#if you feel shaken that was me

[dungeonbf]

ur so right. coming online & being able to talk about things / people u love is just the best and I love the self ship community in general just bc everyone’s (usually) so happy to support each other’s ships n self inserts and everything! btw i am also glad I decided to give centricide a chance outside of meeting my terrible scum of the earth boyfriend it’s rlly nice talking to u & like rlly understanding ur selfship & who ur with and stuff :) I rlly enjoy our chats! btw I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND i’m like that with jesse & amelia tbh bc I love thinking abt their highs & lows.. like not everything is always smooth, there’s arguments even outside of jesse selling meth there’s mundane things like chores or groceries or just like what tv channel should be on yknow? and there’s comfort in knowing that they’re not 100% always fine bc it makes me feel. honestly a lot more normal. i feel like if I were to think of them always getting along I wldnt be as fulfilled and that’s no offense to selfshippers who only imagine happy scenarios but I love the drama, I love knowing that they can get upset with each other and maybe even hate each other but still care & love for each other when all’s said and done. I think his art is like not stick figure but it’s not the best by any means it’s what some would say.. “cringe”. but he does get like enough likes on his art to feel confident. so that’s good at least lollll he’s so silly. someone comes into his askbox and is like “why do u post about hating gay ppl, I’m pretty sure ur gay like. doesn’t ur crush use he/she prns and stuff???” and he makes a long response post about how he is NOT gay even though he likes. a whole man. and he’s like “pronouns don’t matter for him. she’s fine.” — @boykujou

@boykujou ITS LITERALLY A HIGHLIGHT OF MY TUMBLR EXPERIENCE TALKING TO YOU GUYS (i think i already said that before but it bears repeating) it is so fun and silly and i love learning more about your little guys AND having a shared source, in this case centricide, is so enriching… cuz you know who i’m talking about and i know who you’re talking about, it’s so based and real…

AND YES EXACTLY YOU GET IT!! a little conflict here and there is important to me, like i want my ships to feel realistic and always being happy with each other just isn’t realistic, you know? also i love breaking bad and would love to hear more about you ‘n jesse — does amelia know about him selling meth? what’s her stance on it, if she does know?

IM GIGGLING BTW, NOT CRINGEEE… poor blueman :( do you think he receives hate comments? would you hype up his art? i think he’s really bad with human proportions, so everything is either too long or too small or just … out of place, yk?

[elegyofthemoon]

you know what i'll put this here too BUT LOOK AT THEM.

STRIKE HAWWWWWK....

[blitzwhore]

It's always fun experiencing severe mental illness symptoms because of fiction, eh?

[soli-nepenthe]

The different flavour of angst that you get when thinking about MC in an established relationship (specifically Sylus for my MC) makes the reunion that much more bittersweet because both sides are keeping their deep dark secrets. And I feel like if Sylus and Caleb were to cross paths, they would be ruthless and show no quarter, especially if each guy believes that MC's safety is at risk. Both guys have equally devastating Evols...

Also, the fact that in Painful Signal, Caleb is willing to put himself through pain for MC's sake is both alarming from a self-destructive perspective and just heartbreaking.

(Kinda unrelated, but did anyone notice the ASTRA brand toaster in Caleb's Exclusive Aftertaste? Is that a hint...?)

[rotzaprachim]

Have finally come round to the obvious conclusion that I a dispara jew with negative 0 involvement with the modern medinas yisroel am completely and totally justified in being nervous and uncomfortable when people say they hate yisroel not Jews because they will act on Jews. They very much will act on me personally no matter what. Love and light and a free blocklist

(to be clear I also don’t fuck with anyone who would want me dead if I was born in another country or such. It’s just like, these fuckers can’t claim to care about the diaspora either at this point)

[glitterghost]

I am quietly decorating this space with things that sparkle ✨️ little lights twinkling in the room, setting little snacks 🍬🍭of all sorts on the table to lure any of you spend time here. There's a chair there *points* or colorful cushions with glittered stitching on the floor there *points*

I'm going to turn on some soft music 📻 and grab some tea for anyone who would like some, and we can sit in the soft glow & comforting vibrations of each other's laughter until the new year rings in. Being thankful to have each other, hand in hand, pulling each other into another year of "I'm grateful for you", "I don't know what I'd do if we weren't friends" & "What if I hadn't met you". To "I'm here for you always, no matter the time or distance." To the most important, "We are connected always. From the stars in the sky or the moon at night. To every sunset we watch together, but apart."

You all are always with me. Carried safely, tucked away in the softest parts of my heart and in my pocket. Thank you for another year of sharing this life with me. 💫✨️🫧🤍

[bropunzeling]

"jess bropunzeling write a fic where loneliness isn't a major theme" challenge failed for the fifth time in a row

[revenantghost]

Man! I feel bad about being not as present for bookclub as I was last year, and also about how behind on messaging/responding to peeps between migraines and health stuff I am, but the community here and support and kindness has been amazing even as I feel like I'm letting everyone down, and I've just gotta say:

Thank you <3

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

actually I think the thing about being a youth leader is that 25% of it is teaching about God, 25% is playing fun games, and more than that though 50% of it is making a safe space for kids to be. not to try and make them believe, not so they'll be open or anything. just. a 100% no stakes, safe place for them to just BE. whatever else comes after that. and I don't just mean physically safe, two-adults-in-the-room-at-all-times, et cetera. I mean emotionally safe. I mean not hitting them over the head with scripture, not trying to help them feel better or any particular way. just... a no-judgment, emotionally safe place to exist as kids.

[sketchy-tour]

Happy Easter if yall celebrate it!!!!! Otherwise I hope yall have an absolutely fantastic Sunday!!!!

Aaaa I feel like I'm not as chatty as I once was on here. Been a bit all over the place! Also feel silly making a ton of text posts with no art so I try and limit how often I blab on here.

But just know I still appreciate all of you who follow and like my art! Every bit of interaction I still see and it still baffles me to see such kind words. It means the absolute world to me!!!! 💖💖🌻

[smewduck]

sometimes i feel really stuck on how to characterise characters like Night and other starclan cats who have been dead for so long because i cant really comprehend how exactly that would change you. fading isnt a thing in this universe. youve been dead for centuries. tiny little things in life havent been relevant for that long because youve forgotten what being alive was.

while i dont characterise my starclan as god-like figures the oldest of them certainly aren't just little cats. WHAT ARE THEY??

[borifem]

WIP

hi, I'm bori, I'm gonna turn this into a proper intro when I have time but in short! i'm a 21yo girl, I have noticed my views started to shift, and I made this account to explore the ideas of radical feminism, open up a dialog and seek out the opinions and guidance of other women. so far, I've always been in very q*eer circles both irl and on line. a huge portion of my irl friends and close ones are trans/q*eer - this change of views is truly a huge deal to me. i feel as I am betraying those I love, but the internal conflict is gnawing at me, thus driving me to make this account. I hope it'll bring me peace; a conclusion.

besides that: im bi, a slav, vegan, i love nature, birds, reading, some fandoms I dabble in, being silly, kindness in the face of struggle and so on and so forth. i am mentally ill, and a SA victim, but I'm not disclosing more than that for now. toxic yuri can save the world. bye! :)

[motherhenna]

y'all.......somebody straight up attempted to grab and abduct me this evening on my walk back from the library. I've never experienced fear like that before?? the way he approached me and lunged and grabbed me and tried to put his hand over my mouth keeps repeating in my brain. And I'm so mad that this happened like a block away from my apartment so now I'm going to be paranoid every time I walk outside!! Cops came and calmed me down and made the report and everything and I hope they get him before he's actually successful in what I'm pretty sure he was trying to do. This is legit the only time in my life I've been happy I'm fat (not to mention I strength train at the gym 3 times a week) because that motherfucker was NOT expecting to be shoved off that hard, and I doubt he was big or strong enough to get a really good grip on me. god I'm just so fucking relieved my life didn't turn into an episode of Dateline tonight

[skrunksthatwunk]

ok i know everyone says "love like you is soooo xyz shipcore" but i need you to know it's kuwameshicore to me. song's got yusuke written all over it arright. in case you don't have the lyrics memorized like i do here they are

[redkingsjester]

chat. gamers. how do we feel about little mi.necraft guys. stands there like this 🧍

new f/os under the cut :33

so…theyre martyn and ren from the life series smp ….usually specifically third life where theyre king and right hand man. and im their little court jester!!! jingles my lil hat

but um…theres what their skins look like in canon (at first and then when they become Fucked Up) and some fanart for like. what i actually picture fhejrb um…yeah….twirls my hair. this is so embaressing but ive been so obsessed with them id talk about them to anyone just hear me out okay okay . okay. anyway. gonna be abnormal about them on the dash . thank you all for coming to my ted talk… <33

also ofc i have the source for the fanart if youre interested i def dont wanna repost this persons art wily nily ty

[embv]

my body doesn’t Hate me, per se. It just Loves being an annoying little shit