#ig side diluc x reader

[gorgonwrites]

bound to you, (part 5)

diluc x fem!reader

wc: 3, 178

author's note: a woman scorned is the most dangerous creature in all of Teyvat. all aboard the angsty express!!

CW: fem! reader, angst, hurt/comfort ig??, diluc WILL run away from you and his feelings if you let him, reader is lowkey a crybaby, oral (male receiving), temperature play sorta kinda, switch! diluc vibes, switch!reader, mentions of diluc having pretty bad anxiety, reader is a badass tbh. WHY IS DILUC SO EMO UGH. also i forgot horses aren't really a thing in genshin but just indulge me here ok

Diluc couldn’t sleep. The events of the last few hours were playing on a loop in his head, and he could feel his anxiety raising its ugly head to greet him. He was convinced he had gone too far this time. Birds faintly began chirping outside his window, signaling him to get out of bed. He sat on the edge, turning back to catch a glimpse of your sleeping frame. You were completely sprawled out, his blanket tangled between your legs from your constant tossing and turning. He reached his hand out to brush your jaw, but stopped himself. 

He was a man starved of affection and he knew it was his own doing. He convinced himself long ago that he was to walk a path of perpetual unhappiness in his life. The loneliness he felt hardly bothered him until the proposal of his marriage to you was finalized and you marched into his life. You had quickly revived the winery, his staff, and ultimately him as well. After agreeing to marry you so he could cement new intelligence contacts in Fontaine, falling for you didn’t even cross his mind. Yet here you were, in his bed sleeping peacefully after he practically begged you to let him love you. This is getting dangerous. He wasn’t the type of man to run away, and he couldn’t think of much that actually scared him. But he couldn’t deny the fear simmering in his chest. He quietly got dressed, working slowly so he didn’t wake you. The sky was just beginning to light and with one last quick look at your sleeping face, he left his room and closed the door gently behind him. 

You were woken up gently by the sunlight streaming in through Diluc’s window and onto your face. You basked in its warmth for a moment, last night’s endeavor hazily playing through your mind. You gently reached your arm out expecting to feel your husband’s warm body next to you, but it met the mattress instead. You turned over to realize you were alone in the room and you sat up with a start. You sat for a moment taking the room in bit by bit, and recalled Adelinde once telling you that Diluc was an extremely early riser. You were not, and decided that he had left the room to let you sleep through the early morning peacefully. 

“Master Diluc had business at Angel’s Share today, I believe.” you sat once again at the breakfast table, dumbfounded. Adelinde was clearing the dishes when you finally asked her if she had seen your husband.

“But he said he didn’t have anything to do for the next few weeks.” you said flatly, trying to hide your disappointment from her. You felt lied to.

“Sometimes things come up at the tavern suddenly. Rather than ask another employee to ride into town to cover, he does it himself if he’s home. It keeps him busy.” she looked at you apologetically, catching onto the distress that was building underneath your skin. 

“But,” you felt tears prick the corner of your eyes, “I’m here. We could keep ourselves busy together.” the tears started spilling down your cheeks and Adelinde rushed to your side, dabbing at your face with a handkerchief. 

“Don’t let this make you unhappy, my Lady.” she whispered, “Give him time.” you snatched the handkerchief and quickly pushed yourself from the table, startling her. You stood up and looked at her with bloodshot eyes.

“Do not mistake my tears for sadness, Adelinde. I am angry. I feel like I take two steps towards him and he takes seven steps away from me. I don’t know how much longer my heart can handle the nonsense he continues to display.” wiping your tears, you continued. “Did he say when he would return?”

“No , my Lady, he rarely ever does. I’d suspect that since he’s at the Tavern that he’ll be back tonight.” Good. You were ready to give him a piece of your mind. Innocent intentions or not, he continued to break the promises he made you without warning. You were his wife, yes, and you mostly did what was asked of you. But he was your husband, and you were done letting him run away from you.

It was close to midnight, and you had been sitting by the front door of the manor for hours. Your arms crossed against your chest, you stared aimlessly out of the window waiting to see your husband’s figure appear out of the darkness. When he never came, your anger began to boil just under the surface. Without thinking, you pulled your cloak off of the hook across from you and threw it over your shoulders. You’d drag him back if you had to. You quietly made your way out to the stables to saddle up your favorite horse. Adelinde came sprinting out of the manner wearing only her nightdress and a robe, reaching you as you mounted your horse. 

“My Lady! My Lady it’s too dark for you to be out right now, just the other day Elzer and the boys had to clear out a nearby hilichurl camp. We don’t know if they’re all gone yet-” you scoffed, realizing no one treated you competently here at the winery. 

“I am not a child, Addy,” you hissed, “I am the Lady of this house and I will go where I please, when I please. My husband seems to do that quite often. Maybe I can learn a thing or two if I adopt that habit of his.” she backed away from you. You caught yourself, not wanting to take your anger out on her. “I’m going to find Master Diluc, Adelinde. If I fail, you will help me gather my belongings and I will be headed back to Fontaine by dawn. Am I clear?” she shook her head, frozen in place. “Good.” 

Diluc slumped over the counter at Angel’s Share, exhausted, and watched as Charles continued to clean the tavern before leaving. He had spent the whole day there wrestling with his emotions, trying to logically work through each of them. Keeping himself busy always helped him manage his anxiety. This time, though, it felt like it was eating him alive. He felt as though something had dislodged in his chest and was rapidly trying to claw its way out, no matter how hard he tried to keep it in place. As he began to reorganize the liquor behind the counter to prepare for the following day, a commotion began outside. Groaning, he started towards the door to handle the situation. The door flew open before he was halfway there though, and he was met with your wild, fiery gaze. Your hair was a mess and you had several fresh cuts on your arms, and it looked like you’d been caught in a late summer rain shower because you were soaked. 

“Y/n?” Diluc felt his anxiety melt away, quickly being replaced by anger rising  in his chest. Only the Gods knew what creatures were crawling in the shadows on your way here, and he felt something finally snap inside of him. 

“What the Hell are you doing here? Why are you not at home?” he could feel his face getting hot, desperately trying to control his tongue. 

“That’s Lady y/n to you, young Master.” you hissed. “I’m here to drag my husband home where he belongs.” you were out of breath, and your tone sent a dagger through Diluc’s chest. You straightened up and brushed the dirt from your dress, trying to put up an icy wall to resist how seeing your husband made you feel. He reached up to pinch the bridge of his nose and you could tell he was getting angry. 

“Continuing to push my boundaries, I see.” his voice sounded labored, like he was exerting a generous amount of self control. “You think it’s a game, but look at you! What happened?” That’s what he was concerned about? His rules? You scoffed in response, throwing your arms in the air.

“You’re concerned about rules right now, Master Diluc? About controlling your little wife? Don’t make me laugh.” tears were stinging your eyes and you tried desperately to not let them fall. “Here I thought you were concerned about me, that maybe you were beginning to care for me. I see now that you’re more interested in keeping me in a cage like a pet, only taking me out when it suits you.” your voice was shaky. “You have no idea what I’m capable of, do you? I’m not a child! You’d know that I’m much more powerful than you realize if you would just take the time to ask. I dealt with three Godsdamned hilichurls on the way here, and got rid of an Abyss mage at the gates because the knights on guard weren’t capable enough.”  Diluc stared at you, speechless. He had underestimated you, yes. But it didn’t change that this marriage put you at a greater risk than a few hilichurls and a lone Abyss mage. 

“Have you ever bothered to ask me why I have tried to set these boundaries with you?” he whispered. You were about to spit your anger at him again, but stopped and realized that you had indeed never asked him the reasoning behind his rules. “No, you haven’t. I’d divulge every detail if it meant you’d stop pushing my limits every damned day. But you’ve never asked. Not once. You don’t know a damn thing about the life that I’ve lived or the world that I know. Don’t pretend that you’d last more than a day.” his voice was rising with each sentence, and he was still desperately trying to control himself. You were right in front of him in an instant, jabbing your finger into his broad chest. 

“That’s what I came to your chambers for last night, you know! I want every detail that you’re willing to give me. Everything! But instead, you spent half the damn night asking, no, begging me to let you love me.” you could feel the tears start to fall but you continued, “You confuse me! And I don’t know how much more I can withstand. I’m too lonely and restless here. There’s so much of this nation I have yet to see because you’re always gone and I never leave the estate. If I take one step towards you and our marriage, you take three leaps away from me with no regard to how it may make me feel.” you could feel Diluc’s hands wrapping around you but you pulled away, unwilling to give him the satisfaction. 

“You don’t deserve love from a man like me. And I don’t deserve the kindness you show me.” he whispered, staring at the floor. His anger was fading now, replaced as always by his ever present anxiety. It was clawing its way out of his chest and he could feel it reaching every inch of his body, and he felt like he was falling. You sighed and pushed your damp hair out of your face. Was he always going to be this stubborn? 

“You don’t get to make that decision for me, Diluc. I show kindness to those I care for. Do not rob me of yet another choice to make.” to your surprise, your voice was softening. “And I think I know more than you give me credit for.” Diluc’s eyes snapped to yours, his brows furrowing. “I- I snooped a little in your room this afternoon. I found the journal you kept while you were in Snezhnaya.” you looked away from your husband, unsure of how he’d react to you going through his personal belongings. 

“And you still came to find me after reading all of that?” his voice was the one shaking now, making you look at him again. He had a pained look on his face. “I didn’t want you to know that side of me. And I didn’t want you wrapped up in any of the intelligence work I do. I don’t want you to be exposed to that side of this world.” that made you smile. Silly man. He obviously had no idea what family you came from, and had no grasp on the network your father had built between each of the seven nations of Teyvat. Maybe he knew a bit, and you knew that it was part of your marriage agreement. 

“You don’t need to shelter me, you know.” you cooed, reaching up to brush his face with your fingers. “I know much more about this world than you realize. I’m not someone that needs such fierce protection either.” you stood up on your tiptoes and gently grabbed the back of Diluc’s neck, forcing him to bend so you could place a gentle kiss on his cheek. Your anger was quickly evaporating, and was being replaced by overwhelming arousal. He groaned at the contact, placing his hands on your hips and kissing your neck. 

“I didn’t say you could touch me.” you whispered into his ear. He straightened up immediately, removing his hands from your hips only to bring one to his face to hide how red he was. You snickered. It was your turn to take care of your husband. “Oh, and Charles?” you looked over your shoulder, “You may go now. Thank you so much for the work that you do. I’ll see to it that you receive a small bonus for the trouble tonight.” you smiled, and the man behind you scurried out of the door instantly. 

“Fuck. I forgot he was here.” Diluc breathed, not taking his eyes off of you. “We can stay here tonight. I- I have a spare room upstairs that I use from time to time when I’m too tired to ride back to the manor.” finally he was speaking with some sense. You nodded, and began gently pushing him towards the back door. For a man claiming to be too cruel to deserve your love, he felt like putty in your hands. He led you upstairs to a quaint room that overlooked the courtyard beside the tavern, and you gently pulled at his shoulders so he sat at the edge of the bed in front of you. You reached behind him to let his hair down and pushed it out of his face. He sighed and leaned into your touch, closing his eyes to savor the moment.

“I don’t deserve you.” he whispered. You rolled your eyes and tightly gripped his jaw to make him look at you. 

“You think too much. Has anyone ever told you that?” you smiled, teasing him with the same sentiment he shared with you yesterday afternoon. He wrapped his arms around you, pushing his face into your chest in hopes that you wouldn’t see his reddened cheeks. You card your hands through his long hair, pressing your lips to the crown of his head. “Let me take care of you tonight.” You push your husband back and reach for his hands. Bringing one to your lips, you hold Diluc’s gaze as you remove his glove and kiss his palm. You do the same with the other and then begin unbuttoning his coat. He watches you in careful silence, letting you work. When you lift his shirt off of him, he finally speaks. 

“You don’t have to do this, angel. And I want to clean up your arms- I’m worried about those cuts.” you looked at your arms. They were fresh cuts from your run in with the hilichurls, yes, but they weren’t deep. You’d actually forgotten about them, and you knew he was trying to distract you. 

“That won’t work this time,” you continued undressing him, reaching for his belt. “And I can feel just how excited you are.” your hand slid down to palm the bulge in his pants, immediately making your husband suck in a shaky breath. “That’s what I thought.” He reached out to you to cup the side of your face but you batted his hand away. “Hands to yourself. No touching.” a whine escaped from Diluc’s lips as he brought his hand back to his side. 

“You’re not being fair, angel.” you’d never seen him pout before. He looked like a spoiled child and you couldn’t help but laugh.

“It’s my turn to make the rules.” as the words left your lips, you released his cock from his trousers. It bobbed in place, wet precum already dripping from the tip. Diluc’s breathing became increasingly labored as he anticipated your touch. You knelt between his spread legs, not looking away from your husband’s length. There was no way you’d fit the entire thing in your mouth and you began to imagine yourself bouncing up and down your husband’s cock, filled to the brim. Grabbing the base, you gave the tip a small lick. Diluc let out a delicious moan, throwing his head back. 

That reaction was all you needed. You gripped his cock with both hands and began moving them up and down, dragging groans and whines from Diluc as you worked. You opened your mouth and began suckling at the tip, swirling your tongue around to lap up the precum that continued to spill over. Your husband’s breathing began to quicken and he couldn’t keep still. You reached out to pinch his side, signaling that you’d stop if he didn’t behave. He let out another half-choked whimper, stilling underneath you. You stopped to look up at him.

“Good boy.” he couldn’t stop the strangled cry that left his mouth, falling backwards onto the bed. You continued to work his cock with your hands and mouth relentlessly, sending him closer and closer to the edge. 

“I can’t angel, I’m about to-” you cut him off. 

“You can.” he yelped when your fingertips went cold, sending goosebumps across his skin. You wrapped your lips around his cock again and reached your hands up to his chest. His breath hitched, trying not to shrink away from your frozen touch. 

“Y/n I can’t, oh Gods-” Diluc sounded frantic. “Gonna come, fuck-” your hands shot back down to the base of his cock and you sped up. With a loud cry Diluc grabbed a fistful of your hair and fucked into your face, his load shooting down the back of your throat. His movement slowed and you let his now softening cock fall from your mouth, strings of saliva connecting your lips and the tip. You let go of his length, content and tired. As you rose to your feet and turned towards the washbasin to grab something to clean your husband up, he roughly grabbed your waist and pulled you back, shoving you onto the bed underneath him. He was on you instantly, attacking your neck and any exposed skin that was available to him. You gasped in response, wrapping your legs around his waist. 

“My turn.” he growled in your ear,  sending a shockwave straight to your core.

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE END i was worried this part was getting too long!! i am working on part six at this very moment!! xx

[minminho0]

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◈Empty promises◈

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<Diluc x Reader>

-Angst ~ No comfort

Summary: No matter how sweet his words and promises are, you knew deep down that its just bluff.

Gender: Female

Warnings: Cheating, Neglect, bad writing skills, toxic relationship, leaving without telling a word[thats all i think]

A/n: This story is inspired by @myyaworld

I hope you enjoy~!

(Feel free to correct my grammar)

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It was honestly pretty tiring, sleeping, waking up, and eating without him by your side.

He barely comes home!

You grew tired but you hold on because you thought he will change and you loved him to much.

'Dear Diluc, '

You send him letter every single day but you never get nothing in return to the point that you think that the letters never reached him.

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You finally grew suspicious when your friend(a worker of his) told you thats hes not coming home to you cuz hes too busy fucking other womens to even think abt you.

You remembered that back then he also cheated on you but asked for forgiveness and said those empty promises he made.

"I promise i will never do it again! Please forgive me!"

"I can never think my life without you"

"I love you, only you! Those other women meant nothing to me"

And blah blah blah

He made so many empty promises that you cant even remember the last time he kept one.

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One day, when he went out to go to work. You saw he forgot his lunch and decided that you can bring it to him.

You went to his bar but before you can even go inside, you saw through the window him with another woman sitting on his lap.

You were stunned but not suprised

You kind of expected this but not so soon..

Its only been 1 month since his last cheat..

Ig it already turned into a routine, a cycle...

Diluc cheating

You finding out

Diluc asking for forgiveness

You forgive him

He gives you affection for 1 week

Then suddenly act like strangers

He cheats

Then the cycle repeats..again..again...and again..

It all started when you two got married

He wasn't like this before..

Back then..

He always makes time for you even if its just short..

He pampers you with affection everyday

You always go to bed snuggled on him

You eat with him

You hang out with him

And etc.

But now?

Why?

Did he got bored of you after 6 years of being together?

Well..you cant blame him, after 6 years with being with someone and always drowning yourself with work, of course he got tired and wanted to try someone new..

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You got tired of this cycle

You patiently waited for him for years but in the end..you got nothing but lies.

You were so..delusional..and always at your own little world thinking things thats probably not possible..

Thats why, you get your hopes up for nothing.

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'Dear Diluc,'

You wrote Diluc one final letter..

You were done, you were hurt

You were leaving him for good

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You wrote at the letter on

how unhappy you both are

How it good if you both seperate ways

How you wont be coming back

How your hurt

Everything you felt

You put it all there..

But you didn't tell him that your moving to liyue..

Your mother needs assistant and asked you to help her when your free, you accepted and will be leaving in a few minutes...

You left the letter at the counter, where it is visible when he comes home.

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You started packing your things on a suitcase.

You left your ring

You left everything that he gave you so you wont feel in dept.

You put on your coat and headed out the door.

You gave one last look at the house before leaving for good.

You were finally free.

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*Masterlist*

Heyy i hope you enjoyed it!

Sorry its a bit short!🫠

-January 23 2023

[gothic-thoughts]

House of Memories

(Sorry bout the hiatus and sorry i came back with angry content 🙃)

Diluc Ragnvindr x Black Fem Reader Angst

Exes2LoversAU

CW: jealousy after breakup, featuring Kaeya, cheating allegations, Diluc acting out of character

TW: cursing (ig cuz there's a lot)

Word Count: 1565 (give or take)

I thought I knew why we broke up. I thought it was cuz I was always out and busy and I felt bad knowing that. (Y/n) was right; I was always called in for work and instead of spending my free time with her, I spent it patrolling the outskirts of Mondstadt or double-checking that the townspeople didn't need any help. There was no reason for me to keep busy the way I usually did because I had her and I blew it. 

I don't know why it took her leaving for me to realize but I decided I wanted to make it right. I went back to her house after a month to talk it over calmly this time but as I stopped outside her house I caught a glimpse of her and Kaeya kissing on the couch through the window. So that's why? So that's why. My vision narrowed and before I knew it, I was knocking on her front door, knocking so heavily I thought and hoped I would break it.

She opens the door and scowls, "What is it, Diluc?"

"It..." I take a deep breath, "Not one month has passed and here you are; kissing other people, are you being serious right now?"

"Kiss--?!"

"And him of all people. What, you just couldn't wait to put your lips all over your 'best friend', huh?"

"You know ion like Kaeya like that!"

"Whatever, I have eyes and I'm not blind, (Y/n). And you."

I storm past her towards Kaeya, who stepped back with his hands up in surrender. I shove him by his shoulder with one hand before getting in his face with narrowed eyes and boiling blood.

"How long?"

"How long what?" He asked.

I scoff, smiling angrily before grabbing the collar of his shirt in my fist, "Act dumb if you want, Kaeya, I'm not in the mood for your bullshit. I don't give a damn how often I was gone, you knew we were together. I want to know how long this affair has been going on."

"Diluc, nobody was or is having an affair."

"You sure? Cuz any time I was out on a quest, she was with you. Anytime she wasn't with me, she was with you."

"And what's wrong with hanging out with one of my good friends? When neither of us are busy, she hangs out with me because I'm the closest person to you. Besides, Lisa is nearly as busy as you."

"You're telling me you've only been hanging out 'watching' a grown, able-bodied woman by yourself, no strings attached and then suddenly you're over at her house and all over her?"

"Aight, that's it." (Y/n) yells pulling me away from him, "You're either drunk as all hell or outta ya fuckin mind, regardless get out."

"I'm not drunk, I'm trying to figure out where my brainiac of a brother got the bright idea to 'watch' a grown woman when I'm out of town. A grown woman who happens to be my girlfriend no less."

"I don't need watching, the fuck are you saying? Am I six?"

She pushed me away from her and towards the door, convinced that I was intoxicated but I resisted, not leaving until I got a correct answer from my shocked, blue-haired brother. Realizing I was almost back at the front door without pressing her just as much, I looked down at her shorter frame with the same scowl I gave her side piece.

"What about you?" I ask, taking her hand off my chest.

"What now, Diluc?"

"How long have you been choosing him?"

"Choosing him?"

"Yeah, cuz I seem to have gotten the short end of the stick because you seem to run straight to him for comfort. So tell me how long I've been your second choice."

"The only thing I chose was to leave you because I thought it would be easier on both of us since you were working so fucking much. I fucking loved you, Diluc! I still do and you're acting like a dickhead like I didn't. Like, you're it's not your fault we broke up in the first fucking place?"

I scoff and look across the living room at Kaeya who has his arms crossed. "Kaeya, get out."

"What, no Kaeya stay."

"If you and him aren't a thing behind my back then let's talk about it. You're kicking out the wrong person to prove your point."

"I'm kicking you out cuz you acting like a fucking baby."

"Glad to know you think my love for you is childish."

"The way you acting is childish. And I shouldn't have to prove shit to you."

"When this much evidence of cheating is here in my fucking face, I suggest you reconsider and kick him out."

"Again, I'm kicking you out because you're acting irrational."

"Brothers fight all the time. That being said I should technically be beating his ass for even attempting this stunt."

"Stunt? Nigga, for the last- you know what?" She crossed her arms and looked back at him, "Kaeya?"

"Already gone."

"Yeah."

She looked back at me as Kaeya walked past us to stand in her yard or something. We continue glaring at each other waiting for the sound of the door slamming shut behind me when she lets out a deep, exasperated sigh.

"There, he's gone. You wanna be an adult now?"

"The only reason I came over was to talk out a way for us to date to see each other more. That was until I saw you two kissing like we didn't just break up, you couldn't have gotten that far with him in a fucking day."

"For the last time, my nigga, we weren't kissing! I don't know when you saw that but Kaeya was here for all of half an hour and we ain't kiss once. What you prolly saw was me resting my head on his fucking shoulder. We were talking and I put my forehead on his shoulder and he leaned in and hugged me like that."

"Well, sorry if I thought you'd kiss him by how often he visits your house. Like why do you keep calling on him for everything when I'm not here?"

"Uh, cuz you're busy and I trust him the most. You're acting like he wasn't my friend before I met you. We only got closer after you seemed to get busier and busier."

"That's not weird that you hang out with your boyfriend's brother when he's away?"

"Frankly, I don't give a shit how it sounds because nothing fuckin happened." She claps with each word, "He's my best friend who also happens to be your brother, big fuckin deal. The fuck you want me to do, stop being his friend and cut him off because you're an insecure baby?!"

My jaw drops getting ready to retort right but her words punch the air out of me. I close my mouth with a deep sigh, looking away to think better, anger finally clearing from my head as her logic snaps me out of it. I give another sigh and hang my head slightly.

"Fuck, you're right."

"Huh?"

"No, you're absolutely right."

"I know but I didn't mean to say it like that..."

"No, you're right, babe. I can't ask you to do that. Shit, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, (Y/n). I guess I was jealous that he knew you for longer and spending time alone with him made it worse for me, especially since I just can't seem to want to stop moving. All my reason just left."

I pinch the bridge of my nose, wiping my eyes in annoyance and shame only opening them when she cups my face and guides my head down to look at her eyes.

"Why you so insecure anyway?"

"Have you met Kaeya? You know how flirty he can be, I don't know how often or how hard he flirts with you but I didn't want you to fall for it one day."

"Yes, Kaeya is a flirt but he's also a good person. He does flirt with me, at the very least it's very very toned down. You really think I'd fuck your brother behind your back or something?"

"No, no. I just...I'm so sorry, darling." I kneel down before her, kissing her hand as my vision becomes blurry, " I mean it."

She sighs, "I know."

"I came to say if you take me back, I won't be taking weekend quests anymore and no quests that take longer than a week unless it's urgent. Once I'm done with work, I'm coming right over or inviting you over to be with me, alright? I swear I'll be here more."

"You swear?"

I place her hand over my racing heart while staring up into her beautifully dark eyes. "On my life, I will be here more. I will be with you more, baby just please take me back."

"Hmm..."

"Or at the very least let me prove it. Gimme...gimme a week or something."

"Fine, you get a month. A whole month to see how this goes, get me?"

"Thank you, baby."

I smile sadly before quickly standing up, leaning down, and pulling her head to me to place a gentle kiss on her forehead. and pulling her in for a hug that she quickly reciprocated.

"You know if you don't I'mma kill you, right?"

"I expect and encourage it."

[kaikla]

dwindling fire in the winter.

character: ...diluc x gn!reader (ft. dottore)

warnings: angst! hurt/comfort, arguments, coercion, few scenes of fighting, mention of character death

sypnosis: You've partnered up with a mysterious Mondstadt figure, diluc, in spying information about the Fatui. After 3 years in Snezhnaya, you ask him when he's going back.

word count: 3.8k

art credit: kuu_320 (ig)

Diluc. Despite the 3 years you’ve known him, he was still a mysterious figure. Sure, you know his name and that he came from Mondstadt, but that was it. He avoided talking about himself, and you respected him well enough to not pester him about it. All men have their secrets, his was not yours to find out. But you can’t really help the curiosity that arouses when he had this somber look to him the first time you asked about his past. Ever since then, there’s a tinge of melancholy around him whenever your gaze falls on his presence.

Like right now, he sits down on a wooden chair outside, staring at the campfire he, himself, had ignited using the gift given to him by the celestial gods, his pyro vision. Its glow slowly diminishes and Diluc averts his eyes to watch the white scenery of the snowy woods of Snezhnaya. Slowly, you creep behind him, a small box wrapped in ribbons hidden behind your back.

“Looks like I made the birthday boy wait too much for his present.” You giggle when Diluc gives you a look of annoyance in return. “Very amusing. I’m 21 now, mind you. Don’t call me a birthday boy.”

“Oh please, you act like a teenage boy going through a rebellious phase. Stubborn against any warnings for your safety, sneaks out during the night.” You gently elbow his side, but he simply sighs as you tease him. He takes notice of how your other hand was stiffly behind your back. It doesn’t take a few deductions to guess that this was the present you were talking about.

“You actually got me something?” He looks at you. Although confused, the look of fondness in his eyes tells you he’s touched. He hasn’t even seen what was inside! You show him the box and he takes it with both hands.

“You don’t need to thank me. Think of it as a souvenir to take home.” You say. Diluc tugs at the ribbons and opens up the box. He takes out what was inside. A wood carving of an owl surrounded in flames, it fits just right in his hand. Then he smiles, and your heart skips a beat.

“I… appreciate it.” He struggles to utter those words but nevertheless, he does it. He had the aura of someone who had experienced a long time with no love, or had been stripped away from it. So even when he looks away in embarrassment, hiding his smile in his hand, you know he’s sincere. He always has been.

You take a seat right next to him, the fire warming you up nicely. There’s a moment of silence as both of you stare at the flames dance with the blow of the wind. Seeing your fascination, Diluc raises his gloved hands, fire shooting out of his palms and making the flames expand for a few moments. He never liked using his powers, he said. But he always uses it when it’s convenient. That little show he just did seems to fulfill no purpose other than to just entertain you though. But still, it was a weirdly beautiful sight to see something so warm in a nation known for everlasting winter.

“It’s been 3 years since you’ve been here. Are you ever going to go back?” You ask. You’ve taken him in on the first day he got here. The man walked up straight into the Zapolyarny Palace, snooping into places he shouldn’t even be in. As an attendant for Your Majesty, the Tsaritsa and the Fatui Harbingers, you caught him while tending to your duties. Grabbed him by the collar, tossed him outside and interrogated him. It was clear that he had hatred for the Fatui and was in search for a truth, even when he refused to say a word.

“The Palace is too dangerous for you to investigate, stubborn gentleman. I’m a spy too, you see. But I work as an attendant. Leave the Palace to me or we’ll both be in trouble.” And that was the start of your 3 year old partnership.

“I’m not leaving until I find out what the Fatui is up to.” Diluc replies.

“Just tell me why exactly you’re so eager to investigate them and perhaps I’ll know exactly what to look for.” You’ve asked this multiple times already. The answer was always the same.

“No. It’s too dangerous even for you.” Diluc answers immediately, no hint of hesitation, not even a thought of considering it. You think that by now, he would trust you enough to tell more about himself, to let you work fully with him.

“I work as a spy too, you know. An informant, to be specific. I know way more than you do.” You retort, tone coming out a bit too sharply than intended, maybe even condescending. You stand up, towering over him to prove a point.

“Then tell me the info so I can go up to the Palace myself. You don’t need to be more involved than that if it’s as dangerous as you say.” Diluc stands up too, he’s not one to back down, not with his stubborn attitude. The owl carving you gave him falls to the snow but neither of you pay it any mind, much more concerned with the stare down that’s currently happening.

Frankly, Diluc was starting to get irritated. Why can’t you just understand the point he’s trying to make? It’s dangerous like you’ve said to him the first time you met. So why not just let him do it?

“I’m in the same position as you, I can handle myself.” You spat. You know Diluc never looked down on you. I mean, he trusted you enough to work with him. He’s a man who prefers doing things his own way. Even when the two of you lived together, he was uncomfortable being in debt to you, trying his best to make things equal and just doing things himself when he could. But you’re desperate and grasping at straws here. You accuse, “Are you underestimating me, then?”

And he snaps.

“It’s because I already lost someone else to them!” The campfire flares in response to his anger. But wrath never showed itself. As quickly as it came, his anger plummets into a hurt expression. His eyes never leave yours, hoping, praying that his slight reveal of himself was enough to convince you. His irises shake slightly, it was the most vulnerable state you’ve seen him. He looks fragile like this.  “I lost my father to them. I don’t want to lose you too.”

You might’ve mirrored his expression then. A single look of worry was enough to make Diluc believe that he persuaded you. Before you can even reply, he grabs his cloak and hurries past you. The sound of crunching snow against his boots slowly fades and you’re left standing, speechless.

Your steps echo throughout the stone halls of the Zapolyarny Palace. A fast steady rhythm of one and two. You turn the corner, and then the next, the moonlight being your guide as it illuminates the path. The cold tonight was harsh, a snowstorm was occurring outside. Even from the inside, you can still feel the chill. Ice creeps into the gaps of stone bricks and the long halls had a breeze that carried the snow. It’s not at all unusual when the Palace belongs to a god who possesses the power of the cryo element. But for you, it seems more like a sign of something horrible coming.

Nights in Snezhnaya aren't always active. When you live in a nation where there is winter throughout, you’d be more concerned about staying inside and trying not to freeze from the cold. Especially in a storm like this? Going outside would be a death wish. Yet, here you were, outside of your home, only because Diluc was most likely inside the Palace. When you got in, the storm started. Now, you’re stuck inside, looking for any indication of where your red headed partner might’ve gone.

You march with urgency into the next corner, not even caring to slow down. You bump into someone. The man offers you a hand once he sees you on the floor. You graciously take it and you only realize now who you’re face-to-face with. Il Dottore, ranked 2nd of the Fatui Harbingers. Just the sight of him sends shivers down your spine. You’ve heard stories of this man, countless of them. A notable one was that a few years ago, he treated children like test subjects to experiment on archon residue, leftover power of dead gods. You never knew what he did exactly but sometimes, you passed by his lab in Haeresys and heard the screams of children. He was the subject of your investigations a while back.

He still holds your hand in his, looking you up and down like a prey who just walked right into his trap. His eyes were blocked by a mask but it was obvious in the way his lips twists into a sinister smile.

“What business does a lovely person like you have that keeps you occupied tonight?” He asks. Slowly, to not offend him, you take back my hand from his open palm. You gulp, thinking of any excuse you can make.

“I’m sorry for bumping into you, My Lord. I’ve been told that a harbinger needed some assistance tonight. I was looking for my supervisor to ask for more details.” You explain. you almost let out a sigh of relief when he nods in satisfaction. But it was too soon to be relieved.

“Great. I was the one who requested help. You’ll be more than enough. Come with me to my lab.” Shit, you’re screwed.

The Doctor walks on ahead to lead the way, he doesn’t stop when he hears the sound of your footsteps follow after him in obedience. A few flights of stairs down to the basement, both of you reach a double door entrance of Haeresys, the harbinger’s personal lab. You mentally prepare yourself for the worst as he turns the knob and swings both doors open.

You don’t know what you expected but you certainly didn’t expect a body floating and encased inside a big glass tube. Whether it was a corpse or a sleeping body didn’t matter. What disturbed you more was that the body looked exactly like the Lord Harbinger standing right next to me. A twin? An imposter? A trick of the light! Yes, that must be it.

You try not to show any fear. You’re here for work, this is useful info. You just need to tough this out, hope for the best and find Diluc some other time. You have to survive here. When the Doctor notices you staring at the tube, he turns in your direction.

“Oh, don’t mind him. That’s just me. A clone.” he says but it doesn’t really explain anything. You follow him inside the laboratory. There were glowing fluids everywhere, enclosed in tubes and stacked neatly on shelves. Your eyes wander to the blood splatters on the ground and lab bed. The Doctor instructs you to clean it, and you obey him, wiping up the red from the stone surface.

“Say, what do you think about the concept of using the power of deceased gods?” The Doctor asks. You can feel his stare boring into the back of my head. You didn’t need to look back nor see his eyes to know how intensely he was looking at you. But you answer him with confidence. You can’t afford to show any weakness, not here, not ever.

“If I’m allowed to voice my opinion, my Lord, I’d say that such a power can pose a risk to its users. It would be useless if the risk outweighs the benefits.” The Doctor lets out a pleased hum at your response.

“I like your bold answers. You could be a scholar with that attitude.” He walks towards me and you don’t dare look back. There’s an implication in his statement that you don’t quite like. You knew that the 2nd harbinger used to be a scholar himself before being shunned by the Academia because of his unethical research. So… was he mocking you right now? You can’t tell but you accept the compliment nonetheless.

“Do you trust that I won’t hurt you right now?” He asks. His shadow casts down on you, his figure towering over you. Your heart races when you feel the heat of his body so close. This was a moment of life or death.

“No.” You answer honestly. The Doctor laughs in amusement and backs off. You finally turn to face him, confused at what’s so funny? His laughter dies down and he takes off his mask. In the dim lighting of the laboratory, his red eyes glow, like a predator in the shadows.

“You’re smart. But I’m aware that you know more than you let on. I’m not stupid, I can tell that you’re an informant.” 

Of course he knew, you should’ve expected this. He’s 2nd of the harbingers and was once a scholar. Any kind of deception or mind game would be useless against him, no matter how skilled at manipulation you were. “What do you plan to do?”

“Have you ever been blessed by the gods?” The question caughts you off guard. You know for certain that he’s referring to visions. Visions are treasures gifted to those who were seen worthy by the gods of Celestia. The intention behind them is unclear but it was seen as a blessing because of its ability to give its bearers a way to control one of the 7 elements: anemo, geo, electro, dendro, hydro, pyro and cryo; and there was also the possibility of the bearers ascending to heaven to become a god after death. You shook your head no.

“How would you like a blessing? I have confidence that you’ll know how to use this without dying. The benefits must outweigh the risks, correct?” He takes out something from his coat. In his palm, there was a glowing orb that looked just like a vision. Your head lets out all sorts of warning signs as you look at the crystal pulsate. There was dark matter surrounding that thing, who knows what it was made of.

You recognize it now. It was a delusion. It glows in light blue and has the icon of a snowflake on the glass surface. It was a fake vision produced and given to Fatui members. Anyone who uses it seems to lose a bit of their sanity over time as a consequence for getting their power. Any wrong move while using it can drain all the life force in you.

“Just obey my word and I’ll tell you all I know. But of course, death is certain once you open your mouth to anyone else. I have my sources, I can find you wherever you go.” The Doctor takes your hand and places the delusion on it. He smiles when you stay silent.

“This is mine now, right?” You grasp it tightly. Frost starts to spread from where you stand and the Doctor watches.

“I’ll take it but I’ll have to pass on your deal.” Before the Doctor could react, ice spread in front of him, pushing him back into his desk. You take the moment to run outside, sealing the door with cryo. You dash up the stairs and don’t look back when you hear him break down the door.

Your legs demand for a break but you can’t, not when the Doctor follows closely behind you. You hear him get closer and you take a moment to look back, perhaps hit him again with an icicle to his face. But he catches your wrist before you could hurl another one his way, the delusion falls out of your hand and descends further back the stairs where you came from.

“You’re an unexpected one but I know how to make rebellious subjects submit.”

“Don’t touch me!” You try to wiggle out of his grasp but it was fruitless. Terror starts rising in your mind and you sincerely wish adrenalin can just magically give you super strength to punch this man in the face. But you’re weak against the harbinger, was there any point in fighting further?

“Get down!” A familiar voice yells in your rear. In the reflection of the Doctor’s eyes, you see fire approaching fast behind. You lower your head and duck. The Doctor, caught by surprise, is launched down the stairs by the blast. You flip your head and see him, you recognize that red hair tied into a ponytail anywhere.

Diluc stands a few steps above, holding a claymore in one of his hands. His eyes glow red with fury and a flash of familiarity strikes him when he sees the Doctor.

“We’ve met before.” The Doctor says.

“Il Dottore, you were in Mondstadt during the time of my father’s death.” Diluc tightens his grip on the big sword, preparing himself in a fighting stance. The Doctor laughs, it echoes in the staircase, to the empty halls outside.

“I can see you’ve become stronger. But you should be smart enough to know you can’t kill me. Didn’t your informant tell you that?” The Doctor sends me a look. As much as Diluc wanted to ask questions, a quick scan of the scene tells him all he needs to know. A look at you, the harbinger and the cryo delusion long forgotten paints a scene of what might’ve happened.

“You’re not killing anyone else with that thing.” Diluc draws back his claymore over his shoulders, flames forming behind him. An image of a phoenix emerges from within the flames and for a moment, you thought Diluc had grown wings of fire. The Doctor opens his arms wide, “Give me all you’ve got!”

Diluc swings the broadsword, a giant phoenix flies into the harbinger’s directions and it carries him all the way down the stairs. You hear a thud echo from below.

“Come, let’s get out of here!” Your partner lifts you up by the arms and drags you out. You look back, there was a trail of melted ice along the path where the phoenix had flown, water dripping from the ceiling like a light shower. It should be over for now.

Diluc winces in pain. You mutter an apology as you lightly dab a cotton ball on the burns on his arms. The sun was starting to rise in the horizon, you were surprised no Fatui agents have ambushed your home by now after the events of last night. You were sure that Dottore probably ordered some subordinates to get your heads on a platter but surprisingly, all seem calm for the time being. But you know you can’t stay here anymore. This home was no longer a home.

“The delusion…” Diluc starts, unsure. There were too many things he wanted to ask but all of them seemed too heavy. He wants to take in this short moment of peace longer, this serene scene of you taking care of his wounds. “The Doctor didn’t hurt you, right?”

“Just a threat, here and there. I experienced a lot of it in my work.” It was the most you can say to not make him worry. He doesn’t press further. 

“You asked me when I was leaving yesterday.” Diluc says. Your hands freeze.

“I’m leaving tomorrow. I learned an awful lot about the Fatui enough to satisfy my curiosity by now. It’s not safe anymore, like you said.” The thought of him leaving tomorrow makes your heart drop to your stomach. Are you really ready to let him go? After those 3 years of partnership? There were still a lot of things you didn’t know about him, things you wanted to say to him.

“But-”

“Don’t give me that look.” He interrupts, taking notice of the tears welling up in your eyes. Tenderly, he takes the bloodied cotton out of your hands and sets it down elsewhere, replacing it with his own hands instead. He looks down on it, embarrassed. He can’t look you in the eye, he just can’t.

“My father used a delusion trying to save me. I don’t want you ending up the same. And I know that you’ll say that you won’t end up like that but I just can’t risk it.” His hold on you tightens. “I can’t risk losing you the same way.” He shuts his eyes when he sees the scars on your hands.

And when he opens them again, he finally breaks down. Walls that have built up for years crumbling down for the first time. The sight was painful to see and all you could do was embrace him in your arms. The irony of his strong body shaking as he tries to muffle the sobs that leave him. Droplets of tears falling onto your shoulder.

“I thought I lost all love in my life when I lost him and my brother that day. But I felt it with you. As much as I tried to stop myself from caring, I couldn’t stop myself from loving you. I can’t lose anyone else.” He grips you, unyielding, as if afraid that if he lets go now, he’ll lose you forever.

“Diluc, listen to me.” You pull away. He finally looks up and you wipe away the tears staining his cheeks. You brush the strands of his hair along with it and you caress his face. He was beautiful. You savor the warmth of his body and relish in the sight of him, trying to imprint it in your memory. It’s unbelievable that this will be the last time you’ll see his face. It was now or never.

With worship and passion, you place your lips on his. Diluc doesn’t pull away, he pulls you closer instead, deepening the kiss like it’s his last. Possibly because it is. So he pours out all his devotion, all his adoration into this simple gesture. And it takes your breath away. No matter how stoic of a man he was, Diluc was passionate in everything he did. He had his heart in the right place. And now he offers his heart to you.

You pull away, breathless.

“I stayed with you because I wanted to! I could’ve left anytime I want and yet I choose to help you out. You may be leaving tomorrow but you can’t get rid of me easily.” He smiles at the implication.

“You won’t lose me forever, Diluc.” You slip the owl carving into his fingertips. “I’ll always be with you wherever you are. And when the time comes, I’ll see you in Mondstadt.”

[kaebedom-me]

alright this isn't a poly post but being Childe's best friend while he's pining for Kaeya??? like he's being all dramatic saying the beauty of the universe can't compare to Kaeya and you're all like 'have you even talked to him???' and he's like 'nooo but he's my soulmateeee' and just dealing with the chaos known as Chaeya (+bonus if you're Diluc's s/o and both of them just DONE with their pining and lock them into a closet to 'CONFESS FOR FUCKS SAKE')

consider this my offering to diluc to come home to me on feb 3rd on xiao’s banner on my first 10 pulls PLEASE IM BEG 

also nonnie you’re so big brained- i can’t get over this request like- chaeya pining??? diluc?????? ??????????????? i love it so much thank you for this request

being childe’s best friend is chaos enoUgH

he’s always getting into trouble, and you always have to help him??

but it’s also him telling you about his problems and him being there for yours? 

you two being plenty affectionate as friends too because you’re like best buds

childe’s always buying you shit and you always have to beat the shit out of him for buying you shit because wtf dude

little do you know he wants to fight you is why he’s finding ways to riles you up

pls you’re like one of his true friends because yeah he has cliques, the harbingers (whatever they are in this AU), and they hang occasionally, but they’re not like friends friends- 

so he really appreciates you as a person??? also zhongli!! they’d be buds too

y’all could be a little trio!

now you kinda know kaeya? from diluc-

wait idk how to do this- there’s so many possibilities??? pre-established diluc x you? or???? you pining for diluc??? or you being buds also w kaeya and know diluc??????

ah but for here i’ll do you and childe were both single at first? then you meet the loves of your lives-

i like to think you kinda know kaeya or know of him? and childe’s like kinda know him too but not really maybe acquaintances? they talked like once and my boy fell in love so hard (what au is this helP?? uNI?????? THE POSSIBILTIES i’ll leave it vague)

you know kaeya better after like meeting diluc? and you know oh they have some sort of relationship but diluc Does Not Want to talk about it

so one day childe’s acting all strange moping around and you’re like bro wtf?? and he confesses he’s into this guy

you being the good friend you are is super supportive and wants the hot deets

and you find out how fucking stupid your bff5ever is??? HAHHAHA he’s made eye contact w his crush once (1) and he’s thinking about marriage???

you do try to help him too and it’s a lot of childe talking about this mystery man for a long time HAHAHHA

zhongli comes by now and then and is like ah yes that man you will marry

zhongli is a little stupid too, thinks he’s already dating Kaeya but he doesn't know- because childe speaks as if they’re already dating so imagine zhongli’s surprise when you tell them they barely know each other HAHAHHAHAHHA

you get to know Kaeya better first, because he approaches you! mostly cuz he noticed how diluc’s around you a lot? so he approaches you out of curiosity

you don’t know this is childe’s man yet, so you’re all like whomst???? stop talking to me, you’re making diluc not look at me???

oh my god it’s a whole mess

you start hanging out with kaeya unwillingly but Diluc comes hang out with you twice the amount too

he’s lowkey jealous about kaeya hogging you he needs to be with you to cleanse you of kaeya lmAO

one fine day zhongli was shopping with childe and he sees you, he fucking sees you with kaeya and his heart sTops pulls zhongli aside into a bush to stalk you and zhongli’s all like “Childe, what are we doing in this bush” 

HAHAH childe telling him that’s the guy his soulmate, his one and only

zhongli like i feel he knows Kaeya too? kaeya gets around a lot so he moves over so he can join you and Kaeya-

childe’s in whole ass panic mode wtf zhongli what are you doing you’re gonna blow our cover!!! but follows also because what if zhonglie tELLS

you’re approached by two more men and really, you just want to vibe and get like matcha bubble tea or smth maybe visit diluc but Kaeya suddenly appeared and now zhongli is on his way and why does childe look so flustered??

y’all go thru the whole “oh you know them too!” bs 

zhongli’s glad to catch up with his friends, childe trying to get you to help and trying to tell you it’s hiM but also trying to play it cool (he’s doing a good job tho), you just want to vibe man, and kaeya’s like

kaeya’s reaching over to childe, eyes focused on childe’s neck, fingers light brushing against it and everyone’s attention is suddenly on them

Kaeya laughs, lightly patting on childe’s clothes, he asks if childe just walked into a tree or something and childe is  f l u s t e r e d  blushing, stuttering all that mess

you’ve connected the two dots, you didn’t connect shit, pining childe’s just easy to read when he’s panicking, but you connected them

zhongli opens his mouth to say the two of them were just hiding in a bush, but you manage to elbow him in the stomach so chaeya can have their little moment

KAEYA THE LITTLE SHIT, knowing full well now that childe’s got a crusH, plays it off and leans over, and tries to flirt w you????? he’s reaching over to you

but you’re suddenly yanked into someone’s chest

it’s diluc, glaring at Kaeya, doesn’t acknowledge anyone else just drags you away “we’re going on a date”

mmmm it’s your turn to get flustered now

leaves the other three stunned 

zhongli is the first one to recover tho, having seen a cake he wants to try, all but drags childe away

Childe’s too shooketh to do anything so he just gapes at Kaeya and Zhongli as he’s being dragged away while Kaeya waves cutely at him

i want to say kaeya slips his phone number into childe’s pocket but i kind of want childe to pine more and make it even more of a mesS-

but you- after being dragged away and once diluc deems it’s a safe distance away from Kaeya he’s suddenly flustered about holding onto your hands so tightly 

he’s all like “he’s trouble don’t hang w him” not looking at you, there’s tension but you don’t want to push so 

you tease him ofc tf “so a date huh”

and he fucking blushes 

he tries to leave because he just embarrASsed himself but you’re like nooo come back and say you’re gonna go do a thing and would love company?

so diluc agrees to take you, since he doesn't have much else to do- it’s totes not a date tho

plS HAHAHHA you can try to ask him about why he was around but he won’t tell you 

but you’re happy about how things are playing out right now? you’re content to walk beside diluc, a dumb smile plastered on your face

[anantaru]

𝗕𝗜𝗠𝗕𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 !

˖˚˳⊹ bimbofication feat. zhongli : al-haitham : ayato : diluc : childe : scaramouche : dottore x fem! reader from the 5.5k event special

˖˚˳⊹ warnings: nsfw : bimbofication : dumbification a bit ig : sub! reader basically

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗭𝗛𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗟𝗜

"you’re my little darling right." zhongli was cooeing against the shell of your ear, warm breath tickling your neck while your fucked out expression was more than visible to his pair of smiling eyes, "you’re so beautiful, so perfect, my silly little darling." he was enjoying this way more than he should. His heavy cock nestled deep inside your sobbing cunt while he remotely hit that one sweet spot of yours. You’re far gone by now, too many orgasms in already that you couldn‘t comprehend anything at this point.

your eyes scrunched shut tightly when you felt zhongli place soft loving pecks starting from your collarbone up to your neck, his rough tongue licking a straight line right behind your ear. You were vividly reminded of your current whereabouts when his hard cock pressed against your abused little cunt, "do you think you can go again?" you‘re whimpering, listening at every word that escaped from past his lips. The only things that left your mouth were incoherent babbles, yet once you looped your arms around his neck to pull him into your embrace, —kissing him so fucking passionately in the process—, he knew you were far from actually done. 

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗔𝗟-𝗛𝗔𝗜𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗠

you never would’ve guessed that al-haitham’s stamina was almost bottomless, yet you didn’t mind being used by him like his cute little plaything for when he wasn’t as busy as usual. He’s so far from reality as well, pounding into your sobbing cunt had his vision threatened to turn white once he locked gazes with your adorable expression, fucked out and sinfully looking. Mascara smushed and sticking to the sides of your eyes while your hair was messily spread across the pillow underneath you. 

"darling." this normally adorable word rolling off his tongue in a deep guttural way, his hands finding their way to your thigh to lightly tap on it, —one two three— times until you rose your eyes open to meet his own smiling ones again. You just hummed an answer really, his cock still fully sheathed into your wet warmth before he was snapping his hips forward with a single motion. The sudden movement made you shiver violently, —overstimulation taking place— while your breasts naturally bounced off so fucking sinfully, it was mouth watering in his eyes. Fuck, if only he wasn’t so incredibly busy, he’d be able to fuck you stupid every night and day and use you like this.

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗔𝗬𝗔𝗧𝗢

whenever ayato had tons of work to do he was aware that there was a certain someone who’d all obediently do whatever he’d demand them to do. You’re on your knees right now while sucking him off harshly. Ayato, —who was laying back in his leather chair— lightly lolled his head to the side to relish in the sight before him. The way he was using you was to die for, your eyes rolling back whenever he’d particularly thrust up hard to meet your warm mouth, tip prodding at your throat and begging for entrance. 

in a way it was a bad habit of his, yet he’d always go back to throat fucking you whenever he’d get the chance to. His hands sliding into the strands of your hair to massage your scalp before pulling you down against him until his stomach hit the tip of your nose. You were hiccuping around his girth, looking up at him through those tear coated lashes when your throat flexed at his tip. Ayato bit back a moan at the feeling, groaning out lowly when he began to thrust in and out of you now, your tongue never faltering and always making sure to swirl around his tip whenever you got the chance. You were so beautiful like this, his little air headed baby, always saying yes to whatever idea he’d propose to you.

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗗𝗜𝗟𝗨𝗖

diluc lined his throbbing cock back up with your cunt, —that was still so tight even though you were going at it the whole night—, his pace was relentless too, diluc couldn’t think of another time he was this horny and needy for you before. "My sweet." he cut himself off from saying his own sentence, just for a second to admire the beauty in front of him, all hazy eyed, barely able to comprehend anything from the way he fucked you so sinfully for hours, "my sweet darling, my angel." you absolutely adored whenever diluc was vocal with you, he always needed to praise you in many ways.

you were just so good to him! letting him use you just how he wanted and whenever he wanted, your body was his and archons did he take care of it. Wouldn’t want you to ever be dissatisfied in any way possible. You desperately tried to open your legs a bit further yet it didn’t work, thankfully though diluc was quick to spread them wide for his body to have deeper access into your abused hole. With one hand, he was leaning onto the headboard for additional support while the other one was fisting his cock in front of your pussy to finally snap himself forward, your legs flying up in the air and wrapping around his hips as a natural reflex. You figured in that moment that he was going to fuck you so good again, going to use you as his own personal cum dump. 

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗗𝗘

childe admired the sinful sight underneath him, his brought body hovering over you once he advanced down to capture your lips in his own, they were so puffy already, —looking used with tiny bite marks of your teeth—, which were eagerly grazing over them earlier when ajax was pounding you silly. It’ll always end in you barely being able to move a muscle once he was done with fucking you relentless. Yet tonight childe was needier than expected, needy for your touch, your mouth, your moans and most importantly, your tight cunt enveloping his cock so fucking nicely. 

"hey!" the way he was exclaiming that word sounded awfully cheerful, "look alive." he‘s way too good at this, cheeky bastard. Your eyes fluttering open to meet his gaze, holding it while inspecting his beautiful features that were naturally enhanced by the moonlight shining brightly on them. "I’m not done with you yet." his hands slid up your thighs to pry them open, pulling you forward so your cunt would hit his hard cock, —that was now laying flat against your pussy—. He’d always tease you, yet were barely awake by now— still relishing in your prior orgasms when he spit on your cunt before rubbing his cock around your glistering folds to see you whine around his touches. You’re so far gone, almost silly in a way, yet you still craved for him to use you more.

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗦𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗠𝗢𝗨𝗖𝗛𝗘

"fuck", scaramouche was surprisingly in good spirits tonight, how could he possibly not when he was currently fucking into your mouth so sinfully. The countless times you already swallowed his seed was making your mind turn hazy yet you were so determined to make him feel good even more! his stamina was commendable in many ways, pulling out his cock and only leaving his tip in, he carefully examined the state you were in right now. Eyes blinking ever so often to get rid of the blur while your warm tears rolled down your cheeks, staining them. Your tongue was driving him insane, —not that he’d tell you of course—, yet the way you were swirling your wet muscle around his flushed out tip was to die for, legs beginning to shiver from overstimulation that was solely caused by you.

"open up again." scaramouche was saying that in between harsh panting, growling when your gaze met his own, "I’m not done with you yet just so you know." with that he abruptly snapped his hips forward to nestle himself deep in your mouth again, resulting in you hiccuping against his impressive girth. The underside of his cock was decorated with a big fat pulsating vein that grazed so fucking sinfully around your abused tongue. "suck." he‘s rolling his eyes in the back of his head, does he really have to instruct you to do everything? He knows he fucked your brain out dumb tonight, yet still, you should at all times pick up on whatever he wanted you to do. You quickly followed suit once hearing his orders, hollowing your cheeks whenever you’d be completely full of him. 

you could say, he was tired of waiting to cum again, so ultimately he decided to take the matter in his own hands as he grabbed a strandful of your hair to bob you up and down his length, thrusting his hips forward to meet your pace halfway as he finally felt his climax break deep in his stomach, spilling himself yet again deep inside your mouth. You were a panting mess on your knees while he looked down on you, eyes hazy as you rubbed off the blur, saliva pooling from the corners of your mouth to your chin and staining the carpet underneath the both of you. Fuck, he thought to himself, he might just use you once again if you keep on looking so fucking lewd like that— his own personal little cum dump. 

˖˚˳⊹ 𝗗𝗢𝗧𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗘

"don’t be disobedient now." if there was anything dottore disliked the most, it was incompetent people, or merely people who did not follow his orders. "open up already!" he was lightly tapping his hand against your cheek, resulting in you fluttering your eyes open to see him hover over you. You couldn’t decipher how often you already climaxed from his cock, —that was still very much sheathed inside of you this very moment—. Tired of waiting, dottore decided to take the matter in his own hands and pried your mouth open with his thumb, a bulb of spit escaping from past his lips and hitting the back of your throat. 

"was this too hard for you, dear?“ In a way, said sentence did not sound like a question at all, it was more rhetorical if anything, belittling almost. You were mewling at the sudden intrusion of wetness, eagerly swallowing his spit to show just how obedient you were for him, and only him to be exact. With a hard snap forward, his cock was again, sheathed deeply into your abused little cunt, making you whine out screaming at the feeling of being so full again. "you‘re my little play thing, come on, say it." you knew better than anyone else that this was not an assumption, but more an order for you to follow. You tried your hardest to respond in any way but only incoherent babbles and mewles were able to be formed. Dottore clicked his tongue in amusement, surprisingly happy with your 'quote on quote' answer when he decided to go back in fucking you hard against the mattress, just like he always did after a long work day. 

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[maiwon]

boyfriend application, yjw

you signed up for the vice president position in decelis academy as a joke, but the joke quickly faded when they announced you as the vice president. you decided to make an application and post it on your twitter account because you were tired of not having a love life outside of school. but what if the president of the student council sends you his application?

pairing stuco president!jungwon x stuco vp!reader (fem)

genres/troupes fluff, angst, slowburn, acquaintances to lovers, social media au, highschool au, mutual (?) pining

warnings cursing, over-used jokes, jokes about death, reader is dense (kind of) + more tba

featuring enhypen, ive, itzy, txt, aespa , cravity, xdinary heroes, an oc

author's note hello this is my first time doing a smau on tumblr so pls bare w me T^T im not rlly used to making smaus on tumblr so it might not look good. anyways ive been having a jungwon brainrot and thought that i should write a smau for him so here i am :] send an ask to be added to the taglist!! <3

taglist closed.

status on-going, updates irregular

y/n and friends jungwon and friends

01 j*ngwon making moves ???

02 won?

03 he did what

04 he told me u liked cats!

05 we'll pay you back

06 she's desperate

07 chill jungwon ur omega side is showing.

08 tell me why im getting emotional over this

09 what if we give it a try?

10 ur so down bad for me

11 grow some balls man

12 woot woot he did it

13 what if we kissed in front of wangshu inn

14 he's salty becausekoddksm @*#*?#(×

15 congrats

16 status: feeling like shit

17 this is why i kin diluc

18 miss u2 ig..

19 she's back

20 ditched?

21 guess who she likes

22 school tmr?!

. . . special chapter: ynwon's first date! (what if yn didn't go with euri)

23 this is gaslighting

24 i don't understand

25 @/YN_isAjerk

26 reported and sorry

27 we're okay #Yass!

28 g eff?! WHAT!!?

29 lotte world date <3

30 #DecelisPromSlay!

© maiwon 2022. rbs are appreciated. <33

[tartagliad]

hjbsksks anyways- can i request a childe, diluc and zhongli x a chubby and insecure reader fluff hc? (its my first time requesting and my dumb self is probably requesting on the wrong place but anywaysssss-)

hello nonnie, thank you for the request, no worries you can request anything you want besides nsfw.. ANYWAYS- hope you have a great day and I hope enjoy it^^

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Beauty

Summary: comforting a chubby insecure reader Fandom: Genshin Impact

Characters: Diluc, Childe, and Zhongli

F! reader

Genre: fluff + comforting

Warnings: none ig.. just a little rushed.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Childe:

You're the one who he doesn't wanna let go

No matter how you look, you are still you

Childe would always tries to make you feel confident in any clothes you wear

For instance when summer, he would buy you some clothes that both of you can go to the beach with

This man has taste so any clothes that he buy would look S T U N N I N G

And of course it's on the expensive side, he loves spoiling his pretty girl

It's obvious that summer is gonna be pipping hot especially in Liyue

So it's no surprise that he's gonna buy clothes that is tad bit exposing.. O_O

And you tried it on..

"Ajax.. doesn't this gonna make me look really.. chubby", you ask

"Nope, you look beautiful in almost anything love~", he said

When you try to wear it in front of him.. my my, he's in heaven when he looks at you dressed in those summer clothes

"My my~ you look beautiful m'lady''. he looks at you brightly

"R-really?" you asked, "mhm.. you look beautiful as ever..'' he said, ''thank you.. i needed that..''

You smiled at him, his heart is felt warm now that you feel comfortable

When the both of you head to the beach, he makes sure that you happy and not think about how your body looks like

"Are you sure I look okay in this..?" you asked him one more time

''Of course it does! I hand picked them myself for you, thus.. you look good in almost everything''

You nodded silently and look down, you were just gonna accept it until he suddenly hugs you

"Look, I know it sounds hard to accept yourself as it is.. but I'm here to help you.. I'm here to tell you that you are the prettiest person I've ever met.." he strokes your hair

"If you still feel like that, then I'm here to support you'' he continues, he breaks the hug and stroke your cheek

''Can you smile for me?" he said, you nodded and smiled for him

"ahh.. there it is~" kissing your cheek and you laughed

You don't know what did you do to deserve him

Childe wants you to know that you are gorgeous no matter how you look

Happy you makes him happy too~

"No one can change how I think about you. surely they have standards that high, its their own, not mine.. people have different standards.. and for me, you are the most beautiful person ever''

Diluc:

Insecurities aren't a thing in his dictionary very least

You always felt insecure about your body, but he always tries to reassures you that you look pretty

Like today for example, you were walking around town and people were talking about an event that's going to enroll in a few weeks

They were so excited about it, thinking about the dresses that they could wear to go with their partner and so on

Then one of them throw a question at you, "So, how are you gonna dress up? Surely you're Master Diluc's partner, I've guessed that you would wear something fancy." She said

"hmm.. I guess so, I usually go with the flow when it comes to dressing up."

But the other girl said, "Is it because of your weight..? Sorry for bringing that up, but I'm thinking that it must be hard for you and him to find the perfect dress for you.''

There, you started overthink about your body 'Am I that chubby?'

You excuse yourself from the crowd and leave to return to the winery

When you got back to your bedroom, you stand in front of the mirror, scanning your body from head to toe

'guess I am too chubby' you said to yourself, so you thought about eating a bit more less than you should be

''hmm.. it's gone down a bit..'' you mumbled after 3 days passed

You didn't really say anything to Diluc about this

He's always left confused on why you were eating much less

You were too focus looking at the mirror to realize that Diluc was behind you

"Ahh.. so this was it all about" he spoke, you jumped and turned around, "O-oh Diluc.." you said, you don't want to look him in the eyes

He holds your shoulder gently, "Hah.. you know you can tell me about everything including this.." he gently spoke

You can only nod and hold back your tears, "Look.. everyone is talking about that festival that is going to be held in a few weeks.. everyone already chose their clothing.. and one of them commented that I'm a bit too chubby to find a perfect dress.. I guess they're right..''

You look down and bite your inner cheek, then he pulls you into his chest, ''You don't have to hear something like that..''

Patting your head, he whispered, ''You're beautiful the way you are, trust me on that''

You nodded and smiled, ''thank you Diluc..'' he smiled back

When the festival arrived, he make sure that you are dressed beautifully and more importantly, to your liking

Both of you have a great time at the festival, he's really happy seeing you comfortable in anything you're wearing

''You look beautiful no matter what you wear as long as you're happy and comfortable. People are born with different genetics.. and differences is always a beautiful thing..''

Zhongli:

If you're asking about his perspective, he'll say that no mortals or any living being is perfect

Zhongli is an archon, surely creating anything perfect will not end up being perfect, they'll also have some flaws

And when you're talking about height and especially weight, he has no problem with it

Surely you're insecure but he always reassured you that you look pretty

Like today for example, you're gonna have a meeting with your old friends

You were so nervous to meet them cause you've seen they're pictures and they look beautiful

Talk about glow up, some of them even has an ideal body and height

..now you're insecure, you look just the same and chubby..

*sigh*... how can this gonna be a great meeting if they're just gonna laugh..

Sitting down on the frustrated, you sank in your mind..

Then you heard the door creak open, it's Zhongli

He was looking for you to tell that dinner is ready, but when he sees your expression.. he's worried..

"Is there something the matter, love?" he gently sat down beside you, "Oh.. it's nothing, it's just that.. I have a meeting soon with my old friends..'' you said

He nodded, "and what's with that expression if I may ask?" Zhongli speak, "uhm... it's just another... insecurity of mine.. my friends are having a major glow up and I... I'm just the same.." you confessed, holding your tears

Zhongli puts your head on his chest, gently pats your head as he soothes you, ''there there... i'm here..'' you kept silent while he speaks

''You do know that people have different perspectives right?" he asks and you nodded slowly

"So they do about appearances, you may look at yourself imperfect, but for some people including me, you look especially beautiful.'' he tucks a piece of your hair behind your ear

''Will you trust me on this one?'' he asks you softly, you look at him, ''..I will.. I trusted you more than anything..'' you gently spoke

Zhongli smiles at you and gently stroke your cheek, he then help you find the perfect clothes for you

The day then finally arrived, you still feel nervous, but not so much since Zhongli already reassures you that you look beautiful as ever before you left

You're now leaving, feeling confident and happy

"Take a look at the flower on the garden, they may look the same.. but one of them looks beautiful in anyone's perspective, maybe the flower is feeling down thinking that they wouldn't got chosen.. but when it does, the owner will take care of it and make it look beautiful.. same like humans.. there'll be someone who will reminded us that we look beautiful no matter what..''

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[genshin-no-simp]

Diluc x Reader (Smut)

Pairing: Diluc x You/Reader (Female Reader)

Sexual content below the cut.

Warnings: reader is horny.

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Softs pants escaped your lips as you rubbed your bare pussy against Diluc's clothed leg. Diluc's right arm rested on the top of the couch that he was sitting on, his left resting at his side as he watched you, his eyes dipped to your bare chest as he watched as played with your own breast, pinching and rubbing your nipple. But it wasn't good enough, you wanted his hand on you, touching you, playing with you.

"D-Diluc, please touch me." You moaned out as the friction of his pants edged you on, as you pinched your nipple harder. Diluc hummed in response.

"I don't think that's necessary, I don't want to interrupt. Besides I'd much watch you touch yourself." He smirked. You whined softly.

"T-then let me suck your fingers." You bit your lip. You were enjoying this a bit too much, the feeling of his pants against your slick, throbbing pussy. His trousers long since stained with your juices. But Diluc didn't mind, in fact he found it really erotic. Just like the faces you were making just from humping his leg and playing with your own tit. He'd be lying if he said he didn't want to push you down and fuck you till sunrise, but he wanted to test your limits, he wanted to know how needy he could make you. He wanted to make you cry and beg him to fuck you, to fill up with his dick. His dick that you craved all the time.

Diluc obliged to your request lifting his gloved hand that was resting by his side. You licked your lips as you held his wrist pulling his hand closer. You opened your mouth and softly bit on one of his gloved fingers slowly pulling it off. Diluc watched you very closely. Taking in every feature, every breath you took. You did this to all his fingers until you held the glove in your mouth. You dropped it to the side, your stomach began to flutter as you licked between his forefinger and middle finger. Diluc's breath caught in his throat despite his calm demeanor. He watched as you swirled your tongue around the tip of his forefinger before taking it into your mouth. His pants were becoming unbearably tight, but he knew you weren't going to last much longer. You sucked on his finger as you looked at him. Your gaze dark with lust and want. Want for him and only him. He knew you would never look at any other person like this. He let out a soft hum of approval. You pulled his finger from your mouth only to take it back in along with his middle finger. You sucked on both his fingers, gliding your tongue between his fingers, thoroughly coating them with your saliva. Diluc felt his dick twitch, it wanted the same attention. He wanted you to coat his dick with your saliva as you choked on his thick girth. He wanted to fill your mouth with his seed, watch as you struggled to swallow it all. He swore if he continued to think about it, it would make him cum so he focused his attention back to you. He noticed that you had stopped grinding against his leg. He lifted his leg up reminding you of the state you were in. You moaned around his fingers your eyes widening slightly.

"Keep going baby girl, if you can cum from humping my leg, I'll give you something better to suck." His deep voice reverberated through your body to your core, as he shoved his fingers deeper into your mouth. You moaned as your eyes lidded slightly as you continued to look into his eyes. You knew what he meant and you wanted it, badly. You picked up where you left off. You lifted your hips slightly, before bringing them back down onto his leg. You let out other moan around his fingers. You rubbed your pussy harder and faster against his leg, letting out continuous moans. Diluc added his ring finger into your mouth. You immediately began giving it the same treatment as the others. You sucked in deeply, your saliva dripping down the corners of your lips. Diluc could tell you were close, really close.

"Keep going baby girl, you're nearly there," he coaxed you on, "let it all out," he thrust his fingers deeper into your mouth, which sent you over the edge. Your back arched as you let out a gargled moan as you came heavily on Diluc's trousers. Diluc removed his fingers from your mouth a thick string of saliva connecting your tongue to his fingers as your body shook from your first orgasm for the night.

"I don't think you need me to fuck you, do you? You did a good job all by yourself." He smirked to himself, licking his fingers that you had previous sucked on, lapping up the saliva that was left. You shook your head.

"No, no, I-I need you, just because I came from that doesn't mean I don't want you to fuck me. I need you inside me." You panted, your eyes welling up slightly. Diluc smirked hearing your honest feelings.

"Is that so? Well I did promise you something didn't I?" He tilted his head to the side with a lustful look in his eyes. He was waiting for this part, and he was going to enjoy it. You licked your lips in anticipation as you looked down to see the large bulge in his pants. Slowly you slide down his leg, your pussy rubbing against his knee as you went down, a sultry moan escaped your mouth. Diluc held back a moan himself. He's never seen you so horny before, but he loved it, but he hasn't seen anything yet. Finally on your knees, you moved between his legs, you slid your hands up his legs, rubbing the inside of his thighs. Leaning in you placed a kiss on his clothed erection. Diluc let out a heavy breath, sticking your tongue out you pressed it against his bulge, you could taste his precum.

"Its seems you enjoyed me riding your leg more than you let on." You purred wrapping your mouth around him. Diluc groaned as his arm that was resting on the couch finally moving, his hand tangled into your hair. You sucked on him while looking up at him innocently, as if you weren't giving him a blowjob through his trousers. He looked down at you with dark red eyes. Shivers went down your spine as you looked into his eyes, you could feel your juices dripping down your thigh and onto the carpet. His chest heaved as his mind was swimming. He couldn't believe you had the audacity to look at him so innocently while you did what were you doing. He was going to have to punish you, but first he would let you have this moment. He'll let you have your way....for now. Diluc let out a shaky moan he could feel the knot in his stomach forming. You lifted your head away from him.

"I don't want you cumming anywhere except my mouth." You swiftly undid his belt and unzipped his pants. You pulled his pants and boxers down taking them fully off dropping it behind you and out the way. Diluc groaned with relief, tilting his head back. In the next instant he threw his head forward moaning as his grip tightened in your hair. You had taken him into your mouth, pressing your tongue against his vein, sucking on the tip.

"Fuck." Diluc usually never swore, he had an image to keep up after all. But when he was alone with you, while you were getting down and dirty, he would let his inner beast out. Despite being a pyro user he found himself becoming hot, with his free hand he loosened his tie and undid the buttons on his dress shirt, the cool air hit his chest, and he hummed in approval. You watched everything as your pussy throbbed so badly. You wanted him to touch you so fucking badly, you squeezed your thighs together tightly as you bobbed your head lower. Even though his mind was hazy with pleasure he noticed how you squeezed your legs shut. He wanted you to open them so he moved his foot between your legs rubbing it against you.

"Your only sucking me off, yet look how wet you are." You moaned against his dick as he rubbed his foot against your pussy. You couldn't help but grind against his foot. You didn't have a foot fetist or anything but you craved to be touched. He chucked deeply, rubbing his foot in time with your grinding. You moaned around him bobbing your head quicker. Hollowing out your cheeks you sucked deeply, you felt Diluc's dick twitch your mouth, he let out a deep throaty moan as he came in your mouth, he pressed his foot harder against you and you choked on a moan as you were swallowing his seed, as you came for the second time, this time on his foot. You removed your mouth from him and licked your lips clean while looking up at you.

"What a dirty girl you are, first my leg, now my foot, where else are you going to cum?" He chuckled, watching your face go red.

"On your dick hopefully." You breathed out. Diluc smirked.

"Then get up here baby girl." He said as he motioned you to him with his finger. As if in a trance you stood up shakily and sat on his lap, feeling him pushing against you. You moaned and brought yourself down onto him.

"O-oh~ Diluc~" you moaned out quite loudly, sensitive from your previous two orgasms. Diluc groaned at the feeling of your tight pussy around him.

"You're so tight baby." His hands rested on your hips holding you tightly.

"No-ooh. You're just-ah so b-ig~" you moaned between words, wrapping your arms around his neck. Diluc couldn't stop the grin that appeared on his face.

"Is that so?" He thrust his hips upwards into you. You felt him rub against that spot that drove you crazy. You could only nod in response. His grip on your hips tightened as he lifted your hips up and pushing you back down, pushing all the way inside you, pressing against your g-spot. You threw your head back, letting out one of the loudest moans tonight. Your fingers dove into his hair as you undid the tie that was keeping it up.

"Oooh~ T-there." You brought your hips down to meet his thrusts. His dick hitting your spot harder. You couldn't help but cry out. You could feel the familiar knot bubble in your stomach. Your walls clenched around him, and Diluc knew you were close. And so was he. He bounced you quicker, his fingers digging deeply into your hips, definitely going to leave marks. He latched his mouth against your throat just above your collar bone, your weak spot. Your moans echoed in the room as you came once again. Feeling your walls convulse around him, he let out a low growl as he came inside you. You moaned feeling his hot seed fill you up.

He removed his mouth from your neck looking up at your flushed hazy face. You looked back at him and smiled softly resting your forehead against his. Diluc returned your smile in kind and wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you closer to his body, though he did not pull out of you. Your breasts pushed against his half exposed his chest. He felt your hardened nipples against his chest. Diluc licked the corner of his lip, reaching up to cup your cheek. You leaned your head into his touch. Slowly he brought you closer kissing you gently on the lips. You happily kissed him back. You wouldn't expect it but his lips were softer than they looked. His hand that was on your cheek slid to the back on your neck pulling you in deeper, your mouth parted slightly as his tongue slid into your mouth. Your tongues danced and played with each other. Slowly the kiss got more and more heated. His other hand rested on your butt, groping and squeezing it. You hummed softly your hips bucking slightly and you realized Diluc was still inside you. You were so used to the feeling of being full you had forgotten that it wasn't normal. Slowly you began to rock your hips back and forth. Diluc let out a soft moan into the kiss, his hips rocking into yours. Breaking the kiss he looked into your eyes.

"It seems your still not satisfied baby." His hand on your ass travelled further down, teasing your other hole. You shuddered.

"Well that's okay, because I wasn't done with you anyway." He smirked, his eyes lightening up dangerously. And you realized this was going to be a long, long night.

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

You panted heavily as you laid on your back, arms above your head, legs spread wide, Diluc's cum leaking out of both your holes. Not to mention how it covered your thighs and stomach. Love bites and finger prints littered your entire body. Tears of pure pleasure stained your cheeks. He had thoroughly wrecked you.

"Ah, baby you look so good like this. Completely fucked out." He cooed lifting your leg up to kiss your knee. He gently rubbed it as kissed your leg, he slipped his free hand into your swollen cum drenched pussy. You throat hoarse and dry from your screams of pleasure, you let out a strangled moan.

"D-Diluc," you whimpered, "n-no more." Your eyes welled up quickly from being over sensitive and over stimulated.

"Then say the safe word." He spread his fingers inside you, stretching you wide. You bit your lip keeping quiet.

"Then I'll continue."

[cnderyne]

You Were Supposed To Be His

Summary: Someone was always watching you.

Part 3 of He Was Supposed To Be Yours

Part 2: Your Happy Ending

Genre: Tiny Angst to Fluff (w Diluc), Angst (w Kaeya)

Pairings: Diluc x Reader

Warnings: Stalking, Implied kidnapping ig, Kaeya being a bit crazy. Some swear words. All of this is after the second blue line.

Word Count: ~830

Thoughts are italics and words in bold are for emphasis

A/N: Kaeya is kinda far from canon 🧍‍♂️. Anyways, enjoy!

There was always a presence around you. Whether it was near or far. It was always around you and it was always unwanted.

"Diluc. I feel it again. It won't leave it. It won't ever leave." Your head hung low and your hands wrapped around to grip your arms, nails gripping the flesh under it.

"My love, I still don't understand what you mean. If it makes you feel any better, we can leave." You simply raised your head and that was enough for Diluc to put his hands over yours. He allowed you to release the grip you had on your arms and he helped to stand up. He then bent down to press a kiss to your forehead and walked you out of the establishment you were in.

Once you got some fresh air, you felt better. A lot better. Especially with Diluc there. He hung an arm loosely around you that held onto the small of your back to keep you walking in front of him. To protect you. However, that feeling didn't stop. As you two travelled, you felt the presence disappear as you focused on making idle conversations with Diluc. It was something he hated but he learned to deal with it as he got to hear your soothing and almost hypnotic voice.

As you both approached your house, Diluc began to return his arm to his side and when you got to the doorstep, he was about to say his farewells.

"Wait! Do you mind if you stay the night? I just really need the company." His lips rose into a tender smile and he accepted your request. Although he wasn't able to wrap his head around what has made you so bothered for the last few days, he knew you needed comfort and he provided exactly that.

It was almost everyday that he slept over. After his (k)nightly duties, he would make sure you are comfortable and safe. He soon suggested that you move into his manor and needless to say, you were ecstatic about his request.

You felt more comfortable than ever. The maids were so nice (they still are!). You were and are happier than ever. You tried to help the maids with their work but they frantically took the wet rag from your hand and told you to relax. Diluc suggested you could look after the affairs in the manor to take a load of work off his back and you agreed. Life at the Mansion was serene

Life wasn't serene for him though. Everyday he watched over you. Everyday he made sure you were safe.

Everyday he protected you from dangers. YET EVERYDAY YOU WERE WITH HIM. How DARE you be so UNGRATEFUL! The blue headed man was seething with rage. An emotion that was forgein to him. You were his. You are his.

Nausea fills him whenever he sees you with his bastard of a brother. He despises seeing you with him. With your hand around Diluc's arm. Your bright, loving smile aimed at him. All of that was supposed to be Kaeya's. Well, it was his. But he really wants it back.

The only time he got to see you alone was when you were at your house. Oh how breathtaking you were. Every night, he snuck onto your balcony to watch you fall asleep. He had to make sure you were safe after all.

“You will return back into my arms soon. I promise you.” He brought a hand to the window, water condensating on the other side of the window. His lips grew into a malignant smile while he watched you get ready for the night.

He was planning to get you soon... If his brother didn’t get to you first. He never saw you in your house anymore. He never saw you in the bar. He never even saw you in Mondstadt anymore! He couldn't deal with the pain of losing you. He wanted his partner back. He wanted the person who would do anything for him back. He wanted his doll back. Why? Why did you have to go to him? Kaeya is better. He has to be better than that fatherless child. Why Diluc?

I was first. I was first. I was first. I was first! He glared at the piece of paper on his desk. The murderous aura surrounding him grew every time the phrase repeated. I WAS FIRST TO LOVE YOU! He slammed his fists on the desk and rose from his seat. People surrounding him gasp at this erratic behaviour. Realising his mistake, he immediately put on his normal smile and said, "The hilichurls are becoming a huge problem," to defuse the situation. He was going insane without you.

No matter how much Kaeya wanted you, he never got you. You were happy with Diluc. Kaeya never got you and you still regret that he ever had you.

[cheezyballs7]

Can you do a diluc x male reader please

Plote line ig: diluc and reader started dateing and donna got jealous

Idk i just like to make fun if donna cuz why not please and thanks

Hey anon! Sorry its taken so longg ive just been very busy- thanks for the request tho!

and omg yes pls I want jealous donna so bad- idk why but still. Also sorry i got so confused on the pov that I just did second- ik- unoriginal but anyways, i hope you enjoy and that this was everything you were hoping for :)

(this ended up kinda short and bad but oh well-) Diluc x Male reader

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Diluc had been admiring you for a while now. Ever since you’d first stepped into Angel's share he was swept away by your beauty. The way your eyes sparkled under the dim lights of the tavern. The way you spoke with such confidence, the way you moved with such grace. Everything about you made him fall in love with you.

At first Diluc thought you didn’t think of him as anything more than your bartender. But then one day you asked him out.

After a few dates the two of you had decided to make things official and announce that you were together. Most people congratulated you two but others hadn’t taken the information quite that well.

Like donna.

Walking into mondstat donna would be your first sight. Sighing, you decided that instead of ignoring her again you’d ask her why she seemed to despise you so much. “Hello donna,”

“Hmph.” She turned her head to the side and refused to speak with you.

“Donna, do we have a problem? Did I do something wrong?” “Of course we have a problem! How dare you take Diluc! He was supposed to be mine!”

She looked like she was about to burst, whether it be that she would tackle you, cry or scream, something was going to happen.

“Do you know how long I’ve loved him?? I’ve been working at a floral shop just so I could give him flowers, and then you walk in all handsome and fancy claiming you're from Liyue or something and not even 2 months later you're dating?” Donna screamed.

You didn't know what to tell the heart broken girl. You loved diluc and he loved you. There wasn’t all that much to it. But there stood a very angry person, jealous of what you and Diluc had.

“I’m sorry donna, I can't do anything about it though,”

She just looked at you angrily one more time before strutting back off to whatever she was doing before.

Later on, you were helping Diluc close up Angels share for the night when you decided to bring up donna and how you didnt think you were good enough for him.

That he should have someone like Donna instead.

“You are the most special, amazing, handsome, kind and outgoing man I could ever ask for. Don't ever say you're not good enough. And I would never wish for anyone other than you,” Diluc said as he pulled you in for a kiss.

“Thank you Diluc”

[kazuhasmaid]

the miss and the bartender

diluc x fem!reader

word count: 1,145

genre: suggestive

warnings/side notes: diluc asking if you're crazy but it's actually you making HIM crazy. she/her pronouns, lowercase intended, not proofread i never do.

a/n; SVAJSHSK I WROTE THIS WAYYY BACK like 5 months back to when i didn't even have diluc yet, so ig this was like me pining for diluc and writing to manifest him, cause i literally got him right after this then c2 kaeya came too

you're a lady of mondstat, not too seen, not too invisible either. on a midnight walk, thirsty for something pleasurable you find yourself in nothing but your sleepwear that you couldn't afford to care about, not when you're on the verge of dehydration. you find yourself stumbling along the infamous tavern in which someone familiar may or may not be bartending tonight.

you open the door, and shut it close as the cold breeze stops, and into the warm aroma of people idling, chit-chatting, celebrating, and making business. you look around to see any familiar faces in which resulted in no one but a red-haired bartender calling out to you, and without much hesitation- you sat infront of the counter, offering a lazy smile to the richest bachelor of mondstat. "what a sight to be seen, let alone on the midnight of your most important day" he says, mixing drinks of what looks to be your unspoken order.

"can you blame me? i've ran out of water and i cant afford to knock on families house! not when mondstat provides us the breeze we need to set ourselves into such a deep sleep, no?" you say crossing your arms, looking at the back of the bartender. "i suppose not, but take a look around you, everyone you could ask for a beverage of water.. is here.. not unless another reason to go to the tavern which offers nothing but alcohol, miss?" he says, a glisten in his eyes slitting his eyes for a second as the yellow-tainted chandelier showers him in nothing but a bittersweet atmosphere, his eyes seeming more of a red dazed sunset and his red hair waved and tied into a higher ponytail in usual, his white-buttoned shirt under a well-tailored black vest,

his black gloves fitting a well too tightly around those hands of his. "huh.. correct me if i'm wrong sir, but do you not see that the tavern only has you and i in here?" you say as he slides the drink infront of you, picking the beverage and sloshing the ice cubes and straw. he scans the room in confusion in which just a moment ago where the venue was crowded.

" you chuckle, sliding the mora for the drink. "oh and if you don't mind, i'll be heading off now though, sir." you get up from your chair, your drink in your hand, waving with your other hand, turning on your heel. "i think not." - "excuse me?"- he sighs, "not when all the drunkards are loitering the streets right now. i must make it a duty to escort my-..well you of course, miss." he averts his eyes, you swear you see a faint blush on that stoic face of his.

"ah, i appreciate the gesture a lot, i will be taking your offer and will very much need to make up for this gesture, yes?" you laugh as he escorts you out of the tavern. in such a free place like mondstat there's no need to lock up the place, there's nothing much valuable to diluc in that tavern worth stolen, let alone when the offices of the knights or the dark knight himself can defend.

as you walk past the lantern-lit streets, still somehow ablaze and alive, you pick up a lamp grass on your way and slide a mora on flora's desk. turning to diluc, lighting his face with the plant, you say "this plant contradicts in you in so many ways but it still holds a memorable value when we first met, sir." you smirk, remembering when yourself, a defendless citizen made the darknight himself startled in the sight of you under the first white full moon of the year, collecting lamp grass as he often visited the location wondering who in tevyat dare to pluck them off than to leave them alone. "im not gonna deny it, but i still do visit the lamp grass gardens, reminiscing the time we met."- "no way, without me? i see how it is.." you pouted, impatiently to turn the corner to your house.

once you both made the corner into the alley of your house- you turned to the tall man, handing him the plant, tipping his chin down to plant a small yet sweet kiss on his lips. you smirk as he dazed off into your lips, and once awoken by reality- he scans the roads surrounding you two.

"what.. are you crazy.." he sighs while you laugh, "what? you really think i wont be able to scan this place myself before doing anything?" you replied. he rolls his eyes slightly, shaking his head as he stares down at you, glancing at your lips momentarily, he takes a deep breath taking in your appearance from the faint light in the distance. something about this situation seemed new and exciting for the bartender.

he places an arm next to your head onto the wall. your eyes flutter upwards, half-open in response, but bewildered of the monotoned man, and of course, as all missions fail, he leaned all too aggressively forgetting the drink in your hands, the beverage of the sweet grape juice spilling all its content beneath your sleepwear and tainting your jaw trailing down to your sleepwear. he shakes his head as you chuckle at the embarassed man, a thought clouds his mind. "the grape jui-" something cuts you off and its the actual fact that the man himself has his lips directly in contact with your jaw, placing wet kisses savoring the trail of his well-favorited beverage on his well-favorited woman or...lover, should i say. you tremble as he makes his way to your neck a smile from him tracing on your neck as he continues to be amused of your reaction.

deciding that its better to cut this off, you pull away, his eyes expressed confusion started to intimidate you,

unlocking the door and let yourself in, the man sighing to himself proceeding to walk away, but not when you got a hold of his sleeve and pull him in your house. he tilts his head towards you, "does this mean..." - "...you are quite dense to be the dark knight i suppose.." you remark. he makes his way towards you, his right hand locking the door behind him swiftly and placing his left around your waist, a kiss on your lips down to your neck once again determined that his actions say what he intends to do with you for the night.

bonus:

you: by the way, what was the whole "miss" thing about?

diluc: i sensed kaeya upstairs in the tavern, still wanting some information from me, to any i might be hiding, but not aware that i knew he was there.

you: ohhh i see..

diluc: hm, well who wanted to keep this relationship a secret again?

you: you did diluc, you did.

diluc:

diluc: oh. right.

©kazuhasmaid please do not copy, paste or repost.

[bumbleklee]

tonedeaf

masterlist | 1k prompt masterlist | baby series

request: Helloo there! Can I request an hc of a s/o reader that doesn't know how to sing/is bad at singing but wants to sing with diluc, kaeya and zhongli? Ive seen a lot of hcs about readers good at singing but I'm personally not good at it and quite insecure abt it so yeaa. Thank youu✨✨- idk how anons work but ig ill be 🦔 anon

pairings: diluc, kaeya and zhongli x gn!reader (seperate)

kaeya

You were drunk the first time Kaeya heard you sing. And Archons, was he glad you wouldn’t remember him doubling over with laughter. He loved you, adored you, but he would be lying if he said you could sing.

“Thank you to Venti the Bard for performing with me tonight,” You slurred, holding onto a chair to steady yourself. Venti was drunk himself and probably thought you sounded great with his clouded mind. The only reason Diluc hadn’t kicked you out yet was because you were extremely entertaining.

Kaeya watched in horror as you climbed on top of a table, flipping an empty wine glass around to use a microphone, and belted out another chorus to the popular tavern song. It was so horribly off key that a few patrons had to plug their ears.

“This one is dedicated to Kaeya,” You continued. Your words were mixing together and Kaeya was, still, shocked you only had a few shots. “He’s my cinnamon roll.”

Kaeya cocked his head at your pet name but didn’t have time to process it before you nearly fell off the table and made your way towards Kaeya. You wasted no time in throwing your legs over his lap and leaning into his touch, all the while singing the same song.

“We should get you to bed,” Kaeya whispered in your ear.

His words angered you and you flung yourself away from your boyfriend. “But my set isn’t done!” You cried out. You gripped the wine glass tighter and flung around, pointing to a random knight and singing directly to him. The knight burst out laughing, tears forming in his eyes from laughing so hard, but you didn’t realize what was going on.

Kaeya heaved himself up and wrapped a strong arm around you, prying the wine glass out of your hand. You hit one last high note, which made Kaeya visibly flinch, before bursting into a fit of giggles.

“I’ll be here next week!” You yelled as Kaeya dragged you out of the tavern.

diluc

Ever since he was young, Diluc liked to sing. It was a private affair, of course, but if you asked Adeline, the maid could tell you hundreds of stories about his symphonic voice. When Diluc finally showed you this secret side to him, you were amazed. And all you wanted to do was sing with him.

The only problem? Singing was not your forte. In fact, you sounded like a dying cat when you sang. So, as much as you wanted to join in when Diluc hummed to himself while washing dishes, you refrained so you didn’t burst his ear drums.

When you came home from work one day, you weren’t surprised to see Diluc singing while he cleaned the windows of the Winery. Despite having an entire team of maids, Diluc still wanted to help out.

You recognized the song immediately - it was a popular holiday tune - and hid around the corner so you could beam in secret. When Diluc saw you, a smile spread onto his face and he beckoned you near him.

“Sing with me,” He encouraged, putting down the rag.

You wrapped your arms around Diluc’s neck, “I don’t sing.”

Diluc pressed his forehead against yours, “Why?”

“Because I can’t sing.”

Your boyfriend only smiled deeper, “You don’t have to be good at something to have fun doing it.” Before you got a chance to respond, Diluc started to sing the next line. His voice trailed off at the end and, knowing what he was hinting at, you picked up.

Even the visible wince that crossed Diluc’s eyes didn’t stop you and soon you and Diluc were whirling around the living room, singing horribly off-key to the song. Diluc didn’t seem to mind your horrible singing voice, considering the fact his face was lighting up like a sky full of stars.

zhongli

Singing in the shower was your safe haven. You knew you couldn’t sing well and the thought of anyone hearing you was horrifying, but in the shower you could hold a million concerts and no one could say anything about how you were tonedeaf. That is, until Zhongli came along.

When you moved in together, Zhongli took notice of your shower singing. He kept quiet about it for a while, not wanting to embarrass you, but eventually brought it to your attention.

“You know I can hear you in the shower, right?” He asked as you both got ready for bed one night. His words caused you to freeze.

“That wasn’t me,” You stammered, your face turning red.

Zhongli queried, “No? Then who do you have in the shower with you?” You said nothing and quickly got into bed, throwing your pillow over your face. You felt a hand rub your back and peeked out from underneath the cover, “It’s not a bad thing.”

“I sound like a tormented dog,” You muttered, “It is a bad thing.”

“But you have a good time, right?”

You threw the pillow away to look up at your boyfriend with confused eyes. “What are you talking about?”

Zhongli’s hand found your hair and twirled a lock of it between his fingers. He looked at you with admiration but you couldn’t seem to figure out why. “I love seeing you enjoy yourself, Darling,” He said gently, “It doesn’t matter if your singing doesn’t sound good. If it makes you happy, then that’s all that matters.”

Your cheeks grew warm again and this time you buried your head into Zhongli’s chest, “You’re too kind.”

He chuckled, “Though I do hope you’ll sing a song to me one day, instead.”

[the-daiz]

Where you don’t see me | Diluc

Genre: Hurt/comfort, angst, sibling au

pairing: platonic! Diluc x gn!sibling!reader

Younger sibling!reader to be precise

Summary: Diluc consoles his younger sibling after a deafening nightmare.

side note: I spent a good 10 minutes thinking of a title so I gave up and picked a random sentence from one of Mitski’s songs. I’m not proud of this, like, at all, so don’t have high expectations for this sobs

Update 27.7.2022: I'm genuinely confused, why is this getting attention???? Its so bad yall I don't get the appeal but u do u ig 🏃🏽‍♀️

“ Francis Forever ” by Mitski

Posted on 17/ July/ 2021

"Diluc? where are you going?" You call, looking at your older brother walk away from you, his back facing you. Fear settled in the pit of your stomach as arms grabbed you harshly and began pulling you away.

"H-Hey! what are you doing!? let go-! Diluc!! Help!!" You pleaded for your brother to help, only for him to stop in his tracks and look back at you, his face morphing to one of sheer disgust and anger.

"It's your fault, it's all yours. If you weren't there... I would've been able to save father" He spoke, his words dripping with venom. Your eyes widened, dread written all over your face.

"n-no, please- please Diluc-!" You watched him walk away from you, slowly fading into the dark. Hands still dragging you away as you resisted with all your might "NO PLEASE! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! PLEASE DON'T GO! DILUC I BEG YOU, DON'T LEAVE ME! NOT AGAIN!

DILUC! KAEYA!"

A petrified scream echoed throughout the large house. You sat up from your rested positions, your hand clutching the collar of your outfit as you panted heavily. Your eyes stinging with tears.

"It's your fault, It's all yours." His words repeated in your mind like a broken recorder.

"(Y/N)!" Diluc barged into your room, a worried expression on his face. He rushed to your side, crouching down next to your bed as he caressed the side of your face.

"What's wrong? Are you ok?" He spoke. You looked up at him, pausing for a moment before latching on to him. You buried your face into his shoulder, tears soaking his clothes.

"I-I'm sorry, please- please don't leave me again" Your voice trembled as your sobs grew louder. Diluc wrapped his arms around you, guilt overflowing him.

"Shhh it's ok, I'll never leave you, I'll always be here, I promise."

[hanniejji]

centuries sleep

[ diluc x wind guardian!reader ]

summary: as a being with power given by the celestia, nothing can go withstand your strength, not even a god. but your only enemy is time and fate itself, for they took the very man that you've learned to love. but now, it seems fate is not on your side.

note: dedicated to @3rdgymbros for her getting me the peepaw,, also, ending scene is not edited lmao also i don't speak venti i can't rhyme for shit | m.list

words: 3182 | warnings: spoilers to the lore ig??

"it has been a while, my dear friend."

the familiar voice of barbatos was the first sound that you heard ever since you fell asleep under the influence of a curse. your eyes flutter open, the sun light on your face feels weird after spending years and years in a coma state. the varying colors of life overwhelmed you, forcing you to shut your eyes once again.

"it will take some time to get used to it, my friend. you've been asleep longer than i was, your eyes that have been shrouded in darkness will find it hard to adjust."

you felt his hand gently brush the hairs away from your face, his touch accompanied by the wind brought comfort to you. it felt as if he was but a mere wind spirit once again, a small creature rubbing against your cheek when you found yourself feeling lonely, along with a song that a certain bard keeps playing for when he sees your crestfallen face.

soon, your eyes opened on their own. the vibrant color of flowers under a statue that looks so much like barbatos was the first thing your eyes saw. it was decorated with small trees, a few windwheel asters made of paper, and a few fruits on the ground of the statue. next thing you saw was a hand, coming down to place itself on your cheeks.

then, you saw the face of the boy who sacrificed himself for the freedom of mondstadt. but you knew better than that, for you were by his side, mourning with the wind spirit and the dawn knight

"barbatos?" your voice sounded unfamiliar to your own ears, but to barbatos, it was like a melody that reminded him of the past. a past when all was well and everyone he loves was alive.

"welcome home, fellow wind guardian."

"you haven't changed a bit, have you?"

your eyes opened itself at his voice, turning to look at the red-haired warrior that fought beside you in the rebellion. you smiled mischievously, flapping your wings gently, blowing air towards his fiery red hair. he clucked, eyes pointed at you in a stern look, but you knew it was just for show. he made his way closer to you, arms crossed.

"you could've blown me away, did you know that?"

"it was but a simple breeze that i made, sir dawn. you faced the winds of a tyrant with courage and fearlessly, yet complain when a mere wind spirit throws a friendly breeze your way."

dawn rolled his eyes, taking a seat beside you on the cliff. cape oath was beautiful, a view that dawn did not even know existed until they won against decarabian. ever since the two of you stumbled upon the area in one of your flying sessions—where you carried him in your arms despite his deafening protests—the two of you never seem to get enough of this view.

"please refrain from calling me sir, it sounds… different when it comes from you," you ignore the underlying meaning of his words, choosing to act ignorant. but you knew that he knows you well enough to see the truth.

"everyone seems to call you with that title now, it is only fit that i do the same."

he sighs, a finger on your chin to turn your head to face him. the gentle look on his face and his soft smile did wonders to your immortal heart, beating erratically like the flap of a butterfly's wings. it was an unfamiliar feeling to you, one that you cannot help but seek, but one that you cannot also have. for you are immortal, and feelings influenced by a mortal is but a mere blink of an eye for you.

"it will always be just 'dawn' to you," he whispers to no one but you, only you, and always you.

but if it is only for you, why does your heart want to push him away?

you turn to look away from him, knowing that he is giving you that look. that look that tells you that he knows you are hiding something, knows that you are slowly pushing him away.

what he does not know, is why.

"mondstadt looks… different."

venti turned to you, smiling at your awed look. it has been a while since he has seen the innocent look in your eyes despite the wars that you have been through. you resembled a child coming out of a house for the first time.

from afar, you can see the city of the wind, you can hear the laughs and cheers of the people carried by the wind.

so this is what i fought for?

"beautiful, isn't it? this is the first time you have seen mondstadt after going to sleep."

"very," your eyes fluttered close, taking a deep breath, inhaling the breeze of the freedom given by the efforts of barbatos and your friends. when you open your eyes, you turn you gaze away from the open sky and to your surroundings, "where are we?" you ask this just as the memories came back to you, deadly familiar of the ruins circling you despite how damaged it is.

"the ruins of old mondstadt, stormterror's lair."

you can hear the sorrow in barbatos'—or rather, venti's—voice. the name of the ruins made you turn to the archon.

"stormterror? but that storm was long gone."

venti summoned the wind to carry him down the tower, beckoning you to follow him. you did as told, your wings aching just a little from being so still for a long time.

"there was… an incident," he gazes up at the sky, "with dvalin."

"tell me everything."

diluc's pissed and annoyed, his loud feet thumping on the ground making it obvious oo anyone he passed by—if it wasn't already obvious in his face.

"stupid kaeya and those stupid knights of favonius," he uttered, turning into a corner and out of the mondstadt's gate. in his hand is a paper bag containing a bottle of his vintage wine collection, while the other one is holding a bouquet that kaeya got for the offering.

"i can't believe he's actually not attending the offering, what an idiot," he grumbles, angrily approaching his horse's saddle bag to put the mentioned items. his horse whines at this, moving away from him.

"shit, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to," he curses, taking a moment to compose himself before slowly touching the horse's muzzle. with a now calm horse, he proceeds to put the bottle and bouquet in the saddle bag, still bitter with kaeya's absence.

"he better come next year or i'm definitely taking all of his offering privileges," he unties the reins and takes his seat.

"forgive me, brother, but an emergency mission came about, but here! i wanted to offer this to the wind guardian and first warrior myself but duty calls!" was kaeya's response when he came to meet diluc in the tavern, bouquet in his hands and an apologetic look on his face, "i promise i'll make up to you tomorrow or next year!" before diluc can even spat angry words at him, he runs away, leaving a very irritated diluc clenching a broken glass in his gloved hand.

"he decides to reschedule on the exact day of the traditional offering! what an imbecile! does he not know of the importance of this tradition?" he grumbles, hands tight on the reins.

it's been known to the people of mondstadt that the ragnvindr has a special tradition of honoring the life of the warrior that aided in the doom of decarabian. it may not be a city festival, but the family of ragnvindr—whichever generation it is—shows their utmost respect to their very first warrior and the dawn knight. secretly, they also honor those from their family that aided the city under the guise of their wealth and the cover of the shadows. but only the ragnvindr knows of the existence of an angel, who soared the raging winds of the god of wind, whose wings turned black and bloody from the lightning of the god of storm, and whose life perished from immortality and an eternal sleep, isolated, away from the warrior whose heart broke from the disappearance of the angel.

"the angel soared up in the sky, the red-haired warrior in their arms, with gleeful smiles on their faces and their hearts filled with joy," crepus used to say to the him, and diluc would always drag kaeya with him to the shrine.

but now, it seemed as if it was impossible. there were no documented occurrences or sightings about a living angel, well—in diluc's case—no matter how much he researched and pulled his strings for any intel, there's nothing or it's just simply not credible.

"are angels even real?" he murmured under his breath. the only angel he knew that existed was barbatos, well, the archon himself and not venti. he'd lose all of his vintage wine collection rather than call that drunkard of a parasite an angel.

maybe he should ask venti about this so-called angel?

"are you not afraid of me!?" the agonizing scream echoed in the ruins of old mondstadt, the winds raging inside the temple further destroying its interior. barbatos cannot do anything other than use his powers to keep the storm from reaching mondstadt with his own storm, only making way for dawn to reach the eye, where your sanity is torn apart from the influence of all the burden and pain you've accumulated.

"you need to listen to me, please!" dawn's voice was but a wolf's bark amongst the howling wind.

"leave! i do not wish to drag you down with me towards my end!"

dawn watched you wrap your bleeding arms around yourself, your feathers torn apart and swirling in the storm.

"then don't go!"

"you are a fool if you think me staying here would keep the citizens of mondstadt safe! can't you see!? i am tainted with the death of so many lives! and you still insist on letting me live!?"

with every shout of your aching voice, the wind blows harder, almost enough to bring down most of the ruin's structure. dawn holds onto a crack on the floor, crawling his way closer despite the wind strong enough to blow him away. but he grips the floor tightly with bleeding hands, tearful eyes staying on the battered figure of his love.

"listen to me, angel," oh how he'd love to call you that in a very different circumstance.

"if keeping you close will taint me with your misery, then i shall live with bloody hands for the rest of my life!"

"why are you so stubborn!?" you cry out, refusing to look at him like all the other times. knees weak and your body limp, your forehead meets the ground, letting yourself crumble and be swallowed by the deafening screams of the wind.

"i do not wish to mingle with a mortal, i do not wish to see you and seek your presence, i do not wish to call you my friend or a lover, i do not wish to live if i will just watch you wither in merely a few decades, i do not wish to see your child that would look so much like you and not get mad at myself for living while you are taken away from me, i do not wish to sleep and dream about you for the rest of my life and not desire death… i do not wish to fall in love and expect myself to love another without thinking of you every time i see the sun rise and i am in the arms of a different person."

to you, your voice sounded meak, so unlike what you are used to, so unlike the voice of a warrior. yet to dawn, it was a plea for mercy, to be released from the hands wrapped around your heart and the whispers of the dead in your ears. it was ironic, an angel overwhelmed by the voices of the dead, cursed by their own guilt and humility.

so he crawls towards your direction, noticing how the wind is slowing decreasing in speed and your continuous plea now more audible.

soon, he reached your slumped body, a single hand wrapping its fingers around your wrist and sliding to intertwine with yours. he leaned down to rest his forehead on your hair, his voice overcoming the demons plaguing your heart and mind.

"love," he whispered in a loving voice, "no matter how much you push me away, i know you too well. i am aware that you will outlive me, that you will find yourself alone for the rest of your eternity after me. but i want to spend mine with you, angel," he presses a soft kiss on the back of your head, smiling against your hair, "i love you and i will spend the rest of my life telling you that, even if my throat bleeds out."

"those disreputable vermin!"

the wind howled, the force of the wind blowing the dandelions that surrounded the two divine beings. venti yelped, the wind almost carried him away as if he was back to his wisp form.

"calm down! it was in the past and dvalin is now safe!" venti's words remained unheard, your wings spread out in anger like a cat hissing with its tail up.

"the audacity of those abyss mages! i should've purged their kind with my last strength before i entered my centuries of sleep!"

"it's long gone now, my friend! those abyss mages wouldn't dare lay a hand on mondstadt and its protectors," venti scrambled to hold your hand in his, placing it upon his chest.

"see? i am still very alive and so is dvalin and andrius—well andrius is just a spirit now but he can still take in his wolf form!" he puts on a wide anxious smile, trying his bestest to alleviate your anger, "you are not alone in this world, my friend, not for a very long time."

that smile.

you stared at venti, only seeing the boy that treated you as if you were his mother. his heartbeat against your hand proved to you that he won't be leaving you. with that in mind, the wind settled down, now returning to its normal state.

"forgive me, barbatos."

"it's venti, you have to get used to it!" he pouts, "now let us fly around mondstadt, shall we? like we always do!" he beamed, pulling you along with him as he summons the wind to make him float.

i really don't understand how dawn is able to calm you down.

"i am afraid i cannot do anything to help, dawn," barbatos' crestfallen face brought horror to the warrior's heart.

the archon himself, unable to save his angel?

"it can't be! there must be something that we can do! a-an ancient spell or a place that can contain a certain amount of power—"

“there is nothing that can withstand the power directly given by the celestia."

silence followed your statement, only the sound of dawn's knees hitting the ground in front of you and his raspy breath. he holds your hands in his, resting his forehead on your knuckles and willing his tears to stop. you leaned down to rest your own on the back of his head.

oh how the tables have turned, you smiled bitterly.

"why are you going away just when you decided to stay with me?" he cried in a small voice, softly sobbing into your clasped hands.

"it seems that fate does not agree with my desires."

"screw fate."

you chuckle at his grunt, kissing the back of his head and pulling a hand away from his to tilt his head up. you wipe away his tears, holding his face in both of your hands.

"how long do you think it will take?" he whispers his fear.

"as a celestial being, a few decades of sleep will not suffice," he winced at your response.

it felt like hours before the both of you made a move, talking to each other by the look in your eyes.

"i love you so much, dearest."

"and i, you, my angel," he whispers, pulling your face down by the back of your neck to taste your lips.

"oh archons," diluc mumbled under his breath, his hand that was holding the bouquet went limp at the sight of the very person he's been wondering about. it was convenient that he had already placed the bottle of wine on the ground, else it would've been a waste if he dropped it.

with both wings at the size of a horse and ruffled feathers in the colors of gray and a few black spots, the angel crouching on the pile of big rocks looks down at him, eyes wide as saucers with tears running down their cheeks.

is this really happening? diluc wonders.

"d-dawn?" you whimpered in a small voice.

"dawn?"

venti fell down from the tree behind you, gasping at the both of you. he didn't exactly expect the two of you to meet right away, after all, he's not sure if you can handle the shock of seeing the exact face of dawn in another person.

but you handled his face well, right?

"um, my friend, that is not dawn."

your expression glared at the man in front of you, wings spreading out with a flap.

"an imposter, then?"

"pardon!?" diluc stumbled back, a look of surprise sent in venti's way, "what is the meaning of this!?"

"silence, you quack!"

venti groaned, standing in front of you to block your view of the flabbergasted copy of dawn.

"out of my way, barbatos."

"he is not dawn, but he is one of his descendants."

as quickly as your mood changed earlier, your wings folded and your eyes widened in curiosity.

"his… son?"

"nope! it's been centuries, my friend, there ought to be many generations of his bloodline," venti steps aside to reveal diluc once again, "this is diluc, one of his descendants. i am sorry if i forgot to tell you earlier, but you were so busy trying to take in the new mondstadt that i forgot we entered the vicinity of dawn's shrine. the next thing i know, you were diving down the moment you saw diluc's flop of red hair!"

your eyes stared at diluc's, the very same scarlet hues that dawn had.

"he looks… just like him."

diluc wasn't sure why, but he felt the pain in your eyes while looking at him. he wasn't afraid of you for some reasons, even when you took a couple of steps closer to him and placed a hand on his cheek.

"you look exactly like dawn," your smile is wistful, striking his heart with an unfamiliar kind of pain.

"it seems that fate is still on my side, for they let me have the honor of gazing at the face of my beloved."

[yanbub]

when it's the right person but it's the wrong time

childe, diluc, kazuha and xiao x gn!reader

hcs, sfw, angst, modern!au, cw: breakups, idk no comfort i think, 866 words

reblog pls unless u wanna lose ur 50/50 bc im jinxing u

note: love life goes brrr ig 😧 kazuha is. is based from true events and very long bc i have favoritism. always rmb that some men r just shit tho 💞 diluc probs doesnt make sense but i hate writing for him in a way so idm. not proofread, dont mind any stupid errors

childe ;

it was a healthy relationship, sadly the timing for it wasn't exactly the best. you don't know how it happened, but things weren't working out for the both of you. it went wrong in many ways to the point you wonder how you get into a relationship. it wasn't a toxic relationship though, it's more like you both lost interest in one another and you both noticed it but went in denial. that's what caused you to have numerous arguments with childe, always yelling at each other when you call and in the end you'll just hang him up out of frustration with your feelings. you had second thoughts - had you truly loved him from the start? had he truly loved you from the start? you don't know at this point. all you know is that with one final call, you both ended things there and stopped communicating. it all went back to that one snowy night where you were still strangers to each other.

diluc ;

diluc was busy. he had always been, even before you met him he was already busy with many things. but he always made time for you, until lately he didn't. diluc always treated you right and you did the same for him, it's best to say that you two were in a very healthy relationship. so how could things just go wrong? maybe it's because you felt abandoned by him, or maybe it's because you were overthinking if diluc still held feelings for you. you refused to believe that you and diluc's relationship would go downhill. you two always fixed your problems with one another in the end - how is this situation any different from the past ones?

xiao ;

you were the one he trusted the most. the way you were always there for him always made him happy. but in this relationship, xiao was the problem. he didn't know how it all started but lately he felt like he wasn't deserving of you. hell, he even thought that you were just pitying him - but he knows you wouldn't be like that. how can your comforting words be an act of pity? so he believes that he himself is the problem. he's been dazing out recently, always seeming like he's in deep thought and when you ask him about it he'll say it's nothing. "liar." a voice in his head said. it took you a while to process what his words were on the day he finally decided to break up with you. you reached out to him, hand trying to grasp his but he pulled away, avoiding your gaze as you looked at him in hurt. you offered that you'll do better to understand him - to do better at loving him but he denied all of it. he wanted to have a break, to fix himself, to do better for you so he too can give back the love you give him. but in the end, you two really weren't meant to be in this time.

kazuha ;

you thought your feelings went platonic for him. but in truth you just fell out of love. kazuha did nothing wrong, you were the problem. he treated you well - always was by your side when you needed him and always would try his best to cheer you up if you're feeling down. you couldn't believe the fact that you fell out of love for him. so you insisted that your feelings just went platonic - you just can't accept how you fell out of love. kazuha noticed everything, how you've been acting distant lately, how you were getting a bit dry, everything was noticed by him when you didn't even realize it yourself.

and so you broke up, telling him how your feelings went platonic for him. "liar." you called yourself. but within at least 2 weeks later, you decided to say hi to him. you were nervous when you pressed send to a message that just said "hi" in your conversation with him. he was doing well thankfully, but you were a wreck. you hated how kazuha could still read you like a book, he asked if you were alright and you made him guess. and his guess was still accurate as ever - no, you weren't okay. you were a mess. 

as if nothing happened between you, he offered for you to rant at him like how he used to, which made you feel bad. how could you fall out of love for such a nice guy? he deserves better than this but he probably doesn't know it. you decided to just go off about work, saying how you were given too much work to do when it recently just started. you didn't know what he would say, but it just hurts even more when he offered to help you with it.

why, why was he still the same? did the past 2 weeks already make him get over what happened between you? even if you tried to fix things with him, you doubt it'll be the same. maybe, you two just really didn't work out for this time. and maybe you two were happier if things just didn't go wrong.