#ike bana

[ike-bana]

hellwoo we've never talked but i saw you reblogged the birthday post in my notifs so i just want to wish you a very happy birthday and i wish you love and happiness in life <33 enjoy your day

Awww,thank you so much. This means so much to me . I've read your fics and I really love your work,so this means a lot🥰.

[coffeeandinsanityy]

Gave a mock test. Lost faith in humanity🙂🙂🙂🙂

[themyscirah]

Obsessing abt the Amazonian embassy and embassy day & tours and the details of all that while at the same time being BONE tired from all my schoolwork.

Like I am lying here with aches all over and the remnants of stress pains and also my energy drink (not to be confused w my coffee from earlier) leaking out of my system and all I can think about is color symbolism and what the flags would look like for the different Amazon tribes

[chand-ki-priyatama]

A reply to Jaun Elia's ~

"Sharm, dahshat, jhijhak, pareshani,Naaz se kaam kyun nahin leti ,

Aap, woh, ji, magar, yeh sab kya hai, Tum mera naam kyun nahin leti"....

Le to lun mai aapka naam , par jo surkh laali mere gaalon par chha jaati hai bas ik uss naam se , uska kya....

Wo naam mere mehboob ka jisey ab apna mazhab bana liya wo naam aapke liye sirf ek naam hai par mere liye wo naam mere saare din aur saari shaam hain

Aapko dekhte hi aankhein chamak jaati hain aur muskan damak jaati hai par ye kambakht honth ek dum sil se jaate hain na jaane kyun ek albeli deewani pagal mastani si ban jaati hun aur "ji , wo , magar" me kahin atak si jaati hun

Sharm, dahshat, jhijhak, pareshani se kaam le to leti hun , ek naam me kya hai aapko apni duniya me panaah de to deti hun....~K.Y💗

[jubilee40]

Waking up to Eren balls deep inside you. “You like that, princess.?” He grunts not realizing you woke up to him about to give you a second creampie.

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[calnommer]

no dude, you left out the best part.

throughout their partnership, despite his flirting, she keeps stressing that she is married. so later when he, in his fake persona, confesses his love for her in a dramatic way, he also stresses that he knows she's married, doesn't expect anything to change, but just wants her to know. she is very overwhelmed and is like no one has ever done smth like this for me. she rejects him in the moment and they go their separate ways. but later she decides she actually loves him and that bc he made her feel a way she never thought she'd ever feel again, she decided to run to the fake persona's workplace (mechanic shop) in search of fake him and asks him to take her away. so basically confessing her love for fake! him. now this is a little blurry for me but in short, they decide on a rendezvous point but she never shows up bc she realizes that real! him is a great person and she can't hurt him like that. (there is a running theme of seeing god in someone which im personally Obsessed with and she finally ends up seeing god or "rab" in him and decides to stay) the competition comes around and she goes fully expecting fake! dude to not show up. he doesn't and instead real husband dude shows up and knows the choreo and that's how she finds out. and she's upset at him and we're supposed to think it's bc of the deceit but it's actually bc she cannot believe he would put himself through so much torture by her selfishness and it's just 😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰

the movie has such a strong theme of duty in love which im such a sucker for :)))

thinking about rab ne bana di jodi

the plot is insane for how sweet and charming it is. socially awkward dude is invited to his old teacher’s daughter’s wedding and he attends. falls for the daughter at first sight because bollywood but hes respectful just like damn thats the bride? sucks to be me i guess. then the groom dies in a bus crash en route. teacher is dying an indeterminate amount of time later and on his deathbed asks dude to marry his daughter so that she’ll be taken care of. they do it but she is like super not into it (’my fiance died and then also my dad died and left me with this dude i dont know’). he is kind of into it (cause he did already fall for her) but definitely understands her discomfort keeps his distance. after some time she requests money for dance classes because she loves dancing and he gives it to her because he just wants her to be happy (id like to note the adorable scene in which he debates if leaving a rose with the money would be too much, he decides against it) dude decides that hes going to stop by the dance studio the first day just to observe because he would like to see her dance. he tells this to his hairdresser friend while hanging out at his salon after work, who decides to give him a cool guy makeover to surprise his wife and hopefully help her fall for him. the makeover results in him being practically unrecognizable (but now looks like the actor playing him usually does lol). dude goes to the dance studio after and is mistaken for a participant and is randomly paired with his wife who does not recognize him. he panics and gives her a fake name and acts boistrous and flirty (unlike his usual self) and the rest of the film is them training for a dance competition while dude keeps up a double life as his real self and his Dancing With Wife self. he is also courting her as if he were another man because there is no way this could backfire. wife does fall in love with this persona. while his initial plan was to eventually reveal the truth, dude thinks that theres no way she could be in love with the real him and decides to end the charade. right before the competition dude decides hes just gonna put the house and everything in her name and then leave. I forget what convinces him otherwise but he changes his mind goes to the dance competition and meets wife on stage as his normal husband self, they do the routine together and she realizes who shes been dancing with the whole time. the movie ends on a sweet note before she gets the chance to ask any questions about What The Fuck

[atali07]

Genel

Sanırım uzun zaman sonra ilk defa bir ayda bu kadar fazla kitap okudum. Ve daha da okumak gibi bir niyetim var. Ayrıca ilk defa aynı anda 2 kitap okuma olayına da giriştim ve fena gitmiyor. Ama okunan iki kitabın da tamamen farklı olmasına çok önem veriyorum. Mesela bir kitap fanstik yada ütopya tarzındaysa eğer diğeri daha çok klasik, modern klaksşk yada yeraltı edebiyatı. Şuan Ursula'dan bir ve Chuck'dan bir kitap okuyorum. Ama sanırım Ursula'nın kitabı daha erken bitecek gibi. Ayrıca İş Bankasının Modern Klasikler Dizisini ve Ayrıntı yayınlarının Yeraltı Edebiyatının serisini okuyacağım. Daha doğrusu bu seri altında çıkar farklı farklı yazarların kitaplarını. Modern Klasikler Dizisi serininden baya bir kitap okudum aslında ve daha yeni bir tanesini bitirdim.

Ayrıca dün bir dizimi bitirdim ve çok sevdim. Bu diziye sıfırdan başladım ve sevdiğim tarz ve sevdiğim oyuncular olunca hemen bitti. Tabii ki Kore dizisinden bahsediyorum. Ayrıca Sex and the City dizisinin çıkan 2 filmini de bitirdim ve şuan boşluktayım. Ama sanırım bu serinin devamı niteliğinde olan bir dizi serisi başlamış ama çok fazla yeni oyuncular ve tarz değişiklikleriyle. Seveceğime pek emin değilim ama izlemeden duramayacağım. Ayrıca yeniden Vintage filmlere düşmeye başladım ama bu sefer dönem olarak daha çok doksan sonu ve iki bin başı filmleri. Bundan önce yetmişler ve seksenler başı, seksenler sonu ve doksanlar başı süreçler geçirdim. Şimdi daha çok çocukluğumun ve ergenleğimin geçtiği doksan sonu ve iki bin başına gidiyorum. Zaten bir süre sonra daha çok daha eski zamanlara ışınlanacağım. Ama maksatım bu sefer elliler ve altımışlara ışınlanmak ve bir kere az süreliğine de olsa filmlerini izleme fırsatım olmuştu.

Ayrıca bu dönem filmlerini izlediğim zaman sadece film olarak değil şarkı ve genel tarihsel olarak da o dönemlere gidiyorum ve içli dışlı oluyorum. Bu bana çoğu konuda iyi geliyor ve çoğu şeyi geliştirmeme neden oluyor. İlk önce kültürel farklılıkları görmek, tarihi daha iyi kavramak ve o dönemin soyal, kğltürel, siyaset ve bir sürü şeyi görmüş ve okumuş oluyor insan. Ve bir süreden sonra onları şimdi ki zamanlarla eşleştirme fırsatı oluyor insan da. Belki bunların bazıları bana hiç lazım olmayacak ama bunları hiç düşünmüyorum.

Ayrıca artık daha fazla bir şeyler yazmam ve paylaşmam gerektiğinin farkındayım. Ama hayatın zamanla daha da karışık ve bunaltıcı hal alması bunları da etkiliyor. Ama benim artık bunlara bir dur demem gerekiyor ve artık somut adımlar atmam lazım. Bir süredir yine hayatım da terslikler devam ediyor ama hiç eskisi kadar dertli bir şekilde karşılamıyorum konuları. Artık bunlara ya alıştım yada artık görmezden gelmeye başladım. Bilmiyorum ama bu iyi gibi geliyor bana ama bunun toplanıp toplanıp daha sonra hiç ummadığım bir yerde patlamasından korkuyoryorum. Bunları böyle yazar ike insana yavaştan da olsa rahatlama geliyor ve bu hissi seviyorum. Hakikaten bazı şeyleri içeride tutmak insana aşırı bunaltı veriyor. Zaten zamanla bunlar eskidiğin de ve dönüm bunları okuduğumda eski bana her şey daha iyi olacak diyeceğim, kim bilir. Ama hep umutlu biri oldum ve hala umutluyum ve umutlu olmaya devam edeceğim.

Ayrıca yeni ilaç değişimim ve hani mevsim geçişi yüzünden bir haftadan çoktur aşırı kötü durumdayım. Sürekli astım alerjimin kabarsını geçtim de, diğer alarjilerim de tetiklenmeye devam ediyor. Ayrıca bunları yüzünden sürekli halsiz, uykulu, yorgun ve hasta hissediyorum. Bu süre zarfında doğru dürüst odaklanıp Almanca bile çalışmaya fırsatım olmadı. Sadece internet haber kanallarından felan ne okursam o. Odakla ilgili aşırı zorluk çekiyorum ama bir mekan değişikliği bana çok iyi geleceğini düşünüyorum. Şimdilik bu kadar gevezelik yeter ve ben gidip biraz almanca hikaye felan okumaya çalışayım. Ya da olmadı Heratstopper devamına başlarım.

22.10.2024

[hopelessromanticme]

I'm totally fed up.... A Desi guy's guide to personality annihilation...

Yaar now im actually fkin confused bhayy... Like on one hand ik for sure that hell nah nobody can destroy Me, only Me can destroy Me but on the other hand bhayy when i go out and i see the world that shit is actually depressing and downright fked up... Like this Tumblr ki duniya is like a giant rabbit hole of all the good things and happiness aur humour aur love... Aur if you'll outside of it bahar ki duniya is full of misogyny, misandry, toxicity, patriarchy, matriarchy... And all those bullshitery likeee SHUTT UP PEOPLE FFS.

I WANNA SCREAM ON TOP OF MY LUNGS SOMEWHERE QUITE.... I'm done with this societal norms aur uski bakchodi bhai... People think that I'm going mad... Well ofcourse koi bhi sane person would be mad... Have you seen the hatred people hold against other religions and castes... Kyunn hai itni hatred saalo tumhare aander... Mat rakho naa itni buraai dusro ke liye... Shaanti se raho na bey pyaar se... I'm sorry for my language but yeh bkl ab meri sarr ke paar jaa rhe hai... Nobody gives a fuck about what's going on Manipur or the farmer's protest but Maxtern aur Elvish ki news aa rhi hai... Like have we gone completely mad... Pagal ho gaye hai kya sab... Dosto se baat karta hoon toh wahin Hindu-Muslim aur Women ko objectify karna.... Abe sab ke sab saale chutiye pagal ho gaye hai... Mere ko maa kasam bhagwaan ji kal ko utha le gaye naa toh main Khushi Khushi chale jaunga... Itni si bhi positivity nahi bachi hai yaar iss duniya mein... Aur yahan Tumblr pe alag he Utopian Society bana ke baithe hai sab... Abey pagal ho kya tum log... Where the fckk is BALANCE BHAYYY... Either I'm here toh I'm super happy and lovey-dovey aur either I'm bahar toh I'm super sad and depressed as fck...

Mujhe moksh chahiye yaar... Kyun na karun main suicide bata... Haan royenge sab 2 din 4 din 10 din... Fir... Fir kyaa... Fir toh society wahi rahegi naa...

I'm out here assassinating my persona because i wasn't able to find a perfect person to love... Like that how depressing this shit is...

And fckkk practicing Stoitism aur following Sigma Male and Andrew Tate... Fckk them all... Bish I grew up reading Srimad Bhagwat Geeta and Purans... We all are humans we all have flaws... Nahi bann sakte ho tum perfectooo... Nahi hote hai sab ladke 6'0 feet nahi hoti hai sab ladkiyo ki zero figure... Kyaa chal raha hai duniya mein kaunse idols hai bhai sabke...

Have they ever read any sane text either their holy books or anything related to wisdom... This new world I HATE IT... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT... I HATE WOH PINTEREST KE CUTE COUPLES... YES I'M SALTY AUR HAAN PAGAL HO GAYE HAI HUM...

Yaar... All I'm saying is "Love Me". I need some kind of compassion and female touch... Yes im going insane and soo is this fucked up world... I'm sorry for everything... Sorry for wasting your time reading this note... But at the same time No I am not really sorry...

Either I'll die in this journey... Or will become a lifeless corpse... Shit im not a philosopher but istg if, i not become one in the future...

can't say she was wrong here...

Meri toh kitni kam expectations thi life se... Aur self love kitna he kar lunga... Main toh thak jaata hoon sometimes yk fake scenarios create karte karte... The manifestation of love is the sole reason of my depression...

But idk what should i do... i never loved myself... i always try to love people... maybe because of the lack of love i never got, i don't want to happen the same to them.... I once read on Tumblr on one girl's blog where she wrote "When you are not served love in silver spoons you learn to lick it off knives". Kinda says alot about today's society and people... Doesn't it ...

[alicetengelenbirisi]

Haftasonu yazma fırsatım olmadı cuma bir iş görüşmesine katıldım,üzücü ama ben daha kurumsal kaldım.Bağlandık teams üzerinden toplantımızı ik öteledi cfo nun toplantısı bitmemiş.Tamam olabilir hiç sıkıntı yok.2.kez bağlandık bu kez ekran açılmıyor yine beyefendi uzunca uğraştı sonunda bağlandı.Birkaç dakika konuştuktan sonra elinde kürdan baya baya uzunca diş temizliği yaptı.Normalde asla tahammülüm yoktur,işyerinde yemekhanede yapan arkadaşlarımı gördükçe uyarırım.Burda masada kürdan alıp tuvalete gidip temizlemek içindir orada muhafaza edilemeyeceğine göre,elinle kapatsan da biliyorum ne yaptığını yapma kardeşim! Görüşme sonunda bana ee bu kadar konuştuk ne düşünüyorsunuz hakkımda negatif bir algı yarattım mı sizde dedi?Şaşkınlık no 2🥶Estağfurullah diye söze başladım ne münasebet🥶Son olarak benle maaş pazarlığı yaptı ve bende ipler koptu .Benim bildiğim ikya görüş bildirir ik skalasında bana teklif sunar yazılı bir şekilde.

Yıprattı beni bu görüşme ,sinir sistemimle oynandı😂

[qalbofnight]

translate:' Indeed my lord is near'.

Nit Naye Naqsh Banatay Ho Mita Daitay Ho, Janay Kiss Jurm-E-Tamanna Ki Saza Daitay Ho,

Kabhi Kunker Ko Bana Daitay Ho Heeray Ki Kani, Kabhi Heeron Ko Bhi Mitti Mein Mila Daitay Ho,

Zindagi Kitnay He Murdoon Ko Ata Ki Jiss Nai, Wo Maseeha Bhi Saleebon Pay Saja Daitay Ho,

Khuwahish-E-Deed Jo Kar Baithay Sir-E-Tuur Koi, Tuur Hee Bark e Tajaali Say Jala Daitay Ho Nalay Namrood Mein Dalwatay Ho Qudrat Na Khaleeq, Khud Hee Phir Naar Ko Gulzaar Bana Daitay Ho,

Chahay Kin Aan Mein Phainko Kabhi Maah Kinaan, Noor Yaqoob Ki Aankhon Ka Bujha Daitay Ho Day Ke Yusuf Ko Kabhi Mirs K Bazaaron Mein, Aakhir Kaar Shah-E-Misr Bana Daitay Ho,

Jazb O Masti Ki Jo Manzil Pe Pohonchta Hai Koi, Baith Ker Dil Mein Anal Haq Ki Sada Daitay Ho Khud He Lagwatay Ho Phir Kufr K Fatway Us Per, Khud He Mansoor Ko Sooli Peh Charha Daitay Ho,

Apni Hasti Bhi Wo Ik Rooz Gawa Baith'ta Hai, Apne Darshan Ki Lagan Jiss Ko Laga Daitay Ho

Koi Ranjha Jo Kabhi Khooj Mein Nikle Teri, Tum Usay Jhang K Bele Mein Rula Daitay Ho,

Justujo Lay K Tumhari Joh Chalay Qais Koi, Us Ko Majno Kisi Laila Ka Bana Daitay Ho Jot? Sassi K Agar Mun Mein Tumhari Jagay, Tum Usay Taptay Hoay Thal Mein Jala Daitay Ho,

'

Sohni Gar Tum Ko Mahiwaal Tassawur Ker Le, Us Ko Bikhri Howi Lehroon Mein Baha Daitay Ho,

Khudh Joh Chaho To Sar-E-Arsh Bula Ker Mehboob, Aik He Raat Mein Mairaaj Kara Daitay Ho,

Tum Ek Gorakh Dhanda Ho

Aap Hi Apna Pardah Ho Tum Ek Gorakh Dhanda Ho.,,

[shayaranasafar]

<Ghazal>: Eid-ul-Fitr

Ae Khuda, ye dard-e-dil kii kya davaa hai, ye vaqt kaa hai hisaab ya terii razaa hai. Kabhi nuur barsaata hai, deta hai kabhi dard, kya aakhir mein koi be-khabar jazaa* hai.

( jazaa* = reward ) Iss dhadakte dil kii hai pahchaan kya, ruuh mein jo hota mahsuus, kya rubaa* hai.

( rubaa* = God ) Kya rumi se ghalib kii mahfiloñ tak, sabhi afraad* kii ghazaloñ mein shifaa hai.

( afraad* = people (here refers to writers) ) Kahaañ milega Khuda, jholii bhar sukuun, muqaddar ke intizaar mein bas yahii duaa hai. Lagta hai koi hamraaz dil ke kariib, dil ke atraaf* jaise phuul khilaa hai.

( atraaf* = around ) Guftuguu shuru hui Khuda se iss Ramzaan, bana de use Eid merii, yahii ik razaa hai. Mila de unn do ruuh ko shab-e-vasl* mein, jaise puure chaand ki raat, do dil safaa* hai.

( shab-e-vasl* = night of meeting; safaa* = pure ) Har tariike se karte hai ibaadat Khuda kii, sawaal hai jahaañ se, kya yahii merii khataa hai. Judti hu Khuda se, apnii ruuh ke zariye, soch ko qubuul karne mein kya koi maraa hai. Kyon insaan, insaan ko chota dikhaata hai, kya wo maanta khud ko Khuda se badaa hai. Iss Eid-ul-Fitr kuch sawaal hai, ae Khuda, kar de ‘aks’ ki muraad puurii, bas yahi duaa hai.

© Aks Akshita Aks

Chaand Mubaarak... Eid-ul-Fitr Mubaarak... 🌙

[bocabolts]

okay this has been bothering me for a long while now, so time to go on a rant about it:

i absolutely adore the artists who have drawn artemis in recent works, anyone who knows and follows me knows i absolutely adore their art. but as a fashion designer, what i absolutely cannot stand is the fashion - or more, the serious lack of it. you want me to believe an amazon, who literally dresses up like a goddess in bana, goes to man's world and chooses to go around in a plain white t-shirt and leggings? not even an earring or bracelet on sight? from a character that fought in huge hoop earrings back in the 90's (ik i'm the n° 1 hater of deodato's over sexualized requiem suit but it was cunty design wise)

i really like rhato, but in the same comic book we have her go from dressing like this:

to literally dressing like this on the daily:

it makes no sense, no one can convince me she would dress like a gym rat on the daily. of course, she's not going to wear cute bows and frilly dresses (that's more my department lol), but to me, this lacks complete personality and kind of alienates her character from her costumed version, at least to me. i'm not talking about her costumes, they're great, top tier even, both rebirth and different versions of requiem, only her day-to-day outfits. although the examples i gave here are from rhato, this issue also extends to the webtoon comic. i know it's hard for artists with timelines and so many details on backgrounds and other stuff, so it's easier to keep it simple, but there are ways to keep some character around. it's all in the details, enter example #1:

see how artemis is dressed in just a white tank top and a pair of jeans, and yet it gives more style than all the others? the belt, the necklace, even the bracelets. small yet simple details that can make the outfit. styling works wonders. now, enter example #2:

now, i absolutely LOOOVE this look. simple but effective. very elegant, very stylish, and very on trend, yet still artemis. i know, we also got the amazing date night look in rhato, with the little black dress, which was absolutely stunning too, along with the black suit a few issues later, but even that was one in a million, as we never got to see her in anything like that again (except at the very end of rhato, where she goes to the iceberg lounge with jason, but even that was a plain version of the date dress with her hair up in a ponytail and minus the earrings). of course, i don't expect characters to be all dressed up when they're at home, we real humans don't either, but with artemis' characters, it's anytime she's out of costume it seems.

now enter some examples of artemis' clothing in other appearances as a mere amazon, in bana-mighdall. certainty, a woman that dresses and fights like this everyday doesn't trade it all in man's world (where fashion is literally unlimited) for a mere piece of fabric. she has an ariana grande ponytail for style purposes only, for god's sake! if that doesn't say anything, i don't know what will. she doesn't blend in, she never will, and every amazon knows it, so own it. stand out from the crowd!

there are many more examples, but sadly i cannot add more images. even the dcamu was able to capture this well. hell, in wonder woman (2009), while every other amazon has some sort of feather on their helmets, artemis has a hole for her ponytail. i think it speaks for itself at this point.

honestly, i think the title of outlaw is what played a great role in this loss of personal style. sure, she doesn't have diana's colorful morals, she's operating in gotham city now, she's ruthless and stands more in a gray area, along with her teammates, and i think that's what's holding artists back from giving her a bolder style. femininity isn't just pink and cute things, it comes in a very wide range of ways. even wearing pants and wielding an obnoxiously huge axe, artemis can still be feminine (throwback to the tantrum some dumbass threw back when the webtoon came out because artemis had a slight nude eyeshadow and "she wasn't feminine to wear it"). there's a lot you can do, and i feel like people are stuck on a limbo of "if i put her in a frilly dress it doesn't match the character, so basic is our only other option". again, there's nothing wrong with sportswear or basic, but it doesn't seem to match artemis.

although this specific rant is about artemis, i feel like the decline of fashion in comics is an overall issue across many - if not all - characters in recent years. the charm from the 80's and 90's is no longer there. i get it, on one side, costumes have also become more detailed as years went on (some good and some bad, but that has been a rollercoaster ever since day one of comic books), but the spark of regular day-to-day outfits has been long lost.

this said, they could hire someone from fashion to create lookbook reports for characters on different occasions, kinda like artists already do for their hero costumes (dc comics hire me). just kidding, but if they decide it is actually a good idea, i'm not kidding anymore lmao.

(anyways, in all of these fashion crimes, the fashion police aka me has created a secret pinterest board with some vibes of what i imagine artemis would wear on different occasions, and although i have lost my ability to draw actual art, i very much can still draw fashion illustrations. so, i will draw a lookbook for her myself, for different occasions, the way i imagine artemis style could be, even as an outlaw)

[just-mya-writing]

SP Boys Playing...

Mario kart

Don't ask me what time it currently is

Final exams were coming up

And you and your friends weren't prepared whatsoever

Except Kyle

Cartman: "fuckin Kyle"

So, since Kyle is such a sweetheart, he decided to help all of you study

The group all went over to his house for like, a study group date or whatever

Stan brought note cards

You found and brought some dried out highlighters

Kenny brought a rat

Cartman brought mario kart

"goddammit cartman"

Not only did he bring a game to the group study date

He brought

The fucking

Mario Kart 64

Yeah, fuck mario kart super deluxe ultra 360 number 4 no cheese extra sauce

It's all about them blocky graphics baybeee!

Kyle does have a nintendo 64

He got it for Ike but the kid took one look at it and decided he'd rather play with his Xbox whatever

But he's only got, like, donkey kong, super mario, that game where you talk to pikachu, and some water ski game

So in walks Cartman with a lil strut and two controllers along with Mario kart

"Absolutely not," Kyle immediately says

"But Kaaaaaahlllllll" he groans, pleading with the taller boy

Kyle stands firm

"We're all here to study, no distractions"

"C'mon Kyle" you started, getting up from place on the couch and completely abandoning your tic tac toe game with Stan

"Just let him set it all up while we study, we could play a little bit when we take breaks?"

"Breaks are super important when studying," Stan agreed, walking up behind you and placing a hand on your shoulder

"Yeah!" Kenny chirped, already on the floor setting the system up

It was four against one and Kyle didn't stand a chance against all of you

He agreed that you'd all play during the 30 minute breaks between study sessions

Rejoice

Unfortunately for Kyle, it took all but five minutes before you started to mentally check out

He was telling you something about writing down what you know and then highlighting what you don't remember

Or was it reading your work and re-writing?

What were you supposed to highlight again?

Kyle noticed your eyes glossing over as you stopped paying attention

Kenny was already disassociating

Kyle decided it was time to take a break

Since there were only four controllers, one of you was going to have to sit out and take the controller from whoever loses

Rock paper scissors to decide who sits out first round

Cartman loses

Ha-ha

Demands a second third forth chance

Maybe he'd win if he didn't main rock

Grumbles about how he's "the one who brought the damn game" and should be playing while you're all picking your characters

Kyle picks Luigi

Kenny picks Princess Peach

You pick Toad

Stan was torn on who to choose

Eventually picks Donkey Kong just because everyone keeps on making "monke" jokes

"Hehe...mm, monke"

"He's a fucking gorilla"

"Monke..."

Cartman is pissed no one chose Wario

Who cares, y'all can finally play

bad idea

Bad Idea

It was a very bad idea to play Mario Kart with your friends

You really should've known it was a bad start when Stan, player numbero uno, decided to ignore your opinions and pick the special cup

Aka the one with rainbow road, which is totally fun. Super fun. Everyone loves rainbow road.

It's. Fine.

But D.K.'s Jungle is first

Stan swears that since this course is named after his character he's pretty much guaranteed to win

The game starts and...

You stare in immense disappointment as your toad stays in place since you started too early

Kenny smashes into you to add insult to injury

You're in dead last

Stan and Kyle fight each other for first while Kenny sits comfortably in forth after missing one of the mystery items boxes

You collect one for yourself, hoping for a bullet to bring you towards the boys

You get green shells

It's fine.

Your toad speeds by, trying to catch up as Kyle hits Stan with a red shell

"Oh fuck off Kyle"

"How's that guaranteed win going for you, huh?"

Kenny, meanwhile, practically gets pushed off course by the bowser character and is being hit by coconuts

You get 3 bananas to try and get yourself out from 7th place

Cartman is the most backseat gamer to ever backseat game

"Keep your bananas dumbass! It's basically a shield for shells!"

Wario passes from behind you with a star, putting you back in 8th place

"Gee Eric, I'm so glad I've got my banana shield"

"Not my fault you're the slowest fucking Toad I've ever seen"

"Fuck. Kyle, do you just have a never-ending supply of shells up your ass?"

Kenny laughs as Stan falls into the water

The second he is brought to dry land, Kenny uses his thunder bolt

Both of you laugh as Kenny then proceeds to run him and Yoshi over

"Fuck you, Kenny"

You finally climb to 6th place as Kyle flies against the finish line

Groaning as you grab a single mushroom, you get yourself there eventually as well

Your scowl looks like a smile compared to the look Stan is giving Kenny

"I was going to win! I totally had it till your lightning"

Kenny's laughing

"Yeah right, no way you were gonna past Kyle after going for a swim" Kenny smirked

"Hey, maybe your monkey will do better in yoshi valley" Kyle teased, bumping Stan's shoulder as the next round started up

"Ahem...ahem"

Cartman pokes your arm

"Wot"

"I believe the loser gives up their controller...and you ate ass the whole game"

You protectively gripped the controller

"Wait, no gimmie another chance"

Cartman screeches

You ignore him

The next round starts up and this time you don't screw up and actually get the speed boost

You get yourself up to forth place, just behind your friends as you all get an item

Gaining three mushrooms, you immediately use them to get up to second place just to get attacked by a barage of shells by the two behind you

"Oh come. On you guys!" You complain, watching toad helplessly tumble around

"No mercy!" the princess Kenny exclaims, running you over

"Stop doing that!" You glare at Kenny

"Stop being so cute" he counters

You mumble under your breath, trying to focus on getting an item

You get a blue shell

Biting your lip to hide your excitement, you wait for the perfect opportunity to use it, watching the boys and yoshi battling for first place

"Psst," Cartman leans forward, whispering in your ear as you lean back, both of you refusing to look away from the game

"Why aren't you using your shell?" He uncharacteristically asked softly

"I'm waiting for the perfect moment" you whispered back, ignoring Stan and Kyle bickering as they keep pushing each other off the track

"Hmm...got it...I'll let you know when the best opportunity is" Cartman concluded, leaning back

You look away from the TV to stare at him, raising an eyebrow

He met your eye, whispering a 'trust me' you're almost unsure if you actually heard

You could laugh

Still, you still didn't use it as the final lap was coming to an end

5th place was nice...

The finish line nearly in sight, Kyle inched by Stan, his star he used dying down

You felt Cartman pat your arm

"Now."

Without hesitating, you used the blue shell

The deadly shell automatically targeted Kyle, looming over him

"Dude! Which one of you used a blue shell?"

Kyle tried to avoid it by breaking, but it was too late

Him and Stan both got demolished by the blue shell

You try to contain your laughter as both boys begin making an uproar, watching yoshi take first place and cross the finish line the

Kenny, the one who adores making you suffer, finally decides to leave you alone and uses his hoard of red shells to bombard Stan and Kyle

Donkey Kong and Luigi are still tumbling around as you pass them, gaining you a respectable third place, Kenny already cheering over his second place win

Cartman, meanwhile, was on the floor laughing as the two losing boys voiced their concerns

"You fucking bastards!"

"I was this close, this close to winning"

Their verbal insults just made you even more proud

"Sorry dude, alls fair in love and war," you shrugged, laughing as one of them chucked a balled up paper at your chest

The combined laughter and angry screeching completely covered the sound of the alarm Kyle had set to signify that the break was over

Who cares

Kyle the loser begrudgingly gave his controller to the still laughing Cartman

The study session has completely turned into a gaming one

But no one really cared, even as verbal insults and jokes were constantly being made

Everyone was having fun. It was such an enjoyable experience that no matter what happened in the game you all managed to let it motivate you to do better and laugh harder. You couldn't remember a better

Wait

Fuck

Cartman just hit you with a green shell

And you fell off the damn boardwalk

Kenny ran you over

Now Stan is laughing

You hate Mario Kart

[jubilee40]

Could you make an Eren Yeager, scenario?

Drug Dealer Boyfriend ~ Eren Yeager

🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱

Characters: Drug Dealer Eren Yeager x Spoiled Girlfriend Reader

Warnings: Alternate Universe/Modern Day, mentions of a gun and drugs, and slightly toxic Eren

*Since you didn't mention anything specific I decided on this bc I've been really into this type of Eren lately😅*

🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱🧱

You and your boyfriend, Eren were supposed to be shopping almost an hour ago but here you are parked in an empty parking lot waiting on one of his stupid customers who was running late.

“Daddy, how much longer? Can't we just leave?” You sigh, getting annoyed that you were stuck.

“Wait just a little longer, baby. I'll take you shopping after this drop.” Eren said, one of his rubbing circles on your inner thigh.

“You better…” You mumblee annoyed, looking out his car window.

“Aye, don’t be a fucking brat.” Eren’s hand moves away from your thigh and grips your face, to make you look at him. His tone was serious. “Don’t test me.”

You feel your heart start to beat a little faster from the grip he had on you, it wasn't enough to hurt but it does force you to look at him. He lets go of you hearing a car pull up. Eren gives you a quick kiss on your glossy lips before grabbing his gun and baggy out of the glove compartment to start the transaction.

“I’ll be back, Princess.” He says getting out of the car and locking the doors.

Sometimes you wonder if it was worth it when he becomes scary like that but then you remember how he takes care of you.

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Genel

Bu aralar yine bazı tedirginlikler ve kafa karışıklıkları artmaya başladı. Sanırım yan etkenler tahmin ettiğimden daha fazla etkiliyor beni. Ama bir şekilde kendimi toplamam lazım. Bir süredir bunlar yüzünden hiç bir şekilde Almanca felan çalışamıyorum. Bu yüzden kendimi kitap okumaya verdim. Bir kaç sevdiğim kitabı bitirdim. Ve dün uzun zamandır korktuğum bir yazara başladım. Korktuğum derken demek istediğim kitaplarının çok kalın olması ve seri şeklinde kitap yazması. Ama bir tane tek cilt olan bir kitabına başladım ve 700 küsür üzeri bir sayfaya sahip. Dün öğleden sonra başlamama rağmen kitaba aşırı tutuldum. Okudukça okumaya devam ediyorum ve bu beni eski zamanlarıma götürüyor. Eskiden durmadan kitap okuyan biriydim ama son yıllarda kitaplardan tamamen uzaklaşmıştım. Şimdi o zaman ki halime geri döndüm gibi hissediyorum. Ayrıca Katilbot Günlükleri kitabının 2ci kitabını da bitirdim. 3 ve 4 kitapları bende mevcut ama ara novella ve 5, 6 kitapları bende yok. Sanırım o kitapları orjinal dili olan İngilizce okumaya çalışacağım. Kitap biraz hafif bir kitap olduğundan okur ike fazla zorluk çekmem diye düşünüyorum.

Bu aralar fazla depresif duygular uğrar oldu bana. Ama artık eski ben olmadığım için mücadele etmek daha kolay oluyor. Bunu aşmak için farklı yöntemler kullanmaya çalışıyorum. Kitap okumak, sevdiğim şeyler izlemek yada sevdiğim bir uğraşla uğraşmak. Bunlar bana ve ruhuma iyi gelen şeyler. Bir süredir buraya da doğru dürüst bir şeyler yazmıyorum ve buda canımı sıkıyor ve canımı sıkmam da canımı sıkyor. Aslında çok saçma bir döngü içine girmiş oluyorum. Ama artık daha fazla zaman ayırmam gerektiğini düşünüyorum ve bunun hakikaten bana iyi geldiğini biliyorum. Kendimi zorlamasam da daha fazla zaman ayırmaya çalışacağım artık.

Ayrıca yarım bıraktığım bazı dizileri bitirdim. Daha doğrusu yeni sezonu gelmiş olup ama benim izlemediğim diziler. Ayrıca yeni başladığım dizilerde oldu ve şimdilik pişman olduğum bir dizi olmadı. Sürekli dizi ve film izleyen biri olarak son yıllarda her şey bana tek düze ve sıkıcı gelmeye başlamıştı. Ama sanırım bu olayıda aşmaya başladım ve artık bazı şeylerden zevk almaya başladım.

Son zamanlar da bolca bulut fotoları çektim ve hepsine baka baka bulutlara ve göklere yine aşık oldu. Bir gün sonra zamanlar da çektiğim fotoları da paylaşacağım buradan. Sonuçta burası benim günlüğüm ve bunlarda benim anılarımın bir parçası. Her çekilen fotoda farklı bir duygu yüzü mevcut ve bazen bunlar iyi hissettiriyor. Şimdilik bu kadar yeter diye düşünüyorum. Ama yakında okuduğum kitapları ve izlediklerimi paylaşacağım.

20.10.2024

[ghanaasaaya]

teri behki behki nigaah ne mujhe ik sharabi bana diya 👹