#ill write more eventually

[dapperhannah]

Feeling Human Again (part 2)

content warning (this chapter but probably the next one): sex, oral, dirty talk, subxdom, please dont ever read this chan or i will jump into the moon

You weren't unfamiliar with this side of Chan. His mischevious side was one of your favorite parts because it was usually the transition into relaxing. But when he grabbed onto you, the touch was drenched with the feeling of desperation. The look in his eyes was hungry, devouring just the sight of you in front of him and the thoughts that raced through his head of what he was going to do.

"I thought you were busy with producing." It was hard to not let it show that this excited you. Play coy, play devious. The two of you never really got a lot of alone time. You shared what time you did have with the rest of Stray Kids, which was totally finally. They had all become like brothers. Being around them felt safe and fun and you wouldn't trade it for the world. "I don't want you to get behind."

Chan frowned, unwrapping his arms from you and stepping back, glancing at his laptop. The desk was a mess. Water bottles and scrapped paper were strewn about, an almost empty container of white rice and chicken. He groaned as he sat downat the desk, shaking his head knowingly like he knew you were right to get back to work. Placing his hands on the keyboard, he stared at the screen for a moment. The silence was palpable, the only light in the room from the computer reflecting onto his face. It felt like the time was passing by so slowly. You weren't really sure what to do. Normally he'd stay frisky and things went from 0 to 100 in minutes.

"…Chan?" Stepping forward, you tenderly placed your hand on his shoulder. He looked up at you, the glow of the monitor on you now. Without dropping eye contact with you, he slowly shut the computer. The room was dark. He stood up, taking your hand in his, guiding you to the door. Well, that's it, I messed up and annoyed him and he's going to kick me out. "I'm sorry I bothered you. I know production time is really important. I'll just watch the guys-"

The click of the lock made you jump. You hadn't even seen his hand go to the door.

"Like I said, it's soundproof in here, babe. And I've missed you like no other." He spoke quietly, almost a growl. It took you aback, but it was exciting as hell. The two of you met eyes again, the hunger returning with an even stronger fire. Before you could say anything, you felt his force drop you to your knees. This was new.

Looking up at him, Chan place his hand under your cheek, stroking your face with his fingers. His thumb traced across your bottom lip tenderly. It was almost hypnotizing the way he could have you wrapped around fingers with just the slightest of touches. The soft caressing turned into a firm grip, turning your head to squarely look up at him.

"You wanna try something?" He bit his lip, looking sexy as hell but you could tell he was nervous to ask this.

"I mean, it depends. I wasn't really expecting anything to happen when I came here so I guess it's the time to try."

He closed his eyes tight, you could see him go through a hundred thoughts before they flashed back open. The hunger.

"Today, I want to own you. I want you to call me sir." A shiver ran up your spine. The idea of Chan having a subissive/dominant kink was always a joke with the guys; they always thought they'd want you to call him daddy (which you weren't entirely opposed to).

"Yeah, I can do that." You wanted to get up to see him eye to eye. You needed to kiss him. But he kept you down, the hand on your chin still tight. It was a little unsettling, but very hot.

"'I can do that for you /what/?'" You could get used to this commanding voice.

"I can do that for you, /sir/."

The Aussie was quick to unbotton his jeans, pulling them and his boxers down just enough to let his cock pop out. It was always a sight to behold. A monument to top of the sex god power Chan possessed. He looked down at you and then to his dick.

"Suck it." You weren't even going to verbally agree. If there was anything to start getting you warmed up, it was the sounds Chan made when you gave him head. Taking his dick gently in your hand, you tease it by rub the head all over your lips. He shuddered, stifling a groan. With a moment of eye contact and a mischevious grin, you were off to the races. He was just big enough to entirely gag you if you sucked casually, but it felt like it was a special occasion. Deep breath, throat open, you took all of him, letting his dick go all the way to the back of your throat and then some. The exasperated moan that left this man's mouth could've gotten you through a month of not seeing him, but you knew you were getting more. In, and out, licking all over and sucking, it was like heaven as he heaved with frustration. This was needed.

At one point, he grabbed your head, pushing you further down than you'd ever felt. He started fucking your mouth, hitting your gag reflex a few time but you are strong. There was nothing getting in between the path to getting fucked out of your mind by the love of your life.

"F-fuck, baby, your mouth feels so good," he breathed, hand tightly wound in your hair, "But I wanna touch you. Would you like that?"

You slid your mouth off his cock with a pop, causing him groan loudly. Thank God for that sound proofing.

"Yes, sir."

[funkle420]

Turbo Granny blunt rotation WIP

[stellewriites]

trans!soap who buys one of those dick molding kits and drops it in ghost’s lap, asks him to do it so he can have a braw cock to fuck his new girlfriend with.

“need something that’ll leave her weak-kneed, ya ken? an’ i know from personal experience that yers’ll do the job, lt.”

[crows-of-buckets]

Anders doodle that I could have put more effort into but I got lazy :P

Anyways this specifically is meant to take place after he patches up Hawke after the Arishok fight. I was writing it last night and went "hm I should draw that"

Bonus, shitty sketch I did at 2am when I had this idea and the writing segment that inspired it. It's so funny I talk about my writing a lot but I never share it cause it scares me lmao

[ledetlore]

Wishing hoping praying that @azirowley knows that the chapter wherein frost wears a dress was inspired by your art of Frost in his green dress. That's all my brother xx

[lemontartc]

Hey Sparkles

I'm still working on her season 4 look, but I'll probably save it for when I do Adora. Until she has her girlfriend, she can have her nemesis 💗

[empyreansentinel]

tbh i think my most unpopular borderlands opinion is that ava should have blamed the player for maya's death. forget lilith, the VHs were Right There when maya died.

[witchspeka]

It's always "Shou and Ritsu need to blow stuff up with their minds for mental health reasons" or Ritsu and Teru or even Shou and Teru!

But what about Mob? When does he get to blow stuff up with his mind for funsies? For shits and giggles? He didn't go through all of those meltdowns and character development for nothing, let him go ham on a junkyard car or something smh

I believe in Mob's narrative given right to fuck shit up sometimes

[dredgen-dumbass]

thinking about the pure potential of lightbearer sickfics. they can be revived. they can be healed by their ghost. whoever's taking care of them KNOWS they'll be fine but just can't stand to see them like that. wonderful if they acknowledge that, equally wonderful and arguably more entertaining if they refuse to and act like it's dire when really... what is food poisoning/flu/etc to a guardian. they'll be fine and everyone involved knows it.

[yuridovewing]

TBH the Fernsong discussion just reminds me that the fandom isn't ready (and probably never will be) for the discussion that Shellheart is just as bad as Rainflower. 'But he divorced her!' Yeah, and that's the bare minimum when your spouse becomes an abusive parent. It's also the extent of what he does beyond occassionally calling her out for her cruelty. He does not at any point: - Meaningfully use his status as deputy to attempt to circumvent Rainflower's desire to rename Stormkit Crookedkit - Refuse to use the ableist name his (ex)wife gave their son despite being against it - Offer to suggest to Hailstar or even demand him to revert his prefix back to Storm- at any point, despite disagreeing with the name change - Didn't take remotely any issue with Hailstar compounding the already ableist name forced upon him by giving him the suffix -jaw Like IDK, its been odd to me for a while that he's praised. He didn't protect his son from abuse at all. And he could've at least tried, especially as deputy. Prefacing this with the fact that I have experienced ableist abuse and parental neglect in the hopes that it keeps people from getting weird about this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the fandom cant even handle crowfeather being called abusive half the time, or appledusk being called a shitty boyfriend. they are ABSOLUTELY not ready for the shellheart conversation, especially since he actually did follow through on doing one (1) single good thing for his kid. as minimal as it was.

i don’t think im as hard on shellheart as his detractors, i feel like crookedkits renaming is very sloppily written in general, but yeah. i get the hate. its exhausting to hear heaps of praise get tossed onto a guy who did less than the bare minimum (especially since, knowing this fandom, hed probably still get praised if he did stay with her and just said “hey babe, thats kinda shitty…. idk….”)

parents who dont do anything to stop their kid from being abused, but say out loud that they totallyyyy support their kid are still incredibly shitty.

[pand1on]

MATILDA PRIME!!!!!!!!!

hi i definitely didn't forget to finish these so i could post them in a timely manner 😌

a bit about each of them under the cut :]

the thing they have in common is that instead of chaos energy causing the transformation from ant to mobian, it was the prism shards (which is why the eye colours are different)

maddie (new yoke)

she represents matilda's fighting side

a feisty member of the resistance who delights maybe a little too much in fighting

her closest friends are rebel and, shockingly, knux

they took her in after she escaped from the council post transformation

she's really intense, with less self control than matilda, she's always got a wild grin on her face in battle, and its a bit scary sometimes

her and knux started making bets on who can smash the most bots in a given fight

tilda

tilda is matilda's connection to nature and her origin as a little ant

she's just a little guy who lives in the woods with her ant friends

she transformed during thorn's rampage and got a bit of a beating before she really knew what was happening

she doesn't speak (she didn't learn how) and instead makes little noises she picked up from different critters

the little bugs and animals are her friends!!!!

sonic named her (he's not very creative)

there's a loneliness about her

tempest

tempest is matilda's revenge played completely seriously. she's on a mission and is not at all interested in fun

oh tempest.....by far the most different from matilda

a member of dread's old crew, she fought against the idea of him taking the shard, due to feeling connected to it

it didn't go well and left her with some scars

which sets her on a quest for revenge

tempest is matilda without much of matilda at all. she's focused, intense, and angry

I'll go into more detail eventually...but she ends up leaving her shatterspace with sonic, reluctantly working with him to ensure the safety of the shards

she interacts with shadow the most. it goes. very well

[hingabee]

sometimes i get so frustrated writing in english bc the language barrier just makes me feel like it can never be as "good" (my own subjective good here. the style/feel/colour i like and prefer) as the writing of native speakers. idk if anyone else feels like this but writing english i always feel like im holding back bc it all goes through that filter

[fatuismooches]

Who do you think Capitano is under the mask? I’ve seen so many amazing theories but I’m curious about what you think :00

If I'm being honest, idk and i also don't really want a face reveal 😭🙏 i just don't know if they can do him justice 😔 for his identity I'm also not sure bc I'm bad at theorizing but i think at the very least he's from Natlan? And may be pretty old based on the 5.1 trailer? i just know his lore is gonna be great 🤞

[lolhex12]

we don't talk enough abt akutagawa's cough / lung disease (chronic&terminal) yet it has so much angst potential?? anywayy

after the current arc, atsushi knows akutagawa is actively dying and he's the only one who does bc akutagawa didn't tell anyone else abt it. (altho, in all honesty, the amount this man coughs should at least hint at it. i'm honestly amazed not more ppl in the story are concerned abt it)

so, the next mission they have together, akutagawa coughs and atsushi is now aware what it really means, so he wonders out loud with nonchalance masking his concern: "hey, so like, do you think yosano's ability would help with your cough and all? would it go away then?"

akutagawa, wiping his mouth, slightly annoyed: "how would i now? i'm not well-acquainted with your coworkers, weretiger, therefore it's none of my concern. and even then, i wouldn't trust any ada members with my issues, nor my life."

atsushi finds his words a bit sus bc 'u do trust me tho', but doesn't say it out loud and they leave it at that.

somehow, it becomes a regular thing. every time they have a mission together and atsushi hears his partner cough, he presents more ideas of how they could cure a terminal lung disease, and they vary in absurdity as he runs out of inspiration.

his ideas range from mere "have you tried going to a doctor?" (<- at which akutagawa stares in disbelief: "you either think i'm an idiot, or you are the idiot. which one is it?" and atsushi pouts bc 'ok yeah, fair... but also, rude') to insanities like "maybe witchcraft would help! i could look up witches in the area and see if black magic or something has any luck." (<- at which akutagawa is so done he doesn't even entertain the idea and just keeps walking)

they never follow through with any idea tho, bc akutagawa stubbornly refuses to waste time on trying to find a cure when his time on earth already is very limited.

it should also be noted that each time the cough gets worse; louder, rougher, more persistent and even bloody, which only makes atsushi more and more worried.

so one time, akutagawa's particularly annoyed by atsushi's insane and stupid ideas. he turns to him and point-blank asks: "why do even care so much whether i succumb to my illness or not? surely, my death should only leave you overjoyed to see the world be rid of one more evil."

that makes atsushi think bc 'why? why does he care whether akutagawa lives or dies? he's right, a bad person like a mafioso dying should be a good thing.'

after lengthy contemplation he comes to the conclusion that he simply cannot have his sworn enemy/rival/partner die from something as pathetic as a disease. someone as strong as akutagawa has to die in a more memorable way - not alone, in a bed, coughing, with nothing more to be remembered by. if anything he'd have to die fighting atsushi or something. yeah that's it. that's why. (<- it's not, but they're not quite there yet)

so atsushi tells him as much. akutagawa accepts it bc 'yeah, makes sense. what else could the reason be?'

the whole routine of coughing and brainstorming a solution in vain continues as the ideas get even more insane, the cough even worse and atsushi more concerned than ever.

the next time akutagawa is annoyed enough to pose the question again, atsushi is close to tears from anxiety as he holds up akutagawa who collapsed and can't seem to subdue his cough properly.

atsushi struggles to get out the water bottle and cough drops he'd started carrying around on their missions together. he's so scared bc he's never seen akutagawa look so sick and frail before (but not weak. never weak. akutagawa could never be weak in atsushi's eyes. it's impossible, bc akutagawa being strong is a simple, unchangeable fact, constant in any possible universe).

what would he do if akutagawa actually died there? in his arms? on a mission? which would probably get cancelled. would the pm think atsushi killed him? does he bring back the body or just bury it somewhere? pretend he got killed on the mission and not by his own body that had turned on him years ago and was in reality a long time coming? he couldn't even bear to think abt it.

"why tf do u care so much??" akutagawa yells with a scratchy voice before his cough continue despite his best efforts to stop.

atsushi can barely breathe anymore. "because i don't want you to die, you idiot! we're a team! you're my partner. who will i be left with if you go?" tears stream down his face, mainly from how overwhelming his anxiety feels. or maybe bc he really doesn't want his partner to die? nah, it's the anxiety. definitely the anxiety. (<- #denial)

akutagawa, at first embarrassed how his collapse derailed their mission bc goddammit he's supposed to be a professional and not let his issues interfere with his job, pauses when he sees atsushi crying... for him? because of him? ???

he's very confused bc he's pretty sure his rival/enemy/partner should not be so concerned abt his health and impending death, but something abt atsushi's expression and that whole situation makes him rethink his outlook on life.

that's when akutagawa starts taking his health more seriously and actively looks for possible, feasible ways to cure his disease, even if there's only a small chance it'll actually work. bc seeing atsushi like that made him realize there are a handful of people who care abt him and would mourn him if he died; more than just his sister and higuchi.

it made him realize his life had a bigger impact on others than he'd previously thought, not all of it bad.

[truethes]

the reason why i love dynamics that fall into the whole: "somebody has to leave first. this is a very old story. there is no other version of this story" quote is simple: when me and my partner get to write it, we get to break its truth.

one of my biggest things when I get to write ships etc is that my muses become very much: everything for their lover first. i also tend to read/watch/play through the source material with some ship tinted glasses at the back. it's why i keep to a mutual shipping with one version of a portrayal basis because its important to me that i get to think this all with my partners particular portrayal in mind.

it doesn't have to be solely for good ( see yasu.ke in dr) and can twist in plenty of ways. but the recognition of the ship having the poem moment means we're able to as a pair make something together that disproves that. writing a muse discovering that this fate is defied is a beautiful thing!

[rexscanonwife]

Wait, speaking of

When Anakin and Brea were growing up together in the temple I'm certain he talked about his mom. He knows he's not supposed to, according to his jedi training he should forget that he even HAS a mom.

Of course, it's not that easy, she raised him all by herself until he was taken away so he could never forget her. The woman who took care of him, protected him, and loved him. He can't talk to Obi-Wan about her or he'll be reminded that attachments aren't the jedi way, but he CAN talk to Brea about her...

About how beautiful and kind she was, how much he misses her and wishes that he could see her again. Brea had a mother too, but she doesn't remember her, she was taken too young. I think she'd like hearing about Shmi Skywalker and imagine what it'd be like to have a mother like her 😭