#ik it's not that big of a milestone (i mean it's BIG but not like....... BIG BIG ya kno)

[daz4i]

i know aging isn't the end of the world and 24 isn't that old and life isn't a race etc etc etc. however,

[wndaswife]

https://www.tumblr.com/wndaswife/747747462026067968/its-been-a-few-weeks-since-youve-broken-up-and?source=share

ahhhhh rae apologize!!!

i feel so bad for wandaaa, ik her whole approach at the beginning was awful and mean, but poor little bean was confused 🥺 specially being surrounded by "friends" like hers 😤 she's actively trying to be better for reader and change her meanie ways 💖

honestly i wish R noticed something wrong about Wanda that night as she tried to leave, maybe R sees the folded note as it falls off Wanda's purse?

Wanda was in such a hurry to get out of there that she didn't even notice that the note fell as she was putting away her phone and she's practically running away.

R picks it up and even tho she tries to be mindful of Wanda's privacy she can't help but be curious as Wanda seemed to be holding that card the whole night, so R opens it and reads it and immediately feels guilty about invading privacy but then realizes what it is about and it's clear Wanda feels so strongly and passionately about someone (you decide if R figures out who it is about 👀).

Maybe who R was talking to after her performance was a classmate or just a friend showing up in support, and they encourage you to go after Wanda and clear things up.

(Or maybe R just goes about the rest of the day, doesn't chase after Wanda nor contacts her for days, but R does notice how different Wanda seems, unsure of herself and low spirited, so different to who wrote such a passionate poem and you hate seeing her like that, even thoughyou feel you should keep your distance, she's becoming so different from the Wanda you feel in love with and it worries you so much)

Cheerleader!Wanda is so angsty and even tho she fucked up I still think she's such a baby and should have her happy ending ��

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ohhh i was planning on going back to this once i was able to theorize with all the horny wanda asks but i thought ab it a lot after my recent drabble

yes for sure, r has never really seen wanda so shy, because she's never really been a shy person i guess? she's always been really confident and sure about things, because she doesn't have anything new going on... until i suppose she started falling in love with you and that was new to her!! so you got to see her more vulnerable and shy :3 but even when she visited you to see you play, you could tell she was feeling really unsure of herself and hesitant. because she's tried to talk to you before, you know she expected to have a longer conversation with you once she came

i think it would be really cute if r noticed wanda drop it and kept debating on whether to read it, because you don't wanna give into liking her again like you did before and you also know that she didn't give it to you for a reason

at the end you decide to return it to her, and wanda again then has a choice of whether to keep it or to give it to you! she ends up giving it to you and says that she wanted to write a little poetry because she knows you love it and wanted to be creative for you as a gift for your gig at the restaurant :3 it's a big milestone since your breakup, since you are reminded of why you ever felt so fond of her

but it's also a new side of her you haven't really seen, because wanda was only beginning to explore being vulnerable to you when she started getting serious about your relationship

so it's like you're falling in love with the real her this time... (which is crazy because that means you loved her when she was at her worst too)

[mugs-n-cans]

Scout: Woah! We’ve got a ton of likes now! That’s like, a really big number!

Sniper: It isn’t that big, Scout. Still…I’m surprised. Guess folks like us more than I thought.

i’m so happy so many people are enjoying my blog! ik it’s not a crazy milestone but it still means a lot!

[fandomwritingbit]

For my 1k milestone...

First of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Wtf, I can't believe this has happened, but I'm certainly not complaining, I hope I can continue to make stuff that yous get along with.

Below I'm going to share a little of my interests by which I mean other blokes I mentally whore myself for, think of it like a watchmojo top nine of some of my shameful lustings. That and also me humanising this blog a little lmao.

no.1 Michael De Santa - GTA V

Like I'm not even lowkey obsessed with Michael it's and 24/7 365 full-time job at this point. I don't know if it's because he's a crook, or mid-life crisis age, or married, or violent, probably a mixture of all that, but yeah I'm addicted. I only recently got back into Gta V, I was a kid when it came out but used to sneakily play it on my mate's stepdad's xbox. We'd have to dig out the disk under empty boxes of L&B Blue lmao.

Reminiscing aside, Michael De Santa has been a fixation of mine for a long time and the lust is out of hibernation. I'd sell my soul, or whatever is left, to be his little bit on the side. If he was uh yk... real.

no.2 Rafe Adler - Uncharted 4

Oh my god, Rafe. Like they knew exactly what they were doing with his design and characterisation, he's just lush. A spoiled, rich boy with something to prove? With fucking bangs? Who FENCES?! What's not to like? I think he's got a little short man syndrome and I'm crazy for that shit lmao.

And bro, the climax fight scene where he's all sweaty and bloody is just otherworldly hot.

no.3 Capt. Boomerang/ George Harkness - (The) Suicide Squad.

Another crook, huh? He's just very nice, especially in the first(?) Suicide Squad (the one with Will Smith), bros got his biceps out and he's hairy and rough as a dog's arse. I mean Jai Courteney is just gajhdoifljkwjouhjlj. Also uh GOLD TEETH. He's so much fun too, the shafting of Slipknot just to see if the implants are real? The constant larger drinking? Gold. They should call me boomerang the way I bounce back to this guy all the time.

no.4 Johnny Cage - Mortal Kombat franchise

I'm always at a toss up between Johnny and Kano, I like both a lot but Johnny takes the cake. He's fun to play as, his lines are great. And he looks like that. The tattoo of his name on his chest, I just love men who are in love with themselves, ego for the win.

I've always been a Street Fighter lass but I'd turn coat for Johnny boy any day.

no.5 Mile Edgeworth - Ace Attorney

Ik I'm sorry, I just love the trilogy and he's so flamboyant and silly I just can't cope. I swear I'm not the kind of person who pashes on a bloke who unironically wears a cravat, but Edgeworth hits different. Also the reoccurrence of Ms. Oldbag makes me laugh too much. Ergo, Edgy-boy is making the list.

no.6 King Dice - Cuphead

The style, the pizazz, the showmanship; I LIVE. I just love him, the obvious nod to Cab Calloway is much appreciated, my nana used to listen to his old records all the time.

That wholesome bit out of the way, I'm a sucker for the era Cuphead is set in, all the fashion and music and early animation, it's still brilliant. And KD being the kind of guy who takes his coat off before he kicks the shit out of you with a designer shoe is just wow. Oh and moustaches are just fucking great, aren't they?

no.7 Tanner Grayson - Scrutinized

I love Tanner and his silly little jumpscare where he pops up in front of the camera. His character is the right mix of goofy and seriously menacing, just the lengths he goes to in the game are scary. Fuck syringes in general are scary. When he peeps around the corner before hiding in the cupboard- the first time that happened to me I was bricking it BIG time. But then he jumped on top of me/Luna and all was forgiven.

no.8 Frankie Donovan - Empire of Sin

Okay this might be an obscure one, ever played Empire of Sin? I found it on game pass a while back and was hooked, I tell you. 1920s prohibition gang life in Chicago, the history nerd in me vibrates with excitement. The characters are just smashing (literally sometimes), not just the bosses but the mobsters too. Frankie is by far the funniest boss to play as, he takes the piss out of everyone, swears like a sailor the whole time, he's just a ten out of ten experience. And the fact that he's always got scuffed knuckles and a bloody nose, just gets me going ngl. I wish I could be 'ina chara beag aige'.

no.9 Sammy Lawrence - Bendy and the Ink Machine

I sense an early 20th century theme here. Look, Ik nothing abut the game lore, I never played it, only watched Jacksepticeye and the like play the first game when it came out. But I do know a pathetic, screw-loose maniac when I see one, and I do here. The scene where he nabs the player and they wake to him monologuing about Bendy like he's some sort of god is brilliant and highkey turns me on.

All these are "gents" I've thought about writing for, but idk if it'd be any good lmao.

[slavicprincess1966]

GUYS I FINISHED MY LAW EXAM (which went well) MEANING IM OFFICIALLY DONE GRADE 11 - YAY <3

well ik its like obviously not as big of a milestone as finishing grade 12, university even, but life feels even sweeter as i just slowly (yet unfathomably quickly) inch towards sealing whatever vocation God planned for me, especially because i definitely feel like i gained a lot of insight as for how im gonna meticulously craft life thats ahead of me

im so ready for this summer though my gosh this is definitely going to be the most eventful one of my life. im gonna be doing more missionary work for 4 days in the city and im going to poland for the first time!!! its my dream come true <3

im very excited for a summer full of prayer, work, fun, art, & tons :)

[cotccotc]

𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ✧･ﾟ:* 

i hit 300 followers yesterday!! ahhh this is so WEIRD. i’m about to get real sappy under the cut so BEWARE >>>

you were warned………….

this is so WACK okokok so first things FIRST thank u to all my lil bbs for following n supporting me! it’s been a wild few months but i’m super stoked to be able to hang out on here and share my obsessions w y’all! i have a few people i’d especially like to thank for helping me out to get to 300 n making me feel especially comfy on ~le tumble app~ hehe:

in no particular order… *deep breath*

☆ OKOK first n foremost i would like to thank @childofthecosmos and @childofcalliope for being some of the most incredible and amazing and wonderful and talented and supportive and generally ViBeY irl bffs i could ask for uwu <33333

☆ i’d also like to thank the marvelous @dnceracha for the encouragement to start writing/posting fics! i probably never would’ve started if it wasn’t for your message. thank u. :)))

☆ big shoutout to my WIFS @feel199x and @kailaui for being so extremely open and kind toward me!! you guys make me feel so loved n smol and i just- [sigh] we have such an odd yet comforting bond that i hope lasts forever n ever. mwah.

☆ another shoutout to my wifE @soobindipity i love u my dipshit wifey who i am so grateful to have met after stalking ur blog for such a long time!! (if u don’t already follow eri,, smth must be wrong w your eyeS)

☆ A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THE AMAZING SWEET BBS WHO HELPED ME REACH 300!! thank you so so so much to @poeticallyspaghetti, @crscendoforsung, @stayndays, @skzctnightnight, @hanniiesuckle17, and @ruellelix for the shoutouts :’)) i look up to all of y’all as writers n friends and i was so overwhelmed by all the love last night/today my GOODNESS. y’all b da bestest <33

☆ last but CERTAINLY not least, big smooches to all da bbs who congratulated me today thru the good ol’ inbox!! as of rn it’s @lixifer, @juley-wooley, @leeknows-selfies, @yunhoesss, & @nafnifnice! woo wooo i love y’all n thank u for celebrating w me :))

i’m so fkn grateful for all the love n support i receive on here :’) here’s to more sub-par blurbs and excessive reblogs to clog ur tl woo wooooo <3

[mewberii]

Streamer!Scaramouche AU

i feel like he’d be one of the biggest streamers on his platform- probably one of those that everyone has heard of even if they’re not into watching livestreams and all

but between those who do know who he is, they either love him or hate him. no in-between

it’s kind of understandable because his attitude is not suited/can be handled by anyone

he’s brutally honest even when his opinion may be seen as rude (to him he’s just saying the truth so he doesn’t mind if people get offended)

of course he doesn’t try to be rude on purpose but i mean it as in he’ll say what he thinks

imagine he’s playing a game and he doesn’t like a certain mechanic, or he isn’t enjoying the story;

he won’t say the game is bad but he’ll openly say he doesn’t like it/it’s not for him. it makes him seem strict but tbh he’s not that hard to please and even when he complains about one or two things he still enjoys the game

he usually gives every game a chance even when from what he’s seen it doesn’t sound like a game he’ll like. if he turns out to be right he just won’t play it again and if he’s wrong he’s a little too prideful to admit he spoke a little too fast but in the end he will admit the game is good or he’s having fun

probably the kind that just knows so much about all games and all the creators and all the game-making engines and is up to date with every single news of everything video-game + streaming-related,,, how does he do it, i don’t know,,,,

and also since he’s so popular he probably gets packages from game developers with limited edition stuff or merch from different games soooo often

and he placed the ones from his favorite games in his setup room and it looks INCREDIBLE he has so much stuff

he did a room tour stream once talking about all he has, where he got everything, from his monitor to every complement of his computer and like,,,,, the cost of his setup,,,,,,, some people already know they’ll never be able to afford that in their entire life

and he already had a great setup before he even became big as a streamer so people can already guess he’s fairly rich 

also i feel like he would have started his career as a streamer without using a facecam and even like that, he already managed to get very popular because of his professional commentary of game dynamics/playability + you can tell that he’s passionate about this and also he’s very funny without even trying??

he says some stuff so casually that he doesn’t realise how funny it is

probs showed his face after he hit a very important milestone

he never considered showing his face that important but he understood why people would want to see his reactions when playing games (even tho he warned them he’s not the most expressive/dramatique person in the world and they know by now) and would want to put a face to the person who entertains them so much with his streams

and when he does show his face people go absolutely cRAZY BECAUSE he is crazy good looking (if you don’t think he’s good looking i’m sorry for your eyesight. jk i’m sorry in general i just really love him)

some people who didn’t watch his streams will even check them out because of that but literally if you come for the visuals only you won’t stay for long because as i said not anyone can handle his personality

if he sees people being superficial about him too much instead of paying attention to what’s happening in the stream, he will immediately turn the subs mode on in the chat (if he didn’t have it on already)

being rude, being disrespectful/saying discriminating stuff or anything of that sort won’t be tolerated and anyone who does it will be banned instantly

without even interrupting what he was saying before he saw the comment, he’ll just type the ban to whoever said that and go on

and his mods do the exact same. they are just as strict as him

if it ever got too much of course he wouldn’t be afraid to speak up about it and tell his chat to stop that behaviour or else, as they should already know, he won’t be afraid of banning them even if they’ve been subscribed for months or years

ANYWAYS

why do i feel like he has a super organised chat— as in instead of spamming 5 emotes per comment they all send just one and it looks so tidy and perfect

literally other streamers would be jealous of how not-messy his chat is even when he has thousands and thousands and thousands of viewers all the time

also i have this idea that maybe any of his fans would have designed him as a genshin character (which would be the design of the scaramouche we know (?))

and the little pop-ups (i don’t know the name in english rIP) thingies that show up to notify when someone subscribed or donated would be lil chibi art of that design

it’d be really cool

and since i also doodled what a stream of his could look like (i’ll show it in the future when i’m done!!) i thought that way it’d be more recognisable that the streamer is scaramouche

99% of the people who have seen him irl found him too intimidating to go ask him for a picture or tell him anything

he’s not a huge fan of taking pictures anyway + is more on the introverted/reserved side but he wouldn’t mind if someone went up to him (if he’s not busy with something) to tell him something or say they enjoy his streams

i feel like in a couple occasions he would have played a game with some subscribers and he’d like to tease them speaking with his usual tone and face (in case they’re watching the stream as they talk) so they think he’s serious

“did you watch my 12 hour stream the other day?”  -scaramouche

“ah,,,, i-” -the sub

“think well of what you’re going to answer.” -scaramouche

“i-i couldn’t watch the whole thing,,,” -the sub

“ah, is that so…?” -scaramouche 

he’ll pretend to sound disappointed but at one point he just can’t help but smirk and hold in a chuckle before telling them he’s not serious

(he literally doesn’t know how the hell he survived that stream himself because he isn’t one to stream for that long)

i feel like deep inside people who know him would know he wouldn’t say such things seriously/wouldn’t be disappointed in anyone for not watching every single minute of his streams or not even all his streams

but he says all that so seriously that it’s,,, intimidating and they’re lowkey like “god but what if he’s not joking-”

he’d play games with the other streamers sometimes but i feel like most of the type he’d play more single-player games

it’d be so funny if he plays among us with others and for example one of those others it’s childe

both of them would always be suspecting of the other first/bickering, especially scaramouche

and if one game turns out they’re both the impostors… people would know right away

like, if any of them tried to defend the other, everyone else would be like “!?! what is this? scaramouche and childe defending each other? scary”

they’d vote one of them (maybe scaramouche) out because they started guessing + saying proof of how both of them could be the impostors (but the biggest proof is them not coming for each other’s throats sNKJFNGKJS)

scaramouche would have to resist the urge to S C R E A M

needless to say he doesn’t like when he has to be impostor with childe

and unfortunately for him, fate makes it happen considerably often

i feel like at least one time scaramouche would kill next to childe and then report it and literally blame childe

and childe would be like ?!?!?!?!?? WHAT- NO- (struggles bc his brain instinct is to say ‘it was you!’ but they’re both the impostors??? how-)

and then they’d eject childe,,, and then people wouldn’t suspect of scaramouche for most of the game because ? why would he- blame his partner---

well he did it with no regrets and at the end when they all found out they found it very funny (except for childe, but even he ended up laughing in the end because what a mean strategy sjkfhdsgkj)

i have this feeling that even though they bicker so much and for any strangers it’d seem like they hate each other, when scaramouche does play online games, many times it’d be with childe?

ik they aren’t supposed to get along but for the sake of it being a modern au i don’t want bad vibes between any of the characters pls-

and everyone enjoys their dynamic and those streams always get a ton of viewers sjfhdsgkj and i’m sure both their chats would be good friends (most likely one’s fans would also be a fan of the other too)

very very very rarely (because he prefers just playing and talking while playing) he’d do streams where he doesn’t play anything but just talks with the chat, watches videos that they send him, looks at the fanart they make, just talks about games,,,,

it’d be super chill and the perfect streams for people to be doing homework/work/play games/draw or do basically anything while they listen to his stream in the background

he’d also be answering some of people’s questions about him or about his favorite games, or if he’s playing this new game that came out earlier this week,,,

“will you play ‘it takes two’ with childe?” -someone in the chat

“absolutely not. i won’t play a co-op game with him”

not even 5 days later, tweet from childe saying “streaming in 30 minutes! Scaramouche and I will be playing It Takes Two on my ch---”

anyways this will be all!! (for now?) i obviously knew genshin before this but, yesterday i could finally start playing it myself! so i feel like if not now, soon i will also write headcanons of him playing genshin! i don’t take requests but if you guys have any ideas or anything you want to say about this AU, send me an ask!! i’d love to talk about this and about genshin in general!

also, i was very inspired to write this by @baeshijima​ ! so thank you very much to her for her wonderful streamer AUs and if anyone reading this hasn’t read hers already, go check them out!! they’re amazing!!

[genshinology]

uh-oh hello to all fellow beings out there that are currently following me!! uhm so,, this has been weighing on me for the longest time but ig it's REALLY the time for me to let this out loud.

this won't be under the cut, and i do think everyone should read this on their dash.

first thing first, 1k followers is such a big milestone for me although i have been around for more than a year on genshinblr. (well, if you don't catch that, my blog is actually progressing relatively slow compared to other writing blogs).

to say that, the number flatters me to this day is an understatement. it is a LOT, don't get me wrong but yeah,, the engagement and interactions are shits to the point that i have been considering to archiving all my works and (maybe) leave this site.

ik that i'm not that active compared to last year, but seeing how all my works are flopping so hard makes me demotivated to some extent. yes, i never intended to write for clouts but seeing no commentaries on your works are disheartening, especially when you have put your time into them. it is as if, 1k followers is nothing (ofc i don't imply this on my mutuals, you guys are like the sweetest). it is as if, i have only the same 100 followers back on my earliest days 'till today; the interactions then vs. interactions now are literally on the same par.. it's insane how small the gap is even though the number of my followers increases overtime.

with that being said, i don't finalise my decision yet, whether to continue or stop writing for genshin and archiving my blog (so that at least my works are still here), or deactivating and deleting my entire self from genshinblr, or, doing a new blog and moving all my works there. yes, i don't have the final decision yet but the fact that i even started to think this way is scaring me.. bcs it says one thing to me out loud; i don't find the joy on this blog anymore D:

i'm sorry i took a lot of hiatus(es) in the past, i was juggling between my studies and now that i am in my foundation year, this actually makes me a WHOLE lot busier than before since we're going to cover all syllabus within only a year before doing my bachelor.

final words from me are, please, please, and please, shower your loves and supports to all authors. even a simple "this fic is so good" or keyboard smashing helps us and actually makes us feel a lot better. trust me, we are happy *shocking, ik :0* when someone actually shows us that they are enjoying what they're reading. it means a lot. it means that we don't write for nothing and some of you out there are actually enjoying our works.

that's all, folks. peace out <3

[peralta-guaranteed]

jake and amy on each milestone wedding anniversary—so like 5, 10, 15, 20, 25, 30, 40, 50. ik this is a long one lmao but i hope you can do it eventually

5 - Maya is barely a few months old, and Amy can't give her to a babysitter yet... So it's a family affair, wth Jake cooking them a 'fancy' dinner at home and having Mac help him decorate the place and hand over his gift to Mama because he's too little to understand that any party is NOT about him 🤣

10 - their first 'big one', and everyone expects them to go all out, maybe have a vow renewal or something, but in the end they stay home. The M&Ms are at Grandma's, and they just spend the day/evening being newlyweds again, cuddling and lounging around and talking about their 10+ years (and of course lots of sexy times inbetween)

15 - they go on a fancy holiday for this one, because the kids are just about old enough for a longer stay at Grandma's or Holt's. They finally make it to Europe (Rome, not Paris, though) and Jake keeps joking about never having had sex outside of the American continent now rather than the US. But he's also 'hacked' into Amy's google doc travel plans, found the column for 'things that are way out of budget but wouldn't it be amazing?!' and booked ALL of them.

20 - they were planning to make it another quiet and personal day, but Charles throws them a surprise party with a little 99 revival mixed in, too. It's all a bit too much, as always, except for the photo slideshow of so many moments they almost forgot, including their squad family as well. Amy approaches Charles later and asks for the pictures and has them turned into a little memories book.

25 - Jake gets that memories book as a gift, and Amy, surprisingly, gets the same one 😂 they laugh about it in their hotel room they booked in NYC, the one they stayed in the first night after thr wedding too. "Does that mean we have to get other gifts now?" "Mh. I know what gifts I want from you tonight... “

30 - this is the one where they actually throw a party, and everyone expects to get a surprise vow renewal but they genuinely just want to party one last time before they get 'old' 🤣 not that it's much of a party anyway with a big group of parents and such...

40+50 - 5his kinds falls in the range of 'I don't wanna think about their age', but for one of them they have that renewal. Alone, eith maybe at most their kids present. It's not a repeat wedding or a grand ceremony, it's a couple looking back on an entire life together and promising each other that if they could do it all again, they'd do it exactly the same.

[peachycheol]

hellooo let me start by saying i loveee your writing and congrats on hitting a follower milestone!!💓 i can’t think of a title 🥺 but this thought has been haunting meee!!! imagine trying to take control back from mingyu by wrapping your hand around his neck but your hands are too small 🥺 so he just scoffs and stops moving, gliding his hand away from your thighs to wrap his big ol’ hand around your neck instead FUCK!!

omg hi!! thank you so much for liking my writing and thanks for dropping in to say hello 🥺💗 also sorry it took so long for me to get to this akdjkdkj

UGHH mingyu is so cocky it gets me so!!! riled up!!! and i think that’s his goal too like he’s the type to get you all worked up for him, just teasing you for hours and taking his time just to hear you beg him to have his way with you because it fuels his ego and that gets him hard :// when you say ‘have his way with you’, you definitely mean for him to just go buck wild and fuck you into the mattress until you don’t know how to speak in coherent sentences anymore, and he knows that. which is why he, just because he’s having so much fun playing with you, fucks into you nice and slow and lets you feel every vein, every inch of his cock. why??? because he can!! just deep, hard thrusts that rile you up even further, making you squirm underneath him so that he knows you’re getting impatient, but he’s not done playing so he grips at your thighs and presses you into the bed while he keeps at his torturously slow pace :// 

eventually though, you’re tired of waiting,,,, ike FUCK WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET PROPERLY DICKED DOWN AROUND HERE!! so you decide to try and take over by getting your fingers around his neck, in the hopes that he might let you flip him over and get finally down to business, but your hands can’t even properly wrap around his thicc neck and that!!!! THAT GETS MINGYU GOIN BABY. he doesn’t say anything, he just raises an eyebrow at you, kind of amused that you even tried. one of his hands comes up from your thigh, his palm big and warm as it presses down into your neck, as he FINALLY gives you what you want and just starts snapping his hips up into you relentlessly. AND JUST TO RUB IT IN YOUR FACE THAT HE’S THE ONE IN CHARGE, HE WON’T STOP UNTIL YOU’RE BASICALLY SOBBING FROM HOW SENSITIVE YOU ARE 

ok thanks for coming to my ted talk i can’t stand kim mingyu 😔

[sativa-misery]

can I pop in for a matchup 👉🏻👈🏻. Part five would be nice but ik you’ll probably get a lot for it so if u want a different pool to choose from part four is fine! I’m non-binary pansexual somewhere on the grey-ace spectrum (like giving but feel no need to receive) - I’m an intj, Gemini sun/Capricorn moon/Scorpio rising! I like vampires, musicals, cute things and fashion - i have a lot of hobbies but mostly I sing, write, bake and sew! I don’t like bugs or crowds (I am socially anxious and autistic sdghfdg), not a big fan of like. sports. personality wise i am kind of shy and Soft bc I get nervous around ppl a lot! uuh i def have a tendency to judge people too harshly and get pinned up on small things. I am pretty short and chubby and either dress like a horrible pastel nightmare or a fifties housewife obsessed with kitschy Halloween stuff, there is no in between. congrats on ur milestone angel!!! 🎃💞💝💕✨ (almost submitted this anonymously but I think I’m kind of obvious at this point sfhjdgh).

both creatives, rohan finds it perfectly fitting to be with you and often enjoys critiquing and analysing your works. although from time to time, his words can cut deep like a knife, he only means his criticism to be constructive. not only do your creative writing abilities become an advantage when he’s having rare bouts of writers block, but your other skills come in handy too. it’s typical for rohan to hide away in his office for long periods of time, wishing to be undisturbed. but he often forgets to look after himself and even if the small knocking on his office door irritates him, he appreciates the care and concern. he absolutely adores your cooking- especially the desserts, although he can’t indulge in them too often -and will hang around the countertops, watching you whisk away when he’s not busy.

rohan sometimes finds it difficult to understand the way your mind works and sometimes he finds himself using ‘heaven’s door’ to get a better insight into it. his harsh and critical opinions can cause arguments at times, especially when yours clash against his passionately. most often than not, there has to be a cooling down period before he’s ready to speak to you and even then, he’s usually waiting for you to make the first move.

fashion wise, rohan is incredibly critical and thinks that his choice in personal stylisation is superior to everyone else and even if he would never, ever think of wearing the types of clothes you enjoy, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t like them. rather the opposite, he loves watching you doll yourself up in pretty lolita and ’50s based outfits and often garners inspiration from all of the colours and frills. while he struggles to show his attraction in physical ways, such as holding hands and kissing, he makes his adoration for you clear through gift-giving. his career path does come with a hefty paycheque and he loves using it for things that become muses, so why not shower you in designer fabrics?watching your bright, bubbly smile lights always delights him and if you’re happy, then he is too.

[indimlights]

Thank you so much Laurien @onzeziggy for thinking of me and tagging me in this, I might have taken some time but I'm finally doing it :) (Also I'm considering myself tagged by Vanesa @vataraxia just cause I want you to see how close we thought). This was incredibly hard (and long) to do but it was very fun

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Fav wtfock s3 things: *Screaming* NOOR!! I Love her and that's enough to show that they changed her, she's not like the other Emmas who are very unlikeable. Also her whole style and dynamic is amazing. *Screaming again* SANDER!! Okay yes it's Bel!Even BUT his style is so different, I love that he is into art and the bleached hair makes him so unique! Also the fact he didn't lose a year and stayed behind! I like that change. *Screaming for third time* ROBBE! Robbe might be Bel!Isak but he is so different from the others, the fact they made Robbe hold things inside and only crash once made him so much more relatable to me. They gave representation to those people that keep it to themselves the most they can and me, as a person that does exactly that, really enjoyed the change. (Also the fact he's the biggest baby in this earth hihi)

Favorite clip: I do have one but I'll have to mention others that are super close, I think (emphasis on the "I think") my favorite is dinsdag 7:27, there's just something about that (start of) clip that always makes me smile :) However I must say vrijdag 21:21, woensdag 21:21, maandag 11:03, zaterdag 08:44, maandag 15:12 (I might be the only person to love this clip as much as I do but yeah) and honestly...alot others are all very close and I love them all.

Favorite scene: omg can't possibly pick one, the sinterklaas clip is amazing in it's entirety but I have to say the third clip of season 3, I think it's not talked enough but just the entire atmosphere with the spraying and the secret codes plus we seeing sander for the first time there, it's such a cool scene! (I could mention others but I'm pretty sure I'll be referring then in the next topics haha)

Favorite shot: The one in dinsdag 7:27 where Robbe is caressing Sanders hand with his own hand, that's so sweet. Also the date night when Sander and Robbe are forming a heart figure with their position, that's just breathtaking and I could talk about it for days! Also the one from zaterdag 8:44 where they are in slow-mo moving in the shopping cart, that's an amazing one aswell!

Favorite kiss that Robbe initiates: The one in woensdag 17:21 is amazing and of course the one from dinsdag 7:27! How could I not mention that one. The one from woensdag 21:21 is also a milestone and it's amazing. Ah and there is this moment in Woensdag 16:36 when Sander gets the text message and he's about to go check it but him and Robbe are laying together and Robbe gives him a small peck in the cheek and that's the sweetest little thing.

Favorite kiss that Sander initiates: The one in zaterdag 9:41 hands down! It's the one that stands up for me, he just spins Robbe around and kisses him while saying that iconic line... it's perfect

Favorite Sander dialogue: “Jou en Ik, 100% altijd, in elk universum” if that isn't the best thing to say in that moment I don't know what is...also "I'm holding you and I'm never letting you go" in zaterdag 9:41 is a strong contender and "Just because other people are narrow-minded, doesn't mean you have to make your world smaller" that's an unbelievable line and it makes me think alot everytime. Sander has so many amazing lines

Favorite Robbe dialogue: The few lines he said in maandag 11:03 are amazing and I think it's the best thing he could've said then, also have to mention the famous comeback “Where's the manager when you need him?” that's iconic!

Favourite hug: Between Sobbe it's undoubtedly the one in maandag 11:03, so soft and sweet and it was the comfort Sander needed but I also have to say the hug between Robbe and Milan in maandag 7:54 is so good aswell and Robbe really needed it then.

Favorite 21:21: How am I supposed to choose this?? Okay I love both but I'll say woensdag 21:21, it's their first kiss, the moment Robbe breaks all his internal barriers and kisses the guy he is in love with. Plus we get to to see new parts of Antwerp like the tunnel or the pool at night and it's just them two and silent city. It's beautiful clip✨

Favorite Sobbe Instagram photo: The three b&w photos Sander posted for Robbe's birthday :) Not only was that an amazing way to end the day but it was also the first big date I caught while in the fandom so it means alot more to me. And I'm still not over those posts, the fact they are blurry like they were taken without preparing, just naturally, that's the type of posts I love the most.

Favorite scene x song pair: It's probably maandag 11:03 and wildfire. Firstly I love the song and that's the reason my bio has a line from in it and then...both versions playing starting in the slow one and then picking up as we see the scenes from their relationship, I get chills every time and I love that clip and song so much. Wondering romance in vrijdag 21:21 is perfect for the moment aswell :)

Favorite message between Robbe and Sander: It's the wtfockdown ones, every single one of them. The videos Sander sent to Robbe were just amazing. I wasn't here in s3 so I missed most of their messages then but I do remember the one where Robbe is going shopping with Zoë and Sander tells him he is the only gift he needs. Please...my heart

Favorite banter on Instagram: pretty much everything BUT the emoji convo in their anniversary post was amazing and the “photograph me like one of your french girls” that's an amazing one and I remember all of us wanting to throw water at Robbe xjjcdjdjdk.

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I'm pretty sure I'm the last person doing this cause of my break but I'm very happy I decided to do it late or not cause it was very fun, if you haven't done this and want to consider yourself tagged by me cause I don't know who to tag. Lot's of love to all💛

[mooniefics]

— moonie’s shooting star event ミ☆ [ 1 ]

hi !! so we just hit a milestone ( thank u sm for 250 followers, ik its definitely not much in comparison to some other writers on here but i’m incredibly grateful for every single one of u mwah ) and i’ve decided to do our first mini-event for you guys !! i’m planning on doing these smaller things between the big ones, just bc i have a lot on my plate atm (・・;)

there are twenty-five dialogue prompts, i tried to make an even split between fluff, angst, n smut. this event will be first-come first-serve, once a prompt is chosen, it can’t be chosen again (unavailable prompts will be stricken through like this) ! you can be as specific as you’d like if you want a certain scenario, or give me full creative freedom, i just wanna make sure i’m giving you something you’ll enjoy (b ᵔ▽ᵔ)b  please check out the what i will/will not write section of my blog psa before requesting if you haven’t already, i will take requests for any aot or jjk characters, so go wild !! they won’t be super long, maybe abt 1-2k words max, and i’m also gonna request only one prompt per user / anon, just so everyone gets a shot at picking something if they’d like to !  thank u all again for all your support, love u guys a lot (っ˘ з( ˘ ⌣ ˘  ) ♡

fluff

☼  “i never realized how soft your hair was.”

☼  “it’s my job to take care of you! now hurry up and get back in bed.”

☼  “i didn’t know your face could get so red!!”

☼  “you’re only saying that ’cause you’re drunk..”

☼  “please?? just pretend we’re dating. it’s only for today, i promise!”

☼  “how about you thank me with a kiss instead?”

☼  “you look so adorable when you sleep.”

☼  “i’m not going anywhere. i promise. i’ll always be here.”

angst

☽  “just sit around and cry, then. i don’t have that luxury. i never did.”

☽  “you have to tell them, it’s not right. you know it’s not right.”

☽  “but.. i thought you promised.. we promised...”

☽  “just how many shitty apologies do you expect me to accept?”

☽  “i can’t even say i’m angry. i’m just.. tired. i’m so tired of this.”

☽  “did you ever mean a single word you said to me?”

☽  “please don’t leave.”

☽  “i told you that i would protect you with my life.”

smut

✰  “shut your mouth. or are you gonna make me shut it for you?”

✰  “come on, don’t be like that. let me hear you..”

✰  “you look so much better bruised.”

✰  “god, i’ve waited so long for this.”

✰  “that's it.. nice and slow, just like that...”

✰  “fuck, baby, you’re just dripping for me, aren’t you?”

✰  “you’re not wearing any underwear..”

✰  “b-but, everybody can hear us..!”

✰  “sounded like you were having a pretty nice dream..”

all works for this event can be found under #moonie’s shooting star event 1 !!  hope u all enjoy ♡( ◡ ◡ )

[sign-from-god-complex]

Um, so you're like a Tumblr god with writing, so do you have any tips on how to get your stories noticed and out there? Thank you!

ashdgfsdh that’s so!!!! nice!!!!! ty!!! so, to be totally honest, part of my situation is that I got really lucky with one of my fics early on, where it got like,,, a lot of notes and as such I ended up with way more followers but I can still try to give some tips!!!

(this got a little long, so I’m putting it under a cut)

1. Tagging

People (me included) will go through the Sanders Sides or character tags to find stuff to reblog. Only the first five tags you throw in will actually have your work in them (i.e. if you tag ‘1′, ‘2′, ‘3′, ‘4′, ‘5′, ‘6′, the fic will only show up when you search 1-5) and it won’t show up through searches at all if you use certain words (swear words, in particular, I’ve noticed).

Making sure to tag your stuff in a way that people will see definitely helps but also make sure it’s relevant tags. People looking for prinxiety won’t be thrilled to have analogical in the tag they’re searching. You can check my fics for the way I tag them if you want!

And, in relation to a different kind of tagging, use tag lists! I know there’s some general ones online (@the-taglist-repository has a bunch) but sometimes author’s will also just straight up tell you to tag them in stuff (e.g. I love being tagged in aspec or autistic sides content, @/rosesisupposes likes being tagged in superhero AUs, @/sleepless-in-starbucks demands /j to be tagged in all losleep content, etc. etc.).

I would be careful about just tagging people though. I’m, personally, not a fan of being tagged in things that I haven’t asked to be tagged in. It strikes me a little bit as ‘you’re a big blog so I’m just using your followers to try and promote myself’, even if that isn’t the intention.

2. Make content regularly

Now, I get that regularly putting out content is definitely not as easy as just saying you will—life gets in the way sometimes and creativity is stressful—but it definitely helped me when I started writing. I wasn’t doing much else with my time (an unusual circumstance), so I was putting out like,, at least 2 fics a month. In the entirety of last year I wrote 80 fics. But seriously, the more you write, the better your writing will be (practise!) and the more likely people will see it.

You can also try doing writing games like I’ve done for follower milestones in the past. You can find lists of prompts on tumblr, reblog them and ask people to send you a prompt and a ship for you to write a drabble for. There’s also things like Secret Santa (where people trade content for the holidays) and Soulmate September is this month, organised by @tsshipmonth2020! So participating in writing events that you find could also help!

3. Interact with other writers

The biggest thing, I think, personally, to help content creators is for them to work together to lift each other up (sounds kinda cheesy but I’m serious). If you comment on other people’s work telling them how much you enjoyed their fics, I guarantee they’ll be thrilled and you may become friends! (I’ve had,,, several friendships start this way; @/sleepless-in-starbucks and @/max-is-tired, among others).

And you can interact with writers outside of tumblr too! Discord is a super great way to chat with other writers and get your fics out there, I’ve found. There’s even some discord servers dedicated specifically to writing tss fanfics (@potestessemagishomosexualitatis has a great one that I’m in and ik there’s one run by discord user ‘parallelwrites’, though I’m not certain of their tumblr URL).

4. Write what you enjoy!

I guarantee people can tell if you’re writing stuff you’re not enjoying. You don’t have to write only the most popular ships to get notes on your writing (I mean, just look at Lia, who’s basically made their blog on the foundation of losleep). You should write the things you like, even if they’re niche, cause I promise if you want to read it, there’s other people out there who do as well.

I mean, I just read a qpr sleepxiety soulmate AU that the author (@averykedavra) described as ‘self-indulgent’. I’m a huge fan of platonic/queerplatonic sleepxiety but I never see it written! It’s not popular! But Avery wrote it and I loved it. I did not expect so many people to be thrilled about my aroace-Logan coming out story! I wrote it for Me but people really seemed to enjoy it! You never know what people will love.

5. Take care of yourself

This is maybe not so much writing advice as it is a caveat for all the stuff I’ve said here. At the end of the day, writing is fun and getting praise on your stories feels awesome, and I totally get that, but you gotta make sure not to burn yourself out. I went through a period when I started fic writing where I was,,,, a little too dependant on the feedback I got and if I didn’t get what I considered “enough notes” it basically sent me into a downward spiral.

Now, that’s me and I know not everyone will feel that way, but it’s good to remember you have worth outside of what you create. If you can’t manage to write the amount you think you “should” be, that’s okay. If you can’t manage to finish a piece you’ve been working on, that’s okay. If you go for months without writing because of stress, life or simply writer’s block, that’s all okay.

You are the most important thing in your creative endeavours; don’t forget that.

[heliophilial]

𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒔 . (a tbz 3rd year anniversary special)

genre :angst ,fluff (more of brotherhood)

group and member involved :the boyz ,all members are involved !

between :the whole group and thebs hello cuties <3

warnings :u may or may not cry but i cried typing this so gluck ig HWUJDF

word count :844 (i didn’t count my notes to thebs and the boys in)

brief description :when all seems dull ,when times are grey ,it is only when we are together that the world gains its colour .theres no one else like you ,no one else like us ,theres really nothing like us .

playlist :literally just nothing like us by justin bieber like a 1 hr loop or smth ,depends on how long u take to read this

before you continue to read also please note that ‘we’ refers to thebs here !!

quiet .peaceful .light snores of the members filled the dorm .the room filled with nothing but darkness .black shade hovering over the members faces .they had just wrapped up a little celebration in the living room with cakes and party poppers to celebrate their 3rd year together not long ago .shortly after wrapping up the party ,they had fallen asleep on the couch ,all lying on one another comfortably .

sangyeon slowly blinked his eyes open .he rubbed his eyes and slowly unwrapped eric's hands from his waist and placed chanhee's legs that were on his lap onto the space of the sofa that he had previously occupied .careful to not wake the members up .

he looked at the members' sleeping forms and smiled ,glad that they were finally able to catch some rest after their packed schedules .he walked to the kitchen to fetch himself a glass of water and at the corner of his eyes ,he spotted a glimmering light .he placed his glass down and approached the light that was so very alluring for some reason .

there on the shelf of where all their awards have been placed on ,laid a book with its contents blinding his eyes with its bright light .he inspected the book for a while before proceeding to open it with caution .

inside the book ,there were sketches of the key moments the members have shared together such as their debut stage ,their first ever music show award as well as their first ever full length album promos .as he flipped to the first page that displayed their first moment together ,there were harsh winds blowing past him and a force from the book pulled him towards the page and right into it .

he looked at the 12 boys on stage ,introducing themselves for the first time to the whole wide world .and he looked at them with pride and honour in his eyes ,the boys' who had no idea what being idols would be like for themselves ,clueless of what the future had in store for them .he looked at them from the bottom of the stage and sucked in a breath ,"wow we've really grown a lot ."he thought .

after they had introduced themselves as a group and individually ,the sight in front of him suddenly pauses and his attention gets diverted to the door to his right .

he walked into the room .

he gets transported to the very first time they cried together ,over the pain ,over the stress ,over the tiredness of it all .

he looked at the 12 boys shedding tears of pain .he swallowed the lump in his throat ,the feelings of helplessness ,confusion ,fear coming washing over him once again as he sees the very moment they broke down .

tears flows down his face ,and that my friends are tears of the caretaker ,the leader ,the person whom the members depend on ,lee sangyeon .

as heavy as the weight he carried ,the tears poured like a fierce and powerful waterfall .

and then the door right next to him yet again invites him to step into yet another memory .

he steps onto the stage of road to kingdom ,and as he looks ahead the ending poses of all their road to kingdom stages are there right in front of him .all the members still and not moving ,just statures .

he walks down the long stretch ,as he looks at the legacy they left behind ,the power and strength ,the confidence from these stages that the members have gained progressively with each stage .

as he finally reaches the other end of the stage ,the screen opens up to when they had their 'the stealer'promotions .where they had their wins .

his smile grew wider and wider as he walked through all the performances they have done for the stealer and all the trophies they have gotten from the era .

and finally he reached another door .a door with a question mark on it .

he opens the door ,to pitch black .

darkness ,just darkness .and the fear in sangyeon grew ,"what does this darkness mean ?what is it gonna be for us ?"

suddenly , the door creaks open to reveal the members one by one .

sangyeon looks up at them and suddenly the fear stops ,hes no longer afraid as he looks into their eyes .

they ran to him and extended their hands out to him .

he proceeds to embrace all the members into a big tight group hug .drops of colour starts to paint the room ,slowly forming a picture showing the many stages they have performed ,every milestone theyve achieved ,the concerts ,every moment with their fans ,every moment together ,every vlives .everything starts out when theyre together .

we opened the door carefully ,proceeding to join our hands together and form a circle surrounding the boys .as we cried tears of joy and pride ,we hugged each other as well and this is when we knew

"theres nothing like us ,theres nothing like you and me ,together through the storm ."

for thebs

thank you for being one of the most caring ,loving ,welcoming and inclusive fandoms ever .to all the thebs all around thw world ,thank you for supporting them and giving them love as well .i love yall <3 lets protect them at all costs ♡

for my beloved boys

hello my loves ❤ik its 12 am in korea already but i still just wanna type this for you !so there's really a lot of things i want to say to you ,im sure many of us have already said whatever im about to say but i will still say it to remind you or to let you know that ,yes ,you do make me feel that way ,you do make me feel those kinds of feelings .

i dont know how ,like no nothing at all can show how grateful i am towards you .i cant tell you how many times there were this year when i just got beaten up (mentally)to the point that i couldnt even have the energy to stand back up and continue life normally .but whenever these times come ,ik i just know even though youre not here physically ,i know you want me to stop crying ,i know you would want me to stop hurting myself and i know you would stay with me even when my walls come crashing down onto me .you made me feel the greatest kind of happiness possible ,i never knew that this feeling was even possible to feel until i met you .

there was never a moment when i regretted stanning you ,supporting you and giving you all my heart and soul ,my energy ,everything .i just want you to know that you are so special ,so wonderful ,so incredibly talented ,so hardworking ,so beautiful ,just the most amazing bunch of people ever .ive never seen people so passionate ,so ready to help ,so genuinely loving and caring towards the people who love them .

i know its hard to be an idol ,and i know that its especially hard to even speak your mind ,speak what you wanna say without having the media chase you down .but i just wanna let you know that we are and will be by your sides forever .no matter what happens ,im sure ,very sure u know that u can run right back into our arms like how uve always welcome us back into urs .u are the people who made me feel the most bizarre feelings ,beyond happiness ,beyond joy ,beyond euphoria ,beyond all the feelings ive ever felt in my whole 16 years of living .

we are so proud of you of how far youve come ,how much youve accomplished .im so so proud ,so so happy to be able to call myself a fan of yours ,a theb ,someone who so dearly supports you .and i really hope you know that .i would wish for there to never be an end to this .for all i know ,im in this shit for life ,forever ,till the end .

im just so happy because of you ,i feel joy ,i see the light in life ,the reasons to live ,so much more prominent to me now because of you .there will come one day ,when we can finally see each other face to face and i can finally shout out to you ,my words of gratitude ,my words of thanks and my words filled with love and affection for you and just see your faces .but till then ,please take good good care of urselves ,rest well and eat well okay !we're always here ,remember !❤

its really been a rocky and crazy ride these 3 years ,you my friend ,are indeed the best character i can ever invite into my story 💜i hope youre sleeping tight ,i love you so much more than words can ever describe .with that ,happy 3 years to my favourites ,my loves ,my bbs ,my shining lights ,my everything ,happy 3 years to the boyz ❤💜💙💛 - berinne

[agl03]

Did you see the press release? My theory works again😂 Bc since 705 barely stays in the 70s before going to the 80s 705 and 707 are 80s eps. MEANING to keep up the pattern of only two eps per time period 706 has to be FitzSimmons ep (I’m a clown Ik but give me hope)

Hi Anon,

Literally before I nailed down the dates of 5 I had messaged @eclecticmuses that same thing.  that if they were in the 80′s and I feel we see the end of time travel about then that 6 should be pretty flashback heavy as Adapt or Die while a bit thing for Hydra could also speak to how Fitzsimmons had to quickly adapt to their new situation and prepare for this final mission.

Now we have a surprise time jump in play that is likely setting up Mack’s eventual fall, the team down for its annual separation, and now its back in play.  Also listed on the Press Release for 5 is a young Gideon Malick who we last saw in Paradise Lost Cheating his way out of going to Maveth and dooming his brother.  Basically there is a lot happening next week.

However, I am going to stay on the Manage Expectations train here because the Fandom has hit the point with its really missing Fitz/Fitzsimmons and my ask box is feeling it.  While I’m certain of something Fitzsimmons from DJ I want to be careful that everyone isn’t banking on a episode jam packed with flashbacks either.   There are lots of things that are still in play and need to be resolved.  Afterlife will be one loaded episode too when it hits.   Fitz, We Had Time and BBG, will come in when the time is right.

Because it looks like now we will have:

Coulson, May, Daisy, Enoch and Sousa in the 70′s I believe the party we see is them celebrating the milestone elluded too in the Press Release.

Mack, Elena, Deke, Jemma in the 80′s or whenever the big date is for Mack.

Fitz ????? The team is once again on a collision coarse to be reunited.