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he lived, he served cunt, he got put in a psych ward and probably some other shit but I've been too busy looking at all the domestic fluff to figure out the lore
#agshsghd these are still very much early sketches just trying to figure out how I wanna draw the guy ywy#I am struggling so badly to not fall into my old phobs imitation strickes that never really worked anyways.....#tricks*#AHSGSJGSJSHS#AGAJFSJSHSJSHSHJSKHDJD#to my mutual who very muchs knows who they are I am sorry for how annoying i'm going to become#i work like a sleeper agent for both phobs art and murder gingers and well....#fun fact old asher designs circa 2018/19 were heavily phobs coded so you partially have this mfer to blame for asher's rizz#unfortunately this resurgence means I once again have to face my worst enemy....drawing straight hair#agsjsgshdhhd i have way to many things to say but I need to stop bc I need to be awake in....less than two hours fucc#sergey razumovsky#....i don't actually know what I should tag this as whoops://#major grom#major grom plague doctor#bubble comics#ig#idk#aight i'm out#my art#mgpd
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idk it sounds reasonable to me for a teenager to run away bc they didn't want to eat their veggies!
one hopes that by the later stages of childhood a parent will have figured out which veggies and preparation styles work for the kid, and the kid will have resigned themself to what they do and don't have to eat according to their parents, and it's all settled into an equilibrium instead of a daily fight. and hopefully as a teen your palette is expanding and you're even willing to eat more veggies then you did as a child.
however, if the kid is extra picky and stubborn, and the parent is extra determined to make sure they eat a good variety (or just eat whatever the parent prepared no matter what it is), it could absolutely continue to be a regularly-repeated fight. and if something is a continued point of contention throughout childhood then it absolutely makes sense for a teen to go FUCK this, i am nearly an ADULT i am done being told to eat my veggies i am gonna prove my independence and make them realize i don't have to just sit there and let them boss me around!!
like, the childishness of the fight is exactly why a teen would run away about it.
#i'm so picky and only got pickier throughout my teen years#i usually just made myself a separate quick meal when i didn't like dinner#if my parents hadn't let me and had tried to insist i eat the same thing as everyone else?#well. idk what i woulda done bc that would require they have an entirely different parenting style overall.#so who knows what kind of person i would be lol#but leaving the house for a couple hours seems pretty reasonable to me#but it's also normal for a parent to have an 'everyone sits at the table and eats what i've prepared' rule#for a variety of reasons ranging from well-meaning to self-centered#and i'm sure there are parents who will even try to foist the same old veggie rules upon adult children visiting for the holiday#i think 'what's the latest age at which a veggie fight might occur' says more about the parents than the kid#since they're the one turning it into a fight instead of letting it go#so ig if you want them to be closer to model parents then sif would have to be pretty young#but i think 'the type of parent to never stop arguing about veggies' is an interesting flaw to add#to make a parent who is loving and wonderful overall but has their own blind spots and mixed up priorities#isat spoilers#isat#siffrin#I UNDERSTAND WHY people think sif must be young and i'm fine w that#this is just my perspective :)#thoughts about siffrin#thoughts
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Sighhh while I love inanimate Insanity I think they struggle with ending seasons. I still don't like episode 18 of s2 or s3.
While not terrible episodes, the episodes before them are so much stronger and set up things that don't go anywhere.
#talking#inanimate insanity#season 3 was much worse. But I'm still disapointed Mephone did so little in s2e18...I understand they maybe plan to do something with him i#the future. but this kind of ties into my issue with s3. without the knowledge of it all being fake a lot of things just feel like plot hol#while I might go in the future oh! so this is why mephone did nothing in the finale! It should still be able to be satisfying on its own yk#sigh.#idk im rambling.#Ig my main complaint is they need focus more on what exactly their ending is trying to say.#The inner flame takes over in ep17 but does nothing in ep 18? thats frustrating. thats pointless.#The shimmers get teased since ep 16??? and even before that?? but end up doing nothing? again frustrating 😭but that one might be a lil more#biased on my side.
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It's Always Sunny in Pomodoro??
hello, is your hyperfixation on sunny preventing you from studying and doing your work? that's why i hired this mac to stare at you and keep an eye on you during your pomodoro sessions and judge you if you lose focus
#if it says that this page is dangerous then blame Microsoft bc i don't know what i'm doing and they said they provide some certificates#for free just like custom domains but ig they lied bc i'm stuck with this lemon pond#also if something doesn't work or looks shitty on your device message me and I'll try to figure out something#also this is so stupid but like i had to make this#putting this into my portfolio rn#iasip
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hot d s2 is like star wars the last jedi in that there are plenty of valid complaints to make but that valid crit is way overshadowed by nutbar fans making offensive or just downright dumb complaints. difference is the sw original canon trilogy (and even the force awakens) is better media than fire and blood ever was, which makes that whole line of complaint even more annoying imo. i can't like one legit post about the absence of nettles without seeing 10 other complaints i want nothing to do with.
#house of the dragon#i'm not just thinking the too much diversity and needless woke rep by making rhaenyra kiss a woman#and book rhaenyra was a real woman who didnt need a sword to feel strong crowd#but also people being all oh ig we wont see aegon taking aemond's stag betrothal to try to father a new heir#(um a marriage that never happened is not an important story element imo)#and someone saying we spent so little time w cregan the audience won't recognize him later and the hour of the wolf will come out of nowher#(um that's what previously on is for they'll know him by the wolf sigils and people calling him lord stark tom taylor is in his 20s#not a child so hes unlikely to look like a whole new person in a few years)#hot d meta#fandumb w@nkery#(c)lsb
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"Asks are open I got lonely" BRO I FEEL YOU I'm not even at my own house and I'm bored as hell!! Need someone to talk to about silly skeletons in love gahhhhh😩
I'M ALWAYS HOME BUT I JUST DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO TALK TO 😭 I'M LONELY AF BUT AM OFTEN TOO NERVOUS/SHY TO DIRECTLY REACH OUT TO OTHERS 😭
my in person friends are often so busy (or more like doing their own thing... "napping" is not "being busy", Luna >:() they're more like online friends at this point (even though two of them live in my area). one I daily share random snaps with, one I rarely send a snap to, and one I only interact with when we're all doing a rare hang out
like I wanna talk with someone about things we're both interested in, but I barely share any interests with any of my friends. and with the added lack of recent (it's been like a year I think) interactions, makes me feel like the black sheep in our- MY small friend group that I am
sorry for the little rant I went on. guess I'm just trying to say that I'm more than happy with people talking to me about shared interests
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My mother: (to Jessie, who is sleeping with her head on a pillow) Well aren't you just a little Pillow Princess~ Me: *instantly* THAT IS NOT WHAT THAT TERM MEANS. My mother: What? Me: THAT IS NOT WHAT THAT TERM MEANS. My mother: What does it mean? Me: A woman who just lays there and lets the man do all the work during sex. My mother: ... oh.
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She then googles to prove me wrong
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My Mother: Oh... it does mean that... How do YOU know that term??? Me: I went to college.
#Any time she asks me where I learned something I just blame it on college#because if you say it's a common term or you heard it online she'll be like 'well *I* never heard it on all the dog instagrams I follow'#as if that's the only thing 'online' means#we've had many chats about her blindly using slang without checking to see what it means#i'm also trying desperately to get her and my father- both in their mid-late 60s#to stop calling every fucking thing they see 'cray-cray' because someone on an IG she follows does it
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Have a conversation for my Númenor longfic, apparently.
"You hurt her — you made her bleed—" she stammers, and chides herself for saying inanities.
"I have made a thousand people — bleed, as you so politely put it, Zimraphel. If I was to list them all, we'd be sitting here untill next year."
"Leave," she says through clenched teeth.
"Try not to make any more enemies, will you? I'm a dangerous foe to have."
"The black foe."
"Not quite," he smiles. "Tell me, what would you call a person you spent three hundred years beside, a person whose opinion you valued and whose mind was of greatest interest to you?"
"A friend."
"I wrung every secret from him, drop by drop of blood, and when he had told all and still would not comply, I had him killed and fed his corpse to the dogs. I can be very ruthless when I want to, Zimraphel."
"I was never counting on your mercy."
"I know. I just wanted to make sure we see eachother plain."
He gathers his red-embroidered robes and turns to leave, but first he takes a last look at her. "There is no conceivable reason to spare you that might enter my mind if you ever crossed a certain line, Zimraphel — what are you to me, but a fly of one summer's day, a petty, sickening thing? Take care not to buzz too loud, Your Highness, in my presence or without." He pauses and adds almost nonchalantly. "By the way, I held the Lord of Eregion for seventeen months."
Sauron is honestly far too fun to write for the kind of scumminess he represents.
#I have no idea how this testing of the waters turned into Sauron warning Míriel just how much trying to undermine him might not be#in her best interests#but I guess conversations between characters should add something of matter so perhaps it isn't a bad development?#Anyway if it's better without the last paragraph do let me know.#/#Yes Sauron is... bending the truth a little regarding Celebrimbor. I'm afraid he's a pathological liar at this point#— just saying what he feels sounds best in a given situation regardless of truth (if his idea of best is 'most awful' well...)#Númenor#Silmarillion#sauron#tar-míriel#silm#fanfic#wip#my post#silm fanfic#tw implied torture#(sauron typical levels of eeshiness ig)
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good morning can i show you guys the christmas card my little sister wrote me in french (she does not know any french)
joyeux Noël, j'espère que vous comprenez ce que je dis compte tenu de la fiabilité de Google Translate. Jespère qu'à l'avenir nous voir plus de deux fois par an. Je ne sais pas vraiment quoi dire d'autre, alors joyeux Noël et j'espère que papa t'a offert. Profitez également des autres choses que je mets sur la carte au lieu de vous ècrire un essai complet.
and then she wrote me a little crossword and a "connect the language to its way of saying 'merry christmas'" game 😭
#i really don't know what j'espère que papa t'a offert is supposed to be. seems to be missing a direct object#the previous sentence is also missing a couple words but i know what it is supposed to mean#french#sibling feels#anyway this was sweet#i am a little worried about her because a) one of the languages she put on the card for how to say merry christmas is hebrew#which is an odd choice if you're going to pick five languages to say merry christmas in lol#and i had just learned at dinner that b) she had never heard of chanukah. which is a bit concerning#also sidenote the hebrew version of merry christmas given is hag shmah which i'm guessing is the same as chag sameach?#which is used for any holiday not just christmas lol#i'm also a little worried because i think my brother gets more parental attention#or maybe my dad only pays attention to the sports that his kids play?#like my dad coaches my sister's team but didn't know what classes she has next semester#but seems to know all sorts of stuff about my brother's life#also she's 14 and i think wants to be much younger than that? or thinks 14 is very young (which it is but she is a teen. she called#herself a 'little girl' and was mad because she was home alone for the second time ever yesterday)#idk she's clearly just very sheltered. when they were driving me home we saw a homeless man on the side of the road holding#a sign and she said he was scary and i was like how come? he's just standing there#and she said one time she saw a guy like that and he was angry and now she thinks all of them (meaning homeless people ig)#are scary. so i had a conversation with her about that#like 14 is young she is a kid she has a lot of stuff to learn which is normal! but is she getting taught anything? is anyone paying#attention to her? i see her so rarely (as mentioned in the card) because i don't have a car and because i don't have#fond memories of that household and avoid my dad and stepmom but i should really try harder with her#my brother also wrote me a very nice card! he was pretty considerate yesterday which is also new#he did not discuss his opinion of the military or capitalism this time so i don't know how he is feeling about them these days lol#we talked a lot about sports lol
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he's gonna be late to his first day of breaking the law
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#masumi arakawa#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#it can be arasawa. if you want.#ANYWAY first pic looks like wenis ik but i just wanted to see what i could draw while i watched a speedrun race#so i Was just rushing through these.. just to try to draw faster ig..#plus i just Needed sawashiro on a bike. to continue the tradition of ttm characters riding bikes ig idk--#do i have anything else to say. IDK UNRELATED RAMBLE TIME#i wanna watch we make antiques 2 SOOO bad but when i burned the subs i translated onto the raw#for some reason the subs swapped back to mandarin about twenty minutes in#and i mean i could TRY getting through the rest of the movie with. chinese subs and japanese audio.#but im just trying to re-burn it after retrying the subs SO. fingers crossed.#i plan on watchin the barb|e movie tomorrow so i'm watching at least ONE movie#ok thats all from me bye#i should sleep but i want to squint at my fic a lil longer before ultimately not touching it at all
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algerian trans women arent able to compete in women sports at all, but yeah its makes no sense to call khelif tme. youre so fucking smart.
(this is a response to this post) i see you don't believe that i'm quoting one of the trans women in my life about that, which is your prerogative. it's also your right to miss my point entirely both about the ways this alienates intersex people and about the rigidity of a binary that comes down to the same shrinking circles terfs draw when they try to quantify what a woman is (speak up for women, the most organised nz group, have now submitted on the human rights act suggesting that all babies be karyotyped at birth and the results be public, bc they can't establish any other definition they agree on. absolutely fucking nobody, not even their christian or conspiracist allies, agrees with them on this one.)
but you don't have to take my word for it! when i was at that consultation with the nz law commission, i was in a room with many other intersex and trans people, including trans athletes and trans women like lexie matheson who consult on trans inclusion in sports at a high national level. i don't think there's a single person in that room who did not name what was happening to khelif as we spoke as transmisogyny, who did not speak of her as part of a group with whom we all shared something.
at the end of the day, prison abolition informs all of my politics. i believe that we must look clearly and carefully at harm and distinguish it from discomfort or disagreement, and identify its structural sources and true perpetrators. i believe that to build a better future we must be capable of imagining one. i believe that we can build a world where suffering is not the metric by which we determine value or punishment or righteousness. i believe that we can build a world where we centre and uplift those who are most hurt, in every arena — black and brown trans women, here; in some of my other work, it's incarcerated intellectually disabled people, or asian migrant sex workers affected by section 19, the list goes on — without then pitting them against other people who share some of the same story and will benefit from the same deconstruction of the systems that hold them down. i believe we can build a world in which asab doesn't affect so much of your life by beginning that work now.
there's a politics of scarcity — you have it better than me, so we have nothing in common. i saw it all the time in brothels, the idea that the new girl is taking money out of your kids' mouths. the viciousness with which people who are struggling are so ready to abandon solidarity. is it so hard to demand better for everyone? to think less about the ways we're alone and more about the ways we're together?
maybe it is. i know that well enough as a prison abolitionist. people get scared. they swing at shadows, they swing at anyone who seems to be suffering less, they — we, i should say, i am certainly not immune — get blindingly jealous of people who seem to have it easier. that's grief! that's grief for the easier life that we deserve. and we get to mourn, and take that time to feel it, and then we can choose if we want to keep working hand in hand with each other toward a world where that grief is dwarfed by the promise of the future.
#tony muses#tony answers#or you could simply say that she's not a trans woman instead of trying to make these terms fit? 'exempt' does make no sense here#unfollow me if you don't like what i'm saying! i don't intend to harp on it i like my little corner of tumblr and don't want this to spread#rbs still turned off anons also going off bc frankly i need to catch up on all my irl commitments and on local organising#and on the day job which is international organising related lmao#i really really cannot say this enough: even for the people i know who are both terminally online in trans circles AND organising irl#committing to more of the latter makes you feel a lot better about the former#also as always: i live in new zealand. i think half the problem with trans discourse is that people cannot imagine not just a better future#but a present in which there are communities less dysfunctional irl than this big messy online one#and that's saying something given how much i've vented on here about local dysfunction#i know a lot of people — mostly trans women — on here + twitter who feel afraid to have these conversations in public bc ppl act like this#and they have better things to do#technically so do i but unfortunately last night i was upset so i've opened another can of worms ig#which fucking sucks for me because every single time i have this conversation it devolves into people refusing to believe my csa history#or that i was sexed the ways i was as a kid
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My hate boner for the TGT fanboys has been rekindled as the news about the divorce have come out, the comments about her being gold digger or "she always seemed like a pain" etc. is so annoying to see. Like do you know them personally? Does there always have to be one who's "wrong"? Why is it so often just "wahmen this and that"??
#and like yeah it's goofy of me to say that while I'm bit upset ig about it despite _not knowing them personally_#idk I just didn't see it coming#what a year huh#also like 28 years is impressive run#but couldn't things just sometimes come to an end?#like someone commented about like oh it's the menopause the side effects are cause or someshit and like shut uppp#and okay sure the majority of the reactions that I have seen outside tumblr hasn't been like that but like#it reminds me of when Clarkson said those weird ass things of Meghan#and some defended him online like he was personally going to come and give them some for their knightly efforts#I also got called cuck in youtube comment section after suggesting that maybe he just fucked up a lil#Yes I'm petty I still remember something like that#it was like one of first interactions with TGT fans online so#not sure what to tag this uhhh#richard hammond#I guess#I'd like to think that there are people who can separate in good terms#bc I wouldn't put my parents in the same room; but wouldn't it be nice if they could be adults about it all#probably one of the most disappointing aspects of growing up is realising how many adults are just big children#I hope other people out there can try to be better
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just got a dm abt one of my posts and y'all please don't try and show the hermits (or any minecraft youtuber or content creator for that matter) my posts, i'm uncomfortable with it and don't want any of my posts shown to a cc. if they stumble upon it naturally that's unfortunate but i can live with it since i do maintag a lot (something i REALLY need to stop doing tbh i already know i need to make a tagging system just for my blog that wont clog results) but going out of ur way to show a cc is entirely different and something i am not comfortable with.
no hate to the person at all but even if i wasn't a little silly and weird with it sometimes i wouldn't be comfortable with it, i want my blog to be a purely fandom only space with none of the creators involved <3 please respect this
#which is imo how a fandom space should be#i'm old fashioned and it breaks the fandom etiquette rules i stand by#i ship and stuff and absolutely NO cc needs to be subjected to that please and thank you even if it's a non-ship post#not saying hermits and others cant hang out and interact if they wish hell no but like....#if you as any person with a following willingly go into a fandom space you have to expect to see some things you find weird#doesn't even necessarily mean ship just stuff the cc finds weird :v idk im not phrasing this right but like#the rule with shipping around any sort of media has been to keep it away and not show the creators anything !!! and thats fallen out#of practice the past few years with ppl getting more and more comfortable demanding boundaries and personal info from creators#which isn't right imo bc its like you're trying to see how much you can get away with. u want a guide on how to interact and social skills#which is... huh??? just be polite and keep anything weird away from them like what we were doing#some folks nowadays need “permission” to ship stuff even from SHOWS and shit with no real people and its like wow... huh....#u need it to be canon?? u need everything told to u by the show?? wheres the imagination. the spirit.#the making of everything so far removed from what it once was#like that guy that played nick from heartstopper that had to be outed to play a gay guy. like#idk im so sick of the boundary fandom ppl in mcyt 'what if they saw and made it uncomfortable!! im going to show them!!!!'#you are making them MUCH more uncomfortable than i am by GOING INTO THEIR FACE AND DEMANDING THEY LOOK AT IT!!#AND DEMANDING BOUNDARIES N SHIT... CRAZY.... idk the hermits especially its weird to me bc clearly they understand fandom etiquette#and the dynamic im talking about. most of them understand that by going into fandom spaces they will see things they dont like#which is why a lot of them only like fanart and answer questions asked by fans. even on tumblr !!! where the weird ppl are!!!#they also all seem to understand they are playing characters (citing joel cleo and grian as examples) for their audiences#which is. smth the audience itself doesnt understand most of the time anymore. oh my god they all died in real life in hermitcraft season 8#idk hermitblr used to be a lot more okay with hermitshipping n then a bunch of ppl from other fandoms moved in and its all more negative#and makes me sad. idk...#i never meant for this blog to gain almost 500 followers i just wanted to make silly little ship posts and now im scared to#bc ive gotten hate and its.... bwugh.... tempted to remake blogs and make one thats very clearly just for me and a few weirdos#whatever i went off on a tangent in the tags as usual just pls dont show creators my posts even non-ship ones for this reason#jamies bad posts#talking in tags#serious posts#<- ig??? idk
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It's worth mentioning that Oda based Alabasta on Egypt AND India....
juuuuust sayin....
#opla#one piece live action#netflix#not trying to justify MENA erasure I'm JUST saying#ig#idk really know what I'm saying#I'm just pointing out#one piece#eiichiro oda
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(with tears in my eyes) n-nice
#i wrote two (2) whole things today & one of them went into the queue (still paused)#and tbf a few of the things in my drafts are musings & memes & gifsets i'm hoarding to reblog over time#but yeah. this is where we're at (my inbox is also at almost 300 bc i Never Delete Anything lmfao)#i'm trying. i'm making slow progress. we take what we can get around here with our near non-existent spoons (':#and eventually i'll get back to ims. eventually i'll log back in to discord.#i'm especially sorry for those of u waiting on im replies from me ok i just had too many things happen at once and?? idk???#the Overwhelm struck and i haven't felt able to get back to shit. but i'm trying!!!!#i'm trying to get past that feeling of 'i'm annoying them for sure'#i'm trying not to think rethink overthink every single message i send that only amplifies with each convo i have going#but it's hard. i've come to realize i've really let myself get backed into a corner by my own trauma ajskfhds#...i'm also rambling idk what the point of this is anymore. ig to give u an idea of what a fucking mess my brain is lmfaoooo#I'M TRYING. i'm trying so hard. ty all sfm for your patience with me. i know i say that a lot but i really am so grateful#ok i slip into lurk mode for the evening........ love y'all ♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Idk why but I can't get this out of my head.
These two characters:
Are the same to me. Idk whether that's variants or the grown up version or what but yeah.
(I haven't watched all of either of these serieses yet but whenever I see either of these characters I'm thinking of the other 😭 it's completely involuntary. I've looked it up and no one seems to have thought this....please someone agree, I feel insane)
#Tina belcher#greg hirsch#Bob's burgers#Succession#Without even thinking about it#Like subconsciously or something#When I see Tina I'm automatically watching with the assumption that she is going to become Greg one day#Like my subconscious fully believes this#And I'm trying to tell it that that isn't what's happening#But it won't listen#Might as well be a#headcanon#Then ig#Since my brain's forcing me#Please someone else say they've at least thought this before 😭
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