#if you saw me post this yesterday no you didn’t 🤓

[lesbielol]

who wants to make out or something idk :3

men and minors dni

[peachkkuma]

📓. DIARY ENTRY 12︴JUNE 5, 2024

dear loass diary…

this couldn’t have happened any longer than ten minutes ago but I’ve finally felt what it’s like to be nailed to a state. and let me tell u this, it wasn’t the state I wanted. I’m sitting here on my bedroom floor rn, my actual diary laid out in front of me along with some pens. I was about to journal, mainly because I was feeling anxious about my circumstances, but here’s the thing. Yesterday, I made the goal to really live in imagination and try to be in it as much as I can. I wanted to know what it was like to be completely nailed to a state. Not even to get anything but because I want to and because it feels nice. anyways, back to that anxious feeling— I was thinking to myself “wait why am I feeling anxious? this doesn’t even make any sense I was happy with my state and my imagination yesterday-” until it hit me that I already was nailed to a state, the one I was trying to let die. the one that was home to my “circumstances”. the way I saw myself, saw my life, the thoughts running through my head, the plans I had for myself, the way I felt about my reality was all a perfect match for the state I didn’t want. and it was at that moment where I really felt the realization hit me. yk, the 3D can feel so real at times with all of its five senses and stuff that sometimes, I forget it’s a state. and I’ve always wanted to know what it was like to completely bask in a state, so to have realized that I’ve already been capable of doing that— that I’ve already been doing that, was just so…eye opening? and it kinda answers my annoyance, I was wondering why I still felt so worried when the truth was, how was I supposed to ever feel something else if that was the state I was so aligned with? I saw an example on another tumblr post— I’ll link it here —that said how someone wealthy like Elon Musk was used to being in the state of being rich, so it would be hard for him to fall into a state of poverty. I am so used to this state— the anxiousness, the incapability, the not being satisfied —that I merely fell into the sowf, and then climbed out of it. and because I quickly stopped identifying with it, because I went from having it to worrying about the things of my unwanted state, I was back in my unwanted state. and ofc, the thing that started this whole realization, I was thinking about things and my desired self. I was thinking about how I embodies my desired self yesterday and how that felt so… like, far away? ig? like it felt like it could never be me and I was surprised that I felt like I could ever be anything other than what I am now. and that’s actually the moment when I realize I had nailed myself to this state. now, thank god for this realization because it was just what I needed to snap me out of this cycle of worry. this means two things, 1. nailing yourself to a state is way less complicated than it sounds, it’s totally natural and 2. I am capable of completely embodying a state— u might be thinking, yeah no kidding we all can, but sometimes u just have to feel something in order to truly know it and that’s my case —and if I can do it with my unwanted state then I can sure as hell do it with my desired state. because what’s the difference? actually, I’ll tell you what the difference is. all states are equal, they’re neutral, nothing but a state. but I unknowingly decided to place one on a pedestal, I decided that because I wanted my desired state I would be harder to embody. but it’s just a state. and I’m reality, I’m imagination, I can make whatever I want come to life, whether the state seems desirable or not. that’s just how it goes, all states are available for me to occupy and then manifest. and I need to understand that, I need to get it in my head that happiness isn’t above me, that it should be natural and normal for me to have— tumblrs telling me that this is getting too long so this’ll be continued in another post #yappertron3000 🤓 (click here to read part two)

kisses, Tiffany

[lqfiles]

BROOO HAECHAN PISSES ME OFF IN YOUR STORY you write him and y/n’s banter so good 😭 like i usually read enemies to lovers but sometimes it’s just them saying “i hate you” LIKE I WANT MORE BANTER? And you depict it so well 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

TALENTED WRITER FRRR 🫵🏼

but like i genuinely mean it when I say the emotions you convey in your works are so good. just happy to read and like because it’s so good, i want more 🫴🏼 heh

also yk it’s bad when y/n doesn’t ask about jaehyun 😭😭 MARK PLS ✊🏼

(also i see that Spanish heh ty!! ask me if you want to know more!)

AGAIN YOU DID SO GOOD PLSSSS YOU DESERVE ALL THE PRAISES AND APPRECIATION 🫶🏼 you deserve a lot and im happy everyone appreciates the series so much (SAME)

no life updates today but, did watch my favorite v-tuber today (and remembered how he has read my comments 🤞🏼)

- 🫧

(bella barked once at a dog and yes, i scolded her bc she has never barked at another dog and thankfully, she didn’t bark at another dog. she also made friends with two more dogs and I made friends too 😋 but yeah, bella is gonna be 11 months next month and i swear she was just 2 months yesterday)

HES PISSING YOU OFF YAASSS MISSION SUCCESS FR and fuckk omg thank you for saying that 🥺 i was literally trying to make sure that wasn’t the case, like i remember i saw this one post that was like “there is a difference between RIVALS and ENEMIES that a lot don’t understand” and i’m trying to make sure the difference is there lol, he’s meant to annoy you guys!! and the banter adds to it i love it too

you always flatter me ilysm seriously 😣 hopefully the upcoming chaps will also make you feel the emotions and YESS YOU KNOW ITS HAD WHEN SHE FOESNT EGEN CARE ABOUT THE MENTION OF JAEHYUN, HYUCK REALLY GETS ON HER NERVES LMAOO

omgg okay please tell me how to say “how are you?” or just any regular phrases that can be said in convos, i’m gonna try and whip it out next time i’m talking to a friend and convince them i’ve secretly been studying spanish 🤓 NOT YOU GETTING RECOGNISED BY YOUR FAVE OMGG i’m trying to remember if i ever got recognised and the first thing that comes to mind is the one time jorja from the gg FLO replied to me on twitter 😝😝😝 my biggest flex.. i love her..

you said that she’s still a baby so i’m assuming that’s just her experimenting, it’s cute that she isn’t even a year old yet like she’s genuinely just a baby 🥺 cutie, and i’m glad both of you made new friends, sounds really fun and i hope she’ll get to make more friends ^^ have a nice day and stay hydrated and eat well!!

[fulloflifejovette]

A child who 🤓reads📚 will be an adult who thinks🤔💭- Some Proverb🤷🏽‍♀️ I 😍LOVE💕 Weading Wednesday🥳. And no it’s not just because I was a classroom teacher 👩🏽‍🏫 for 11+ yrs💁🏽‍♀️. Reporting back to you helps keep me on track📝 while accomplishing my reading 🤓 mission. (FYI MY MISSION is not Mi Amor’s mission😉. He read about 10 or 11 books in 2021🥳.) In my stories yesterday I mentioned that my “Reading📚Box📦” is almost 🤏🏽full and it’s only March 23rd😊. I want to clear at least 1/2 of a shelf on my library too🙃. I also mentioned that I finished ✔️one of my signed Dave book. However what I didn’t think I was going to be telling you today was I finished ANOTHER BOOK📕 this morning🤩🥳. That Funny🥸Friday post is funny because it is true🤦🏽‍♀️. 1. Yes we saw four of our shows but we don’t normally watch them during the week. 2. Yes I read before going to bed🛌 while Papi Chulo slept. 3. Yes I got about 7 1/2 hrs of sleep 😴💤. 4. Yes I was excited about finishing this book that ANYONE could have read in just a few hours😏. 5. I plan to finish my next book BEFORE April🙏🏽because I read it in 2018. TRUE STORY: I mentioned before that I didn’t want to read Smart Money Smart Kids back in 2015 since the kids were all gone so what was the point 🤷🏽‍♀️??? But I was obedient to my Father’s voice and finished ✅ during my shifts as a bartender at my favorite waterpark☺️. I told EVERYBODY that came to my spot about Dave, our debt 💸 free journey, the book and asked them A LOT of questions about their family and their money💵. 🤪No I’m not shy😏. So needless to say I was planting plenty of seeds because I want other’s lives to be changed since I wasn’t able to do a bunch of money 💰 teaching lessons with my miracle babies 😍😍😍. (We made them go through FPU w/a sophomore, freshman and 7th grader.) Sooooooooo I say ALLLLL of this to remind you that READING 📖 really is fundamental and will change your legacy😎. P.S. We are still planting seeds 🌱 in our kids so that they will ❌NOT❌ end up like us at our age 🙏🏽. Whether they choose to listen👂🏽or not is completely on them BUT they could never👎🏽 say we didn’t tell them😉. (at Schertz, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbc50SKO19Q/?utm_medium=tumblr