#ik it probably wont happen tho :(

[full-time-femboy]

Im rewatching drawtectives again and you know what that means:

MORE SAM UG DOODLES!!!

I love her

Also, here's her doing thief/spy stuff

My wife

Commissions - Kofi - Drawtectives Keychains

Reblogs appreciated 💜

[conanssummerchild]

ok so like i know that technically in canon rick's full name is richard, but in my heart it's ricardo and there's nothing anyone can do abt it

[kingkonoha]

(APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE THIS REQUEST IS WAY LONGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE??)

heyy 😍😍 so i saw requests were open after binging the five husbands series and i was like?? i must take this opportunity?!?!? sooo i was wondering if i could get like maybe a smutty oneshot for sasuke?? i hope you dont mind but this might get kinda specific, feel free to disregard my little plot drabbles and change it up however u like 😘

im thinking a modern day college au, sasuke and the reader had like something going on in highschool but it ended, they didnt talk for a couple years, (besides probably the reader getting ghosted, i can see sasuke being the biggest ghoster) but they end up going to the same college!???/2!

lets say umm reader is going to college with like a friend and that friend is super close to sasuke (maybe the friend likes him??), reader gets kinda fed up w ike jealously and his superrr distancing ways and confronts him and even tho he dont even like her, they fuck?!:?!:

(kinda thinking reader is like why wont u ttm?? and hes like what do u even want, if i fuck u will u go away?? 🥶)

THANKS SO MUCH IM SORRY ILYLOTS

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑

♡ — 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: sasuke x fem!reader

♡ — 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: As college students attending the same university, Sasuke wants to focus on his studies, while you want him all to yourself. There’s only one way to get you to shut up and leave him alone, and it’s by fucking you until you can’t say a word.

♡ — 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: 18+ ONLY // MINORS DNI — smut {penetration, unprotected sex, degrading nickname, bondage, muffling, oral f!receiving}, mean!sasuke, toxic themes, & jealousy.

♡ — 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.7k

♡ — 𝐚/𝐧: thank you for requesting! sasuke is so pretty, isn’t he?

“Sasuke . . . Sasuke . . . Sasuke!”

“What?” The dark-haired man frowned when he turned around to face you. “What the hell do you want?”

“I wanna talk to you,” you said breathlessly.

Trying to catch up to him once class ended proved to be a difficult task, as he was one quick walker.

Nevertheless, you managed to catch his attention, the two of you standing in the campus quad underneath the warm sun.

“I’m busy,” Sasuke started to turn away, but once you suddenly gripped his arm, his eyes were back on you.

“You’re not busy,” a frown of your own appeared across your face. “You’re avoiding me, and I wanna know why.”

“I’m avoiding you because I’m busy.”

His words were coated with utter venom, as if he wasn’t the same guy who once walked you home from school every single day when you were kids. The same guy who would bring an extra bag of his favorite chips just for you, simply because he wanted to impress you — his crush. And, once you got a little older, adorably awkward dates to the movie theater and local fast food restaurants happened almost every weekend.

God — he was so shy back then. So adorably nervous. You could see right through his calm, cool, and collected attitude that made all the other girls in school go crazy.

But Sasuke was yours, right?

You went on dates. He gave you snacks in elementary school. Surely, you had every right to tell the rest of your classmates to back right off.

Then, suddenly, he stopped speaking to you entirely. Throughout your entire time in high school, your boy had probably said about five words to you. And three of those words were “leave me alone.” Truth be told, those were probably the only words he had said. Claiming he said five words just sounded better than three.

—

It shouldn’t have come as a shock to either one of you when you both ended up at the same college. It was close to home, along with the fact that you both used to lie awake at 3 A.M. and talk about the future; going to this specific college among your lists of hopes and dreams.

Honestly, you would have left Sasuke alone.

You really would have.

But your friend and roommate, Sakura Haruno, had made Sasuke the entire center of her world. As a result, you always returned to your dorm to witness them studying together. Watching movies on her laptop together. Daring to exist in your private space without saying a word to you.

But it didn’t matter what relationship she thought she had with Sasuke. It didn't matter if Sasuke never wanted to speak to you ever again.

He was yours.

And the sight of him with someone else planted a bitter seed of jealousy right in the pit of your stomach.

—

“Sasuke,” you paused, wondering for a moment if this was truly a discussion you wanted to have. “Why did you stop talking to me all those years ago?”

“Because I didn’t want to talk to you anymore.”

You folded your arms across your chest.

“Then why the hell would you hang around my roommate in my dorm? Why can’t the two of you hang out somewhere else if you hate me so much? Are you just trying to piss me off?”

Sasuke was silent. He looked you up and down slowly.

“Go away. I don’t want to have this conversation with you.”

Once again, he tried to walk away. And, once again, you gripped his arm.

“No,” you said. “I’m not going anywhere, and neither are you.”

“What do you want from me, exactly?” Sasuke looked rather pissed, but he didn’t snatch his arm away.

“I want . . .” your words trailed off into nothingness. What did you want, exactly? Did you simply want an explanation for his odd behavior? Did you want him to let you back in his life entirely? Did you want him to stop hanging out with your roommate? To stop making you so jealous?

“I’ll fuck you.”

His words snapped you back to reality, putting you in a state of shock.

“What? What did you say?”

“I said I’ll fuck you,” he blinked. “Right now. In my dorm. But you have to leave me alone after that.”

“I-I . . .”

Before you could stammer out a proper response, Sasuke noticed your eyes glistening with pure lust and excitement, and he grabbed your wrist, dragging you across campus and toward his dorm room.

—

Strands of Sasuke’s soft black hair tickled your thighs when he lowered his head in between your legs. Despite his annoyance, despite his attitude, despite his rudeness — he kissed your pussy lips softly. A wave of heat rushed through your body.

“Sasukeee,” you whined.

He paid you no mind. Instead, he used his fingers to spread your lips open, and he glided that skillful tongue of his across your wet clit. Once you gasped, his dark eyes were on you, taking in the sight of your cute little face.

He couldn’t lie to himself. Even if he was sick of you, he had to admit it — you were fucking precious.

Although he kissed your pussy like a sweet and gentle lover, he attached his lips to your clit and sucked on it like he was a starving man.

“O-Oh my god,” Reaching down to instinctively grip those locks of his, Sasuke suddenly grabbed your wrist, holding you still as he worked on your button with great expertise.

That almost pissed you off. Just how did he get so good at this? And when?

If you could, you would have asked him, but once he started to rapidly lick at your clit with his tongue, every single coherent thought you once had instantly flooded out of your pretty little head.

“I’m gonna-” you tried to warn, but you were interrupted by an uncontrollable moan erupting from out of your throat.

It didn’t matter. He knew exactly what you were going to say, and he decided to pump two of his fingers in and out of you as he focused on licking your clit.

“Sasuke!” You squealed, your legs trembling around his head as you came.

And he didn’t pull away either. He licked up as much of your juices as he could, those dark eyes of his never glancing away from you. Not once.

Sasuke raised from in between your legs, standing at the foot of his bed. First, he took off his shirt. Then, he unbuckled his belt.

“Give me your hands,” he demanded. “I knew you’d try to grab at me. You don’t get to touch me unless I say so.”

Like the obedient person you happened to be — only for Sasuke, of course — you held out your wrists, and he fastened his belt around them.

You were practically trembling with excitement, so eager to feel him inside of you. He was wise to restrain you, as you so desperately wanted to shove him down, flip yourself on top of him, and ride that pretty man like a mad woman.

Sasuke hovered over your nude body once he removed all of his clothes, and entered you. He watched as you gasped from utter pleasure.

“You’re taking me so well,” he said. “I knew a slut like you would.”

“I-”

Once again, you were interrupted by your own moans, because Sasuke suddenly started to thrust in and out of you wildly. If it wasn’t for his hands gripping your hips, you were certain that you would have simply fallen right off of his bed. The headboard smacked against the wall. The mattress squeaked with every thrust — surely, everyone on the same dorm floor level as him would complain.

His hard dick rubbed against your squishy insides in a way that made you squirm around, your walls clamping around him and turning him into a grunting, groaning mess.

“So tight,” he mumbled, sweat glistening across his forehead. “So perfect.”

That was when he gripped your hair, pulling your head back as he attached his lips to your neck. If you wanted to be his, fine. He’d mark you, then.

Lips and tongue trailed up and down your skin until he found that sensitive spot right underneath your jaw, and he sucked at it, his thrusts never slowing.

“So, so good,” you whined. “I-I can’t . . .”

Sasuke pulled away from your neck, which was now wet with his saliva.

“Shut up,” he said. “Don’t say another word. Just lay there and take it.”

When you nodded, he cupped his hands under your knees, pushing your legs back and over his shoulders.

With this new position, you didn’t stand a chance. Any students who couldn’t hear the noisy bed could certainly hear your moans.

As Sasuke pounded into you, his balls slapping against you from his powerful thrusts, he cupped his hand over your mouth.

“You’re so loud. You’re going to get us in trouble.”

Even with his hand slapped over your mouth, it still wasn’t enough. Not at all. Your moans weren’t properly muffled until he stuck three of his fingers into your warm mouth.

You could feel Sasuke’s cock throbbing inside of you, and as his eyes fluttered closed, it was obvious that he was close. Even so, you came first, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as your legs trembled once again. Feeling your cum spill all over his cock, along with your clenching walls — he didn’t stand a chance, and he came moments later.

“Shit, I’m cumming, I’m cumming,” he grunted, spilling every last drop of his cum inside of you, and he didn’t pull out until he was certain that your pussy had milked him dry.

For a moment, he stayed inside of you, the both of you trying to catch your breaths.

With his fingers still inside of your mouth, he used his other hand to undo the belt wrapped around your wrists.

And when he did finally remove his fingers, he kissed you passionately before you had a chance to say a single word. His tongue swirled around yours in a way that made you moan, his hand gripping your neck simply so he could deepen the kiss properly.

When he pulled away, a string of spit falling from your connected lips, he only said two words to you.

“Get out.”

♡ — 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠!

♡ — 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 & 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝!

♡ — 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭.

[metis-iphigenia]

SOME DC RARESHIPS AND MY OPINIONS ON THEM(because this is supposed to be a yapping account but i wont be going on an analysis)

1)harpercass: my best friend got me into this ship and honestly they are very very cute. if it wasnt for stephcass they would be probably my favourite ship for cass for sure

2)timives: again, the same best friend got me into this ship but i have to thank them because this ship is a great ship

3)damimaps/mapsbird: i didnt look at them as a ship material but now that i do its a great ship made out of a great dynamic. i love my little detective duo <33 though i do prefer them as friends(robin twins)

4)stephrose: i think they would have been a very fun duo to read about in a platonic or romantic relationship

5)colindami: friends to lovers my beloved <33 they were very very entertaining to read and their bond was something i would like to see agian i wish dc would just bring back colin tbh but thats not gonna happen sadly :((

6)harlcativy: god gave us two(2) hands for a reason😈😈 also idk if this is a rareship but i didnt see anything about it so im assuming it is

7)darlasteph(idk their ship name): i smell lesbanism on them but darla being the reason steph became robin and darla dying because of stephs actions after she got fired is :(( it makes me cry ngl

8) taidami/greenbird: i honestly did not know this ship existed until a week ago and from my researches they are the same age(correct me if im wrong) if im right then artist lovers here i come!! i actually want them to be friends badly but i would also love an academic rivals to lovers arc with them(them being friends in their vigilante self but fighting in civvies lol) academic rivals to lovers because damian would love that trope imo(kinda canon with their manga)

9)tamsteph: i saw fanart of them today now i cannot get them out of my mind i think they would get along pretty well

10)babskori/starwatch: im a sucker for women leaving their ex and dating eachother instead they would have been a very nice relationship maybe it wouldnt work out tho?? who knows

11)jaderoy: idk how they are a rareship while being canon but i cannot find anything about them😭😭 doomed tragic yuri noo..😣

12)ghostcat: honestly this came out as a joke😭😭 i was thinking about ghostdemonbatcat(amazing ship ik😼) and i thought "this implies khoa and selina is also dating hmmm" and just went from there tbh

13) mara/maya(either m&m or r&y): no comment on this one because i dont know if their ages match the only reason i wrote it is because i wanted to tell people the ship name i came up for them😈😈

14)demoncat: they arent that rare but cat wives is all i wanna say

15)timtam: same with jaderoy, i cannot find content of them. they were very sweet imo

honorary mention to the ships i dont know well but my best friend does and she knows the best

*cissie/cassie

*cassie/steph

*greta/cassie

[eggmode]

my take on the bats in fnaf

(ik fnaf is in utah, but we're putting it in new jersey for our Purposes here.)

bruce: he would take the position of nightguard in under an alias in order to investigate the missing children cases. when the animatronics start moving in the night, he deduces how to survive, but ultimately his goal is to give the children the justice they deserve. he investigates during the night, evading attacks by the animatronics, and eventually discovers william afton is the murderer. but where is he...

dick: since bludhaven is gotham's sister city, lets say that freddy fazbear's has a sister location(!!!) in bludhaven. he's wary of circus baby, but ultimately plays along with her instructions, until she tries to direct him to the scooping room. u think he took this job without memorizing the layout of the place first? he ends up doing the extra night and seeing the fnaf 4 cam footage. hmm... also yeah dick would probably enjoy the the thrill of a def haunted facility, but i cant imagine he'd like how confined the space is, or that he'd prioritize the fun of a haunting over respecting the dead kids

babs: the job is easy for her. unlike bruce, though, she sees golden freddy and freaks tf out, tho she wont admit that

jason: one of the kids that went missing were from crime alley, so this case is within his jurisdiction. tbh he'd want to go after anyone who killed kids anyway. he would have an intense time. freaking out manifesting as "YOU GOT MURDERED AS A KID AND CAME BACK WRONG, I GET IT, BUT PLEASE DONT KILL ME OVER IT." he would not see the hypocrisy in that statement, but he would relate to the kids. when dick says he had to crawl through vents, jason was glad that he doesnt live in bludhaven

tim: he sees that the fnaf 3 location has an Authentic Animatronic and he wants to investigate. i think if it were any other game he'd manage fine, so thats exactly why im forcing him to have hallucinations. make things more difficult. he does determine that william is in the spring bonnie suit, tho! jason tries to burn the place down Immediately, but william ultimately escapes

cass, steph, and damian: after tim does fnaf 3, its pizzeria simulator time!! they decide to tagteam it. cass handles the scrap animatronics, steph decides what to buy, and damian handles lawsuits. they take turns with the end of night gameplay. when henry burns the place down, he did plan an escape route for them. the trio do try to save henry, but he insists on dying with his daughter.

by the end of it all, the bats all have solid evidence that it was william was the killer, and the full story of what happened to the kids to give to their families.

also they did in fact have a theory bulletin board put up in the batcave. it was a wreck by the end.

[transhoverfish]

OK SO IM LATE BUT. MORE SUB3 NEWS!!!

so a few days ago, krafton (their publisher), apparently had this like presentation of their plans over the next like 2 years. and during that they talked a bit about sub 3!

and this obviously creates a LOT of questions. not to worry, though, because unknown worlds added on to this:

im honestly not surprised by this. iirc, when below zero released they said it would be a WHILE before the next game, and they only announced this back in like... january? now, the first game's release was in january, and bz was in may, so it's definitely possible early access with be in spring of 2025. those games did not have multiplayer aspections tho! its possible we'll wait until mid 2025, and full release will likely not be until 2026. but who knows? the first game took like ten to be fully finished!!

and honestly. THANK GOD. i can't imagine any subnautica game having BATTLE PASSES or LOOT BOXES. i would have just straight up ignored this game 😭

i do wonder what these updates will entail! "many years to come" is definitely something interesting to me, because other than bug fixes... i dont remember sub or bz getting many updates post full release. is this referring to bug fixes, or is it implying that it will be in a state of early access for much longer? are they going to just keep adding new things (like the building update for sub1) and taking fandom suggestions? very interested!!

maybe this is an unpopular opinion, but i actually,,,, dont want multiplayer. now i do like bz, and these games arent really intended to be horror games, but also bz is very noticeablely less scary than sub1. and some of it i think definitely has to do with all the extra characters and dialogue. its hard to feel isolated when you know al-an and marg are nearby. so im very happy that it's optional, bc i know i will probably enjoy single player a lot more enjoyable!!

so now... SPECULATION.

so the first thing im curious about that the development team didnt mention:

"uncover the mysteries on an entirely new alien planet"

apprently we are NOT returning to 4546b. which im kind of sad about!! ik the story is very obviously done there, but it feels weird that its going to be some other planet this time around. THERE WONT BE PEEPERS!!!! (well there could be but it would be weird if some other random planet had the exact same lifeforms)

now my next immediate thought is: is this a direct continuation of below zero? my opinion is: no. probably not.

mostly because it mentions up to four players, and robin and alan are, if you look very closely, only two people. now they COULD just create two new characters to go alongside them (my fanfic brain loves the au idea of marg and ryley 🥺) but im just going to assume that with the addition of a new planet, we're going to drop the old storylines. which means no more degasi, sunbeam, aurora, or ayou sisters. we might move away from architects/precursors altogether! (my basis on this is absolutely nothing and i could be wrong, this is 100% just theorizing)

also, i imagine that it would be difficult to keep the plot the exact same with two established characters and then two new ones, depending on how this multiplayer aspect works. if its another crash, it would be a lot easier to just have the extra players die/survive, then try to work in a balancing act of one guy playing al-an.

(also i like keeping the ending of bz vauge. if they show up again, they would have to mention what happened to the rest of the architects, and i think it's much more fun if thats a mystery!)

((also also, im gonna drop a bomb on u all for a second. i actually,,, dont like al-an. i have a deeper connection to probably every single other character in bz. i think they really fumbled al's character and story and he is so incredibly bland to me. it feels like they go nowhere with how he was responsible for the kharra outbreak because the game ends immediately after he confesses! it would be nice to give him another chance, sure, but i personally dread the idea of even more al-an. sorry everyone for this horrible news))

HERE'S A CONCEPT IMAGE

i hope they bring back some cut content creatures for this!! i noticed this new area looks VERY similar to the safe shallows, and several of the fish seem to be variations of ones we've already seen (im already seeing bladderfish and hoopfish color pallettes, and the shark resmbles some early concept art for the shadow leviathan, but with the ice worm's colors...)

will there be more land areas?? is it going to entirely underwater?? more kharra?? NO DISEASE AT ALL?? AAAAAA!!!!

[pumpkinsy0]

I’m in college rn but my dad schedule me an appointment for braces and now I feel like a silly teenage girl again who is in their ugly duckling phase still 😔

So headcanons for a Two-Bit Matthews getting braces at his age?

if it helps, i think braces r cute, sometimes i think of curly having em for the shits and giggles, i even imagine pony w a retainer!!! i will forever b a braces lover,,,,im standing in front of u as ur first line of defense anon,,,get behind me,,,,,

•two bit got a bit of cavities and baby teeth, so for theeee longest time his mom SAID she was gonna get him braces but he didnt believe her cause its been years of her saying that, but as sooonnnn as thise baby teeth came out and those cavities got treated, twos mom got him book IMMEDIATELY

•two bit thought getting braces were soooooo stupid, for him at least, he rlly doesnt mind his teeth at all, he barely even things about it!!!! he jokes that steve should take his place and two almost got punched for it😭😭two bits just not a guy that thinks THAT much about his outwards appearance, hes insecure about a bit but his looks aint one of em!!!!!

•i say that about steve but two and steve would get braces for different reasons, steve bc his teeth arent straight, two bc he just has an overbite and yea u could throw in his teeth not being straight in there too but yknow

•he let his sister pick the color and his sister picked purple (personally two bit would go for like green or blue, but AS LONG AS SHE DIDNT PICK PINK, hes chillin, he can only poke fun about it before he starts hating it for sooooo long)purple works out too bc im sure purple cancels out the yellowish of teeth so it makes them appear whiter so, everyone thank two bits sister!!!

•first day w braces his mouth hurt BAD, he damn near considered shutting up so it wont hurt as much but he couldnt do it,,,,but he should cause he doesnt have much energy to talk,,,,but he couldnt stop,,,,

•if u thought THIS GUY of all ppl was gonna follow the rules of what to and what not to eat, i dont trust u w character analysis bc he wouldnt care at all, ik his dentist hate him badddd😭😭on the bright side tho, darry would make him smoothies/shakes so he at least kinda ate something that wouldnt mess him up, two knows pony likes darrys smoothies/shakes so he also shared em w him!!! how sweet

•sometimes two has to go in early to fix his braces bc one of them accidentally broke off or got loose while he was in a fight. if that didnt happen then his mouth would STILL b bleeding from being hit against the braces, hes never leaving a fight unscathed now

•hes somehow managed to perfectly use the rubber bands in his mouth so that it targets ppl and he pretends that it wasnt him, i would call him an ass but that dedication is beautiful

•he was called braceface left and right, there was no escaping that nickname even if he tried

•hes so bad at brushing his teeth w braces on, usually he only brushes his teeth once a day but now he RLLY has to do it twice a day ANNDDDD get in between the beackets???? awwwww yea baby hes giving up some days😭😭

•he rlly likes feeling them around w his tongue, its such a funny feeling to him, if hes not talking, look over at him and thats what hes probably doing instead

•bc of his lack of care when it comes to braces he didnt stop wearing em till he was 24!!!!!! if we wanna include more financial trouble id say 26is but atp he would just take them off his damn self w some pliers or some underground doctor

[destinyc1020]

Do you have any Sunday Confessions of your own (can b regarding celebs or smthn else)? Mine are:

1. With baby mama culture being so popular its nice to see Z get engaged (and probably married) to a man who seems to really respect her, seemingly treats her right and they both maintain the same level of privacy. Shes always seemed to take her time when it came to her career n it seems to b the same with her personal life

2. I feel like Anya Taylor Joys fashion really fell off once she stopped working with Law. Her looks just havent been memorable to me

3. Im relieved Z n Tom wont have to interact with Kaia on the future American Speed premiere lmao Kaia/Z seem friendly bt ever since Kaia has broked up with JE i feel like shes wanted to latch onto Z and it dsnt really strike me as genuine. Ik they'll prob see each other at a Met Gala or some type of awards party bt i dnt see them being on the same level to where theyll b at the same awards show or any type of acting project. Good luck to K tho n Ayo... watch out 👀

4. The whole engagement caught me by suprise and the thought of Tom planning the proposal, right down to what he was goimg to wear, is soooo sweet. Whenever one calls the other my fiance/fiancee, ima b screaming lol

In answer to your Confessions:

1. Yea girl, I'm really glad and OVERJOYED that Tom and Zendaya did things right. 😁 No baby-mama culture over here. I'm sure ANY couple who dates each other for a number of years and has been having sex has had some "near misses" or has even had to have some pregnancies terminated (I was SHOCKED with Britney and Justin!😳), but it seems like TZ (thankfully) have not had to have the latter, and they are trying to focus on their careers before getting into a marital union with each other. They did things the right way. 😊 It's HARD having a career in Hollywood AND having a good romantic relationship w/someone that you can trust. So they were definitely VERY fortunate!

2. I agree! I think she had better style when she was with Law as well. Oh well! Idk what happened btwn them, but as long as both parties are happy, I'm happy for them. 😊

3. LOL!😂 Yea girl, I'm a little relieved of that as well. Kaia has never seemed genuine to me, so I'm very relieved that not only are she and Austin done, but also relieved that maybe she won't be sniffing around Z anymore either lol. I don't trust that girl at all lol. 😬 She's the definition of opportunist and clout chaser. But, good luck to her though.

4. I'll be honest, the engagement itself didn't really surprise me! Remember, we've been speculating that they've been engaged for YEARS now lol. I really felt like 2023 and 2024 they seemed like they were engaged. I guess we were wrong! 😅🤣 But the signs still revealed that they were definitely working towards engagement. It was just way too obvious. OMG I cannot WAIT until they call each other "fiancé/fiancée"!!! 😭

MY Sunday Confessions: Hmmm...Okay, let me see if I can think of some, and then I'll post them in a separate post!

[void-with-a-keyboard]

so

*tents my hands mischievously*

sun and solars early relationship

i said i would talk about it SO I AM

im just. imagining solar so desperately pining for sun but refusing to do anything about it bc he was too scared to- so hes just silently watching from a distance and no u didnt just see him staring at sun while playing with the kids wut r u talking about?? he definitely doesnt find everything that sun does endearing and adorable y would u ever think that???

i feel like either moon or lunar or earth (or maybe all 3 lmao) would be like "just talk to him man" and so eventually he does and hes like "actually this isnt so ba-" GETS HIT WITH EMOTIONAL BEAM

he feels like 20 things at once and he doesnt know wut to do with himself. he wants to cry, he wants to hug him, he wants to kiss him, he wants to apologize even tho this isnt his sun and he feels both amazing to get to talk to him but also so emotional bc this isnt his sun hes talking to so eventually he runs off and sun is SUPER worried bc he has no clue wut just happened- one second he was talking with solar and the next solar is running out of the room with no explanation

eventually he does talk to sun again bc sun is worried n asks wuts wrong and blah blah blah emotion stuff. eventually it leads to solar talking about how much he misses his sun and how he wishes he could have that same connection he had and sun is like "well, i could be ur brother too?" and solar at first is like "no no u dont have to" but at the same time hes been YEARNING to have that connection with sun FOR SO LONG. its not gonna be the same as before, and he knows that. but its better than nothing, ya know?

and so then they slowly grow closer and closer. i imagine that solar and sun is like the "fell first and fell harder" trope. solar obviously fell first (if ya cant tell lmao). he has no fucking clue wut to do. sure at this point probably everyone is kissing everyone but for my own sanity im going to ignore that so my adhd doesnt get side tracked- but he doesnt really know wut to do since- how tf do u tell ur brother u wanna kiss him?

then u have sun over here who eventually comes to his own realization of "oh shit i really like him like that" and hes just- fumbling all over the place AND IS SO AWKWARD ABOUT IT TOO- like solar can at least PARTIALLY compose himself and hide since its been going on for so long but sun absolutely did NOT catch himself and face planted into his own feelings like a pool of oobleck, hitting hard then slowly sinking further and further (strange comparison ik but its the most accurate)

but they do eventually confess! i say sun does first bc he just NEEDS to let his feelings be known and if solar doesnt feel the same then thats okay bc he can manage and he wont ever bring it up again- ofc solar is absolutely fucking flabbergasted and is screaming internally bc "WTF IS HAPPENING-" but eventually he (metaphorically) slaps himself back to reality and admits that he feels the same

AND THEN THEY KISS THE END!!!!

[carlzy-berryz]

Ik its late (well for me anyway) but i promised lore, i was busy today and i wont have internet during ghe weekend cuz im going somewhere. So im dropping it here now!!

I actually drew this a while ago but I've been writing the lore lol. So ignore how bad the cage looks, I am kinda proud of the background tho!! ^^

Lore under the cut!!

Basically, this is a big part of my au, its when Plum gets kidnapped by Bowser and she gets a bunch of character development XD. I'll explain why Bowser did this and stuff leading up to it (more perspectives) with other drawings but for now I'll focus on what's happening here...

Once Bowser got Plum to the castle, he locked her up in a cage, above lava (incase she managed to get out in any way) and planned to await Mario's arrival.. as usual... However while in the cage, Plums thoughts were spiraling.. Usually someone would be terrified in a situation like this but all she could think about was how pathetic it was to get caught like that.. Saying things like "How could I let him-a take me, I didn't even put up a fight.." or "*sigh* papa's gonna be-a so disappointed with me.." (yes she has a cute Italian twang in her accent, lol) she couldn't be more wrong about that last statement though. As time passed in there, she occasionally thought of some ways to try to escape, but there was guards everywhere.. Sometimes they'd even come and talk to her (the koopalings and Hazel do too but that's for another time) After what felt like an eternity, and an uncertainty of Mario even showing up, she just gave up, sat there and stared off into space... in a pool of self doubt, but she swore to herself if she miraculously could get out of there, it would NEVER happen again. She's gonna train to be just like Mario, to make him proud!! Of course though this is all from Plum's perspective so it's not very accurate to what truly happened . I just wanted to give my girl some development (I really abuse my ocs, huh? XD) That's about it, I'm not good at wording things so it might not make sense..im also tired lol. Hope it kinda makes sense ^w^

And hope you all have a good weekend since I probably won't be online!! 🫶

[magnoliamyrrh]

tw: csa, abuse etc. feel free not to answer this, as i know its private!! i also have a very abusive family, i was sexually assaulted by my brother in law when i was 15/16 and he is still in the family. my stupid sister decided to go ahead and have another baby with him even after she knew lol so like. i just bid my time until i can tell everyone to fuck off. i dont have direct contact w him, but i have to deal w his stupid children when i visit my parents and my stupid ass sister. obviously my situation is way less dire than yours, but it already kills me inside. ik you mentioned in the past you were trafficked by a family member and was sexually abused by family too, so what im asking is if you still have contact w the person who did it? i got way better after i was able to put distance, but the fact that i know he is still around makes me sick. i wish i could just put a bullet on his head. i wish i could kill him. i wish i could run him over and set out a hit on him. i wish i could kill my fucking sister too, for being a useless piece of shit.

this is just some random info i hope you find funny in a dark sad way like i do. i cant be around my sister for long that it raises my blood pressure to the point i get nose bleeds that wont stop. my bp goes like 23 or 20/18 or something like that. crazy high. literally puts me under so much stress i am at risk of a fucking heart attack from being around her cunt ass.

hope u can run away from them and make your own life at some point. wishing you the best xoxo

hey anon!! tks again for sending the message and im truly sorry to hear abt what happened to you & the betrayal of your sister as well. its always horrible when women even moreso family members who should care about you choose to protect predatory and shit men over u 😵‍💫 happens way too often and you have every right to be angry af at her bc its disgusting and selfish enabling behavior. hope karma is gonna hit them soon and youll get to witness it all lol ,,,, and girl 😭 u gotta be Careful i dont want u to die of a heart attack like this it aint worth it 🤣😭😭 but i getchu!! the sorta stress from this shit can take a Hugeee toll on ur body tbh i think thats why i feel so exhausted too all the time lately its the stress and physical toll of flashbacks and shit

to answer ur question it was my bio dad and for the most part i aint got contact w him no more. we're in two different countries now which helps for sure but when i go back to my birth country its almost always an issue when it comes to seeing him. he used to show up uninvited or my family would force him around and shit. but uh then for some years tho not too many that stopped happening but at the end of last year i had to see him because i wanted to see my grand geandmother who was sick and potentially dying and he was there. i chose to put up with it because i would have regretted not seeing her more. the whole thing was,,,, A Lot and exhausting and triggering and since then ive kinda been in the trauma trenches again 🤷‍♀️ being around him for that long for the first time in years definetely set sometimes off. but. yea. its hard. its hard to avoid because of that and i probably wont feel truly free from it until the day when he fucking croaks ://// which i keep waiting for. and rn i live w my mom and bio dad which isnt fantastic either bc we have a rough history too tho nothing to the same degree, its just another thing that stresses me out tho and that i wanna get away from

tks for the message girl again i appreciate uuu <3 and it does make me feel better to know someone also feels similar even tho i wish u had never been through this. take care of urself ok!!! one day were both gonna get out and we wont have to b around ppl who traumatized us anymore and well b able to breathe!!!!

[basilquesadilla]

Just a warning, this post is just a rant/vent with about 0 organization, and may also have some mild, vague spoilers.

Watched Heartstopper season 2 with a friend last night, and I think this time that show really hit me hard and made me feel super single with my aromanticism, even with Issac there. I really enjoyed spending time with my friend, but I got sad because my thoughts were going “This isn’t forevee, you’ll be back to being alone soon.” Watching issac feel awkward amongst his own friend group felt so relatable, anf I resonated with that hard.

I feel like my aromanticism is just something I’m constantly going up and down with how I feel about it. I’ll feel great about it for a bit, then i wont feel hood about it at all for a while, which is getting tiring to experience. I often try to attach queerplatonic/platonic meaning to romantic songs, and i tried to do that with the song that played in the final scene where Charlie talks about the bullying he experienced and what it was like. But i couldn’t do it. There’s not even anyone I’ve met that i’d wanna be in a queerplatonic relationship with, aside from a few where i knew there was no chance. I just felt so lonely so I couldn’t even listen to it.

One thing that doesn’t help me is I feel so touch starved yet I’m also often touch-averse, likely due to the former. It took me nearly a.year with my current friends who I met last year to even do hugs, and I doubt it’ll ever go beyond that because i feel like people never show their friends that much physical affection. Especially since, even if i am non binary, i still look like a cis man right now. And I know a lot of people would find like doing any physical affection with me because of that probably, and I’m touch averse so what does it matter anyways lol. It’s just a torturous limbo lol.

My friend was saying how the show made them want to reinstall dating apps, and meanwhile after the show I had to tune my thoughts out with TikTok and listening to other music to avoid my thoughts.

Another thing that hurts is(this is some long context that i need to add) is that after high school ended, i really didnt get to keep in contact with a lot of my friends(Ik that’s common but bear with me). I’d watch some of them thriving and finding friends despite it being 2020 fall semester where covid was still in its full swing in terms of impact on uni, and meanwhile I was alone. I was severely depressed, and lonely. Because no one i met in my courses with other engineering majors clicked with me(the classes were pre reqs for me as a computer science major). So then I got more lonely, and sophomore year was a repeat.

Final week of school that 2nd year i even decided i couldn’t take talking to even my online friends community aside from 2-3 close friends there. Then junior year happens, and i met my current friends. And of course i love them and everything. But i also have this voice in my head saying that the repeat will happen post graduation. We’ll all go to different places, and then they’ll talk to me less and less, and eventually I’ll just feel lonely and isolated again, and be back to thinking some very dark thoughts. And it’s terrifying. And i guess watching heartstopper s2 reminded me of all that, even tho i absolutely adored it still. All i could think in the back of my head was “you will never experience affectionate touch like this. You will never be able to be in a romantic relationship,’or a queerplatonic one. You’ll be lonely and your friends won’t always be there with you.”

So yeah, here I am, back to feeling shitty about being aromantic and hating it. Because instead of feeling the yearning, crushing, and relationships like others. Instead of feeling physical affection like others. Instead of being able to see a future with a partner. All im experiencing right now is bitterness at my lot in life and how i feel like all my friends will slowly leave me, and i won’t be able to make new ones because I suck at doing that as shown by the 2 years before meeting my current ones. And that just makes me feel depressed. I honestly feel kinda broken and hopeless. Aro and thus a lot of relationship options are cutoff from me, cant find people I’d want to enter a queerplatonic relationship with, AND have trouble with making friends. It just feels like I’m destined to be lonely, and ik it isnt supposed to be a factor in that, but it does feel like being aromantic plays a role in this whole mess for me rn. And i hate that.

If you read to the end of this, ty and I greatly appreciate you :) 💛

[stray-tori]

trigun stampede reaction compilation & thoughts

it is trigun stampede time. <- can't watch new link click ep

funfact: I called Meryl Merelyn for like. the entire watch. I can't hear :)

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finally watching trigun stampede. i enjoy it a lot so far. sometimes the animation is a bit too overly animated (lol) but that's my only nitpick so far.

Meryl going "!!! journalistic integrityyyy, don't flatter meeee" was so cute, she's very endearing.

I didn't think it'd hook me that well, I just kinda wanted something to distract me a bit.

(insect bomb thingies) JESUS CHRIST

(idv reference) breaking wheel crossover spotted.

i like that the antagonist is just in this wack-ass clothed hood (how is it so big?) and is just.... slowly walking across the desert to the goal, like dude you couldn't get... a vehicle or sth? damn

a funny dude ominously terrifying but kinda funny

nvm absolutely terrifying the hood is still a lil goofy

why's there another kid that has the same hairstyle as the other two as kids......

(Kni obliterating the town) ok but why tho dude

oh hey wolfwood. oh. he ded. epic.

lmao his speech to god with that deadpan voice and wide kneel is sending me he is kinda creepy- i get that hes being nice to this traumatized child. but he comes across. as so creepy lol- "hey kid WANT A LOLIPOP" (this is even weirder in hindsight, like did he know?? he being an actor out here)

well. they ded. rip NO SPLITTING THE PARTY this show is genuinely creepy

???? they were too busy with the flir compliment to notice Roberto just fucking vanishing in front of them?? okay okay i see how it is

Wolfwood: "you fool!!" (proceeds to keep standing in front of the worm too)

HIS NAME IS NIKOLAS???

fellas does it mean sth to take the words of your thematic foil to heart and eat something again?

awww they're both sleeping in the back of the car lol, adorable

Meryl: im dying of a heat stroke Meryl: (in jacket)

Hello Norton from the 4vs1 asymmetrical game Identity V.

ooh it was a flashback :0 smooth ... mAN :( NO THIS DUDE. NOT THIS DOCTOR DUDE

why did his death actually bring the wind back i dont understand... like uh, I get that there's some religious theming going on here; but is the show saying that it's actually true and he was needed as a sacrifice? idk about that one chief. Maybe it's "sth sth natural order restored" but hmmm

Subtitles sure would be nice for this silent movie segment (dub was too incompetent to add subtitles for the text, so i had both sub and dub open and alternated as the segments happened. fun times. tbh it probably wasn't that relevant but oh well)

this artstyle and animation of this orphanage segment is SO NICE

that was adorable and way more "eyo?" than i expected from this show. dude smoked as a toddler too though, goddamn.

i…… what about wolfwood being against the cult until they blackmailed him made blue-hair think killing everyone they can blackmail him with would make him a better devotee. Like I guess he's not genuine now but I feel like killing everything he's trying to protect by helping them, is just.... kinda counterproductive.

Wolfwood: ILL SKIN YOU ALIVE AND PLAY WITH YOUR BONES UNTIL YOU BEG FOR DEATH Vash: 🥺

(the context does make sense but this fucking killed me)

ik that its literal for him bc he doesnt need it but saying he wont eat the food bc its "a waste" just hits different for me.... hng.

im gonna cry bc this "home" segment is so nice and im sure soon ill cry bc its gonna get RIPPED AWAY

LUIDA SURVIVED THAT??? HOW DID SHE SURVIVE THAT- Halleluja.

NO HIS HAIR- UNDO THIS RIGHT NOW. WHAT IS THIS- WHERE'S SOFTIE- epic callback tho (? idk what the relation to the other trigun media is.)

apparently it's sort of an semi-divergent prequel? according to the comments at least..... which..... probably means the hair is gonna stay... *sob*

okay, what is even happening-

goddamn the fucking burning animation on Knives.... they went insane, that looked so good.

I- what is happening-

I'm assuming the name of the newbie Meryl will take on is meaningful to the franchise bc it was framed like that but I just sat there like... "w-who? should i know them?"

where's vash :(

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On characters and dynamics

So, some stuff I didn't really comment on but the whole plants thing is very cool, lots of interesting philosophical arguments. Even if the whole... scientist shows journalists around thing was a little.... well, damn, aren't you nice, huh? IDK THAT WAS SO RANDOM WHAT DHSAJD-

Also the imagery of Vash having cords to all of the plants sure was something. (not negative)

I... was really confused on what was going on with his vine thingies at the end. I'm pretty sure both him and Knives got 1 wing each with their... tentacle... thingies, but they never really focused on it well (or maybe I was too tired to notice) so I was like "?? what is this noise behind him" for like... 2 minutes.

I think the show peaked with everything except the end for me (like all the plants stuff, like everything going on with the morality aspects and all that)- which might be my lack of trigun investment going into it to be fair. I feel like.... they did set it up but then didn't really deliver on it in a way that felt impactful to me, things were just kinda... happening and people were just kinda... there. Which like, i get this is kinda beyond anyone's capabilities but. YOU KNOW-

Maybe I just don't get it (likely), but I feel like it was kind of set up well, but then also not really resolved with the same "pieces"?

Like uh. we had wolfwood and vash redirect the cannon from the orphanage, which is very similar to vash redirecting the core-space-cube-thingy from the city in the end.

And we also had the whole "reach the person inside" aspect with livio, which then kind of came back with vash. But Meryl... idk, her part in the climax felt kind of unearned or... not as impactful to me? She wasn't really involved in the livio stuff at all.

I'm not saying Wolfwood would have made sense to be there in her stead, not rly, but her being there just didn't really do anything for me. She even already had her moment of not running away in the orphanage arc too. And she also didn't really have a huge impact in the end either, because it was mostly Rem's memory? Which like, you could argue makes my whole problem irrelevant which is fair, but idk. felt strange.

So yeah, I do think that i find it a jarring that the ending kinda had this whole Meryl->Vash and Wolfwood->Meryl rescuing thing going on, when I feel like the show almost exclusively focused on Meryl+Roberto and Vash+Wolfwood.

[diah-the-demon]

yeah the vibe is different </3 it now feels less like a personal chat and more like a personal chat in a public space but what else can we do when tumblr keeps being homophobic TT-TT

yeah I hope so too!! I'll bring it up to her soon as we still have Sci-fi cons which we regularly attend bcs I think that'd be cool!

and aaaw that sounds adorable!! The Sci-Fi cons that I visit always have lots of kids that age running around with their plastik lightsabers and usually clone wars masks of Anakin and Obi Wan and it's the cutest thing to watch them run around and play out their ideas

yeah she probably won't ksjdlsk it's just that we're both so used of someone bitching at us for buying even the most necessary shit so we gotta get used to that no longer happening slkjdlsk I'll probably bring it up to her soon, maybe tomorrow after uni! Hell I can even pay for it myself, I still have a lot of unused money from the past few cons since I barely bought smth aside from postcards / small prints

ksjdslk you're going to have the sickest bookshelf if that works out! and I hope it does skdjsl But yeah that sounds like a solid idea as to where to put them!!

ooh I think with the shows coming out there should definitely be a spike on tutorials for them!! Though I highly doubt there weren't some to begin with with Star Wars being such a huge franchise!! (and yeah I think that could probably be a solid start!!)

Yeah that's also always what I have noticed (it's probably also one of the most comfortable options ngl skldjsk) I think attaching them is going to be the most tricky part but I bet there are tricks to do so very easily!

yeah it feels way more out in the open, like speaking into a microphone instead of like just a casual conversation sat at a table in the corner of the room.. we could switch to discord or insta dms if we want it less open but idk, feels weird when its not on tumblr

ooo that sounds like fun! i need to try going to a sci-fi con, i know they have some in edinburgh occasionally throughout the year so il see if i can maybe go there eventually

it was!! it was so fucking fun, i remember around that age me and my sister would have lightsaber duels occasionally, too bad the sabers were bad quality so i accidently broke mine when i hit it too hard </3 thankfully it was after halloween so i still had the saber for halloween, just imagine like an 8 or 9 year old with a darth vader mask and red lightsaber walking down a dimly lit street dsjdsslkdj

i remember when i went trick or treating later that day i used my vader helmet (well its more like a mask tbh, its only the front half of vaders helmet lol) as a bucket to keep my sweets and candy in dlskjdslkjds

thats fair i cant rlly blame you or her, it will probably take a long time to get over that (i know the feeling cause my mother is like that sometimes, its so fucking annoying. she does it less to me now cause i have my own money but still)

i hope it goes well when you talk to her about it!! i doubt she wont let you buy it but wishing it goes well anyways!! if you dont do it tomorrow tho do keep in mind the sale is i think only lasting 1 more week? (or until everything sells out) so dont leave it too long slksjdlskd

IK ITS GONNA BE SO COOL, id say my bookshelf is already pretty cool because ive got 2 shelfs of books (one is mostly manga and star wars books, other is recipe books and other misc books) i could put them in 1 shelf but ive done it that way so theres space on the shelf next to the books, so i can put the helmets next to the books!! thinking about it now i can prob get 2 on the bookshelf and then the other 2 could go ontop of it maybe, idk il figure that out when i get them dsjlkds

Edit: heres a pic of said book shelf, forgot to mention the (fake) plant that hangs infront of my manga!!! skdjd Ignore the basket on the second shelf of books btw thats just where i keep my socks rn lmao (and random clothes in the shelf below too sldjslskssjk, im working on it so ignore that)

Anyways i could totally fit a helmet or 2 in here, one where the origami book is and one where the basket is, then the rest can go ontop of the bookcase idk lol

oh yeah its def gonna be trending, i saw one for storm trooper armour a few months ago, not mandalorian but tbh they are close (i mean storm trooper armour was based on the clones armour which was based on mandalorian so it is connected lmao) even if there isnt im pretty sure i could probably figure it out on my own if i had to

i think the way il have to attach it is maybe velcro? cause pins could fall out and if i try to put it back on it will be in a slightly different area probably, so what im thinking is having small velcro patches put onto the body suit and some on the armour pieces!! probably wont work out how it is in my head when i finally do it but i can atleast have ideas until then lol

[goremet-chef]

godd my sibling is such a dick sometimes

we are two very different people yknow, theyre out applying to jobs in person and im too scared to leave my own house for anything more than a car ride or maybe going out to eat. i have pretty cripping arachnophobia like i would say it controls my day to day life. i have certain routines i go through that i always do when im leaving a room, coming up the stairs etc in terms of like. spider scanning to make sure theres no threat cuz like

in my head it is a threat, but not for the reasons youd think. ive never been afraid a spider was gonna hurt me (unless its like. a widow or something else fucky but i dont see many venomous types). the biggest threat for me and my wellbeing is if it touches me or not. i cannot let them touch me under any circumstance because it makes me want to like. rip my skin off or some shit. i wont be normal for a while if one does (which unfortunately has happened so thats how i know)

this is a pretty big inconvenience for me obviously but apparently its also a huge inconvenience watching me deal with it cuz they complain all the time about how my fear makes no sense and how its not that big of a deal. i know its irrational! its a PHOBIA. i know it doesnt make sense but at the end of the day i still feel it and the fear it brings so maybe stfu!!!

being argued with over my own fear is so. like they start speaking as if they know better than me "the spiders arent going to touch you" yeah not if i can help it! i have really bad luck with spiders tho and i can guarantee they probably will if they could. the way they act around me its like im a magnet bro. if theres one on the ceiling i will never walk under it because it WILL fall on me, thats happened several times. kill them as soon as you can reach on the walls cuz they will fall and crawl on yr bed or floor, etc like. DO NOT try and tell ME what a spider will do, i know what theyll do and im hardly ever wrong. when you spend as much time as i do looking out for them and watching them, you get a good feel for their behavior.

daddy long legs are the worst for me because of their. extendo reach thats more touching capability!!! theyr fucking massive in my eyes because the legs count, comparing their legspan to other spiders its very obvious why theyd be the ones i justcannot deal with. plus they are CLUMSY they fall so much i hate it

and then my sibling was CONFUSED??? as to why i couldnt kill the ones we were seeing myself. was genuinely confused when i said that i have a hard time killing any spiders because i get nervous before i swing and sometimes i fuck up just based on nerves alone. like why is that such a shock how can you barely fathom that if someones nervous theyre gonna hesitate and mess up a bit, its so.

im tired of explaining myself all the time, but i keep doing it over and over cuz they seem to forget that one of my defining characteristics is my fear of spiders like. they all know about it they never fail to complain about it and theyll be like "but thats so inconvenient for you to do this extra shit just to avoid a spider" yeah! it is! i wish i didnt feel this way at all, i wish i could be normal like them, but im not

its one of those things where like. as much as you dont like to hear about it or see me deal with it (for some reason), this is something that will ALWAYS be harder for me to handle than it is for them so theres no reason for them to be complaining. they arent the ones who miss out on things because theres a spider in the way

ik this all sounds silly probably but its very genuine and controlling fear for me, they think its voluntary. what a fucking joke, you think id voluntarily live like this?

[neonsbian]

cirrus’ plan backfiring on him LMAO