#ik logically im just young

[murdockthenerd]

maybe it's just my depression, but I think the best part about being sick is having an excuse to be alone. I'm sure this also ties into my trauma and my experience as a queer transmasc person but being alone just feels better- I don't have to sit with people that don't understand me or project their thoughts about being trans and queer on me. it's freeing; when I'm alone, I don't have to put up with deadnaming or misgendering and for that I'm grateful...

but when I spend time with my friends (who are also queer and trans in some way) I feel so seen and understood- and even though a part of me will always crave solitude, I savor each moment with them

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

my biggest dissonance is how robert de niro in once upon a time in america actually looks like young carlo (but more handsome than carlo) but noodles character is nothing like him like max is a certifed carlo core. he would do everything max did

[29121996]

like . ik inherently this is a casw of "hes a good egg do with it what u want" basically . bc like .

[schro4444]

About the Kaito keeping his secret ID through Refuge In Audacity do you think Conan stuck with his first guess that KID was younger than 20 or later dismissed it as KID wearing a mask? (Ik this isn't relevant to the kuroba sitcom but I had Ditto in the brain haha)

I personally hc that he logicked it away as "he can't be THAT young, learning all those skills he has would take time" and then Kaito TOLD HIM his mom was Phantom Lady who did crazy gymnastics so she couldn't have been very old and dissappeared a scant 20 years ago and Conan went "welp"

Ik that Hakuba figured KID's age through DNA and then compared to highschool databases across the country, but first that's not how DNA tests work, the length that tells how old someone is changes from person to person, and second, I'm not familiar w Japanese laws regarding privacy and DNA databases but I'm fairly sure that what Hakuba did was like. Super illegal. Probably why Hakuba hauled ass back to London after that case actually, I bet he only got away with it bc nepotism (IT'S SURE ILLEGAL IN THE UK)

I still rlly want to know if Hakuba sat KID down w an optometrist board and an IQ test though, HOW did he get that data. Like I bet Toichi and Chikage never even got Kaito tested bc they thought it funnier to keep people guessing just HOW smart he was, plus Kaito wanted to share class with Aoko and Nakamori wanted her to be in a class where she could make friends her age, and that was the end of the topic

(oh man this ended up long, MY BAD)

first of all, omg im honored, tysm for reading ditto :D <3

GREAT QUESTION I think conan kept it in mind, but became less sure of himself over time. conan/shinichi has a pretty skewed idea of what kids are capable of doing, and I think he knows this about himself, so it’s reasonable for him to think “...nah, it would be insane if a high schooler was doing all this… right?” and if he was basing his original age guess off of what he could see of kid’s face and body shape, well, he learned very quickly that kid can change any of those traits at any time. who’s to say that kid wasn’t wearing makeup/a mask/anything else that might change his silhouette? …left to his own devices for long enough, conan can become a victim of his own overthinking, lol.

aaaand then kaito dropped the Phantom Lady tidbit. that, if anything, seemed to me like a peace offering of some kind? possibly meant to even the playing field between them? as always, it’s hard to tell what shinichi and kaito actually Know in canon, though I’m of course personally a fan of them knowing the least amount of information possible while still being as intelligent as we know they are. because shenanigans >:D

if we want to have fun with it ;) , I think the phantom lady reveal only narrows down kid’s age to,,,,, younger than 30? ish? it mostly gives conan an upper limit, since he doesn’t know whether kid was born before or after her retirement, and she easily could’ve retired in her early 30s. what it Does confirm is that this kid isn’t the original one, but that only narrows his identity down to “probably a protege of kid #1.” from there, the biggest bit of provable evidence against kaito is that his father died right when the original kid disappeared, but that’s still a pretty big logic leap to make when you aren’t around kaito all the time (like hakuba is). and toichi had students, too! who knows who else he taught besides yukiko and sharon? who is more likely to be kaitou kid: an undercover protege of toichi’s, or his teenage son who has an alibi for multiple heists?

best I can tell from some brief research, in Japan, DNA collection isn’t regulated for law enforcement, but hakuba isn’t law enforcement, he’s a consultant at best. I think other DNA tests for ppl age 16+ require consent of the person, and 16 or younger require the consent of a parent. hakuba has NEITHER. hakuba was saved from being a juvenile criminal by nepotism and the fact that nakamori laughed in his face instead of charging him with obstruction of justice or something. and yeah, that’s Absolutely Not How DNA Tests Work adjfksjdj

FR THO!! now I’m imagining hakuba chasing kid through a museum yelling “WHAT NUMBER LOGICALLY FOLLOWS THE SERIES ACCORDING TO THE GIVEN PATTERN” while kid answers with, like, extremely confused perfect accuracy. “400 iq” honestly sounds more like something hakuba made up to explain the fact that kid could answer the iq test questions while rappelling down a skyscraper lol. and I totally agree, kaito’s probably never been officially tested—it’s important for kids to be with their peers, especially when you’re already likely to have child prodigy syndrome. also because kaito and aoko get along so well, they would run the risk of never making other friends (cough shinichi cough). plus, the kurobas probably like to avoid official records as much as possible, and scoring even in the 160+ range would gather attention that their family of internationally-wanted criminals does Not need

[newathens]

hiiii hope ur doing alright I’m so sorry if this is too personal but I was wondering what u meant by “so many opportunities to be the person i always wanted to be are no longer at my disposal” ? I’m just entering my 20’s and idk what to watch out for, what to take advantage of and what to develop & invest time and energy into? Thank you so much & feel free to ignore this ofc hope u have a lovely year!

firstly I’d say im not the best person to ask because im just a nightmare negative nelly debbie downer no good fiend but mostly what i was referring to in that statement was my own personal mental illness situation. its very hard to describe but now that my brain i guess is “healthy” i look back at myself, probably from the ages of 16-24, and i realized that i wasn’t a person. i wasn’t operating with a healthy mind, i mean I’d say i wasn’t even operating with a mind. i was some strange zombie that would get up and go to class and then go to work and nothing else and i KNOW i say that now as a regular person who works but its different. it’s almost like i had no bodily autonomy in my own self. And i mean i DID things in college sure but if i had the mind that i have now back then, i think my life would currently look ten times different. And now i feel like there’s no way to fix it. At least, not a way that i can logically create. That statement is just specific to my situation

it’s hard to suggest things when everyone’s situation is so unique. ik you’re young and entering an even crazier world than i did ten years ago. honestly, my advice, is try a ton of new things, get away from your phone, listen to some of financial freedom gurus cause they have a point every now and then (roth ira, hysa, etc etc) but not always. if you’re in college, find internships & make connections. and if you feel you’re not good at socializing, work on it until you are. its so important, it’s the one thing i wish someone had told me. it’s so so important to have connections and be a networker and it sucks that that is the way the system is set up but go for it as much as you possibly can. um if you are mentally ill like me, go to therapy as soon as possible if your budget allows. and i don’t even mean in a “you have to heal your mental illness immediately & be ur best u” way. therapy just takes a lot of time and the sooner ur start the better. it’s nice to play the game of life with a fuller deck of cards. get rid of shame, haha teehee, im not kidding. and if you can’t just ignore the fact that its there even if it makes u want to hurl. and u can apply that to a lot really. going to the gym or starting a dance class or going to a cafe or eating alone. do u know when i was in college everybody was scared of eating alone and i wasn’t. granted i feel i am revolting and try to keep away from others so that’s why i had no trouble, but still. i could never understand why ppl were worried abt eating alone. focus on the fries! talk to ppl in your head! no shame! there’s no reason to have your life figured out, but im not going to say what other people say and tell you you have all the time in world. ignore the world for a second actually. figure out YOU and your interests and what YOU dream about and again try new things so you have a better understanding of YOU and then you can mold the world around you to better suit what you believe will give u the greatest joy & the best situation. because if you know you then all the choices become a lot less scary & half of them disappear altogether bc they become irrelevant! that’s all i can think of for now. im sorry if it doesn’t make sense.

[collidedscope]

oh my gosh how are you liking woo young woo??!

ahhhh omg i love it so much!!! i’m in love with like 75% of the characters and woo young-woo is so cool, and i LOVE the romantic subplot (and im usually one who prefers loooong slowburns).

and the cases are all cool and interesting, even though i usually have to replay most of the investigative/strategic scenes to understand their line of logic bc they talk SO FAST💀

and personally, i the autistic rep is amazing. like ik it technically falls into the savant trope, but it’s just so cool to see an autistic character barely ever masking, yet thriving in an ultra-professional setting. and every time my moms in the room, she’s like “omg that character is just like you!”

and honestly one of my fave components of the show is the score- it’s so fun and whimsical and unserious, i love it

[catsconflictscopicsandchamomile]

Same question

I worry that creating a state of constant “protest” with no effective action is just allowing a bunch of young, mostly white, “activists” to fluff their egos and feel like True Heroes(tm)

Not discounting the actual police violence we are facing (bc im absolutely one of the above-mentioned group btw)

However I haven’t seen a single plan for “effective action” that isn’t:

A) an extremely transparent takeover attempt by those girls who own AR15s and unironically idolize Lenin

B) throwing queer and trans people to their deaths as “necessary collateral”

C) just utterly detached from reality, a story that people are making up that could never logically occur no matter the organization and amount of people behind it.

D) all of the above, but condensed to a few phrases repeated verbatim in an attempt to paint ANYONE who disagrees as personally complicit in genocide

So… yeah I’m with OP here. What the actual fuck is the plan anymore. Not an endless state of simmering unrest, not something where part of the community gets cut off, shouted down and isolated as a sacrificial lamb, not… Leninism…..

Like a plan that functions according to reality, and even if it’s not “no one gets hurt” (ppl have been hurt in the movement already. Also, GENOCIDE), it’s also not “this specific group will get hurt, we know that and we will demonize anyone from the community who points it out”

What is the plan.

What. Is. The actual fucking plan

Because one of the things I feel most hopeless abt rn is this right here. Tf are we doing even?!? Ik it’s supposed to be grassroots, unorganized and hard to trace, but there’s a limit to how far that can go. As a movement, we actually need to agree on and commit to something. This isn’t gonna go anywhere as is.

(Btw I am NOT suggesting i know the correct course of action here. I don’t, full stop. Don’t have any ideas on it even.)

I wanna know, and I'm genuinely asking out of good faith, what some of you feel "holding politicians accountable" after getting them in office means? And when these politicians don't do what we demand (stopping support of a genocidal apartheid state, for example) then what, exactly, do we do then?

[stevethehairington]

scrolling through ig and seeing people MY AGE that are getting MARRIED and HAVING BABIES and im just like yALL WHAT HOW WHY YOU ARE ALL STILL BABIES WHAT THE HECK

[ssugarsnap]

It's early and I'm (over)thinking....again

[faaun]

hiiiii i just want to say that 19/20 is so so young and there actually arent many people who have met the love of their life at this point, so if one of the things holding you back, just know that you have SO MUCH MORE TIME and shouldn't settle for someone who doesn't really treat you well!! lots of love to you honey, you deserve to be genuinely happy!

thank you so much !!! ik logically im young etc but sometimes the person im talking to at that moment feels like the only option, i appreciate the reminder a lot !!! ♡♡♡

[red-riding]

A Purr-fect interference : Legolas X Reader

This is my entry for the prompt of back cat for day 11 of the 13 days of spooky writing event hosted by @dumbassunderthemountain​. Sorry its a little odd I wanted to test out framing devices and do something different from anything I have heard before so here it is. 

Before you read: This is starting out taking place from the perspective of the readers pet black cat. C/N Represents cat name, I was not sure what to name the cat and want reader to be able to put their cat in the story if they choose so yeah. I hope you guys like my attempt at framing device use and the cat is heavily based around Salem from Sabrina the teenage witch, also the cat can talk so yeah. This story is supposed to be kinda absurd and funny so don't think about the whole talking cat thing too logically. 

Also yes Ik I used the joke purr-fect an absurd amount and no one can change that!

C/N POV: 

I sighed as I watched my human y/n and that elven prince Legolas talk. They were both unbearably awkward, it hurt to watch. They both obviously liked each other yet neither would admit it. Two leggers can be so absurd at times with always making everything so complex. 

I guess I'm just going to have to lend a paw and take some time out of my napping schedule to help these hopeless beings. I mean they say charity is good for the soul right? 

What will my plan be to help them? Aww I got! I have a purr-fect way to intervene and fix this, I just need to find someone to help me. 

I trotted along the halls of Mirkwood looking for some elf to possibly assist me and saw no other than the king. He can help, it is his son after all and Tharnduils bad parenting that has made Legolas so damm nervous. 

“Hey! giant blond tree king.” I hollered as I ran to catch up to him. 

The king sighed and rolled his eyes as he looked down. “if it isn't my least favorite being. Your lucky your lady y/n’s cat fur ball or else you would be a perfect scarf. “ The king complained.

“I need your help, so stop complaining.” I commanded the king. 

“and why would I, the great king of mirkwood help you?” Thranduil inquired.

“Because it will help your son.” 

“How so?” 

“I have devised a genius plan to make Legolas and y/n finally confess their feelings.” 

“And how does this plan involve me?” 

I Explained my genius plan to the king, he smiled slightly and agreed to help me. Purr-fect.

...... Y/n POV

I waved prince Legolas goodbye and returned to my room. If only I was brave enough to tell Legolas how I felt, but he could never feel the same way right? 

Once I opened my door I noticed an elegant looking envelope placed on my bed with a rose, what could this be? I carefully opened the envelope and pulled out the letter in side.

Dearest Y/n

I request your presence in the royal garden at 10:00 pm by the fountain.

All my love,

sincerely your secret admirer and lover. 

Who could this letter be from I thought? Could it maybe be Legolas, it is written on royal stationary. It might just be him! Does that mean Legolas loves me? I look over at my clock to see its 9:30 pm already and hastily open my closet to try to find the best dress I have to wear.

Once I get dressed and the clock strikes ten I make my way to the mystical royal garden, with a hopeful smile upon my face. As I walk to the fountain I see a blond figure dressed extremely formally, as the figure turns to face me my heart swells as I realize it is Legolas.

“Legolas, So You did send me the letter?” I ask anticipation laced in my voice.

“Letter?  I was going to ask if you sent a letter to me.” Legolas asked confused. 

“Wait.. I did not send a letter to you and it seems you did not send one to me...”

“Someone set us up” Legolas finished my sentence coming to my same conclusion.

“Umm... Well, Since we have been put here in this situation now is as good as time as any, though its not what I expected this would look like. y.n, Would you do me the honor of allowing me to court you?” Legolas asked with a shaky nervous voice. 

“Of course yes!” I exclaimed being over taken by excitement and ran to hug Legolas catching him off guard.

C/N POV:

I sat watching the scene unfold below on the Kings balcony with a small pur as my tail swayed behind me. 

“My plan worked perfectly, Im a genius!” I exclaimed.

“Your plan? You wanted to feed them catnip and force them into a room together.” Thranduil stated with annoyance.

“Well how was I supposed to know catnip did not work on humans or elves?”

“It is called CAT-nip, Its kinda self explanatory. It was my plan that did this, it warms my heart to see young love and my son happy. Reminds me of many millennia ago when I-” Thranduil was cut off.

“Yeah yeah, I get your old. Now shush snow white and let me revel in my success.” 

[aquariusshadow]

Live!Blogging Legacies 3x13

So my lovely server platform I use to watch these eps didn't have the latest Legacies ep until earlier this evening...so this live!blog is later than usual ehehe my bad.

Ok my main thing I'll be focusing on is Handon because now that real!Landon is back (maybe) I'm curious on how the Handon development will actually be since the last few episodes weren't real!Landon and Hope ehehe

Lessss go --

i was really trying to forget hope and landon having sex and him turning into mud after o.O

this is a cleo stan account and i refuse to believe shes the villain

oh kaleb...first mg's gone..now cleo? this poor soul

hi landon bby you okay?

i hope they handle landon's ptsd properly

josie's hair looks so cute what

help

ik she wears her hair like that alot but for some reason it just really suits her in this ep?

i don't blame finch for being incredibly overwhelmed

awwww josie's being her tour guide--i love some good ship parallels

hope's hair is beautiful here too

hope honey you're doing such a good job rn

she's being so careful, but still honest

cmon cleo backstory cleo backstory

OMG ARE WE ACTUALLY SEEING HER BACKSTORY

YES FINALLY

this better be good

idk why i find kaleb just casually sitting and watching this so amusing (in a good way, im into this rn hehe)

is taking landon to a school the best idea rn? i would imagine this would be overstimulating for him

oh and the flashbacks...

oh god no

who are you

landon doesn't need extra crap rn

poor cleo :/ that really got sprung on her so fast...so young too

kaleb you're so sweet ahaha

oh of courseahlsfjlhfdasljfdh

"Malivore?! That bitch is everywhere!" Kaleb is the voice of the fandom lmfaooooo

cleo honey noooo

youre just a smol bean

yep see thats why landon didn't need this crap rn

even tho alaric technically has some sort of logic in this i just....dont care about his character anymore ahaha

ok leaving finch alone rn is not the best idea????

hmmm maybe she and the other wolves will actually try and get along? idk

"this is how i learned to make friends" man my heart :/

ok that frog is adorable

is there a catch...?

noooooo froggy noooooo

that is so traumatic good lord

(also i really like the josie/cleo dynamic)

the arms....

"never make a deal with the bad guy" ahjsdflsdf josie

wow they actually made the malivore plotline interesting again

yeah josie you stand up to alaric

at least its not landon needing to die for the millionth time

man cant hope just catch a break

ok seeing handon fight together is really cool

yea you guys do make a good team <3

wait so hope being a true tribrid is how malivore dies

iiiiiiiiiinteresting

wait wait wait

klaus was already a vampire, like dead and vampire, yet he was able to have hope

so

what is alaric going on about? she should be able to have kids anyway BECAUSE she is part wolf and witch

............

am i crazy???

am i wrong here???

is my tvdu knowledge scuff?

man cleo is really becoming one of my favorite characters

cmon cleo stay

ayeeeeeeeeee finch is fitting in with the wolves good good

ooo i like the finch/jed friendship here that has potential to be a good dynamic in the future :D

yesssssss call her your girlfriend josie

okay this is really cute their kiss was adorable

did hope and cleo really have that convo off screen??? fine ok

wow...they're actually addressing my concerns with handon, especially since it was the gollum instead of real landon

seeing hope cry breaks my heart

nooooooo landon dont go

awww cleo left too

hmmm does this mean landon and cleo are gonna meet up or something?

yesssssssssss i was right

this is going to be interesting

both of them love hope so much theyre willing to team up and find another alternative

--

Cleo backstory. I repeat. Cleo backstory. Landon and Cleo going on a road trip thing to find another way to kill Malivore to protect Hope??? I sense a new OT3 on the horizon...

I love how consistently good these episodes have been!

[enbysiriusblack]

your ships are sooo accurate omgg,, everyone loves theirs

im a slytherin, scorpio sun and libra rising, im straight and female, the therapist friend, and my personality type is infp-t. im often the more logical/smart person in the relationships i've been in, and i sometimes have a bad temper. basically, i solve conflict by yelling bc thats the only way ik how to make people listen to me

other than that, im actually pretty quiet and reserved upon first impression. when i do fall in love, i fall hard and give that person all the love i have to offer. i think words of affirmation and touch are my main love languages

thank youu!! you didn't say which fandom do im gonna assume marauders and hp cause that's the majority of people who follow me are fans of

I ship you with...

Young Peter Pettigrew

I'm sorry, but your description is similar to the person I imagined Peter as having a romantic relationship with. I feel like you'd get on with his friends well, especially lily. You and Pete would both be similar in the sense that you seem quiet and reserved on first impression but you're not as much when you get to know them more. I feel like you'd both fall, really hard, really fast. He'd probably think you were just trying to get to James or Sirius through him and you'd just shout at him to make him listen to you and then he'd basically fall in love. Lots of hand holding, which the others make fun of.

Fred Weasley

probably involves a lot of yelling and laughing. I feel like you wouldn't play quidditch but you'd watch him play, he'd probably come over in the middle of a match and fly past to kiss you. Thought you were really quiet and reserved at first and then he plays some prank thats inconvenient to you so you start yelling at him and he gets very surprised. The logical and illogical couple. Loves your smartness and tries to use it to help him and George with a prank.

[soshinee]

i didn’t get diagnosed w add until like, 6 months ago so i literally did just think i was a lazy piece of shit for no good reason. i mean the depression partly explained it but idk i guess part of me felt like no matter how hard i pushed myself i would never stack up? like i’d always have to work harder than everyone else to get by. idk. does having add even count as an actual attention deficit thing for me at this point i mean i’m 20 i feel like even without knowing i should’ve been able to figure out better ways of coping. though to be fair, it’s definitely not a major major thing that gets in the way of everyday life like my depression does. idk like. i have this thing w my mental health where idk if i really “count” as being mentally ill. like am i depressed enough to call myself depressed? do i take enough medications to call myself medicated? what if i just made up my depression in my head when i was 6 and it’s been so long now i started believing it was real at some point so i’ve just been lying to everyone and making excuses for my shit behavior when actually i’m a grumpy, rude, lazy person for no good reason?

the worst years of my depression were definitely partially fueled bc i thought i was bad at coping with life. part of the problem w developing it so young is that i literally didn’t realize my brain was fucked up until middle school like i thought everyone lived like that and i was just weak. and so at the lowest points i always felt like i was making it all up in my head or overexaggerating and bitching about stuff i should be able to handle like everyone else. and i still feel like that to an extent but since i got lucky and found a med combo that works for me i feel like that less. but then when i go through periods of feeling good or great or even just okay i feel like well maybe i don’t count as depressed anymore. even though i know logically i’m gonna be medicated for the rest of my life and i’m gonna have longer and more pronounced downs than ups it feels like when i’m on one of those upswings my depression is no longer valid. it doesn’t make any sense writing it out like this but it’s how i feel. idk.

i feel so bad for my irls bc all i ever do is bitch and moan and whine about how much i hate myself and how i’m terrible and worthless and whatever and it must be so annoying and exhausting to constantly reassure me about shit that i should be finding peace for within myself. it gets to the point where i don’t wanna hang out w my best friends, the ppl i love most, bc i feel like i’m such a fucking drag for no reason and i don’t want to be there bringing them down with me. like y’all can tell i talk so fucking much and if i talk to them i’m gonna end up coming around to how shit i feel all the time, which then leads to me feeling like i don’t have a right to feel like shit all the time bc idk if i’m depressed enough at any given moment to count as “depressed” and it all compounds and it’s such a hellish cycle. like i have a bad habit of flaking on people or not wanting to hang out or call or talk or whatever and it’s mostly bc i don’t want ppl to hate me for being selfish bc i must be the most selfish person to them to always talk about myself and need reassurance in my worth as a human being. and i don’t want them to feel like i’m fishing for compliments or attention bc that’s not it at all it’s just i need people to tell me that they like me or love me or think i’m nice or whatever bc if ppl don’t say it explicitly my brain cannot process it and sometimes even if someone does say smth like that explicitly my brain still won’t let me accept it. not to mention the fact i feel like everyone who loves me or is close to me actually hates me but is too nice to say it so whenever i hear a nice thing i do that annoying shit where i go “no no no” and deny it like a stupid bitch bc i feel like my friends are too kind to tell me the truth about myself

and i know that my self esteem is my own responsibility and shit and i’ve been working on it for years but most of the time i cannot feel positive about myself or any aspect of myself as a human person existing without someone telling me that i do have good qualities like ik its pathetic but i need people to tell me nice things about myself so i can internalize them and repeat them in my brain over and over and over again. bc im an attention whore i guess idk. i’ve always been like this, i’ve always loved teacher comments and yearbook signings and generally hearing what other ppl think abt me it makes me feel so happy and i obsess over those little things for years and years and years. like there’s a little book of compliments i got from classmates in 5th grade and i still think about it all the time bc those little things still make me feel good and it’s partially bc i still can’t believe those things on my own so seeing them in writing or hearing them from someone else makes such a big difference. i think i’m insane

[stillwooozy]

okay the more i learn about biology & human development like.. even the more i learn about psychology...

I’m convinced females are superior to males, on average. females are like the OGs of the human species.

call me a faggot cuck but idc

The biggest flex males have is like “well the ppl w/ the highest IQ are male hurrdurr”

Yea well... the people w/ the lowest IQs are male too soooooo.... :/

whatever u want to say, all our dicks begin as vaginas in the womb soooo... who is the OG.

Like nah man.. God is really more male than female? I mean if there is a “god” they are genderless but like.... god is known for human CREATION. Who is the sex that can birth human life?? Uh not males. We call the earth “mother nature” cuz u know who is the only sex w/ such a cosmic and esoteric connotation? Females. Mothers.

Like what demographic is the most physically resilent to injury and better at healing? Young adult women. not young adult men. like hmm.. sounds like a better deal they got

And of fucking course i’m talking about averages. at the end of the day, all genders share wayyy more similiarties than differences.

But i cant understand men who rly do think men are superior in some fashion. Idc that men tend to be put in “warrior/soldier” postions and tend to want power/be more ambitious/be less agreesble. Idc.

Logically wise, all genders are equal.

But if I was held at gunpoint to rationalize who was “better” sex - males or females? (Ik this simplifies everything wayy much..) I’d say I could make a better arguement for females.

Like which type of incel wants to shoot up a school cuz they cant get pussy? Males. What type of incel ... doesnt tend to resort to violence & tends to be more introspective? Females. Come on. Ofc both tend to be based in mental illness and I have tons of sympathy. But i’d prefer the mentally ill person who blames themselves vs the one that literslly... has or would kill people. Ofc not all male incels are like this, but enough thats it unfortunately taken lives :/

just my 2 cents as a self hating faggot. Jk im indifferent to my sex. but hey ofc im biased due to personal reasons

[solarsystem69]

Hi 😊 for the system asks how about 🤫: Any Funny System Stories? 🥰: Any Wholesome System Stories? 🎨: Any Hobbies That Everyone In The System Enjoys? - c (The Union)

(Some of this is text convos i’ve had with ex-best mates and some is nsfw cuz funny stories for us generally are rude in nature lol nothing too explicit just weird flirting really) 

we used to make lissie and max dance together and lissie is like "hes an arse but i like to dance so okay" and max is like "fuck off" he dances with her anyway. so like yeah. then we are listening to music and we're like "Dance with lissie" and hes like "no" and so lissie is like "just go back to your lonely tower then, you downer" and hes like "Fine, i will. I will go.. all alone... to my bedroom" like thats hmmm. so once hes gone, lilly is like "Thats an open invitation to you to come to his room to bone" and lissie is like "lol no... wait... is it??" and doll face is like "oh definitely  " and so we send lissie off to find out whether it was in invitation to bone or not. and in our front room we have screens. a main one for the outerworld and some other ones for different rooms in the inner world castle. and so i tap the screen cuz its a little sketchy to use. but anyway, lissie had been upstairs for a while so were worried he killed her  but we see what went on. Lissie went to his room and knocked on the door and he answers. and hes like "I thought you told me to go away." and shes like "Yeah but i didnt think you would and then lilly said you gave me an invitation to join you and bone so.. i just..." and hes like "You came to take me up on my offer to bone?" smirk and shes like "Ugh no. you're an arse and youre rude and obnoxious" and hes like "Oh please go on, im very flattered rn" and shes like "it wasnt a compliment. ugh i hate you." and he like " actually you dont. you like me " and shes like "what no ew" and hes like "You do. i can see it and i understand why. They are all the same downstairs and im not like them" and shes like "Woah, dont you dare say they. they are all individuals" and hes like "Yes. but theyve all got strong morals and good hearts. and youre bored. so you like me" and shes like "ill kick your ass okay. those things are good things to have. youre a jerk" and by now shes like gradually moved closer to be 'intimidating'? and hes like "oh really?" smirkyness and shes like "Yea. youre just so mean and arrogant and you are such a bad person, you need to be--" and hes like "Say it, baby. i dare you." and shes like "..Punished.." and then bam hes practically throwing her on the bed and like ......... so thats when i turned that screen off. so like hilarious in hindsight but at the time. shooketh.

Doll face and lilly integrated (merged into 1 chick) which makes sense because doll face is too emotionally stable but impulsive and lilly is too emotionally unstable but logical. they didnt choose it and it is fairly easy now. or easier. doll face (loved them so much but ) was wayyy too impulsive. always making decisions for the worse but were fun which would have been fine if they actually cared but they didnt. thats okay. they were young. and lilly was lonely and needed to care a little less about her past. and idk. but its deffo for the better. yeah they were family basically anyway so i think shes really happy about it tho sometimes they do look in a mirror like "Wow. now ive got no dick and some small tits". i mean lmao. she really does focus on the small boobs thing. and we're like "they are average 🙂 " and shes like "No. easy for u to say tit-anosaurus rex"

Also, Nate almost called one of our ex-best mates mum’s a milf. 

(ugh going through old messages to mates to see if i can find more funny stories ad accidentally came across trauma ewwww miss me with that shit)

Wholesome... hmmm. we have plenty of sorta funny, interesting stories. Oh actually yes. I know. Okay, so i sorta just am always stalking around the inner world so i see almost everything. But this starts in our front room (like our fronting room but our living room, its genius ik)  we were listening to music (or Nate was) and Fox decided to come dance in the fronting room to the bops and me and Lilly saw them dancing very saucily together 😏 ya know. So we laughed and left. So we're listening to music on the way home and Lilly, Fox and Nate are in the room. And its all chill and then Nate starts flirting with Fox and Fox is all blushing and looking down like "Idk what to do rn" and Lilly and I are laughing and then Fox slightly reciprocated (as a joke probably...) And now Nate jas him basically pinned against a wall. Not physically just like with his intense eye contact. 😂 its hilarious. Lilly is threatening to go get Lissie because she was like "You two dicks aren't going near each other." And Nates like "What gives you the right to declare where my cock goes?" 😂 like wow. And Lilly was like "Oh I'm just going to go get Lissie then" and Nate was like "No no. Don't do that." Cuz Lissie really has the right 😂😂. Nate asked Fox to kiss him and Fox said "No..." 😂 savage but then you make my balls so blue from heathers came on and I'm dead. Fox: Sorry. Its not you. I just can't.. Nate: Okay. You don't have to. Lilly and me: *Sad eye contact cuz we know why Fox doesn't want to kiss anyone* Fox: *Kisses Nate on the cheek* Nate: *Blushes adorably- breaking his bad ass persona* Nate: you know not all sexual stuff involves kissing. Uh. If you don't want it to. Fox: *giggles quietly like a lil twink* I don't want any sex though. As pretty as you are, I just don't want that. Nate: *is absolutely crushed* Yeah. Okay. But I need some cock so imma head out and try to gain some pride. Lilly: I've not built the village in this innerworld yet so.. Idk where you're heading out to. Nate: *sighs so deeply* I'll be in my room then. Stay out. Fox: Sorry. I didn't mean to egg him on at first only to deny him. I just thought it would be fun and then I thought even if it did lead to sex then it wouldn't matter because I don't mind and then I remembered that I did mind and I don't want that. Lilly: *hugs Fox* that's alright. He'll get over it. He's tried it on with all of us atleast once and we're all women. I would've saved Fox from Nate only He didn't look like he wanted to be saved. at this point in time, our innerworld was still being built by lilly so we all were sleeping in one room, with the littles. and i witnessed the sweetest thing. So I was doing the final checks to make sure everyone was in bed and since Nate doesn't want to sleep with the Littles anymore (they can be slightly irritating) I had to go find his room. He's in a tower room. Its not got a bed and it's freezing but hey no loud children. And as I'm about to turn the corner I see Fox knocking on his door after clearly being there for a while debating whether or not to because Nate told us to stay out. Quickly Nate opens the door and immediately as he sees fox, puts his hand on Fox's arm gently (how sweet. Hes not usually gentle) and Fox is all: I'm sorry. I just couldn't kiss you. Just recently with the bad things and the kissing involved in the bad thing. And Nates all: its okay. I shouldn't have put pressure on you like that. I'm so sorry. I understand. And he's hugging him. Like and kissing his head and hes like "Is that alright?" And fox is like "Yeah. Its nice." And squeezes the hug tighter. So sweet honestly. And then Nates like "I know I'm really sexual and that makes you uncomfortable a lot but you know I would never want you to do anything you didn't want to." And fox is all like "I'm just so scared that I'm never going to be able to kiss anyone ever again because I can't get over that time and I really want to forget it." And Nates hugging him really tight and cuz he's taller, he can rest his chin on Fox's head. And im still watching cuz I'm weird and entranced by these confessions. And then Nates like "Do you want to come in?" And Fox is like "No Littles tonight?" And Nates smiling nicely and is like "No I get nightmares and I don't wanna wake them up. And theyre annoying as heck." And fox is like "I know what you mean. Yeah I'll come in." And Nate leads Fox in by his hips gently. *fox and lissie talking bout feelings* Lissie: what's wrong, my sweet? Who hurt you? Fox: *Wiping tears away* no one really. I'm fine. I don't even know why I'm crying. Lissie: Its okay to be sad sometimes. Fox: I'm not sad. I'm nothing. Just numbness. Lissie: that's worse than being sad. Tell me, sweetie. What happened. Fox: I asked Nate to be my boyfriend. I mean, I was kissing him and I didn't get any flashbacks even when I was overthinking and remembering. Nothing and it was so relieving. And I asked him. And he said he had to go for a walk. Lissie: Oh darling. It'll be okay. He loves you. Fox: Does he now? sigh I just love him so much. I love him more than you approve of. I love him so much I don't know what to do. But in not what he needs. He wants physical love and even so, he cant handle commitment. And I know that you don't want us together so you'll get your wish but I need him. Ive never been so relaxed and happy. Lissie: That's true. I've never seen you so happy as recently. I'm glad Nate could bring that to you but I don't approve, no. But if you're going to be together, I will support it. I will encourage happiness, that's a promise I can keep. I'm not disapproving to make it impossible for you to be together, in only disapproving so you have to prove to me that you two can make it. If you two make each other happy, I will be there for you no matter what. Fox: Thank you..... They spoke more but I didn't listen. After strictly avoiding Nate for three days, Fox finally has the courage to face up to him. As the group exit the cozy dining room, Fox weakly holds on to Nate's elbow. Obeying, Nate stares at the ground, clenching his jaw. "I'll start, I suppose." Fox forces out, false confidence strengthening the statement. "I-I'm really sorry that I asked you out. Of course, you wouldn't say yes. That's fine. Completely fine. And I'm really sorry that I made you uncomfortable with me. I really do like you though. Like love really. And even though you don't feel the same... I can't just be your friend. We can keep trying but it will just make us both miserable. We're just lucky the others are giving us time to figure it out instead of just getting rid of us for being dramatic." Fox rants,  getting out of breath and manic toward the end. "I have never heard you say so many words. Are you okay?" Nate smiles charmingly, concerned. "No." Fox answers honestly, a tremble in his voice. Suddenly, Fox is embraced by warm, strong arms. Wriggling further into Nate's warmth, Fox breathes in the boyish scent of Nate. All sharp and smooth. The arms tighten around Fox's shoulders. "I love you too. You know this. I'm sorry that I've been... Not great recently. I just thought we could both use some space. The village... It's the next thing to be built. But I-I don't just want it there for sex. I wouldn't do that to you. I just like the people they're interesting and good friends. You're the one I want. They're nothing compared to the beautiful complexities of you. I hope you'll accept my request to be your boyfriend." Nate excruciatingly slowly spills his soul, hands rubbing the back of Fox's neck how he likes it. Fox freezes, slowly pulling away after a few moments. "You... I'm sorry, what?" Fox whispers, teary eyed. "Please let me be your boyfriend. I'll beg on my knees, I swear. I'm so sorry. I've never been so lonely as I've been without you. Please come back to me." Nate practically sobs, hands reaching up to cover his face. "You actually want to be my boyfriend? What? No... That can't be right... Right? What?" Fox, ever the articulate bean, mutters, completely confused and shocked. "Yes. I want to be your boyfriend. I won't have sex with anyone and I won't hug or touch anyone else I swear. I miss you so much. I hate everyone else so much. I need you." Nate falls to his knees, taking Fox's hand in his and pressed his lips to the soft skin as he rambles, tears falling down his face. "You absolute idiot. You moron. You complete fool." Fox sighs, rambling random tiny insults, before falling to his knees and taking Nate's face in his hands. "I'm so totally in love with you." Fox mumbles, pressing his forehead to Nate's. a couple weeks later: they sang a love song together. 😩 I literally cried. Nate on his guitar and Fox singing. Ive never seen him so relaxed and happy. Ahhh. I wanna cry I'm so excited. 😂😂😂 these boys will be the death of me. theyre both the biggest drama queens and they so gay.

im so sorry that was so long but their relationship created so much drama between us bc we didnt know if it would work out and theyre the most wholesome boys, except nate but well he has his moments. softest boiis uwu. 

Everyone in the system likes to sing and play games and read. Fox mainly likes to write and stuff but Evan is also knows for her nice stories on wattpad lmao. We arent very active, so we dont do much sport but we do like badminton and we used to do a running club. Evan likes baking, where it stressed me tf out. i cant even crack an egg right. only Evan draws really. Our main hobbies are minecraft, eating unhealthy foods and sleeping :)