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murdockthenerd · 9 months
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maybe it's just my depression, but I think the best part about being sick is having an excuse to be alone. I'm sure this also ties into my trauma and my experience as a queer transmasc person but being alone just feels better- I don't have to sit with people that don't understand me or project their thoughts about being trans and queer on me. it's freeing; when I'm alone, I don't have to put up with deadnaming or misgendering and for that I'm grateful...
but when I spend time with my friends (who are also queer and trans in some way) I feel so seen and understood- and even though a part of me will always crave solitude, I savor each moment with them
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schro4444 · 11 months
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About the Kaito keeping his secret ID through Refuge In Audacity do you think Conan stuck with his first guess that KID was younger than 20 or later dismissed it as KID wearing a mask? (Ik this isn't relevant to the kuroba sitcom but I had Ditto in the brain haha)
I personally hc that he logicked it away as "he can't be THAT young, learning all those skills he has would take time" and then Kaito TOLD HIM his mom was Phantom Lady who did crazy gymnastics so she couldn't have been very old and dissappeared a scant 20 years ago and Conan went "welp"
Ik that Hakuba figured KID's age through DNA and then compared to highschool databases across the country, but first that's not how DNA tests work, the length that tells how old someone is changes from person to person, and second, I'm not familiar w Japanese laws regarding privacy and DNA databases but I'm fairly sure that what Hakuba did was like. Super illegal. Probably why Hakuba hauled ass back to London after that case actually, I bet he only got away with it bc nepotism (IT'S SURE ILLEGAL IN THE UK)
I still rlly want to know if Hakuba sat KID down w an optometrist board and an IQ test though, HOW did he get that data. Like I bet Toichi and Chikage never even got Kaito tested bc they thought it funnier to keep people guessing just HOW smart he was, plus Kaito wanted to share class with Aoko and Nakamori wanted her to be in a class where she could make friends her age, and that was the end of the topic
(oh man this ended up long, MY BAD)
first of all, omg im honored, tysm for reading ditto :D <3
GREAT QUESTION I think conan kept it in mind, but became less sure of himself over time. conan/shinichi has a pretty skewed idea of what kids are capable of doing, and I think he knows this about himself, so it’s reasonable for him to think “...nah, it would be insane if a high schooler was doing all this… right?” and if he was basing his original age guess off of what he could see of kid’s face and body shape, well, he learned very quickly that kid can change any of those traits at any time. who’s to say that kid wasn’t wearing makeup/a mask/anything else that might change his silhouette? …left to his own devices for long enough, conan can become a victim of his own overthinking, lol.
aaaand then kaito dropped the Phantom Lady tidbit. that, if anything, seemed to me like a peace offering of some kind? possibly meant to even the playing field between them? as always, it’s hard to tell what shinichi and kaito actually Know in canon, though I’m of course personally a fan of them knowing the least amount of information possible while still being as intelligent as we know they are. because shenanigans >:D
if we want to have fun with it ;) , I think the phantom lady reveal only narrows down kid’s age to,,,,, younger than 30? ish? it mostly gives conan an upper limit, since he doesn’t know whether kid was born before or after her retirement, and she easily could’ve retired in her early 30s. what it Does confirm is that this kid isn’t the original one, but that only narrows his identity down to “probably a protege of kid #1.” from there, the biggest bit of provable evidence against kaito is that his father died right when the original kid disappeared, but that’s still a pretty big logic leap to make when you aren’t around kaito all the time (like hakuba is). and toichi had students, too! who knows who else he taught besides yukiko and sharon? who is more likely to be kaitou kid: an undercover protege of toichi’s, or his teenage son who has an alibi for multiple heists?
best I can tell from some brief research, in Japan, DNA collection isn’t regulated for law enforcement, but hakuba isn’t law enforcement, he’s a consultant at best. I think other DNA tests for ppl age 16+ require consent of the person, and 16 or younger require the consent of a parent. hakuba has NEITHER. hakuba was saved from being a juvenile criminal by nepotism and the fact that nakamori laughed in his face instead of charging him with obstruction of justice or something. and yeah, that’s Absolutely Not How DNA Tests Work adjfksjdj
FR THO!! now I’m imagining hakuba chasing kid through a museum yelling “WHAT NUMBER LOGICALLY FOLLOWS THE SERIES ACCORDING TO THE GIVEN PATTERN” while kid answers with, like, extremely confused perfect accuracy. “400 iq” honestly sounds more like something hakuba made up to explain the fact that kid could answer the iq test questions while rappelling down a skyscraper lol. and I totally agree, kaito’s probably never been officially tested—it’s important for kids to be with their peers, especially when you’re already likely to have child prodigy syndrome. also because kaito and aoko get along so well, they would run the risk of never making other friends (cough shinichi cough). plus, the kurobas probably like to avoid official records as much as possible, and scoring even in the 160+ range would gather attention that their family of internationally-wanted criminals does Not need
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collidedscope · 2 years
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oh my gosh how are you liking woo young woo??!
ahhhh omg i love it so much!!! i’m in love with like 75% of the characters and woo young-woo is so cool, and i LOVE the romantic subplot (and im usually one who prefers loooong slowburns).
and the cases are all cool and interesting, even though i usually have to replay most of the investigative/strategic scenes to understand their line of logic bc they talk SO FAST💀
and personally, i the autistic rep is amazing. like ik it technically falls into the savant trope, but it’s just so cool to see an autistic character barely ever masking, yet thriving in an ultra-professional setting. and every time my moms in the room, she’s like “omg that character is just like you!”
and honestly one of my fave components of the show is the score- it’s so fun and whimsical and unserious, i love it
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meow meow, catmom! this day must be rough for me so hope youre doing better! this cat TT hope its for good luck. 'i read this in the morning but i had .. its night now' were so SAME TT 'but i get where theyre coming from' yeah me too but still. i was young and confused af. 'let me apologize' no you dont need to >:( 'knows all the lewd stuff about it' OH YES. idk in russian the 'polynomial' is literally pronounsed? means? includes words 'many members' (i dont even remember what its about). and in russian member and dick are literally the same word. so EVERY time teachers in the what? 5th? 6th? grade are just ._. while children are laughing at this word.... my classmates still did while being in the 11th grade... men yuck. 'BUT I SAW THE PAWLESS CAT TODAY' hope hes doing fine TT and Putol sounds just... logical. so ok let him be. 'at least not dead' i usually answer like this when asked how am i. 'DAMN THAT WAS SARCASTIC' well not really maliciously sarcastic. just not the same sorry you thought it was. 'ur so dry' im humbled(( 'i will never believe you again' meowmeow TT i was telling the truth after all?? 'BUT YOUR STORY IS IN MY QUEUE NOW' FHDKFO and whats its number? 'which one do you want me to do first btw?' ik you dont need my opinion anymore but id say anyway. im VERY eager to know whatre you gonna do in the wfal(TT) but?? im already waiting for a lifetime so? im REALLY REALLY excited to see what youre gonna do with the keep. anyway im eager to read both. 'so waht if its humid if its like negative degrees?' its easier to breath??? TT these southern people... 'st. petersburg is warm?' no TT but its like WOW its 0 C there... rn its warm. but. i just mean the weather there is more wet? there are lots of rivers, water, rains and all so in winter it can be as chilly while having higher degrees. but they have the wet time of cold while in the real north its dry frost. and more difficulties with breathing. 'i hope youre satisfied.' was it THAT bad? TT i feel like that nerd from the american movies who sais something to a laughing group and everyones suddenly silent... 'i hope youve found peace' oh NO. 1) i hate irresponsible people 2) im VERY angry with her 3) im living through this rn. were literally going to talk to her abt all the shit shes done today. but im glad youve found your peace. SOSO finally the cover TT its so angelic TT your voice is still >>>>>>>>>>>> its the chefs kiss TT catmom im so proud of you. and your still so gorgeous, hottie-cutie TT your hairss so pretty and your eyes are so captivating TT your so hottie-cutie TT and DAMN your voice is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! editing(?) is also vvv good! idk how these layed lines called even in rus but!! youve got gold hands!! also!! ive read this last fic puppy love and wish i was her (idk why i didnt read it back then). so with the second one. im in love TT like not with the sisters fighting over a man but the desperation EVERYONE feels. everyones inner conflict is !!!! got me so excited. like rhaenyra want to be like her sister and thats why shes pining after daemon? and daemon want to be with the reader so when shes not available hes pining after her sister(but idk i wanted to say something else but dont remember)? and the reader want to do whats good but also whats good for her but also being tired of all this mess? YAY got me screaming. and the puppy love TT you absolutely cant have me reading things like this. ive got the softest spot for starks (even if idk a thing abt them) TT the north theme ig. i love them, the snow, the moon, the wolves so theyre my comfort house (its so ironic knowing ive never seen got..). also i noticed the 2nd person pov and how do you feel abt it? was it harder to write? the reader isnt damsel in distress but still... patriarchy... idk if it does mean what i want it to mean but its not an insult TT shes fine. shes good. ig youve made her the way you (at least wrote that) wanted to. how is your queue? what plans do you have for weekends? howre u? thats all ig. have a nice day/evening/night/weekends/life! take care! luv you<з
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this isnt a cat but this is me when i dance T_T HAHAHHAHA
good morning my love, at least its 11am when i was replying to you.
this day must be rough for me so hope youre doing better!
AWWWW T_T I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY WHATEVER HAPPENS I KNOW YOU CAN GET THROUGH IT <3
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this cat TT hope its for good luck.
i mean i dont wish you anything bad but only blessings
'i read this in the morning but i had .. its night now' were so SAME TT
big brains think the same
'but i get where theyre coming from' yeah me too but still. i was young and confused af.
me at english HAHAHAHA
'let me apologize' no you dont need to >:(
T_T i already did its fine
'knows all the lewd stuff about it' OH YES. idk in russian the 'polynomial' is literally pronounsed? means? includes words 'many members' (i dont even remember what its about). and in russian member and dick are literally the same word.
💀💀💀💀 HELP WTF HASH:FASFHASHF HAHAAHAHAH
so EVERY time teachers in the what? 5th? 6th? grade are just ._. while children are laughing at this word.... my classmates still did while being in the 11th grade... men yuck.
IDK THIS IS KINDA FUNNY BUT ALSO YUCKY ALL AT ONCE HAHAHHAH;ASHF;LHASFHASL;FA
'BUT I SAW THE PAWLESS CAT TODAY' hope hes doing fine TT and Putol sounds just... logical. so ok let him be.
nah you can say it, my grandma was kinda mean for that T_T but omg my love T_T MY GRANDMA FOUND A DEAD STRAY CAT IN HER WASH BASIN THIS MORNING aslfhasfl;khasflhasfhalshfasfhalsf asfahf it was so sad and scary and our neighbor threw it away. i felt bad and wanted to volunteer to bury it but i also didnt want to touch the dead cat. T_T i wish my dad was here to bury it T_T but hes at work so T_T JUST A LOT TEARS although i didnt cry
'at least not dead' i usually answer like this when asked how am i.
and it oop T_T the cat that looked like Tol was the one that died. RIP my love
'DAMN THAT WAS SARCASTIC' well not really maliciously sarcastic. just not the same sorry you thought it was.
k HAHAHAHAHA
'ur so dry' im humbled((
/: k HAHAHAHHA
'i will never believe you again' meowmeow TT i was telling the truth after all??
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'BUT YOUR STORY IS IN MY QUEUE NOW' FHDKFO and whats its number?
it's the in the keep then that so i finished that first lol HAHAHH
'which one do you want me to do first btw?' ik you dont need my opinion anymore but id say anyway. im VERY eager to know whatre you gonna do in the wfal(TT) but?? im already waiting for a lifetime so? im REALLY REALLY excited to see what youre gonna do with the keep. anyway im eager to read both.
WELL I FINISHED WRITING IT AND I JUST POSTED IT NOW GO READ IT AND SEND ME YOUR ANALYSIS OFF ANON LIKE YOU PROMISED!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
'so waht if its humid if its like negative degrees?' its easier to breath??? TT these southern people...
/: hey u think i know how snow works 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 im sure you'd burn the first day you step foot here /:
'st. petersburg is warm?' no TT but its like WOW its 0 C there... rn its warm.
everytime you say its not cold/warm and then say its 0 degrees T_T YOU DO KNOW THATS FREEZING POINT RIGHT WELL NOW YOUKNOW
but. i just mean the weather there is more wet? there are lots of rivers, water, rains and all so in winter it can be as chilly while having higher degrees.
sounds like a one way ticket to clogged sinuses for me. wet + cold = sniffles lol but also i like this discription you've given me. sounds very nice HAHAHAHAH
but they have the wet time of cold while in the real north its dry frost. and more difficulties with breathing.
why is it harder to breathe in dry areas? ok google said it irritates airways lol HAHAH
'i hope youre satisfied.' was it THAT bad? TT
i mean it wasnt bad but i only snorted when i read it AHHAHAHA
i feel like that nerd from the american movies who sais something to a laughing group and everyones suddenly silent...
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
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'i hope youve found peace' oh NO. 1) i hate irresponsible people 2) im VERY angry with her
damn T_T [hugs]
3) im living through this rn. were literally going to talk to her abt all the shit shes done today. but im glad youve found your peace.
T_T I HOPE YOU FIND PEACE TOO MY LOVE I LOVE YOU
SOSO finally the cover TT its so angelic TT your voice is still >>>>>>>>>>>> its the chefs kiss TT catmom im so proud of you.
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and your still so gorgeous, hottie-cutie TT your hairss so pretty and your eyes are so captivating TT your so hottie-cutie TT
T_T 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭thank you so much my love, i was thinking a lot about how i looked and i was like it doesn't look like im singing it but I AM but HAslfhaskfhaf im honored you think so highly of me my love
and DAMN your voice is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! editing(?) is also vvv good! idk how these layed lines called even in rus but!! youve got gold hands!! also!!
IM GLAD YOU LIKE THE LAYERS I LOVE THE LAYERS!!! they're called voices! simple as that AHHAHA. Thank you i love my hands even though they're so veiny. im luv them <3
ive read this last fic puppy love and wish i was her (idk why i didnt read it back then).
BECAUSE YOUR MEAN THATS WHY YOU DIDNT READ IT [cries] lol AHHAHH
so with the second one. im in love TT like not with the sisters fighting over a man but the desperation EVERYONE feels. everyones inner conflict is !!!! got me so excited.
LASHFLASHFLASHFAF HIHIHHHI THANK YOU SO MUCH I ALREADY READ THIS BUT IM SMILING ALL OVER AGAIN BECAUSE OF HOW SWEET YOU ARE
like rhaenyra want to be like her sister and thats why shes pining after daemon? and daemon want to be with the reader so when shes not available hes pining after her sister(but idk i wanted to say something else but dont remember)? and the reader want to do whats good but also whats good for her but also being tired of all this mess? YAY got me screaming.
YOU GET IT
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IM SO GLAD YOU CAUGHT ONTO THAT! IM SO GLAD THAT YOU GET IT :ASFHKASFKASF CRRRRYYIINGGG
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I LOVE THAT FIC SO MUCH BECAUSE OF THE CONFLICT I MADE AND YOU MADE ME LOVE IT ALL OVER AGAIN even now i still think about that p2/a scene i wanted to add in the fic but didnt write it cos i got lazy lol. ur making me wanna maybe make it
and the puppy love TT you absolutely cant have me reading things like this. ive got the softest spot for starks (even if idk a thing abt them) TT the north theme ig. i love them, the snow, the moon, the wolves so theyre my comfort house (its so ironic knowing ive never seen got..).
LITERALLY ME AS;FGASFASG HAHAHHAHAHAHAAH I HAVE THIS STARK UNIVERSE AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH BECAUSE I GET TO NOT ONLY WRITE ABOUT DAEMON AND CARAXES BUT READER (WHO IS A STARK) AND HER BB WOLF WHO I NAMED HAVOC ASLFHLAS;HFHSAFSFLSHAFHSAF ASF I LOVE THE NORTH THEME SO SO SO SOSO SOSOSSSO S MUCH TOO even though like you i have not watched nor do i think i ever will watch game of thrones AHHAHAHHAHAHA
also i noticed the 2nd person pov and how do you feel abt it? was it harder to write?
no. i have written 2n person before. i appreciate it because it allows me to write thoughts for the characters outside of yn. ive realized why i usually dont write in other perspectives because then id have to use a name or (Y/N) WHICH I PERSONALLY LOATHE its fine if others use it, but i personally dont want to use it so. yeah. i have a bunch of fics written in second person! i usually use it when my plot isnt too focused on yn.
the reader isnt damsel in distress but still... patriarchy... idk if it does mean what i want it to mean but its not an insult TT shes fine. shes good. ig youve made her the way you (at least wrote that) wanted to.
HELP I guess you dont like her very much HAHAHAHAH that's fine! i was exploring writing more 'time realistic women' i wanted to show an alternative of my usual characters. she is not outspoken 'like a man' nor does she assume the worst for others, rather much like she how was brought up, she is more passive and naïve, and yet she does not let Daemon speak for her, because she at the very least knows how to properly conduct herself and treat others. <3 i love her for that. she may not have the guts to raise a sword but she will stand for what is right. <3
how is your queue?
its good! im planning to sneak a pedro pascal fic past everything just cos i have a mutual that has been rotting my brain with pedro HAAHA
what plans do you have for weekends?
probably do assignments and write. maybe i;ll try learning that halsey song too
howre u?
IM SO FUCKIGN HOT AS IN ITS SO HOT HERE IM BEING BURNED HELP ME its almost sunset not but THE AFTERNOON WAS HOT
thats all ig. have a nice day/evening/night/weekends/life! take care! luv you<з
I LOVE YOU! HOW ARE YOU MY LOVE I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY FIC AND I HOPE YOU GOT THROUGH THE DAY WITH VIGOUR I LOVE YOU! BYE i have a class in like 9 mins lol
xxx
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stevethehairington · 4 years
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scrolling through ig and seeing people MY AGE that are getting MARRIED and HAVING BABIES and im just like yALL WHAT HOW WHY YOU ARE ALL STILL BABIES WHAT THE HECK
#it is. fucking wild to say the least#also lowkey (and by lowkey i mean high key as fuck) gives me anxiety bc like. im absofuckinglutely nowhere near ANY of that shit#and even though logically i KNOW this is not the case it still feel like im running out of time or smth#like. im only 21!! thats still so young!! im not even halfway to middle aged yet!!#but god damn seeing all these people my age doing this shit is like well fuck#esp since like damn ive never even fucking kissed anybody or had a real relationship w anyone & yall are out here tying the god damn knot???#my anxiety literally skyrockeys#oh and add onto that the fact that my mom has several times pointed out that she was like around my age when she met my dad#and they got married a few years after that#so her constant reminders of that Do Not fucking help#i feel like im late to every single god damn game there is and as positive & optimistic as i try to be about that its hard not to feel like#overwhelmed about that and depressed as hell that im like so far behind on things?#(even tho ik its not a race or whatever and everyone moves at their own pace and does shit at their own pace and blah blah blah)#its just. disheartening a little bit. bc its not like i dont want to be there? yknow? like fuck i would LOVE a serious relationship but#that just doesnt look like its in the cards for me rn bc idek where to find that or how or with who#and man if i can barely even find FRIENDS how tf am i supposed to find someone more? LMAO#this is getting even more depressing so im just gonna. stop.#and go to sleep probably.#anyways.#mack rambles#mack gets all up in her head and shit more like
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ssugarsnap · 4 years
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It's early and I'm (over)thinking....again
#hnnnggg#igbore this and keep scrolling#this is just so my heart doesnt like explode and ill start crying again#i kind of hate depending/relying on people#so how the fuck did i manage to get so attached to my bf???#i mean...its not a bad thing ig#but like damn#i was just thinking about how i tag every post i make abt him with that damn emoji#and all our pics/vids are in a separate folder#and its so that if we break up i can just purge everything quickly and easily#but also the thought of not being with jack makes me...unsettled#makes me want to cry tbh and currently im comparing it to the way i felt when my gpa died#its not really fair imo bc i didn't tell him to make this relationship feel so light and warm and like a home you can't wait to get back to#i didn't ask for the hugs cuddles and snuggles to be...by far the most comforting experience ive come across yet#i didnt want him to go from just being jack to being somebody that i cant picture bot being a part of my life#and like that shit is scary bc im a realistic person and logically ik we're way young and this is unlikely to last 'forever'#but the thought of it not lasting feels like when you know something bad is gonna happen and that dread settles over you#hes like a lighthouse#when im with him and even when im not it feels like im safe like theres somebody to help cut through the dark and gloom and danger#somebody whos home and safe and and whos basically saying yes come to me and you'll find exactly where you need to be#theres a sense of dissonance to it too that i cant wrap my head around#🐰#personal
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faaun · 2 years
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hiiiii i just want to say that 19/20 is so so young and there actually arent many people who have met the love of their life at this point, so if one of the things holding you back, just know that you have SO MUCH MORE TIME and shouldn't settle for someone who doesn't really treat you well!! lots of love to you honey, you deserve to be genuinely happy!
thank you so much !!! ik logically im young etc but sometimes the person im talking to at that moment feels like the only option, i appreciate the reminder a lot !!! ♡♡♡
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red-riding · 4 years
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A Purr-fect interference : Legolas X Reader
This is my entry for the prompt of back cat for day 11 of the 13 days of spooky writing event hosted by @dumbassunderthemountain​. Sorry its a little odd I wanted to test out framing devices and do something different from anything I have heard before so here it is. 
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Before you read: This is starting out taking place from the perspective of the readers pet black cat. C/N Represents cat name, I was not sure what to name the cat and want reader to be able to put their cat in the story if they choose so yeah. I hope you guys like my attempt at framing device use and the cat is heavily based around Salem from Sabrina the teenage witch, also the cat can talk so yeah. This story is supposed to be kinda absurd and funny so don't think about the whole talking cat thing too logically. 
Also yes Ik I used the joke purr-fect an absurd amount and no one can change that!
C/N POV: 
I sighed as I watched my human y/n and that elven prince Legolas talk. They were both unbearably awkward, it hurt to watch. They both obviously liked each other yet neither would admit it. Two leggers can be so absurd at times with always making everything so complex. 
I guess I'm just going to have to lend a paw and take some time out of my napping schedule to help these hopeless beings. I mean they say charity is good for the soul right? 
What will my plan be to help them? Aww I got! I have a purr-fect way to intervene and fix this, I just need to find someone to help me. 
I trotted along the halls of Mirkwood looking for some elf to possibly assist me and saw no other than the king. He can help, it is his son after all and Tharnduils bad parenting that has made Legolas so damm nervous. 
“Hey! giant blond tree king.” I hollered as I ran to catch up to him. 
The king sighed and rolled his eyes as he looked down. “if it isn't my least favorite being. Your lucky your lady y/n’s cat fur ball or else you would be a perfect scarf. “ The king complained.
“I need your help, so stop complaining.” I commanded the king. 
“and why would I, the great king of mirkwood help you?” Thranduil inquired.
“Because it will help your son.” 
“How so?” 
“I have devised a genius plan to make Legolas and y/n finally confess their feelings.” 
“And how does this plan involve me?” 
I Explained my genius plan to the king, he smiled slightly and agreed to help me. Purr-fect.
...... Y/n POV
I waved prince Legolas goodbye and returned to my room. If only I was brave enough to tell Legolas how I felt, but he could never feel the same way right? 
Once I opened my door I noticed an elegant looking envelope placed on my bed with a rose, what could this be? I carefully opened the envelope and pulled out the letter in side.
Dearest Y/n
I request your presence in the royal garden at 10:00 pm by the fountain.
All my love,
sincerely your secret admirer and lover. 
Who could this letter be from I thought? Could it maybe be Legolas, it is written on royal stationary. It might just be him! Does that mean Legolas loves me? I look over at my clock to see its 9:30 pm already and hastily open my closet to try to find the best dress I have to wear.
Once I get dressed and the clock strikes ten I make my way to the mystical royal garden, with a hopeful smile upon my face. As I walk to the fountain I see a blond figure dressed extremely formally, as the figure turns to face me my heart swells as I realize it is Legolas.
“Legolas, So You did send me the letter?” I ask anticipation laced in my voice.
“Letter?  I was going to ask if you sent a letter to me.” Legolas asked confused. 
“Wait.. I did not send a letter to you and it seems you did not send one to me...”
“Someone set us up” Legolas finished my sentence coming to my same conclusion.
“Umm... Well, Since we have been put here in this situation now is as good as time as any, though its not what I expected this would look like. y.n, Would you do me the honor of allowing me to court you?” Legolas asked with a shaky nervous voice. 
“Of course yes!” I exclaimed being over taken by excitement and ran to hug Legolas catching him off guard.
C/N POV:
I sat watching the scene unfold below on the Kings balcony with a small pur as my tail swayed behind me. 
“My plan worked perfectly, Im a genius!” I exclaimed.
“Your plan? You wanted to feed them catnip and force them into a room together.” Thranduil stated with annoyance.
“Well how was I supposed to know catnip did not work on humans or elves?”
“It is called CAT-nip, Its kinda self explanatory. It was my plan that did this, it warms my heart to see young love and my son happy. Reminds me of many millennia ago when I-” Thranduil was cut off.
“Yeah yeah, I get your old. Now shush snow white and let me revel in my success.” 
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aquariusshadow · 3 years
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Live!Blogging Legacies 3x13
So my lovely server platform I use to watch these eps didn't have the latest Legacies ep until earlier this evening...so this live!blog is later than usual ehehe my bad.
Ok my main thing I'll be focusing on is Handon because now that real!Landon is back (maybe) I'm curious on how the Handon development will actually be since the last few episodes weren't real!Landon and Hope ehehe
Lessss go --
i was really trying to forget hope and landon having sex and him turning into mud after o.O
this is a cleo stan account and i refuse to believe shes the villain
oh kaleb...first mg's gone..now cleo? this poor soul
hi landon bby you okay?
i hope they handle landon's ptsd properly
josie's hair looks so cute what
help
ik she wears her hair like that alot but for some reason it just really suits her in this ep?
i don't blame finch for being incredibly overwhelmed
awwww josie's being her tour guide--i love some good ship parallels
hope's hair is beautiful here too
hope honey you're doing such a good job rn
she's being so careful, but still honest
cmon cleo backstory cleo backstory
OMG ARE WE ACTUALLY SEEING HER BACKSTORY
YES FINALLY
this better be good
idk why i find kaleb just casually sitting and watching this so amusing (in a good way, im into this rn hehe)
is taking landon to a school the best idea rn? i would imagine this would be overstimulating for him
oh and the flashbacks...
oh god no
who are you
landon doesn't need extra crap rn
poor cleo :/ that really got sprung on her so fast...so young too
kaleb you're so sweet ahaha
oh of courseahlsfjlhfdasljfdh
"Malivore?! That bitch is everywhere!" Kaleb is the voice of the fandom lmfaooooo
cleo honey noooo
youre just a smol bean
yep see thats why landon didn't need this crap rn
even tho alaric technically has some sort of logic in this i just....dont care about his character anymore ahaha
ok leaving finch alone rn is not the best idea????
hmmm maybe she and the other wolves will actually try and get along? idk
"this is how i learned to make friends" man my heart :/
ok that frog is adorable
is there a catch...?
noooooo froggy noooooo
that is so traumatic good lord
(also i really like the josie/cleo dynamic)
the arms....
"never make a deal with the bad guy" ahjsdflsdf josie
wow they actually made the malivore plotline interesting again
yeah josie you stand up to alaric
at least its not landon needing to die for the millionth time
man cant hope just catch a break
ok seeing handon fight together is really cool
yea you guys do make a good team <3
wait so hope being a true tribrid is how malivore dies
iiiiiiiiiinteresting
wait wait wait
klaus was already a vampire, like dead and vampire, yet he was able to have hope
so
what is alaric going on about? she should be able to have kids anyway BECAUSE she is part wolf and witch
............
am i crazy???
am i wrong here???
is my tvdu knowledge scuff?
man cleo is really becoming one of my favorite characters
cmon cleo stay
ayeeeeeeeeee finch is fitting in with the wolves good good
ooo i like the finch/jed friendship here that has potential to be a good dynamic in the future :D
yesssssss call her your girlfriend josie
okay this is really cute their kiss was adorable
did hope and cleo really have that convo off screen??? fine ok
wow...they're actually addressing my concerns with handon, especially since it was the gollum instead of real landon
seeing hope cry breaks my heart
nooooooo landon dont go
awww cleo left too
hmmm does this mean landon and cleo are gonna meet up or something?
yesssssssssss i was right
this is going to be interesting
both of them love hope so much theyre willing to team up and find another alternative
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Cleo backstory. I repeat. Cleo backstory. Landon and Cleo going on a road trip thing to find another way to kill Malivore to protect Hope??? I sense a new OT3 on the horizon...
I love how consistently good these episodes have been!
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your ships are sooo accurate omgg,, everyone loves theirs
im a slytherin, scorpio sun and libra rising, im straight and female, the therapist friend, and my personality type is infp-t. im often the more logical/smart person in the relationships i've been in, and i sometimes have a bad temper. basically, i solve conflict by yelling bc thats the only way ik how to make people listen to me
other than that, im actually pretty quiet and reserved upon first impression. when i do fall in love, i fall hard and give that person all the love i have to offer. i think words of affirmation and touch are my main love languages
thank youu!! you didn't say which fandom do im gonna assume marauders and hp cause that's the majority of people who follow me are fans of
I ship you with...
Young Peter Pettigrew
I'm sorry, but your description is similar to the person I imagined Peter as having a romantic relationship with. I feel like you'd get on with his friends well, especially lily. You and Pete would both be similar in the sense that you seem quiet and reserved on first impression but you're not as much when you get to know them more. I feel like you'd both fall, really hard, really fast. He'd probably think you were just trying to get to James or Sirius through him and you'd just shout at him to make him listen to you and then he'd basically fall in love. Lots of hand holding, which the others make fun of.
Fred Weasley
probably involves a lot of yelling and laughing. I feel like you wouldn't play quidditch but you'd watch him play, he'd probably come over in the middle of a match and fly past to kiss you. Thought you were really quiet and reserved at first and then he plays some prank thats inconvenient to you so you start yelling at him and he gets very surprised. The logical and illogical couple. Loves your smartness and tries to use it to help him and George with a prank.
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soshinee · 4 years
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i didn’t get diagnosed w add until like, 6 months ago so i literally did just think i was a lazy piece of shit for no good reason. i mean the depression partly explained it but idk i guess part of me felt like no matter how hard i pushed myself i would never stack up? like i’d always have to work harder than everyone else to get by. idk. does having add even count as an actual attention deficit thing for me at this point i mean i’m 20 i feel like even without knowing i should’ve been able to figure out better ways of coping. though to be fair, it’s definitely not a major major thing that gets in the way of everyday life like my depression does. idk like. i have this thing w my mental health where idk if i really “count” as being mentally ill. like am i depressed enough to call myself depressed? do i take enough medications to call myself medicated? what if i just made up my depression in my head when i was 6 and it’s been so long now i started believing it was real at some point so i’ve just been lying to everyone and making excuses for my shit behavior when actually i’m a grumpy, rude, lazy person for no good reason?
the worst years of my depression were definitely partially fueled bc i thought i was bad at coping with life. part of the problem w developing it so young is that i literally didn’t realize my brain was fucked up until middle school like i thought everyone lived like that and i was just weak. and so at the lowest points i always felt like i was making it all up in my head or overexaggerating and bitching about stuff i should be able to handle like everyone else. and i still feel like that to an extent but since i got lucky and found a med combo that works for me i feel like that less. but then when i go through periods of feeling good or great or even just okay i feel like well maybe i don’t count as depressed anymore. even though i know logically i’m gonna be medicated for the rest of my life and i’m gonna have longer and more pronounced downs than ups it feels like when i’m on one of those upswings my depression is no longer valid. it doesn’t make any sense writing it out like this but it’s how i feel. idk.
i feel so bad for my irls bc all i ever do is bitch and moan and whine about how much i hate myself and how i’m terrible and worthless and whatever and it must be so annoying and exhausting to constantly reassure me about shit that i should be finding peace for within myself. it gets to the point where i don’t wanna hang out w my best friends, the ppl i love most, bc i feel like i’m such a fucking drag for no reason and i don’t want to be there bringing them down with me. like y’all can tell i talk so fucking much and if i talk to them i’m gonna end up coming around to how shit i feel all the time, which then leads to me feeling like i don’t have a right to feel like shit all the time bc idk if i’m depressed enough at any given moment to count as “depressed” and it all compounds and it’s such a hellish cycle. like i have a bad habit of flaking on people or not wanting to hang out or call or talk or whatever and it’s mostly bc i don’t want ppl to hate me for being selfish bc i must be the most selfish person to them to always talk about myself and need reassurance in my worth as a human being. and i don’t want them to feel like i’m fishing for compliments or attention bc that’s not it at all it’s just i need people to tell me that they like me or love me or think i’m nice or whatever bc if ppl don’t say it explicitly my brain cannot process it and sometimes even if someone does say smth like that explicitly my brain still won’t let me accept it. not to mention the fact i feel like everyone who loves me or is close to me actually hates me but is too nice to say it so whenever i hear a nice thing i do that annoying shit where i go “no no no” and deny it like a stupid bitch bc i feel like my friends are too kind to tell me the truth about myself
and i know that my self esteem is my own responsibility and shit and i’ve been working on it for years but most of the time i cannot feel positive about myself or any aspect of myself as a human person existing without someone telling me that i do have good qualities like ik its pathetic but i need people to tell me nice things about myself so i can internalize them and repeat them in my brain over and over and over again. bc im an attention whore i guess idk. i’ve always been like this, i’ve always loved teacher comments and yearbook signings and generally hearing what other ppl think abt me it makes me feel so happy and i obsess over those little things for years and years and years. like there’s a little book of compliments i got from classmates in 5th grade and i still think about it all the time bc those little things still make me feel good and it’s partially bc i still can’t believe those things on my own so seeing them in writing or hearing them from someone else makes such a big difference. i think i’m insane
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stillwooozy · 4 years
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okay the more i learn about biology & human development like.. even the more i learn about psychology...
I’m convinced females are superior to males, on average. females are like the OGs of the human species.
call me a faggot cuck but idc
The biggest flex males have is like “well the ppl w/ the highest IQ are male hurrdurr”
Yea well... the people w/ the lowest IQs are male too soooooo.... :/
whatever u want to say, all our dicks begin as vaginas in the womb soooo... who is the OG.
Like nah man.. God is really more male than female? I mean if there is a “god” they are genderless but like.... god is known for human CREATION. Who is the sex that can birth human life?? Uh not males. We call the earth “mother nature” cuz u know who is the only sex w/ such a cosmic and esoteric connotation? Females. Mothers.
Like what demographic is the most physically resilent to injury and better at healing? Young adult women. not young adult men. like hmm.. sounds like a better deal they got
And of fucking course i’m talking about averages. at the end of the day, all genders share wayyy more similiarties than differences.
But i cant understand men who rly do think men are superior in some fashion. Idc that men tend to be put in “warrior/soldier” postions and tend to want power/be more ambitious/be less agreesble. Idc.
Logically wise, all genders are equal.
But if I was held at gunpoint to rationalize who was “better” sex - males or females? (Ik this simplifies everything wayy much..) I’d say I could make a better arguement for females.
Like which type of incel wants to shoot up a school cuz they cant get pussy? Males. What type of incel ... doesnt tend to resort to violence & tends to be more introspective? Females. Come on. Ofc both tend to be based in mental illness and I have tons of sympathy. But i’d prefer the mentally ill person who blames themselves vs the one that literslly... has or would kill people. Ofc not all male incels are like this, but enough thats it unfortunately taken lives :/
just my 2 cents as a self hating faggot. Jk im indifferent to my sex. but hey ofc im biased due to personal reasons
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Hi 😊 for the system asks how about 🤫: Any Funny System Stories? 🥰: Any Wholesome System Stories? 🎨: Any Hobbies That Everyone In The System Enjoys? - c (The Union)
(Some of this is text convos i’ve had with ex-best mates and some is nsfw cuz funny stories for us generally are rude in nature lol nothing too explicit just weird flirting really) 
we used to make lissie and max dance together and lissie is like "hes an arse but i like to dance so okay" and max is like "fuck off" he dances with her anyway. so like yeah. then we are listening to music and we're like "Dance with lissie" and hes like "no" and so lissie is like "just go back to your lonely tower then, you downer" and hes like "Fine, i will. I will go.. all alone... to my bedroom" like thats hmmm. so once hes gone, lilly is like "Thats an open invitation to you to come to his room to bone" and lissie is like "lol no... wait... is it??" and doll face is like "oh definitely  " and so we send lissie off to find out whether it was in invitation to bone or not. and in our front room we have screens. a main one for the outerworld and some other ones for different rooms in the inner world castle. and so i tap the screen cuz its a little sketchy to use. but anyway, lissie had been upstairs for a while so were worried he killed her  but we see what went on. Lissie went to his room and knocked on the door and he answers. and hes like "I thought you told me to go away." and shes like "Yeah but i didnt think you would and then lilly said you gave me an invitation to join you and bone so.. i just..." and hes like "You came to take me up on my offer to bone?" smirk and shes like "Ugh no. you're an arse and youre rude and obnoxious" and hes like "Oh please go on, im very flattered rn" and shes like "it wasnt a compliment. ugh i hate you." and he like " actually you dont. you like me " and shes like "what no ew" and hes like "You do. i can see it and i understand why. They are all the same downstairs and im not like them" and shes like "Woah, dont you dare say they. they are all individuals" and hes like "Yes. but theyve all got strong morals and good hearts. and youre bored. so you like me" and shes like "ill kick your ass okay. those things are good things to have. youre a jerk" and by now shes like gradually moved closer to be 'intimidating'? and hes like "oh really?" smirkyness and shes like "Yea. youre just so mean and arrogant and you are such a bad person, you need to be--" and hes like "Say it, baby. i dare you." and shes like "..Punished.." and then bam hes practically throwing her on the bed and like ......... so thats when i turned that screen off. so like hilarious in hindsight but at the time. shooketh.
Doll face and lilly integrated (merged into 1 chick) which makes sense because doll face is too emotionally stable but impulsive and lilly is too emotionally unstable but logical. they didnt choose it and it is fairly easy now. or easier. doll face (loved them so much but ) was wayyy too impulsive. always making decisions for the worse but were fun which would have been fine if they actually cared but they didnt. thats okay. they were young. and lilly was lonely and needed to care a little less about her past. and idk. but its deffo for the better. yeah they were family basically anyway so i think shes really happy about it tho sometimes they do look in a mirror like "Wow. now ive got no dick and some small tits". i mean lmao. she really does focus on the small boobs thing. and we're like "they are average 🙂 " and shes like "No. easy for u to say tit-anosaurus rex"
Also, Nate almost called one of our ex-best mates mum’s a milf. 
(ugh going through old messages to mates to see if i can find more funny stories ad accidentally came across trauma ewwww miss me with that shit)
Wholesome... hmmm. we have plenty of sorta funny, interesting stories. Oh actually yes. I know. Okay, so i sorta just am always stalking around the inner world so i see almost everything. But this starts in our front room (like our fronting room but our living room, its genius ik)  we were listening to music (or Nate was) and Fox decided to come dance in the fronting room to the bops and me and Lilly saw them dancing very saucily together 😏 ya know. So we laughed and left. So we're listening to music on the way home and Lilly, Fox and Nate are in the room. And its all chill and then Nate starts flirting with Fox and Fox is all blushing and looking down like "Idk what to do rn" and Lilly and I are laughing and then Fox slightly reciprocated (as a joke probably...) And now Nate jas him basically pinned against a wall. Not physically just like with his intense eye contact. 😂 its hilarious. Lilly is threatening to go get Lissie because she was like "You two dicks aren't going near each other." And Nates like "What gives you the right to declare where my cock goes?" 😂 like wow. And Lilly was like "Oh I'm just going to go get Lissie then" and Nate was like "No no. Don't do that." Cuz Lissie really has the right 😂😂. Nate asked Fox to kiss him and Fox said "No..." 😂 savage but then you make my balls so blue from heathers came on and I'm dead. Fox: Sorry. Its not you. I just can't.. Nate: Okay. You don't have to. Lilly and me: *Sad eye contact cuz we know why Fox doesn't want to kiss anyone* Fox: *Kisses Nate on the cheek* Nate: *Blushes adorably- breaking his bad ass persona* Nate: you know not all sexual stuff involves kissing. Uh. If you don't want it to. Fox: *giggles quietly like a lil twink* I don't want any sex though. As pretty as you are, I just don't want that. Nate: *is absolutely crushed* Yeah. Okay. But I need some cock so imma head out and try to gain some pride. Lilly: I've not built the village in this innerworld yet so.. Idk where you're heading out to. Nate: *sighs so deeply* I'll be in my room then. Stay out. Fox: Sorry. I didn't mean to egg him on at first only to deny him. I just thought it would be fun and then I thought even if it did lead to sex then it wouldn't matter because I don't mind and then I remembered that I did mind and I don't want that. Lilly: *hugs Fox* that's alright. He'll get over it. He's tried it on with all of us atleast once and we're all women. I would've saved Fox from Nate only He didn't look like he wanted to be saved. at this point in time, our innerworld was still being built by lilly so we all were sleeping in one room, with the littles. and i witnessed the sweetest thing. So I was doing the final checks to make sure everyone was in bed and since Nate doesn't want to sleep with the Littles anymore (they can be slightly irritating) I had to go find his room. He's in a tower room. Its not got a bed and it's freezing but hey no loud children. And as I'm about to turn the corner I see Fox knocking on his door after clearly being there for a while debating whether or not to because Nate told us to stay out. Quickly Nate opens the door and immediately as he sees fox, puts his hand on Fox's arm gently (how sweet. Hes not usually gentle) and Fox is all: I'm sorry. I just couldn't kiss you. Just recently with the bad things and the kissing involved in the bad thing. And Nates all: its okay. I shouldn't have put pressure on you like that. I'm so sorry. I understand. And he's hugging him. Like and kissing his head and hes like "Is that alright?" And fox is like "Yeah. Its nice." And squeezes the hug tighter. So sweet honestly. And then Nates like "I know I'm really sexual and that makes you uncomfortable a lot but you know I would never want you to do anything you didn't want to." And fox is all like "I'm just so scared that I'm never going to be able to kiss anyone ever again because I can't get over that time and I really want to forget it." And Nates hugging him really tight and cuz he's taller, he can rest his chin on Fox's head. And im still watching cuz I'm weird and entranced by these confessions. And then Nates like "Do you want to come in?" And Fox is like "No Littles tonight?" And Nates smiling nicely and is like "No I get nightmares and I don't wanna wake them up. And theyre annoying as heck." And fox is like "I know what you mean. Yeah I'll come in." And Nate leads Fox in by his hips gently. *fox and lissie talking bout feelings* Lissie: what's wrong, my sweet? Who hurt you? Fox: *Wiping tears away* no one really. I'm fine. I don't even know why I'm crying. Lissie: Its okay to be sad sometimes. Fox: I'm not sad. I'm nothing. Just numbness. Lissie: that's worse than being sad. Tell me, sweetie. What happened. Fox: I asked Nate to be my boyfriend. I mean, I was kissing him and I didn't get any flashbacks even when I was overthinking and remembering. Nothing and it was so relieving. And I asked him. And he said he had to go for a walk. Lissie: Oh darling. It'll be okay. He loves you. Fox: Does he now? sigh I just love him so much. I love him more than you approve of. I love him so much I don't know what to do. But in not what he needs. He wants physical love and even so, he cant handle commitment. And I know that you don't want us together so you'll get your wish but I need him. Ive never been so relaxed and happy. Lissie: That's true. I've never seen you so happy as recently. I'm glad Nate could bring that to you but I don't approve, no. But if you're going to be together, I will support it. I will encourage happiness, that's a promise I can keep. I'm not disapproving to make it impossible for you to be together, in only disapproving so you have to prove to me that you two can make it. If you two make each other happy, I will be there for you no matter what. Fox: Thank you..... They spoke more but I didn't listen. After strictly avoiding Nate for three days, Fox finally has the courage to face up to him. As the group exit the cozy dining room, Fox weakly holds on to Nate's elbow. Obeying, Nate stares at the ground, clenching his jaw. "I'll start, I suppose." Fox forces out, false confidence strengthening the statement. "I-I'm really sorry that I asked you out. Of course, you wouldn't say yes. That's fine. Completely fine. And I'm really sorry that I made you uncomfortable with me. I really do like you though. Like love really. And even though you don't feel the same... I can't just be your friend. We can keep trying but it will just make us both miserable. We're just lucky the others are giving us time to figure it out instead of just getting rid of us for being dramatic." Fox rants,  getting out of breath and manic toward the end. "I have never heard you say so many words. Are you okay?" Nate smiles charmingly, concerned. "No." Fox answers honestly, a tremble in his voice. Suddenly, Fox is embraced by warm, strong arms. Wriggling further into Nate's warmth, Fox breathes in the boyish scent of Nate. All sharp and smooth. The arms tighten around Fox's shoulders. "I love you too. You know this. I'm sorry that I've been... Not great recently. I just thought we could both use some space. The village... It's the next thing to be built. But I-I don't just want it there for sex. I wouldn't do that to you. I just like the people they're interesting and good friends. You're the one I want. They're nothing compared to the beautiful complexities of you. I hope you'll accept my request to be your boyfriend." Nate excruciatingly slowly spills his soul, hands rubbing the back of Fox's neck how he likes it. Fox freezes, slowly pulling away after a few moments. "You... I'm sorry, what?" Fox whispers, teary eyed. "Please let me be your boyfriend. I'll beg on my knees, I swear. I'm so sorry. I've never been so lonely as I've been without you. Please come back to me." Nate practically sobs, hands reaching up to cover his face. "You actually want to be my boyfriend? What? No... That can't be right... Right? What?" Fox, ever the articulate bean, mutters, completely confused and shocked. "Yes. I want to be your boyfriend. I won't have sex with anyone and I won't hug or touch anyone else I swear. I miss you so much. I hate everyone else so much. I need you." Nate falls to his knees, taking Fox's hand in his and pressed his lips to the soft skin as he rambles, tears falling down his face. "You absolute idiot. You moron. You complete fool." Fox sighs, rambling random tiny insults, before falling to his knees and taking Nate's face in his hands. "I'm so totally in love with you." Fox mumbles, pressing his forehead to Nate's. a couple weeks later: they sang a love song together. 😩 I literally cried. Nate on his guitar and Fox singing. Ive never seen him so relaxed and happy. Ahhh. I wanna cry I'm so excited. 😂😂😂 these boys will be the death of me. theyre both the biggest drama queens and they so gay.
im so sorry that was so long but their relationship created so much drama between us bc we didnt know if it would work out and theyre the most wholesome boys, except nate but well he has his moments. softest boiis uwu. 
Everyone in the system likes to sing and play games and read. Fox mainly likes to write and stuff but Evan is also knows for her nice stories on wattpad lmao. We arent very active, so we dont do much sport but we do like badminton and we used to do a running club. Evan likes baking, where it stressed me tf out. i cant even crack an egg right. only Evan draws really. Our main hobbies are minecraft, eating unhealthy foods and sleeping :) 
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what did rebelbaze do? ik a lot of stuff but whats on par with discourseprincesa im outta the loop!!
I mean, they don’t really compare to a perisex cishet white woman pretending to be lgbt+ woman of colour but they’re really fucking close when it comes to their behaviour towards other people. They constantly like to harass aspec people/inclusionists, go through their blogs to spam them with comments, nitpick at everything, speak over aspec and other lgbt+ people and have MULTUM of blogs mainly dedicated to discourse so good luck blocking and avoiding them (especially that once they had a separate blog just so they could continue to harass people after they have blocked them). But what pisses me off the most the constant assumption that aphobe = lgbt+ person and the amount of misinformation they’re spreading about asexuality with bullcrap blogs like asexualmeansnosex, saying that ace means you don’t like/have sex even when actual ace people told them otherwise and just supporting and fueling the whole sex shaming problem asexuality has (especially to other aspec people).
And I hate them personally because on my old ace blog they started a harassment campaign against me because I got pissed that people assume aphobe means lgbt+ people and said not  to compare lgbt+ people to bigoted shits who are largely a cishet conservative (usually homophobic and transphobic too) who want aspec people dead, abuse and even rape them. My abusive family is also aphobic which was very triggering to me at the time (like wow thanks for saying that my abusive cishet grandma is lgbt+ now because she wants me fucking dead) which didn’t help the whole situation. And the motherfucker had the nerve to spread the rumour that I said all lgbt+ people were abusers and rapists so now I was harassed, intentionally triggered and send death threats for fucking three days straight. THREE FUCKING DAYS. I had non-stop panic attacks, cried like hell, actually considered harming myself or committing suicide, all because of some motherfucker wanting another target to harass and make fun of. And they also accused me of being racist because I used Shiro (from Voltron) as an icon and nameclaim, which is I admit as a white person that was pretty iffy, but I was young and I coped by projecting onto Shiro and I grew really attached to him. But then again, it was a few years ago, so imagine you’re the anon who’s been sending non-stop hate to this minor for three days straight, they’re in the middle of a panic attack, considering suicide, and you send them a message saying that they’re shitty and racist for nameclaiming a character they were coping with, like what did you expect to happen? “Oh, I’m sorry it won’t happen again” or me not thinking rationally, taking it personally after all the attacks and telling them to fuck off? Anyway, that last part wasn’t rebelblaze, it was an anon so idk who it was, I got a lil sidetracked but this whole bullshit was started by rebelblaze. And they’ve been harassing people ever since. I blocked them and ignored all their messages since, I don’t think they even realise what they caused but fuck that, I’m still mad.
I got to interact with both of them, I was one of the unfortunate souls who got on the DiPshit’s wrong side and was harassed by her and her pawns too. But rebelblaze is something else, discourseprincessa was annoying and stubborn and a fucking prick, but rebelblaze? Oh man, they’re just infuriating, I cannot believe somebody can be this ignorant and uninformed yet still so fucking stubborn and thinking they’re right. It’s kind of like talking with a flatearther. DiP was kind of a person that I’d see in my notifications and went “ugh, this shit again? fine”, like she was abusive as fuck and fucking annoying, but whenever I see rebelblaze I’d rather take a bullet to the head instead of reading one of their bullshit messages again. I swear they just copy-paste the actual arguments, they’re like a broken record playing over and over again. And you can’t argue with them like you’d use logic and they still go on and on about their fucking bullshit.
I’m just waiting for the day till the little annoying shitbag deletes their blog, and preferably deletes themself from the universe too.
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hey im just starting to rp jumin for an rp group! he is my fave in mm and i feel like ik his character somewhat but you have such a good grasp on him im here for tips? ty!
Oh wow thank you! That means a lot :D
I’ve never RP’d online, so tbh I wouldn’t be much use at RP specific advice (I’m sure @thelyonface would have some more useful tips for you in that regard. You may know them by another name).
I think what’s most important in terms of characterization is that you go with your gut instinct and what feels natural to you. If you try and squeeze Jumin in a box, your writing will seem forced and maybe even inconsistent. Even Cheritz have this problem.
I also think it’s important to keep in mind that Jumin is a walking contradiction. He’s an old soul in a young body; a lonely as fuck dude who spends all day surrounded by people; a workaholic who could have lived off his inheritance; a genuinely smart guy who fails in basic social cues; a guy who demands logic and reason, all while being a glass case of emotion; a guy who cannot empathize all while wanting someone who gets him; a guy who returns to his luxury apartment and is greeted by no one but a cat.
To be honest, though, it’s your RP and your Jumin. It’s up to you how you interpret him. I wish you the best!
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