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charadoodle · 6 months ago
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I just saw a post that was like. You should always follow your instinct!! Your friends do hate you!!! And like. No?? Do not do this. To yourself or to your friends. Especially with super close friends. Your friends love you. It's why we are friends.
If you're really worried about it. Ask. And I get it. I'm autistic too. It's hard and you notice little changes and you overthink it but. I get busy. Things happen in my life. And I always have to tell myself life happens to everyone. Even if it's hard to see outside your lense.
Tldr. If you're worried. Ask them or talk to them. If you're right. I'm sorry. That sucks but you don't want to be friends with someone who isn't compatible/ mean to you anyways. You'll make new friends. You'll make better ones. I did.
And. Trust your friends.
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ravennaortiz · 9 days ago
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Hiii Happy new year 😊😊☺️☺️✌️✌️✌️💗❤️❤️ I was wondering if you could do a chibs and reader fic?? Like the reader is Tara's friend from Chicago and moved with her to charming and reader is the nanny for jax and Tara while they work and the reader has a past with criminal issues herself and can take care of herself and chibs is secretly in love bit she's like 24 and one day the reader is babysitting Abel while jax ans Tara are working and Abel answers the door to readers abusive ex and let's himself in and Abel sees things he shouldn't like the reader hit and the guy traps and locks her in the room and leaves Abel(who's like idk 7 at the time)outside the room and he calls jax and the club and tell thwm what's going on and chibs and jax rescue reader and chibs keeps her in his room at the club house with some smut and fluff for a hot happy ending
Hello Love!!!!!!!
I hope you enjoy this and sorry it took so long! As always 18+!
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To the Future
“This is probably why you should never allow criminals into your house” you joked softly. Flinching as the needle Chibs was using passed through your skin. Chibs snorted as did Jax as he stood in the doorway of Chibs room.
“You did warn me when you moved in and took the role of nanny that you were a trouble maker. Should have ran a back ground check on your innocent looking ass” kidded Jax. “On a serious note though. I’m glad you are okay. Don’t worry about anything but letting Chibs get you patched back up and resting. The boys and I will take care of the rest and you don’t need to worry about that asshole ever again. “stated Jax firmly as his blue eyes stayed on yours.
You didn’t know if you could respond without turning into a blubbering mess so you simply nodded. Once Jax was gone you and Chibs settled back into the comfortable silence that had developed since he had carried you into his room and set you on his bed.
Your mind drifted to the afternoon. You had just gotten Thomas settled and in his crib when the doorbell rang. You had been coming out of the boys bedroom when you heard Abel say hello. Assuming it was either Jax, Tara or one of the guys you didn’t think much of it until you turned the corner and you heard the one voice you never wanted to hear again. The sight of your ex paralyzed you as well as him lifting a finger to his lips to silence you as he showed you the gun in his hand as Abel turned to you.
“He says he is your friend Auntie, so I let him in” stated Abel as he smiled at you.
“Thank you sweetheart. “ you stated as you moved closer to them reaching your hand out to Abel. “Let me get him settled down and I’ll be right out to talk” you explained trying to remain calm. Once you were close enough you grabbed Abel and flung a vase at your ex catching him off guard as you barreled to the boys room. You had just got the door shut when your ex slammed into it sending you flying back. Your phone flying out of your hand.
After that things were a bit fuzzy. You remembered the smack to the face and the pull of your hair as he dragged you out of the room and into the guest room across the hall. Lucky for you your ex was intent on getting you back and not really anything else. That and lucky Abel knew something was wrong and called for help. The guns a blazing approach that Jax and Chibs used when barreling through the locked door startled your ex so badly he had shot himself in the foot. Chibs had insisted on carrying you out to the van even though you told him you could walk. In fact he seemed more upset than you had been. You put that off to shock.
“Thank you for coming with Jax” you stated as Chibs finished up the stitches for the gash above your eye.
“No need to thank me. Just what we do for” started Chibs pausing as before seeming to change his mind. “For family. That’s what you are the minute you came home with Tara, you became a member of this dysfunctional family” he stated as he smiled at your softly as he patted your thigh. “Well I’m going to clear out. Make yourself at home and rest” stated Chibs as he stood up, gathering the medical supplies as he went.
You frowned slightly as you watched him from his bed. Standing up on shaky legs you grabbed his arm to get his attention. “Can you stay?” You asked quietly as you hand moved to his chest. Walking him backwards to his bedroom door. Medical supplies spilled from his hands as he moved to grab your waist as he pulled you closer. Crashing his lips into yours. Pulling back he spun you around so your back was against the door before dropping to his knees. His eyes met yours as he grabbed the hem of your shorts. You nodded eagerly making him grin. Once he had the material down around your ankles he lifted your left leg onto his shoulder as he dove into your sweet heat making you moan. Your hands gripped and tugged at his long salt and pepper locks as his tongue plunged in and out of you, his nose nudging your clit just right.
“Chibs, I” you whined as he sent your speeding towards your orgasm. Chibs grunted against your flesh as he pushed two fingers into you. Curling them just slightly to hit that sweet spot that had you seeing stars and screaming his name as you came with a rush of fluid that drenched his face, shirt and pants. With ease Chibs shrugged you off his shoulder and helped you slide to the floor, your legs like jello.
“More” you whispered as you hand ran down to between your sticky thighs as you both panted. Chibs simply grinned as he worked on his belt. Once we he was naked he pulled you flat onto the floor. His hands on your knees as he spread your legs open. His eyes locked on your glistening pussy as she fluttered and clenched around nothing.
“Fucking gorgeous lassie” he stated as he looked from your pussy to your eyes as he stroked his dripping cock.
“Need you” you whined as you felt his tip at your hot entrance. Lifting your hips slightly you both moaned as he slid in easily. Once he was all the way in you locked your ankles together around his waist as he gave you long slow strokes. Your hands tangled in his hair as the two of you kissed passionately. “Need it harder Chibs” you moaned after a few minutes. “Make me cum hard on your cock” you begged as you moved your hips faster.
Chibs grinned before pulling out of you and flipping you over easily. Sliding back into you he smacked your ass hard with one hand as he used the other to grab a fist full of your hair. Tugging harshly he jerked your head back arching your back even more making your eyes roll back as he hit spots even deeper inside of you. Chibs kept up his thrusts for several minutes pulling orgasm out of mind blowing orgasm from your overstimulated body. You lay on the floor body limp as his thrust became erratic before he slammed into you one final time as he called your name as he shot rope out of thick hot rope of cum deep into you.
Collapsing on top of you, the two of you lay panting as he twitched within your still fluttering walls. “It’s a shame you came so soon” you murmured with a grin of mischief. “I really wanted that thick cock in my ass”. Chibs chuckled as he pulled from you making you gasp. “Can do love” he stated as he spread you ass cheeks and pushed his still hard and cum covered cock into your tight hole making you gasp.
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hitoshisbabygirl · 4 years ago
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Author's Notes ♡: Hello hello! Here’s my POCuties collab piece for Valentine’s Day. Even though today sometimes makes me feel unloved please know everyone is deserving of love and even if you don’t have someone this year, you can have me! I love you and so do your favs okay? (✿◠‿◠) ~ bunny ❥
Warnings : none! Just very sweet (a bit of the reader feeling like a burden to tamaki so a touch of sadness here and there)
Word count : 2.1k
Paring(s) : Tamaki Amajiki x F! Reader (fem pronouns)
Enjoy ♡
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Forever // T. Amajiki
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Being with Tamaki for a few years taught his lover a lot. She saw more sides of him than most, and it made her heart swell to see the usually quiet boy happy and determined when he accomplished something he was trying for or when he was down she knew just how to cheer him up.
As the day drew on she realised just how much she loved him and how much she wished for him to be home, to give him a big kiss as he came through the door, knowing that his day was long, plagued with paperwork and patrols. Hearing the door open she saw her tall boyfriend enter, hood over his eyes as he let out a sigh, stretching as he felt his body being encased by his girlfriend “Hello butterfly how was your day” His low voice spoke out as she gave him a bright smile “It was nice heaving the day off but i missed you Tama” she pouted as he gave her a chuckle, kissing her forehead “I missed you too, the office was a bore without my adorable secretary” Moving into their shared apartment Tamaki saw food already laid out in front of him “I ran you some bath water too” [ ] called out as she rounded the wall separating the kitchen and living room “Y-you didn't have to do that love im-” A finger silenced his pleas “Let me take care of you okay? You need your rest and i didnt want you to worry about anything coming home except relaxing and cuddling with me okay?” [ ] said as she stood on her tippy toes, kissing the top of his cheek “Tamaki Amajiki we have been doing this for years, won't you please let me love you without trying to outdo me ; you deserve it, you're a wonderful hero, you're my hero and eventually...you'll be our family hero..once we have one..” She trailed off as he stared at her, watching a sadden face appear over her features. Shaking it off as soon as it had appeared she gave him another smile “Its alright. There's no rush, i'm here for the long haul , me and you okay?” she said as she let his face go , heading to the couch “Now go go, hurry up before the food gets cold.” She teased as he gave her a soft look, coming over to kiss her cheek “Okay i wont argue butterfly”
These little things stuck with him, her caring ways, cooking for him, cleaning his office while hed be gone, even doing some of his paperwork while he was on parole. He loved her so much and enjoyed all of the little things here and there she did for him. He ddi the same, and each time made her cry, not out of being upset but for how caring he was to her. Bringing her roses, making sure she didnt have to cook if he could help it, spa days and doing more crafts and bonding with her whenever they could. But he realized while she helped him with so much he felt like he struggled. She struggled with her own issues too, similar to his. Sometimes she felt like she wasnt enough, she had her own anxieties and could get in a sup when she felt inadequate, unlovable and unwanted. But to him, to tamaki he loved everything about her, and she was one of the strongest people he knew. He felt motivated and glad to have her as the one he wished to marry , to have kids with, to start a family. But that also broke his heart when the topic came up she did usually didnt talk much about it, happily making plans but going back on them by saying ‘if i was a good mother’ She didnt want to dissapoint their future kids, didnt want to be a lacking mother or wife. As usual Tamaki came home, but htis time he went past the wonderful smelling food in the kitchen and to their bedroom, his cute girlfriend wrapped up in a blanket “How are you feeling butterfly?” He asked as she gave him a smile, reaching over to hug him “Im oaky! Just a bit overwhelmed is all, im sorry i passed out during the meeting..” She said as she gave him a hurt look before continuing “I shouldve tried harder to stay and present with you i-” Before she could finish he gave her a kiss, stopping her words “You needed rest. Im still surprised you got up to cook, did you at least take a nap love?” He asked as she shook her head , causing him to smile “Good. i love you butterfly and i woudnt change that for the world” he said as she smiled, giving him a hug “I’d hope so” She giggled as he pouted “Never doubt my love for you [ ], no matter what im gonna be here, i promise okay?” he said as she nuzzled the boy, kissing his nose “ And i for you Tamaki”
February came in , the happy couple had started up to take more time off to do more things and enjoy eachothers presence in the month of love. As the days went by Tamaki noticed [ ] was having odd days. From sleeping long hours of the day to just crying randomly, he knee something was wrong. Coming from the store he heard sobbing from their bathroom. Terrified , he tried to enter only feeling the door being locked “[ ] baby whats wrong? Can i come in?” with no response he nervously knocked again. “[ ] please...whats wrong” He pleaded as the door unclicked, showing his still beautiful but tear stained cheeked girl. “T-tama..” She cried as she just jumped into his arms, scaring the indigo haired boy “Baby are you okay?” he asked as she took in a breath before smiling sadly “Y-yeah i am..” She said as he picked her up, taking them into the living room. “I love you..and whatever is making you feel like this..if i can help let me okay?” Tamaki said as [ ] shook her head, placing it into his shoulder as they fell asleep.
Every day from her breakdown Tamaki came to her office with a rose, ate lunch with her and made sure she was hydrated and well. Once the week of valentines day came up, he had his plan set in motion. He had their schedules fixed, the week off for themselves as they did different things. A spa day the first day, a picnic the next, shopping at an expensive store for clothes. Then an art day where they drew (or tried to ) eachother and made art fro and about the other. Once the day of Valentines came however, it was different. It started with them taking a shower together, Tamaki cooking breakfast in bead for [ ] as they talked through the morning. Tamaki told her the outfits they ha gotten the days prior was for tonight which gave [ ] the jitters. She was excited for what her pro hero boyfriend had instore for them. Once they got to the restaurant all eys were on them. [ ]’s long black dress falttereed tamakis white suit and black bow tie. The two of them sat and started to eat, coversating with some fans who so happend to be around thwm. One was a small girl with wide hopeful eyes. She came to the couple with her mom in toe “Im so sorry to interrupt you two, my daughter wouldnt let mt husband and me rest until she came over to you guys” the wmoan laughed, causing bothe members to smile “Hello there how are you?” Tamaki asked the girl as she stepped from behind her mother “ H-hi my name is Shiemi a-and i really like you suneater!” The small girl said , causing [ ] , Tamaki and her mom to smile “Why thank you Shiemi, i hope im a good hero for you” Tamaki responded as the little girl shook her head “The best! Youre so cool. A-and your wife is pretty like mama! I like you dress miss suneater” The girl said , causing [ ] to stutter as she sipped her water “O-oh why thank you Shiemi but Im-” before she could continue she saw her boyfriend give the woman and her daughter a wide smile “She is, inst she?” He said as he turned to [ ] , moving from his chair “Tama what are you-” [ ] asked again as he leaned to the little girls ear , then to the mothers as they both gave him a smile, the woman happily shaking her head as her daughter followed the hero. Confused, [ ] watched as he picked the little girl up, putting her atop of the bar table “Hey everyone! Suneater has an announcement!” she yelled as most people turned around or to the table in the middle of the room, watching and smiling at the energetic child and pro hero “In fact I do, [ ] would you mind standing?” Tamaki asked as she gave him a wide eyed look, standing as he gave her a smile, extending and hand to her as she joined his side
“H-hey guys , as you know um..this si my lovely girlfriend and partner [ ]” He started as she gave everyone in the room a wary smile, her face feeling hot as he continued “ Ive known her for years, and weve been dating for some of those, she's seen me through thick and thin, helped me out in a pinch and made me feel like the strongest man alive, well next to almight…” he whispered as some of the people laughed, more paying them attention “And through all of this….i could think of a more beautiful and right person to spend the rest of my life with” And with the the young child handed the now kneeling man a ring as some whooped and hollered, others recording as both [ ] and the girls mother had tears in their eyes “[ ] [ ], the love of my life, my butterfly, i couldnt think of a more beautiful person inside and out to be with, will you give me the honor and make me the happiest man on this earth to be my wife?” He asked as the ring was revealed, diamond glistening as his own tear filled eyes looked to hers. Thinking her voice would fail her she shook her head yes, causing the room to yell as she had her ring put on her finger , jumping to hug her standing fiance as they hugged and cried, video of the engagement spreading as he thought to himself ‘I can now have my family, my endless love with you my dear butterfly’
As their wedding came , all of their friends and family came, including the new found friends of the young Shiemi and her parents. The ceremony went though flawlessly, Shiemi being their flower girl as the newlyweds ran down the easel , heading for their limo as they herded for the reception. The family spoke on how happy they were from their marriage, friends giving their comments on how they knew the couple would get married as the couple laughed at some stories and comments about their relationship. The night ended with so much love and joy for the new couple, startint their life together\
Two years went by before valentines day came again, three years to the day he had proposed arrived. Happily and ready to celebrate Tamaki woke up to his wife missing, hearing her fumble in the bathroom. Heading to the room he was shocked to she her in a disarray , eyes foggy as she met his “Tama...i have a surprised” She said as her teras fell down her face. Confused and still a bit tired , he gave her a look as she handed him a blue and while stick. The word pregnant snapped him awake as more tears started to fall, handing him two and three more all with the same small but powerful word “Im..gonna be a dad?” He asked as she smiled, shaking her head as she hugged the trembling girl “T-tama i'm gonna be a mom..what if i'm not good enough…” She sobbed as he cooed her, kissing her lips as his tears fell with hers “You're gonna be great Butterfly, i promise, you're gonna be so so great” He said as his heart swelled feeling her lips against his ‘This...This is forever , a love i wished for...and i couldn't have asked for more of a way to live my life...i love you butterfly’
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sapphos-darlings · 3 years ago
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hello there. i have a question
would internalised lesbophobia include calling yourself bi instead because "there may be a chance that there may be a man i actually fall for one day"?
cos my attraction to women is unquestioned or me. i love women without a shadow of a doubt and had been since a child without even realising there was a word for it, but any guys i notice i just... admire. i know when a guy is conventionally attractive, or if he's cool or has charisma but the thought of doing anything remotely flirtatious or romantic or, god forbid, s*xual with thwm makes my skin crawl. no man has ever physically drawn my interest, i see no happy future or date or interaction with a guy but women.... i dream endlessly about being a girlfriend to my girlfriend and hopefully a wife to my wife and my heart just rushes with hope...
but because im sometimes, sometimes, drawn to guys who are cool in someway... am i bi? and not a lesbian? i dont know and it hurts not knowing for sure.
sorry if this is alot
Hi! Don't worry about being a lot. Women should take up more space in general, and we are here to give support.
For a clarity, let's remember that "internalized lesbophobia" is when a lesbian has absorbed homophobia as a part of her own belief system and targets herself with it.
Considering how much LGBT people are othered and always assumed to be "somewhere else", it might be difficult to believe and accept that you yourself could be one. Add the pressure for women to be interested in men, and realizing that you could be a lesbian becomes especially hard.
You express pretty clearly that you love women and are never interested in men romantically or sexually, so sounds pretty gay to me.
Let's remember that being a lesbian doesn't mean hating men, not interacting with men as human beings, or not seeing men.
Lesbianism is exclusive same-sex attraction in women.
It's no wonder that you're feeling like you do, since lesbians are constantly erased and our existance is debated. It is hard to exists as a lesbian in a society that a) doesn't believe women, b) doesn't respect female sexuality, and c) is a patriarchy, so dependent on the myth that women supposedly need men. Lesbians are an antithesis to all that, so it is natural for us to second-guess and police ourselves and perform our indentities in fear of being questioned, denied or "fake".
I too enjoy looking at attractive men on my tv screen for example. They are beautiful people doing a good job, and I like stories and being entertained. Never have I fantasized about going out or doing anything sexual with a male celebrity I'm a fan of or a fictional male character that I like. That romantic/sexual thing for men just doesn't exist in me. It's pretty difficult to grasp something that doesn't exist, but that's what it is.
When I used to feel uncertain, I took a mental hold of the string of that thought and followed it: What am I doubting and why? For whose sake? Where did that doubt come from? Who put it in my head?
Every time I found something that came from outsid; something ignorant and misogynistic, something that was plain untrue for me if I just thought about it for a second, myself longing to conform and be accepted, or something similar. Being honest with myself and my feelings and consistently building up confidence in what I know about myself has gotten me out of that place.
I hope you can solve your doubts for yourself!
- Lavender
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nightmaresart · 4 years ago
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Ok so I know your going to sleep soon so dont feel pressured to answer right away, but do you have any headcanons for Vixen being friends with any of your gremlins? Like I said, Brooke is hot, Kai is pretty, Ryan is hot, and Kiera is also hot
Ooh boi let me rubs my hands together for this one
Well for starters, Kai and Vixen are both competitive when it comes to Quidditch so I can easily see thwm just training with each other as well as playfully fighting in the air.
I can definitely see Brooke and Vixen just laughing while making or eating some sweets, I mean who doesn't love a good laugh with your friends
I can see Vixen and Ryan just relax, like, not worry too much and just hang around talking about God knows what.
I definitely can see Vixen try to get Keira away from the books and have some good old fashioned fun, maybe even helping the other with her hair since the Ravenclaw doesn't bother to do her hair that much.
And thats all I really got for now. I might add more later:)
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bts-trash-blog · 8 years ago
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He Has A Breakdown~BTS Scenario
Request are open!
Jin
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It wasn't a good day from the start for Jin, he woke up an hour late to an empty bed. He wasn't able to eat breakfast before practice or show from the dance practice the night before. So it was no surprise when you came home for a long day he was laying on the couch with a worried Namjoon standing above him. "What happened?" You mumble as he walks to you, grabbing his things as you kick your shoes off.
"Fainted, he hasn't eaten all day and woke up late, and end up being late for practice." His words made you frown and nod, as you open the door for him.
"Thank you Namjoon." You smile making him bow.
"Take care of him,Noona." You nod as he walks away, as you shut the door you hear a graon. Walking to the couch you bend down and cup his face. He looks at you with a frown, his eyes fluttering as he let out a breath. His hand leaning closer to the palm of you hand he starts to shake lightly.
"Oh baby." You whisper as he rolls to his side. Grabbing onto your arm,your other one foing around him as you kiss the side of his head. "Warm bath?" You whisper making him nod, "Did Namjoon feed you anything?" Again a nod. "Okay, let me get the warm bath all ready for you.
"Thank you." He whimpers as you let yous lips touch his, a smile spreading on his lips but falling once you left him.
"I'll be back." Your words seems to bring him peace as you start to fill the tub. A hum leaving your lips as you hear a groan. Turning around you see a half naked Jin leaning against the doorway. "I could've gotten you."
"Not broken, just tried." He whispers leaning against the counter of the bathroom. "Can you help me with my pants?" His question made you stand up as you untie them, slolwy pullung them and his boxers down. "Join me?" A amile spreeds across your face as you nod. Slipping out of your clothing you help him in, soon following. Your back pressed agains his chest as you take deep breaths. "I love you."
Suga
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All day, everyday for the past month and half Yoongi has been sleeping at the stuido. Bearly coming home, the comback slolwy taking him from his human life. Of course you understood it, you had too when dating him, work will be number one at times. Most nights, well more like every night, you were with him. Alseep on the couch with Holly on your stomach. But one night you weren't able to come till late. Which you see now wasn't the best choice.
Min Yoongi is a patient, and claim guy. But with the stress of the comback, both musically and physically he didn't think he could do it all. So having you there in the studio helped him. When he panicked or got frustrated he'd look to you. With you slightly parted lips and messy hair somehow helped him. But tonight when he panicked you weren't there. So when you come in, food in hand and a smile on your face you see his body curled into a ball. His freashly died blue hair a tangled mess, and his eyes puffy and face read. Placing your food down you slolwy walk to him.
"Yoongi?" Your voice made his head snap up, a whimper leaving his body and he throws himself at you making you fall onto your back. His body ontop of yours as his head nuzzled into your neck. Yous hand gripping his sweater as he violently shakes in your arms.
"Yo-you weren't here." He whispers making you tighten your hold onto him, "I needed t-to talk to you an-"
"I know, and I'm sorry baby." You whisper, lips touching the crown of his head. "But I'm here now, and I'm not going anywhere."
J-Hope
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The slamming of the front door made you jump from your spot on the couch. Your eyes widen when you saw a pale looking Hoseok. His eyes met yours and tears begin to fall, making you quickly stand up and catch him before he falls to his knees. Somehow your body doesn't give out as you hold his shaking body in your hands. Slolwy bringing him to the couch as you place him down he grips your shrit. His hand clinging to you as he shakes, making you fall into his lap.
"Shhh...I've got you." You whisper, lips pressed to his temple as you hold him close to you. His hand resting on your back, gripping the fabric that covers you.
"Bad recording day." He whispers after a few minutes, you nod as you went to move be he held onto you. Keeping you where you say. "Stay here for a little while longer." He whispers as you look down at him, his chin resting on your chest aa you run your hand through his hair.
"As long as you want."
Rap Monster
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Being the leader of one of the biggest K-Pop groups is tough enough, but being Rap Monster and Namjoon at the same time as being BTS great leader was harder. He was a people pleasure, loved to make peple happy, to make thwm feel love. But sometimes he'd forget to love himself,leading to him breaking. So it was no surprise to you when walked into your bedroom to see him just laying there. Eyes looking the the ceiling, body wrapped in a sweatshirt you've stolen one to many time, and eyes puffy and red. Laying next ro him you two sit in silence, when he opens his mouth. "You know the ancient Egyptians believe in a better life after death and being mummified is the only way to get there. When they die, they would place all of their favorite things with them in their tomb so it would come with them. If an Emperor died it whole court would sacrifice their lives to join him." He mumbles making you squint your eyebrow as you turn your head to him.
"What the fuck was that?"
"Something I remembered for school.." he sigh rolling onto his side to face you. You body follows as he reaches ovee and cups your face. "Greek God and Goddes-"
"Shut up." You mumble pulling him into a kiss, "You always put out facts when you get like this." You whisper making him frown, but a smile rises in his face a second later.
"You always give me back rubs wh-"
"Fine."
Jimin
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You woke up to his bare back, his eyes having bags under them as he let out deep breaths. You reached forward to touch his back only leading him to jump away from your touch. "Just.. please don't touch me right now." He whispers rushing to the bathroom slamming and locking the door.You were left there eyes wide, and your heart beating out of your chest. So you decide to get up out of bed, throwing one of his sweatshrit over you tangtop covered body. His smell wraps around you, walking to the kitcgen you couldn't help but let your mind go as you cook. Different scenarios about what had gotten Jimin so upset run through your mind. A hand slids across your back making you jump, there Jimin stood, two plates in hand. He nods at you, as you place food on both, taking then to the table you move to sit with him. Sitting in silence, you eat toll his fork just drop as he pushes the food away.
"Jimin?" You question, his body was shaking, his eyes close as a tears fell down his face.
"I shouldn't have eate-" You stop him by reaching over the table and taking his hand in yours. "Don-"
"Shut up, and tell me what going on?" He lets out a puff as air as he take his hand from me to cover his face.
"I weighed myself..." He whispered making you stand up and walk to him. Arms wrapping around his neck as he grips you arm. "I jusy don't...I-" he stops as his brrathing becomes rapid as his grip tightens on you. His sobs made hus body shake as he let out small cries of pain. "I need to be a certain weig-"
"No you don't. " you mumble making him sigh, "You're thinner then me....Do you want to do morning workouts togther, since if you need to lose weight then I clearly do t-." His body jerks around and covers my mouth.
"Don't even go there." He grumble glaring at you, "You're perfect." He look up at you his hands going around you eaist as your whip the tears from hiss face.
"So are you....but I'm beeing seriou-"
"We are not working out togther."
"Why?"
"You know why."
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Laughter filled the air of the studio, your body laying on a couch with your boyfriend Taehyung who has hus hed against your chest. Your hand was going through hus hair whne all of a sudden Suga came in and ask if he could record his part of the song again. Your bodyfriend sighed by got up anyway, his lip tocuing the bottom of your jaw before he left making you both smile as Jungkook gagged. About half hour later Suga came in wih a worried look, you body sitting up in a split second when you hear a slught cry the a crash. You rush past Suga Jungkook trailing behind you wheb you see it. Your boyfriend sitting on the ground, hair a mes and eyes puffy. Looking behind you to see Jungkook wide eyes, it made you break a little. "I got this." You mumbled to the two boys, they bothe bodded and left. Your bent down to Taes leavel then brought you unto you chest. His body shaking as he hang onto you.
"Why cant I be like the other guy? They all have thrse soft voices then the-"
"Shut up."you mumbled pressing your lips to the side of his face "You make this band have an edge , giving them a base type voicw. Its sext too." Your words made him smile as he nodded his face hiding in your neck when Suag and Kook come in veiw. "He's all good."
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It was abnormal for you thing for you to go to seelp on your own. Jungkook hating you sleeping alone so he always found ways to sleep next to you. So waking up in the middle of the night to an empty bed was a surprise to you. Leaving the bedroom to find Jungkook leanning against the wall made you jump. Faced flushed, hair a tangled mess body shaking as his breath rapid as he let out small sobs. "Jungkook?!" You ask with a gasp as you bend down to touch him making him let out a cry. He falls into your arms as he holds onto you his muscles tense as your lips touch the side of his face. "Baby breath for me. Please." You whisper as your hand wrap around his head. His hand hanging into your torso. As he slows his brething he starts to speak.
"I didn't w-want you to sl-sleep alone." He whimpers making your frown as you sigh."I was so tried and I just paniced."
"It's okay baby if your to tired, and you can't leave text me. I'll come to you okay?" Feeling him nod you kiss his forehead making him sigh. "I love you."
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whatamessmyfriend · 4 years ago
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Tbh i wish chidi goodplace was real so we could sit down and have like an indepth discussion on the ethical ramifications of sharing your personal struggles with your loved ones if sharing said atruggles causes them grief
Like telling them i want to unalive just so i can finally talk about it with someone and maybe work theough a bit of it. But me twlling them would make them so upset. But theyd also peobably rather me twll them than keep it to myself.
But i dont know if i can handle how theyd react. Id feel so guilty for making thwm so sad. Id probably stay up at night worrying about if theyre worried about me
Like how can i activly choose to tell someone information that would only harm them? Its not fair to either of us
Idk i want a therapist who doesnt know who i am. Someone i can get to know and stuff but theyd never know like my real name or address so they cant send me to in-patient or something.
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katelynandherkitkats · 5 years ago
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I think.. I should just give up. I don't get the same efforts and I hate it. It hurts me so bad. I just wanna be reassured amd I just want to mnow if I'm still loved the same. Why can you answer your friends but not me
Why does it feel like you put thwm first before me
I feel like I'm tryimg so hard for your love and I dont know if you still have rhe same energy simxe our last argument. Im still really scared and anxious, I hope you love me better and not give up
I hope you come hangout with me and support me because Im not strong enough to know that I can do this myself
I really want to go on a date with you
I really want to know if that argument has made you feel a certain way
I really feel uncertain right now
I really feel like Ive been trying for no reason
This is 2 days in a row of crying and I cant stop overthinking because I'm so worried about what youre thinking of me
I dont want time to pass and you convincing yourself to break up with me
I wish you could just hold me and reassure me and love me
Please dont look at me any differently
I want you and I miss you so bad
Please be there for me as much as I'm there for you. Please.
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btsjimln · 7 years ago
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I’ve never seen such pure admiration for someone as much you love Jimin. Your endless glorifying for him is such a blessing. I can thank you enough for posting your thoughts and opinions on him. I know he needs validation and I certainly believe you are the most giving to that. You deserve more than what you’re given and I so overwhelmed with how pure this blog is. I appreciate every little tag and your signature, “man oh man.” I’m so speechless at how honest and loving you are to him. God Bless
I don’t know what Ive done to deserve all this loving and appreciation tonight I’m really so overwhelmed I could actually cry??? Thank you thank you thank you sososososmjch sososososmjch angel this is not only the sweetest kindest purest most wholesome message ive ever gotten but also the most though through and detailed message Ive ever read sent to me and I just want to say thank you for writing all of this and for being so kind and sweet and literally putting your thoughts into words so well to the point where it literally brings me to tears I really don’t deserve this but thank you thank you thank you so SOSOSMUCH for finding my love and admiration for Jimin a blessing and pure im literally overwhelmed with all my love for him and most of my blog is just me rambling my heart and soul and thoughts out and I know I’ve said this but I want to say it again BC it really means a lot to me that you all don’t find me nor my tendencies to talk in the tags a lot or post about Jimin a lot annoying I’m really so thankful I could just come here and be overwhelmed and scream in the tags or just reblog one gifset many times without being worried about annoying anyone so thank you sosososmuch and plslsjs angel you don’t have to thank me for blogging about my thoughts and opinions but thank you so much angel know that I have so much love and appreciation for that boy and even if he’ll never know directly I’ll have him feel the love and appreciation somehow and talk about this boy to the point where everyone sees how amazing he is and falls in love with him and thank you so much angel for thinking I deserve more than what I’m given for I don’t think I deserve much at all but I’m really going to cry from reading this like this literally is the sweetest message I’ve had BEINF sent to me thank you sososososmjch sososo MUC SOSOSMUCH my angel bee 😭😭😭😭😭and thank you for finding my blog so pure it really means a lot that you see all the loving and appreciating and positivity I try to bring here thank you SOMICH angel bee sososmuch THANK YOU FOR APPRECIATING MY TAG FOR EVEN RESDINF THWM SOMETIME STHEYRE A WHOLE JUMBLED INCOHRENT MESS OF STRINFS OF WORDS AND HALF THE SENTENCE FROM ME BEING OVERHWME MOST OF THE TIME BUT RHE FAXT THAT SOME OF YOU ALL READ IT AND APPRECIATE IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY THANK YOU SOMJC HSNSJSNJSD HOBEY BEE I LITERALLY SRCEMSED MY SIGNATURE MAN OH MAN DNSJDJD PLS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK UOU!!!! IF YOU EVER WONDER WHAT I LOOK LIKE IRL REACTING TO JIMIN ITS REALLY JUST A STRINGS OF MAN OH MAN LEAVING ME WHILE I LOOK AT JIMIN PICS IT REALLY IS SKJDNDDJNDND THANK YOU THANK YU THANK YOU AGAIN this really wa s a lot of thank yous but I mean every single one of them and wanted to properly thank for this message thank you so much for sending this it’s really a message I’ll hold close to me thank you😣💙💙💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋💙💙🦋💙💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋🦋🦋💙💙
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ngirl64 · 5 years ago
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Similar Interests Part 16
Dark Pit:  *they reach the dining hall. Pit and Palutena just finished preparing the food*
Pit: Oh, great timing!
Rose: *still not trusting her words completely she waves*
Palutena: *she puts the food on the table* Foods ready to eat
Dark Pit: *he sits at the table*
Rose: *She sits next to Dark Pit*
Pit: *he and Palutena also sit at the table. He begins to eat but after a moment remembers what Dark Pit said in the Underworld. He then goofily smiles at him*
Dark Pit: *ignores Pit*
Rose: *she notices and blushes bright red.* S-So, th-thanks for m-making dinner.
Palutena: You’re welcome
Pit: No problem. Hope ya like it, hehe
Dark Pit: Mhmm.
Rose: *She takes some of the food and starts eating.*
Pit: Sooooooo. You two, huh? Ya dating?
Dark Pit: *sighs* I was waiting for that
Rose: *Face flushed she nods.* Uhh, y-yeah we are. *She faces Pit* But don’t you start teasing us about it. Ok?
Pit: Hehe, ok. Just funny to see Doom and Gloom Pitto find someone he loves
Dark Pit: Don’t call me Pittoo
Palutena: *she giggles a little* Well, i think it’s sweet
Rose: *She hides her face and mumbles* I’ll slap you if you try anything Pit
Pit: Heheh… Don’t worry, i won’t do anything
Dark Pit: Except keep that goofy look on his face
Rose: *She keeps eating and doesn’t look at anyone, too embarrassed to say a word*
Pit: *Doesn’t take long to him to finish eating, as usual*
Dark Pit: *continues eating, eventually finishing*
Rose: *After finishing her meal she sat there for a while, waiting for everyone else to leave so she could talk to Palutena alone*
Palutena: *after they’d all finished eating she began to clean up*
Pit: I’ll clean up today, Lady Palutena *takes over the cleaning*
Palutena: Oh thanks, Pit
Dark Pit: *He stands up from the table, stretching his wings*
Rose: *She looks over to Palutena her expression clearly asking to talk with her*
Palutena: *she notices and walks with Rose to a different room* What is it you want to talk about?
Rose: *A tear falls from her eye* I wanted to apologise for everything not just attacking Pit. The fact that you found out about my job. But most importantly I wanted to know, have there ever been any times where a mortal has dated an angel? I just don’t wanna mess things up for us.
Palutena: Rose, don’t worry. It’s ok. If it makes you feel better, i’ve put Pit into some seriously dangerous situation. And i went through a similar situation of being controlled. I even turned Pit into a Ring from it. As for your job, while it may not be the greatest, i can understand the reasons to it. But, for a mortal and angel dating, i don’t recall there ever being a time like that. You and Dark Pit are the first ones. All i can really say is to follow your heart and it’ll lead you on the right path in your relationship.
Rose: *She rubs her neck and laughs nervously* Heh, yeah.
Palutena: You’ll both do fine. I can tell you both really love each other, so whatever bad things that may happen will just make your relationship stronger
Rose: *She sighs* Ok, thank you Palutena. *She stands up and hugs her*
Palutena: *she hugs back, smiling* you’re welcome
Rose: *walks off to find Dark Pit.*
Palutena: *goes back to Pit to make sure he hasn’t boke anything*
Dark Pit: *was walking along the corridors of the Temple and sees Rose. he then flies over to her* Hello
Rose: Hey Dark Pit, *She yawns* I was wondering if you wanted to go and lay down for awhile.
Dark Pit: Sure. you seem tired
Rose: *She nods* I am.
Dark Pit: Then let’s go sleep
Rose: *She walks to a bedroom with Dark Pit*
Vallerie: *Walks to Pit and holds up a messy drawing for him* I mwde thith! I mwde it for wou!
Pit: *he kneels down and looks at the drawing* Aww, wow. Great drawing Vallerie! Thank you!
Vallerie: Pwt, I fink Cawol mwy wike wou. But shw no wanwa twll wou.
Pit: H-huh?? *he slightly blushes*
Vallerie: ywp. Shw swys wou a nwce pwrson. Swys tat wou would bw nwce to hwlp me.
Pit: A-aww. Well, she’s really nice too. And i’ll always help you when you need it, Vallerie
Vallerie: *She reaches up to hug him* Whw wou rwd? Cawol gets rwd when I twlk abwut wou. Dw wou wike Cawol?
Pit:*he hugs back and blushes a bit more from her question* u-uuhhh… heheh… s-she’s very nice and w-well… i-i guess so, heheh…
Vallerie: *She pokes at Pit’s cheeks and giggles* Wou showld twlk wif hwr! Wou two would be cwte twogefer!
Pit: H-heheh… i-i guess i could talk to her. *his blush darkens once more, covering more of his face now*
Vallerie: Yay! I go gwt hwr!!!! *She runs off*
Pit: *realising the situation more, he covers his face with a wing*
Carol: *A few moments later Carol comes up being pushed by Vallerie* Vallerie, please. *She runs into Pit and she blushes* Ah, s-sorry.
Pit: *moves his wing away from his face* i-it’s ok. *he shyly smiles to her*
Carol: *She blushed* I-I’m s-so sorry about V-Vallerie sometimes sh-she t-tries to d-do a lot of things. Sh-She knew about Rose and D-Dark Pit. S-So she’s been t-trying t-t-to g-ge
Vallerie: I been gwtting wou a bwyfirnd!!!!!
Pit: heheh… s-she’s p-pretty determined in what she does, huh?
Carol: *She rubs her neck* Y-Yeah She is.
Pit: s-so… is w-what Vallerie said, true? Y-you l-like me?
Carol: *her face gets even more red.* H-Heh. Y-Yeah. I-I do.
Pit: *his blush darkens* W-well, i-i l-like you t-too
Vallerie: Yay! I go tw fwnd Palutwna! *She runs off*
Carol: Vallerie No!
Pit: Oh boy *he covers his face with his wings, his whole face red*
Carol: *Spreads her wings and flies after Vallerie*
Pit: *he follows and runs after them*
Carol: *Catches Vallerie and stops flying.* Vallerie you can’t do stuff like that. 
Vallerie: Bwt wou alwys swy to be twue to pwple.
Carol: I do say that, but you need to know. *She kneels to her height* Something certain things need to stay between people. 
Pit: *he catches up to them* Oh, you caught her. *he sighs of relief*
Vallerie: *She looks at the ground and sniffles* I sowwy, I no do agwn
Pit: Alright. *he kneels down to her* 
Vallerie: I just wan a mommy and daddy. Mine went on a trwp awd never came bwck. Pwople wan to twke me awy bwt i frought mommy and daddy would com home. Den I mwt Cawol! Shw was a mommy to me. *She looked at Pit* Pwt do wou know where my mommy and daddy are?
Pit: U-uhhh….. Well… I’m sorry, Vallerie. But i-i… don’t think they’ll be coming back *not wanting to break the news but tires to say in a different way*
Vallerie: I kow thith. Bwt if wou find them. Twll thwm I wove thwm.
Carol: *She wiped a tear from Vallerie’s eye.* It’s ok Vallerie. We’ll let them know. 
Pit: *His wings dropped a little* Yeah. We will
Vallerie: *She hugged Pit and yawned* I trwed can I sweep?
Pit: *He hugged back* Of course. Let’s get you to bed
Carol: *She sends a grateful look to Pit.*
Vallerie: *She yawned again and reached up for someone to pick her up*
Carol: *Bends down and picks up Vallerie* After you Pit.
Pit: *he nods and walks to the bedroom for Vallerie*
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