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Hello minecraft playing friends, mutuals and awkward acquaintances. How do we feel about a multiplayer creative mc server?
#wacky watermelons#mostly just gauging interest. no rp just chill. im mediocre at building and worse at redstone so everyone is welcome#if youre busy/not into it thats cool#i just want to see if anyone's interested#i miss creative plots servers lol. hypixel creative is where i spent 90% of my time#until i got fucking banned for having a shit connection#maybe a little rp. but nothing big. i swear nothing big. i will do everything in my power for it just to be silly little stuff
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something something the window in light & night is a mirror and its all just been Whole looking in a mirror thinking about himself/his brain
#souls the only one that can see him too#cos 1. hes technically whole missing his heart & mind so he'd be able to see his whole self through it#But mainly 2. eyes are the window to the soul or something yk yk#“I want to see your eyes looking back and into mine” yk yk yk?#planning animatics in my head that ill never do [as you do]#& the visual of very stark differences of the black white & grey of hms singing#then suddenly swapping to whole by himself in front a mirror in like his room or bathroom idk wherever mirrors exist#like during the bit when Whole sings in Light. thats why its much quieter & isolated#and cos Soul joins in the next verse & sings with Whole. thats him seeing Whole again.#then them all overlayed on each other in the end of the video is the whole mirror with them all. if that makes sense#im franticly typing this cos im busy but i dont wanna lose thought#its prolly already been thought of but idk#windows are cool#i was planning a hms art with a window so. i was thinkin about window lore#chonnys charming chaos compendium#moss post#chonny jash#if anythings misspelled. shhhhh im typing fast okay#did you guys know i love light & wholes part in light & the parallels in everything
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jace literally got shattered at the altar of cliffbreaker and you expect me to be normal about that??
#girl it's so dire i had a meeting with my boss today about a new project#and like she knows i write as a hobby so she asked me what ive been writing lately#and like. i'm not gonna bring up luxury sex object prison at work. i need this job.#so i just said 'oh yknow ive been busy with the move and everything so i havent had time to write'#and then she said that if i ever want to show her a finished piece i'm welcome to.#im so so sorry belinda youre a great manager but unless you get really cool about a lot of stuff thats not gonna happen
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👼🗡️ toddiel, the golden sword of the inconquerable dawn. 👼🗡️
#brennan lee mulligan#fallen for you#just like art#love this boy#yes this is fanart of a 7 year old video#but in my defence: im currently recovering from surgery so i can do no wrong rn#also: i got surgery to hopefully help my chronic pain!! it was a minor surgery too thankfully so im all good rn#the hospital i went to had VERY good homemade mini margarita pizzas and that was basically all i ate there#fucking ruled actually#and the worst part of recovery should be over (excluding physio etc) so thats cool too! fuck crutches all my homies hate crutches#been using recovery as an excuse to get into traditional art again bc its easier to do than digital art after my surgery#turns out im bad at traditional art#i fucked up lining the first try of this and had to redo the whole thing. i then fucked up lining the second try near the end.#i then decided to try to save it.#you need to ignore the white out stains because there was no way i was gonna be able to attempt lining this a third time.#i then found out i have neither a peach tone coloured marker or pencil.#this fanart damn near broke me.#fuck traditional art. my heart goes out to every traditional artist.#so theres my life update!! v busy (i have fused to the couch)#hope youre doing good champ ily thanks for reading i love our lil chats
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ok but no guys seriously how do you ask for reassurance in a way that doesn't make you look like a stupid yandere stereotype
#can't be too casual and be like “hey nothing you did all me but i need some reassurance that you still like me”#because thats like pathologizing or something???#i dont actually know what pathologizing is supposed to mean ive done a lot of research and i cant wrap my head around it still#but it sounds like something someone would say is pathologizing#I can't go in the middle and actually explain it like#“hey you've been kinda dry lately i wanna know if i did something or if you're not feeling well or if it's just me”#cause people HATE that#they'll call it guilt tripping they'll lie to get you to shut up and continue to let resentment build#eventually leading to an explosive falling out#OR you'll make them self conscious of their own actions which i would HATE to be the cause of because this SUCKS#but it also ALSO leads to nasty falling outs where they tell you they need to walk on eggshells around you#which may or may not have been due to levels of their own insecurity but either way itd still be my fault#for saying anything in thr first place#and you DEFINITELY can't be like#“hey i really like you and i want to keep you as a friend so thats why i wanted to ask if ive done anything#because you seem really off lately and i don't want this friendship to end because you mean a lot to me and i swear this isn't a guilt trip#or a one-off if you tell me what's wrong if anything i will work on it i will change it i will do anything to maintain this because your#companionship means so much to me“#because that is what ventures into stereotype territory#and it is also really weird and desperate#HOW DO I STRIKE A BALANCE LIKE THIS#the most central neutral option here seems to be the one with the most bad outcomes#also even though I really would do anything to change im still scared of what people might say if i ask that#and i can't just sit with it either because people pick up on my neuroticism and they don't really like it in friends#i don't need a whole rundown of why people like me as reassurance i really just need a few words like#“oh yeah we're cool you didn't do anything/i have personal stuff going on it's not you/etc”#but in the latter case i don't want my friends to think they have to put their business out there just so i can stop tweaking#and maybe it's bad for me to need the reassurance at all?????? even though i see other people ask about it all the time#but maybe it's different when it's me a lot of things seem to be different when its me#AND THATS NOT COMING FROM A PLACE OF SELF DEPRECIATION it's just a thing ive noticed a lot of things are different when its me compared to
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barely an hour at work and already on the brink of another breakdown i need to quit this fucking job and/or perhaps kill myself
#my boss told me i work too much overtime and i agree but also i am literally the only trained person on kitchen and unless we're fully#booked im alone and have to do everything myself and if theres a task i cant finish its waiting there for me tomorrow to pick back up plus#literally everything else bc everything in this hotel is fucking broken so i cant even do everything on time like this fucking dishwasher is#now broken for the what?? tenth time this summer???? hello???? so the dishes keep piling up and up and up and i have to do them later#whenever the technician shows up but that all goes toward extra time that i cant do certain tasks#pkus the night guard is incompetent as fuck every single morning theres so many mistakes i need to fix and i always have to clean up his#parts as well bc he never finishes breakfast on time and then leaves the kitchen looking like a mess#and the buffet looks like shit bc even though i tell him a million times how hes supposed to put things he keeps doing them differently and#BADLY on top of that so the buffet looks like someone just threw up some food on it in random order like i cant keep coming an hour early#just to hold your hand through the process of putting prepared food in the designated spaces youve been here for a month now at some point#youre gonna have to be able to fucking do this every time i come an hour early thats an hour i work longer every day bc of course all the#cleaning up after breakfast is done doesnt get any shorter#and then on top of THAT apparently im now responsible for ordering shit for the entire hotel and running meetings and oh yeah im also#supposed to watch over reception tomorrow WHILE doing breakfast. fantastic. thats gonna go so well i cant wait 👍🏻#and im also working on sunday btw. so cool. bc clearly im so well adjusted and also mentally stable that i dont need a weekend or whatever.#and its fully booked with one of the most important businesses in town so like no pressure no pressure#and of course the boss is on vacation bc she somehow is always on vacation during the busiest days which is also so cool of her to do#also did i mention no one is ever gonna love me and ill die alone bc i only fall for people i can never be with#but also thats cool and chill and i dont even care 👍🏻
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i am so curious. whos your favorite of organization 13 (the original but the "real" is fine too if u have any particular favorites) . i feel like roxas and xion are obvious answers because if you hate either of them you're just sucks. but other than them
xion is 100% my favourite org member hands down, both her role in the original and the 'real', but if not her then larxene literally showed up for one game, served cunt, was a bitch, and died. and then came back. and i love her so fucking much for it. when she dies in 3 she literally just admits that she didnt give a shit about xehanort shes just there for the drama and i love her so much for it, she also has cool ass knives which i gotta respect her for
she's also just like. an ACTUAL antagonistic original kh female character!! kairi, aqua, xion, namine, olette, and the other original kh girls are all protagonists or at least on the side of light which is cool but it leads to a lot of similarities in characterisation and not much variance. but larxene. she fucking kicked a child then threatened another with her knives. UNAPOLOGETICALLY. then comes back in kh3 in the frozen world and actually makes a good point about having to autonomy of choice. but in general she sucks and i love her for it!! i was recently thinking about either a com roleswap between her and marluxia/a personality swap with them (theyre already relatively similar being co-conspirators and all but slightly stoic and mysterious/ominous larxene and marluxia being more of a taunting bitch about someone sora forgot about and constantly withholding that information just out of reach (which would be a good parallel to his own experience with strelitzia and his whole past) is a dynamic i would love)
her voice acting is also very enjoyable AND my favourite spell is thunder so i gotta give her that. one thing i will say is that i was kinda sad that her remix of the 13th struggle in the kh3 data bosses is the most similar to the original and she doesnt get anything too unique. especially given the fact that saix has ELECTRIC guitars and not her, i really think it wouldve gone hard. my one wish for her in the future (since it looks like ux characters will be relevant) is that they dont just completely erase her personality and let her keep some of that edge, i dont want her to be washed down to another demure, generic supporting female character.
i can also say that my very very least favourite org member is xaldin because i have a strong personal grudge against david dayan fisher (xaldin's eng va) that i cannot say without revealing some very personal information. when i say personal grudge i dont mean theres like an obscure fact about him that i wont ever actually experience or be affected by that i dont like, i mean this is a very real/personal thing that i do not like him for. in person (its not that serious but i love being a hater. and i will never forgive him)
#kh#the bit at the end is completely unprompted my apologies but its always pertinent to mention#but like. LARXENE. in the com manga shes also so so cool (if you havent read it i have links)#theres also her famous line in days to roxas thats like 'what do you want im busy go hit your head against the wall or something'#begging you nomura. dont let her become 'friendly smiling plank of wood that stands next to lauriam' please let her stay like that#literally thank you for these asks i fucking LOVE getting asks and talking about kh stuff or any stuff
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srry homie for what im boutta do
for the au[other colors] i thought it would be cool to have klugs parents show up for a couple scenes, but for the timeline of the major events i needed them GONE and UNRESPONSIVE.
hes smart so i think, even at a young age, he gets that they're busy with work and all, and he's not alone per say- his friends and teachers and everyone in primp would definitely look out for him, but ive just been thinking. because like, i thought itd be cool if it was almost like strange also helped raise klug. as a (malicious) mentor of sorts. after they made truce (that they both keep breaking)
i imagine klugs parents are probably good people, but are horrible as parents. like they just keep doing their own thing and just let the village raise him.
but then that got me thinking, in this setting, do you think he would unknowingly (or maybe knowingly but trying not to think about it) resent them for not being there for him growing up?
#click for some deranged ramblings below with almost zero context#its other colors tadaaaa-*.#like klugs mom is awesome dark wizard but is too busy doing deep dungeon dives for months at a time to be home#shes a field scholar if you will#and klugs dad is very awesome sought out healer or whatever that also does dungeon runs. but he also does traveling healer stuff#i also thought itd be cool if they were divorced but on good terms and klug's primary guardian is supposed to be his mom#hence the looking up to her lots#oh i think#im pretty sure i got the jobs idea from someones headcanon years ago#im like 95% sure thats not a me idea#not my original idea <_<#hold#hold on now i gotta find it#edit: i found it!!!!! from minun @/marisexmas from way back when!!#anyway!! yea#ive been thinking about this because i was thinking of a scene before bed where klugs dad came back home like 6 months ***after***#klug had left the hospital. and then duh duh; plot plot#klug sees his dad packing again one night (its been a week max) to leave and he went “your leaving...?”#and the “already..?” goes unsaid but its clear from the tone and his dads like yeah they need me back at [hospital some countries away]#and he's all “okay klug remember to rest some your not looking to good still” and he just leaves#but the only reason his dad came in the first place was because his mom couldnt since she was balls deep in some dungeon#in the buttfukc of who knows where#but it#the accident was MONTHS AGO so the cruel part of klugs brain is all#damn what if i died?? would it have taken months for yall to show up#then too; if you even come????#and i woke up instantly to Write That Shit Down#((ngl mostly because the scene in my head was *chefs kiss* artstyle wise i mean. the colors were nice))#anyway this started because i wanted klug to battle strange and red ami but for serious reasons and then i backtracked just a bit#other colors
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ohhhh my god. okay. so. my aunt does like, she buys random junk in bulk from retail wholesalers and then resells it on like, facebook marketplace and ebay and stuff. whatever. so my mom works for her. makes a flat $50 a day, regardless of the fact that shes disabled and doing hard labor for at least 8 hours a day, often 10+. and min wage here is $10 an hour but mom argued that $50 a day is still more than what she would make working the same hours at an actual job because of taxes...like girl that would be 50% taxes. you do not pay that fucking much. so thats already Bad.
but today mom shows me a video of a knife theyre gonna sell, and i watch 2 seconds and i realize its an automatic knife, and i tell her hey. thats illegal to possess in this state. let alone sell! and mom is like ohhh [aunt] knows what shes doing itll be fine.... we sell knives on there all the time she just doesnt put pictures and calls them something else on the listing to get around fb/ebays policies :)
LIKE. HELLO. THATS NOT BETTER. YOURE COMMITTING MULTIPLE CRIMES. *AS YOUR JOB.* and she was just like "its not a big deal she knows what shes doing." folks, this is the same aunt that, very illegally, paid me to sort through her clients confidential tax documents and bank records and stuff. because she works for a bank. and took the records home to sort them. i dont think she DOES know what shes doing, actually!
#why do both of my parents need to be so impressively incompetent. i like. cannot find the words for how . i feel about this#like. idc about crimes. go forth. be free. but maybe. just maybe. you should not make your job#“hi today i will post about how i am selling illegally possessed objects on a widely used public forum”#dont do crimes STUPID. yanno.#in other parent news. its now like. month 6 or so of dad refusing to get his insurance reinstated.#hes been on the same step (taking his paystubs to the dhhr office) for like 3 months?#anyway apparently he found out today/last night that when he was a kid he was diagnosed with gastroparesis !#which is like ! cool! you have a diagnosis AND ive been living with that for 16 years and can help you 🥰#but we were sitting there with mom (this was right before the knife thing) and she was like “well you gotta get your insurance now so you#can get on the right meds“ and dad was like yeah ill go....#and mom was saying well go in the morning when they open etc etc and he was like i will#and i pointed out that just two weeks ago i told him that too. and he didnt want to. bc hed lose money due to not being able to work#and mom was like well he doesnt work at 8am. and i was like yeah i know but i told him to go at 8am two weeks ago and that was his response#and then he proceeded to claim that this whole time he didnt know they opened at 8am.#folks. he doesnt start working until like...usually 10 or so. WHAT GOVERNMENT OFFICE DOESNT OPEN UNTIL 10.#PLUS. WE LIVE IN A RURAL HOUR. *BUSY* TAKES LIKE AN HOUR. MOST OF THE TIME YOURE IN AND OUT WITHIN 20 MINITES.#ive been fucking considering PAYING HIM to go get it.#and then he claims he didnt know it opened at 8am. when i have told him that. MULTIPLE TIMES.#WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THISSSS THEYRE THE MOST IMMATURE ADULTS IVE EVER MET AND THATS IMPRESSIVE!!!#IVE KNOWN PEOPLE WHO PAY THEIR RENT IN COKE OR WHO ARE ESSENTIALLY PROFESSIONAL PARTIERS. AND *THEYRE* MORE RESPONSIBLE AND MATURE THAN MY#PARENTS. SO WHAT GIVES.#also theyre 50 like cmon yall. youre not even 20 or 30. i think you should know how to not like. get your job shut down or die of lack#of medication.#did i tell yall one of the times a few months ago i was nagging dad abt getting his insurance#his response was literally. no exxageration.#he was like oughhh i dont wanna see doctors because then theyll find out somethings wrong with me#and ill have to go on a bunch of medication.#and then he actually for real. said.#“being on too many medications killed my grandma”#even mom was like cmon man. thats not even true. they misdiagnosed her and put her on WRONG meds. she wasnt even on that many.
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vtm sire childe dynamics are so dear to me... especially the like. Standard Ventrue embrace model out of all of them it's the one that feels both the most familial and the most impersonal
#imagine you get killed by a stranger for no reason and years down the line you end up forming a cold and awkward parent child relationship#w them. imagine you turn someone and shackle them to you for as long as you both live because of their BUSINESS ACUMEN thats crazy i love i#i will always ❤️ romantic sire bonds but its even cooler to me when its not even a friendship omg#you get killed by someone and they end up becoming your boss. you will know what they did to you forever but you look up to them#you respect them you fulfill your orders and years down the line you have a place in the cam or maybe a childe of ur own BECAUSE of them#u dont even need real bonds to make it cool. this guy ended your life but you need them to make a new one and you just have to get over it#my whole arm hurts so bad now#sigh now im thinking about swansong again. so good yet so bad
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had a dream i died a horrible and mysterious death but was isekaid as a little bunny furry thing with a cape living in some peaceful hobbit-like fantasy hamlet where i had a goat and also my name was witherworth for some reason. it was awesome
#like. i was busy being this bunny thing until i through a series of supernatural phenomena learned i had actually died#then i was in some limbo-esque in between thing where i was given the choice to be reincarnated as some super successful person#and i was like. umm actually if its ok id rather just keep being a bunny over here it was cool#and the being who i guess was in charge? was like do you have any idea how stupid that is. whats wrong with you#you were nothing in your past life and died a horrible death and your family never found out what happened to you#and instead of being reincarnated and being able to live the opposite of that youd rather be a bunny over in hobbitville????#i was like. um yea lol?#thats when i got to learn how i died too. and that nobody ever found out how and i just disappeared#and i got to like... talk to my living relatives and say goodbye i guess. except they were like oh hi lol Um we kinda forgot about all that#and anyway. then i went back to being a rabbit thing with fire magic and 1 goat named burnt toast#i lived in one of them little hobbit holes....... gandalf was there also we were pals and that was cool#so anyway. good dream for the most part hehe ^__^#skenps dreamland
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I'm sorry but being a wag is all I really wanna be like I wanna go to races and hold the umbrella, I wanna make sure their leathers and helmet are ready for the race. I want to sit in the garage and cry tears of both joy and upset while watching the race. I want to be kissed in parc ferme. I want to console them after a crash. I want to support them through wins and losses. I want to steal their trophies and podium caps for my Instagram story. I want to steal their hoodie with the name of their team across the front. I want the long road trips to races. I want to enjoy the weekends off racing as much as the ones spent by the track. I want to hear about the contracts and the turmoil of the options. I want to watch them train. I want to experience that moment every rider has with their significant other when they win a championship, when their dream comes true with their partner by their side. Like this is just what I want in my life
#wow thats cringe ill delete this later#if yall see me hitting up that scottish sbk champion i know mind your business#jk hes cool i wouldn't use him like that#motorsport#motogp#wsbk#bsb
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I would follow you but you seem kind of cringe
i hope someone shoots your big stupid head
#ask#anon#listen. bit aside. dont tell me this#or if youre someone i know and send me this kind of message. dont send it over anon cause more often than not i will block you#i dont get a lot of asks that often so getting some like these out of nowhere is a little annoying#real talk if you dont want to follow me. then dont. its no pasta out my pot#my blogs weird. but im happy with it like that#whether you want to follow me or not is none of my business#i dont really blame anyone for not following since i reblog a whole lot every day. and i understand if thats a lot for someone#but i dont have to be told ''hey i thought your blog was cool but-'' etc etc#theres other blogs bud. find ones you like and be nice.#otherwise i hope you have fun with your new stupid donut head ass
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Instant money idea for SCP.net: make a giant physical book to sell. Like a wiki of all of the objects (or, you know, do it by the thousand (Vol. I, II, etc.))
I saw a person gift another person a pokemon encyclopedia but had, like, anatomically accurate x-ray breakdowns of all of the pokemon. I think it was only gen I.
Seriously. Easily I would pay $60, or even over $100 to sit in my bed, flip to a random page, and enjoy some scp lore.
It has to look NICE, though. Official. Inside and out.
#scp#business idea#dont know how they'll handle all the really cool articles where words link to another article#they'd probably have to make it a little “choose your own adventure”-y#like when theres a word thats supposed to be a link you just put the page the reader needs to flip to in superscript#no freaking way is this idea original#i know. ive just never seen anyone say it before
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girl u r so misery irony poisoned and playing further and further into tht mindset and spending time with people with tht mindset bc u blatantly hate being vulnerable and open to the point of pushing away someone whos told you time and time again tht its okay to be open and vulnerable with them and that theyd be with you as long as it took for you to be vunerable having lied to them by saying vulnerable things and acting vulnerable in ways u didnt even mean then taking them back after pushing them out of your life without ever having the courage to admit the obvious reason that its that you have issues with being vulnerable that you have to work on in order to have proper relationships with others its insane
#taylor swift was right. guess maybe i am better of NOWTHAT !! WEDONT !! TALK !!!#do genuinly feel sad for them tht the “important men who think important thoughts” (to keep up with the song theme sorry im insane)#tht theyre surrounding themselves with now ik r like .the type of ppl always mocking things that are too ''cringe'' or sincere#and making self deprecating and including them in self depreciating jokes nd encouraging them to make them about themself#bc ik just gonna make them like. more miserable !! but yk they where the one tht decided theyd rather be miserable and ''cool'' instead o#vulnerable and they decided they dont want me around so its not my business anymore ! i guess i dont have a say now that we dont talk#i wish i cld help them to work thru this but i offered to multiple times saying despite how difficult it might be id be there#and they said no and ykw. there are things and people out there#more deserving of my time and energy than someone who does that. and the one thats most true about looks me back in the mirror each day#so i shoud probably put a lot of that love and energy into them bc theyre someone who really deserves it !!!#okay done . enjoy youre miserable irony poisoned cringe life [REDACTED EX BEST FRIENDS NAME] bc the best thing abt it#is gone and wont come back unless you try to be better !!!#flappy rambles
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I dont wanna break up but i wanna break up ykmow ?…
#my partner has just straight up been ignoring me and…#lmao idk#they said they would be busy. so yeah. thats cool fine i guess. and then i checked their insta. ‘ this account is private ‘ l#like aint no fuckin way your ass just unfollowed me. brother i will unfollow you back#i deleted their name fro#m my bio#idk anymore man#relationship problems#having a partner is hard#well#maybe soon to be ex partner#who knows :/
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