#ill be posting an update every weekend

[inkubuzzz]

WIP Weekend (9/14-9/15)

What Am I Working On? (Works with progress in the last few days only)

1: Untitled, dragon!MBJx adventurer SQH

Summary: Shang Qinghua is part of the Cang Qiong Adventurer's Guild. He has been sent on a mission to investigate a mountain where there have been supposed dragon sightings recently. Things go wrong, and Shang Qinghua has to find shelter from a blizzard in a random cave. In that cave, he just so happens to find the dragon he was looking for.

Favorite part (so far):

"Of course, Shen Qingqiu had been the one to suggest Shang Qinghua go. Why couldn’t Shen Qingqiu go? He was too busy with his werewolf husband!! Apparently, the full moon was coming up and his husband needed his full attention. He used the excuse that Luo Binghe would go on a rampage if Shen Qingqiu didn’t tend to him, but Shang Qinghua was fairly certain that was just an excuse to get some time off with his husband. So that left Shang Qinghua to go look for a dragon in this icy wasteland!"

Word count (so far): 1447

2: Untitled, exploration of MBJ's teleportation ability

Summary: Mobei Jun's teleportation ability relies on his ability to control shadows. It's an ability unique to him, and he has always kept it to himself. However, he finds himself wanting to share it with Shang Qinqhua.

Favorite part (so far):

"The shadows had always listened to Mobei Jun. He could call upon them and travel through them as easily as he could ice. Even amongst his kin, this ability had always been unique to him. Even Luo Binghe, the only other demon Mobei Jun had ever met who could teleport, relied on his ridiculous sword in order to do so. The shadows were something for Mobei Jun alone.

But now, he wished to share them with someone for the first time. With Shang Qinghua."

Word count (so far): 253

3: Untitled, Witch!SQH x Familiar!MBJ

Summary: Shang Qinghua should have summoned a familiar years ago. Everyone has been pestering him as to why he hasn't yet. Finally, he gets sick of all the questioning, so he decided to summon a familiar. He expects something simple, like a rodent or maybe a cat if he's lucky. But what's this??? He managed to summon a demon lord?? And the demon lord agreed to be his familiar?!

Favorite part (so far):

"Shang Qinghua looked down at his spell book for what seemed like the millionth time. He was certain he hadn't fucked up the spell. There was absolutely no way. It was perfect down to a T. So…

Why the fuck was there a demon king in his room???"

Word count (so far): 328

[littlepuffy4ever]

Drawing bird AM a lot bc of my comic and I genuinely love to draw him and how he looks

He's so silly (even though he has committed every war crimes but that's okay, he's a silly bird)

[blushingbubbles]

As it’s hard to sometimes find your cum counter, you should keep us updated.

But with a twist, holes. And with a task.

People seem to like a drunk slutty girl. And the internet tells me that the average amount of male ejaculate (that’s cum) is 5ml.

Weekly (and set yourself a reminder of course, you can’t be trusted to remember things for yourself) post how much cum has been spilled to your pictures, but using the metric of beer bottles. This will then be the amount of beer you drink at the weekends.

As your tits get more famous, more cum will be spilled, the more beer you will drink, the drunker you will become, and with that the sluttier you will get. Everybody wins.

-V-

omg i lovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeee this thank you Sir 🥹🥹🥹

ill drink, in beer, the amt of cum my porn generates every week :)

the 2025 cum counter is in my pinned!! i already hav 53 :) which is 265ml., a beer is around 330ml!!! m almost to a full beer omg 🥰

ill take the counts every friday at 6pm my time :) and everything else will roll over to next weeekkkk hehe

thank u so so much for tjis idea Sir i cant wait to get drunk off o f how much of a slut i am!!!

[boozybellybabe]

This is my pinned post, please (please!) read before dmming me!

I respond to most DMs as long as they're respectful. I like to chat about my kinks and tell hot drunken anecdotes and experiences. I love answering every kind of questions so send me lots of asks

please tho, when dmming me try to come up with something better than saying "hey" or "how are you" once or twice every day. I'm not looking for a daily interaction with people i dont know and it only makes me lose my interest

she/her, I'm 22 yo and 5'7 ish (i'm a tall girl!), european. Yes the pic is me but that's probably the only one you will see. Just know that I have red hair, and red is my favorite color.

More about me:

I'm european, currently working and sharing an appartment. I've always been into alcohol intox even before I knew what was it, but I didn't dare engage much to it. During summer (2024) I indulged heavily with friends from a non-kink point of view, and now I'm exploring it to its fullest. One of the consequences of drinking as hard as im drinking is growing a gut on a very skinny frame, which a lot of you seem to love.

My fav drinks include:

any kind of beer

wine, specially white (i prefer red wine mixed with coke)

jager + apple juice

vodka with anything, or neat

shots of any kind

I drink most days at least a couple beers, and get blackout drunk most weekends

things im into:

alcohol intox, praise, degradation, belly fetish, corruption, hangovers, drunk in public, slurring, lose of control, stumbling, humilliation, teasing

things im not into:

cnc, ageplay, scat

things i can be talked into

belly weight gain, burping, forced intox... maybe piss and vomit depending on the context?

Some non-kink interests of mine:

books, animal crossing, stardew, coffee, gym, cooking (im a really good cook)

FAQ (ill update it eventually)

Do you make custom content?

No I don't, I'm just trying to share my fantasies and experiences with like-minded people. Also I don't want to be on pornsites for the rest of my day

Are you looking for a bf/fwb/anything similar?

I'm not! certainly not on tumblr at least :)

[cainightfics]

instead of answering all the asks individually, im just going to address the main question in one post...

where have i been? am i coming back?

tldr: 1) lots of places 2) yes

to answer in greater detail, it rly all begins with the night i made the horrible decision to hit submit on my application to grad school: december 15 2022. now i would not say grad school in itself has been horrible. my last life update in 2023 i was super broke and not doing well-- since then ive gotten scholarships, funding, and job opportunities, so contrary to most people's experience with grad school ive actually appreciated a (mostly) very financially stable existence here. i am just, to put it bluntly, tired. over the past 2 years, due to both my education and the general state of the world, ive had very little will to write fic. ive spent much of my time producing academic work or writing fiction elsewhere. i burned out bad writing my graduating honours thesis in 2023 and have been bombarded with similarly draining long term projects since. i became a semi-notable scholar in my micro-field and have been at conferences all around the world, on projects funded by the government, teaching classes etc but im ready for it to be over. im glad to have had the experience, but when i graduate in a couple months, i won't miss the mental exhaustion. im the type of person that values my freedom too much for all that.

aside from that, ive had 10 jobs in the last 2 years and been doing tons of random shit lol. i learned pretty early on into grad school that despite my success here, academia is really not my thing, so to deal with my disillusionment i started just doing whatever the fuck on weekends. why am i disillusioned? because there is systemic rot that becomes increasingly ridiculous and hypocritical the further up you get, most things you do are either pointless or happen on such a slow timeline they are rendered pointless through the slog, and because it's basically a pyramid scheme.

beyond the structural issues, a lot of people here are... kind of dumb. or maybe not dumb, but disappointing. i haven't made any friends here. that's definitely partially my fault, but also, i just don't find a lot of these people super inspiring or interesting or fun. i think im kind of the crazy person of my program lol. as some of you may know from my previous ask replies i have a very pessimistic and doomer mentality... and something about the insularity and toxic optimism of many ppl in academia bothers me. also you know when you can tell someone has never had the formative experience of working in customer service and being screamed at, assaulted, or threatened by a customer? and so without that formative experience they are annoyingly fresh and naive and innocent and nervous about everything and haven't been beaten down by life in a way that's made them more chill and empathetic? imagine that but it's every person in the room because you are at an elite school known for nepotism and everyone there grew up rich. yeah.

so onto the random shit ive been doing. ill just include the highlights

- found and raised a baby raven

- lived in the woods and survived off shoplifting and fishing for a portion of the winter

- became a cowboy for a bit

- harvested weed for two days, never got paid

- also randomly worked on a pirate ship for like 4 hrs

- went to mexico with 100usd

- went to nyc and visited e corp and elliots house and realized for myself how much elliots commute in-show doesn't make sense lol

- got a job at a maid cafe bc i thought it would be funny and they guilted me into working there for a full month

- very nearly got arrested while trying to ride the rails, had to hide in a cold metal rail car for 2 hrs in the middle of nowhere while i was literally hunted down

- for a while got very into the idea of becoming a hermit and living in a cave (may still revisit this in some way)

those are kind of the highlights! and the whole time i was plagued by the thought that i needed to go back to ao3 and finish what i started....

on a serious note, ive realized over the past 2 years that im not really built for a stable life. its not that i look down on it per say, i just can't do it. im incompatible with the life we are "supposed" to live according to the current cultural hegemony. what i enjoy is reading for fun, writing for fun, exploring, investigating, solving puzzles. when i feel stifled and overwhelmed, i can't focus on that. i do think the experience of grad school has helped me grow, but the development is almost negative-- that was my shot at taking a normal trajectory, or at trying to find validation and solace in a traditional setting. i realized the feedback and sort of affective dialectic of interacting with you, of writing and having my work read by an audience who shares the same interests as me, is far more fulfilling than what ive been doing. im really looking into trying to pursue a life where i can be somewhat self sufficient and have lots of time (and not just time, mental energy!!) for creative stuff. i have become increasingly pessimistic about our collective future and about The State Of Things, but at the same time, ive found existential freedom in giving up on the life everyone tells me i should be living

so anyways. if u feel inclined, i'd like to know what you've been up to as well!!

[veephoenix]

writing updates ✨

I'm aware I haven't posted anything besides a short one shot in the last few weeks. I've been busy writing my MA's thesis which is due in a couple of weeks, and trying to cope with the chaos that is summer.

I'm just popping by to leave unedited short snippets for both The Unmaking of a Warrior, and the next chapter of Zutto 😇

The Unmaking of a Warrior — Epilogue Pt. 1

I couldn't stop thinking about it since that moment. The realization lingered in my mind, and throughout the day, it haunted me like a secret I was too embarrassed to admit—even to myself.

I wanted to be a mother. I wanted Noah and I to become parents, to bring a life into this world that was a part of both of us. I imagined a little one, a perfect blend of Noah and me, running through the gardens, learning to wield a bow or defend himself with a sword, just like his father.

At lunch, a swarm of butterflies fluttered wildly in my stomach, their wings beating in rhythm with the thought of Noah getting me pregnant. My hands trembled slightly as I held my chopsticks, moving them aimlessly across my plate.

"You’re very quiet today," Noah observed, his voice soft yet curious.

I glanced up at him, caught off guard. His eyes, filled with a mix of curiosity and amusement, met mine. The faintest smile played at the corner of his lips, as if he knew I was hiding something.

"What’s going on in that little head of yours?" he teased gently.

"Nothing special," I replied quickly, lowering my gaze to my plate.

"Nothing special?" he repeated, not convinced by my response.

"No, nothing," I insisted, shaking my head, hoping to divert the conversation. But Noah wasn’t so easily deterred.

"This wouldn’t have anything to do with your reaction when you saw Lila in my arms, would it?" he asked, his voice laced with a knowing tone.

I felt my cheeks flush. "What? No, of course not."

"Are you sure you’re not having any thoughts about… us?" He leaned across the table, lowering his voice to a whisper, "About me… emptying myself inside of you?"

"Noah!" I hissed, glancing around quickly to ensure no one could hear. My face grew even warmer, and I looked away, mortified.

Zutto — Chapter Six

Lia brushed aside a lock of Noah's hair that threatened to fall over his eyes, and a memory from her teenage years suddenly flooded back. It was one of those weekends when Cristina had abandoned her, leaving her to spend the night at Noah's house. Back then, Noah slept like a log. At seventeen, his passion for music already coursed through his veins relentlessly, and many nights were spent working until he realized he should probably get some sleep and try to be a normal person. The nights he spent with Lia were no different—they would stay up late watching movies or talking. That particular night, she had fallen asleep before him but woke up earlier, giving her the chance to touch his hair while he slept, lightly snoring.

It felt surreal that, eleven years later, the same scene was playing out. Lia was certain he had the same expression, the same features. He still looked like a child, lost in his dreams. She was determined to protect him at all costs, just as he had done for her. It was the least she could do, beyond giving him her love.

Now, as adults, naked, their bodies were pressed together. Noah's chest rose as Lia made a futile attempt to tuck the lock of hair behind his ear. He stirred on the bed, and two more strands of hair joined the one Lia had tried to brush off his forehead, falling over his eyes and causing him to blink.

As soon as he saw Lia's wide eyes looking up at him and that smile that always cured his every ill, he couldn't help but smile back. He was fucking happy to wake up next to the girl he loved, especially with her naked under the sheets.

"Good morning," he murmured.

"Morning," she replied, trying to ignore the tingling sensation at the tips of her toes and the warmth spreading between her legs at the sound of Noah's sleepy, gravelly voice. His eyes, with their distinctly Asian features, looked beautiful in the morning—smaller, like two thin slits.

"You look wide awake. How long have you been staring at me?" he asked. His playful arrogance hinted at a self-assuredness that Lia was all too familiar with.

She scoffed, rolling her eyes. "You've got some nerve," she shot back, equally accustomed to his confident, slightly egotistical humor.

With a burst of energy, he grabbed Lia by the waist and tried to tickle her. She rolled onto her side, giggling, until they were chest to chest, both lying sideways on the bed.

"No more than ten minutes," Lia replied, calming herself as she saw his brown eyes twinkle. "How did you sleep?"

[guilty-pleasures21]

Life update

This is going to be a long one, guys. I'm not posting this for attention or sympathy, I just need to get this off my chest and am not ready to tell anyone close to me yet. I also thought about it and thought that maybe someone out there might benefit from hearing the message I have to give as well.

Warning: suicidal ideation, anxiety & depression.

So, I mentioned that I had started a new job recently (~1 and 1/2 months) and I've been struggling quite badly with it. It's been extremely draining on me and I've been going round and round in circles in my head about leaving the job and how it would look on my resume and how difficult it is for anyone to find a job right now and I was also mostly worried that my mum would be mad at me, so is it just a me problem? Am I going to have this much difficulty starting any job? Should I do something else? What would I do? I'm in biomedical science, by the way!

So my frustration was growing very badly and I felt so stuck and just, like, really frustrated! I was just crying almost every night in the shower when I got bad and not really talking to anyone about it, because again, I thought I was being too sensitive and it was just a me problem. I've struggled with anxiety (including socially) for my entire life and depression (together with apparently 50% PCOS?) since my teenage years. And everything felt so impossible, like it tends to do sometimes. Like, how am I supposed to ... keep existing? When I just haven't been made for living? Like, why was I given this life when it is so difficult for me to live it?! What am I supposed to do?!

And my lowest low was when I was in university and it was COVID and I was being mistreated by my extended family and wasn't able to see my core family for 2 years because of travel restrictions. I did ... a test that time? Because I had medications and I was of legal age to buy alcohol? But at that time, what always stopped me was imagining my parents' faces in my mind if someone were to video call them and tell them "you know the daughter you haven't seen in 2 years? Yeah, you're never going to see her again." So, I didn't at the time. And after that, I struggled a lot with trying different antidepressants and got sick enough that it shocked me back into, like, life, basically. Like, I realised that I don't want to ... die. And then I made a promise to myself - and to my guinea pigs who'd passed the year before from illness whom I love so very dearly - that I would live. If not for me, then for everyone who loves me.

But then this week, things got really bad for me mentally and I got into that place again, but much worse. I ... was crying in the shower yesterday and suddenly, I just got really calm. I had decided that I just could not go on. There was no ... no reason. If I was never meant to survive anyway, then why should I just keep struggling so hard? And if I wasn't here, then my parents wouldn't get to be mad at me, right? Like, I wouldn't have to deal with that. And the week before, I had suddenly gotten really scared of dying. I don't know why, I just felt it creeping up on me. And then yesterday, I just hit that point of calmness when I was like, yeah, I'm just going to do it. I didn't care that I was supposed to meet my friends this weekend and call some of them who live overseas, or that I hadn't seen my siblings since September last year and would finally see them in another month. I just felt nothing. I just couldn't stomach the thought of having to go to work again next week or having my parents be mad at me/disappointed in me. So I had just planned to take more than my usual dosage this weekend as a test and then maybe just take enough to just fall asleep and stuff.

Then this morning, my mum finally got mad at me and said whatever I'd expected her to say. I cried again and ranted to my dad in the car as he drove me to the train station. He said he'd talk to my mum later. Then later on, as I was waiting for the shuttle bus to work, my mum messaged me apologising for lashing out and I tried to explain to her my thoughts a little. Then throughout my day, I was working through my thoughts and trying to figure out what to do and I finally got a little angry, because I didn't think the things that my mum said in her anger were fair (side note: my mum is the person I'm closest to in the world. She is a wonderful mother and the only person I have ever truly felt loved me unconditionally. She just gets frustrated when I keep things in and it takes a lot of watching me suffer in silence until she just can't take it anymore, so please don't think badly of her. She's actually great.).

So then on my way back from work, my dad was walking with me from the train station and I was explaining to him the stuff that has been bothering me and he was reassuring me and getting angry on my behalf and advised me on a deadline I should give this job before quitting because it's taking such a bad toll on my health (mental and physical). And then when I got home, my mum was fine and I talked to her about everything and I was saying that I've just been struggling with how to explain it in words. I'm very bad at communicating my thoughts in words when speaking, it's something I've always struggled with. So I finally communicated myself as best as I could and my mum finally understood the situation and agreed with my dad and I just feel so much better now.

So, like, the moral I'm hoping someone might glean from this is that: no matter how much you think people hate you, they really don't. And no matter how bad you feel like things are and how bad you think they're going to get, nothing is ever really as bad as it is in your head. Like, seriously. You just have to talk. Like, to anyone. Just get it all out of yourself or it will just keep eating away at you until it's too late for you to do anything about it. I don't care if you're scared the person will get mad or not understand, just get it out. You can talk to me, you can call hotlines, I know, and talk to them, but it really helps to talk to someone who loves you. A close friend or a family member. Because seriously, as much as you think they hate you, they really don't. They might get mad at you because they feel frustrated for not being to do anything to help, but that's coming from a place of concern. And it will ease things if you give them an opportunity to help, like, that's all they want. So please please please please please remember that as bad as you think things are, they really aren't. I love all of you guys so much. I love you, I love you, I love you. Please look after yourselves and take it one day at a time. I always have to remind myself not to take things too seriously because life really isn't that serious. What really matters are the things that make you happy: the people you love and who love you, your favourite bands, your comfort shows, the trees, the moon, the stars, your precious little pets.

It's like that true nihilism philosophy: nothing actually matters - so you get to decide what matters. 😊

If you've made it to the end, thank you so much for reading, I feel a lot better now. Please feel free to rant as well if you need it! We are all here for you 😊. I love you guys.

[numberonetacostan]

CHIONOPHOBIA PROGRESS UPDATE #2

its done. uh. i was planning on doing more progress updates but i have been in a writing frenzy this weekend because i was very determined to get it done. so. yeah, story will be going up later today, ill be making another post for it. just gotta wait for my platonically beloved beta reader to check over it and my romantically beloved partner to give it the last read-through first. sorry for not answering asks this weekend, as i genuinely have been spending almost every waking moment writing. i have not done my homework. i am incredibly tired after all that lol.

[f1-ferraero]

F1 2024: A Summary

Silly season boogaloo, episode 1: Lewis to Ferrari

Ollie Bearman reserve driver ft. Appendicitis subplot part 2

No spare Williams Chassis? Not a problem! Just kick out your 2nd driver <3

Valtteri Bottas: Very Famous Racing Driver

And the WAG of the year award goes to... Joris Trouche

Ferrari drivers having a "big kiss on the mouth" to make up after an argument

Norris first win

Adoptiongate

Charles winning Monaco ("we won it! finally!" "YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES")

Ferrari winning Le Mans AGAIN (not f1 but it's IMPORTANT. To me)

Lewis winning Silverstone <3

Oscar first win

Oscar Piastri maybe getting a national holiday? Perhaps?

Also the first shots fired in the McLaren civil war

Max getting his video game privileges revoked for finishing 5th. Also got a contractually binding bedtime

Local kart race being broadcasted during rain delay (shoutout to the poor kid who spun out at the worst possible moment. villain origin story)

Spa umbrella cryptid (how did he get up there? and how did he get down???)

Honourable mention of Charles asking Max for his strategy post spa qualifying. And Max immediately going "medium medium hard". No hesitation whatsoever.

Haas f1 team being held hostage in the Netherlands by Russian oligarchs subplot (lmao rip)

Charles winning Monza ("ma come mi fai sognare! COME MI FAI SOGNARE!!!")

Illegal McLaren (boooooo👎)

Papaya rules (BOOOOOO👎)

Franco Colapinto driver swap (goodbye Logan! Wishing you the best🫶)

Kmag race ban (insert Substitute of the Year Ollie Bearman pt.2)

Liam Lawson driver swap (goodbye Logan Daniel! Wishing you the best🫶)

Alonso with Franco vs with Liam: Gordon Ramsay "oh dear, oh gorgeous/you FUCKING donkey" meme

Checo with Franco vs with Liam: Gordon Ramsay "oh dear, oh gorgeous/you FUCKING donkey" meme

Don't forget the Ferrari civil war

Also don't forget the French civil war

So many inter team battles...

So many broken cars fixed with duct tape

Max-Charles fucking allegations by McLaren fans (? Insane actually)

Whatever Brazil was

Great 17->1 recovery from Max! Have a gold star⭐️

Kmag illness (insert Substitute of the Year Ollie Bearman pt.3)

Whatever the FIA and the stewards were smoking

Whatever the press and media were smoking

Whatever McLaren was up to all year

Sauber actually just there for the vibes

Haasbands (Kmag knight in shining armour. Martyring himself for Nico every other week)

Silly season boogaloo, episode 2: 6 maybe 5 technically 4 also technically 3 rookies for 2025 (who even knows anymore)

7 different race winners

7 different multiple race winners

4 constructors with multiple 1-2s

GPDA drama

Williams committing group suicide every other weekend (suffered more than Jesus fr)

Mercedes being generally confused about pretty much everything

Aston Martin not bringing a single update that worked

RedBull self-reporting a technical loophole that almost all teams were taking advantage of because they didn't want McLaren to make a fuss about it. McLaren had no idea the loophole existed

FIA imploding. They have zero employees left now. Only Muhammad Ben Sulayem in various wigs and hats

ZOINTS!🇨🇳🕺🏻🎊

Max-George drama (choose your fighter: "lying two-faced backstabber" OR "violent bully, he threatened to murder me!")

Hi Jack👋 welcome to the circus! (goodbye Logan Daniel Esteban! Wishing you the best🫶)

McLaren somehow constructors champions

Great 19->3 recovery from Charles! Have a gold star⭐️

Alpine somehow p6 in the WCC after crossing the finishing line a week after everyone else in Bahrain

[spacejip]

dreamscape review !!

my ranking is: 1 - you 2 - flying kiss 3 - no escape 4 - best of me 5 - heavenly / night poem 6 - when i’m with you / i hate fruits 7 - off the wall / intro: dreamscape don’t be fooled by this ranking, i would actually put all the remaining songs in number 4. they all can fight!!

intro: dreamscape - i loved so much mark doing high notes, specially in this one, he slayed. - i’m happy it’s more than 2 mins long, i thought it would be shorter considering it’s an intro to the album

when i’m with you - i’m not a fan of this genre but these mfs made me like this either way... - obsessed with jisungs parts (high notes and rap) - don’t get me started on verse 3 (where mark, jaemin, jisung and jeno do the “you know what i mean” rap) makes me elevate

flying kiss - ngl when i heard it before the album release i thought this could be the title track… still think so - chenle being center in the chorus is so 😦😳😛🥵 like his movements omg “born to dance forced to sing” king - chenle’s adlibs my god - this song is tattooed in my brain without my consent (won’t complain) - THAT BRIDGE??!!!! - the mwah you can hear in the song is actually me btw :3

i hate fruits - at first, i didn’t really like it. but the more i listen to it, the more i fuck with it. (UPDATE, 6 days after this and istg this might be one of my favs now dafuq?) - i love the instrumental - jeno singing 과일이 싫어, lo-lo-love you so bad……..

no escape - chenle in this is my fav chenle - his lines are 🥵 he just sings with IDK HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS force???? strenght???? power???? like he’s spitting the lyrics, idk if you guys get me ☹️ - i wouldn’t mind if chenle spat the lyrics on my face fr - hot song, really (ik the lyrics are not "hot", the vibes are)

best of me - THAT INTRO… reminds me a little of the weekend and (don’t call me crazy) sunflower by post malone and swae lee - this is my fav genre (idek the name) - i missed them making this kind of songs - 119 🤝 best of me

you - THE LOVE OF MY LIFE - IF I COULD GET MARRIED TO THIS I WOULD - i love it so much i’m scared i’ll over play it…… - this one makes me want to cry - chenle, renjun and haechan in this are like angels - the lyrics are 🤌🏼 - JENO SINGING THE CHORUS??? while i was writting this i had to look it up because every time i played it, i couldn’t really tell who was the one singing before chenle IT WAS JENO OMG i’ll burst - this one sits at the same table with my youth and rainbow, idc what you say - the three of them make me so emotional ☹️

heavenly - this one right here surprised me a lot, i thought this would be my least favorite BUT SHE PROVED ME WRONG (yes, it’s a she🙂‍↕️) - she boosts my mood EVERY TIME - CHENLE AND HAECHAN ARMONIZING BEFORE THE CHORUS i fell to my knees - also is it just me? when everyone is singing the chorus, the one that stands out the most is renjun and i LOVE that - i feel like this one fits him so well :,)

night poem - this one is also inside my head 24/7 - idk how to explain it but it sounds like a really silly song (DEFINITELY IN A GOOD WAY!!) - it’s the same silly feeling blue wave gives me - i swear i get giggly with this one idk how to explain it - BAAAMSAE‼️🗣️ - mood booster number 2 - this is the only one i couldn’t imagine with a choreography. this might be one of those that dream performs while running all over the stage while doing fan service AND I LOVE THAT

off the wall - again, not really my type of song but how can i not like it 😫 - the post chorus and “to the left to the right” is so cute like i can’t wait to see it on live (a girl can dream) - mood booster number 3

rains in heaven - do i even have to say anything? - renjun coming back just to make this song is so ☹️🫶🏼 (did you guys notice i don’t know how to express myself?) - WE ARE MORE THAN WHAT WE ARE MADE TO THINK i would tattoo this if i wasn’t scared of tattoos………. - CAUSE ILL BE THEREEEEE AAAHHH haechan makes me s(cream) - the adlibs chenle does in the end omg… gives me shivers every time

i was so hyped and excited for this, and i can confidently say this album topped my expectations. k fans are crazy if they think this is bad... they’re just mad because OBVIOUSLY dreamies can’t promote the songs in korea right now.

[macybeckham7]

maybe something that yours and Lewis youngest child wound up getting a really bad fever that got so serious you had to take her to the hospital. Lewis is very worried as you keep him updated and soon as the race was over, he quickly left to go to the hospital. His dad and Nicolas looking after your other two kids, who are also worried and many folks from Merc are also worried too. Thankfully your kid pulled through.

You could tell that something was wrong when you were travelling, she just wasn’t herself. It wasn’t until later in the hotel room, you noticed how much she was burning up. ‘Have the kids in your bed tonight and I’ll stay with her’ you tell him. She cried as she wanted to sleep with daddy too but you couldn’t afford for him to be ill over the weekend, you stripped her out of her clothes which says she doesn’t want because she was cold, you dosed her up with medicine in hope she would fight it off in the night. You were up every few hours, either cleaning up after she threw up or simply watching her as she slept. ‘Are you ok?’ Lewis says as you wake him up. ‘I’m getting nervous, I think a trip to the hospital would be good’ he automatically sits up. ‘I’ll keep you posted, but go out there and race’ you say kissing him. ‘I’ll leave my phone with Bono, please keep me updated’ he says kissing you. He gets out of bed and kisses the little one and telling her how much he loves her. You scoop her up and then slip out of the hotel room. Nicholas and Anthony look after the older two, who were both nervous for their younger sibling. All of the Mercedes team all look at Bono to get some updates on the younger Hamilton. ‘Updates on YDN’ Bono radios in. ‘Her temperature is going down, the medication is fighting the fever and her hydration levels are good. She tells daddy it’s Hammer time now’. Lewis breath gets caught in his throat as he thanks the Gods that his little one is ok. ‘Well you heard her’ Lewis says. After the race, Lewis and the kids meet you at the hospital, he places her trophy on the side before climbing into bed and hugging her.

[soaps-mohawk]

hi sorry if it feels like i’m pressuring you, but will there be a new chapter of cherry red, crimson blood anytime soon? i’m in love with it and i check your blog everyday

I'll tentatively say yes, there may be a new chapter coming tomorrow.

I originally wanted to finish a new chapter like every couple days but...they're long chapters and unfortunately, though I am unemployed currently, I still have things I have to do during the day.

I'd say realistically my goal is two chapters a week between appointments and other things. I've got a decent part of the next chapter done, and I was hoping to get it out today but unfortunately I spent the ungodly hours between 1:30 am and 5 am this morning violently ill, so my attention span today has not been great. 😬

That being said, after my appointment tomorrow, I'm planning on working on it for a bit, and hopefully I'll get it done and posted. If not, it will be out Friday by the latest.

There may be a bit of a delay on chapter 4 as it is quite the beefy chapter, and I'm planning another playthrough this weekend because I am constantly terrified about my characterization of the guys and I want to be sure that I really nail each of them.

So tl;dr - new chapter maybe coming tomorrow, and probably twice a week update schedule from this point on 💚

[maxmoffs]

hai hai 🥺♥️ im shifting my online plan activity from tonight to tomorrow my loves im so sorry if you were expecting me today, ☹️ i was also looking forward to being just here and writing and talking/plotting with friends + mutuals and don’t want to disappoint any of you, ever. ♥️ pls continue below bc I don’t wanna bother others on their dash that get annoyed at my ooc posts! but if you’d like to read/have a little life update from me from today + why I can’t be around tonight , would appreciate some virtual hugs tonight more, 🥺🫂 I never usually ask for help I really don’t im usually the one spreading positivity here bc I don’t like people being left out or the feeling of being unwanted / uninvited / uninterested but today was a lot at work and really reminds me every day to be kind to people always even when it’s hard.

i just need to rest JUST FOR TONIGHT. I really promise it’s just tonight bc I wanted to be here; that’s why I feel sad rn. I can take anything truly, anything whether it be bullying or cyber bullying online towards me like the way im so numb to it now and people leaving especially here on tumblr has been jdut a constant bc I get replaced so easily. I just gotta rest my chest a bit today bc my new assistant manager really took out a lot of my positive energy that I had today, I had been so excited for the whole day to be here, to write and have my creativity flourish, but she had been so incredibly degrading and has made everyone in my workplace so down today and continued to judge my hard work from today , so I haven’t stopped overthinking 🥺 so my energy keeps flailing tonight, tomorrow and moving forward i just won’t announce that ill be on hahah ill just come on and write bc it’s that one that I can’t control / usually can distract from writing but seem to be urking me , please know I want to be here / on my multi for squid game and wanda writing but I just seem to stare at my screen and don’t want to force myself , and it’s been quite … a quiet two days for me from here / no messages of interest anyways from anyone atm so I don’t want yall to think im being lazy/lacking, I want to reply to plots and messages so bad pls know that , my energy is just not ≠ to it and don’t want to disappoint friends and mutuals that have been excited about my squid game replies ! pls don’t worry I will write tomorrow, which is Sunday for most of yall and my day off . I work on the weekends so it’s really tough for me to miss so much on interactions with everyone that’s why I try my best to show up ☹️ so tonight im just going to save more drafts and play some disney dreamlight on my switch to relax ♥️ if you read this thank you seriously , it means a lot to me bc I don’t really have a lot of creative friends outside of tumblr either and just feel super alone in my creative stuff

[annikin-annotates]

Hi y'all, quick little update from me. I will be on hiatus from now till the foreseeable future, which shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone who visits my cobweb infested blog.

My health hasn't been too hot as of recently so dealing with the weight of being alive as a person with a chronic illness. And my University semester starting up three weeks ago has really taken it out of me. I really want to focus on Uni as I'm on my third year and am looking to apply for my honours.

I just haven't been able to find the time to write and create in the way I'm used to, don't get me wrong I want to create and continue posting my fics. But its just a little tough right now. So much love and thought goes into every thing I do, and not being able to give it my full attention really sucks.

So I'm hoping that in June when my semester is over I'll be able to post a few things during the holidays. But until then I'll release the next chapter of Family Ties in the coming weekend then that will be all.

If you want to contact me or keep up with me, follow my main blog; annikin-im-panicin!

See you all in June,

Love Anni xx

[prestonmonterey]

TLT UPDATE!! BEFORE I GO TO BED

(gods im so tired...)

@vincentaureliuslin @tatsumisheep3

no photos today so heres my cat :P

OPENING NIGHT!!! it went super well!!!!! (i think)

it was PA night so the understudys were percy and annabeth and they killed it!!!!!! :DDDD

also my director gave me a compliment today so im in a good mood (it was somethin along the lines of "you finally did a good job as cerberus" but ill take what i can get...) (i still have beef with him but.. whatever....)

its crazy how fast this show is going and that itll all be over after sunday,, but also i am SO tired bc we literally spend more time at school than at home this week :(

also getting a lotta acne bc im not used to wearing this much make up every day :P

but hey at least ill get to rest a teeny bit on the weekend (just in the morning TwT bc we have matinees)

also my parents and some of my friends are comin tomorrow so they BETTER FUCKIN BUY ME CANDY (i really really really want candygrams... one of the stage managers got like 4 boxes of candy i am so jealous...)

also also also we did the legacy robe last night before preview night and my friend (and mother /ij) got it :DDDD very happy for her

um um um i felt like i had more to say but idk this is already a lot and i cant remember things im kinda tired :P

oh i finally got my camper necklace!!! the beads were missing for like a week but they were just on the table in the costuming room... anyway my friend made it for me during tech class bc shes so so sooo sweet <3 (while i was in math trying to force my friend to study... *stares at neeks* /aff) i got four beads that kinda almost make the ace flag!! (black for tech, silver for the fall play, light blue for this show, and purple for my grade)

idk if i explained it before but all of our necklaces represent how much theater we've done,,, bc its kinda like how long we've been at camp. theres a bead for each grade based on our class colors, and the tlt bead, so everyone gets at least 2. theres also beads for each of the past musicals and plays at school, and a black bead if youve done tech, and a white bead if youve done leadership :D some of the seniors have like most of their necklace filled because of how many shows theyve done

heres another cat pic to keep you engaged and reading this /hj

also also also many many thanks to my wonderful actor and tech friends i would not survive without them (especially thanks to tech bc they have to put up with us actors... /hj) its poseidon's actors first show i think and they have a LOT of quick changes so their section of the rack is,,, kind of a mess. also the lamp for the oracle scene has broken multiple times i think already... and i already left my make up bag out yesterday and my watch in the cubbies today TwT we are a hot mess

my graphic design teacher was acting today :D (the farmer in drive is a teacher role, and they switch out every night) and i love him being so absolutely perplexed by the energy circle before show :333

also i remembered to put setting powder on for the first time,,, and... i forgot that my mom is SO much paler than me TwT (i was very washed out...) so ill probably stick to spray for the rest of the week :P

sorry i really am rambling tonight...

ok i will probably hopefully do at least one more update after strike on sunday!! (depending on how tired i am,, i might just curl up on the floor and sleep after the sunday show actually...) unless something goes horribly wrong,,, then ill probably post about it too

good night!! i need to collapse in bed and try to save up enough energy for tomorrows show :3

have a wonderful day/night and remember to hydrate! (or you'll die straight...)

[amomentxofhappiness]

ooc // need to update the muses google doc, maybe (hopefully) some time this weekend? Not sure. The xmas holidays are coming so hopefully ill have some time then (doubtful!). In the meantime, there is the google doc w the existing muses and then the tag /tagged/muse+update with the ones added this week (plus prue who is getting a little revamp, see below!). And there are also the muses at @molinxsdeviento that can always use some love.

I have most drafts done and queued so expect dashboard things! (And will trim tonights posts tomorrow too! Mobile has its things!)

prudence (prue) halliwell-cooper. 28 year old surgeon intern, specializing in cardiothoracic surgery. oldest of three sisters comes from a very big family (her mom had 3 sisters and they all had multiple kids). they get loud and being one of the oldest she had always felt like she was hearding cattle in the form of toddlers for every family meetup.

even though she's close to her sister parker and paula, she closest to the youngest and has a somewhat tense relationship with parker, who is a police officer.

she's very determined to be The Best and is cranky (most) of the time but can also be hillarious (and sarcastic). she takes her coffee black with no sugar--lattes are not for her--, absolutely loathes cinammon (she's also low key allergic but frames it as hating the smell) and attempt that no one knows her weaknesses (her sisters, fear of failure, fear of ending up alone).

she is straight against her better judgement and had a 2 year relationship with a guy called josh who sadly passed away in a car crash (it was the other guy's fault). he also has a complicated relationship with josh's best friend Ted Lupin (see the previous muse update post).

// she also has a witch / magical verse since she's based off charmed and is the daughter of Phoebe Halliwell and Coop (hence the "cooper"). her original blog was @halliwellladybug (and has long been on hiatus / archived).