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I think the deleted scene is simply showing you how much Buck is cared for by the people he chose to be in his life, and from someone who craved that care and attention for so long I just think that's neat that Buck has so many people now that do, and idk I'm just happy for him
#kayla.txt#bucktommy#evan buckley#IM JUST HE IS SO CARED FOR HE IS SO LOVED#look at three people all saying how much they care for buck#three people that buck chose to be in his life and they care for him as much as buck cares for them#its said in different ways but thats whats important in the clip#some of y'all are just fucking gross#sometimes the scene isn't that deep and taking shots out of context#to portray a character as predatory or whatever the fuck homophobic shit you are saying is gross#for a show all about how people can grow and change for the better y'all hate when people grow and change for the better#i see shit like im a pisces and a lesbian and I want this character to die violently#and i think I'm a pisces and a lesbian and I personally love this character#our experiences arent the same#and I think having the gay men in fandom be comfortable and safe#is more important then a fucking ship#sorry normally I dont do this on my blog but I am tired#if you want to know my stance? multishipper#I want people who follow me to be comfortable and have fun
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Hello! Welcome to my Tumblr!
Personal:
Names: Ari, Jay, Roman, Blitzø, And Loki! You can use any or all of them.
Gender: Agenderboy
Sexuality: Biromantic Bisexual (Maybe??? Questioning This Rn Might Be On The Asexual Spectrum???)
Pronouns: They/He/It + Some Neos
Neopronouns That I Use:
Xe/Xem/Xyr/Xyrs/Xemself
Ae/Aer/Aer/Aers/Aerself
Ye/Yem/Yer/Yers/Yemself
Qu/Queer/Queer/Queers/Queerself
Voi/Void/Voids/Voids/Voidself
Vae/Vaer/Vaer/Vaers/Vaerself
Sym/Ser/Ser/Sers/Symself
Un/Un/Uns/Uns/ Unself
Nin/Nin/Nins/Nins/Ninself
Neb/Nebula/Nebus/Nebus/Nebulaself
Sti/Stim/Stims/Stims/Stimself
Pri/Prin/Princes/Princes/Princeself
Fandom Stance:
I am a proshipper, a comshipper, and a selfshipper. I do ship things that would be considered “problematic”, but I will not debate the ethics and morals of this on this blog. It’s just not really what I want to do, and it would cause me too much mental stress, as I’m not a big fan of being involved in debates. Any talk of this will be deleted. So anti’s do not interact.
So Tw’s for this blog:
Unhealthy Relationships
Toxic Relationships
Abusive Relationships
Manipulation
Underage/Adult Relationships
Incest
Sexual Assault
Rape
— And Just In General Some Dark Topics
If you don’t want to see any of that, that is totally fine. Just block and move on. If you’re leaving now, I wanna wish you a happy day and a fun time in whatever fandom you’re in! <3 <3
Fandoms And Ships:
I am in a lot of fandoms and I am a multishipper. So these will be the fandoms I’m in and a link to the post that shows my ships.
Batman
Sanders Sides
Hazbin Hotel
Helluva Boss
Gravity Falls
Marvel
The Owl House
Hamilton
My Hero Academia
My Ships Post
My Otherlinks And Fictionkin:
Otherlinks:
Loki (MCU)
Blitzø (Helluva Boss)
All Of My S/I’s
Fictionkin:
Roman Sanders (Sanders Sides)
Selfshipping/My F/O’s:
Remus Sanders (Sanders Sides) & Virgil Sanders (Sanders Sides) & Janus Sanders (Sanders Sides) & Patton Sanders (Sanders Sides) & Logan Sanders (Sanders Sides)
Blitzø & Stolas Ars Goetia (Helluva Boss)
Alastor (Hazbin Hotel)
Tomura Shigaraki & Dabi & Himiko Toga & Keigo Takami (BNHA)
Mammon (Obey Me)
Fizzarolli & Asmodeus (Helluva Boss)
Vox & Val & Velvette (Hazbin Hotel)
Darkiplier & Wilford & Bim Trimmer & Actor & Yancy & Illinois & Engineer Mark
SCP-049 “The Plague Doctor” & SCP-682 “The Hard To Kill Reptile” & SCP-035 “The Possessive Mask”
Slenderman & Jeff The Killer & Jane The Killer & Ticci Toby & Laughing Jack & Eyeless Jack & Masky & Nina & Clockwork & Ben Drowned
The ones with 2 or more people in one bracket thing are Polyam relationships! And I have made separate posts for most of them, if any of these interest you enough that you want to learn more!
The rest are newer and so they don’t have posts yet, but they will soon!
I’m totally ok with other’s who are dating these guys too! And while our relationships may not be the same, I would love to hear you gush about them, as long as you don’t mind me doing the same right back at you about us ahah
Request Rules And Request Limits:
Disclaimer! Any of these rules and limits to my writing have nothing to do the morality of writing these things and I hold no hate or disgust for people who write these types of things, I just don’t want to write these things or I don’t feel comfortable writing it myself.
Here are my rules and anything you might need to know about my requests: My Requests
Are requests open right now?
Requests are closed!
Links:
My AO3
My Old Blog
My Kofi (Not Fully Set Up Yet)
My Personal Tags
Well I think that’s everything! If you want to gush or ask questions or give requests, go ahead! I hope you enjoy your time at my blog!
#welcome to my blog#shipping#proship#proshipping#op is a proshipper#comship#op is a comshipper#blog rules#fandom#self ship#proship selfship#proship safe#reqs open#kin stuff#fictionkin#polyamory#romantic f/o#batman#sanders sides#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#gravity falls#marvel#the owl house#hamilton musical#my hero academia
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I saw someone asking why I labeled something as Peko/Buki even tho I'm a Kuzu/Peko shipper. Other then the fact multishippers exist, I didn't consider that as a Kuzu/Peko comic. Ibuki expressed more interest in Peko than Fuyuhiko.
Call me asexual but I don't think just because Fuyuhiko was close to Peko's hip, it should be considered explicit shipping.
So just to be clear on my stance, I am okay with you ppl labeling my art as any ship but there are some boundaries.
Don't label it with problematic ships like incest or age gap.
If the art is clearly about one couple, don't make it about another. But if it's just a group of ppl chilling then you can find whatever couple you like.
I personally hate Mahi/Peko but I know I'm gonna draw things exploring Mahiru's crush on Peko so that's on me if ppl interpret it that way. Just don't be weird, because I have no quams with never drawing Peko and Mahiru within 5 feet of each other. I've drawn Case 2 ten times and I've only drawn Mahiru once.
I made a list of Peko's relationship with others if you wanna know my stance on her ships.
Hajime -I will never let people forget Hajime has a canon crush on Peko. Besides that, Hajime is Peko's first true friend. Outside of Fuyuhiko, Hajime is the only person Peko feels comfortable confiding in her secrets. He doesn't judge and is very kind. Meanwhile Hajime goes to Peko when he needs a cool headed and rational opinion.
Chiaki - Queerplatonic, they snuggle a lot. Chiaki is chill and her games makes it easier for Peko who has no experience talking to people have things to relate to. Peko understands when Chiaki is emotionless for the most part and then burst into excitement when it's something she's passionate about. They developed their own little language in those situations.
Nagito - Nagito likes to take advantage of Peko’s kindness and clings to her. Peko doesn’t mind hanging out with Nagito but stares dagger into him when he’s being too forward with others (he doesn’t read social cues so he’s not gonna catch it). Nagito thinks of himself as a diet Fuyuhiko. As long as Peko provides support, he'll look out for her.
Teruteru - He's super turned on by Peko but gets flustered when she genuinely cares about him (turns out he does not have a mommy kink). Peko enjoys Teruteru teaching her about cooking so the two eventually bond over that.
Imposter - Peko’s best friend on the island. They both relate to not knowing who they’re supposed to be. At the same time, they don’t see each other as just victims. They’re both people trying to grow and become better. When these two are together some say they're TOO COOL (actually Ibuki is the only one that said this)
Mahiru - Mahiru has a giant crush on Peko. At first she believe she knows what’s best for her and tries to takes her away from Fuyuhiko. Once she accepts Peko doesn’t want her help, she tries to be happy for Peko and Fuyuhiko.
Hiyoko: Is jealous of Peko so she lashes out at her a lot. Originally it was for looking mature/sexy and gardening Mahiru’s attraction. But after she learned of Peko’s past, she’s jealous that she didn’t have her own bodyguard to protect her from the multiple assassination attacks she went through.
Ibuki: Queerplatonic, they kiss A LOT. Ibuki loves seeing Peko awkwardly cheer for her at concerts (imagine Pearl from Steven Universe type of awkward) Peko made Ibuki realize that quiet is okay. Because only when it’s quiet, she can hear Peko’s heart beat speed up. I think they would be a cute fling but these two come from two different worlds. Ibuki is a party rocking planet and Peko is a silent moon. Maybe if the stars aligned they could've made it work. But that doesn't mean you can't appreciate eclipses.
Mikan: Mikan’s ability to read micro facial expressions helps her interpret a lot of Peko’s hidden emotions. Peko likes Mikan but Mikan mistaken Peko’s quietness with secret resentment (she can read that Peko isn’t mad but sometimes mental illness makes you ignore facts). Mikan is had to get close to and Peko doesn't have the social understanding to truly know her.
Gundham: He has adopted her as his own. He feels the need to protect this person on par with his traumatic backstory. She must realize this too, that’s why she keeps flocking to him and his four dark devas. Meanwhile Peko only understands 50% of what he’s saying but she’s trying. Sonia (and Gonta in non despair AU) has to interpret sometimes. Giant Big Brother and Little Sister energy.
Sonia: Sonia is the extrovert who adopts an introvert. Sonia wants to hang out with all her classmates and one of the few who doesn't see Peko cool demeanor as disinterest. Sonia is the only one who can relate to Peko's isolation and only she knows the kind of loneliness that can come with being around others. Peko doesn't realize this on her part and it hurts Sonia. But Sonia doesn't stop trying.
Kazuichi: Scared and aroused by Peko. I head anon one time his trash picking robot accidentally took Peko’s sword and it exploded. Kazuichi was so scared to admit it to Peko but once he did - Peko was more concerned about him than her sword. He’s convinced she’s in love with him and begs Fuyuhiko to ask her out for him. Peko bluntly declines.
Nekomaru - Nekomaru passionately talks with Peko about a lot of things. At first it was Kendo, then it was training, proper diet, and it spiraled into Nekomaru talking excitably about his day. Peko is a good listener but even she can go deaf from all the yelling. Ibuki bails her out sometimes. I think Nekomaru and Sonia are the only people who know how to push Peko out of her comfort zone without overstepping. Ibuki can be too excited in getting Peko to do new things. Hajime and Chiaki doesn't see a problem with Peko doing her own thing.
Akane - The girls bond over being asexual together. No talk about love or mushy stuff. They talk with battle! At least according to Akane. Peko is hesitant to train with Akane because she believes only someone strong like Sakura could handle her blade. Akane takes that as an open challenge and tries to blindside Peko until she takes her seriously. Akane does have to learn boundaries at one point. Maybe the person who grew up in constant danger doesn't want to keep looking over her shoulders in case her classmates attack her.
Fuyuhiko - Ultimately, though everything, this blog will always be a Kuzu/Peko blog. Growing up, Fuyuhiko developed a crush on Peko but never acted on it. Only after a chance conversation with Sakura about what being in love is like, Peko realized in middle school she is in love with Fuyuhiko. By that point their relationship is strained. Fuyuhiko is constantly telling Peko he doesn't need a tool and pretend they don't know each other. Peko doesn't want to be forgotten by Fuyuhiko, this person she spent everyday with. She planned on asking him out, as equals, but then Twilight Syndrome Murder happened. There was no time for love when there was so much hate in his heart. Eventually after everything, the two realizes they need each other. Fuyuhiko only pushed Peko away because he thought she couldn't grow as a person if she was constantly worried about him. Peko realizes she can still care and protect Fuyuhiko as a fellow warrior by his side. These two understand each other so well that they don't need to talk. But this also leads to terrible miscommunications.
#danganronpa#sdr2#peko pekoyama#i'm not tagging ever ship#this wasn't supposed to be this long#the sonia one surprised me#i was like whoa#where did that come from
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⠀ Here to have a good time, not a canon time.
You can call me Sona, you can use any pronouns for me but she/they are always 👍
This blog will contain explicit content and crude humour, 18+ and follow at your own discretion.
This blog is hugely about Supernatural, but I do post The X Files, Death Note, Good Omens, and whatever I happen to be losing my shit over at any current moment because I don’t have the energy for this side blogging business.
Find my best at ‘#Sona’s writing’ ‘#Sona’s lore’ ‘#Sona’s art’
Core Tenets:
Ship & Let Ship
Multishipper/Multifandom
Angelcest Central Station
I Will Ship Anything If It’s Funny Enough.
This is mostly a supernatural blog and I am an archangel girlie!!!! Be prepared, 90% of my content is geared toward them. I would say I’m a Michaelcoded Deangirl which is soooo funny of me I’m just like the real guy lol.
I’ll mention Wincest and Destiel because they’re so divisive and everyone wants to know where everyone stands, so my stance is “It’s Not That Serious”. I guess you could say I’m destiel positive, wincest positive, and a heller crit. You may see content skewed to both, and though I don’t post explicit Wincest I do crack jokes and post memes. But I don’t talk about either of them much though because—
—We’re busy talking ‘bout Sabriel and Lokiel ‘round these parts! All the Gabriel ships really. All of them are welcome because I’m obsessed with that little tramp ❤️
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ I love him,
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀I love talking about him,
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ and most importantly
⠀ I love when he commits atrocities!
Understanding my tagging system;
For the most part my tags are self explanatory, but I have a few special ones
#white suit posting - here is where I post fanart mostly of samifer in the white suit but occasionally Asmodeus makes an appearance
#Slutty white shirt Saturday - dedicated to Gabriel in slutty white shirts (I do NOT have a psychosexual obsession with the colour white)
#heat of the moment - time loop posts
#Sona’s lore - for more in-depth discussion about my headcanons surrounding Gabriel & Asmodeus & Loki (AKA where I make season 13 good)
#💛 - yellow eyes tag (princes & boyking!sam)
>Formatting looks strange? I’m formatted for mobile! Sorry :/
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nirvana in fire for the meme thing!! 💙
Unironically, thank you for reaching directly into my brain b/c I will never climb out of this hole apparently.
my favorite female character — Nihuang, Nihuang, Nihuang. This show is full of delightful complicated ladies (Consort Jing is fucking fascinating and I could write whole essays on how she works ingeniously in her extremely constrained circumstances to change the fate of the empire), but Mu Nihuang hits my thing for warrior ladies and my thing for tragic love that endures but is not enough, and Liu Tao has the kind of face that writes poems for the camera when you just point it at her. She is strong and tender and temperamental and multifaceted and yeah, have you considered that sometimes the woman is the blorbo.
my favorite male character — Okay, Mei Changsu is my problematic fave but also protect Xiao Jingyan at all costs. This is a harder question because I love both of them, and there's also Yan Yujin and Marquis Yan, the unconquerable father-son conspiracy duo we did not deserve but got anyway, and also Meng Zhi, without whom we would all be even more lost and confused amid all the Schemes. But I am going to say Jingyan, because he's such a Type for me (the repressed yet short-fused Lawful Good character who sticks to his morals but also has to grow beyond his narrow views), and also a Type flawlessly executed in both writing and acting. He suffers beautifully but also I don't want him to.
my favorite book/season/etc — Plot arc, maybe? This is everyone's answer but the Spring Hunt arc is gorgeous and has everything. Nihuang returns! Consort Jing is flawless! There's Strategy and Plotting and Desperate Last Stances! (Everyone gaslights Jingyan to a mildly disturbing degree...) I have too many favourite moments to count, though.
my favorite episode (if its a tv show) — I admit a great fondness for that part where Mei Changsu and Jingyan wait for the rescue team for Wei Zheng to get back. It's functionally just two guys in a room waiting for news, but the incredible tension strung between them and the fact that they're both helpless and can do nothing but wait for time to pass as other people's actions decide their fate make it riveting to me. They are generally characters who always have ways and means, but there, they're at the mercy of time. Together. Something something this scene is the show in a microcosm.
my favorite cast member — Honestly I don't know enough about the actors to say, but they all seem like they had a great time filming the series.
my favorite ship — As anyone with eyes can see, jingsuhuang is where I plant my flag, but I am pretty much a multishipper. The OT3 compels me because both Jingyan and Nihuang have such amazing chemistry with MCS and also because I feel like either of them alone runs the risk of being almost... overwhelmed by his sense of purpose and his stubborn self-denial. It balances better with three. Plus, as a friend perfectly put it, two of them is great but what about the spice (narrative, not merely erotic)? Eh. I could write a novel. I also enjoy Mu Nihuang x Xia Dong, Mei Changsu x Lin Chen, Yan Yujin x Xiao Jingrui (x Gong Yu), and pretty much anything if the writer has put a compelling spin on it. My shipping philosophy in this fandom is that I'll try anything once, and twice if I like it.
a character I’d die defending — Obviously, Consort Jing, but also, protect Xiao Jingyan at all costs. He has, after all, never done anything wrong in his life.
a character I just can’t sympathize with — I don't think there are any in NiF? Many of them do horrible things but the show generally always lets me understand why. Even its villains are written as people. (That said, Xia Jiang is the worst, and the Emperor reaches similar depths of infamy before the end for me.)
a character I grew to love — Lin Chen crept up on me! I think it was the 40-episode absence after the dramatic introduction in ep. 1 that made me feel like he was stealing scenes and intimacy from characters I had spent 40 episodes watching (while they failed in various ways to get close to Mei Changsu). He is also, ah, the kind of comedic that doesn't usually works for me. But rewatching a little, reading some fic, and thinking about it further, he's a vital part of the story and someone that Mei Changsu sorely needs, i.e. a friend he made after the Meiling massacre, who won't always reflect him against the image of Lin Shu but cares for him as he is now.
my anti otp — IDK? There are various awful men in this show that the women around them Do Not Deserve. Poor, poor Consort Jing, working herself into the Emperor's favour. So maybe it's just that some of the canon marriages are really sort of terrible.
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Just a little PSA Reminder
Hi, I've noticed an influx of follwers lately (mostly thanks to my SalTommy dynamic headcanon posts, it seems, hello I hope you enjoy your stay on my blog!), and it's officially been long enough since the end of season that I feel comfortable in letting everyone know my stance on things. AKA things aren't calming down and I'm getting so tired.
As a reminder, I am a multishipper, just before anyone tries to step to me with anything. That's on my pinned post, I have been transparent about that since day one of this blog, long before I made that post.
So what I come to talk about is the... toxicity in some parts of the 911 fandom. It's making this fandom a place that I do not want to interact in, which sucks because I have some really fun things that I've been working hard on for months that I used to be excited to share - and I'm rethinking a good half of them because some fans can't act civilized.
So for anyone from the 911 fandom that is following more or who just so happens to stumble across my content, let me make my views VERY clear: I love Buddie. I love BuckTommy. I am here for the characters, for their development and for all of the stories that it's possible to tell through them. What I don't love is seeing people use Buddie as a jumping ground to threaten people, to harass them, and to spread false information about people who just want to enjoy a fan space and share work that they've put time and energy into.
I've been in a lot of toxic fandoms over the course of my life. And I really never thought 911 would be the most toxic one I'd be in.
I love these characters, I love their stories. And I appreciate the actors for all the love they put in. So I'll issue one warning: directed towards me or not, if I see threats or bullying or harassment? Not only am I good friends with my block button, I also will not hesitate to report your ass.
Most of us come to fandom to relax away from problems we're facing in real life. Making our safe space into a warzone is incredible cruel. And that doesn't even mention how people have been treating the actors and writers for the show itself.
I welcome any constructive conversation, always. And you're allowed to dislike a ship or character - but if you dislike it, block the tags and ignore it like a fucking adult, okay? You're not 4 years old anymore, please act like it. Because it's exhausting to wake up to another round of bullshit everyday.
And to any 911 fans that follow me: if you're part of the group that is acting so poorly? Unfollow me. Because if I look through your blogs later and find that sort of behavior, you've got reports and a block coming your way.
I'm just here to share headcanons and meta and write stupid little fics about characters that mean a lot to me. And I'll be damned if I let some bratty teenager fuck that up for me when I'm already struggling.
Thanks.
#kieran talks#911#not writing#not rp#you know who you are#I am SO SICK of this fandom#but I have put a whole year and a half of work into my stuff for this fandom that I haven't shared yet#I'll be damned before I let any of the problem kids in this fandom be the thing that ruins it for me#but god damn even the voltron fandom is less toxic#even the HOMESTUCK fandom is less toxic#grow up.#fucking christ
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sorry to bother you but I'm confused, your DNI has both pro and anti shippers in it so I'm not sure what you mean by that? I figure maybe it's because you're using a different definition of those words or something? Proship means fiction is harmless and actions people take are unrelated/their own responsibility/fault so anything can be portrayed in any way as long as it's fictional, antiship means harmful things shouldn't be portrayed in a positive light on fiction because it will bleed into reality via subconsciousness of readers and lead to bad actions. They're stances on censorship and how the human brain responds to fiction. They're not wether or not you personally ship problematic things or something. Excluding both of them leaves...no one, because both veiws on fiction are outlawed. Knowing this, that line in the DNI is confusing for me because I don't know wether or not I can interact at all, and also it just doesn't make sense. Do you have anything to say on this or like, clarification on why it's written like that and what you mean? Thank you so much in advance /gen /nm
My, what a hefty ask *cracks knuckles*
So, yes in my DNI I have Pro/Com shippers (which I'm loosely using interchangeably since one definition is "it's okay it's not real" and the other is "it's okay" period) and antishippers which as you stated is being against showing serious/harmful topics in media on a positive light
The biggest reason I have Antishipping in there was mostly because my definition of it was more towards people who were against shipping in fandom spaces because I'm a big multishipper and I didn't want someone coming onto my page and bashing me for that, just as a way to keep me safe and not have to deal with that kind of drama
The definition you brought up o wasn't aware of, but I'd like to talk about it and specifically the way you said that excluding both Pro/Com and Antishippers leaves no one left which,, I'm not sure it's true
Correct my if I'm wrong but one side is saying "shipping problematic stuff is cool and doesn't reflect poorly on the person behind it" and the other is saying "don't put problematic ships in media because it reflects poorly on the people behind it and influences the the people interacting with it" which,,, I dunno how much I believe one side over the other
Which is a running trend with me lol
Anyway, on the hand I said I don't want to interact with Proshippers and Comshippers because the way I've known it is they ship things that they enjoy that are highly frowned upon. I don't wanna interact with these people because they often ship (trigger warning ->) zoophilia, pedophilia, necrophilia, etc. and, well, as someone in the EW community, it's a lot more prominent than you'd think unfortunately
But at the same time I'm a big advocate for "we should be able to write about anyone and everything in media", for example: the German movie simply titled "M"
It's a movie about a very serious topic of child murder, which isn't exactly shipping but I'm using it as an example, but never have I ever thought that the creator of this film liked child murder
I think that, if a topic is done correctly add respectfully, we should be able to write about anyone and everything in media
Not to say I want fully detailed scenes of unsavory things, like I said doing it RESPECTFULLY, because it's important to talk about and show uncomfortable topics and toxic relationships and their negative connotations, that they happen and the journey that is
Now this isn't done spiel of me trying to say "erm actually I'm right you're wrong", I'm just trying to explain my place in all this
TLDR; I have a different definition of Antishippers but I don't necessarily agree with the definition you brought to my attention
I'll clarify which Antishipper definition I mean tho on my list so there's no confusion :)
#jay answers#jay talk#jay explains and hopes they aren't getting cancelled over this oops#my bad anon
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My personal stance on Naruto ships (curated to my likings and what I feel comfortable with) is that you can ship mostly anything as long as:
It doesn't have a major age gap (8-10 years) : I'm not comfortable with ships where both characters are in two opposing moments of their lives, or when it's evident that one holds more control over the relationship due the experience the other lacks. Also it can be hell of a creppy experience, depending on the fic.
It doesn't mess with family / family figures : If they were raised together as siblings or if the adult character was more of a parent figure growing up, I can't ship them. I don't know how to properly explain this, but the trope of "I called you sister/brother before because I was confused about our closeness but now I know I was actually crushing on you" is not involved here.
* IMPORTANT : I actually like when people write younger characters having crushes on older ones, as long as it explains that the older person can't take advantage of the situation. It's normal for teenagers (for example) to crush on people they admire, but there can't be a relationship there.
It makes sense within the narrative of the art : In terms of canon, you don't have to follow it all the time. Aus and OOC fics are okay with me, as long as the author provides purpose and explanation. In the end, changing details can lead to having wildly different characters and scenearios, and sometimes people just want to explore what ifs and alternative aus. What I don't like it's when stuff changes or it's OOC with no reason at all. It doesn't sit well with me, you know?
It respect the characters as their own people : I don't like ships when one is used as a plot device for the other. Even in polyamory ships, I don't like when one character is there for honry reasons and nothing else. Everyone in there should have their own agendas, their own arcs and personalities, their goals and dreams and motivations, you get me? Either you respect everyone equally (in narrative) or I'm out.
It's properly classified for what ship type it is: different ships explore different things for the author and audience. The same way, fiction can me a mechanism to explore many things about a person without hurting anyone or impacting real life. It'd be a mean to reach catharsis about a traumatic event, it could be a mean to explore any fantasy of the self in order to understand why those exist or what are they related to, where they come from. For me, that's the importance of classifying properly, so no one would accidentally find something they don't want to read or even interact with. I can't stop you from shipping whatever you want, I'm just asking to tag it so I can avoid it and we can exist on different corners of the internet, in peace.
It's interesting : a simple rule. I interact with a bunch of things I particularly would never create art for, just because I find intersting how the author manage a detail. I can like art about a ship I don't even like just because the author has an intersting way of using the color theory. I can read fics about ships I hate just because the way the author writes has me intrigued. Not everything is about the plot or the characters or entertainment. For me, it can be technical, like studying stuff under a microscope in my personal lab.
They don't try to involve me in ship wars : I hate those. I couldn't care less about those. You see, I'm not interested in them because I think they are dumb and petty and a waste of my time. What I don't like, I block. What I find interesting, I talk about. You do the same and we're okay. Done.
There are other rules, but these list is the major one. When I mean I'm a multishipper and I don't particularly care about what others ship, this is what I mean. So don't be surprised if every now and then I reblog shipping stuff snjrkdjdjdjfjfkfj
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i had a whole page of Stuff, but since this is a private tumblr now, that page doesn’t display and is totally inaccessible - so i’m reposting it here, under a read more. and i’m pinning it. nobody is obligated to read this, but i’d recommend that you do - just for your own sake, so that later on you don’t go “omg i can’t believe that is ivy’s stance i feel so betrayed” or whatever. i’m very clear on where i stand on a lot of things & i’ve not made a secret of it, lol.
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✦ if you’re old enough to watch gossip girl, you’re probably old enough to follow me – on this blog, i’m almost never more nsfw than the show was, since most of my posts here are reblogs of gifsets, meta, etc. whenever i do post something that’s more nsfw though it’ll be tagged “#minors dni” so if you’re under 18 or if you don’t want to see that, pls filter that out.
✦ i’m proship & a multishipper, so i am very ship and let ship, basically. i use the word ship to mean “relationship dynamic that you find compelling or interesting” as opposed to “relationship dynamic that you find healthy” or “relationship dynamic that you choose to emulate.” me saying i ship something just means i’m interested in exploring it through fiction, or reading about it, or whatever. like, i ship derena, but i am obsessed with what makes them so incompatible. i write fic about them breaking up all the time.
✦ i don’t care what people ship as long as they’re aware what is and isn’t acceptable behaviour in real life, and treat people around them with respect, basically. shipping something doesn’t equal to endorsing it in real life. nah, i will not debate this – i know it’s a dealbreaker for some, in which case, the unfollow button is right there.
✦ i am pretty critical of this show and of the characters i love, but (especially with characters like jenny and vanessa, who the fandom loves to hate) i don’t complain uniformly about characters. do not assume that i’m endorsing something awful they’ve done just because i’ve never spoken about it.
✦ also keep in mind that i’ve watched the entire show only once, so some things might have gone over my head and/or i might’ve forgotten certain things. if you’d like to bring this to my attention, please be polite, but feel free to. if i interpreted an episode or character differently, i might just agree to disagree, but i’m always open to conversation.
✦ so far i haven’t gotten any asks on this, and i’d like to keep it that way, so. do not involve me in any sort of LGBT discourse. if i wanted that, i’d run a discourse blog. i firmly maintain that people’s genders and sexualities are nobody’s business but their own.
✦ i don’t have a DNI / BYF because i’ve tried that before and all it’s ever done is make me anxious – i am not the sort of person who can check the blogs of everyone who’s following me, or who likes or reblogs my posts, and block them – i run this blog for fun, and engaging with people who make me uncomfortable (ie, the DNI list) is not my idea of a good time, so i am not going to do that.
✦ however, if you’re the kind of person who makes assumptions about people based on what they ship – especially if you bully or mock people for it – you’re not welcome here.
✦ i am a queer, trans person of colour, though, so if you’re racist, homophobic, transphobic etc, i have no idea what you get out of following me. other than the knowledge that i’ll never be friends with you, obviously. (same goes for all forms of discrimination/bigotry. none of you are welcome here.)
✦ to be honest, i’m not very good at tagging, but if there’s anything you need tagged ask me, and i’ll do my best! as long as you’re asking in good faith (ie, not like that person who wanted pomegranates to be tagged as gore), and it’s not something that triggers me personally to tag (tagging the word ‘queer’ isn’t something i can do, so don’t ask), i will 100% accommodate.
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why am I blocked?
uhh, if you are blocked, it’s never a moral judgement or anything like that. it’s usually one of the following:
✦ you post anti-ship stuff in the ship tag, or anti-character stuff in the character tag. i will block if it’s not tagged properly, because i really don’t want to see that when i’m just chilling out and looking for content that makes me happy.
✦ you’re unnecessarily mean, or passive aggressive, or patronising in reblogs when you reblog from me. you’re allowed to dislike my opinions / perspective, or dislike what i ship, or even hate me, i don’t know. but if you’re going to reblog from me while being rude about it, i don’t want to see that in my notifs.
✦ you use language that i find personally triggering to an extent that i do not want to see you in the ship tag. this one is – listen, if tumblr had a mute option, that’d be great, because i know this is my issue, not yours. it’s weird and complicated & honestly? personal.
✦ you deliberately did something bigoted or you knowingly supported someone who did something bigoted.
✦ you blocked me first &/or i'm on your DNI.
i don’t like blocking people if i’m being honest. but this is ultimately a personal blog, and not only that – gossip girl is a bad show, sure, but it’s one of the few things that makes me happy right now and i don’t want to lose that. i need to find a way to run this blog that works for me, and for me only. that’s all i’ve got.
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D.Gray-Man Tag!
I got tagged by my friend Violet to hop into this little game she made, and there are few things I love more than babbling about DGM, so let’s go! The rules are to tag three people to get the game going, so I’ll do it at the start because this will get looong. I’ll tag @14th-melody, @metzzi and @rudimentor0x0. Here’s the blank post. Sorry if you have already done it, I might’ve missed the posts ;;
⭐ What year did you first get into DGM? Hmm, actually, that’s a hard question because I didn’t get into it right away? If memory serves me right about what grade I was in high school when that happened, I was 15 - so, 2008. Pull a chair, I’ll tell you how that went. It was actually a recommendation from a friend of my best friend; we weren’t particularly close, I just knew he and I had a similar taste for anime/manga and I was looking for getting into a new series... but I wanted it to be worthwhile. So I asked my bestie if her friend wouldn’t give me a rec. He recommended me D.Gray-Man, and just like I do before watching any series, I watched the first opening to get an overall “feel” of it and I quite liked it: cool aesthetic, music was dope, characters were nice-looking. But, for some reason, I didn’t watch it and eventually forgot about it.
Then, one day on my way back home from school, I stopped by a nearby newspaper stand since here they also sell manga. They were all very cheap at that time, so I would often look for new volumes of the titles I was collecting (my allowance was enough to buy two or three!). I saw DGM’s first volume there, and went “oh! It’s that one series he had recommended me! I’ll take it and finally give it a shot.”
I fell in love.
I really liked it at first, but the point where DGM completely won my heart was during Lala’s arc. I had never cried with a manga before.
⭐ Who’s your favorite character? This is probably very unoriginal, but it’s Allen! At the start I was very lukewarm about him, but as time went on, I felt like I could relate more and more to that kind-hearted boy and he became my role model. DGM has been with me through some of the worst of my life, and Allen’s resolve to keep going, keep walking, no matter how hard things were for him was what motivated me many times in past. It still does. Allen also taught me to be kinder and through him I realized being there for others makes me truly happy. Sadly, I also share with him the same trait of being unable to truly see how appreciated I am and all the good I bring others just for being there... But I’m working on that! He became the first character I felt like I could fully relate to, and I was surprised - but still very happy - to realize that, now that I’m an adult with more experience and maturity, I feel like I can understand him even more and better than before. Our connection didn’t wane with time, I feel so much closer to him now. He’s very special to me.
Standing at the second spot - because it’s also fair I would mention her -, is Miranda! I always say that if Allen didn’t exist, Miranda would be my number 1 since she stands so close to him hahaha After him, she’s another character I deeply relate with. My self-esteem isn’t the best out there so I’m quick to think I’m worthless or useless, just like her. Even so, she wouldn’t give up. Every time I felt like giving up because of auto depreciation, I would think “Miranda would try again, she would work harder”.
It’s like the two of them were walking me through the steps so I could move forward and keep doing my best.
⭐ Who’s your least favorite character? I’m going to say Chaozii. But, before we get to the usual “Chaozii slander” we’re used to doing in this fandom, let me elaborate. It has nothing to do with him not siding with Allen. As much as I love Allen, I know we’re able of sympathizing with his ideals because as the readers we have a plethora of information on his motives; if not for that, we would probably take the same stance as Chaozii has taken about him.
What riles me about Chaozii is that, unlike all of the characters, his mindset is either black or white, good or bad. Everyone seems to have a perfect mix of both, showing many facets just like, well, real, imperfect people. Chaozii is the only one who doesn’t have that. Being simple-minded is not a bad trait, but when that clouds your judgement, then it turns into a bad thing.
It all fell apart when he snapped at Allen when he refused to kill Tyki. That particularly bothered me a ton, even if I understand his feelings. Chaozii, who thought it was wrong and cruel to kill humans and was grieving for his lost comrades, was fine with killing a human whom he wasn’t even sure if was being forced to do things or not. Do you see the issue here? Chaozii never feels to me like he’s striving to do the right thing in order to bring justice, but instead, because he wants revenge.
I hope he does get to learn one thing or two in the future. He has potential to be a great character; but he needs a “redemption” first.
⭐ Who’s your favorite general? Tiedoll! Although I like all of them for different reasons. I really love Cross and differently from what some people think, he did care for Allen and I love their rather dysfunctional relationship. He’s a much deeper character than just a womanizer full of fishy shenanigans. He’s also really badass: former scientist, user of magic, (former) wielder of both an Innocence of his own and another person’s (Grave of Maria). I just happen to love Tiedoll a liiiittle more because I can’t take this guy! He’s just so sweet, and his doting nature makes him both funny and lovely. General Sokalo is really cool and all, but I feel like he’s just a cool guy to me. On a side note, General Klaud could step on me and kill me and I’d thank her. I hope we get to learn more about her Innocence sometime.
⭐ Who’s a character you would get along with? I would love to say it’s Allen, but he’s someone really hard to get close to. If I think about the characters I’d like to befriend because of shared traits or interests, I think I could get along well with Miranda, Krory, and Marie. The first two because they’re two softies who just happen to be really awkward, I feel like I would probably befriend them after trying to comfort them too often. And, the latter, because I’m a person who likes calm company whom I can have honest talks with.
⭐ What kind of innocence would you have? I honestly have no idea. If I had to pick one from the ones we already have, I think I would go with the Dark Boots. Being able to fly and maneuver in mid-air would be a dream come true, I feel the happiest when the wind blows against me. If I have to think of something “for me” specifically, I think I would like a long range Innocence. I particularly like firearm-like weapons like guns, so maybe a gun or dual pistols? Yeah, I think I’d really like the dual pistols.
⭐ What’s your favorite ship? Ah, to be in the DGM fandom is to be a multishipper; yet this is the part where I always get nervous at because my favorite is a rarepair. But!!! I’m building up the courage to be more open about (and less self-judgmental of) the things I like. It’s Allen x Miranda. I don’t really know when it started; from what I said before, you already know they’re both my top favorite characters and very special to me, so I naturally loved it when I saw them sharing screentime. When I realized it, I was looking at them and thinking “they would make such a cute couple together”. It just kinda happened.
To keep this short, there’s this blog I really like explaining about this pair’s dynamics. I think they have a great dynamic together and much potential. They could very easily have a wholesome relationship based in lots of patience and mutually covering the other’s weaknesses and helping them become someone better. These are the best kinds of relationships imo. I hope to share some of my headcanons for them (and even writing, hopefully!) sometime in here. I always picture Allen being older, so that gives me some free room for creativity; it doesn’t look like he has time for romantic love right now, and I don’t really feel comfortable with him being a minor for this ship, so both things go hand in hand.
Honorable mentions go to Link x Allen (again, older!Allen), Yulma and LaviLena, as I also get super happy when I see these particular shippings.
⭐ What’s your least favorite ship? I actually have some, but it goes against my policies to publicly (consciously) say negative things about certain things if I can help it. I know I’m allowed to have opinions, but you never know who can stumble upon it and what I dislike can be something that makes someone really happy, you know? I tend to stay silent about such things when it comes to something as harmless as shippings.
So, I think I can say I’m accepting of everything as long as everyone respects each other! And, of course, if it isn’t distasteful (as in, illegal).
⭐ What branch would you want to be part of? We’ve only seen the European and Asian branches properly before but even if there aren’t many choices, this is still a hard question; I think both have lots of good things going for them. I think I would probably want to settle with the Asian Branch! I love how lively the atmosphere is and I also feel like there are way less science division shenanigans in there... Sorry, Komui.
⭐ What’s your favorite arc? I have three! The Rewinding City arc came right after Lala’s arc - that had touched me a lot -, bringing in even more feels. It introduced Miranda and at the blink of an eye, made me care so much about her. The first activation of Time Record after she protected Allen, followed by his thanks to her hit so hard; I get really emotional talking about it. It was such a great, yet touching moment. I think everyone can relate to that; being worthy of receiving gratitude for something they did for someone.
Then, there’s Lulu Bell’s Invasion of the Black Order arc, followed by the appearance of the Level 4 Akuma. I can’t express into words how great the flow of the elements are there. The plot is focusing on multiple characters with their own background dramas happening, all at once, yet none of it feels out of place. Everyone gets their moment, everyone contributes to the big picture (saving the staff and defeating the Akumas). It all felt like one big collective effort of several parts uniting forces, no one was more or less important than the other. It was expertisely done.
And the last mention goes to the Searching for A.W’s arcs (Saying Goodbye to A.W also included). These arcs are being extremely painful but, at the same time, also extremely rewarding to go through. For the first time ever, we’re seeing Allen give in to his wants and acknowledge his feelings; he’s not honest with himself very often, and seeing him actually admit that he still wanted to go on - for himself -, that he still wanted to hold onto hope was something that I suddenly realized I had always wanted to see him do. It’s like I had been waiting for so long. Allen is growing up, and I’m loving to see the part Johnny and Kanda are playing in this. I could talk all day about how happy it makes me, to feel this much hope in the midst of such a difficult situation these arcs are covering. It captures very well the essence of D.Gray-Man imo: the bittersweetness of the hardships of life, and the good things it makes us realize we have had all along. The people we have by our side. The will to continue moving forward because we still have something we love and want to fight for.
Whew, I expected this would get long but guess I got too carried away; those were amazing questions to answer to! If you read until now, you have my most sincere gratitude and appreciation. I wish you have a lovely day! 😊
#dgm#d.gray man#d.gray-man#long text#tag#there are still asks in my inbox but I'll be tending to these sometime later!#I really don't want to spam you with long texts everyday#but I don't really like not elaborating my thoughts when I'm on to discuss something#added a read more not to clog your dashboards!
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My Dear Sister
This was written for March Madness and the multishipper Naruto server with a time limit of 30 min. Part of the challenge was to write this using a POV I don’t usually use. It got Experimental™️.
Prompt: Age swap
Rating: T
Relationship: Gen, Hanabi & Hinata
Word count: 718
A/N: I’ve been meaning to write some Hinata-Hanabi relationship dynamics for a while with the title “My Dear Sister”. It went elsewhere from my original idea (as things often do). Anyway, here we go. I may edit it and post it on AO3 someday, but for now I want to preserve it as is because the challenge was to write it in 30 min. I respect rulez.
I’m talking to you.
Because you’re the eldest sister, the one people notice, you don’t listen. You don’t have to. You can pretend I’m not your sister; I’m not an opponent.
I’m weak and feeble, and Father ignores me too.
You can say that you don’t need me as much as I need you.
Have you ever needed anything from me?
You can say “Yes, Father”.
I stutter it.
You can say so many things, and sometimes, you say it, the same way you pound on me when we spare. Sometimes, I stand because you ask me to and when I look up, you are talking to Father. You are discussing forms, clan meetings. You’re bored.
I’m so weak, you don’t even need to be strong. You don’t even have to crush me, but you still do. Out of boredom. Out of duty.
I’m talking to you.
Every day, before we spare. Every day, before you leave me behind to train with other members of the clan. You are Father’s heiress, so I’m nothing.
I’m talking to you.
But I plead. I stutter. I want you to love me back, look up to me the same way I look up to you. I am greedy. I am weak. So you dismiss me.
I’m talking to no one.
Sometimes, I wonder what you would do if the roles were reversed. If I was the eldest and I couldn’t be as easily dismissed as the spare.
I wonder if you would look up to me then. If you would hear my voice, the faintest whisper, broken syllables piling up in my mouth, the same ones you dismiss now.
I wonder if you would seek my arms. If you would hide in my rooms when Father is too harsh. If you would show kindness when Father doesn’t. If we would be fighting, back-to-back, against the others.
I don’t think I would mind- being first or second. Now, I’m sure, you would say, something like: “You only say that because you’re the second. You wish you could be first.”
I don’t. I wish we could be sisters.
I say this to you all the time. When I stand up past my limit in the yard and you left me there because I wasted your time. I say it when you pass me by in the hallways of the main house.
I never wish to erase you.
I know you do. See, I listen to you. I hear you when you discuss my lack of progress to Father. I hear you because you’ve dismissed me, time after time, relegated me to nothing, time after time, that you don’t even notice when I’m here.
I know you’ve erased me a dozen times over.
I know I could never erase you.
I always wanted to be soft like Mother and strong like Father, but you dismissed her too. All you see is Father. All you hear is Father’s voice.
I’m talking to you.
Mother is talking to you.
I wish we were a family. I wish your teammates would notice me when they come by to train with you. I wish your friends would notice me. I wish I could be part of your world.
I never think about being you. I never think of being the first. I just wish I could be part of something else than our destiny; your strength and my weaknesses.
I know you ask to spare when you have doubts about your own abilities. I’ve noticed how you step toward me after you fail a mission. I’ve noticed how you always make sure Father and Grandfather watch. I could tell you each muscle in your face, in your stance, that makes me a prey.
I know you need me to be a failure.
I cry. I stutter. I can’t fight you.
But you can smile. You can win. You could hear me if you truly wanted to. I understand why you don’t. I understand how I embarrass you, as a sister, as a clansmen. I understand why you need to be first.
Father demands it.
I tell you this, when I think you need to hear this. I tell you how I’ll never be as strong as you. Isn’t it enough?
Isn’t it enough, that I’m talking to you?
#my writing#hanabi hyuuga#hinata hyuuga#hinata#hanabi#sister dynamics#canon-verse#fanfic#march madness#drabble
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Kirishima headcannons
- My boy has stretch marks (on his arms, thighs, stomach, legs) from gaining muscle quickly
- He has beauty marks all over his body (on his face they are under his lip and two near his left eye, in the corner and above the eyelid
- His right eye is white/a bit pink and the scar goes from his eye brow (there’s a space where hair doesn’t grow) and half way down his cheek (on his eye there’s a space where eyelashes dont grow)
- He has a white patch in his hair (poliosis) and it’s located in the middle of his forehead
- His birthmark is on the bottom of his left foot
- He has scars on his chest and arms from after the internship fight
- He gets phantom pain from time to time (caused by the fight as well)
- Has smile lines and dimples
- Darker skinned (we’ve all seen the manga covers)
- He may not be the smartest intectually but he can speak plenty of languages (French, Spanish, a bit of Russian, Italian)
- He’s really good at doing voice impressions (his spot on ones are Leon Kuwada, Yusuke, and Scout from tf2)
- He has the tendency of copying others like if the person is doing something (iida for example) he’ll stand behind them and mimic what their doing (like their stance and what not)
- He’s a beautiful good singer, he doesn’t usually sing in front of other people, only when he’s doing chores or in his room
- Kirishimas an old school kind of kid, in the age range of 80-90s
- He has a cassette player
- Plenty of Prince, Queen, Elton John, Selena etc on his walls
- Plus a lot of old clothes like bright patterned pants and overalls and such
- (His prized possession is a his yellow Freddy Mercury jacket)
- A big beyonce fan
- Did you think he wouldn’t Stan Rihanna too??
- He still waiting for the next album to drop😔
- And of course loves Selena Quintanilla
- Tyler the Creator fan too, And Gorillaz
- (Omg imagine him in his room just grooving to DARE 🥺🥺)
- He dance the entire single ladies dance routine because Mina wanted him to learn it with her
- He has those tik tok lights in his room
- My boy knows how to bake (learned from his grandparents)
- Owns hero merch of Fatgum, Miruko, and Crimson Riot
- Has a box under his bed filled with Polaroids, cool rocks, and shiny stuff (memory box)
- Has a specialized soap for his muscles for quirk overuse
- He has a ritual every week where he looks at himself in his full length mirror and just tells himself the things that he loves about himself (ex, his scars, his hobbies, his personality, etc) the topic changes every week
- This boys has a box filled with old sketchbooks and always carried his newest sketchbook with him
- Has a gemstone collection
- Middle school Kiri had braces and a retainer that would go around his head at night
- sings on his balcony quietly at night, Jirou joins in sometimes or someone just likes to listen to him sing from their balcony
- Won’t admit it but hates small spaces
- Really vibes with the song One Call Away by Charlie Puth
- Sings it to himself when he feels like he can’t go any further
- Allergies: Pineapples and Pollen
- Weakness: Spring 😔👊🏾
- Doesn’t curse much unless you piss him off or he hurts himself
- He has a lucky gold bracelet he keeps on his desk (from his grandpa)
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This one goes out to every kiri Stan out there!!! 🤟🏾🤟🏾!!
@darknoahshere @deepseawave @leal-5 @the-king-multishipper @kirikiribaku @kalofi
If I missed you, I apologize! Just let me know!
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maaaaan nothing makes me feel like an Old in this fandom than seeing certain fandom wa/nk. and for the record i’m very much not an old, but maybe I just grew out of my tolerance for some stuff at an earlier age
criticisms are valid and fine!, but like holy mother of god yall, ship wars are not holy crusades against ‘bad morals’ in whatever ship of the week yall dub “gross” (and it does change pretty often, wherever the eye of sauron looks that week lol)
like holy hellllllll
and I know this is a blanket judgement but 90% of the loudest ship war stances I’ve seen are coming from those younger than 20
please my friends, my sweet fellow critters, the internet and the world is a terrible place enough, don’t flame war and hate message spam the people you declare “gross”. there are literally a million better things you can do with your time
also keep that wa/nk out of the main CR tag? some of us just wanna see the newest gifs or fanart and not a dissertation on why some ship should be burned off the face of the earth
edit: ALSO a lot of these stupid dissertations on why you should hate a ship COMPLETELY take away the agency of the fcking character in question to CHOOSE THEIR OWN ROMANCE PATH or a NON romance path!!!!
god its exhausting being a multishipper who just wants people to just find who makes them happy, when all these yelling “fans” like to come into the tag to dictate arbitrary rules for/against ships
hey here’s a thought
just like in real life, maybe not force a pair to happen, and just let the cast/characters pick their own choices??
edit #2
#i did not survive lj and ff.net and fucking GLEE to see this w/a/n/k in the year of our lord 2020#im so TIRED#cr discourse
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You can’t really enjoy a date when you know someone’s waiting for you at home.
Alright. I had a spark of inspiration (I wrote this quite fast, in less than a day…), and… this came out.
And although I can’t say I ship them as an OTP of mine, at this point actually I think I’m more like a multishipper with this fandom (everyone fits with almost everyone in certain ways…)
Also, I’d like to specially blame this to @adobe-outdesign and @insane-control-room, why? No idea, I just see their post and works and mostly they sparked that spark that sparked on me (???)
*Tumblr version under the cut*
It was pass 1 in the morning, and the door creaked slowly, letting the lights of the hallway glow a bit in the rather dark apartment. You could say if someone has arrived home so late it was just because they had fun. Not like he cared really.
“So, how was your date?” Sammy asked from the sole lightened corner in the room, sitting next to the windowsill and bathed in moonlight coming from the window.
Wally seized any movements as he tried to process the idea of the man still awake at such late hours only to give him a little scare-. Why had he to be so dramatic?
“Eh– Y’know!” He started nervously. “Quite a dame, really pretty! He heh��”
He started to take off his jacket as he kept his stare fixed in the musician, warily. All the while the man didn’t give him more than a crooked brow and an unamused look, expecting more. But against anything expected, the humble janitor only stayed there, bouncing nervously in his toes and with arms straight down and tight against his own body, still looking at the musician with a wobbling smile.
“…”
“…”
“…And?” Sammy asked finally.
“Ah– ‘and’ what?” High pitched voice betraying his already crumbling stance.
“Where’s the catch?” He insisted.
“Catch? Psh… There’s no ‘catch’. I mean, what’s a ‘catch’, anyways? I don’ even know the meanin’ of that. Anyways, it doesn’t matter, I’m outta here, bed is callin’ mah name–”
“Wally–”
“IT WAS AWFUL!” He finally broke, plumping into the man’s chest and crying way too overdramatically, much for the musician’s likeness, whose response was a disgusted grimace and an awkward pat in his head. “I mean– I mean… She spent the night fidgetin’ with her nails, to later I find she was pushin’ back and cuttin’ her cuticles! And, and then… Her Hair! Gosh, if it weren’t her nails was her stupid hair! She spent the rest of the time trimmin’ it and brushin’ it with her fingers! And don’ make me start with her voice!”
It was obvious he wanted to be asked about her voice. “What had her voice?” Sammy asked monotonously.
“IT SOUNDED LIKE A SQUEAKIN’ TOY!” He wailed, absolutely not squeaking himself. “Oh, geez… and ya know what’s the worst part of it all?”
“No, but obviously you’re gonna tell me.” It didn’t matter if the janitor actually heard that.
“She actually liked the date. She liked me!” He whined out loud, clearly disgusted.
“…I don’t see the problem with that.”
Wally stopped his mourning– way too quickly– to shot a really stern glare to the man for once.
“…Ya kiddin’, right?” He stood up in a jolt, letting the moonlight show all his features clearly. “I mean, look at me!”
Sammy took his couple of seconds to look at the young man carefully from head to toes, not showing any sign different to his common unamused and apparently uninterested face.
“Yeah, I look at you.” He answered, too literal for the likeness of the janitor, and he was well aware.
“No! You–… I mean… C’mon, Sammy. Ya even know too well why I am just a janitor!”
“Because is a lousy job and no one would give you the time of the day even if their lives depend on it? And hopefully not, as you do such mediocre job that everyone complains” He ended murmuring.
“Exactly! Wait– except the part of the complains; no one can complain to such a cute face like mine.” Wally bragged.
“I complain all the time.” Sammy clarified, narrowing his eyes to his companion.
“Aw, but I know ya don’ mean it.” He tried to soothe playfully.
“I mean it. All the time.”
“But Sammy, If I get my job done by yer office so well and fast, we wouldn’t spend so much time together!” Wally approached his cheeky face to Sammy. And the musician, with a huff, rolled his eyes in attempts to fight a smirk creeping in his face and pushed Wally away– hopefully, he didn’t notice.
“Work time doesn’t count. I already told you.”
“Then what other time do we have, Sammy?” The way his playful demeanor changed so abruptly actually caught the man’s attention. “C’mon Sammy. It’s already too weird that a man like you took in a guy like me to their home!” He plumped once again, but this time taking seat next to the musician, slouched and allowing the moonlight to hide his features in the shadows as it only bathed his back. “We… we can’t go and have dates like… like normal people. We can’t hold hands as we walk along. Heck, we even can’t go to work on the same freakin’ hours! And now…!” He jerked a little, enough to allow the man next to him to see his somber face, all constricted in sheer frustration. “Now I have to go and date ladies that I certainly don’ like, and all to avoid any rumors that could surge with all of this!”
Sammy saw him, and honestly he hated to see him so frustrated and emotionally exhausted. He’s supposed to be the happy-go-lucky between them and Sammy was the moody grouchy one; he wasn’t good at cheering up like the janitor was! But he had to try… at least for him…
“Well, it seems like you’re doing a really good job in it. I haven’t heard anything weird about me at least. Susie would’ve told me already.” …Gosh, he was so bad at this…
“Really, Susie?” Wally responded deadpanned. “I am the first one that gets to know whatever rumor runs around the studio. And if Susie haven’t told ya anythin’, it was because she was the one askin’ me for somethin’ curious or dirty about you now that I live at yer place.” Sammy wasn’t a man too expressive far from moody and angry, but Wally always had his ways to notice the man’s real impressions; just a little jerk or a twitch from his face was enough for him to read his emotions like a book. “Yeah, that’s what I thought. And that’s why I’m doin’ this. So those gossipmongers stop their chatterin’.”
“…I didn’t know you were so worried about what others think of you.” Maybe his tone was as plain as usual, but for Wally was too clear the hurt hidden in his words.
“Me?! Oh, for God’s sake. I don’ give a penny what them think of me. Sammy, I’m worried about you.”
Again, a little twitch that Wally easily recognized, even if his words tried to not reflect it.
“M– maybe you should calm down a little, as you normally do. I don’t really care.”
“For real, Sammy?” The musician just shrugged, but the janitor gave an honest huff of pure exasperation. “Then what do ya think woulda happen if them rumors keep going?” Another shrug. Another stern glare. “What if them gossipmongers go to Joey? What’ll happen with yer career?” A flick of his eyes; doubt. “Look, I don’ care what them think’a me. They could fire me, I don’ mind. There’s tons of reasons to fire me! But you…” He straightened his stance, fully watching the man next to him with creased brows and lovely compassionated eyes.
“Sammy, I really don’ care ‘bout me. I could be on the streets, spittin’ on some shoes to give ‘em some shine for a penny. Heck, I didn’ even finish school! I got nothin’ to loose! But unlike me, Sammy… ya had to climb with claws and teeth to get were ya are. How many can say that ‘bout their life? ‘Bout their dreams?”
“More than I’d care to count, actually.”
Wally released a giggle as he stretched his hand, reaching for Sammy’s and lacing their fingers, letting the man to rub his hand with his thumb.
“Well, I’m not on that count, for sure. But even though, I don’ wanna see ya loosin’ all ya have worked for just by mah fault.”
“Wally, it’d never be your fault. Don’t say that–!”
“It’ll be if them find out!” He cut off his companion, although a wave of shame quickly invaded him and made him to release his hand. “Just… Look, I’ll keep with this datin’ thing, and then none’ll suspect anymore. With one of us datin’ dames, then no one’ll be talkin’ ‘bout… us… and ya’ll have no worries if them go with Joey or Susie or any other.”
As he concluded his sentence, he swiftly made his way up and out of the spot next to the music man, or at least tried. As soon as simply stood up, a tender hand stopped his withdrawal, enlacing its fingers with his owns. He gave a glance, only to notice the reduced demeanor his partner held, not even daring to rise his stare.
“…Sammy, I, ah–…”
“When you said out loud that you finally got a date with this ‘swell dame from the coffee shop’– as you described…” He sighed. “Not gonna lie, I thought you got bored of me of something; that you wanted try something… ‘new’. It… honestly made me upset…” He released in a whisper. And Wally slowly returned to sit on his spot next to him. “Worst part was when you came and asked me some advice on what to wear and what could you get for her in the middle of the break room…” he trailed off, but he didn’t need to say anything else. He was already a quite reserved man, and being so open, even with Wally, made him feel vulnerable; and Wally felt overwhelmed.
Shame, regret, hurt, sadness; a bunch of emotions started to pile upon the janitor’s chest. And feeling the menacing sting of tears in the corner of his eyes, he freed his hand from the musician’s, only to quickly change to a tight hug, using his hands now to rub by his hair and back in a soothing manner.
“Am… am sorry, Sammy. I just… saw how all those rumors started to run and I had to think fast. I thought of tellin’ ya, but also thought that they’d suspect even more and that it woulda help ya to keep yer moody grouchy façade. But y’know, in the end I’m not the most smarterest.” He finished with an attempt of a laugh, but felt hollow with all those tears rolling down his face.
“Heh, and you can properly use the word ‘façade’?” He smirked a bit, although genuinely. “You are the most smarterest.” And that reassuring made the janitor authentically giggle a bit.
“Ha! I made ya say–”
“DON’T.” He growled, more in character. And Wally shut his mouth.
They stayed there for a while; tears long since dried and any remorse steadily fading. And as Wally kept caressing his hair, Sammy started to sink into the janitor’s essence, burying his face on his neck, and so starting to stamp tender kisses from his shoulders and crawling up to his face. Ticklish as he was, Wally recoiled a tad when he climbed upon his neck. And as closer he got to his face, the Janitor slowly turned his towards the musician, until both their lips met and pressed against each other’s. Still bathed in the moonlight as their only witness.
“I’m sorry, Wally.” Sammy said once they parted, sight staring down. “Even if you’re a real pain in the studio and just… a moron– most of the time, I should’ve trusted you, and not jump into conclusions without even asking you what’s the matter.”
“Heh. And apology from you, who woulda told!” He cheered, regaining his playful demeanor little by little. “Maybe that mean I didn’ screwed all this time fer once.”
“Don’t push your luck.” He retorted, and obtaining that goofy innocence-pleading smile so proper of the young janitor. Gosh, what a lovely goof. “Better we head up to bed. It’s already past 2 and we gotta go to work in the morning. You before me.” He motioned to stand up, offering his hand to Wally so he could stand up too, and keeping it held as they moved towards their room.
“Yer right. But I guess I should warn ya: is quite probably that I’ll lose mah keys by yer office durin’ the day.”
“Please don’t do it. I have to finish like 15 songs for Drew.”
“But what if is an accident?”
“I’ll leave them hanging from the knob. Outside.”
“Aw… And what if we meet by Norman’s both later?”
“Don’t involve Norman. He already has a lot in his plate.”
“But, Sammy, I need my dose of annoyed grunts comin’ from ya at work. Even more since that date!” Wally whined, but sleep-deprived Sammy didn’t allow much.
“Boohoo.”
“But–”
“I said boohoo.”
“Aw, yer not fun.”
“Fun, eh? Then why not enjoy another sweet date with this ‘swell dame’?” Sarcasm dripped each word, but something in his eyes glinted with malice. “Actually, why don’t you ask her if she has a friend that would want to date me?”
“…Yer smiling. Why are ya smiling? Is these a kind of vengeance?” As the man’s smile widened a notorious tad, Wally felt safer listening to his instincts.
“Eh, we’ll see. It’ll all depend on if things work.”
They reached their bed, ready to sleep and leave any trace of suspiciousness aside– except for the ones Wally himself has started to build. Gosh, this man could be dangerous if he wanted; a ‘hopeless romantic’ for the ones outside his personal life; but a romantic nonetheless, as Wally knew far too well.
Oh, boy. What did he get himself into?
#BATIM#Bendy and the Ink Machine#BATDR#Bendy and the Dark Revival#Sammy Lawrence#Wally Franks#Sammy/Wally#Sammy & Wally#LGTB+ Fic#I must warn you#20th century was a dark age for minorities in almost every single way#I did a thing!#I wrote a thing!#Lamb's work#Lamb's inspired#Sammy/Wally AU#Ink Shape AU
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As s8 draws near I noticed more awareness to political jon and acceptence towards it. From your perspective, would you say thats true or does the numbers of those who invalidate this theory outweigh those who come around. Have you ever come across someone who has changed their stance on pol!Jon?
Dear nonny,
the funny thing is that Political Jon is a theory that is mostly misunderstood by people in this fandom, because most think it is a Jonsa theory. It does stand on its own though, and could work well with Jonsa but is not connected to Jonsa. It could happen independently. Anyway, in short it means that Jon is not as dumb as he seems and that he has a political agenda (securing dragonglass, dragons and support for the fight against the WW) in his dealings with Da€nerys.
The funny thing is, that I have witnessed Jon€rys shippers jump on the Political Jon bandwagon twice already, argueing that Jon has a political agenda, even that he must have a political agenda.
The first time was then a photo of Kit kneeling in front of Lena leaked - implicating that Jon would kneel to Cersei for whatever reason. And Jon€rys shipper immediately claimed that Jon must have a hidden agenda in doing so. There is no way his kneeling was not fake. There was no way he would just kneel to Cersei of all people. Surely it must mean that he plays her…
The second time Political Jon was brought up by Jon€rys shippers was after the interview with Maisie, where she said that her character Arya is on Sansa’s side now and reprimands Jon for acting “with his dick”. The protest waves were great. Of course Jon does not think with his dick. He needs support for the North, dragonglass, dragons and Da€nerys can give him all that. So, he had political reasons for getting Da€nerys on board….
So, I would say, as long as you don’t see Political Jon through distorting Anti Jonsa hate goggles, misinterpreting it as a theory that Jon does everything because he wants to fuck Sansa - I mean I do think part of his internal reasoning for leaving Winterfell was to distance himself from Sansa, but that does not come into his political agenda in his dealings with D - , Political Jon is a theory that is actually easy to accept. If you just let yourself speculate for one moment that Jon does not do everything only for the reasaon because he is in love with D, it is the only sensible option. Political Jon could even work with Jon being fascinated with D or infatuated and even falling in love. I doubt it would happen the same way as with Ygritte though. But apart from what Jon€rys shippers say, it is not a theory that is necessarily against Jon€rys. And the very fact that they now claim that Jon has political reasons for his “alliance” (it is not an alliance if Jon knelt, but that is for another post), shows that it is easy to argue that. Because it makes sense, if you look at Jon’s arc. His arc was always about saving the North/humanity and fight the WW. And why would he suddenly forget that, when he has family in Winterfell he wants to save?
So, in my experience, if you argue with casual viewers, general audience, anyone who is not adamant that Jon has to lose his brains the moment he meets the ‘love of his life’, it is easy to argue for political Jon. I know of a multishipper who wanted to write a fic about Jon being all political and falling for D despite his misgivings (they didn’t after all, it was too much for the fellow shippers), I know of a fervent Jon fan who is not a Jonsa at all but who desperately wants Political Jon to be true, because for them it is a question of Jon’s character, I know of my collegues, friends, who got interested in the theory, when I told them some of the arguments for Political Jon. Most agree that it would certainly make his character more interesting. So, I’ve done the Lord’s work and converted many people to Political Jon.
So, I would argue with even Jon€rys shippers argueing for Political Jon it is already part of the fandom discourse. People just don’t realise because they have this distorted idea of what Political Jon means. Just for the record Political Jon does not mean “Jon is in love with Sansa and does everything because he wants to bang her.”
But since many people think that this is what Political Jon is about they fail to realise that they have long accepted Political Jon - and it makes me double over laughing….
So just for the record, Politcal Jon means the following: Jon has not left his brain at Winterfell, and he does everything to get the support he thinks he needs to save Winterfell and the North from the threat that comes for them and that includes manipulating a volatile possible ally into helping them. The irony is that Jon might have added to the already existing problems, but that is where Bran will come into the game.
Thanks for the ask!
#anon ask#Political Jon theory#the real Jon Snow defence squad#Jon€rys shippers argueing for Political Jon#is my new favourite thing in fandom
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Hey, I know that there has been a lot of fandom drama the last couple of weeks and I just wanted to share my stance on it now which is:
I wanna keep this blog a positive safe space.
I know a lot of you feel let down by some things that happened/will happen in the show and I am not saying everything negative is not valid, but this show has helped me through a lot, its been my happy place and no matter what happens I`ll try to make the best of it.
And I`m a multishipper so don`t expect me to hate on any character or ship because that`s not very likely to happen
I`ll also try to limit the discourse but hey I also wanna stay authentic and true with you so I`ll tag it as discourse and you can blacklist it, same with ships or characters.
I hope you guys still stay tuned with me because I`ll have a lot of free time in a couple of weeks and I have a lot of plans for the hiatus, including gifests, edits, fanfics maybe even some fanart idek yet.
And now I wish us all good luck for the finale!
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