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WANTED Jack ‘Cowboy’ Kelly $1,000.000 REWARD Wanted for robbery, murder, and disruption of the public. Does not attack without motive. Contact Sheriff Charles Morris of Santa Fe, New Mexico.
WANTED The Delancey Brothers $500.000 REWARD Oscar and Morris Delancey are wanted for robbery and attempted murder. Contact Sheriff Charles Morris of Santa Fe, New Mexico.
WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE Deadwood David $5,000.000 REWARD Wanted for robbery and murder, on a large scale. Does not attack without motive. Contact Sheriff Charles Morris of Santa Fe, New Mexico.
(sheriff charles morris could care less about all of this, please do NOT contact him)
#anyway on the topic of my wild west au#i was gonna make actual wanted posters#but then realized i would have to choose a version of the characters to put on them#and decided against it#also#forever spreading the sheriff crutchy who hates his job agenda#pls feel free to give advice on what to add to these lol#anyway#im actually working on it!! yay!!#crutchy morris#jack kelly#david jacobs#oscar delancey#morris delancey#delancey brothers#newsies#˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ newsies // wild westies ❥#ik the on a large scale isnt worded the best but my words have left me my bad#also jack being the cowboy of all cowboys fr
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it is insane how normal i am medicated like. you mean this was an option the whole time. what
#theresbeen some hiccups like the first month i started to realize my work drive was 90% fear based#so ivehad to develop like actual work schedule and discipline thats not just 'everyone will hate me if i dont'#but its been working! now getting stuff done actually... feels.... good?#instead of like throwing water over one fire only to run to the next one#like before nothing was ever satisfying. i was always just running around panicked#now im like. okay this is what i have to get done today. yay! i finished it! now i go to bed. okay now its the next day#the only other thing ive noticed is ive become seemingly like. more. autistic acting.#like i get More fixated on my special interests now. i can think about something for hours straight instead of getting guilty and thinking#'oh im being greedy im being lazy with my time i should be doing something productive'
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Hello!! My chibi commissions are now open! ✨
You can avail for a slot through my commissions page! Thank you so much for supporting my work!! 💖
#commissions#chibi commissions#commissions info#YAY finally finished the chibi samples after so long :)))#was going to do a chibi trainer w/ their pkmn for the sample but... i've been itching to draw astarion & karlach for some time now#so I drew them instead c:#i'll make a separate post for them later but yeah!! I really like how they turned out 🥺#anyways im actually finished w/ the poke doodles now but I haven't queued most of them yet#expect them to be posted soon 😌#i'll work on the character comms next then the chibi ones!
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day 69 drawing len (and rin) until my preorder arrives
yayy i finished it just in time (theres like 15 minutes until the 19th lol)
requests open! ☆ 2 in inbox ο(=•ω<=)ρ⌒☆
#regretting not taking a break rn <- actually dizzy from how hard i worked lol#dude its not even that good for how much effort i put into it auugghhh sorry to ppl who requested im sory for the disapointing art lol#my art#art#kagamine len#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid#kagamine rin#kagamine twins#drawing len everyday until my preorder arrives#qiekz hall of yay
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i think it's interesting that reid looks at gideon specifically right after this line. maybe it's just that he feels gideon looking at him. maybe its just that they're close. or maybe he looks towards gideon because it hurts particularly badly that gideon didnt help :(
#i know they have that conversation at the end of 2x18 but#im gonna be real#it wasnt particularly helpful#and even if it was#one conversation doesnt magically fix things#godddd i have more thoughts about these lines but i cant articulate them because they make my throat tight#i wish they hadnt dropped this plot the way they did#no actual resolution hes just not using anymore! yay! this is how addiction works!#also is this not a cry for help. am i misreading this#ow#spencer reid#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s02e19#ashes & dust#criminal minds 2x19
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adventures in makomart!
#splatoon#splatoon 3#these two are pieces i did for a splatoon oc zine i'm hosting with local friends ^_^#(b4 anyone asks... the zine is just going to be distributed amongst contributors... its not for sale)#makomart is like... my favorite stage in splatoon... it's what got me into making ocs in the first place so i wanted to pay tribute to it!#and naturally it focuses on my favorite two ocs... my beloved silly blue boy minatoast (my first splat oc...!!! 🥺)...#and sydney... (he started as a joke character i didnt expect to get attached to the makomart employee 😭🧍♀️)#for funsies i included my friends characters too :) ty kipper + marlin + yen for all being fun to play touys with...#i've wanted to draw the left piece since the start of the year !!! i'm so glad i finally got to it. i had a lot of fun w/these!!!#been working on these on and off since the start of june. i'd like to think my previous attempts at bgs before this taught me a lot!#im very happy with these!!! it makes me want to do more backgrounds. cheers to making more funsies :D !! yay! yippee!#minatoast (oc)#sydney (oc)#shades (yen)#kipper (kipper)#ryosea (marlin)#splatoon oc#lizzy does art#makomart#<- I THINK IT DESERVES 2 BE TAGGED WITH THIS ACTUALLY
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wouldn't it be nice to obsess over that aromantic man as his own character rather than a part of a ship once in a while? :)
#i don't mind it.. i like new art.. good art.. yay... but#i yearn for discussing about him drowning in a pool of water and the orcas coming to save him like how he has saved them#him after they had won the case and everything went back to normal. except both his (probably close) friends are no longer there#sometimes i also think he is aplatonic. and then people who are often in his life are just. gone#and still. his life goes on and he does the same work he's always done as before#that feeling athena mistaken as him having romantic feelings. it's a strong feeling. i don't know to describe it as platonic love either#because it's really just the feeling of having someone you've come to care about deeply.#i lost track of what i actually wanted to say ngl. this is just rambling#sugomori gaku#it doesn't even have to be sad lol. what about him with the penguins. i saw a lot of art of him with penguin themes back then#i need to start drawing him again. would be nice to finally get his features right i think#actually idk what im saying goodbye
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#hi besties ive been gone awhile yet again. im drowning in work brrr#my uni + visa requires a bunch of medical tests which means i need to combat needles yet again 😖#also went shopping yesterday and yhe day before and it was not an enjoyable process👎but! i managed to get clothes i actually like so yay!#my gre prep and internship work is so-so... i dont have a lot of time to wrap them up... lets see#also its cricket t20 world cup season which is like my bread and butter xD#we won the match last night! today is Afg vs Ban and we are all rooting for Afg to win so that Aus doesn't enter the semis 🥲#(the Aus cricket team is insane/pos and i loveeee them but cmon home country comes first xD)#dad and I are watching the match live from the hospital lmaoo#anyway thats what's up with me i hope i get back to tumblr properly sometime and actually get to go through some of my besties' blogs soon#bc my dashboard doesn't show any of my friends :((#megumi in the tags
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i love a/b/o steddie where they get started like so young that if it was someone i knew irl i'd have a panic attack. like,, mated right out of high school, baby pops out a year later, they've got like five kids by the time they're 25
thinking about an au where they were already together pre- start of s4 and steve goes through the whole thing like three months pregnant. like he's stressed about the baby and eddie and eddie's SUPER stressed about the baby and steve, like eddie's trying to get steve to sit this one out for the baby and steve has to yell at him to stop bc yeah, he's worried about losing their first child, but if he sat at home while everyone else dealt with the upside down and someone didn't come back??? he'd never be able to live with himself
and when the bats get eddie and steve tries to use the mating bond to share some of eddie's pain, help him hold on until they get to the hospital, eddie weakly tries to tell him not to, to think of the baby. and steve's just. not having it. and once eddie wakes up from his medically induced coma he's like :(( why'd you do that and steve is just. so mad. he says yeah, if i had lost the baby (he doesn't, she's fine) that would have been the most terrible pain i'd ever felt. but it would have been worse if i lost you. and eddie's like. oh. bc maybe part of him has always been thinking that steve's only stuck with him bc he's the father of their kid. but no, steve loves him.
so eddie's crying, and steve's crying, and then steve shows eddie the ultrasound they did during eddie's coma to check the baby hadn't been hurt by the week of stress and danger and pain-sharing, and it's the first time they've been able to actually see the shape of a baby in all the weird white noise of an ultrasound, and now they're both crying even harder
#also nancy is definitely the friend that's like. oh you're 19 and married and pregnant?? that's so.. good! 🙃 yay im sure this will be fine🙃#robin WAS that friend but she's spent too long in steddies proximity and has realised that if they don't work out theres no hope for anyone#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#just. steve finally letting go of the last shreds of his upbringing and becoming 'white trash' and being so SO happy#also me 🤝 eddie: understanding that steve must be kept barefoot and pregnant at all times#everyone's like wow steve your alpha has a problem dude clearly can't keep it in his pants#steve has to be like no actually *I* have the problem#they're that couple you look at and you're like. they know about birth control right. like they know that exists#eddie tried to wear a condom once and steve was like i'd literally rather die#and then he was like im joking obviously we can slow down or stop with the kids if u want this is a partnership#eddie's like oh no i just thought YOU might want to karen chewed me out for not letting you rest. but if ur cool let's gooooo
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sorry for disappearing from tumblr for 3 months without saying anything but im back now :> hiiiiiii :> ill ramble a bit abt why i was gone in the tags. anyway yay hi guys :> good evening :> hows everyone doing :>
#i really do feel bad... i was originally just taking a few days off to catch up on assignments#but i got convinced the internet was poisoning my brain m i got super scared of coming back online for some reason i couldnt really identif#then i realized it was one of my classic attempts to self isolate to solve all my problems when all it actually was is self sabatoge.#many such cases!#so much has happened but also literally nothing has happened at all. crazy#youd think all that time not on tumblr would have made me more productive but it didnt. i just napped and wallowed.#i wish i could come back with more art or something but i lowkey got nothing. but im working on several things yay!! look forward to it#on the bright side i think i recognize the impulse a bit better now and im trying to stop shutting myself off from any kind of community#u know how it is when its almost ur birthday and u realize that time keeps passing and if u keep living the way u are -#- ur never going to be happy? yeah.#so im probly going to be a bit chattier online or at least try to be. im trying to live my life less afraid of everything in many ways#angel.txt
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everyone wish me luck my dumb ass decided i could handle two double shifts back to back which means today i'm going to be at work for 16hrs, go home and sleep for like 5hrs and then be back at work for 16hrs. i'm in hour 2.5 of 16 so i need all the help i can get.
#liveblogging life#me every time i sign up for these shifts: oh it'll be fine bc both shifts are so quiet i can just fuck around the whole time!#me actually doing the shift: if i cant sleep in the next two minutes im going to kill someone#my mom also bought tickets for a show tonight and i didnt want to tell her i was working a double#bc then she'll have like. comments about it and i just dont want to deal with it#which means i got up three hours earlier than normal to drive down to go see it with her#and luckily it ended about 40m before i had to be at work.#but that meant i had to just immediately drive to work#which means i'll be up juuuust under 24hrs in a row now. yay.#for a show that tbh wasnt really even that good lol#anyway all this to say i make bad life decisions and to be frank! my check better be fucking great after this!
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the elderly and their matching gloves
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#arasawa#jo sawashiro#masumi arakawa#snap sketches#i have one (1) more class today in about an hour and then im freeeeee. until 8am tomrrow 🧍♂️#NO IM MAD LEMME EXPLAIN so the reason why i even drew this was cause i was supposed to meet with my counselor#TO DROP THAT CLASS ACTUALLY cause i very quickly remembered conceptual art was a movement and not. Concept Art#and so here MY DUMBASS sitting in a zoom call for almost three hours waiting for him to get there#and he NEEEVVVER SHOWS UP BRO i have genuine beef with this dude he's SOO bad at responding to emails and showing up for zoom#oh well.... at least i can give everyone old people...#i almost binned this but i liked arakawa's face too much. also i NEVER DRAW THEM OLD I NEED TO POST WHAT I GOT#i actually have more doodles in mind- i had a sawashiro sketch that i didnt like but i really wanna make the concept work#and then i was thinking of a Not Depressing Comic so. yay.#LISTEN we know i love angst and putting everyone through The Horrors but i just wanna see them happy...#ok bye im gonna. Hm.#idk actually i only have an hour and im already dressed for class#i guess ill try sketching out that comic..#BYE
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The floor is now open for suggestions for video games that are story driven or fun that Do Not Require Too Many Brain Cells or Do Not Take Too Much Fucking Time To Complete (I.e. baldur's gate 3)
editor's note: OKAY FINE I WANT GAMES LIKE HI FI RUSH THERE
#i dunno what exactly im looking for here#tbh i really just do think of just re installing honkai star rail#because like here js my problem#i love rpgs really i do but i am a busy bitch with a busier head and that head needs downtime#so when everythint in my laptop is either#bg3#or the outer worlds#or two fucking visual novels (buried stars and THE ACE ATTORNEY SERIES GNDJD I WILL CONTINUE THAT I SWEAR)#like#my brain gets dry#i already have fall guys downloaded but hngg its not scratching the itch#i WANNA DOWNLOAD AI NIRVANA INITIATIVE I MISS MIZUKI SO MUCH but that requires braincells i currently dont have#of course its a fucking uchikoshi game#so um yea#thats my dilemma#look my brain is weird gjdjd#oki genuinely considering hsr again like gjdjd it has heavy parts but like its manageable so jfjxjd#personal shit#is disco elysium a good choice#OH WHO AM I KIDDING EVEN I KNOW THAT GAMES JAMPACKED WITH COMMENTARY THAT REQUIRES THE MOST POLITICALLY MINDED OF BRAINCELLS#okay what about hades#i actually do play hades on ny publication's gaming pc (its a work pc but um the publication's previous forefathers are gamers. so yay)#and it makes me unwind#oki yea maybe hades
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wonderful news: im crafting things
#dug out the needlepoint box yesterday we're so back#i think my dad is mildly :/ bc needlepoint used to be His Thing but for him to be only mildly :/ is an achievement#but who care. anyway im working on a lil lobster needlepoint design#at some point id like to try my hand at other kinds of needlework and embroidery#considering that ive ordered a copy of ernest thesigers embroidery book but that was partly just for old actor collector reasons#but it was also for wanting to learn needlework reasons. however id need embroidery materials n things#and right now all ive got is needlepoint stuff#fortunately this is something else i can spend money on (theres lots of listings online of vintage needlepoint kits n things)#what i want is like someones huge ass craft box with a bunch of supplies but i dont actually have the room for that oops#i might start bringing needlepoint stuff with me to either do on my commute or at work bc it is soothing. calming#nothing like repetitive work for a brain that lovessssssss repetitive work#its the perfect therapy for me honestly. repetitive yet simple enough work. and i can see the progress made on it! wondrous#and as you all know i always need something to calm me down. plus im making things. yay
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shout out to stan for being accidentally written as the only decent human being in the entire fic
#idk he seems to be better than butters atp#im actually deciding whether to give stan the shine a light reprise bad ending iykwim cause im stuck for characters to kill off#do you know what i am saying? (/ref lol)#but errr okay so if you’ll ignore the fact that this post turned into me just thinking aloud and go with me here#so i don’t wanna have characters that are like exactly kurt and ram so instead im just gonna have kurt/ram adjacent characters who kenny#kills for a *different* reason so just being an ass to butters in general i guess idk#idk i’ll think of something bad for them to do after i think of the characters#which leads me onto what i was gonna say in the sense that i really don’t know who those characters should be#i was thinking craig and maybe clyde cause like idk ive already written craig to be a dick and ooooooh hang on go with me here#so i’ve already thought maybe i won’t set it in 1989 so i’ll probably go with modern day make tweek and craig canon yay and then in the#suicide pact between him and clyde i’ll say kenny came up with the idea of making it look like craig cheated and because of the “ich lüge”#bullets when he “wakes up” it’ll cause drama between him and tweek or whatever#something like that obviously the idea isn’t fully fleshed out but yeah that could work#this is going to look so concerning if you follow me for south park but haven’t seen heathers rip bro
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#bleh. i need half the country to pls stop being on fire. id like to go out and run pls. but its so smokey i can barely see the mountain#i live near :-/ also im just tired and frustrated. its incredible how quickly i vasilate between#things r going well. i should stay in my program and work with cyanos forever. to no no no im not cut out for this. i gotta leave. to yay#let me throw myself head first into consuming every second of my life with working. but only on the things that dont require me to think#which is y im not cut out for this and should be bannished to a world of only doing lab work and following instructions#also i have an screening interview monday for an R0DBT group. so i might b going to control freak classes#assuming i cant convince the lady that im not fit for thr class. which obviously i am bc im my therapist listed the ppl who r#usually put into r0dbt and i was like hm im a lot of those things. but also its 2hrs every week and thats a lot of time. and i feel like im#already on the path away from violently structuring my life specifically bc ive done so much damage#ugh. also i have ridiculously high self standards but i only do anything halfway bc i cant fail if i never try 100%.#so im like a fake control freak. or rather i cant even fully commit to being controlling. im lazy and i dont have the drive.#which almost makes it worse bc im stading at this threshold of control where it destroys me but never actually succeeds in being a perfect#thing. which is def a distorted way to think about it but there u go. ugh. im just tired and my arm hurts too much to draw bc#im older and older everyday. and i dont wanna read papers. i dont wanna grade or work on my presentation. i didn't want to spend 3.5 hrs#doing transfers this morning. and my mom's been dead for 6months and 3 days now. and i still dont kno where ill be a year from now#unrelated
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