#im angry and sad

[gelu-the-babosa-multiversal]

I swear to Primus and Unicron if someone asks me ¨Are you available for Commissons¨ when my bio says COMMSS OPEN I'm blocking you, that just tells me that you are a bot

RIGHT THERE IT SAYS RIGHT THERE!!! In CAPITAL LETTERS!!!

Sorry but I already got 7 fake accounts asking me the same and uuugghhhhhhhh

[alexanderhamiltonhasafatass]

I can only stand to be around my mom for a day and then she'll become insufferable for the rest of the time she's around me. And she wonders why I don't talk to her for long periods of time.

[slayings]

so guys i watched the leak for the finale of hotd. tbh i already had my meltdown on twitter. it wasn’t pretty. i’ve put the rest under the cut for anyone who wants to spare their mental health in case they haven’t seen the episode. daemon and daemyra angst and thoughts on character assassination below...

il just start this off by using this image

i know everyone is gonna have different opinions on the episode but the disrespect done to my boy daemon and daemyra was unreal.

as far as im concerned the daemon that appeared in episode 10 is not the same one who appeared in the last 8 episodes. nope im just gonna call him evil twin baemon for now. evil twin baemon, a power hungry man with little love for his family. 

we watched daemon go through huge character development in 8 episodes as he grew into a loving and devoted malwife and father. we watched him prove that he didn’t want the throne and was fiercely loyal to his brother. yes he’s a killer. he’s a liar. he’s chaotic. and he’s not perfect. but that man loves his family more than anything and he would literally die for them, especially rhaenyra. and in episode 10 - poof.

also there is nothing wrong with women wanting power! no not all men are evil! yes i truly hated how they took away rhaenyra’s agency by suddenly making her not want to avenge her dead daughter like in the books. i wanted to see that fire "they stole my crown and murdered my daughter, and they shall answer for it" also very unhappy over how they skimmed over visenya’s death.

but overall what i found most unsettling was the vibes from the daemyra scenes. the birthing scenes, the funeral, the ch*king scene (i wanted to drink bleach right then and there, f*ck you hbo) it was like a wattpad story come to life! there were only a few good scenes.

overall i feel angry, betrayed and sick. and also sad for all my daemyra fam. i  will of course not give up on daemyra or daemon targaryen. the whole season (albeit ep 10) still created a beautiful relationship with beautiful complex characters and il be damned if hbo ruins that for me. nope im still gonna defend this ship. and especially daemon targaryen (they really massacred my boy!) till my dying breath. anyways peace out. ps. hbo i am under your bed.

[bloodyfangsandfreckles]

A mothers life is an alter

It’s bones are the pillars of her life and learning; kindness, compassion, honesty and the teaching of the greatest learning of all -Love; being unconditional

It’s tributes upon the collection plate vary in size and shape; the tears of a first skinned knee, the glow of a first laugh

The thin lace of “mummy” when a child needs wisdom, the weight of sorrow when a young heart is hurt and their is no magic potion to absolve the pain that you feel bone deep

It’s a temple visited often in toddler years, avoided in youthful foolishness and reverently tended in adulthood and lamented in the twilight years

Finally abandoned and forgotten by its acolytes in the dark

It sits empty, shadowed and hollow ringing of thrown away promises and broken hearts

It still waits

[very-gay-poet]

I HATE wearing glasses when it rains cuz like all of a sudden the things that are supposed to HELP me see do the exact opposite and suddenly the things I PAY to see are in my pocket because I can’t FUCKING SEE WITH THE THEM ON

[shownusfool]

im shaking about everything happening in rafah right now. i can’t imagine so distressed they’re blowing them to smithereens, you can see the refugees hands and toros and legs blown apart. they’ve concentrated everyone into one area and at 3am in the morning they bombed them, threw bombs all over them. at the same time at that same moment israel aired an ad on the superbowl painting themselves the victim. saying they need to get the refugees home. they rejected the hostage exchange peace plan offered by hamas. they rejected a hostage exchange. they rejected the hostage exchange. they rejected the hostage exchange. saying it would be done soon. and now they carpet bomb the civilian refugees that they ordered to be concentrated into one area. in the past hour alone 30 confirmed martyrs. 60 confirmed martyrs. now possibly a 100 confirmed martyrs. the death is outrunning the time on the clock. it’s all just so much. it’s so heartbreaking and cruel. and still there are people in the world blaming us for all this. blaming palestinians for all this. how will they explain it? maybe cnn or the BBC or the guardian will say “100+ Palestinians found dead after being caught in artillery fire” they won’t say we’re killed, targeted, murdered, bombed. they won’t even say we’re human even if our guts and brain matter are stuck on the floor. i’m losing my mind.

[butchgodot]

the commute to and from work just adds that perfect amount of despair to my day

[hermes-running]

my dad caught covid twice in the past 3ish years. he's been a smoker for the past 45ish years off and on - despite that, he has cared for himself the best that he can. and now he has emphysema. i have been crying all day

[femboty2k]

you motherfuckers love to say that you LOOOOVE fat women until theyre trans or dont have wide hips and/or big tits

[necroticghost]

why the fuck am I the way I am

[jojo-schmo]

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[lem0nademouth]

i think this might be the most defeated the collective jewish community has felt since the war began and yeah yeah don’t give into despair and all that but come the fuck on. all six of those hostages were alive a few days ago. the best response we can hope for from goyim is silence. how do you grieve when you are surrounded by those who wish you would join the dead. how do you keep fighting like this. why does jewish existence require resilience. why is it so impossible for goyim to think of jews as humans.

[bloodyfangsandfreckles]

I think ill be angry forever

I will sit in silence and wonder why, why, why

Why then? why them? Why at all?

Are we such amusing creatures to see writhe in twists and turns, to watch burn our hearts out in sorrow and regret and love?

The empty places and silent spaces were we once trod

Speaking of a far off life that would never meant to be

Being left behind, abandoned with emotions too deep and too heavy to understand or even want to know

I wonder what your last thought, your last coherent thought, wish, dream

Was it a whisper of kindness? Was it a streak of anger and regret? Was it a heavy heart of fear and sadness?

Did you even get that moment? Or was it stolen by pain and exhaustion like a leaf in autumn is stolen by a heavy frost and harsh wind?

I do not know life, I merely exist in this place and more often than not i cycle to the past i can remember barely like a half melted film left in the sun

Ideas, impressions, half truth memories of the time when things were different and more in every meaning of the word

I sit there chewing on the glass shards of these feelings, bleeding harshly from the edges and unwilling to stop if it means dropping them and forgetting them entirely

The pain is preferable to the second death of forgetfulness..

I know I will be angry forever,

for I’d rather have anger than nothing at all

[mikacries]

I saw you again

I spent all year wishing to see your face. For some reason the idea of you was stuck in my mind, I started idolizing you.

 All the memories I hold of us, the person who I thought you would become, the way only you have made me feel, who I wished I could become by your side...I fell in love with it all once again, cursed my past self for driving you away.

Romanticized memories of your abuse made me want to sing you lovesongs

And then I heard you were suffering with your current life and all I wanted to do was go to you and be your white knight again, save you from all pain, heal all your wounds with my care, give you all my strenght, all my love, all my time and devotion. I was sure I could fix your sadness, make you feel whole again.

The idea of you kept creeping around me all the time, no matter what i was doing or who I was with suddenly you would appear in my mind.

But then I saw you again and the spell was lifted. I could see clearly, I could remember the truth. 

You never were who I remembered you to be. I made a whole new person and put your name on them. I saw you and I finally saw clearly, no more smoke clouding my vision, no more love blinding my mind.

A bucket of cold water dropped on my shoulders, you dragged me back to earth.

I could never love you truly again, couldn’t love who you became. 

I will miss you still, miss al the things that could have been

[3-aem]

struggling with this piece and every time i open layers i get jump scared by how the coloring looks

[wickjump]

“Undertale and it’s FOUL community” STOP IT!!!!!!! IM MADE FUN OF ENOUGH!!!!! STOOPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!! (this kind of thing makes me so angry)