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I am straight up not having a good time
#rae irl#ignore this im just venting#ill be fine in a few days probably#especially if the sun keeps shining
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Being someone who loves elves and seeing ppl try to actually do interesting things with elves
I hate when youtubers or ppl i like say they hate elves b/c they're just 'boring human 2.0' or 'they need to be retired from fantasy' because like??
Why? Why not try to just, re-invent them? Maybe YOU'RE the boring one?
Same with like
"WHY ARE YOU PLAYING A HUMAN THIS IS A FANTASY WORLD????"
like yeah and maybe someoen wants to be a human who can do extraordinary things? Humasn't aren't inherantly boring just because they're the default
I like Tieflings, and Bards, and Tiefling boards but ppl play those A LOT
it doesn't make it boring? just common?
if you think something is boring? do something to make it not boring. if your reaction to what other ppls shit is to say its boring then shut the fuck up?
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I’m ready for my birthday to be over this year..
Everything I want to do is not able to happen really, and it feels kind of pointless
Even the thing I am doing isn’t fully what I want, like yeah I’m happy to do something with my friends, but it just feels like a drag at this point
One of my friends already dropped out because he picked up more hours at work just cause, and it’s like, I get it you gotta make sure you’re keeping in good with work, but the fact he decided to pick up more hours on my birthday thing bums me out
And then my other friends and I are going to bars and they asked about fits and they’re all talking dressing super casually like they aren’t really planning to do much at these outings. Like I wanna dance and have fun but it feels like they’re doing it kind of obligatory at this point
All of this on top of I still can’t celebrate my birthday with one of my best friends and I miss her like crazy. Like she’s like my sister and I haven’t been able to see her in 2 years. I want nothing more than to celebrate with her and I can’t
Idk, I know I should feel grateful that I have friends and family to celebrate with, but I’m just bummed this year. It all kinda feels pointless
Just another year I’m behind, just another year of depression, I’m just.. over it
#it speaks#text post#rant#vent#mental health#birthdays#my birthday#birthday#venting#ignore this im just venting#depression#adhd#blah
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No cause the fact that he IMMEDIATELY moved on, without shame. PROVING my suspicions.. literally chipped another part of me off.
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRsJj676/
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I swear some hair creators are afraid to add the proper graying swatches to some hairstyles. If you're using the EA swatches and meshes, it shouldn't be hard to add the EA graying swatches right?? Or am I wrong for saying that???
#idk im not trying to vent or complain#but it's something i come across a lot#and a lot of the times i add those swatches myself to the ones that are missing it#playing in CAS atm and im just klfhadslkhg#just ignore me ig#🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️
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#ok maybe Im not over it lol#me when I experience Rage#anyway have weird abstract wolf#this was meant to be more abstract but idk i just scribbled#anywAY#wolf#illustration#artistsontumblr#art#digital art#hare#hare art#wolf art#canine art#my art#artist#artists on tumblr#wolves#scribble#sketchbook#doodle#doodling#ignore the anatomy its about the shApe baby#enjoy my cringe vent art#omg its just like being 13 on deviantart#but also#yeah it works im chillin now#tw blood#tw blo0d#uhh so I tagged both because tumblr auto suggested the censored version? don’t want ppl to get caught out so uhh yea it’s cartoon but yea
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luckily there was a half bottle of cooking wine left in the fridge
#HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no i wont be seeking help lol ignore me#tw alcohol#tw alcoholism#sib is a DUMBASS#r u surprised#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#self insert#ig#personnal#vent#ig ???#idk#i still dont know lol#im 2and half glasses in just ignore whatever comes out of my mouth. keyboard. whatever#ngl as an atheist i think the second step is bs so
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honestly the more i hear about engstars and its TLs the more i absolutely dread the inevitable release of poltergeist and what may ensue from it, bc if if the translators themselves are already invalidating arashis identity then i Really Truly do not want to see how theyll translate natsume and tsumugis microaggressions/transphobia towards her. esp since ive noticed a rise in people being comfortably transphobic towards her, and i REALLY do not wish to see natsume and tsumugi being stupid fucking morons be used as evidence to discredit her
and i think this is all the more reason why its VERY IMPORTANT for engstars to DIRECTLY ACKNOWLEDGE arashi and her gender. bc sometimes characters are STUPID and RUDE and APATHETIC. enstars is a story with NUANCED and FLAWED CHARACTERS, and when a character is being a fucking asshole youre meant to PROVE THEM WRONG. but they dont even acknowledge arashi as a girl themselves. so, if you do use engstars, please keep pressuring them bc omfg this is so bad and i can only see it getting worse
#a bit of a serious post sorreys its kinda me venting im just preparing for the worst#We should be legally allowed to beat the shit out of ntmg for what they said to arashi#i dont remember the exact quotes verbatim but tsumugi basically just expressed confusion abt her gender identity#n natsume flatout said something like shes lying to kids by calling herself a princess#so.#not good.#having characters show bigotry is not Necessarily a bad thing. but that is ONLY WHEN that bigotry gets disproven#but. engstars arent doing that.#theyre not disproving it.#they keep pretending like her gender is. well. Nothing#so i worry that this story is just gonna fuel the flames and make everything so much worse than it already is#anyway. if u play engstars please do keep pestering them for blatantly ignoring and misrepresenting arashis identity#i try to stay out of whatever goes on on that app but. Man.#she deserves better#But hey knowing them maybe theyll just fuckin cut out the dialogue alltogether to further act like trans people and their issues arent real#nat rambles#im a bit peeved as u can see sorry i just know how this fandom is and how they cant handle nuance or flawed characters#and im REALLY not happy with happyele REWRITING THE TEXT#and getting RID OF SAID NUANCE#GRHAGGRAHGRAGHHGHGH#sorry.#its like 3:30am i just needed to get this off my chest#maybe ill delete this but god.#free my girl
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I had a rough day and needed to word vomit this out to cope, which is why it doesn't have my usual formatting. GN!Reader, warning for some brief mentions of crying, but other than that it's just Bucky taking care of his partner 💙
Bucky holding you after a bad day at work, keeping you close to his chest and gently wiping your tears with his thumb as you recount the events of the day, listening intently to you vent. He presses little kisses to your forehead as you cry it out, and gets you water once you've calmed down. He refuses to leave your side until you've downed the entire glass because "you cried a lot, Doll. I just don't want you to get dehydrated."
Bucky carries you into the bathroom once you're done, cradling you against his body as he runs you a bath. He was just going to let you lay back and relax while he cooked your favorite meal and turned down your bed so it was nice and ready for you to fall into when you got out, but how could he say no to those pleading eyes you gave him when you asked him to join you? He opts to put in an order at your favorite takeout place and strips down before settling in behind you. You're in his arms as soon as his body hits the water, flesh and metal enveloping you in a cocoon of love and warmth. He takes his time washing your hair, peppering your back and shoulders with with kisses.
Bucky helps you out of the tub after he excuses himself so that he can throw on some clothes and grab you something warm to wear: your favorite pair of jogging shorts, the Henley that keeps disappearing from his top drawer, and a hoodie that he's been wearing a lot lately, knowing that you love how it smells like him. He turns down the bed as you get dressed, and somehow timed the food delivery out perfectly, so he gets you settled in bed before running to meet the delivery driver.
You and Bucky eat in bed, and once you two are done he lays in your lap and lets you play with his hair, knowing that it helps you calm down.
Bucky watches you start to sway, the way you fight to keep your eyes open, and asks if you're ready for bed. You beg him for some skin-on-skin, though you really don't need to. He would give you the universe if you asked him to. He helps you out of his your shirt before stripping off his own and hugging you to his chest. You nuzzle into him, stroking your fingers up and down his happy trail as you happily fall asleep on his chest, your bad day long forgotten as you doze off in his arms.
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Had an absolute nightmare of a day at work and when I told my family about it my mom made it all about her like she ALWAYS does and my dad was at least sympathetic but just gave me like a sympathetic shoulder pat and all I want is a hug but no one in my family really does that so now all I want is a Bucky to hold me and tell me it's all gonna be okay and take care of me so... This happened
#bucky barnes#james bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fluff#mcu#vent fic#kind of?#idk man i just feel alone and ignored and touch starved and the fact i had a bad day isnt helping so... this is a coping mechanism i guess#joys of having a narcissistic mother: when i have a bad day and am looking for some baseline human empathy i know im not getting it from he
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We all tell ourselves and each other that "notes don't matter, create for yourself".
But it's crazy how noticing/remembering the lack of notes on your content can quickly tank your desire to continue creating.
It happens to most of us, I think. Fortunately, some of us bounce back. Unfortunately, some of us don't.
#that time has come for me again#which goes to show even the positive can feel down#the notes are just laughably bad guys#im able to ignore it most of the time#but sometimes it just hits you#vent#writing#writer problems#writer woes#artist problems#reblog stuff#reblog art#support each other
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billy & max - forwards beckon rebound by adrianne lenker
killed myself 10 times in my head making this
my computer broke while editing so no more edits forever cause im a broke uni student . Sick and Twisted .
#billy hargrove#max mayfield#stranger things#billy hargrove edit#max mayfield edit#stranger things edit#edit#ignore the vent im emotional#i just love these two so much#someone's probably done this oh well
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the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye
#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him#he never comes out the same way twice#but then again. do any of us?#anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain#its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor#too much all at once. cant art anymore#i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw#and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort#i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible.#i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen#i come back to scroll on tumblr#i feel Despair. rinse and repeat#scribble salad#is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile!#i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move#sigh... dont wanna go....#but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all!#apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle#too exhausted. the Despair is too strong#and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit
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i wish i had a friend like me. maybe that sounds stupid and selfish and egotistical but. idk. im very good at comforting people and helping people with stuff. and i wish i had someone like that.
im good at comforting myself too but sometimes i wish it was someone else doing it for me
i wish i was brave enough to ask
#just ignore me idk what im talking about#just sad and anxious and idk whether to talk to someone about it or if that will just make me feel worse#vent post#tw vent
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turns out a brief moment of feeling ok doesnt mean im done grieving
anywho, heres a vent doodle with a pose i saw online, might not reblog the road trip thread posts for a bit (i feel bad for not being able to participate in my own trend but as long as people enjoyed it then i dont mind all too much)
i dont wanna call it a break bc i cant help but be on tumblr, but things might go quiet in terms of art or me talking.
hope yall are doin well today/tonight/timezone n ill see yall when i see you :3
#oz rambles#aaaaaaa sorry for the venting#i try to not do so much on the sideblog bc i wanna make this a place to chill#but i dont want anyone to think im ignoring in reblogging their posts#i see every road trip post n i love it when yall tag me in stuff#i just dont have the spoons for the next while to respond in a way i can properly express my gushing towards them#i love how i say its just a silly little event but i also get beaten up by the fact i cant properly do the prompts atm /lh#anywho impromptu ramble in the tags over#also if anyone who has reblogged my earlier post abt my situation sees this. tysm for your messages. /gen#i cant properly find the words to express it. but they mean a lot and i thank you for taking the time to write em#gonna go and rest mentally now#love you all#cw death#vent#artswin#kinda#tis just a doodle#naroz#ozrator#digitalmuse#selfship#qpr selfship#self ship
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In case you haven't noticed May has sucked for me so far, anyway *projects onto blorbo*
#anyway haha im back hi#*throws vent art at u*#i dont know if this makes sense with canon. i dont care that much i just needed to throw it out there#but i do sometimes think about. early game tsukasa's anger being so apparent. he got angry quite a few times#and its always been very apparent#but recently he hasnt really shown much anger. at others at least. frustration at himself yes but not really. anger#and i know its also bc hes been doing better and hes got friends and all but. sometimes i wonder if he gets scared of his anger#if he ever gets angry and remembers how it was his rage that ruined wxs the first time#and thinks to himself that he cant let it happen ever again. he cant let anger get the best of him again. he cant hurt his friends again#sorry kasa i have some issues with anger so you have them now too#you can ignore this but i already drew it so why not post it#this got me out of artblock#prsk#prsk fa#prsk art#tenma tsukasa#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#kerizart
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always covered in your tears and their blood.
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home2t4ck#jake english#blood#admin draws#fanart#not pointless angst vent doodle mind you this one is specifically about him. but im not gonna overexplain i trust the caption says enough#jake is fascinating bruh i cant believe how i just ghosted over him on the first go#i have so many thoughts on this guy. primarily wanna saddle him withh aromanticism woes and also feigning ignorance to everyone#including himself to evade responsibility. adn the avoidant attachment type. and th#hes just fun. if ur seeing this and you dont care about jake bc he seems shallow give him a shot you might like what you find#you should all rly read borzoi's jake metas theyre. theyre really good i cant even paraphrase it here#ok my eyelid twwitching again im gonna wrap up tags and idk go write sum stupid shit. toodles.
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