#illneverletgo

[johndibiase]

Throwing this one way, way… WAY back to when I drew this for my girlfriend (now wife) a long time ago. ☺️ #tbt #katewinslet #titanic #throwbackthursday #jackdawson #jackandrose #leonardodicaprio #illneverletgo #artfido #beautiful #pretty #worldofpencils #art #artist #artwork #art_motive #strathmore #draw #drawing #freehand #graphite #instaart #pencil #prismacolor #portrait #pencildrawing #sketch #fanart #artistic #jjdart https://www.instagram.com/p/CbxpTDnOibN/?utm_medium=tumblr

[beautifullybroken42189]

12/05/20

Started writing @ 02:27 A.m. 

  I just felt like writing this.. Today of all days probably because of this constant tension I feel, as I’m sure you feel too, has begun emerging from a slight disagreement to a state of normalcy.. I know we both mean well, but maybe we set ourselves up for failure with false hopes and over the moon expectancies. Perhaps we’re nothing more than a lingering lust for what we desire, nothing more or less than a surface attraction; fatal. Or- perhaps it is real. Messy, raw, heartfelt, and deep. The “I can’t breathe without you blurt it out at the top of your lungs do whatever it takes for us to make it” kind of real.. I never thought I’d even entertain the idea to consider giving up, not this far in with you. We have such compassion and admiration for each other. We’ve been through all sorts of trials and tribulations… the one we can’t seem to shake is what has me losing sleep lately… I’m not blaming you, nor am I blaming me- both you and I are intertwined to an extreme entangled knot- so to speak. I have no issue recognizing my personal faults.. My sensitivity.. My “having to tiptoe” at times emotional state from my lingering yet haunting past I possess. I know you have faults and I know you are aware of them as well- I only say these things because I wish we were able to push forth (certain times/situations). I wrote this piece below, it’s sort of one way I’ve interpreted both our demons at work, especially when our stubborn attributes go head to head… so here it goes, my metaphor… 

 There’s come so many instances, when we, unfortunately, decide to fuel our need for ever degrading cut-throat phrases.. Our mouths begin dishing out hurtful punch lines, which have become so nonchalantly spoken when upset at/with each other. Reinforcing this authority aspect to determine whether one (or the other) has in fact misconstrued words, misunderstood, overreacted, or just bluntly spewed put-downs from an endless supply of hypocritical statements backed up by nonexistent rules and regulations. Displaying an inaccurate recollection of previous to present events, which tend to unfold to be no more than our own pathetic attempts to win this apparent “irrelevant  game” of who can hurt who more or who can have the last word- who’s actually right and who decides- unwillingly, we’ve cast ourselves to play in the game we accidentally created. 

Incidentally, we start by placing our game pieces upon the board with such an uncanny and heartless demeanor, and yet, it’s clear neither one of us can remember how we came to play in the first place.. After many tiring back & forth “your turn, my turn” we find ourselves shoving our free will aside, letting our emotions either run a muck- or shut down completely; the time already invested is unknown, how much more time is to pass while awaiting whose turn is to be next, has us side lined while becoming more manipulatable. Then, the wind blows past; we can hear awful sounding whispers. The rumor-like gossip- distinctly discussing ALL of our ill spoken words, our heartbreaking acts of betrayal, any lie we told to the other which was spoken at it’s time to be believed as a truth, the hurtful remarks we’ve exchanged in the heat of the moment- giving this game the result desired: us- overtaken by an erupting anger and an impatient need for revenge. Closing our eyes only to relive the pain-staking regrettable moments/memories of our past, and it’s a horrific nightmare- causing rage to be taken out on each other and there seems to be no stopping it from bursting into flames. Here is where we “officially” sealed our fate to play- unknowingly allowing control for all decisions to be decided by this two dimensional four sided game- powerless to it’s leisure.  Having ulterior motives from the starting point, plotting to twist us from lovers to enemies . Testing it’s theory and validity that love is of weak character. Why we feel we can claim our thoughts and feelings to be concrete law and seek sheer revenge on the opposing opponent who dare not abide, is ludicris. Let’s call a timeout- agree to disagree- give in- call it a truce- wave a white flag; admit defeat.. We are capable of eradicating this despicable game, destroying it before being destroyed ourselves. Being subjected to an unimaginable destination, landing us on this cruel game board is an unsettling feeling. But- we are only the pieces which are necessary to play.. I plead with you to look at how easily it has been to get to the point of hate, especially here. To love clearly requires a never ending form of effort- when our feelings of bliss are flipped to bitterness, and this game has turned it’s objective to sabotage us as soon as we were obligated to play should’ve taught us differently, instead of clouding our better judgement. It isn’t difficult to let go and be consumed by the hatred rapidly expanding, but I beg you to reconsider, to detour yourself from this inescapable marathon. There is a storm Forming, a “sudden death” round seems to be what lay forth when selfish ambitions are transformed from mere battle plots to actual moves.. Despite being schemed and tricked, we both were, forcing us to play as cold metal pieces upon a board and against each other- I refuse to let us be forever stuck upon this board game from hell. Our vengeful footsteps led us down a dark and ominous maze, one that was unforgiving, filled with curves and precise bends causing to land on every “lose a turn” or “move back an infinite amount of squares” this game has to offer. I can feel the game itself groaning- demanding to stay amused, our suffering feeding it’s laughter. Do you truly wish to continue playing against me and against me you?!?!... I sincerely hope the worst of this is done.. I’ve desperately clung to any memory possible, the good ones.. you demonstrating your unconditional love for me, the tenderness for only us to know- memories we both carry. There must be a strategy to not only end this horrid game, but that ends with me in your arms. 

I’ve fought the quivering fear this wretched game tried to keep a constant inside of me. So, I no longer strive to win, winning is and always will be completely obsolete. I traded in playing a worthless hate induced game for better things...

      ….you. 

         ……. <3

[universeofmuses]

A Spooky Night In

Halloween was the one night of the year where all of the crazies came out and stir any chaos to their rotten little heart’s content, which sucked for anyone who was a part of a super hero team because that meant that they were on call during a fun night of the year to go out and enjoy the spooky or spoopy things the world had to offer. This is where Cisco found himself tonight as he had set up the break room with a large tv and dvd player, a comfy couch, a fridge and pantry stocked with all manner of junk food and the room decorated with spoopy decorations.

Cisco had planned to have a date night with Emily, they had just started to go steady together and had told Barry about them who seemed to be very supporting of their relationship and had actually given him this idea for a nice date in since they had to be ready tonight for whatever happened. He had brought his collection of horror movies ranging from spoopy to weeks on end nightmare inducing horror films.

Once everything was set he heard footsteps coming towards the break room and he turned and saw Emily coming towards him, “Hey Em. Ready for a night of Cisco’s all hallows eve?” he asked her playfully as he over exaggerated his voice to have a ‘creepy’ charm to it. He was excited for this, it might have been a simple night on the couch but simple was always underrated in his book.

@illneverletgo​

[supcrfriends]

@illneverletgo​

     “I promise you that I am making dinner tonight, it will be fine.” Barry glanced over to his sister. “If you tell Iris that her cooking is anything but good it will hurt her feelings and I don’t want to hurt her feelings.”

[rainnerona]

It’s never too late to Be the things God has intended us to Be. Stand up and Praise Him! Obey & Work on your Dreams to become your Everyday Reality <3 Breakfast before an acting, voice and theater workshop, composing and recording later! <3 Work this weekend off! #nevertoolate #dream #reality #workforyourdreams #singer #songwriter #composer #singersofinstagram #standup #praise #betruetoyourself #theater #voice #acting #rainnerona #illneverletgo #godisgood #breakfastatihop #ihop #recording #iamachildofgod #iamrich #iamtalented #iamblessed #iamloved #iamsuccessful #purpose #godismyall #positivity #filipina (at IHOP Cubao) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bd4RO4Snin2/?igshid=1ky76aq4usajs

[puppy4mybirthday]

i’ll never let go…

[lopojo]

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>(^..^)< (Art by @owl__kitty). #rosenotrose #blackcatsofinstagram #titanic #funnybutohsotrue #felines #adoptdontshop #photography #art #catsofinstagram #purrrrrrrrr #LoL #toebeans #catsofburbank #blackcatsstealheartsnotsouls #herekittykitty #catsofinstagram #rescue #blackcatsneedlovetoo #parody #illneverletgo (at Burbank, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsZlhg6F16c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1g3zdjgiplsod

[zinamrice2916]

I lost my beautiful sister on July 17th 2018.. that day my whole world came crashing down on me.. who knew it would of been you? You were the light in the darkest of days. Honestly,I still don’t want to believe that your truly gone but I know your not hurting any longer. It isn’t fair how you were taken from us.. if I had only known you were gonna be taken from us I would of been around a lot more.. I feel so guilty for not being around more due to work just life in general. I can’t blame anyone but myself for not being around more. I’m finally starting to accept that your gone. But your not gone you just took a trip to a place that’s so much better than this world we’re living on right now. I miss you daily. There isn’t a day I don’t talk about you nor think of you. You were always so caring and gentle and so damn genuine to everyone. What I don’t understand is why you were taken by the hands of someone else? But that’s something I’ll never know. I just know I want your justice I want justice for all. Not only did he take my sister from me he took a daughter,a friend a lover. Above all he took our light from us. Avery,your presence on this earth is still here. I see and feel you every where I go or turn. I’ll never forget our memories we had. Floating down the yellow river getting lost and having to sleep in the woods because we were so drunk and just couldn’t find our way back to where we started at.. all our memories were for the books. Thank you for showing me how to cherish everyone and accepting everyone as they are and to always be kind. I’ll live by your moto the kind way #TheAveryWay. We will continue to keep fighting for for your justice as you guide us. I’m sorry again I wasn’t around enough but I want you to know you have forever made an impact on my life. I’ll continue to tell my kids whenever I have them how much of wonderful aunt you would of been and who you were in your honor. My kids will know about there Aunt Avery. You loved kids. God,I know I’m rambling but I need to let this shit out. I hate this. I hate you were taken from us. From this cruel hands of a man. But you’ll have your justice I believe in it. Please continue to walk with Landon and Tabitha as we go through these days with love in our heart as we spread kidness and love. We love you and we will never forget you. Continue to visit us daily. See you after a while our butterfly 🦋 stay weird because Avery “you were out of this world” - I love you sis ❤️

[mmedeirosri]

#snovid #tedcruz #neverforget #titanic #illneverletgo #thelifemedeiros (at Trails at Herff Ranch, Boerne, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLfyPzpHRfL/?igshid=10t85ey0ejd1

[thomasmcard]

Jack Dawson from Titanic for #doodletimewithkaroline Day 5. • • #jackdawson #titanic #movie #illneverletgo #jackandrose #jamescameron #kingoftheworld #heartoftheocean #illustration #characterdesign #fanart #illustrationartists #doodle #artistsofinstagram

[dieselsellerz]

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I’d like to officially nominate @vanoakes for Best Halloween Costume Ever! If there’s a better costume idea out there I’d really like to hear it #illNeverLetGo #halloween

[the2devons]

Can't Wait To Walk Down The Aisle 😍 #Imissus #illneverletgo #webelongtogether 😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/B_7MWdCl-X5/?igshid=m9wnvqmwfeax

[bedhead82]

#promphotos #promphotkshoot #illneverletgo #titanic #wings #adventuresoftoddandmargo #illflyaway #standbyme #cheesetastic #cheesy #cheeksandcarlton #dancingwiththestars #sunflowersonfleek (at The Maple St Mansion Soul of Carrollton)

[rainnerona]

Love someone who is kinder to you than yourself. Above all, Love someone who loves God more than he loves you. I will sing of your love Lord all my days #godfirst #love #reality #chooseyourownadventure #godswill #betruetoyourself #individual #individuality #black #white #blackandwhitephoto #rainnerona #illneverletgo #iamtalented #iamloved #iamrich #godismyall #thesecret #lovegod #kind #kinder #singer #songwriter #singersongwriter #model #photography #photooftheday #photographer #iamtalented #iamachildofgod (at Quezon City, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bd1ojsSnzgt/?igshid=mkiazn09o9ty

[mholmesart]

Did another #drawthisinyourstyle for the art of @stellabialek 's #potatocreature *clears throat* YOU'RE HEEEEEERE THERE'S NOTHING I FEAR!!!.... #seductive #dailydoodle2018 #copicmarkers #weirdart #drawmelikeoneofyourfrenchgirls #illneverletgo https://www.instagram.com/p/BlE5tzTFdNe/?igshid=1bn9g07q8vfp0

[geeklifecrisis]

Class act that James Cameron. #jamescameron #titanic #illneverletgo #illneverletgojack #paintmelikeoneofyourfrenchgirls #avengersendgame #onepunchman #comicbooks #captainmarvel #thor #batman #superman #ironman #startrek #doctorwho #cosplaygirl #wonderwoman #timeandspace #avatar #boxoffice #podcast #geeklifecrisis https://www.instagram.com/geeklifecrisis/p/BxPBdCmhphw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zxq1v6f7m50j