˶˃̵ ^ ˂̵˵꒱ྀིა

tw // sh implied i guess

edit never fucking mind its not okay nothing is okay i wanna rip my guts out why me why what do i even do anymore it doesnt make any sense why do you have to make everything so hard for me.

"oh i feel so alone" good. i hope it stays that way u selfish prick

how does it feel to rip away my goals. i had this all planned out and its perfect for what i plan to do in life

its like you do this on purpose. you want 2 see me suffer. u want 2 see me fail. over and over and over. is this fun for you?

i relapsed because of you. i hope ur fucking proud of me

[lorestory0]

i dont like sleeping and usually stay up about 40 hours between sleep without tiredness. and can be awake again after a few hours of sleep.

but i still get tired.

and theres been a painful noise keeping me up for several more days. its too much. no matter how tired i get i cant sleep with all that painful noise.

out of all this, the worst of all this, It feels so unfair that im not even trying to stay awake. i trying to sleep until i realize its hopeless and just go back to gaming. this worst thing. unfair that im punished for feeling pain by hallucinating and even more pain. also dizzyness. bruh i tried sleeping. why am i being punished so hard. i dont even have insomnia. i could easily sleep if the noise would stop, but ive been screaming so much in an uncontrolable display of pain that its harder to be heard when i actually need help.

and no one can do anything about it because the people causing the noise are rich.

even doing it in the early am hours too so i have to wait for rain to scare the rich people off their fancy motorcylces or whatever it is they have, but i really like going out in the rain, but instead im stuck finally getting a rare chance to sleep. there are very few breaks other than that. and even if i do manage to sleep like when i accidentally ate mold or when they stop just long enough that i think its safe, i wake up with a painful headache that takes hours to stop even after i turn on music.

dont tell me to sleep with music on tho because it has to be really loud to actually stop the pain. im not bouta go deaf just to be alone with my thoughts. and potentially getting a song i dont like permanantly carved into my mind. also if i go deaf i cant watch anything with or without captions because my eyes are stupidly getting me bullied for watching dubbed anime.

are they driving it in shifts

it sounds cool if 1 of them likes night better and the other likes day. genuinely cool arrangement if thats what they doin but i dont know what they doin an im just guessing.

im not against fun, but cant they do something else more often dont they are able to afford more options. my head feels like its gonna explode and when i have to take off my headphones to go pee or something it is complete agony and my screams are sounding more and more like monster sound effects because i cant stop my screams from happening. which is cool, but doing voices is 1 of the few things im good at and thats a lot harder to do lately. i used to be able to sound like i got a helium, and i always wanted to get helium just to see how it would sound to do the helium voice on top of helium. i cant find any video of someone trying that. helium videos always the same.

i cant stop screaming and i cant sleep. am i gonna die from that

[xxkissesforchanniexx]

Im bouta rant so-

Person A wakes up when Person B is going to work or school and person B goes to sleep before person A is available after work or school what right does person A have to be mad at person B and says person B makes no time for them and doesn’t try??

Like this really just it killed my morale maybe I’m looking at it wrong? I don’t blame him for being mad at me but he never mentioned it was a problem until he made it an argument about it 😔 I feel like I messed up fr but Idk