#im also out of work

[imthere4yuu]

Insomnia | in-ˈsäm-nē-ə | noun | difficulty falling asleep and/or staying asleep most days or every day;

prolonged and usually abnormal inability to obtain adequate sleep (x)

I have insomnia. I'm also otherwise disabled, and my body feels best after about 10 hours of sleep.

~If I take the regular/starting dose of my sleeping medication, I get to have 6 hours of sleep.

~If I take the next highest dosage, which is double the starting dosage, I sleep for 12 hours and cannot function on less.

So I tried 1.5 doses, because my medication comes in tablet form and so can be cut.

I'm still forced to sleep for 12 hours.

There is no feasibly consistent way to try taking 1 ¼ doses. So I either get to have not enough sleep or way too much. I am forced to sleep for HALF OF EVERY DAY or NEARLY HALF OF WHAT I NEED which is still better than the inconsistent maybe 3 hours (if that) I get on my own.

And I only got the help I needed for this insomnia THIS YEAR at AGE 25, although this is something I've struggled with SINCE EARLY CHILDHOOD. It runs in my family actually, but no one explained to me that it has such a simple definition!

Imagine working your 8 hour day, plus your half hour lunch and hour commute. Then add that 12 hours of sleep.

That would leave me 2.5 hours every workday to eat two more meals, do my chores, any grocery shopping or errands, social time, take care of any pets, nevermind if I wanted to try to have kids on that schedule!

This shit sucks.

shout out to everyone with a sleep disorder or condition that affects the quality and quantity of sleep. i think it's incredibly unfair to be denied even the comfort of rest

[the-nefarious-vampire]

as an aroace, im particularly dangerous, because i wont fuck or marry. i only know how to kill.

[hinamie]

10 years later

[froopa-coopa]

"I live a lonely life without you. And I may be troubled, but I'm gracious in defeat."(in dreams - ben howard)

fanart inspired by the fic "buried my love in a shallow grave" by iamcringebutiamfree on AO3 / @grahamfolgersdeliciousnotebooks !!Set right after Jon made it out of the buried. I love it so much🍊💙

[swordmaid]

back to the shadows 🌑

inspired by the storm by pierre auguste cot, shri’iia and astarion running away from the sun bc he’s a vampire and she has sunlight sensitivity.

please zoom in to see the details! 🥹🫶

[eydilily]

your pearl is one of my favorite designs for her i’ve ever seen <3 her face shape feels so right, and i love how you draw her hair. by way of a request, have you ever drawn her as an avian?

thank you so much! pearl's design is definitely my favorite to draw :')

ive done a bit of practice with pearl and grian as avians but that was way before i started posting hc publicly! ( these ones are new :D )

also played around with an alternate version! i dont know much about birds but i saw the australian barn owl and took more inspo from them

[heartorbit]

happy halloween! 🎃🐈‍⬛👻🐇

[shellshooked]

”peace and love” WRONG!!! ZELINK ATTACK

[cuppajj]

i love this audio and this needs to be them and YAAAAAA

(This is not a ship post)

[YT link]

[paintedcrows]

Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)

[elyfonart]

Trust me bro he wants you

[skunkes]

the restrained sniffer

[paimt]

its just supervised phone calls like

in the wise words of stan himself: give me money

[reds-skull]

Both me and price looking at that pic of them sleeping: do it for them...

(This was supposed to be like. 2 panels rip)

[ruushes]

a quick Him bc my math was off trying to figure out the timeline between games and it made me irl a little emotional to think about him turning 50

[delicourse]

i miss them a little if im gonna be honest