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puppyeared · 6 months ago
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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juniperberrypipebomb · 7 months ago
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Decided to log into twitter (hell) and outside of everything going to shit as always i found this piece of shit as my banner
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I dont even remember when i made this but i do remember that i did and i remember how i made it
I saw a picture on twitter w some kind of caption and decided that i could make it look like a banner
i tried to add the fire flaming text that i saw on some reposted to twitter tumblr posts where someome makes a grammatical error and someone corrects them in a form of flaming (sometimes animated) text (never change guys, gals and all of you magnificent pals lol) but at the time i didnt know the website that you all used so i tried to improvise and google
I remember half way thru the making of this text being so upset that it looked like shit but after taking a break for 20 minutes i said "fuck it, it is way funnier this way" and i kinda glad that back then i decided to "fuck it we ball" it
It looks disgusting and i love it
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florida3exclamationpoints · 2 years ago
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kisskissgotohell · 19 days ago
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read a manga w a happy dog getting ear scratches and now i miss my old dog. augh
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steampoweredskeleton · 1 month ago
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#delete later#swinging wildly between excitement/relief and overwhelming anxiety/dread. its. a lot. the change is coming and i am freaking out a bit#im struggling to concentrate on anything bc there's so much to do and also so much waiting#on the upside my low energy crochet projrct is going great so that's nice. im exhausted and keep having nightmares so less nice#but i can actually relax this weekend. well i can stay home. no travelling multiple hours!!! i can sleep in!!!#i can organise. i have a plan for maximising packing space in my room bc im already out of it and there's no living room#tp store boxes in so ill just be clambering around my room for a bit i think. i cant wait to have SPACE to move and organise#I'm also relistening to taz balance which always makes me happy. and making sure im talking to ppl. my first week in new place#will be a good test of where my social skills are. essentially not great but better. better at knowing that socialising makes me happy#and is necessary anyway#its just a big thing and that's hard. but it will get easier.#and im gonna eat so much fish holy shit. have a spreadsheet of possible white goods to get and furniture. priority will be#white goods and probably a new desk for work. then sofa so im not spending all my time in bed. and i can slowly expand from there#god i can't wait to have carpet i fucking hate lino it feels so bad on my feet#but ya know. im sad i won't be living with my friends. and no cat. but nothing can be done there. i will instead maybe try plants again#im gonna have a lil patio!!!
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mepposprincess · 8 months ago
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Need f/o hugs and love
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vamptastic · 10 months ago
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I need to get some kind of psychic transmitter that beams out "my dad was kind of a piece of shit growing up and he used to beat me and has unresolved anger issues but our relationship has improved now that im older" so that i can casually mention positive memories or conversations with my dad without people being weird about it
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sagxshi · 11 months ago
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god why am i like this
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justareallyboredfangirl · 1 year ago
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IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND I WILL SAY IT AGAIN THE SINGULAR FORM OF SHEEP SHOULD BE SHOUPE
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selfshipcringe · 1 year ago
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on top of being sick im starting to feel bad about my ships and im not sure why
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welcometoteyvat · 1 year ago
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wahoo finally “”””caught up”“““““ on fontaine leaks
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omegawolverine · 5 months ago
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on a seperate but similar note i think ill probably just finish up my last crimeboys draft and then that'll be it for dsmp fics. i wasn't a huge dsmp writer to begin with (2 "long" pieces and a bunch of fics under 1k) so it just feels natural for me to finish this fic and then not write for the series again considering a lot of the love i had for it centered around the creators, not so much the smp itself, and while i did enjoy lore, my fics very much pulled on irl dynamics that the characters did not share (sbi specifically) so yeah. ill probably post that link whenever i finish the fic and then call it quits lol
think im just gonna delete my dsmp tua au bc not only is it a flop anyways but ive lost all want to finish the last few parts knowing id either have to swap out characters or use the same characters and possibly get people who cant tell the difference between rp and real people in my comments
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leclerced · 11 months ago
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Heyyy hope you have a good day, i come bearing new thots
Credit where credit’s due, the idea is an old and deleted roger Taylor fic and not from me.
HOWEVER. Im now obsessed with this scenario with either lando or oscar (ill let you choose <3)
Roommate!AU !!!
Imagine you’re friends and roommates with lando or oscar and he has to study for his upcoming biology exam at uni. The topic? Female reproductive organs🤭
He just genuinely struggles with understanding the anatomy of a vagina and that picture in his damn book is absolutely not recognisable.
And since him and reader are friends and she doesn’t think thoughts all the way through she offers him to look at hers. I mean hes seen her shirtless a million times its nbd.
And staring at her beautiful pussy really does help him - to an extend. Hes so into his studies he doesn’t really process that he asked her „can i touch it??“ and she just goes along with it bc it’s already lowkey awkward and theres no turning back now.
She tries to not make it more awkward by suppressing her moans when his finger brush over her clit all while hes just identifying parts with his thoughts oblivious to what he does to her.
And she cant keep in the moan when he pushes his fingern in and suddenly he realises what hes doing. But he sneakily keeps going until she cums and hes trying his best to keep up the ignorant act bc shes js too hot like that😩
Got damn it i need a full length version of this fic again 😭
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i want to write a full length version omfg this is incredible!!! pictured oscar immediately. kinda set in like the early 2000s in my head bc i wanted to mention dvd rentals One Time and that's not a thing anymore but that's the world i grew up in LMAO
sorry i like got too into this at first and forgot i made plans to game with my friend and rushed the ending im sorry. added read more bc it's just over 1k <3 i think i like this a lot other than the ending idk . lmk what u think i hope it meets the expectations set by the original
reader thinks oscar's an innocent idiot but he just probably shouldn't be in medical school because while he can find the clit, he certainly doesn't know the name of it.
Her roommate has been staring at the same page for half an hour, they're seated on opposite ends of the couch, leaning against the arms and facing each other. She has a Stephen King novel leaned on her propped up knees and Oscar has an open textbook balanced on one thigh and a notebook open to a blank page on the other. After another frustrated sigh leaves him, she drops her book on the coffee table and leans over to see what he's looking at. She almost laughs when she sees the miniature sketch of a vagina, "You know, the DVD rental place down the street has rated X movies."
Oscar snorts, "I'm trying to work, leave me alone. I'm supposed to learn all the anatomical names of a vagina, but the only drawing I have is in this stupid book."
She leans in further to the diagram and hums, "That's a horrible diagram, no wonder you're getting nothing done. How old is that that textbook?" He shrugs and stretches back over the arm of the couch, "Probably like thirty, the professor wrote it himself and he's ancient."
Her eyes get pulled to his hips as he reaches behind his head and groans, his shirt lifting the slightest to reveal soft skin before he drops his arms back down. She licks her lips as she directs her gaze up to his face, "I could show you mine, if you want." The swift inhale Oscar makes is audible, he keeps his gaze locked on the books in his lap as he says, "Really?" Instead of verbally agreeing, she just scoots back to where she was leaning moments before on the arm of the couch and shimmies her shorts down before she can think twice. She giggles at the look on Oscar's face as she kicks the shorts off her ankles and he takes in the sight of her panties, lacy and red. "Are you sure?"
She shrugs and teases, "Well it's not like they have 3D models. I'm sure, I wouldn't have offered otherwise. Are you sure?" He nods slowly and she tugs her panties down her thighs and smirks at the blush that creeps up his cheeks as she drops them on his lap. She doesn't know where the sudden confidence has come from, but she feels no shame as she opens her legs to him. She drops one foot to the floor and the other lifts to rest on the back of the couch. Oscar holds her eye for a moment before she watches his gaze drift down her body and he starts to lean in before pausing, "Can I get closer?" She nods at his question and answers, "As close as you want." Oscar lurches forwards, knocking the forgotten textbook to the floor as he fumbles to grab his pen and notebook to take notes.
She can't read his chicken scratch handwriting, so whatever he's scrawling about her pussy is undecipherable to her as she watches him analyze her. She's trying not to think about how this could be weird, how it is weird to offer to let your roommate use you as an anatomy dummy. It's not really the first time. He's done other things, like when he needed to practice IVs so she let him give her a banana bag the next time she was hungover. She liked teasing him about it, calling him Doctor Piastri when she let him listen to her heart with his stethoscope. Or when she comes down with a cold and she calls him into her room to diagnose and treat her, and he brings her cold medicine and soup from the deli down the street.
She's pulled out of her thoughts when he clears his throat and she meets his eyes before she hums quizzically. The pink tint that had spattered his cheeks turns into a bright red as he asks, "Can I touch you?"
She almost thinks she didn't hear him correctly, but there's no way he could have said anything else, so she tries to joke, "So you're a hands on learner, then?"
Oscar quickly counters, "Yeah, do you mind?"
It's her turn to lose her breath as she stupidly nods and blushes as she takes in the realization that he's about to touch her pussy. In the name of science, she agrees, "No, go ahead." Then, his hand is on her pussy and his focus is entirely on the space between her legs as he spreads her lips apart and she has to close her eyes and force her mind to other places as he tilts his had interestedly. She wishes she could stop her body from reacting to his touch, but she can't. Not when he pulls back the hood of her clit, she hears him writing something, then there's a soft pressure on her clit and she has to bite the inside of her cheek to not react. She tells herself not to make any sounds so it won't be weird, he's just trying to study, he's not doing anything to her really.
She can feel the wetness build under his fingers as he slips them down to her entrance and back up. She hears Oscar mutter something but she can't make it out over the blood rushing through her head as he presses his fingers back against her clit. "Is this... The labia?" The laugh she lets out is half a moan, "That's the- clit. Labia are the lips." He dips his fingers down and pinches one lightly, "This?"
She's somehow endeared by the curiosity, and sighs, "Yeah. That. Minora. The outer one is majora."
Oscar lets out a little huff, "How do you know the names? You're not even taking anatomy." His fingers find her clit again, this time lightly pinching it, and her thighs tense as he mumbles, "Clit." She hears his pen scratching across his paper and then dips his finger down to her entrance and presses inside. She wonders what he's thinking as he slowly thrusts his finger in and out of her, his other hand still writing on the paper. It's not until he slips a second finger inside of her and curls them as he suddenly presses his thumb to her clit that she breaks her silence, a whimper falling from her lips as the unexpected pleasure hits her. She somehow doesn't realize then that this isn't his first time like she thought when she saw the surprised look on her face. Then she flutters her eyes open and immediately realizes it because he's already looking up at her, a cocky smirk playing on his lips. She gasps, "You- you didn't really need help, did you?"
He shrugs innocently, "I still don't know the names, could you remind me?" She can't tell if he's being serious or not as he quickens his thumb on her clit and she's saved from responding as he pushes up her body and presses his lips to hers hungrily.
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maukiki1-but-cringefail · 5 months ago
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okay i probably would've asked more abt your bsb thoughts sooner except i got shy. but i'm going insane rn so i gotta ask.... your thoughts on zeo. bc when i watched v-force nearly 2 years ago the robot twist took me out for like an entire day and now i'm still insane about them. like it's ridiculous but also really fucked up when you think abt it. and if/when you get to the manga. well i haven't read most of it EXCEPT for volumes 7-9 and vol 9..... ough. manga zeo my also beloved. i think abt this kid and their fucked up ass dad so much
omg im gonna lose my mind i just spent so much time typing the anwser to this and tumblr just DELETED IT ARE YOU KIDDING ME😭 sigh okay ill do it again ig...
i read the manga+rising but the manga version of zeo didnt really stand out to me so im gonna talk about the anime version of him only.
The season hes in, v force, is notoriously fucking boring (i knew this before watching v force even though i stayed out of any info abt bsb to avoid spoilers AND i still knew, imagine that) its like an entire season of filler but the character who stands out the most is Zeo obviously. ozuma/ozma is there too but eh. standing out in v force isnt saying much considering its not really intresting but that doesnt mean i hate him. hes .. neat but i dont think about him a lot.
in the anime when they first started hinting at something being off with zeo (and learning who his father is) my IMMIDIATE guess was oh this guys some kind of lab experiment, ailen or a robot and i was right lol. i mean considering his fathers job it isnt hard to predict but it is a kids show🤷
what i thought the most in the finale fight was okay, so he wants to be human, my boy yearns for the flesh, but like.. why? i know he has zagarts dead sons memories inside of him but if hes human enough to live and not notice he was a robot whats so bad about being a machine??? (robot propoganda lmfao) . he talks like a human feels like a human walks like a human feels like a human.. the gang™️ points this out too. i think there shouldve been more physical indicators to this guy straight up being a machine.. so many cool shit u can do with a ROBOT BLADER HELLOOOO ... ??? like do u have any problem in ur system or did u just not notice?? also how long has he been a robot? i feel like i needed more explanation on the dead son thing. yall couldnt take all those pointless boring episodes of those npc dudes trying to steal the sacred beasts and give it to zeo's backstory? what happened to this child? how long has he been a robot? when how which who which colour how many??2?2? was the original child also mint haired lmao? -also his hair colour is rll nice ^^
but yeah i think hes neat and probably the best character in his season.. i think his design is decent too, atleast the one w the white-ish outfit
oh and also this shit was raw as FUCK
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steampoweredskeleton · 9 months ago
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xlittlestpet · 5 months ago
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intro post bc ive been putting it off !!! ★
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used to be @/vrysillypuppyprince
my name is alex :D im 15 . i use he/clicks . taken !! <harley3 , 10 16 24 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! male , gay + aroaceflux 🐾 caninekin + angelkin , furry. neurodivergent n mentally ill ; in/out of recovery (only ask abt if close) int w caution if directly contacting (msgs, asks, comments) always expect late replies , i go inactive frequently
pls do not flirt with me , vent to me wo asking , tag me in posts wo asking , or ttm abt politics / discourse . (with the venting and tagging you dont have to ask everytime , just once , if its okay then its okay in general)
main special interest is supernatural but my other ones aree care bears, sanrio, lps, and kandi. i am also majorly into lego, zombies, dragons, pokemon, and mc. hobbies ! baking, crochet, coding, gaming, art, design in general and beadwork. im trying to get into embroidery and sewing .
current hyperfixations:: 3DS and things relating to them , smiling friends
if you would like 2 be friends feel free 2 ask for my discord :D am always lookin 4 little buddies !!!!
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i change the theme of this blog a lot ! this blog is reblog + spam heavy. i edit older posts, delete old posts, etc, VERY FREQUENTLY !!
this blog is PERSONAL, it has no set purpose. this is my main blog, I FOLLOW AND LIKE FROM THIS ONE. sideblogs are:
@pixxiecup :: agere / petre + stimboards / moodboards
@pawppii :: xenogender acc (only rbs , not vry active)
@luuvbytes :: graphics (not vry active)
@robowaan :: gifs / stim (only rbs)
DNI:: basic dni (use common sense), aam / teleiophilia, anti-recovery, anti-theist, radqueers, pro c para, vent blogs + porn blogs
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this are all subject to change!!!!!
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there are other reoccurring tags, im sure, but these are the ones that are vrysillypuppyprince OFFICIAL !!
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