#im actually full blown sobbing

[amethyst-bitch]

No stop cause seeing him cry is making me cryyyy 🥲🫠

stop 😭💔

[matchbet-allofthetime]

Sobbing in bed because I'm writing a Ulysses fic and I'm caught between him killing the Courier because they are willfully giving up all the people they love and all the good they've done in the Mojave and he wanted them dead and gone-

And him just telling them they don't belong in the Divide with him. Not them, not their soft heart.

"You need to go home," Ulysses would say.

The courier would just laugh.

"Go home, Courier," they mumble. "Your signs. I have them all marked on my Pip-Boy. I don't even know why, but I mark all of the ones I find."

They traverse the Divide KNOWING Ulysses will kill them.

They take off their armour and keep only their finest, best combat knife and a gun on them with enough ammo to get them to Ulysses and to give him a third bullet to put in their skull alongside the two from Benny.

They offer him their knife, their gun, and the option for him to kill them with his bare hands.

Willingly. Selflessly. Painfully.

"I could never hate you, Ulysses. Not for this, never for this. I will never be mad at you for this."

And he's caught.

They're a godsend to this place, so much good they've done.

Does he kill them? Or does he bridge the Divide?

Maybe they go home. Maybe he kills them.

And maybe, after everyone back home knows they're okay... Maybe they do belong here, in the Divide, with Ulysses.

[remember-ur-alive]

kinda would be really funny if I constantly worried about driving my fp away and then the thing that did it in was the nervous typing quirks

[pearlv1ne]

One of my favorite scenes of Chapter 1 was the moment right after the execution, before Diana's speech.

It's the shock. Pure, morbid terror of having another person die so violently right before your eyes. They captured the feeling sooo perfectly... The screams. The sobbing. The TEARS. THE FUCKING TEARS.

And it hits you so much more when you realize that they all probably thought Mara would simply shoot the blackened. None of them were prepared for a full-blown danganronpa execution and it makes their reactions just sooo!!! good!!! And the atmosphere, too - I could literally feel it deep in my bones. The team COOKED and im so glad they did, Its so refreshing to have a cast that actually react to the killing game stuff like real people

[lvlystars]

i kinda maybe perhaps developed a crush on him.

I FUCKING MISSED A PRETTY BOY AGAIN

[eitaababe]

You up for some angsty stuff?

"I can't believe you would do this to me.." with Ao'nung pretty please, my heart is already breaking at him suffering in 'somebody else' 😭

IM GONNA DO A SMALL HEADCANNON CAUSE IF I DO A DRABBLE WE ALL KNOW ITS GONNA TURN INTO A FULL BLOWN FIC

a/n — anyways hope this suffices

- ok so imagine you and ao'nung are like in that weird we’re more than friends but less than dating yk

- and ao'nung's a flirt or wtv but in the end you felt like what you had was pretty intimate

- so anyways moving on you haven't really been talking lately you've been in a bit of a rough patch

- but today you were finally gonna be upright and tell him how you felt cause if he didn't have the balls to you'd make the first move

- so anyways

you were walking around just before eclipse, seeing tsireya and calling out her name, her turning around to meet you. "hey y/n, what's up?"

"i was just wondering if you knew where your brother was?"

"missing me?" a familiar voice called behind you, tsireya giving the both of you a knowing look and wandering off.

"in your dreams." you snorted, turning around to see ao'nung with a smirk.

"then i must be dreaming," he drawled, approaching you and loosely wrapping his arms around the top of your shoulders. "cause you seem to miss me. what's up, little star?"

"uhm," you stuttered, suddenly nervous at the close proximity. "just wanted to talk, i guess."

"you gotta speak up, i can't hear you." he teased, missing (or ignoring) the way you turned purple.

"i said i wanted to talk," you spoke up, taking ao'nung by surprise from the sudden tone change. you continued after he gave a nod, pulling away from him while doing so. "what are we even doing, ao'nung?"

"what do you mean?"

"i mean what are we? you talk to me as if we're something, make me actually believe that we could be something other than just friends."

"i talk to you like i talk to everyone, y/n." ao'nung deadpanned, making you scoff.

"that's rich."

"i'm serious!"

"so am i!" you retaliated, voice cracking. "i'm serious too. look me dead in the eye and tell me that you didn't mean any of it. all the names, all the moments, it didn't mean anything to you."

his eyes met yours and you searched through the blue abyss, trying to find something, anything, as an indication that he felt just the same as you.

"it didn't mean anything."

"i- but you-" you were at a loss for words, water feeling like it was flooding through your lungs. all of a sudden the world was blurry, and it almost hurt to breathe. "you're lying," you whispered, shaking your head in denial. "you're lying!"

"i'm not," he softly spoke, "but i knew what i was doing."

"but you didn't mean any of it."

when he didn't respond, you took his silence as an answer, only nodding in response. "i can't-" you stopped, choking down a sob. "i can't believe you."

"i'm sorry, y/n."

"i don't believe you."

—

[nobody-is-here01]

I lied, im not done putting Marine! Luffy things in your inbox… (if my spamming your inbox with Marine Luffy things bothers you at all please do tell me.)

Either a bit after Marineford or much later Jinbei hugs Marine! Luffy, like a full cradling-your-head-against-my-chest hug, and Jinbei tells him the most honest “thank you” Luffy has heard from an adult in forever.

and Luffy absolutely breaks.

Like full-on sobbing and shaking and clinging on like Jinbei’s his lifeline. Because when was the last time someone actually noticed how much work Luffy has done? And how many sacrifices he's made? And how literally all he wants anymore is for his loved ones to live?

Meanwhile, Jinbei is awkwardly patting Luffy’s back and making soft shushing noises like one would with a very small child. While Jinbei is having a whole crisis on the inside. He's panicking so hard, he's like “Did I do something wrong??? Why is he crying?? What do I do???”. Poor Jinbei is trying so hard to calm this highly traumatized, now ex-marine child down.

Funny part? Jinbei has no clue how tf humans work emotionally so he's using every piece of advice he's ever heard about how to calm human children down. Except this advice is very much meant for like “when your six-year-old falls and scrapes their knee and won't stop crying” type of advice. So Jinbei is trying everything he knows (which honestly isn't much saying how he didn't think he would need to know how one calms a child down). He's running his hand through Luffy’s hair, gently rocking him back and forth, asking if he needs anything.

And Luffy’s just crying even harder because this is literally all he wanted from literally ANY parental figure in his life after being taken (forced) into the Marines. Hell, he especially had a lot of nights after harsh training as a kid where he desperately wished Garp would have at least done the decency of hugging him.

So we have on one end Luffy who has been bottling up emotions for year's having a full-blown mental breakdown because finally there's actually an adult in his life who realizes he in fact is a child and is NOT okay. And on the other end, we have Jinbei who is progressively getting more panicked because honestly how does he deal with this ball of traumatized child???

(just went to re-read what I wrote and holy crap am I sorry, this is a long ask 💀)

I just woke up and you are choosing violence

But you are right, Marine Luffy is so emotionally constipated, that even the slightest bit of comfort or recognition makes him break

[barbatusart]

I'm stoked about the Outlast content you're making! The big WIP piece you're making is so killer. I actually came in on your BG3 stuff but I'm also an Outlast lover. Did you ever play Outlast 2? If so, what were your thoughts on it?

THANK YOUUU man im realy happy about the big giant piece so far, this is my first time really sitting down and trying to finish something Gigantic & im looking forward to what the experience has to teach me

i think im in the minority of people in that i fucking Loved outlast 2 it’s one of the cruelest & most malicious gaming experiences ive ever had. i was like full snot sobbing into my hands at the ending, everything in that game was fine tuned to be as hopeless & as Cruel as possible. i was blown away by the experience & would place it in top 5 favorite games - ive also not been able to bring myself to play it again since it came out LOL

[run-sonic-run]

Just gonna leave a few (a lot) of my random thoughts here as I rewatch the first Sonic movie

I cannot get over how adorable Sonic is in this movie man. He’s just a BABY LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACIAL EXPRESSIONS PLEASE

THE LITTLE SUNFLOWER HE PICKED FOR LONGCLAW SHUT UP LOOK AT MY SON HES SO THOUGHTFUL!!

THE ECHIDNA WARRIORS!! THATS KNUCKLES DAD!!

The baseball field scene is soooooo important to me man my god

Long claw telling Sonic that he has an incredible gift and to never stop running so HE RUNS WHEN HE WANTS TO FEEL BETTER/FEEL LESS ALONE SOMEBODY SEDATE ME

Sonic going through multiple other planets before arriving and settling on earth he’s a SURVIVOR omg💔

His little bucket list items he really is just a kid man I have tears in my eyes oh my god

The scenes with Tom and Eggman are soooo funny and well done their chemistry’s kinda insane. Their back and forth banter at Tom’s house is so good idc

The humor in this movie is soooo so good I’m sorry as a standalone movie this one’s my favorite for multiple reasons

AGENT STONE!! MY FATHER!!

Wade is actually so funny in this movie without trying too hard I love it

Sonic’s little sad face when Tom told him to get out of the car HOW DARE HE??? HES JUST A BABY LEAVE HIM ALONE

The level of sass?? THIS is what’s missing from Sonic character in the most recent movie. I need the sass and cockiness confidence more in the future films

EGGMAN DID THE “left yourself open” MOVE IN THIS MOVIE TOO BUT TO STONE I HADNT REALIZED

The roadtrip aspect of this movie is soooo fun

Sonic constantly losing control of his powers in this movie because he’s really just a kid with feelings and emotions that he’s never learned how to process or control!!

Sonic constantly talking to himself because he’s grown up pretty much all his life alone and invisible to the outside world so his only confidant/friend is himself💔💔💔💔💔💔

THE OLD MISMATCHED SHOES. HE PROBABLY FISHED THOSE OUT OF SOME RANDOM DUMPSTERS. MY SON NOOOOOO

One thing about him tho is his personality’s always been about positivity, always looking at the bright side and making the best of any situation he’s in. He and movie!shadow have similar stories but their base personalities are really the reason they went in opposite directions after experiencing trauma and loss

The high five???? THAT SHIT IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME PLEASEEEEEE

The Rachel/tom beef is so fucking funny to me

Eggmans aggressive love towards stone, yum idk

Tbh I didn’t like Maddie and Tom’s relationship the first time watching the movies but ngl through this rewatch I’ve really turned around on it I actually love their chemistry together it’s so good

THE SCENE WHERE JOJO GIVES HIM THE NEW SHOES!!! HIS ICONIC RED SHOES AHHHHHHH “no one’s ever given me a gift before🥺” IM SOBBING HE DESERVES THE WORLD

The way they depict Sonic’s speed in these movies is soooo good I love it

Sonics such a fun narrator

Sonic was so itty bitty in the first movie it really does feel like he’s grown physically by the time movie 3s time rolls around

SONIC NAMED HIM EGGMAN

The battle with eggman SO FUCKING GOOD

SONICS LITTLE RACECAR BED IN HIS NEW ROOM AHHHHH I LOVEVEIDBSODNF

Speed me up is the best sonic movie song idc

Ik in this movie eggmans not as cartoon-villainy as he is in the next movies but omg I love how he is. Plus it makes a lot of sense that although he’s always been pretty eccentric and a little weird, he didn’t go full blown supervillain until he was trapped/isolated on the mushroom planet and lost whatever marbles he still had left.

This may be sonic origin story but it’s also robotniks and I love it so much

A lot of people dunk on this one for being weaker than the other ones but man, they did such a good job 1) building up Sonic’s backstory and character and laying the foundation for why he is the way he is, 2) creating relationships not only between Sonic and his new family but also between Sonic and US, and 3) slowly introducing us into the world of Sonic and friends organically without confusing or exposition dumping on us. It laid the foundation perfectly for the next two movies where we get more and more of the lore and characters we love. Because of this, this’ll always be my favorite Sonic movie of the 3.

[bigstupiddummie]

making a post in the tags to “call out” a person is so dumb and childish and stupid, so i won’t put this in there. however, the admin of @wavehq is full lying on my name these days even though i haven’t talked to them or anyone else involved in there in like 6mos. and i rly want them to stop.

i don’t have my old discord account w ss. if anyone else has ss with me in them, u can add them to this post idc how ugly it makes me look. i talked a LOT of shit ( and pertaining to this story, about sel esp ) and called ppl some nasty names and any ss will incriminate me of that. so me talking shit isn’t a ‘gotcha’ anymore. i talked shit and called sel names, as well as k, and i know sel called me names, and im sure everyone else did too. whatevs.

yk what i never did ? i never made a “manifesto” about my ex friend, or priv-retweeted their personal ooc twitter account to mock them. i never helped create and work on an rpt blog, then went and consoled the person being mentioned in nasty messages in the blog on some “oh im so sorry this is happening to you ˙◠˙” shit when it was them the whole time. the worst i did was “fuck her, he’s a cunt, fuck them”, but dream, you lied to me a Lot!

and you’re lying in defending yourself by saying i ���heavily hate” sid or anyone. i never have, never did, never will. the last thing i said to sid in like July was “hey, heres my ooc tiktok, im deleting discord. if i never hear from you again, take care.” and then i left rp and the rpc entirely. haven’t talked to or even perceived any of you in months.

you want to believe i’m “bringing this up now” to start stuff or something, but what stakes do i have in any of this? you and yours drove me out of the hobby i’ve loved since i was 12, used an rpt blog to force me to defend myself against your ugly claims at a time you Knew well and good i was absent and dealing with a family death ( and then came in my dms to comfort me ??? you and k both. ) . i lost all of my best friends of several years. trust me, i want no part of the rpc anymore. i don’t want back in. i don’t want to engage. this is a nothing tumblr account that ill never use again. consider, instead, that another person close to the situation and i shared similar experiences and realized there were too many untruths and inconsistencies to let it rest, rather than just ‘starting stuff’ to start stuff.

“sid says steph crops screenshots to make them look incriminating” aye , but i definitely gave my entire discord login out, more than once, and encouraged my friend at the time to go ahead and look for themselves ( they declined at the time. i can still give the login i really do not care. though idk if the login will work anymore bc the accounts been deactivated for, uh, 6 months.) i cropped ss where earthp members were telling me how K is making them uncomfortable and how they were worried lenny was being dragged around by K, that i did do. and i STILL let k know that that’s what they were saying. i can’t stress enough ive got Nothing here that im fighting for i just think its ugly to lie for so long to everyone

“steph heavily hates sid” i do not. note the last thing i said to sid, up there ^. we did follow each other on tiktok then, and then we didn’t speak for 6 months. as of this morning, we are no longer tiktok mutuals - so it goes. sid never owed me anything. i don’t hate them. they know ( and yk what, so do my irl work managers!!! bc this shit affected my actual real mental health!!! ) that the day things went down, i left work early sobbing full blown emotional episode, writing paragraphs in desperation, to the point of overwhelming them and myself. i loved them dearly, called them my ‘spouse’ and best friend everyday, etc. though i don’t know now if they knew more about you than they let on. anyway……. please don’t just be declaring shit about me like it’s fact ?? i don’t hate anyone. not even you dream! just stop lyinggggg i hate that

ye all made me feel like i was crazy and losing myself in my own paranoia omg??? and ye were in your private chats afterward going “well deserved!!!” who even are you what did i do to you omgggg are we not in our late 20s with lives and careers ?????

if this is all bc of heddie/reddie and avengefm ? its ships dude it’s dolls it’s not real and to commit so much energy and emotion to lying to protect ur ships/rps is troubling at best. and if its not about heddie/reddie, then i haven’t a NOTION bc you and i, even when we were friendly w each other, were not close enough to create a bond to break??? i didnt do anything to you but welcome you into my writing spaces and engage in yours to the best of my ability. i was transparent with you when my activity struggled or i needed a break for mental health reasons… but what you had done with your friends is what ruined my mental health ?… go figure ….

i know who was behind that blog because they came clean and told me your connection to it as well. i know sel said nasty things about me too - we’re human and humans love talking shit. but no one else ever took it as far as you did, dream.

i don’t want anything from you! just stop lying on my name i don’t “heavily hate” anyone. outside of my shit talking from 6mos ago, i haven’t said a word against anyone but yourself; i’ve called you a liar, here in this post, because that is what i believe you are.

nobody in my entire life brings up what happened in everwell more than you and k. i owned up to every part i had ( whether directly or by my unavailability, all of it ), i deplatformed and cut out my two best friends ( people i had had in my HOME and had met IRL they were real people to me!!!!! ) and apologized personally to everyone affected, while picking out a funeral outfit and consoling my crying family. these are all my cards on table. you don’t have to respond either. just omg quit lying about me and the way i feel and what my intentions are - if a mf wants to know what im thinking and feeling, they can just Ask me.

and k i don’t want anything from you either! your names in this post because you were involved, and you know your involvement with that blog and how you also came to console me after. outside of that, i do not think of you and do not care what you think of me.

sid, i don’t want anything from u all either and i meant it when i said if i never hear from you again, take care bc i did care for u lots and also invited you into my home bc you were a real person to me. just know for a fact that anything dream says i’m saying about you or feeling toward you is just pulled out of thin air for whatever reason.

i always thought ye all were great writers!!! and so did snags and lex, way back when it was about writing for the love of writing. i would say all the time “omg dream is so funny” “omg k is cracking me up”, and they’d agree. hell if they’re at all in the rpc anymore and see this - hey guys! sorry shit got so ugly. you’ll never guess who was behind it.

i left the rpc and got mental help. i hope ye can get some help too.

* this is dream bringing sel into the Issues and tying her directly to k, btw. you keep saying you didn’t bring sel into the k stuff, but “they’re besties” “she and sel” “they want peach to drop eddie so sel can pick up eddie” this is where we’re getting that from, bc you keep saying you only referenced sel’s activity and didn’t connect her to k at all. i cropped out sids response. i can add it if need be but it’s just sid believing you.

this is where i’m pulling what im referencing in this post from. the second half is censored bc it doesn’t have to do with me.

this is me texting my irl work manager on the day sid and i last spoke. i was distraught and emotional and crying but ok yeah i “heavily hate” sid when the way everything went down broke me to bits OKAYYY

the censored names are the names of my irl managers like it was So Serious so don’t try putting words in my mouth about sid.

[crystaiskiess]

Okay, first, I had planned to post something today in honor of s3 (!!!) (another one of those scene + show edits) but didn’t have the time, but I’m going to make one like this week (maybe end up using scenes from this chapter because aaaa).  Second, I have so many thoughts about this chapter that I’m going to leave a comment on it on ao3.  So, here are my aaaaa thoughts and my ao3 comment will probably actually sound coherent lol.

The relationships!!!  I love how you write relationships in their complexities.  Morgana and Arthur’s relationship being a focus in this really fits, especially the difference in the beginning versus the end.

All he could feel was her absence. They were like two pieces of cotton woven to make a string, his life does not exist if not alongside hers. Even when they were not directly interacting he would see her at every moment throughout the day. Now, her empty seat at dinner seems to dominate the space, consuming his attention, memories of her in the halls and his chambers haunt him like a ghost. The one time he dared to go to her chambers the emptiness felt like an aching wound. Morgana entered his life when he was five years old, he doesn’t know a time when she wasn’t in the castle with him. She has always been a sister to him, and he misses her like a limb.

That being in the first four paragraphs, god my heart was being torn out of my chest already.  I knew the chapter would hurt, but I hadn’t been expecting it to hurt that fast.  I sat down, finally able to read after running errands, and was immediately kicked in the chest at full force.  Then we have Morgana’s perspective later, and once again, kicked in the chest.

Morgana looks up from the cauldron with a start. “Not Arthur.”

That one line had me have to stop for a second because I love the dynamic.  They love each other so very dearly that they see each other as siblings without even knowing they’re siblings.  Often times, we don’t get to see that explored in fics because it’s kind of hard to know in canon.  Or at least my opinion because we don’t understand if Morgana has entirely changed or there’s still some “good” (for a lack of a better word) left in her.

I will say that Gwen’s pov of Morgana actually made me want to sob.  Honestly, your writing just makes me feel all the emotions of the characters, so it’s not surprising that they’re in some distress that I’m in distress.  As I’ve said before, you have such a strength in emotion writing.  If you have any tips, please share because I’m always blown away every time I read OAFK (which has been several times). 

Where Gwen had once kept careful distance, Morgana pulled her in with both hands into her open arms. They grew beyond the role of maid and mistress, developing a true friendship that Gwen cherishes more than most other things in her life.

I’m trying to not like quote it too much, because it makes these get so long but it’s these two sentences that just started off their established relationship and getting ready to see what it is now.  Also, the knowledge of how Morgana feels/felt for Gwen doesn’t make it hurt but does at the same time.  I’m pretty sure it’s chapter nine where we’re introduced to Morgana’s love for Gwen, but it’s chapter thirteen where she thinks that Gwen knows she loves her (or maybe I misinterpreted that).  They both love each other so deeply, regardless of if in different ways, and seeing that fall apart a little just hurts.  It hurts Gwen, so it hurts me.

I have many thoughts and feelings about Morgana and Merlin, but that will make this probably 2k+ words long, and I’ll just do it in a comment on the chapter!  Also, do not feel bad about changing the update schedule!!!  You take the time you need to update!  There’s nearly 300k words currently, we can just reread it a million times.  It’s fun because you get to see more and more details every time!

HELLO !! im so sorry it took me so long to get to this, i read it immediately but it made me so happy i truly didn't know how to respond (also genuinely squealed over your ao3 comment too, you dont know how much it means to read analysis about my work i love it so much thank you)

morgana and arthur's dynamic is truly one of the most important things to me so im so glad you enjoyed this chapter and how i addressed them, i feel like the idea of her turning truly on arthur seems impossible to me when he technically had done nothing to her yet to make her feel betrayed, so it was important to me to show how much they love each other (this may come to hurt teehee)

and yes gwen and morgana !!!! the tragedy of what happens to them shouldnt be overlooked and there's absolutely more of that to come so look forward to that 👀

and thank you for your kind words about the update schedule !! it means a lot, it wasn't my ideal situation but id much rather continue posting regularly and just more spaced apart than have to hiatus so its the way it has to be !!

seriously thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind comments and all your thoughts i keep coming back to them it just makes me so happy !! and thank you again for reading !!

[aliensmoothie]

HELLO MY FRIEND I BRING YOU QUASTIONS. ANDWER FOR OCS OF YOUR CHOICE

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

😨 FEARFUL - when scared, do they go into "flight" or "fight"?

🍓 STRAWBERRY - do they eat their fruit & veg? what is their favourite fruit or vegetable?

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

📣 MEGAPHONE - how loud are they? what do they speak like? got a voice claim?

🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?

HI HI HELLO MY FRIEND ZAG . im going to change up which oc is for each of them .hehe

😭 . THIS ONE IS FOR NAOMI . i think it is quite hard for her to cry . or like as of the story start at least . i think Before she like . didnt cry alot still ? but it was not something she thought about . she has never been particularly expressive ( autism ) but didnt feel the need to stop herself from expressing either . NOW i think she does not cry until they are wayyyyyy too much on her .and when she does break it is like full blown sobs .

😨 .this one is for mia ok . i think . if not freezing actually . she does go into fight kind of ? though it is less like lashing out and more . blocking herself and standing firmly . but mostly freezing . she goes like completely deer in headlights .

🍓 this is also for mia . she loves pineapples . this is the only fruit she will eat .SHE IS SO PICKY ( AUTISM ) . she hates watermelon especially . veggies i think she violently neutral on actually . i do not think she likes eating them but does not have as strong feelings abt them as she does with certain fruits .

🌙 for naomi ..... she wants to . ahem . clears my throat so politely . exact righteous revenge and also to get back what she lost . which she knows she cannot do that second one . but she will go very very far for both of those things . like VERY FAR . it is a staple of her character .

🌱 this one is for static bcus the emoji reminded me of her ... THERE ARE ALOT OF BAD CHILDHOOD MEMORIES FOR HER . BUT I DONT WANT TO GET INTO THAT HERE OK . i think once she went on a little two person kayak with gd and they were Far Too Young to be on their own kayak . but they were out with their older cousins ( mia was on the beach with isabelle and some other family members ) on their boats and the twins BEGGED to go on a kayak ( it was mostly gd who was begging . static was just there With her ). so they set them down in the double kayak . and they did drift away a little and static also got seasick and freaked out but she remembers how gd promised when ( they were quite young and were both certain of this ) they got stranded on a deserted island with one palm tree that gd would climb up the tree and yell super loud for help . in hindsight static just really appreciates how her sisters unending enthusiasm in the situation kept her distracted from the seasickness but also a part of her does believe gd would do that for her . even still . also they were not drifting away very long at all they are both dramatic and static doesnt like boats .

📣 THis one is for gd cause i have wanted to come up with a voice claim for her . and this will probably change again . but i think girl V's voice from cyberpunk 2077 is a fun choice :)

🕷️ ISABELLE IS AFRAID OF ZOMBIES SO GENUINELY . she knows it is silly . and is not like against seeing things with zombies in them . in fact she is very very attached to zombie media . but it also scares her so much . this is apart of the appeal for her . but she is genuinely a bit afraid of a zombie apocalypse .

🤥 naomi is . funny enough . NOT A GREAT LIAR . its not that she cant come up with a good lie in the moment ( or has any big tells ) . but she has trouble like . keeping up the lie . later on she will come up with conflicting lies . or will not be able to find a way to prove a lie later on .

🔪 i dont think mia necessarily . places the blame upon herself for others' misfortune . but she certainly feels like she should be able to help somehow . and it never feels right to her when there is something she Cant do to help .

[rebecca-babe]

out of char

watching the amazing digital circus pilot writing down my thoughts

DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED IT YET

-ooh the change in graphics was so good

-why does Caine enter the screen like a deflating balloon you've blown up and set loose

-WHY THE HELL DOES BUBBLE TALK LIKE THAT I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD TALK AT ALL MUCH LESS SOUNDING LIKE >THAT< DEAR GOD THAT SENT A SHOCK THROUGH ME I WAS PARALYZED FOR A FULL MINUTE JUST IN SHOCK

-the soundtrack???? It actually sounds like a kids show when they introduce them. ALSO gangle is so cute

-someone fire kaufmo bc why is he not showing up. Disrespectful. Also does it bug anyone else that they say ragathas name like raga?? No tha??? Just me, ok.

-the 'why' in the 🎶we don't know why🎶 is so good

-SOMEONE HELP POMNI OUT SHE IS SO CONFUSED

-i didn't get the Jax simps before... I'm not saying he's hot he just has sassy fav character potential

-can someone actually acknowledge pomni or is she gonna go insane by herself

-the censorship... I love how pom goes straight to swearing. Also it seems like you put I headset on and then you become a part of the circus? Like... a vr headset? Something like that?

-RAGATHA HAS NO FEET

-IM DYING CAINE IS LIKE "stop swearing girl this show is supposed to be PG 😊" and pom is just like "SHIT BITCH FUCK ASS. BITCH!!!"

-pomni is so baby

-"did someone say something about an insect collection?"

-micheal kovatch really gets all the good roles huh

-ZOOBLES VOICE. MOMMY?

-i thought pom was gonna have a panic attack instead she just spirals

-NEVERMIND. I HATE JAX. HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO GANGLE DID YOU HEAR HER VOICE IM SOBBING BABY NOOOO

-" the GROUNDS! ���🍓😊😁🎶 drown yourself at the digital lake 🍓🎶🎪😊"

-was not expecting a flirty moon. Huh

-bubble what. "Why are you like this..."

- I- that was an exit door. The way Caine just goes DIGITAL HALLUCINATIONS! and shuts her down makes me think Caine is keeping them there all on purpose. either that or the exit door is something evil that Caine wants to protect them from.

-"I said that like five minutes ago"

-"YOU! do you like adventure? Activity? Wonder? Danger? HORROR? PAIN? SUFFERING? AGONY? DEATH? DISEASE?! DEATH??!!! angel food cake?"

-Caine is actually insane what. YOU PARASITE!!!

-gather the gloinks has bisexual letters

-Caine is insane pt 2

-really hoping the way to defeat a gloink is to beat the shit out of it

-"oh no. They killed zooble. Anyway do you guys want to get something to eat"

Yeah I'm only at 7 minutes so I'll stop now. I'll keep going when I wanna blab about something

-CRYBABY AND HOOHAH 😭

-gangle is my favorite. I love her. She is baby.

-OH MY GOD. OHHH MY GOD. LITTLE RUNMO REFERENCE!!!

-uhh. Yall pomni isn't okay. Can someone help her out

-oh damn. The end is just pomni realizing she'll be there forever. She needs a hug

[commaclear]

Alright, time for an explanation.

Let's start this off by saying I am a liar, I am a conniving bastard who wants to watch the anonverse writhe in chaos and drama. Over my time here I have lied about many, many things but there is one thing that was always true, my love of hurricanes. My feelings for qaa are genuine, despite them not starting that way. Sure, at first i was in it because i wanted to spice things up but as i got to know them my views changed. I realised that they are my match. 

Darling, you have potential, you have a raging hurricane set deep inside your soul and when people catch a glimpse of that storm they run. Again and again and again you have been loved only for what others think you are but they dont realise you are exactly like me. You and me get how people work, we understand which strings to pull and which buttons to press. At the end of the day we are selfish, ruthless people in an inbox full of people who want to shun us for who we realy are. They all stand for community and shit but We know how to get what we want.

You and me together? Stormcloud, we could be unstoppable. Now i know the whole “almost leaving you at the alter” thing is realy shitty of me but if im being honest it was because of my own insecurities. When my swedish friend impersonated me and tol everyone i had tuberculosis (i do NOT) not one person noticed, not even you.

It was a test, and yes yes i know communication is a thing but blowing shit up is much more entertaning. If you went through with the wedding and neither of you noticed it would prove that 

a. Cqaa is still the pathetic jealous asshole they once were 

B. you two view me as a tool to make cqaa jealous and dont actually know me, after that id probably blow something up and make a long dramatic speech.

Now if you had stoped the wedding and preferably shot cqaa i would have gladly married you! And also made a long speech about how were the same and proposed starting an evil empire and then blown shit up.

There, thats the grand plan. Now wsd, ill be honest, i dont know if you ever loved me. I mean yes you loved the idea of me, you want someones love and affection but will you ever realise you can fight back? You are a force of nature and one day youre going to snap. Youre doubtlessly heartbroken over this whole fiasco and probably sobbing into qaas shoulder as we speak. Im just one more person whos broken your heart, i hope im the last. You have so much potential, you are sooo close to snapping. I dont know what it is but theres something about you that interests me. 

-ÆÆ anon

PS. I dont remember if i sent this in or not sorry if i forgot toodles! :)

I can see you delivering this speech to your former lovers during a thunderstorm.....

You're standing out in the open as torrents of rain and wind beat against you. Qaa and wsda stand huddled under a tree, barely protected from the cruelty of the elements, as you entreat them to join you in your madness. You gesticulate wildly as the storm worsens and the thunder roars. Flashes of lightning cast haunting, twisted shadows across your face as nature itself accentuates how far you've fallen from humanity.

Whether or not they will follow you into the storm remains to be seen...

[destinys-system]

Bonus fact that will probably give away who my partners are splits of but idc rn-

I haven't been able to listen to their song in literally months.

I hum it to myself a lot, bc it makes me feel better especially when they're not able to be in front with me.

But also i have this horrible deep dread in me that if i do listen to the song i WILL have a full blown breakdown and cry. Like actually cry.

Like okay usually when i say "omg crying" or "i sobbed," i mean i silently shed tears for about 30 seconds. My nose might have run a little. *That* is sobbing to me. I am an incredibly stone faced person who bottles everything up, so crying is extremely difficult. I know this isn't a healthy reaction, but i absolutely hate how crying feels, and im so self-taught to avoid it that i just won't do it.

And i just know in my gut that if i hear the song, it will not be my usual "crying." it will be a real, genuine cry, and i am so avoidant of that it's unreal.

[anonymoosen]

THAT’S IT GET READY FOR SOME FULL BLOWN REACTIONSSS-

FIRST OFF WE HAVE THE BOYS GETTING FLUSTERED- OMGOMGOMG THEY WERE CUDDLING THEYRE SO CLOSE NOW BOTH LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AHDHSHSN AND THE WAY THEY BOTH TURNED INTO TOMATOES GOT ME AHHSHSHSJSJDJS THEYRE SO PRECIOUS

*HYPERVENTILATES* OKAY SO OMG DKSKDMSJD DIB GAY PANICKING AHHSSHHS THATS ADORABLE HES LIKE “WHY DID I DO THAT WHY DID I DO THAT ZIM PROBABLY THINKS IM LAME AND NOW HES CONFUSED-”

MEANWHILE, ZIMS ACTUALLY SUPER HAPPY FROM THE CUDDLE AND HAS THAT LOOK OF LOVE IN HIS EYES AND HES LIKE “THAT STUPID BIG HEADED HUMAN IS ADORABLE THAT BOYS GONNA BE MYYY DORKY DORK FOREVER” AND THEN HES IN DENIAL AND HES LIKE “WAIT NO WAY I CANT FEEL LIKE THAT!!” ZIMMM STOP DENYING UR LOVEE (BUT I LOVE HOW REALISTIC THIS IS- LIKE DESPITE ALREADY BONDING AND EVEN CUDDLING, THE BOYS STILL NEED TIME TO PROCESS THEIR FEELINGS)

AHHDHSHDJSJD SRSLY LOOK AT THE LOOK OF LOVE IN HIS EYES IM SCREAMING AND SOBBING I LOVE THIS SO MUCH BONNIE UR A LITERAL BLESSING TO ME AHHDHSHDJSJD

NOOOOO NOT THE ROBOTTT WHAT HAPPENED AHHDHSHD THE SUSPENSE- (I LOVE IT)

GUYSYSYSS LOOK HOW SAD ZIM LOOKS- LIKE I THINK HE ACTUALLY GREW KINDA SOFT FOR THE ROBOT AND IS ALSO SECRETLY GRATEFUL THAT THE ROBOT MADE HIM STAY CUZ THAT HELPED HIM BOND WITH THE MEMBRANE FAMILY (ESPECIALLY DIB!) AND MAYBE EVEN KINDA BEFRIEND TAK

LIKE- HE FEELS SOME SENSE OF LOSS HERE BECAUSE AGAIN, THE ROBOT MADE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE, AND NOW HES JUST A BROKEN PIECE OF METAL ON THE GROUND AHDHSHHD BONNIE UR COMIC IS INJECTING SO MANY FEELINGS INTO MY HEART ITS GONNA EXPLODE ANHDHSHDJSJD

HE REALLY LOOKED SO SHOCKED AND SAD IM CRYING OMG AHDHSHDJSJJD HOW DO U KEEP DRAWING THE EXPRESSIONS SO WELL!?!? SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEKDKSJDKEKDKEKD

I- I FREAKING

LOVE

THIS DETAIL- LIKE U MENTIONED PREVIOUSLY IN THE COMIC THAT ZIM LOVES WAFFLES SO MUCH AND OF COURSEEE DIB, WHO LITERALLY CANONLY REMEMBERS EVERYTHING ZIM DOES, TOOK NOTE OF THAT AND PROCEEDED TO FRIGGIN- REQUEESSSTT FOODIO TO MAKE WAFFLES JUSSSST FOR HIS FUTURE ALIEN BF AHHDHSNS THEY RLLY BECAME SO CLOSE AFTER THIS WHOLE PAJAMA PARTY

DIB RLLY CARED ABOUT ZIMS PREFERENCES AND WANTS TO USE THIS TO GET EVEN CLOSER TO ZIM AHDHSHDJJSD THIS WHOLE SERIES IS WORTH MORE THAN GOLD TO ME IT SHOULD BE OFFICIAL AT THIS POINT FROM UR WHOLE ART STYLE AND SMART STORYLINE AHHHDHSHDNJSDJDJDJ *EXPLODES A SHMILLION TIMES*

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