#ill delete this later most likely

[bi-the-wei]

Random thoughts about my weight

Im a heavier gal. (Full disclosure about 240lb currently) I am working on getting more vegetables and exercise in my life, but for the foreseeable future Im still gonna be a heavier gal.

Im gonna look heavy no matter what i wear.

So im gonna wear what i like. Hiding my arms doesn't make them look thinner

This is something ive lived by for the past few years and honestly, while its hard at first to fight the instinct to hide my arms or legs or whatever, once you stop it feels so much better.

Also i still have the instinct to explain why im heavy, like that makes a difference if ive had health issues or some "reasonable explination" makes it more excusable to be the weight i am when in reality no one should ever have to explain themselves for something like that. Regardless of the reason im fat, I deserve basic human respect without excuses.

Which brings me to the fat positivity thing. To me it's never been about wanting to be fat or fat being healthy or unhealthy or whatever. Its about it doesnt matter if you're healthy or not you still deserve to be treated well and with dignity.

I remember my friends laughing at a girl who rode her bike in our neighborhood all the time because "youd think shed be skinnier with all that biking" which is just utter nonsense. I didnt speak up then when i should have but i still think about it often. The girl wasnt even big. I have no idea what their problem was.

But how do you expect someone to even get exercise when theyre larger when you laugh at them when they try? Make it make sense it doesn't

Just like idk

Let people live? And leave them alone? Treat people with basic respect?

I dont generally feel any particular WAY about my weight, its just there, but sometimes i do concider it and get mad on my blubber belly's behalf.

[fl0ralsxgar]

I think the craziest thing ive ever done is have crushes on analog horror characters. Uhm

[aurantiumred]

sharing art with people and suddenly realizing "shit i hate this now" but it's too late to bail!!! ignore how messy my lineart and coloring is shh pretend you didn't notice for my ego's sake.

tinted and untinted. his earrings are little gears because why not.

[selchwife]

selfshipping is great bc i love seeing a hot guy in the tv and saving him from tv world with the power of my mental illness and then he talks to me in my head and remind me to brush my teeth. this is a fun and free activity singlets wish they could do

[sophiethewitch1]

far distant and incredibly vague spoilers for www but putting it under the cut anyways

realising for some reason that at some point in all 3 wips im currently working on you get imprisoned. i would say i dont know what that says about me but i do i really do know what it says

[in-stitchesx]

I literally love tone matching people and then them getting mad at me for "yelling"

Girl if you're quiet I'll be quiet too I'll even whisper for you

You gon be loud? I'm gonna right back at you

This post was sponsored by angry customers + me dancing my way out of the store to go on my break after snapping at a customer in front of a line

[valentineveils]

having such a odd time in my brain :/

[saifuckr]

feels like ive been seeing a disproportionate amount of posts criticizing people who dislike children and im just here to say that this is a child hate accepting blog. this is a child hate safe zone. theyre fucking annoying hit post

[twipsai]

the usamerican is talking about usa stuff again

[mypeggableromance]

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[which-qsmp-egg-would]

It occurs to me. Should we make a name for me? I haven't thought of what name people would call me on here (and for the sake of the bit, I'm not wanting to use my main's name. It doesn't fit the theme)

I don't know, what do you all call me?

(I'm very okay with silly suggestions)

[mihai-florescu]

The thing about being a bitch and a hater is that you need to be charismatic about it for people to still like you somehow. And most importantly you need to be a poor little meow meow people will want to help see win.

[tronlightcyclerun]

hi third time ive logged into here today im experiencing some cocomelon shit . in london again . why do big cities make me feel like im being hunted for sport

[tacom-literatureu-blog]

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[cavity-collector]

i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit