#illussions

[mlekonya]

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[archivalofsins]

Honestly, a person can give someone else infinite chances, but it won't mean anything if they're unwilling to take a chance on themselves. Some people are too cowardly to try even if they want to, even if you leave a door open for them, invite them to have a dialogue, or forgive them for the harm they caused.

After a certain point, it's not a matter of effort on your part.

I think it's really important to remember that some people genuinely hate themselves. So, those sorts of people don't trick others into hating themselves as well.

What I'm saying is sometimes, instead of saying, "It's not you, it's me."

At a point, it's much healthier to go,

"It's not me it's you. It doesn't always have to be you. However, in this situation, it was. I have no energy to spare the feelings of someone who wouldn't even take a second to consider mine. Certainly, you won't be a bad person every day, but in my eyes, you definitely were one today."

Then move on because no amount of affection, time, and energy you put into another person will change how they feel about themselves. At worst, they'll just start projecting that hate onto you. There's no secret amount of positive words from the outside that can negate self-hate. There's no amount of paint that can stop the wood from rotting.

[lackluster-cloverfield]

Just had one of the most experiences while eating dinner. I had watched 'I saw the TV glow' like two hours earlier and while I didn't dislike it I wasn't that crazy about it (and gave it a 3.5/5 on letterboxed). And then I started crying while thinking about that movie and had to dry my tears while eating and my stomach was rumbling bc I hadn't eaten much all day but I kept crying while I ate.

And then my mom saw me crying and asked me what was up and she didn't believe me when I told her it was about the movie (cuz I had watched it 2 hours earlier) so I had to explain the movie to her while atill eating dinner and. Yeah.

[blitzcricket]

Like this for an Ask

[mitamicah]

It just occured to me

It is now a month since the Stockholm gig 😱

[batwynn]

Having lived in multiple shelters over my lifetime, I can 100% guarantee most folks choose the overpass because at least 2-3 different people at the shelter made them feel incredibly unsafe and/or uncomfortable and they feel safer under a fucking overpass. And, at the very least, one of those people is almost always a STAFF MEMBER.

Also, like, I'm sorry but if you've set up a free shelter, and people refuse to go because sleeping on the sidewalk under a freeway bridge is more pleasant, that's fucking on you, that's not on them.

You really can't compete with sleeping under the overpass so you are going to force people into shelter?

Unspeakably cruel and stupid.

[demogorgon]

im going to queue a shit ton of fucking posts be prepared guys

[sikandar110]

[humanfox030]

IT IS A CRIME TO KEEP THIS IN THE TAGS PLEASE I'M GIGGLING

Wit's insults wouldn't work on me only because I wouldn't hear half of what he said thanks to the wonders of Auditory Processing Disorder, and the second half would be lost to me zoning out midway through the conversation

[majeoeje]

In the afternoon of this garden

Teru Minamoto x reader

Your touch that should have lingered far longer disappeared and left me to grow cold

"Teru...do tell me. Would you exorcist me if i was an apparition?"

You say in a tone that was unfamilliar to him, a soft, frigid tone, with a tinge of timid and nervousness that laces your voice. It was a hypothetical question. One as silly as when a girl asks her boyfriend if they would love them if they were a worm. Isn’t that what people who are dating supposed to do? Ask silly sappy questions?

But Teru wasn’t your boyfriend. Your soon to be marriage were arranged. And contrary to popular belief, Teru wasn’t willing to answer your silly questions with sappy answers. He was an exorcist above all else. And to someone who knew his true interior, he doesn’t even bother to hide the fact that he was cold

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"In a heartbeat"

●●●

That day flashes Teru's mind seconds as he hesitated to draw his blade, the lightning that usually emitted from it dims down to small stings of electric waves

Today isn't as different as that day teru said to his mind. Nothing changed. He convinced himself

Though the thundering skies may beg to differ.

"Ahhh- my alyssum is dying!!" You moped, hovering an umbrella over it, in an attempt to save it for even just a little bit knowing well that the recent pouring rain of japan would kill this plant of yours.

You failed to notice right behind you he stood. Teru's heart thumped in a suffocating way

Thump

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Thump

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Thump.

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Each and every heartbeat felt like it's going to rip his chest open

Lightning struck from from faraway, though when the light flashed your figure his eyes widened.

He shook his head, it's only an illussion, he must be imagining things...nothing's changed. He looks up after noticing your form no longer holds a shadow

There's no way you're...

The gurgling sound of thunder followed

You didn't flinch. You were used to lightning after all. Your initial fear of it became nonexistant after the first time you saw Teru’s exorcism. It had became clear that your admiration towards him could drive away any lingering fear in your heart. Now every sound of roaring thunder just reminds you of him.

"Maybe i should build a hut for my plants" you joked, looking back to him. Raising an eyebrow at his stiffness, he stood there unmoving, contemplating hard on his next move.

Your eyes examine him before coming to a fit of laughter

"And here i thought i was devastated! Ahahaha!" you joked once again, trying to lift up the mood, despite him staying silent. Your laugh only sounding like a distant voice outside of his dome of thoughts that he locked himself into

You went up to him, still frozen, now lifting the umbrella to him, worried he might get sick by how damped his uniform was getting, letting the rain hit you

Though you failed to notice for how much you stood in the rain, your uniform stayed ever so dry

"Teru, are you okay?" Your hand went to his cheek

You remain unfazed while Teru stood there still frozen from how he couldn't feel anything from the contact

the proof was right on his face yet he seeks more excuses .

He denied it. How you complained about how your friends ignored you, how you always feel cold these days, how you're never hungry or thirsty, how you would smile and say your body never hurts anymore. Each and every change that you present to him he ignored. He ignored every sign.

Perhaps he wanted to keep you longer than you should've lingered.

But with this simple gesture, it feels like reality is forcing him to wake up out of his stupid dream and just end your suffering.

Funny how he never once thought there would be a future where he is not by your side. He never thought to wonder if at some point of dreading his fate, he had turned to grown impatient of it. After so long the thought of not being married to you sounded despicable. He truly thought it was his rightful fate. Yet now it only felt like a distant dream.

He tried to remember that day again, closing his eyes, not wanting you to see how reddened his eyes are now

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"In a heartbeat." he said

A cruel answer to give to the one you cherish in this very lovely garden. Though Teru could only realize his adoration when it is too late. Like right now when he saw your face contort upon hearing his answer. Were you disappointed?… he didn’t know but the thought of you harboring any negative emotions all because of him made him uneasy.

“Thought you’d say that” you said. Teru wanted to retract his words. But his pride had gotten in the way, and instead he rubbed salt in the wound

“We’re exorcist above all else. I hope you don’t forget that”.

This time, you didn’t face him, only silently watering your precious flowers. Your stiff movements only adding to the awkwardness

"I know". You said simply, smiling once more feeling the tense atmosphere. Trying to at light up the mood

You had always confused him.. But he wouldn't mind being confused the rest of his life, he just wanted you.

Was it guilt? Teru didn’t know. But at that moment he decided internally that from then on he’d answer your silly questions wholeheartedly. He doesn’t want you to look at him like that ever again. He’ll try his best for you. He has a lifetime to prove himself after all

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"Oh Teru..don't cry"

you said, awakening him from his memory of you, a memory of a time where he first realized his awakening sweet hopes and dreams to be with you, as he now opened his eyes to the harsh bitter reality

He wondered how you could've noticed his tears in this heavy pour

"I can't-.. i can't..." his voice cracked, he only wished the rain could covers his plead to the gods wishing that this was just a long dreadful dream

"How could i even possibly-... you.."

he couldn't bring himself to finish that very sentence, the very person that he loved with all his heart became a being that he swore to erase

After years of being together, you had seen a lot of side of him, even a side which he cried and stuttered. Yet each and everytime you witness it, you never thought you could ever be the one who would ever hurt him like this.

You looked into his eyes, maybe for the last time. He could tell by the look in your eyes that you knew all along. It hurts him even more

All the signs...it wasn't just signs, it was sirens of clues that you lit for him to see. Yet he chose to close his eyes

With each and every thump on his chest, he can't bring himself to do it, he fell to the ground clutching his chest, his katana made a loud clunk when it collided to a stone, making it ring through the garden in an eerie way

You kneeled in front of him embracing him in what he feels like a gust of wind

"We’re exorcist, above all else"

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(I srsly forgot most of things in tbhk but i do remember being obsessed to this guy)

[anxident]

illussion

[wolfriver777]

It's likely due to currency differences and such, most books costed around $50 in my currency and I think in the end the total came to around $800, unfortunately the world is cruel to those who don't live anywhere big and have to order online ToT.

Saw a post someone made on Twitter about the cost of mxtx books?? And they?? Said they cost? $1080??

And I’m hoping it was a joke for a meme or something, but if not, I would respectfully like to know where they’re buying their copies because,, that’s, that’s no.

No. That’s not how much they cost.

[pascha-chan]

Bleach fans how do you think Aizen's inner world looks like?

This my idea

in his world there is day and night cycle, at night there's always a full moon reflecting on the surface

Day

Night

I imagine a seamless world of sky and the ocean.Like you cant really tell where the sky ends and where the sea begins,kinda representing the whole aspect of illussions he can make(or the fact that he hides his true self and you dont know which is the REAL him)

Also the vast ocean represents both his ambition,thirst for knowledge but at the same time his lonelyness!

Usually the need to explore the ocean means our need to discover something new,be brave enough to get out there and find new horizons, new worlds..It makes you feel free right?

But on the other hand the thought of being stranded in the middle of the ocean is terrifying,you feel hopeless and guess what, lonely!!!

Which is something Aizen always felt!!

Yes his world is limmitless but he is the only one there no other life not even an island or something exists.

It's just him on a boat sailing into the endless sea searching for someone to understand him but no one can (except for Ichigo,but he had to become a freak of a powerhouse and even then he got a glimpse)

So when Aizen couldnt find anyone equal his world from this beatifull vibrant place turn into a moonless dark place instead

It looks breathtaking but it still you cant help yourself but to feel isolated and maybe by the time we get to the hell arc Aizen' world is complete enveloped in darkness!! (Aka depression,like when Ichigo is grieving in his world it rains so much the buildings go underwater)

Anyway this is my thought about this subject,feel free to comment your own ,i would love to read it!!

[bornulhuu]

Old god on Titan

It took a role of a grim reaper for the planet's mortals who worship it. Offering them a swift death of relief and otherworldly colors. Its most devoted priests get illussion powers and an enhanced vision which can see more colors and other things regular eyes cannot.

[blanketorghost]

Question with NRC!Yuu x Azul: does being half kitsune mean that their kids start shapeshifting earlier? Do they just go from mer to human to fox at random intervals? If yes, at what age do they learn to control it 🤔 ?

I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT

With the NRC!Yuu AU, they go the pregnancy route instead of the egg route like in canon, so the babies would be born as kitsune. Since their 'human' form is just an elaborate illussion spell kitsune maintain to better blend in with other humans, the kids wouldn't be able to transform until they're older. As for their octomer forms, though...

since these are considered their 'natural' states, it wouldn't be too far-fetched to think that they'd sometimes accidentally transform back and forth. I hold the hc that hybrid mer babies only start learning to control their transformations at around 6-9 months (around when fine motor skills and more advanced motion develop) so I can see them sometimes transforming randomly into either forms involuntarily.

I'm sure it would be very uncomfortable for parents and kids alike, especially since kitsune/octomer hybrid kids would be exceptionally rare lmao

ANYWAYS I finally decided on the design patterns for the azuyuu kids' octomer color patterns! I based them off harlequin octopuses hehe