#im a bit braindead rn

[sinsxo]

01. match found!

synopsis. it started with hacking accusations, and ended with you completely oblivious to who was watching your stream.

notes. thank you guys for waiting! in case you're unfamiliar with valorant, the reader is playing a character named reyna while nagi is playing a character named jett. valorant players usually refer to each other by the names of their characters and it applies to any streamer's chat as well. lmk if anything else is confusing!

cw. cussing, internet slang, chat has parasocial tendencies, valorant.

navigation. masterlist.

[🔴 LIVE] nagi seishiro @/nagi_channel

nagi seishiro oh… i died again to the reyna.

nagilvr ntnt!! revenge arc starts now user222 that reyna is lowkey cracked tf user4 DARE I SAY the reyna is hacking user90 bruh shes farming you lowkey user18 it’s ALWAYS reyna user5 reynas cooking 🔥🔥🔥 user20 is she cheating or just better 🧍 user777 nah id report just in case

nagi seishiro what the… how did that shot even hit me? kinda weird that she knew i was there.

user9 nah you didn’t even peek 💀 user111 clairvoyant reyna in your lobby user33 wallhacks??? user777 user33 i think so too nagifan user33 reyna is def hacking user88 yo that spiderman?? the spidey senses tingling

nagi seishiro you guys think reyna’s hacking? we’re still winning though.

user4 W for humble king nagilvr plot twist: stream sniping?? user00 i tihkn reyna js built diff user13 either a cheater or psychic user8 i dont think its hacking js skill diff user66 user8 take it back rey just aced 💀 user8 NVM that shot was kinda crazy icl

nagi seishiro is this person hacking?

user10 welp this again nagifan confirmed at this point tbh user32 we said this last time and it was just a 14 y/o prodigy 🙏🏻 stanname guys shes literally a streamer chill 😭 user3 i already reported oop user55 REPORT + BLOCK + UNINSTALL user8 stanname fr? whats her handle user777 stanname drop the name rn we’re waiting stanname @/yourusername shes legit good yall stop the false reports lol nagifan NAGI SHE’S A STREAMER GO SAY HI user222 ohhh wait ive seen her clips she’s hella good

nagi seishiro they’re a streamer? i’m checking them out if i die again.

user0 LOLLLL bros throwing now user44 lmao rip nagilvr uhh user7 AINT NO WAY 💀 user949 bro is crashing out 😭🙏🏻 user11 nagi crash out real nagishairstrand reyna needs to get a life

nagi seishiro gg’s. hold on, chat. i’m going to check the reyna out, what’s their channel?

user9 omg pls say the reyna is live rn user4 watch him queue snipe her nagifan HE’S LOOKING GUYS HES LOOKING user55 bros already on the hunt user22 lurking activated user101 parasocial speedrun

nagi seishiro is she away right now? oh, she’s back. let’s watch her play for a bit.

user99 she said she needed to pee nagilvr she went to pee user44 watching her like its a VOD review user22 nagi turning into a lurker 💀 user8 SHES BACK user33 “let’s watch” 👀 ok nagi

nagi seishiro not bad. her aim’s insane, game-sense is on another level too. and she’s pretty... good.

user99 AND SHE’S PRETTY???? user0 chat we lost nagilvr nagi what was that last part 😭 user4 bro you down bad already user111 he said “she’s pretty” and hes tryna brush it off im crying user8 new ship just dropped 🚢 user77 chat clip that NOW user1 nagi ur not slick bruh user09 next stream titled “i fell for my ranked enemy 😳” user0 do you want us to leave the stream so you two can be alone??

nagi seishiro should we queue into another match, chat?

user22 nah you tryna queue with HER be honest nagifan blink twice if ur trying to match again user77 queue solo but think duo user44 you mean queue into HER lobby user8 he’s in too deep 💔 user11 y'all acting like she's not already in another match 😭

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[🔴 LIVE] you @/yourusername

you it’s fine guys, everyone’s probably burnt out from playing so much.

namelover okay but ur team is lowkey braindead 😭 userv suuuure they just suck userone Y’ALL enemy jett is nagi namelover userone WHAT EXCUSE ME userfive NO WAIT ITS ACTUALLY HIM user45 lmaoooo and hes getting fried by you user88 PMFG NAGI NAGI NAGI user6 he aint all that tbh

you i’m playing with nagi? nagi seishiro? that’s cool.

user44 yoo whats up gng nagis stream is GAGGED user4 not us thinking you were hacking lol user10 wait you is so pretty what user8 nagi chat was MAD no lie user7 vro was crashing out

you he’s actually too good. i don’t think our team can comeback, chat.

userfive they call him a genius for a reason user22 the way ur talking about him rn 🧍‍♂️ user20 idk its giving enemies to lovers userone no bc you guys lowkey have chemistry userv i smell an arc coming user09 me watching enemies to lovers unfold in real time 🍿 user77 if u duo w him i will cry actual tears

you tough luck, gg’s team. that was a really long round. gotta pee, be right back.

userone your team was running on hopes and prayers ngl userv idk how she doesnt crash out w these teammates namelover tbh she was against the nagi seishiro userone namelover yeah but she couldve won if her teammates were better nagi_channel has entered chat. userv WTF namelover 💀💀💀 userfive you COME BACK NOW stanname hoyl shit user7 she peeing while he JOINED user89 valorant timing HELPPP user90 THE LORE IS WRITING ITSELF

you i’m back, let’s queue again. i think i’ll swap my vandal skin real quick.

userv SHES NOT READING CHATT userfive OMG SOMEONE TELL HER namelover WHY IS THIS SO STRESSFUL userone this is actual tragedy user65 this cant b real 💔 userthree you look up PLS

you wait, i forgot to get water. i’ll lock yoru and come back.

usertwo no way this is happening user012 PLEASE SOMEONE SCREAM user6 THE WAY SHE DOESNT KNOW user7 the desperation in this chat rn 💀 user44 bro pulled up just to watch an empty gaming chair

you the round already started? why is everyone freaking out in chat?

userv NAGI JOINED STREAM user7 she is NOT meant to meet this man HELP user88 someone teach her how to read chat user9 i cant w the timing she came back when the match started 💔 stanname HE JOINED HES WATCHING U

you nice one. my teammates are really good this time, compared to the previous game.

user4 ong this cant be real user6 niceeeeeee user88 she joined late and still got a 3k userfive you GIRL PLEASE READ CHAT userthree humble queen fr

you huh? i’m reading chat now. nagi is in my stream?

userfive he WAS userv i think hes gone girl YOU MISSED HIM user11 and you were peeing and rehydrating stanname past tense. heartbreak user6 HE WATCHED. HE LURKED. HE LEFT. userfive im fonna crash ougt weewoo i think he searched your stream out of curiosity userlol you missed him by SECONDS useryay this is the most tragic gamer romance setup i’ve ever seen

you what do you mean the nagi seishiro was in my stream? chat. what do you mean.

userthree GIRL TOO LATE YOU WERENT READING CHAT stanname GUYS SHE WAS PISSING OK userone stanname BYEE user65 WE TRIED TO WARN YOU nagilvr GIRL HE SAID YOU WERE PRETTY IN HIS STREAM userv nagilvr he whATTTT user4 userv were deadass user111 nobody snitch that we snitched on nagi user09 tbf he said she was pretty good but everyone collectively ignored the last part user8 the last part was unnecessary we all know hes a fake nonchalant emo 🥀

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yourusername

yourusername thanks for joining stream you guys are the best frfr

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stanname next stream when 💔 it ended too fast userone that was an eventful stream view replies.

namelover had us stressing and shi userthree fr userfive had all of chat yelling at the screen yourusername userfive mb gng 💔 userfive yourusername OMG yell at me please userone userfive HELP??

userv update us if he dms you 😊😊 nagilvr collab with nagi when 😮‍💨 stanname your hand in marriage please 🙏🏻

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taglist. closed! @lovingmayday @blu3-l0v3r @fiestvr @bigclownshoes @mixolya @nevvynev @p1z-d0njud6em3 @fischly @kuromixheartzzz @choco-cvt @ilovewonyo @summmerr0-0 @luvrofthemoon @kyeeeeeeeweeeeeeewi @silentheav @zephyyyrrra @emikikus18

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[miifu666]

Hi hope you’re doing ok and drinking plenty of water !! I was wondering what do you think Macaque would be like if he was in black myth wukong ? (Also not me low-key wondering what would happen if suklha met the man who pretended to be wukong ) 😏

Heyy helloo ♡♡♡ 🥺

Im not glad to say ive been deep in my tea addiction ngl, thanks for reminding me 🥲.

Ooooh i haven't thought about it yet! Although ive seen how Black Myth uses JTTW as sort of a prequel for the game, since Destined one is their own original character. Regardless, everything is a bit similar to the JTTW story!

I've been wondering how the fight would be like if Destined one had to confront Macaque again. Considering, Macaque is supposed to be the shadow of Sun Wukong. Two minds alike. Fighting his own demons even as he's reincarnated would be fun to think about.

Also the look of Macaque being so similar to Destined one, besides the six ears ofc. While his fighting style being similar to Rellana from elden ring 🥲🥲 argh maybe im too imaginative.

Macaque being in the storyline to trick Bajie again because ?? Why not. If he had the intent to steal the buddhism from Wukong, who's to say he won't steal all the relic himself?? And tricking the pig is so fun and easy.

Destined one being a silent monkey while Macaque is talking and trying every ounce of his charismatic self to anger him. He's not used to THE Sun Wukong being so... mute.

Okay thats all for now 😭 im braindead fr fr.

Suklha Meeting Macaque

it'll be pretty interesting, considering one is a monkey who perfected the spell of impersonation, while the other is a god known to have countless of faceless forms.

During the first sight, Suklha won't notice its not Wukong. Her antennas are sensitive, she only noticed a few wrongdoings of the "Wukong" yet she brushed it aside as her paranoia. Continuing to treat "Wukong" as she usually would.

Then the more she watched how distant this "Wukong" is compared to before, she starts to doubt him. Probably finding any faults that she can and pointing it at him, cornering the supposed "Wukong". Again. This made her seem like a crazy demon, untrusting and planning to manipulate the pilgrims. Making her an outcast.

Unfortunately, Suklha isn't the type to reprimand someone after they've shown disinterest towards her advice countless of times. So she just leave them be with a few parting words, and glaring at "Wukong" she can't blame them all ofc, but being outcasted is pretty hurtful.

Next time she saw Macaque again without his spell, she'd probably clap at his ability. To fool even the pilgrims, monks and an ex general bajie is such a defeat. Heck even the headache sutra is fooled. Thats pretty impressive.

Might actually be a teasing moment for Suklha to mock Wukong for. "What? Going to let that macaque be a better transfigurator than you?" Just to see Wukong puff out and stomp away. Overall, it'll be an interesting but annoying experience for Suklha, ngl she'll feel threatened to see someone so good at personifying others but nonetheless knowledge is power isnt it?

I dont have Suklha reaction to meeting the Black Myth! Macaque yet currently :( but i have a doodle of LMK! Macaque

I haven't reached far enough in the LMK to understand how the fanarts drew him with white fur yet 😭 i got the doodle inspiration from my dad, who prefers Hanoman more than Wukong (we're fighting rn, in a BOXING RING)

[txjis]

id make tojis knuckle hair WETTTTTTTT

this.. this unlocked something within me wtf..? i had a full body visceral reaction reading this, im shaking a little bit. bc why did i not even think abt him having knuckle hair omg.

hes so sexy and cute and and and. god i’m actually braindead rn this ask fried my brain i just need him 100x worse than i ever have.

[thelemoncoffee]

saiouma but Kokichi catches up with one of his exes who he's still on good terms with, and Katio gets sus as hell about it

beez gave me this idea- the general concept is Kokichi runs into one of his exes who he broke up with on good terms, and they decide to catch up a bit because they hadn't really had the chance to chat all that much after they moved on from one another. Shuichi himself is pretty chill with it because he trusts Kokichi and also can't really judge him for it because he himself is still really good friends with his own ex, but Kaito- being cautious about Kokichi's lying ass- is hesitant to trust he isn't pulling any funny buisness

i imagine this to be less of a "Kaito tries breaking them up" situation and more of a "Kaito is trying to look out for his best friend whom he doesn't want to end up heartbroken" situation. to be fsir Kaito doesn't really know Kokichi all that well- he knows he's a liar and a trouble maker and for some reason Shuichi loves him dearly, but he doesn't know about Kokichi's dating history or his trust issues or anything that Shuichi may have that'd reassure him Kokichi's not possibly cheating on him.

this post is kinda horribly written because im half braindead rn, but this is meant to be a silly shenanigan au with Kaito getting comically paranoid as the plot goes on- i think i got the jist across well enough

[xodarling]

Alright hear me out: one whole day of nothing but breeding Silver Wolf. No stopping until it's all but assured she is impregnated.

ARRRRRGGGGHHH gnawing at the bars of my enclosure rn 👹👹

starting in the morning with morning wood, waking up next to a sleeping wolfie with ur pants strained like mad so ofc u do what every sane person and fuck her while she sleeps 🙄🤷‍♀️ u rub her clit a lil bit and start to prep her to take u whole n being extra cautious cuz of the size difference. and once shes wet enough and still so sleepy HEHEEH u take her pants off and press ur tip into her and the stretch waking her up 😭 her sleepily whining and kicking her legs bcuz shes just SAUR CUTE AUUGGHH😭😭 being nice to her cuz she just woke up so u fuck her softly (at first) rubbing her clit while thrustingggg and making each other cum by soft morning sex 😭😭 SILVER WOLFFFUH

but 😨 when u two recover and the day actually starts ur hard on gets worse?? especially having to see wolfie walk around with her hips swaying seeing the way she bends over the counter while she waits for like microwave to finish or sumthin idk not being able to help urself and fucking her over the counter right there 😨😨 her complaining about how horny u r while moaning shamelessly at the pace. one round ends up turning into two then three and then u end up fucking her on every surface in ur house watching her scream, shake, and make a mess everywhere

ending the day with wolfies face pressed against one of the couch pillows with her ass up, a normal position after the many u forced her into to test her flexibility, breeding her one last time and slapping her ass laughing at the braindead moan she lets out😔 she’d look so cute all fucked stupid with an unnecessary amount of cum dripping out her used pussy i cant chat im gonna combust 💔💔

[11queensupreme11]

QUEEN ITS LIKE 2AM HERE, AND I CANT SLEEP CUZ YOUR NEWEST CHAPTER IS STRESSING ME TF OUT STOPP 😭

When i read the TWs, my eyes literally bulged out hahwhwjwk

As a hard core posy fan, i was fed the finest of feasts this chapter <3 lol i already know pillow-humper, skin-licker, daughter-lover, vouyerism-fetishizing, daddyseidon is a bit freaky but aint no way his first major fatherly disciplinary action is TO SPANK HER, and mf was smirking too 😭

this is even more wild to think abt considering that blud has never had a child to discipline before, so im pretty sure this scenario was floating in his crusty ass mind for a while and now hes finally had the chance to act on it

Another thing, i thought the whole ichor tasting scene was the cause for the cannabilism TW and i was like oh ok 🙂 and then my jaw dropped 😭😭 BEELIE 😭😭

I was a beelcy stan from the very beginning. Still am. But his recent actions — him just not saying that he fcked up and shouldnt have made that deal w loki, his newfound jealousy and rage against anthonious (leave him alone, he sounded hella cute in that pov and in his other interactions w our loser stop😔), and lastly WHAT HE DID TO MIMIR theres no going back 😭 i feel like all the love ur giving to beel this act 1 is like our hook but then youre gonna make him such an unhinged and even hateable yan (tbh u've been hinting at that a loooong time ago but my delulu ahh kept coping, correct me if im wrong, yes im still coping). Like i have this feeling that by the end, beels gonna be one of the people percy would start to hate a lot, maybe even the most cuz, while i havent read or watched pjo, i know that his character has a lot to do w loyalty as a trait. This then gives way for other yans to swoop in and get close to her, i see you author 😡.

Sooner or later, all of beels advantages will be stripped away from him: (1) him not being related since now theres anubis and loki, (2) his knowledge of her identity/being someone she can talk to without having to be careful with her words, since loki already knows and eventually everyone else will know, (3) her friendship w him/the trust that he'll have her back because my god he keeps fucking up and all his problems will blow up sooner or later cuz he keeps bottling it up, (4) the possibility of maybe having a normal relationship w her since mimir squashed that down. There could be more but im too braindead to think rn

You're honor, i cant defend him no more 😭

As a beelcy fan, im rolling on the floor, puking tears. But as someone who has been craving apollo and hades, and is currently warming up to loki, im so 💙💙💙

Im supposed to be asleep so i can continue drawing later, but then you dropped this nuke on me and i dont know what to do w my thoughts 😞

"pillow-humper, skin-licker, daughter-lover, vouyerism-fetishizing, daddyseidon is a bit freaky but aint no way his first major fatherly disciplinary action is TO SPANK HER, and mf was smirking too 😭"

pls i'm crying at the names 😭😭 poseidon's no longer the god of the seas or god of gods, he's just.... pillow-humer, skin-licker, daughter-lover, and vouyerism-fetishizer LMAO I CONSIDER THAT AS AN UPGRADE 😂😂😂😂😂

and yes daddyseidon has been WAITING for the moment to finally 'discipline' her 💀💀 he just didn't think she'd try to risk her life for it, but whelp, she's okay now so he can spank her for it later 😂😂😂

and as for beelie.... 😔

oh beelzebub, whatever are we gonna do with you 🥲

for your sake, everyone should keep their expectations for beelzebub low. i mean technically, you should do that for all the yans, but beelzebub ESPECIALLY 😂😂

[whitegirljoshuamacheath]

okay so martin. martin blackwood. you know how jon feels about him season 1, at least. he thinks martin doesnt belong, that hes incompetent. now i dont agree with jon, but--

martin lied when he originally applied to the institute. he was young and needed to take care of his sick mother, so he said he had a degree in parapsychology and got a job working in the library. later, after years of working in the library, elias moved him to the archive when jon was promoted to archivist. im gonna split this into seasons

season 1- intro to . basically everything. jon warming up to martin starts slightly in i believe mag 22 when martin comes back from being "sick", ie trapped in his flat by jane prentiss for two weeks. they bond a bit during the big worm attack on the archive in 39 with jon opening up about why hes such a big sceptic and jon, for a brief moment, thinking martin is a ghost because of a comment he makes about feeling stuck in the web of the archive, like he cant leave. martin makes fun of him for it for a moment but it really does foreshadow both the involvement of the web in the story and the fact that the archive employees really cant leave. anyway, martin gets lost in the tunnels during the finale and finds gertrudes corpse!

season 2- jons paranoia spiral! martin is one of jons suspects for gertrudes murder bc hes going a little coocoo bananas rn and martin is being NICE to him so it must mean hes trying to KILL HIM. made a million times worse by jon finding a note martin wrote saying something along the line of "if the others find out im lying"- which jon believes is about the murder but it is revealed that it is about him lying on his cv which i already told you about. and even though the entities arent like. known. yet. this helps to tie martin a bit more to one of his multiple entity connections! ill get into those later

season 3- mostly will focus on the later bits bc theyre the most interesting, also because jon is on his world kidnapping tour rn so i cant jmart it up. so, the unknowing. all you gotta know rn is that its a big scary ritual that they gotta stop. martin and melanie stay back at the institute to distract elias and holyyy fuck its like. insnae. martin is burning statements to get his attention and because of it, elias turns his freaky fucking eye powers on martin and tells him that his mom, who i believed either recently passed or will pass like. really soon. hates him and always has because he looks like his father who left them.

season.4. jons in a coma, all but braindead and elias is in prison bc he admitted to multiple murders at the end of the last season. so the institute is now run by peter lukas, avatar of the lonely. normally id explain a bit more about an entity when i bring it up but. its sorta in the name. peter makes martin his personal assistant, and like. basically grooms him into the lonely. then at the end of the season theres this wholeeee thing but to make a super long story short, martin actually gets trapped in the lonely (fog pocket dimension), and jon pulls him out and then they go live happily ever after in daisys safehouse in scotland

season 5- martin sees some good cows and thats it

thats. it.

okay sorry. yeah jon ends the world whoops ! the girls (jmart) go travel to the institute across the domains, fucked up little fear factories, and in one of em, they encounter not!sasha, the thing that killed sasha, the first archival assistant to die. she mocks sasha and martin, and jon finds out he can fucking kill things with his eyeball powers now. so he kills it. martin wants to kill more things. and by things i mean oliver banks, who helped jon get out of his coma and become a full blown avatar. because martin is jealous. god i love him. okay forgive me i do get fuzzy abt plot details in mid-late season 5, but they keep getting calls from annabelle cane, web avatar (spiders+manipulation) throughout the season, and eventually martin gets kidnapped by her. martin has always had ties to the web, actually. the web, the lonely, and a bit of the eye through his work at the institute.

okay now to the fun bit

to get the world back to 'normal', the eye cannot have a pupil. currently, the pupil is elias. jon, martin, and now melanie, georgie, and basira, decide that the girls (actually the women this time) are going to set the institute on fire while martin kills elias, because if jon does it, he'll become the pupil. jon had offered that at first, saying that if he was the pupil he could lessen the harm being done, big metaphor for the idea that a good person in power can fix a corrupt system imo even tho the system itself exists to corrupt ANYWAY. jons an impulsive fuck and kills elias before anyone can get up to stop him. martin, then, has to stab his lover through the heart as the building they're in collapses around them to save the world, either dooming them to death or the possibility of being sent Somewhere Else (<-the latter being a huge trope in tma post canon fics. love em tho)

they never find any bodies. which is good, bc if they were still there and somehow still alive, at least jon and probably martin would be beaten to death by crowds of people who had just been traumatized for weeks, though it felt like much longer to almost everyone. again, personal hell dimensions

!!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!? /positive. what a fucking guy??? hello??? thats so neatt,,,,, fog pocket dimesionnn,,,,,

[toxicanonymity]

im online training at a new job and it is.. going terribly(socially). there’s this manager (out of four) that’s pretty much threatening to revoke my contract at every point, even when other trainees are doing worse than I am. im on the fence but everyone around me is saying she’s singling me out/bullying me, probably because I am literally the youngest person here by far (the next youngest person is 29, im 18)

need a Joel to just. let me be brain dead and boneless. kiss my nose and then kiss my pussy till i fall asleep. sometimes, you just can’t do it properly yourself, and (stepdad? vampire?) joel genuinely gets a bit miffed and just does it for you instead. like just lay on your back, spread your thighs, and feel. n then maybe fall asleep on ur comedown. but for me rn- the daydream is a joel that im not in a relationship with, and he just.. hears the stress. sees the stress. decides to come in at some point and sort it out himself. so he knows it’s been done properly

Sorry about your work. But your thots. . . yes PLEASE!!! Oh my god how I needed something like this the other day. this sounds like thighs out behavior because his approach was similar in spirit in his first fic --Sky's out, thighs out. He knows you're having a bad day, comes on over to you on the pool deck where you're just lying there. he takes control to make it easy on you (just tells you to say stop if you don't want it). But whatever Joel you'd like to imagine -

braindead / stressed, joel helps I8+

Let's say you're practically catatonic lying on your bed, after a good cry. Once you're done crying, Joel knocks lightly on the door, which is already cracked open, so his light knock opens it. You glance up but don't say anything. He asks, "want me to leave ya 'lone?" and you shake your head no but don't acknowledge him in any other way. He lays down next to you, doesn't try to get you to talk. He just kisses you lightly on the cheek, on the nose, on your sternum. He puts his hand between your legs and ghosts your clit over your clothes. You whimper softly but give no other sign of awareness. He gently pulls off your clothes like you're a doll, unmoving. You're not helping him, but not resisting. "ain't gonna help? s'alright, baby'."

He gently spreads your feet and gets between your thighs. He traces them lightly with his fingertips, sliding down to your inner thighs, getting closer and closer to where they meet. Then he gently fingers you while he gropes a breast with his other hand. He takes a deep breath that's practically a growl as he adjusts himself. Then he scoots back, brings his mouth between your legs, and kisses your pussy. He goes at it gently, then his arousal takes over and he's latched on for dear life, spreading his hands all over you, not expecting anything in return, not even expecting you to writhe or be vocal as you normally might, because he can tell you're just spent. As you come he's moaning into your cunt, humping the bed, possibly coming in his pants. Once you finish coming, he gets a hold of himself. His voice is soft, "that feel good?" and you just barely nod. He wipes off his mouth and lays next to you, draping his arm heavily over your waist. "ok if I nap with ya?" then he falls asleep with you, content that it's been done properly.

[poryqons]

im watching someone react to lily orchard's pokemon video bc id rather die than willingly give her my watchtime and also its condensed down a little bit (her original video is SIX HOURS LONG. the one im watching is like 4 hours but still)

i think the angriest im at rn is her saying that the value of the pokemon doesnt matter if the method of obtaining it isnt fun, and then transitions that into, and i quote, "this is why only pathetic sacks of shit think shiny pokemon have any actual value" like are you fucking stupid????? are you like actually braindead?????? ITS THE FUCKING JOURNEY THAT ADDS TO THE FUN OHHH I'LL KILL YOUUUUUUU

[kachimera]

Ah guys im a bit braindead rn but soon i'll answer the ask game thingies dw

[tigirl-and-co]

god fucking christ alive

im about to start sobbing. i was gonna play a bit of clangen to make myself feel better, but once i installed the update Microsoft decided it was a virus and deleted the application. can't figure out how to recover it rn, completely braindead.

[kilkreath418]

I’m not the other anon but your bio says ‘he/him’ and ‘lover of men’ so… that definitely makes it sound like you’re gay? Are you not? (I’m not a homophobe so idc but you asked where the other anon got that idea)

Anyway I’m sorry that fictional things get you so worked up, I think you should probably talk to a professional about why you react so strongly to certain topics in fiction that others enjoy.

Before you respond with “ITS ILLEGAL AND GROSS” please consider… literally what is the difference between that and enjoying a videogame like MGS which presumably contains violence and murder (havent played it but ive seen enough to know that. nothing against the games)

Why is it okay to enjoy violence in fiction but not other things that aren’t okay in real life? What’s the difference?

Also, consider why incest is bad irl. It’s because of genetic conditions that are passed onto children, and power dynamics in familial relationships that make true consent impossible. Neither of those things are a risk in fiction, because there are no real people involved! So genuinely tell me what makes it bad in fiction that doesn’t also apply to violence/murder?

It’s perfectly okay to be grossed out by something but that doesn’t mean it’s morally bad. You can just not like it and move on. Block the topic even, if it really bothers you so much.

I hope you have a good day :)

(uhh long post so scroll a bit down if you want to hear me addressing the rest of the post and not just “why incest is bad” for the 1723728th time)

AND SORRY for the long ass post i bet whoever asked this wouldnt read it all LMAOO sorry dude i js talk alot

SORRY TOO for the wait i had a huge response typed up my phone died 😭 ts pmo 💔

ANYWAYS I START HERE..

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thank you for being the only remotely kind person LOL i really regret ever thinking SOOO boldly to have an opinion on this hell hole of a website,, i have ppl in my inbox every 5 mins 💀💀

Im really too lazy to type it out but basically my points were

i agree with your points on IRL incest and how its bad, (genetics, power dynamics, etc) but you ALSO have to keep in mind that MOST of society can all agree that incest is morally incorrect. Now you kinda made the points for me already LOL so shit but regardless

just because its fictional doesnt mean its okay,, is rape in media okay? Is white supremacy in media okay? Genuine questions honestly because i dont think so

just because something isnt “real” and cant hurt anyone doesnt mean its not BAD or morally incorrect

Lets say someone draws incest of you and a family member, would it be okay because it isnt real??? Not at all i would think, because its gross, inconsensual, and morally wrong yet again, with a plethora of other things

the same thing applies to MGS, not anywhere is it suggested whatsoever theres anything incenstual about anything in the whole franchise, yet people bring their weird ass kinks and stuff them where no one wants to see it + it isnt welcome,, ive been asking people ik that like MGS and they all agree that ts is NASTY (and whatever call it bias because i know them or some shit but regardless) its all “Fan”-made shit and has no real basis for it anyways

#1 point; just because it isnt real doesnt mean its okay

im really bad at making points esp because im braindead rn its like alm midnight but you get what i mean

it glorifes morally incorrect things which is obviously bad

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Anyways yap yap yap addressing rest of ask!!

first off,, apologies if its not what you mean to come off as.. but dont fucking patronize me 😭 im not a child.. “im sorry you feel this way” type shit is just straight patronizing 💀 not to be a douche but that just really grinds my gears dawg

my… metal gears 🤓🤓.. could even be solid

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second off, i dont need “professional help” you’re acting like im seriously mentally ill just for saying “kill yourself (quite) a couple (tbf) times

maybe you should go seek professional help as to why you think incest is OKAY /nottryingtobenegative.. just saying…

the answer is really simple 😭 you’re overthinking,, orr maybe you were just trying to make me mad idk

literally just today has NOT been a good day ive been dealing with bullshit all day and this drama is honestly the last thing i needed so obviously i lost it

not going to fucking trauma dump on tumblr dot com 😭 but theres a thing called stress and being overwhelmed to the point where seeing something disgusting of a media that brings me comfort pissed me the fuck off, and so i voiced my opinion about it, free speech lalala whatever

and i know people are gonna be all “wow okay ur so immature that someone being weird at your favourite game makes you freak out like that?? Ahaahaha”

not NECESSARILY.. think of it like idk dawg shaking a coke bottle,,, you shake it,, shake it again, maybe shake it some more.. whats that? Oh a shake.. then you open it

shit goes flying EVERRYYYWHEERE WOOAH 🫨🫨

and like i was DONE i was literally done after that madpost, was out of my system and everything i was gonna stfu and wouldnt have said another word

but BROO LET ME TELL YOU… i had at LEAST like alm 10 asks atp and im not one for “ignore it and move on” i gotta address shit,, i dont need people thinking im a pussy or something lmao

but dawg everyone kept piling on and pretty much egging me on like do you WANT me to continue?? I had one dude straight up say “im gonna crank it to liquid/solid” like good for you dude ur just fucking weird..

if you people are sooo sick of me and what i have to think then block me and move on

“oh but kilkreath why couldnt YOU block and move on abt the og post???” because i CHOSE not to, and i CHOSE to say that. Sure i like to act in the heat of the moment, and me being already chopped abt it didnt help the whole “kys” tirade, but sure as shit use your own fucking logic 😭 no offense..

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anyways next topic

and before you people even start “you say you dont like violence in games but tell people to kts” theres a fucking difference between being mad and someone and saying kys and actually being fucking violent LEARN THE DIFFERENCE

I dont enjoy violence in fiction actually, unless you just meant that as a hypothetical,, but i do actually see your point because i was struggling to think of what to say to that LOL

but unfortunately enough, “violence” and whatever are extremely “normalized” for lack of better words, so i think thats why society tends to view it as less serious in a fictional setting vs incest

whereas incest is like that touchy-topic-type ground that everyone, (again..*mostly*) can agree that its “taboo”,, or again, socially unacceptable. I mean its illegal for a *reason*.. a bunch of people in leadership positions (whenever the law was enacted) agreed that it was incorrect enough to completely outlaw it. They wouldnt have outlawed incest if it was okay (but i know your point was in videogames,, getting to tjat)

now i know again, TECHNICALLY its different for video games, but my point still remains, fictional or not, its still bad

i REALLY dont know how to get my point across because i dont want to just repeat something over and over again, but really dude the only way i can get it, is to strawman basically

i know people are going to go “omg what a dumbass comparing incest to “SERIOUS” things like racism” thats not what im trying to do and im sorry if it seems like that fr 😭 im just really bad at like.. debating like this or whatever this is called fr

but seriously

Genuinely asking is a game/movie glorifying hitler okay? Sorry if that sounds like a strawman or wtv thats called but i mean im just trying to understand your logic deadass 😭 i really dont understand how it “just being a video game” makes it okay ykwim?

like okay sure usee umm wolfenstein as an example.. it has violence AND nazis. And its fictional,, one could even say it glorifies that time period but thats a diff discussion

is it okay to have in it? Still no id say.. because again, that was a bad thing that happened in hostory, and no matter whT, ITS STILL BAD.. if you dont think its bad, go ask the victims of the families that died..

same thing for incest. Is it okay to have in it? No.. because… AGAIN… it is a bad thing that HAS happened in the past (and still, unfortunately does), and yet AGAIN, its STILL bad.. if you dont (well you dont) think its bad, go ask the victims of incest

ANY FUCKING WAYS… i am so sorry that was so long i tend to jabber… IDK if you were being sarcastic or not cause im literally as slow as a brick dawg but if you werent THANK YOU for having some class and being civil about shit 😭 havent had a solid debate in a while and i hope you have a good night as well!! 🫶

[detectiveseapancake]

Okay wait hEAR ME OUT BECAUSE I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT RYUUKI, IM BEYOND BRAINDEAD RN AND. LEMME YAP FOR 2 SECONDS

This his man. I haven't even played aitsf Nirvana yet or looked at it any further (I need to experience it) and I'm fascinated with this man. Why does he look like this.

It feels like it's scientifically impossible for him to get hit by a truck but at the same time the opposite-- if you told him your goldfish drowned he looks like he'd actually be depressed about it. Why am I fascinated with this mental illness rep I feel like there's no going back if I dont look at him in the eyes at this point (wiLL HE cRUMBLE IF I MAKE EYE CONTACT)

Unironically I hope Date gets to meet him because a disaster's gonna happen but it will be a very MEMORABLE one, and he might feel a bit of serotonin for the first time in eons knowing Date exists (you can take that info as anything)

this ask has been sitting in my inbox for months at this point and everytime I think about this I'm in stitches. so many things about this ask. that I cant openly reply to because of spoilers. but some of this is very ironic. i love this jhsdbfds

"(wiLL HE cRUMBLE IF I MAKE EYE CONTACT)" hes going to crumble like a dry cookie in the desert 👍

"Unironically I hope Date gets to meet him" HAHAHA!!!! BUDDY YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!

If I stated facts and said they're co-workers it would be a disservice to whatever the fuck these two got going on in canon. because "whatever the fuck these two got going on" is the only accurate descriptor aside from "something deeply homosexual in nature" LMAO anyways tysm for sending this I might print this out and frame it on my wall 💜

[kokichis-dead-dove-club]

also bramble anon i see ur ask and i love it and i will answer it soon, im just a bit braindead rn fdkljhgdfjklh

[dykensteinery]

YES YES OF COURSE UR WELCOME!!! also do not worry about that EVER i would wait a million years just to see ur finisher artworks..

also about the inbox message of mine of which you replied to on ur alt: i will try and explain why victor is an unreliable narrator tomorrow or smth bc i am. Unfortunately very braindead rn alas (Nevermind im not doing that anymore because OP already responded to ur question while i was writing this msg damb) 😔😔😔 but DW ur not bad at reading subtext, it took quite a few rereads for me personally to understand lol

i do suggest you take a wee read of the 1818 text and maybe a peek at the 1823 mary shelley annotated frankenstein though, it KIND OF makes things a bit more obvious!!!

ur art is so beautiful i genuinely squealed when i saw ur wee frankenstein comic..

Aaa thank you so much!! 🙈 I do plan on finishing it, it’s just that I don’t have much time during the working week

[lilac-melody]

I think someone else has said it already but I really think the Idol Series stands out to me more than the Love Series.

In the love series, it’s pretty cut and dry. There’s mutual pining, unrequited love, pining, and eventually everyone finds a boy/girlfriend. There’s nothing wrong with these stories, they’re very cute!

But for me personally, I prefer the Idol Series. There’s just something so special about the characters getting to know each other on such a deep and personal level and being wholeheartedly supportive of each other’s dreams.

Like for Nagisa and Hiyori- who are mostly tied to the Idol Series at the moment as their love lives haven’t taken off yet. Nagisa and Hiyori were in track together, and Nagisa knows Hiyori has a future with it, and likewise, Hiyori knows that Nagisa has a future as the successor of his father’s restaurant.

And for Yujiro and Aizou, their story interests me the most- hence why I write them the most. They started off despising each other, and yet, after they realize that they’re the same, they refused to back down from not only their own dream, but each other’s as well. They want to go down this path together.

And even when you look at LIPxLIP and Hiyori, you can see that they do care for each other. You can see Hiyori go from “I don’t care for idols” to “Idols are really cool!”. You can see how Aizou and Yujiro felt guilty for overworking Hiyori when she was injured and decide to push her forward so she can continue on her own dream, and not worry so much about theirs. Even though LIPxLIP and Hiyori are more like side-supporters rather than full-blown “we’re with you until the end!” (like they are with each other, or like how Nagisa and Hiyori are much more intimate with their dreams and ideations), the Idol Series still proves that even people not 100% invested in your dream will always be there for you.

You look at Ft4, and you see they are each other's biggest supporters. They work well together, are pretty much always in sync, and divide all of their jobs up to create one big “all”.

And even Mona, who is a bit more distant with the other Idol Series characters, she has her family, which proves you don’t need to go out and “meet” new people who will support you. Sometimes your biggest supporters is your own family, and that’s 100% okay!

The entire premise of the Idol Series is finding those who will always support you, through the good, the bad, the ugly, and the fun. Finding someone who truly understands you and your dreams.

And in a sense, that makes them all so much closer than the Love Series couples. It’s more like a slowburn buildup that isn’t immediately romance, or a realization that you’re not being left behind by others.

Rather, it’s finding that one person who truly gets you, to stay with you through everything, before realizing who your most important person is. Whether it be a potential love interest, a childhood friend, or just your sister.