#ill be posting an update every weekend

[inkubuzzz]

WIP Weekend (9/14-9/15)

What Am I Working On? (Works with progress in the last few days only)

1: Untitled, dragon!MBJx adventurer SQH

Summary: Shang Qinghua is part of the Cang Qiong Adventurer's Guild. He has been sent on a mission to investigate a mountain where there have been supposed dragon sightings recently. Things go wrong, and Shang Qinghua has to find shelter from a blizzard in a random cave. In that cave, he just so happens to find the dragon he was looking for.

Favorite part (so far):

"Of course, Shen Qingqiu had been the one to suggest Shang Qinghua go. Why couldn’t Shen Qingqiu go? He was too busy with his werewolf husband!! Apparently, the full moon was coming up and his husband needed his full attention. He used the excuse that Luo Binghe would go on a rampage if Shen Qingqiu didn’t tend to him, but Shang Qinghua was fairly certain that was just an excuse to get some time off with his husband. So that left Shang Qinghua to go look for a dragon in this icy wasteland!"

Word count (so far): 1447

2: Untitled, exploration of MBJ's teleportation ability

Summary: Mobei Jun's teleportation ability relies on his ability to control shadows. It's an ability unique to him, and he has always kept it to himself. However, he finds himself wanting to share it with Shang Qinqhua.

Favorite part (so far):

"The shadows had always listened to Mobei Jun. He could call upon them and travel through them as easily as he could ice. Even amongst his kin, this ability had always been unique to him. Even Luo Binghe, the only other demon Mobei Jun had ever met who could teleport, relied on his ridiculous sword in order to do so. The shadows were something for Mobei Jun alone.

But now, he wished to share them with someone for the first time. With Shang Qinghua."

Word count (so far): 253

3: Untitled, Witch!SQH x Familiar!MBJ

Summary: Shang Qinghua should have summoned a familiar years ago. Everyone has been pestering him as to why he hasn't yet. Finally, he gets sick of all the questioning, so he decided to summon a familiar. He expects something simple, like a rodent or maybe a cat if he's lucky. But what's this??? He managed to summon a demon lord?? And the demon lord agreed to be his familiar?!

Favorite part (so far):

"Shang Qinghua looked down at his spell book for what seemed like the millionth time. He was certain he hadn't fucked up the spell. There was absolutely no way. It was perfect down to a T. So…

Why the fuck was there a demon king in his room???"

Word count (so far): 328

[littlepuffy4ever]

Drawing bird AM a lot bc of my comic and I genuinely love to draw him and how he looks

He's so silly (even though he has committed every war crimes but that's okay, he's a silly bird)

[crow-caller]

okay yewchube update

-I'm 14k into my lightlark3 review! I would say this puts me about halfway. there's a lot to talk about, especially from a broader perspective of the series as a whole. my original lightlark vid is 4hours and was 27k, so. we're on track

-I'm going to pummel netflix into the ground for keeping me hostage on my copyright dispute regarding my Uglies movie review. They have 3 more days to get back to me and if they don't, I'll be clear to post it.

-I haven't filmed the faceblindness vid yet but should, I just keep spending my workable time... working on lightlark3, oops. ideally this weekend, and it'll be a fast edit to release period.

-I'm working really hard every day I can, but never forget please I'm disabled and mentally/chronically ill. sometimes my body wakes up and chooses extreme violence. videos, unfortunately, will come when they come.

[blushingbubbles]

As it’s hard to sometimes find your cum counter, you should keep us updated.

But with a twist, holes. And with a task.

People seem to like a drunk slutty girl. And the internet tells me that the average amount of male ejaculate (that’s cum) is 5ml.

Weekly (and set yourself a reminder of course, you can’t be trusted to remember things for yourself) post how much cum has been spilled to your pictures, but using the metric of beer bottles. This will then be the amount of beer you drink at the weekends.

As your tits get more famous, more cum will be spilled, the more beer you will drink, the drunker you will become, and with that the sluttier you will get. Everybody wins.

-V-

omg i lovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeee this thank you Sir 🥹🥹🥹

ill drink, in beer, the amt of cum my porn generates every week :)

the 2025 cum counter is in my pinned!! i already hav 53 :) which is 265ml., a beer is around 330ml!!! m almost to a full beer omg 🥰

ill take the counts every friday at 6pm my time :) and everything else will roll over to next weeekkkk hehe

thank u so so much for tjis idea Sir i cant wait to get drunk off o f how much of a slut i am!!!

[boozybellybabe]

This is my pinned post, please (please!) read before dmming me!

I respond to most DMs as long as they're respectful. I like to chat about my kinks and tell hot drunken anecdotes and experiences. I love answering every kind of questions so send me lots of asks

please tho, when dmming me try to come up with something better than saying "hey" or "how are you" once or twice every day. I'm not looking for a daily interaction with people i dont know and it only makes me lose my interest

she/her, I'm 22 yo and 5'7 ish (i'm a tall girl!), european. Yes the pic is me but that's probably the only one you will see. Just know that I have red hair, and red is my favorite color.

More about me:

I'm european, currently working and sharing an appartment. I've always been into alcohol intox even before I knew what was it, but I didn't dare engage much to it. During summer (2024) I indulged heavily with friends from a non-kink point of view, and now I'm exploring it to its fullest. One of the consequences of drinking as hard as im drinking is growing a gut on a very skinny frame, which a lot of you seem to love.

My fav drinks include:

any kind of beer

wine, specially white (i prefer red wine mixed with coke)

jager + apple juice

vodka with anything, or neat

shots of any kind

I drink most days at least a couple beers, and get blackout drunk most weekends

things im into:

alcohol intox, praise, degradation, belly fetish, corruption, hangovers, drunk in public, slurring, lose of control, stumbling, humilliation, teasing

things im not into:

cnc, ageplay, scat

things i can be talked into

belly weight gain, burping, forced intox... maybe piss and vomit depending on the context?

Some non-kink interests of mine:

books, animal crossing, stardew, coffee, gym, cooking (im a really good cook)

FAQ (ill update it eventually)

Do you make custom content?

No I don't, I'm just trying to share my fantasies and experiences with like-minded people. Also I don't want to be on pornsites for the rest of my day

Are you looking for a bf/fwb/anything similar?

I'm not! certainly not on tumblr at least :)

[veronicaphoenix]

writing updates ✨

I'm aware I haven't posted anything besides a short one shot in the last few weeks. I've been busy writing my MA's thesis which is due in a couple of weeks, and trying to cope with the chaos that is summer.

I'm just popping by to leave unedited short snippets for both The Unmaking of a Warrior, and the next chapter of Zutto 😇

The Unmaking of a Warrior — Epilogue Pt. 1

I couldn't stop thinking about it since that moment. The realization lingered in my mind, and throughout the day, it haunted me like a secret I was too embarrassed to admit—even to myself.

I wanted to be a mother. I wanted Noah and I to become parents, to bring a life into this world that was a part of both of us. I imagined a little one, a perfect blend of Noah and me, running through the gardens, learning to wield a bow or defend himself with a sword, just like his father.

At lunch, a swarm of butterflies fluttered wildly in my stomach, their wings beating in rhythm with the thought of Noah getting me pregnant. My hands trembled slightly as I held my chopsticks, moving them aimlessly across my plate.

"You’re very quiet today," Noah observed, his voice soft yet curious.

I glanced up at him, caught off guard. His eyes, filled with a mix of curiosity and amusement, met mine. The faintest smile played at the corner of his lips, as if he knew I was hiding something.

"What’s going on in that little head of yours?" he teased gently.

"Nothing special," I replied quickly, lowering my gaze to my plate.

"Nothing special?" he repeated, not convinced by my response.

"No, nothing," I insisted, shaking my head, hoping to divert the conversation. But Noah wasn’t so easily deterred.

"This wouldn’t have anything to do with your reaction when you saw Lila in my arms, would it?" he asked, his voice laced with a knowing tone.

I felt my cheeks flush. "What? No, of course not."

"Are you sure you’re not having any thoughts about… us?" He leaned across the table, lowering his voice to a whisper, "About me… emptying myself inside of you?"

"Noah!" I hissed, glancing around quickly to ensure no one could hear. My face grew even warmer, and I looked away, mortified.

Zutto — Chapter Six

Lia brushed aside a lock of Noah's hair that threatened to fall over his eyes, and a memory from her teenage years suddenly flooded back. It was one of those weekends when Cristina had abandoned her, leaving her to spend the night at Noah's house. Back then, Noah slept like a log. At seventeen, his passion for music already coursed through his veins relentlessly, and many nights were spent working until he realized he should probably get some sleep and try to be a normal person. The nights he spent with Lia were no different—they would stay up late watching movies or talking. That particular night, she had fallen asleep before him but woke up earlier, giving her the chance to touch his hair while he slept, lightly snoring.

It felt surreal that, eleven years later, the same scene was playing out. Lia was certain he had the same expression, the same features. He still looked like a child, lost in his dreams. She was determined to protect him at all costs, just as he had done for her. It was the least she could do, beyond giving him her love.

Now, as adults, naked, their bodies were pressed together. Noah's chest rose as Lia made a futile attempt to tuck the lock of hair behind his ear. He stirred on the bed, and two more strands of hair joined the one Lia had tried to brush off his forehead, falling over his eyes and causing him to blink.

As soon as he saw Lia's wide eyes looking up at him and that smile that always cured his every ill, he couldn't help but smile back. He was fucking happy to wake up next to the girl he loved, especially with her naked under the sheets.

"Good morning," he murmured.

"Morning," she replied, trying to ignore the tingling sensation at the tips of her toes and the warmth spreading between her legs at the sound of Noah's sleepy, gravelly voice. His eyes, with their distinctly Asian features, looked beautiful in the morning—smaller, like two thin slits.

"You look wide awake. How long have you been staring at me?" he asked. His playful arrogance hinted at a self-assuredness that Lia was all too familiar with.

She scoffed, rolling her eyes. "You've got some nerve," she shot back, equally accustomed to his confident, slightly egotistical humor.

With a burst of energy, he grabbed Lia by the waist and tried to tickle her. She rolled onto her side, giggling, until they were chest to chest, both lying sideways on the bed.

"No more than ten minutes," Lia replied, calming herself as she saw his brown eyes twinkle. "How did you sleep?"

[f1-ferraero]

F1 2024: A Summary

Silly season boogaloo, episode 1: Lewis to Ferrari

Ollie Bearman reserve driver ft. Appendicitis subplot part 2

No spare Williams Chassis? Not a problem! Just kick out your 2nd driver <3

Valtteri Bottas: Very Famous Racing Driver

And the WAG of the year award goes to... Joris Trouche

Ferrari drivers having a "big kiss on the mouth" to make up after an argument

Norris first win

Adoptiongate

Charles winning Monaco ("we won it! finally!" "YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES")

Ferrari winning Le Mans AGAIN (not f1 but it's IMPORTANT. To me)

Lewis winning Silverstone <3

Oscar first win

Oscar Piastri maybe getting a national holiday? Perhaps?

Also the first shots fired in the McLaren civil war

Max getting his video game privileges revoked for finishing 5th. Also got a contractually binding bedtime

Local kart race being broadcasted during rain delay (shoutout to the poor kid who spun out at the worst possible moment. villain origin story)

Spa umbrella cryptid (how did he get up there? and how did he get down???)

Honourable mention of Charles asking Max for his strategy post spa qualifying. And Max immediately going "medium medium hard". No hesitation whatsoever.

Haas f1 team being held hostage in the Netherlands by Russian oligarchs subplot (lmao rip)

Charles winning Monza ("ma come mi fai sognare! COME MI FAI SOGNARE!!!")

Illegal McLaren (boooooo👎)

Papaya rules (BOOOOOO👎)

Franco Colapinto driver swap (goodbye Logan! Wishing you the best🫶)

Kmag race ban (insert Substitute of the Year Ollie Bearman pt.2)

Liam Lawson driver swap (goodbye Logan Daniel! Wishing you the best🫶)

Alonso with Franco vs with Liam: Gordon Ramsay "oh dear, oh gorgeous/you FUCKING donkey" meme

Checo with Franco vs with Liam: Gordon Ramsay "oh dear, oh gorgeous/you FUCKING donkey" meme

Don't forget the Ferrari civil war

Also don't forget the French civil war

So many inter team battles...

So many broken cars fixed with duct tape

Max-Charles fucking allegations by McLaren fans (? Insane actually)

Whatever Brazil was

Great 17->1 recovery from Max! Have a gold star⭐️

Kmag illness (insert Substitute of the Year Ollie Bearman pt.3)

Whatever the FIA and the stewards were smoking

Whatever the press and media were smoking

Whatever McLaren was up to all year

Sauber actually just there for the vibes

Haasbands (Kmag knight in shining armour. Martyring himself for Nico every other week)

Silly season boogaloo, episode 2: 6 maybe 5 technically 4 also technically 3 rookies for 2025 (who even knows anymore)

7 different race winners

7 different multiple race winners

4 constructors with multiple 1-2s

GPDA drama

Williams committing group suicide every other weekend (suffered more than Jesus fr)

Mercedes being generally confused about pretty much everything

Aston Martin not bringing a single update that worked

RedBull self-reporting a technical loophole that almost all teams were taking advantage of because they didn't want McLaren to make a fuss about it. McLaren had no idea the loophole existed

FIA imploding. They have zero employees left now. Only Muhammad Ben Sulayem in various wigs and hats

ZOINTS!🇨🇳🕺🏻🎊

Max-George drama (choose your fighter: "lying two-faced backstabber" OR "violent bully, he threatened to murder me!")

Hi Jack👋 welcome to the circus! (goodbye Logan Daniel Esteban! Wishing you the best🫶)

McLaren somehow constructors champions

Great 19->3 recovery from Charles! Have a gold star⭐️

Alpine somehow p6 in the WCC after crossing the finishing line a week after everyone else in Bahrain

[spacejip]

dreamscape review !!

my ranking is: 1 - you 2 - flying kiss 3 - no escape 4 - best of me 5 - heavenly / night poem 6 - when i’m with you / i hate fruits 7 - off the wall / intro: dreamscape don’t be fooled by this ranking, i would actually put all the remaining songs in number 4. they all can fight!!

intro: dreamscape - i loved so much mark doing high notes, specially in this one, he slayed. - i’m happy it’s more than 2 mins long, i thought it would be shorter considering it’s an intro to the album

when i’m with you - i’m not a fan of this genre but these mfs made me like this either way... - obsessed with jisungs parts (high notes and rap) - don’t get me started on verse 3 (where mark, jaemin, jisung and jeno do the “you know what i mean” rap) makes me elevate

flying kiss - ngl when i heard it before the album release i thought this could be the title track… still think so - chenle being center in the chorus is so 😦😳😛🥵 like his movements omg “born to dance forced to sing” king - chenle’s adlibs my god - this song is tattooed in my brain without my consent (won’t complain) - THAT BRIDGE??!!!! - the mwah you can hear in the song is actually me btw :3

i hate fruits - at first, i didn’t really like it. but the more i listen to it, the more i fuck with it. (UPDATE, 6 days after this and istg this might be one of my favs now dafuq?) - i love the instrumental - jeno singing 과일이 싫어, lo-lo-love you so bad……..

no escape - chenle in this is my fav chenle - his lines are 🥵 he just sings with IDK HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS force???? strenght???? power???? like he’s spitting the lyrics, idk if you guys get me ☹️ - i wouldn’t mind if chenle spat the lyrics on my face fr - hot song, really (ik the lyrics are not "hot", the vibes are)

best of me - THAT INTRO… reminds me a little of the weekend and (don’t call me crazy) sunflower by post malone and swae lee - this is my fav genre (idek the name) - i missed them making this kind of songs - 119 🤝 best of me

you - THE LOVE OF MY LIFE - IF I COULD GET MARRIED TO THIS I WOULD - i love it so much i’m scared i’ll over play it…… - this one makes me want to cry - chenle, renjun and haechan in this are like angels - the lyrics are 🤌🏼 - JENO SINGING THE CHORUS??? while i was writting this i had to look it up because every time i played it, i couldn’t really tell who was the one singing before chenle IT WAS JENO OMG i’ll burst - this one sits at the same table with my youth and rainbow, idc what you say - the three of them make me so emotional ☹️

heavenly - this one right here surprised me a lot, i thought this would be my least favorite BUT SHE PROVED ME WRONG (yes, it’s a she🙂‍↕️) - she boosts my mood EVERY TIME - CHENLE AND HAECHAN ARMONIZING BEFORE THE CHORUS i fell to my knees - also is it just me? when everyone is singing the chorus, the one that stands out the most is renjun and i LOVE that - i feel like this one fits him so well :,)

night poem - this one is also inside my head 24/7 - idk how to explain it but it sounds like a really silly song (DEFINITELY IN A GOOD WAY!!) - it’s the same silly feeling blue wave gives me - i swear i get giggly with this one idk how to explain it - BAAAMSAE‼️🗣️ - mood booster number 2 - this is the only one i couldn’t imagine with a choreography. this might be one of those that dream performs while running all over the stage while doing fan service AND I LOVE THAT

off the wall - again, not really my type of song but how can i not like it 😫 - the post chorus and “to the left to the right” is so cute like i can’t wait to see it on live (a girl can dream) - mood booster number 3

rains in heaven - do i even have to say anything? - renjun coming back just to make this song is so ☹️🫶🏼 (did you guys notice i don’t know how to express myself?) - WE ARE MORE THAN WHAT WE ARE MADE TO THINK i would tattoo this if i wasn’t scared of tattoos………. - CAUSE ILL BE THEREEEEE AAAHHH haechan makes me s(cream) - the adlibs chenle does in the end omg… gives me shivers every time

i was so hyped and excited for this, and i can confidently say this album topped my expectations. k fans are crazy if they think this is bad... they’re just mad because OBVIOUSLY dreamies can’t promote the songs in korea right now.

[macybeckham7]

maybe something that yours and Lewis youngest child wound up getting a really bad fever that got so serious you had to take her to the hospital. Lewis is very worried as you keep him updated and soon as the race was over, he quickly left to go to the hospital. His dad and Nicolas looking after your other two kids, who are also worried and many folks from Merc are also worried too. Thankfully your kid pulled through.

You could tell that something was wrong when you were travelling, she just wasn’t herself. It wasn’t until later in the hotel room, you noticed how much she was burning up. ‘Have the kids in your bed tonight and I’ll stay with her’ you tell him. She cried as she wanted to sleep with daddy too but you couldn’t afford for him to be ill over the weekend, you stripped her out of her clothes which says she doesn’t want because she was cold, you dosed her up with medicine in hope she would fight it off in the night. You were up every few hours, either cleaning up after she threw up or simply watching her as she slept. ‘Are you ok?’ Lewis says as you wake him up. ‘I’m getting nervous, I think a trip to the hospital would be good’ he automatically sits up. ‘I’ll keep you posted, but go out there and race’ you say kissing him. ‘I’ll leave my phone with Bono, please keep me updated’ he says kissing you. He gets out of bed and kisses the little one and telling her how much he loves her. You scoop her up and then slip out of the hotel room. Nicholas and Anthony look after the older two, who were both nervous for their younger sibling. All of the Mercedes team all look at Bono to get some updates on the younger Hamilton. ‘Updates on YDN’ Bono radios in. ‘Her temperature is going down, the medication is fighting the fever and her hydration levels are good. She tells daddy it’s Hammer time now’. Lewis breath gets caught in his throat as he thanks the Gods that his little one is ok. ‘Well you heard her’ Lewis says. After the race, Lewis and the kids meet you at the hospital, he places her trophy on the side before climbing into bed and hugging her.

[soaps-mohawk]

hi sorry if it feels like i’m pressuring you, but will there be a new chapter of cherry red, crimson blood anytime soon? i’m in love with it and i check your blog everyday

I'll tentatively say yes, there may be a new chapter coming tomorrow.

I originally wanted to finish a new chapter like every couple days but...they're long chapters and unfortunately, though I am unemployed currently, I still have things I have to do during the day.

I'd say realistically my goal is two chapters a week between appointments and other things. I've got a decent part of the next chapter done, and I was hoping to get it out today but unfortunately I spent the ungodly hours between 1:30 am and 5 am this morning violently ill, so my attention span today has not been great. 😬

That being said, after my appointment tomorrow, I'm planning on working on it for a bit, and hopefully I'll get it done and posted. If not, it will be out Friday by the latest.

There may be a bit of a delay on chapter 4 as it is quite the beefy chapter, and I'm planning another playthrough this weekend because I am constantly terrified about my characterization of the guys and I want to be sure that I really nail each of them.

So tl;dr - new chapter maybe coming tomorrow, and probably twice a week update schedule from this point on 💚

[annikin-annotates]

Hi y'all, quick little update from me. I will be on hiatus from now till the foreseeable future, which shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone who visits my cobweb infested blog.

My health hasn't been too hot as of recently so dealing with the weight of being alive as a person with a chronic illness. And my University semester starting up three weeks ago has really taken it out of me. I really want to focus on Uni as I'm on my third year and am looking to apply for my honours.

I just haven't been able to find the time to write and create in the way I'm used to, don't get me wrong I want to create and continue posting my fics. But its just a little tough right now. So much love and thought goes into every thing I do, and not being able to give it my full attention really sucks.

So I'm hoping that in June when my semester is over I'll be able to post a few things during the holidays. But until then I'll release the next chapter of Family Ties in the coming weekend then that will be all.

If you want to contact me or keep up with me, follow my main blog; annikin-im-panicin!

See you all in June,

Love Anni xx

[prestonmonterey]

TLT UPDATE!! BEFORE I GO TO BED

(gods im so tired...)

@vincentaureliuslin @tatsumisheep3

no photos today so heres my cat :P

OPENING NIGHT!!! it went super well!!!!! (i think)

it was PA night so the understudys were percy and annabeth and they killed it!!!!!! :DDDD

also my director gave me a compliment today so im in a good mood (it was somethin along the lines of "you finally did a good job as cerberus" but ill take what i can get...) (i still have beef with him but.. whatever....)

its crazy how fast this show is going and that itll all be over after sunday,, but also i am SO tired bc we literally spend more time at school than at home this week :(

also getting a lotta acne bc im not used to wearing this much make up every day :P

but hey at least ill get to rest a teeny bit on the weekend (just in the morning TwT bc we have matinees)

also my parents and some of my friends are comin tomorrow so they BETTER FUCKIN BUY ME CANDY (i really really really want candygrams... one of the stage managers got like 4 boxes of candy i am so jealous...)

also also also we did the legacy robe last night before preview night and my friend (and mother /ij) got it :DDDD very happy for her

um um um i felt like i had more to say but idk this is already a lot and i cant remember things im kinda tired :P

oh i finally got my camper necklace!!! the beads were missing for like a week but they were just on the table in the costuming room... anyway my friend made it for me during tech class bc shes so so sooo sweet <3 (while i was in math trying to force my friend to study... *stares at neeks* /aff) i got four beads that kinda almost make the ace flag!! (black for tech, silver for the fall play, light blue for this show, and purple for my grade)

idk if i explained it before but all of our necklaces represent how much theater we've done,,, bc its kinda like how long we've been at camp. theres a bead for each grade based on our class colors, and the tlt bead, so everyone gets at least 2. theres also beads for each of the past musicals and plays at school, and a black bead if youve done tech, and a white bead if youve done leadership :D some of the seniors have like most of their necklace filled because of how many shows theyve done

heres another cat pic to keep you engaged and reading this /hj

also also also many many thanks to my wonderful actor and tech friends i would not survive without them (especially thanks to tech bc they have to put up with us actors... /hj) its poseidon's actors first show i think and they have a LOT of quick changes so their section of the rack is,,, kind of a mess. also the lamp for the oracle scene has broken multiple times i think already... and i already left my make up bag out yesterday and my watch in the cubbies today TwT we are a hot mess

my graphic design teacher was acting today :D (the farmer in drive is a teacher role, and they switch out every night) and i love him being so absolutely perplexed by the energy circle before show :333

also i remembered to put setting powder on for the first time,,, and... i forgot that my mom is SO much paler than me TwT (i was very washed out...) so ill probably stick to spray for the rest of the week :P

sorry i really am rambling tonight...

ok i will probably hopefully do at least one more update after strike on sunday!! (depending on how tired i am,, i might just curl up on the floor and sleep after the sunday show actually...) unless something goes horribly wrong,,, then ill probably post about it too

good night!! i need to collapse in bed and try to save up enough energy for tomorrows show :3

have a wonderful day/night and remember to hydrate! (or you'll die straight...)

[amomentxofhappiness]

ooc // need to update the muses google doc, maybe (hopefully) some time this weekend? Not sure. The xmas holidays are coming so hopefully ill have some time then (doubtful!). In the meantime, there is the google doc w the existing muses and then the tag /tagged/muse+update with the ones added this week (plus prue who is getting a little revamp, see below!). And there are also the muses at @molinxsdeviento that can always use some love.

I have most drafts done and queued so expect dashboard things! (And will trim tonights posts tomorrow too! Mobile has its things!)

prudence (prue) halliwell-cooper. 28 year old surgeon intern, specializing in cardiothoracic surgery. oldest of three sisters comes from a very big family (her mom had 3 sisters and they all had multiple kids). they get loud and being one of the oldest she had always felt like she was hearding cattle in the form of toddlers for every family meetup.

even though she's close to her sister parker and paula, she closest to the youngest and has a somewhat tense relationship with parker, who is a police officer.

she's very determined to be The Best and is cranky (most) of the time but can also be hillarious (and sarcastic). she takes her coffee black with no sugar--lattes are not for her--, absolutely loathes cinammon (she's also low key allergic but frames it as hating the smell) and attempt that no one knows her weaknesses (her sisters, fear of failure, fear of ending up alone).

she is straight against her better judgement and had a 2 year relationship with a guy called josh who sadly passed away in a car crash (it was the other guy's fault). he also has a complicated relationship with josh's best friend Ted Lupin (see the previous muse update post).

// she also has a witch / magical verse since she's based off charmed and is the daughter of Phoebe Halliwell and Coop (hence the "cooper"). her original blog was @halliwellladybug (and has long been on hiatus / archived).

[nicegaai]

its like one kudo a day lately omgggggggg

the algorhythm... i sense shes trying to tell me something............ smthin like *do u wear wigs voice* Do you write update...Where is the update. Will you update. When will you post update

idk man hopefully soon. i miss my boys (SO MUCH U DONT EVEN KNOWWWWW) im just sooo busyyyyyyyyyyy 💀 every week i say "maybe this weekend" and then i DONTTT. HELPPPPPP. someone hold me at gunpoint pls

on fanfic - im frankly still horrified anyone sees the words i post but its been like a year im maybe a little less scared of comments and such. kudo emails arent sending me into Episodes anymore which is nice. but tbh i still dont like being seen i feel like an angry little hedgehog or maybe an armadillo curled into a ball.......... ur allowed to read BUT dont tell me u did and NO critique please. GOODBYE. (<- sign of a weak artist)...... but also if u want to talk i love u so much id love 2 talk.. however they call me the interaction fumblerrrrrrrr. and im legitimately scared of u also. sorry for existing and posting and w/e. im gonna keep doin it tho. and im gonna finish the longfic i will i will i will ill even infodump the whole plot if anyone would listen . and maybe ill write too. maybe this weekend 💀

[sysmedsaresexist]

So

Here's the deal.

I have officially resigned from SN.

Here's my message.

@Moderator I am giving SN my resignation.

You've got until the weekend to figure out a public reply before I go ham.

This isn't about me, it's about my frustration over defending all of you.

I actually haven't been directly named yet. I could literally walk away unscathed, but my heart hurts so much and I am filled with so many emotions that I feel like I'm going to burst. I am internally imploding.

Keeping quiet has made me physically ill, I have lost twenty pounds, I have ongoing shingles from stress (the stress being unable to deal with strong emotions with no outlet), I am feeling ashamed of myself, who I am, how I handle things. I am full of guilt and self hatred over my feelings. Why can't I just be like you guys? Why can't I just let it wash over me and move on and ignore it?

I question everything I post and say now.

I am once again a child being told that everything I feel is wrong, that I'm wrong.

I'm not blaming any of you for that, but my mental health is falling apart.

Part of my healing was embracing my anger and not being ashamed of my feelings, and venting them honestly and openly.

I'm fifty feet back in my journey, and back to hiding and killing my thoughts and emotions.

I haven't switched since April because I'm so scared to let anyone else out that I can't control.

I'm not like you guys, I can't let this continue.

I love you all, so much.

Everything works out in the end, even if it's not how you expected.

Good luck, see you all on the other side.

Bois

I can't wait to make these people look like the fools they are

I can't wait to point out everything about all of this drama

I can't wait to show Sophie how fucking off the mark she is about all these accusations

I can't wait to drop screenshots of the two members that are complaining (yes, because there's only two, out of OVER 300 members) acting like absolute CHILDREN

I can't wait to state the real stances of mods on some of these topics so we can clear the air

To the members:

I am so happy to have met all of you, the community YOU all created is amazing, and I'm grateful and so honoured to have been a part of it. I have never met a group of kinder, more understanding people in my life, and I hope each and every one of you achieves your goals ❤️

I know a lot of you are going to ask why, wondering what I'm doing, but what are we supposed to do? What do they want from us? What's going to make it stop? None of you deserve this, and someone needs to point that out.

Let's cover the big ones

Was SN involved in the banning of Sophie? No. The server only opened that same day.

Was SN involved in the second banning of Sophie? No. That was only two days later, we still weren't fully open.

The few members in the server show complete confusion over her banning, and rules were added that first day that those involved in harassment or false reporting would be banned.

Was SN involved in the banning of eeveecraft? This one is actually hilarious because you'll see that no one knew who the hell eeveecraft was. It's genuinely hilarious the number of, "who?" Like, wow, you're really not that important.

The Sophie bot: it was a handful of uwus and a joke about balloon popping, THAT'S IT, I am LITERALLY looking at the members being upset over one of Sophie's posts at the time, members venting hurt and fear and upset, extreme frustration, struggling with feelings of powerlessness, and someone made a joke, and I'm looking at apologies and rule updates FROM BEFORE SOPHIE EVEN KNEW ABOUT IT

One user made a post and mistakenly or accidently implied it was still happening, but they weren't even in the server at the time it happened. It was not months of rping and harassment. I am still pissed about that post.

It was one person, one night, get over yourself

While watching the SN mods live rent free in Sophie's head was funny, it's just annoying now. Sorry one of the members did something dumb. Can we have apologies for all the baseless accusations you've slung our way, and the ACTUAL months of harassment?

SN harbouring a pedo?! Mods were very open and honest with members during the event. Multiple announcements were made as we investigated. We spoke with members about their comfort. In the end, the accusations were unfounded, confirmed to be false by the alleged victims themselves. We did our due diligence and we supported our members. There are zero safety concerns.

Their real name?! It wasn't their deadname, HOW THE FUCK WERE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW, WHAT WERE YOU SERIOUSLY THINKING WHEN YOU LEGALLY CHANGED YOUR NAME TO THAT, WHY

Also, see a therapist, your obsession with that person is TERRIFYING and you genuinely need to talk to someone

My past relationships: thank you for dragging that into this, low move, it's not like I had just gotten the situation to calm down and I was finally able to relax, but you're known to react before hearing both sides. Trust me, the damage was mutual, and I can't talk about it because I'm being blackmailed. That person has my name and address. To them, go ahead, post it, let the community decide if it was one-sided and if I blew off my apology.

[myperfectvictim]

I have a really weak immune system, and I left the house to spend the weekend at a friends (which fucking sucked- she wasn’t who I thought she was.)

I usually get sick whenever I leave my house, it’s why I had to finish my senior year online, because I kept having to take days off because of infections and illnesses.

I don’t know what would help. Maybe just you curled around me from behind and petting my hair, or being allowed to nap in the backseat of your car while you drive aimlessly. I love to be touched, and I always imagine your hands are warm. Even if they’re choking me out.

And I’m sorry it took me forever to respond, I have post notifications on for you (obv) but I keep passing out without any control, it’s been hard to stay awake today. If that adds to your understanding of how ill I am.

Thanks for your kind words, I was worried you were mad at me because I was being dumb in your inbox (which might just be me being anxious 🤷)

- with affection, ♠️

My poor angel,

I hate this for you. Truly, I am heartbroken. Do not feel inclined to keep up with me, darling. Rest.

I will never be mad at you. I don't think I could.

No, you cannot be in a moving vehicle right now. You'll lay in bed. Trapped against me. With your favorite show playing, and every snack and medicine you could need.

Please keep me updated.