#if we're mutuals you can reply if u really wanna

[truetgirl]

Hmmmmm it is apparently a good night for feeling weird about wanting to explore different religious and spiritual beliefs bc I feel like I have no right to do that as a white former/lapsed catholic and yet also cannot stomach the idea of calling myself any kind of Christian ever again.

[getonite]

hiiii! seen a couple of people do this, plus i realized i don't appreciate my mutuals as much as i should. and since the year is ending (literally today), i thought i'd appreciate y'all for a lil bit.

→ if the tagging irritated you, i apologize 🙏🏾. if i missed you, lmk, i was 100% half asleep while making this! (this is actually so embarrassing ngl. but i luv yall 🫶🏾)

(🎧 : avian) → @sensivs

starting off with my pookie with a beautiful (horny) brain. im dead fucking serious i have zero idea how we became mutuals (🧍🏾‍♂️). i just remembering talking to you one day, and the we were having full conversations in dms lmaoo. an emoji ring, helios, an unborn baby (??), and multiple fic ideas...now we're at the end of the year. i really appreciate you and all of your chaotic energy, it made me laugh! and all of your prompts are immaculate (🤌🏽). i await the days you post more fics or drabbles so i can support you the way you have me! :) luv u pooks, i def wanna ramble u more about hcs!

→ (i sound like im about to die omg)

(🎧 : snail/seraph) → @flimsyichigo

again, zero fucking idea when we became mutuals (i don't remember shit). we don't talk too often but i be seein you likeing my horrendously down bad and chaotic thoughts...i appreciate you bro (🙏🏾). i love your fluffy blue lock sruff, and your overall vibes are (yes, through the screen) amazing! thank you for dealing with my bullshit.

→ (as i type this, i realize just how many mutuals i have jeez, (half of which i barely talk to but still))

(🎧 : ame) → @pastelclovds

ameeeee, number 1 ive always loved your writing (iterally giggling and kicking my feet as i press the like button). your themes r so fucking gorgeous omg. we don't talk as often, but i love when we do interact. i hope we can more (im just easily embarrassed).

→ (i sound like a teenager leaving a love letter in a locker. omggggg)

(🎧 : ace ) → @acefantasyy

another person who puts up with my horrendously down bad bullshit takes. i applaude you for dealing with my ass lmaoo. but, on another note, i smile when i see you in my notes (no, i didn't originally mean that 2 b a joke). i really appreciate the reply you made when i went on a little break, thank you! i hope you continue to deal me, and i hope we interact more!

→ (i really gotta start talkin 2 yall more)

(🎧 : riri) → @pynkkgeto

we're friends irl. i don't have 2 say shit 4 u (luv uuu 🫶🏾)

(🎧 : rome) → @satocidal

yet another person who delt with my nonsense lol. you're quite busy, so you won't see this for a second. but thank you for being awesome and making me laugh with your naobito jokes. thank for the reply you left when i was the one going on break. hope all goes well for you!

(🎧 : idk ur name TvT) → @infrunamie

i feel so bad omg. but i wanted to appreciate your writing for a sec. whether its a drabble, headcanons, a fic, or just 100 words, your brain is miraculous when you write cuz it always leads to me wanted more. seriously, i love it. i was actually shocked you followed me, literally looked up to your writing ong (🙏🏾). i love it when you show up in my notes even if it's just a like. thank you for your reply when i went on break, trust, all of them got me through those shitty ass exams! ty!

→ (im sure this isn't what my therapist meant by being outgoing but im gunna do ts anyway)

(🎧 : spirit) → @spiritfrvr

literally the best vibes on earth i swear. your blog is like a fluffy hug omg. and (imo), you kinda bring that over to other blogs. i'd really like to talk to you more and ramble about random shit! :)

(🎧 : arlan) → @asuyaka

your drabbles r so cuuutee! i love them so much omg. especially the taking care of suguru one! i was surprised you liked my writing sm, and i love yours the same! i really appreciate the little reply under the break post and the christmas tree! seeing notifs of u makes me smile!

(🎧 : qi) → @yaekiss

i don't think we've been mutuals for too long, but omg we reeally should speak more!! i loved your message on the christmas tree! i love the vibe and look of your blog omg. i hope we can interact more!

(🎧 : juno) → @arlertdarling

hi junooo! ty for the message on my christmas tree, and i agree! we really should interact more! you seem like a realllly cool person, plus im on my fucking knees for your writing, dead serious. hope we can talk more, i hope you have a great 2024!

→ (srsly, y tf do i sound like im moving far away or smth TvT)

(🎧 : najma) → @honeybleed

ilysm ong. number one, we cousins (😔✊🏾; im joking pls help), number two, your theme was downright gorgeous (still is), number three, your writing it delicious. i haven't had too much time lately, buuut, i love how you post content that isn't completely smut (as a smut blog that fails at angst lol). its nice to get a break and see fluffy or angsty stuff in the tags instead of the same repeated material. you know you what you like and you stand firm in what you say (i need 2 b more like u fr), and your overall vibes are amazing! i love seeing your anime takes omg. i hope we can interact more in 2024!

→ (that kinda rhymed...and unrelated, but im listening to the mean girls soundtrack or 4 hours of sleep writing this)

(🎧 : yoru) → @dilfverz

number one, thank you for the messege on my christmas tree. number two, your so cool (😭). i love your themes and your writing, how you interact with ppl and anons is funny lol. literally look up to your writing ngl. i super appreciate your for explaining genshin impact to me, cuz im definitely not playing that damn game lol. your reblogs and likes in my notes make me wanna cry ngl. thank you for being so cool! (🙏🏾)

→ (am i over using emojis? i am so tired omg)

(🎧 : sy) → @wrizzesley

we just became mutuals like a week ago lmaoo. but i love your writing so much. and your themes?!?! (:O). i know damn well that shit is time consuming and exhausting, i applaud you, i could never lol. but anyway, i hope we can interact more in this new year. i think your really cool!

(🎧 : astro? idk im so sorry) → @astroknottt

i love your writing holy fuck. but other than that, i love it when you reblog my stuff! esp with those little comments, they've given me a bunch of motivation. and seeing you write such toe curling shit, that gives me motivation too! hope we can interact some more in the new year!

→ (pls ignore my silent pleas for help in these notes, but my vision is wonky. i promise im going to sleep in a second)

(🎧 : ) → @naee0

your probably locked out of tumblr again lol. but if you see this, thank you for your chaotic energy! and even if it was one sentence, what you sent on thr break post, i really appreciate it! even if you or me aren't on tumblr much, i hope we can interact a bit more! you're pretty cool! and i loved those drabbles. i hope your doing great!

PRODUCER MESSEGE: "i think that was all. again, if i missed you, please lmk. i might have been blind (my eyes prolly look like that squidward meme). but i appreciate all of you! thank you, and pls dont hate me 🙏🏾"

[vanyafresita]

MUTUALS HEY pspsps mutuals pspspspspsss

it's been a while since i've sent any physical letters to anyone and i kinda miss it... SO, if we're mutuals and don't mind giving me your address, i'd love to send you a physical letter <3

you don't have to send anything back btw ! this is simply something i enjoy doing ^^

[more details under read more]

on the written letter i'll send, i'll talk about a random number of things and maybe gush about the media im most interested at the moment (tho if you know we share a fandom (no matter how old or dead it is, even if im not actively going crazy about it rn) and u wanna hear my thoughts on that specifically, please let me know !!)

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along with the letter, i'll send too:

a surprise recipe of something sweet or salty that i like (i'll modify the recipe if necessary in case of allergies, diets or ingredients dislikes)

a tea bag (i have quite a bunch of tea flavours, so you can pick one or i'll send a random one !)

a traditional drawing of anything you want ! (yes, anything !)

2 postcards + a few stickers and stamps

a friendship bracelet (lmk 3 colours you like !)

optional: if you want to send a letter back, but you're unsure what to write about in your letter, you can request me a list of questions so you can reply them and go off about anything else ^_^

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extra notes:

i'm currently living in europe, but i'll send stuff worldwide, wherever you are !!

this is completely free ! unless your country has some weird ass laws that make you pay for receiving packets (????), this should cost you nothing at all (if u're forced to pay to get the packet, i'll send u the money !)

along with your address, i'd advise giving me a phone number too (some countries require me to give a phone number, sorry u_u)

you do NOT have to send me anything back !! and if you decide to do it, it does not mean you have to send anything else apart from a letter !

even if we have never talked/interacted directly at all, you're very much welcome to ask for this !!!

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if you're interested, dm me ! we can sort out the details and i'll start right away ! :]

this will be valid until march 31st ! EDIT: closed ! i got more requests for this than expected and i can't really get to more people, so im ending this after one day !! lol i'll try to do this again by the end of the year in case someone missed it !! <3 thanks to those who reached out !

[advnterccs-archive]

Send me a symbol and I will tell you… || accepting

@countlessrealities sent; 🌸 = my roleplay petpeeve / 🍀 = a ship I wish to write / 💐 = my favorite part about the fandom

{ OOC } 1. I could just say the usual things, but I kinda wanna talk about something that really irks me and it's constant reminders. Close friends who do it like very rarely is one thing, but like if someone keeps hounding me / spamming me with "Are we gonna finish this thread?" "Do you wanna write with me today?" "We have this thread, are you gonna continue it?" It's just really annoying. Even if you word it in a way where you sound shy or hesitant. It sort of pisses me off because the answer is obvious. Yes, I want to write and continue the thread. I'm a fucking slow ass writer. It takes me a while to come up with a reply and when I do, it takes me even longer to write it. Not only that, but I have a life outside of roleplaying. If you ever want to ask me questions like that, don't. Just assume the answer is "yes" and save both of us the tedious conversation. If I didn't want to continue writing with you or the thread, I'll come to you to say "Yeah, hey, I don't want to do this anymore." Simple as that.

Same goes for people messaging in my inbox (instead of IMs) asking "Hey, can we roleplay?" It makes me feel awkward, especially if we're not mutuals. And I have no choice but to answer it publicly because it's in the inbox. If you want a less humiliating rejection, go in the IMs.

2. Damn, a ship I wish to write. Honestly, there aren't many ships that I haven't gotten the chance to write. I've done the Rick selfcest (🥰), Rick and BP, Morty and Jessica, Morty and Planetina. I even did a short thread of Rick and Mr. Nimbus over on Discord once. But, for ship dynamics, I'm still looking for enemies with benefits. It's just something I really want. I want that toxic kind of dynamic where they both hate each other and the tension is so heavy they have to fuck it out of each other.

3. From the parts of the fandom that I frequent, I like the fact that it's small and the theories that come out of it. I mostly look at two certain blogs for insight and theories, ones of which that line up with my own as well. Also the fanart is just -chef's kiss- impeccable and don't get me started on some of the writers / roleplayers (including you, Scotty, you're like the highest on my list of favorite R&M writers/roleplayers~ and no i'm not biased, it's the truth u-u)

[spaceyflowerswriting]

MORE JAMES LEE HIGHSCHOOL AU 😍😍😍😍‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😍‼️😍‼️😍‼️😍‼️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

stars (james lee x reader; highschool au)

details: fluffy oneshot, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon/highschool au, you and james are dating

summary: james stargazes with you.

a/n: HGWEHJSDDJ as u wish, drowsy ^_^ 💖 thanks for the request !!

also i listened to this lovely song while writing this <3 its the mood for this piece!!

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James wished he could live in this moment forever. It was such a simple, mundane activity, but having you there made it much more special. That, and probably because it was late at night so those weird nostalgic feelings were beginning to settle in. Not to mention, his teenhood alongside yours was coming to an end, so he supposed he was also just wishing this moment would last longer before he was pushed into being an adult.

There were a lot of memories he wanted to make with you while you two were teens, actually. At least he could cross stargazing off the list now.

"Hey," he said, turning towards you.

"What? Did you see another constellation to boast your knowledge on?" was your snarky reply, but James just laughed.

"If you're jealous of my wide array of knowledge, just say so."

You huffed in an attempt to sound annoyed, but were unable to hide the smile on your lips. "You're lucky we're holding hands and laying down or I'd reach over to whack you."

James just laughed more, his heart warming. He was beyond happy to find comfort in the casual bickering between the two of you. "Oh no, I'm so scared~"

"You're insufferable."

"Only for you, babe."

"Ugh."

Soft laughter was shared between the two of you before James gave your hand a light squeeze. "Seriously, though, I want to tell you something."

"Yes?"

He took a deep breath. "Thank you so much for being my best friend and partner. Ever since you entered my life, things have been a lot more fun."

"Aw," you cooed, "Where's this suddenly coming from, though? I mean, I appreciate your words and feel the same, but it's not like you to randomly get sentimental."

Your confirmation relieved James of his wonder if the feeling was mutual. "Well, you know..." He turned to look at you, but you were still busy admiring the stars. "I guess I'm just feeling nostalgic because it's late."

"Makes sense."

"Uh-huh." James cleared his throat. "Another thing I want to tell you is that I'd like to make plans for our future."

The last two words made you jerk your head towards him. Your voice sounded mildly urgent as you asked, "What does that mean?"

He blinked at you in confusion until he realized the implication of what he said and chuckled. "I'm not talking about marriage yet."

"Yet?" Your expression began to look flustered until he winked at you. Then it just became a deadpan.

"I can see it in our future, can't you?"

"I don't know... the thought is nice, but I wanna get my adult life sorted out first, before I commit to something like that. You know?"

James nodded. "Same here. Which brings me to my idea of making plans: we're only teens for so long, you know? I think we should make a list of things we'd like to accomplish together before the end of the school year. It'd make for a lot of fun memories."

You pondered his suggestion, but not for a long. "That is a good idea. Let's do it," you replied, grinning.

"Perfect!" As if perfectly timed, a yawn followed after. "But we'll get started on it tomorrow when I'm less tired."

"Pft, if you're tired, we should go home."

James pouted, leaning his head to lightly knock it against yours. "But I still want to hang out with you."

You minicked his action. "I can't sleepover at your place again or my parents will really start questioning us."

"Damn..."

"If only we were a married couple now."

The sudden thought embarrassed him but he was quick to avoid it by continuing on to say, "I suppose we should just head home then."

You thankfully didn't seem to have noticed his slight demeanor change. "Sounds good."

James sat up first, helping you get up by pulling your weight. The two of you let each other's hands go to dust yourselves off before he bent down to pick up the picnic blanket you both were laying on to neatly fold up. After that, he casually reached for your hand again, and your fingers intertwined with his once more.

"By the way, what was your favorite star or constellation that we saw?" James questioned, just so the walk back home wouldn't start off awkwardly silent.

"Hm... not sure." You swung his hand back and forth as the both of you walked. "There were a lot of pretty ones. What was your favorite?"

He put on a cheeky grin and leaned down slightly to get closer to your face. "The ones I see in your eyes."

You were stunned into silence by the cheesy pickup line, but the second he started laughing, you wheezed and joined in. Lighthearted banter followed after, and James had never felt so content with his life.

"There really is no one I'd rather fall in love with than my best friend."

[wakasa-wifey]

Okay so umm it's 14th Feb here so it's already Valentine's Day!! It's nothing much but I just wanna show some appreciation to several mutuals that I've been talking to!! I don't tag all my moots I'm sorry T-T but these ppl are the ones that I interact with the most. Heads up its gonna be so fcking long.

Here's a love letter for you guys <33

@iz-ana - Sarabi my twin flame <33 bb i remembered me asking u why u followed me gszgxyx and u said its bcs of my vibes. just for u to know, i appreciate ur existence in my life like fr. u also the kind of person that comes to check up on ur moots if u don't see their posts AND PLS I WILL CRY bcs i just felt cared for T-T. I love our conversations bout TR theories, drabbles and thoughts about them (PLS I LOVE YESTERDAY'S BRAINSTORM THE MOST) AND THE WAY WE'RE PROTECTING IZANA . i sucks at writing love letter here shush but do know i appreciate you popping in my notifs and ur dms always gave me lots of serotonin. and hajsheyd just adding here i love how u are like "encouraging" me more to be a bitch to those who messed with my irl friends. what did u call me again- AH "scary dog privilege" bye hskxhxnx i love chatting with u bcs our convo can starts with a matured aura but then randomly we go into crack mode lmaoooo then kaboom espresso depresso bcs we missed izana :( ily okie don't stop shining!!!

@sanzu-sanzu-sanzu - ANRI, MY FELLOW HORROR MOVIES/STORIES ETHUSIAST! okay so we don't really interact much these days bcs we're both busy with outside life yes yes BUT I AM REALLY REALLLLLYYY HAPPY that we got to bond over our love on horror stuffs. and i'm really happy that you take my Thai horror movie suggestions for your to add into you to watch list. i followed u back then bcs of the Songs for the Toxic People fics and i don't remember when u followed me back lmaooo but u were the 3rd followers of mine AND i remembered our first interaction was me asking how u incorporated arts into ur story. always happy that u appreciate my barking in the reblogs lmaooo. just remember that u are talented okay? anri, u are one of the softest, gentle person i ever known and even if u are older than me istg i will squish u if we ever meet. and i'm gonna be part of ur protection squad <33 yhanks for existing in my life

@roczdust - DEI MY CRACK PARTNER!! my dude pls step on me u are literally stunning😭💕 and anddddd let me tell u, ur writings??? IMMACULATE. i first followed u due to that vulnerable drug addict Sanzu i remembered that but my first read was the Kaku's sniper s/o!! i hadn't manage to go thru all ur series yet due to uni and a certain grade a a-hole prof BUT I'M ON A BREAK SO I WILL GO TRHU EVERYTHING. PLS EXPECT THE BARKINGS IN TAGS. OH OH EVERYONE!! IF U GUYS WANNA READ ANGST, CRACKS FICS, EVEN POEMS PLS GO TO DEI'S WRITING ACC RIGHT HERE @rozcdust THEY HAVE SO SOOO MANY GOOD UNGOING/FINISHED SERIES!! my fave one forever gonna be Sanzu's and i don't accept other criticism. OH AND I REALLY DO APPRECIATE UR EXISTENCE IN MY LIFE FRFR I LOVE UR CRACK HEADEDNESS IN THE CJATS AND THE WAY WE BOTH FORGOT TO REPLY TO EACH OTHERS TEXTS LOLOL ILY PLATONICALLY pls do take care of urself n dms always open if u need me or wanna ask stuffs!!

@arosora - AVAAAAAAAA <33 i don't think u gonna expect this but hajshsjz PLS yes we don't talk too much since we just started being moots a week or two ago(?) BUT i like that u randomly popped into my inbox after the message i sent in ur gform lmaoooo <33 AND!!!! AND THEN WE FOUND OUT THAT WE'RE BOTH COSPLAYERS?!?!?! PLS THE CONVO STARTS BEING ME SIMPING OVER YOU (praise the lord i can't get ur wakasa cosplay outta my head) PLS PLS PLS TAKE CARE OF URSELF AND UR HEALTH!!! if one day i'm able to travel, i'll definitely go and visit u and we can go to a con together!! i stalked both ur cosplay tiktok n insta hhh and pls i'm dying over each cosplay. they're so so soooooo good <33 ALSO LISTEN UP EVERYONE!!! AVA HAS A WAKASA SERIES THAT YA'LL MIGHT BE INTERESTED IN!!! SHE'S DEPICTING WAKASA'S PERSONALITY LIKE MIKEY! (with the dark impulses) she's currently on hiatus due to a con BUT YES DO GIVE IT A READ ISTG!! oh and ava, take care at the con n take care of ur health <33 thank u for existing <33

@p-antomime - KIKI, MY PIE, MY SOULMATE, MY WIFE, MY EVERYTHING, THE MAIN CHARACTER IN MY LIFE. Ik u know this BUT i will tell u over and over again. U are talented. don't let others bring u down just bcs they're jealous of ur talent. don't be sad of not being chosen for performances bcs that's just bs (who knows if the chosen ones actually bribed the instructors/j) just unleash ur talent bitch don't hide it in. again ik u know this but i love you🙄❤️ yes i do bully u a lot but take it as affections will ya? and andddd i really realllllyyy love our conversations. i love the way u just stop typing and let me rant bout my cats and the shitty day i had. i REMEMBERED that message when u hit 2k followers, u were so soooo happy and i am so happy that u texted ME to tell bout it. andddd ah what else.. Oh kiki u are one oblivious person pls 😔✋it's funny that u still don't get the idea of my bday gift to u although it's literally written in the convo. u are a dumbass but u are my dumbass so ily -_- bitch if u didn't followed me back then, fr i would had missed my chances to interact with u and thus i really appreciate ur random follow (heads up ur my first follower bye) n ur existence in my life <33 oh and our convos always somehow ended up being fruity bye ur theatre kid ass ain't straight don't try to act like one -_-

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY I LOVE YOU GUYS <33

[starplatinumstims]

we're mutuals; i haven't spoken to you much but i see you in my notifications a lot of the time. i care about you ! i hope things get better for u soon. dyou wanna talk abt whatevr is getting you down? i can always come off anon if u need an ear.

this is really sweet of you to say. i don't mind talking about it publically a little. the whole point of this blog is to navigate my secrets. the things i'm not ready to tell other people about. to sift through those in my head. i'm gonna try & keep it brief here, and if you want to come off anon to talk to me, you can.

i've known for a while that i'm asexual & aromantic. i've never said this aloud though i've written it a lot; in text messages and asks and tumblr replies. i've been struggling with it a lot of late. internalised acephobia/arophobia , feeling like i'm broken, things like that.

the positivity blogs that i'm following on here & the other ace/aro bloggers and the community as a whole is really helpful. i've spent a lot of time feeling really alone, but it helps. i'm still struggling with the feeling, though.

i just really want to be brave enough to tell my best friend. but i'm so anxious about it.... for no good reason. i know him well enough to know he'd never hurt me on purpose or turn me away when i need his support. it's still something that scares me. he & i live together and the shape my life is taking right now is influenced by him a lot, and i like it like that, but i don't know what i'd do if i lost that closeness that we have right now.

[soraenun-archive]

[putting my hands in front of your eyes] guess who it is? me, your one and only bestie :D as always, i'm so glad that my messages cheer you up, even a little. it's always a pleasure talking to you so the feeling is mutual ;) <3

insomnia sure doesn't want to leave the both of us alone huh? 😌 guess we'll have to suffer... *crying*

i mean joy, irene and yeri already had it a week before the comeback so i don't think they'll catch it again this time. but yeah, it's better she takes all the time she needs to recover fully rather than rushing her to come back on stage. health is the number 1 priority. oh? i didn't know about it. i don't wanna get my hopes up because sm is known to deceive the fans but i really hope they get at least another comeback this year. this would be amazing. fingers crossed :)

don't worry, even nctzens don't have the time to catch up with all the content they put out. and, the majority of nctzens i know only focus on either one member or sub-unit and aren't interested in others. so, it's totally understandable. yeah, the choreography is amazing. especially the buffering part. so cute! and yeah, i agree with you on fire alarm lol. this song is a good beginning for the album in the sense that when you listened to it, you're definitely awake and can focus on the other songs lmao we're definitely besties because those two songs are also my favourites out of the album. i mean, who wouldn't like such great songs?

question of the day: what are your favourite rv b-sides? i don't think i asked you about it before. i hope so ^^

[you just received a new package and you decide to open it. said package is a teddy bear. when you press its right paw a message is said to you ] hey shannon, ily and i hope you're taking care mwah

from 🐘 anon

my bestie!!! hi!!!! replying to this a little late sorry about that i've been a little out of it 😫 but i'm doing okay i prommy! i hope you have been okay as well!💕

ohhh yeah you’re right!! i totally forgot about them already having it! yeah i think joy said it during a press interview but they said they plan to release many albums/have many comebacks this year and that they want to be queens of every season not just summer! but you’re right you can’t really trust sm too much but i hope that it’s true!

omg really? we truly are besties <3 and we also have amazing taste! those songs are just so good!! but i really liked the whole album! the live stages have been so good too and i'm excited to watch their studio choom performance later when i have the time!

oooh there’s literally so many i don’t even know where to start! i don’t really listen to besides much in general to be honest because i listen to so many different groups i usually just stick to the title tracks or like i usually just listen to an album once and then never again (unless it's zion.t of course) but red velvet don’t really have any bad songs so all their bsides are great! but just to name a few i really like look, oh boy, sunny side up and actually just the whole reve festival finale album in general!!

🧸💗💕💞💓 aww thank u for the teddy bear it’s so cute <3 i hope you’re well and having a lovely day bestie 💖

[dangertronic]

u mention robyn a lot and i kno she's like ur bestie... but i wanna kno how u 2 met.

Oh I love this story. Okay buckle up because we're gonna relive the tale of how we met Robyn.

So most people assume I met her through gaming since we play a lot of online games together which is wrong so toss that out of your head. I met her through a mutual friend on an adult chat site. So this friend who I will call C' had this thing where he had a new crush every few months and wanted me to get to know them, blah blah, so me being the supportive gremlin I am was like yeah okay I'll meet this girl.

So he introduced me to Robyn who immediately added me because we just clicked and she wanted to talk to me more and get to know the close friend of her crush. Now C' is a very possessive person and didn't like that me and Shane invited Robyn to play a game a lot because I'd said "sorry I'm replying slow me and Shane are on [game]" and she was like "OH I HAVE THAT WHAT'S YOUR STEAM CAN I PLAY?"

So C' decided hey I don't like this, those are my friends and not yours and kept trying to stop her hanging out with us by guilting her a lot and trying to guilt me too for having a new friend who was actually a girl I could talk to because I don't generally get along with other girls.

So if C' was busy Robyn would hop into games with us and chill after long days at work and C' got really mad about this yet again and kept trying to make her feel bad because my friends, not yours. I don't like you hanging out with them.

So Robyn, being the brat she is, continued to talk to me more, daily, out of spite which I thought was hilarious and that's how we ended up becoming friends.

[noritoshiikamo]

(tee this might be really long)

i, with permission from the friend, was telling them about how upset i was abt my prof and shit bc he didn't accept my medical certificate and gave me a zero on oral recitation and final exam. my friend did a "if it makes you feel better, i had worse thing" where hey disregarded everything i said and started talking about something they experienced.

of course, i did my best to be there and listen. i replied with the "that's really bad" things (i couldn't bring myself to full on be reassuring and stuff bc i was upset. im literally failing a subject because i got admitted to the hospital like ???) and then friend says "you know what forget it".

next day, i saw their tweet and it said "i should stop sharing my problems with people. it's not like they give a shit about them anyway." and checked our conversation, they unsent everything they said yesterday. so, i asked them why theu unsent it and asked if i upset them in any way, and that i apologize for yesterday because i just didn't know what to say or if they just needed to let it out, but they didn't reply. i tried reaching out a few days later, but still nothing.

days later, a mutual friend of ours reached out and said something that our friend was upset at me and asked if i wanted him to break the ice. i said "no, they have to do it themselves because we're both adults". mutual friend told out firend that and then they apparently repied with a "fuck you and goodnight" lmao

i never reached out or opened it since, until earlier today when the mutual friend told me that our friend wants to say "That will be the last time we'll chat because I feel like, you and I don't need to anymore" (ugh, the dramatics). i said "if they didn't have anything good to say, they shouldn't have said anything". and apparently they said that they need to make an effort to talk to me (like really pay attention to what im are saying) and our talks have been exhausting for them. and i said "okay", because im not one to push people if they don't wanna. but then they said "see, that's exactly what i mean"

it makes me guilty for reasons i don't understand. like it was my fault and my responsibility. I've been friends with this person since 5th grade and we did have a 2 year drop because they cut me off saying it's best if we didn't talk? and i reached out again last year and we fixed matters. i think it's getting repetitive, but like i have a few friends already akdkadkwk and im scared of cutting more off but aaagghhh. i dunno what to do.

its okay bb dont appologize, my blog is a safe place for u and me bb <3

im sorry this happening to you and im sorry taht you were hospitalized :/ i hope for the best recover for you and whatever you're going through <3

im gonna be truthfully honest and say that you should drop them. when you said her first response to your misfortune is to insert herself in it completely threw me off, i know she just didn't care. and for the way shes reacting after all of this is happening by disregarding communication and all just show how little you are in her life and you dont deserve it AT ALL. who in the fucking right mind says "oh i had it worse" when someones at their worst instead of offering an ear to listen. subtweeting instead of communication directly???? red flag istg.

she sounds like an emotion vampire, draining other people instead, reading all this made me exhausted already and im not even her friends.

you dont have to take my advice, but as someone who had this kind of friend, i usually distance myself from them. if you can cut them off, thats even better but i just tend to just distance myself. i mean we'll talk if we met or something but shes not gonna be in my close friend circles u know bcs if shes gonna disrespect me and my feelings she has no space in my life. but thats just me, i hope you can sort it out and whatever your decision is im sure you pick the best and i support you all the way <3

get well soon and i hope you'll sort your uni issue and your friend issue too, take a lot of break and take care of yourself and feel free to hmu off anon or anon if u need a break or anything we'll simp together ill be ur friend bb <33

[thotrichie]

fav mutual anon, richie hello! how are you? if i were dating you, i'd play your favorite games all the time with you, & watch movies whenever you wanted to. i'd set aside lots of time for you, since i think we're in really different timezones, so we could talk about whatever and just spend time together! i'd always listen to you talk about your interests, no matter how long you talk for, and try to take part in the stuff you love. this ask is too long and i don't wanna send 2,but ily stay safe!!

if i were dating u meme!

FAVE MUTUAL ANON U ARE AN ABSOLUTE ANGEL WHTA THE FUCK?? WHOMST ARE U, U ARE SO BLESSED HOYL SHIT!!!!! I DONT DESERVE THIS LEVEL OF KINDNESS??

IT’S OK IT’S NOT 2 LONG DW, IM LOVE U SM.....I don’t play many games besides uuuhhh tos / town of salem since my computer is super slow so most games if theyre not small don’t work gr8 but we could like. watch gameplay vidyas together or idk play small games like tht 2gether, i rly dnt mind dfvgndfgj

ALSO I LOVE WATCHING MOVIES SO MUCH DFGNJGVDGJN A LOT OF IT WOULD BE HORROR BUT I ALSO KINDA LIKE ROMCOMS!!! ur secret fact abt richie tht Few know but dgfnjdgf yeah idk i really really love romcoms, they used to be like. one of my fave genres of movies besides horror!!! 

ALSO U DONT GOTTA SET ASIDE A LOT OF TIME FOR ME, timezones r ass but i’d probs try my best 2 prioritize ur timezone myself since i dont rly got a lot going on atm so i try 2 choose my sleeping nd awake times tht are optimal 2 my friends being up since i Crave attention nd loathe boredom so.

ALSO DFGNVDGN UR SO SWEET I LOVE U SM...........I WOULD ALSO DO TH SAME FOR U??? I TRY 2 BE AS INTERESTED AS I CAN IN TH STUFF MY FRIENDS OR FUTURE S/O(S) R INTERESTED IN EVEN IF ITS STH IM NOT INITIALLY INTERESTED IN??? i jst lov.......trying 2 make my friends happy, esp if it was som1 i was w/ like romantically or w/e u kno since relationships r never jst like. 1 sided dfjndmkgdmfgk

THI S GOT SO LONG I HATE MYSELF RIP-- A LONG REPLY FR A LONG ASK YEET, BUT YEAH ILYSM ANON UR SO CUTE I HOPE U HAV TH BEST WEEK!!!

[puppy-wings]

I feel bad because we're mutuals but if you keep rbing dragon maid i'll have to unfollow... the creator of the show drew p*rn of a literal infant its so gross & i cant follow someone who even tolerates that kind of thing

Oh god I’m so sorry…. I’m glad that you’re telling me this!!!!!! I don’t wanna support this kind of thing I’m so super sorry!!!! I already got a ask like this, idk if this was also you? And I asked what’s exactly wrong with the show but nobody replied so I thought that maybe it wouldn’t be that bad… I’m so sorry, I’m not tolerating any kind of porn!!!!! It makes me really uncomfortable and it’s also a trigger of me, so thank you so much for telling me this!!!! I won’t reblog Dragon Maid again (I’ll go through my queue if there’s any gif of this show and delete it from my queue)!! I want you to feel comfortable on my blog, especially if we’re mutuals!!!! Also you can always talk on private to me about something like that, I won’t get mad or anything - I totally understand why you feel this way! Please always inform me if I ever reblog anything like that and I don’t know about it! I really don’t wanna tolerate / support this kind of things! Thank you so much again and I’m so sorry that it made you uncomfortable!! I hope you have a wonderful day, cutie 💖💖💖 (Also if you want to you can message me privately so I can say sorry to you personally - I feel so bad right now because of this ;u; )Edit: I’ve gone through my queue and deleted everything that’s about Dragon Maid!!!!!! 💕