#im actually sad

[superwowvibes]

spoilers for s12 finale ‼️

what the actual fuck I'm actually crying. cas is dead crowley's dead. what am I gonna do with my life now. pls im crying how are they gonna kill my boy cas like that 😭 helppppp im still mad abt eileen being dead and u throw me this. GOD I TOLD YOU IM NOT YOUR STRONGEST WARRIOR SO WHY DO YOU KEEP GIVING ME YOUR TOUGHEST BATTLES. y'all i can't. I'm sad im actually crying for a fictional character jajxksjd cas hug me 😭

edit: I FORGOT ROWENA IS DEAD TOO LKKE WTFFF and I don't think it's fake idk if I have to choose i hope cas's death is fake somehow 💀💀💀💀 let me be delusional

[raekiastri]

me rn cuz landoscar is starting p7 and p10:

[omgeto]

😭bestie you really hurt my feelings with the ghosting fic, now I'ma need that part 2 of us raising this lil boy that looks damn near just like his late father.

I think she’d be a little girl and she’d loook just like him and act like him, the way she smirks and scrunches up her face in disgust and the way she argues and fights for justice (in her case that’s staying at up late past her bedtime.)

she’d be inquisitive and ask every night for stories about her dad, what he was like, what he was he doing, funny stories sad stories she wanted to get to know him and with the way you talk about suguru it feels like she does.

your daughter would know geto so well that when you’re out and you see kenjaku posing in his body, even she can tell that isn’t him. you’d both pause stunned by the walking and talking figure of the man you once loved, but there’s an instinctive feeling inside of you that just tells you that he’s not him.

“mommy, that thing has daddy’s face” she’d whisper to you as you stare at the imposter.

[thecosmicmap]

Episode five of DR ruined me. And now I will forever assume Lego hates us.

[argentinainlondon]

Well...F*CK MY LIFE🤬

This will be sold out faster than the ones in Argentina

[dontletme--cavein]

Me unfollowing all the cow chop blogs that meant so much to me but haven’t posted in 3-4 years is really breaking my heart honestly

[oceanatydes]

ELLIOT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[cowboybrunch]

i love when characters get angry when they're frightened. shelter dog characters. i love when they bite, not able to tell the difference between a hand that feeds and a hand that strikes. there is no difference. a hand is a hand is a fist. i love characters that are deemed unadoptable. unlovable.

and i love when someone loves them. i love when someone sits with them, patient. they don't flinch at the snarling and snapping. they're not trying to fix it—there's nothing to be fixed. this is you, all of you, and ill wait. because one day, one day you'll take the treat. go on, draw my blood. spit and curse and rage. you're safe with me. one day, you'll feel safe with me.

[inkskinned]

okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.

like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).

but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.

im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.

[spoopdeedoop]

WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!

[dunmesh]

this panel from the world guide of falin being surrounded by other girls while laios is all alone kills me because. that's it. that's the key difference in their journeys.

as laios states himself, he left the village in order to create a home for him and falin elsewhere. a home that won't collapse due to others' hatred and fears like their old home did, a home where they are loved and accepted unconditionally. but as he soon found out, even before earning money, or having walls surrounding him and a roof above his head- what he so earnestly desired was to meet other people who will accept him for who he is as well. instead, he kept being tormented by those around him, shunned and sneered at. his loneliness quickly became all-consuming until he truly had nothing left except for the monsters in the pages of his book, but even that became a target of mockery and destroyed. that's why ever since the day he left the village, he never felt that he truly made the right choice. so he kept running away: unable to resist and unable to accpet.

and an ocean away from him there was his sister, who never managed to fully fit in herself. but unlike him, she met a person who became a home to her and learned what a true friendship was for the first time in her life. and laios clearly realizes that too when he finally sees falin and marcille together, he can tell his sister obtained the greatest treasure there is on her own- the exact thing he never managed to find anywhere himself, thus coming back empty-handed to the sister he left the village for.

but when you read this part of the manga, laios's focus is on falin's loneliness, not his own. he talks about how it hurts thinking about all those moments she had to spend alone because he wasn't there for her, so it almost sounds like he's the one who couldn't bear her suffering and therefore decided to not let her go again. but we do get a glimpse of their first meeting after that almost-decade long separation in the manga, and then we see more of that in the world guide and daydream hour- and it becomes abundantly clear that it was falin who was trying to protect and save him from this pit of loneliness and depression he was in.

so instead of just doing his best to atone for leaving her behind in the village and making sure she is never lonely again, it might also be that laios was desperately clinging to the one person in the world he felt that accepted and loved him unconditionally. those words he used to describe his motivation to stay by falin's side are the exact words she would've used as well; she couldn't bear leaving him behind in this state. in a sense, they were each other's shackles.

but then she did. she died for him and their friends, and ironically enough, it was by leaving him alone like this that he was finally able to stand on his own and put his full trust in others. to have the courage to reveal who he is and give others the opportunity to accept him after such a long time of hiding. it was a long journey, but his hiding finally came to an end when he faced the others after shedding his monster form. and i love that the person who was falin's "home" all those years away from laios, marcille, became just as meaningful to him during their time separated from falin- the first one to find him and show him that he isn't alone anymore. just as he did for her.

so at the end of the story when falin talks about all the places she would like to go, it's not just that she wants to pursue her own dreams- but that she actually feels free to do so and go anywhere she desires. and one of the main reasons for that is that her brother finally found new people he wants to be with; his own home.

[froopa-coopa]

"I live a lonely life without you. And I may be troubled, but I'm gracious in defeat."(in dreams - ben howard)

fanart inspired by the fic "buried my love in a shallow grave" by iamcringebutiamfree on AO3 / @grahamfolgersdeliciousnotebooks !!Set right after Jon made it out of the buried. I love it so much🍊💙

[bloomdoom1]

[deadtotheworld597]

I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone

😂silly fucking me 😂

[razzafrazzle]

enough strong bads... time for strong sads (theres still a strong bad here)

[image description: a page of drawings of a human design of strong sad from homestar runner, where she is depicted as a fat, tan-skinned trans woman with gray and brown hair pulled into a bun and multiple piercings. she is wearing a gray sweatshirt, jeans, and steel-toed combat boots, and next to her is a note stating that she is trans and bisexual and that her pronouns are she/they. next to that is a drawing of her smiling and wearing a sloshy t-shirt, and above that is a comic of strong bad poking her in the stomach and saying "even her gender is my hand-me-downs", to which she stays silently angry at him. end id]

[objection-u-a-bitch]

it has to be said. some of yall only like trans men when they vocally and wholeheartedly agree with everything you say.