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Fandorm Showcase #5 - The Hunchback of Notre Dame
Okay, fun fact. When I initially started making this dorm, the game didn't announce Glorious Masquerade yet, not to mention haven't introduced us to Rollo Flamme, which is the most coincidental thing that happened while I was creating these dorms for the sake of my own server stories. This was before the time Noble Bell College was established in the TWST lore, so...work with me here as I explain the difference of the story theme.
So next up, inspired by The Hunchback of Notre Dame, we have...
Priecarillion!
The name is a combination of Prier (pray in french) and Carillon (chime in french), which both words are related to the theme of this dorm. (With an additional i in carillon to make it sound fancy idk)
This dorm focuses on pure perfection and order, everything must be done in a orderly manner to ensure no imperfection is present. Every student who are placed in this dorm must have a proper schedule of movement, to ensure they do not trail off to do meaningless tasks that would waste time or energy. Their perfection streak not only relies on their daily routine, but also their academics, making them Night Raven College's most perfect dorm in academical ranking.
"A dorm founded on the Pious Magistrate's spirit of devotion. Students in this dorm have to maintain a perfect and flawless lifestyle as a good example for newcomers."
Requirements and Traits:
Able to follow instructions thoroughly and perfectly without error
Not be distracted by anything that strays them afar
Achieve perfect salvation to cleanse your soul of sin
Yeah, this one has some religious elements mixed into it cuz y'know, he's a priest of sorts.
Onto the dorm uniform design:
WAIT BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING-
Yes, I did take some inspiration from @rakiah 's Desirae dorm uniform design for this one (great designs btw, love ur art), cuz it's so fitting to the whole Frollo look. I did make some changes to add a personal touch so it doesn't look like I ripped off Rakiah's designs-
And of course, his magic item is a handbell, the ones you see church boys hold during sermons.
And now onto our character roster:
Praise the ever-so-perfect and flawless housewarden of Priecarillion...
Juge Carillon!
Juge (pronounced Jue, the g is silent) is hailed as the most stoic and uptight second-year housewarden of Priecarillion on NRC campus, sparing no shortcuts to ensure every task he does is perfectly executed without a single error. He may look very cold and distant at first meeting, he shows a genuine care for newcomers/freshmen who first entered his dorm, wanting them to feel solace and comfort. But behind the caring and sophisticated demeanor, hides a very dark and sinister side of Juge that he doesn't want anyone to know...
Notable Members:
Fidel Cloche (Freshman) - A meek little boy who is blind but wants to experience the world around him without the need of sight, and is Juge's most "beloved angel". (Twisted off the Notre Dame Bell)
Fanto Raconter (Sophomore) - A cheerful boy with a penchant for storytelling and puppeteering, known to lift the spirits of many with his whimsical tales. (Twisted off Clopin)
Pierre Armoure (Vice Housewarden, Sophomore) - Juge's second-in-command, put in charge of ensuring order and perfection is followed in the dorm. (Twisted off Captain Phoebus)
Cendre Kindle (Freshman) - A fiery fae with a mysterious background, but shows immense kindness and care for others. (Twisted off the hellfire)
Synopsis:
School is back in session in Night Raven College, everyone has to get back into the studying mood. Then comes the cultural festival where the school is opening for the public to come see the projects the school clubs have planned to showcase, as well as NRC seniors coming by to visit the school after their internship. One dorm, however, finds this festival to be nothing but a "distraction". Priecarillion's housewarden, Juge Carillon, believing that people participating in this festival is a waste of time, isolates him and his dorm members from such influences.
But things don't turn out the way he wanted, and he had to resort to drastic measures to make sure his dorm members don't stray far from perfection.
(Occurs between after Book 5 and before Book 6)
Again, check out @rakiah 's Desirae dorm, the designs are so good that it gave me the inspiration to make this dorm.
Next Up: Lilo & Stitch
#twst oc#twisted wonderland#twst fandorms#the hunchback of notre dame#judge frollo#Juge may be my personal favourite#Do you think Juge and Rollo are related?
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Finished my sketchbook so now its time to dump all my sketches
(Sorry for the style inconsistency lol)
#nicktoons unite#jimmy neutron#timmy turner#jimmytimmy#my art#also one of my favorite nu artist started following me#if ur seeing this you know who you are and I love ur art#ur one of my favorite inspirations <333
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Arjuna . Dhanañjaya (धनञ्जय) – one who conquered wealth and gold .
#wip#arjuna#my art#arjuna fate grand order#fate grand order#fgo#arjuna fgo#arju wearing the clothes that tv arjuna wore on one of the mahabharata tv shows#you know; sometimes you have to breath in and post ur art even tho its not 'finished'#as a perfectionist i've fallen on the hole of keeping 983459 wips bc i feel embarrased over not reaching the-#'standard' i put inside my head#but im trying to fight this and finally post my art! to anyone feeling something similar; im sending u all my support!!#but im proud of this! i love arjuna so much😭😭😭#and karna; i love both bros i cant pick a top favorite!#BUT !! that aside; i had this arju tucked in my wips in black and white and decided to add color#its not always that u see arjus with yellows golds and oranges#usually its karna who falls under these kind of color palettes so i thought it would be an interesting idea to sort of invert it#and incorporate the ref. to one of his names too; besides the cool clothes tv arju wore#if that makes sense?#color palettes feat. blues are so cool tho!! i kind of associate arju's blue accents on his fgo design with indra's association with#the sky; rain; thunder; storms#also when i originally made this wip; i accidentally made again the canvas too small soif its pixelated thats why 😭#edit: fixed a lil the flag/symbol on his forehead
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I think the main thing that pisses me off about like 90% of mephiles ships is that people will be like "how old is he??" Look that fanwiki says that he's ten and they RUN with it. Like they don't read further. I'm so convinced that most people don't even know the plot of 06 bc the shit I've seen people draw and write with the characters is just mind boggling.
#trash rambles#like yeah i understand thwt nearly all of the named sonic characters are either minors or unspecified#but like#even if he was actually ten#shipping him with other minor characters would be so weird 😭#plus i dont think it would even matter if he has actually a minor because that uncomfortable power dynamic would still be there with most#other characters#and like#god idk#the amount of dog shit mephiles ships i have to have blocked in my tags is extremely upsetting#LIKE. WDYM?#MARIA??????#STOP IT 😭#tikal makes more sense but that one still makes me uncomfortable#idk i dont even remember all the ones i blocked i just remember that find the maria posts was like#devistating#that and the one person who liked all my 06 posts and was a mephiles and elise shipper (theyre siblings to me so someone like that liking m#art of them is understanbly upsetting)#that being said how old do i think infinite is??? because he doesnt have an official age (that i could find)#personally i think hes anywhere from 19 (at the absolute youngest) to like. early 30s idk 💀#somewhere between thoes idk#the only version of him that has a 100% solid age in my head is for the ghost au and hes 22 in that (bc hes a junior in collage)#n e way#i just woke up so ignore if this is illegible#ugh idk i really try not to be gate-keepy about stuff i like because its annoying but like#i love 06 so much it kinda hurts tl see people just kinda not knowing even the basic plot or like. only going off the fandubs (which i#really enjoy but at a certain point you can only say mephiles is ur favorite and have people quote it at you or in the comments of your 06#posts so many times before you just like. idk. (also ive had people irl tell me 06 sucks after i told them directly it was my favorite sonic#game??? like??? bro you asked ME.))
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[loud song, flashing, the usual eye/decapitation trauma] [takasugi gintama amv set to crucible by sleigh bells]
happy est birthday... sweetpea.
lyrics in cc ↓↓↓
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#art tag#gintama#my beautiful faildaughters#flashing#this one honestly brought to you by mishearing the lyrics. as usual#[imagine in ur minds eye. rather be deceived -> rather need to see you. and. they define you -> there to find you]#i dont know what the kihetai are doing here either.... well i still felt bad for forgetting to include their flashback in the last one lol#so happy birthday boy gets his besties who love to wallow in the corrosive rot with him ^_^#videos
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everyone: he would Not Fucking Do That
me: he would if he was in love
#you guys c'mon have you never developed a doglike personality the likes of which mankind has never seen before out of being in love?#have you never ended up doing shit and saying shit you normally wouldn't?#not only letting your guard down but completely disarming undressing closing ur eyes and laying bare in the grass? to love is to change#this post is specifically about lalo and nacho bcs#do NOT fucking come at me with 'oh this is OOC' how can you fucking know that. you've never seen them have a crush on an enemy in canon#they are dogs and they are fools#lovesick fools#lacho#but also wait i wanna see others take their foolish ships so#fandom#shipping#let me know moots let me know i wanna know who you treat like this in ur writing and art and thoughts at 2am
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Ohhhh i now remember why i got shy about talking abt ocs
24/7 fear that someone will tell me my ideas are cliche/stupid/bad in some other and it will hurt more bc these are my own creations and not just fun and play
#kurjatxt#i was trying 2 explain some stuff and i was immediately like#:/ does this feel like some kinf of weird hype for ancient mysticism and does that go into promoting the current day false ideas plaguing#people that make them drink unpasturized milk :/#is this too based on my view on magic from my enviroment bc it is based on my personal experience on seeking safety in#nostalgia and playing w the idea of balancing what you get from the past and integrating it into the future vs. just being stuck in the#past vs. the danger of completely rejecting the past told through the lense of smth i loved as a child: fantasy/magic/fairytales :/#and could be alienating and immature and demeaningly simple to other people who grew up in an enviroment already more inclined to#this kind of balance :/#or is me thinking about this demeaning to people bc i should be able to trust them to see what i make as silly ramblings by some random#tumble user just exploring their own experiences through story instead of trying to make some large sweeping statements about#the world and its reality :/#or is it bad of me to be careless about bc of COURSE i should put the upmost care into what i put out into the world and make sure that#everything i make is inclusive and as accessible to as many different types of people to relate to :/#or is that dumb is that limiting to art and am i giving a bad example and furthering the idea of people#havibg to make everything as palatable to everyone as possible JUST in case that nobody gets even slightly hurt or annoyed :/#man being a creator is hard OOPS that is also an evil thing to say being a creator is the luckiest thing you can ever be and ur just beinh#a whiny bitchbaby :/#<-#all that just. a small portion of the overthinking#and yk what it started from?#thr statement '<#in this world magic can be kind of more compared to how modern science is approached'#THAT SENTENC3#I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT#WhY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS!!!! I DONT KNOW!!!#sorry this is prolly the longest tags ive ever put on a post sorry to whoever opened the see more for this#its just. i think tj3 first tim3 ive been able.to expresw the circles my brain does and its kind of therapeutic#maybe i should start writing these circles down more often so i could see how dumb they rly are on paper#instead.of fretting inside my heae
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she was a diver, she was a diva, can i make it any more obvious
#karinai nation get ur food#it’s vague comfort comic time#vague mainly cuz these were impulsive and i didn’t actually plan on posting them at first#but I don’t see a reason why not#diverxdiva#karin asaka#ai miyashita#karinxai#love live#nijigasaki#nijigaku#my art or something#love live comic i guess#is there even a ll community here hi guys pls come out of the shadows where are you#im not brave enough for twitter#i know i have followers who like it ofc but finding posts is a lot harder??#i follow a bunch of tags and still don’t see it much yk?? Weird#OH yeah the pencil stuff is from like idk April or something#actually idk when i drew the comic in pencil but the other one was
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slow dancing in the dark
#duality smp#dualitysmp#sparkbox#hey you ever think about dying#hey guys I’m normal about my silly minecraft character#they are so special to me#gayliens#minecraft#god i love minecraft roleplay#meg art#so basically spark gazing lovingly at jukebox amd seeing them for who they are or at least who they pretend to be and jukebox#feeling her embrace eyes closed and not seeing spark. is kinda ….#hey u ever make yuri so tragic#YOU LOOKED AT ME LIKE I WAS SOMEONE EEEELSEEEE OH WELLLL CANT YOU SEEEEE#I DONT WANNA SLOW DANCE IN THE DARK#u have no clue u have no fucking clue my plans for these gay little freaks#anyways if ur new here look up Megan Shumway vods on YouTube or whatever#who give a shit#me when baby though I’ve. closed my eyes I know who you pretend I am#me when. me when sometimes I look in her eyes and that’s where I find a glimpse of us. WHAT EVER DUDE#WHAT EVER I DONT EVEN CAAAARE#anyways anyone in these tags like yuri#it’s midnight and I’m drafting this up on my iPad#i have work tomorrow but who give a shit#Drew this in procreate btw I just started using it#this was before elias sent me all his cool tasty brushes though so expect even cooler art later thanks 2 Jim#fuck I don’t wanna delete the last tag and retype and I’m on ipad. *him#ok bye
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also this is . such a weird take but i find that i usually care way more about my friends’ ocs that have no connection to me whatsoever than any of our shared characters but literally no one shares the sentiment😿😿 AND I UNDERSTAND WHY. but i just cant.
#like NO i dont wanna ship our ocs together… tell me about your glorbos ill be ur fandom pookie…#i dont need to be included to enjoy ppls art idk…#i do like making like.. fan characters for my friends stories#i just enjoy interacting with ppls art as like.. their friend… and getting to see all the thoughts that go into a personal project#feels more personal to me than doing something together?#like thank you for letting me get to know YOU#or mayb im just weeird#i dont know i think theres something very nice about someone caring about your art!!!!#even if it doesnt include them or benefit them somehow?!??#which it DOES benefit me in the way that i LOVE hearing about ppls ocs#ITS FUN#PEOPLE ARE SO INTERESTING#i love artists.. i love art…#i love people who make art and i love their art
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Hello may I interest you all in literally the roughest comic sketch I have ever made in my life
Yuko has very thoroughly burrowed herself into my brain so I wanted to quickly sketch my idea for her and Kiryu meeting after TEN YEARS IN THE-
#smol makes art#Yuko Lives AU#yuko nishikiyama#kiryu kazuma#im SORRY Kiryu looks so BAD i dont ever draw him and i dont know HOW to draw these characters hkhhjbkbkj yall see my vision tho right?#this happened purely because i like the idea of Yuko ALSO hitting us with a 'ten years in the joint' i find it particularly amusing#i love her so much you guys and im just spinning her and Nishiki in my brain and trying to think up what they got up to for those ten years#this is fun i dont usually get invested in fandoms and much less AUs!!! im fuckin writing for this thing!!!#if the writers arent gonna give her character then i'll do it my damn self hjkgvgkvh#(also idk if u can tell but i like the idea of her and Nishiki looking VERY similar which is an extra like 'bro how tf dont u recognise me?'#ya get me? but tbh i relate to Kiryu if u change ur haircut im not gonna know who u are even without 10 years in prison hbvhjbbkbhj)#anyway yeah. sorry he looks particularly bad but hey i think the composition's decent? maybe i'll make this properly. someday#better yet someone else do it ivhigkvjgvkhgvgyk
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I really wish blocking someone meant their stuff wouldn’t wind up on your dash at all. Like I understand why it doesn’t, but. still.
Actually, I just need to get better abt checking source urls before I reblog. I try to be mindful, but now and again I Forget and have only myself to blame lmao
#text post#I would love to reblog their art and be supportive in that way at least but tbh#every time I accidentally reblog it I remember checking out their blog and seeing how they talked abt fans that like Izzy and the izcourse#and it's like oh no that's right you hate ppl like me and ur art might be gorg but maybe we just shouldn't interact#they do their thing and I'll be over here doing mine#what really needs to happen is I need to remember to check urls on fandom art to make sure it isn't any of the folks I had to block lmao#but sometimes I get excited bc the art is genuinely lovely and i do like it and think the person is v talented!#and then i forget to check and it's only after scrolling my dash that i see my reblog and the url and go 'oh. fuck. that's right. damnit.'#it's a weird feeling to be like yes I want this person to have fun and make gorgeous art but also it seems#they've made it p clear how they feel abt folks like me and so maybe they would prefer i just fuck off#which i tried to do by blocking!! and yet. here we are#i delete the reblogs whenever this happens so they don't have me in their notes but#i do hope they know their art is lovely and I appreciate their hard work even if we wouldn't otherwise get along with each other#idek why I'm blogging abt this I guess bc I feel like usually it's either or online? like u either hate each other or u don't#but I don't hate the folks who sent shit to me or the folks who condoned it i just wish i had found a way to get along with them instead#as useless a wish as that probably is#and i don't talk abt it a lot but it really bugs the fuck outta me sometimes that we can't just start over and try to interact generally#no messages no trying to be friends just reblog from them if u like and otherwise ignore each other#which has been a thing that's worked fairly okay in other fandoms tho things have happened in others to change how workable it was#but for some reason in this one i feel like im just always walking on eggshells to interact w/anyone bc it feels like everyone is waiting#for someone else to say something they vaguely disagree with and instead of just like. blocking and moving on w/the fandom experience#it turns into a massive mess that even if ur on the fringes of it all you still get pulled into or sent shit and just.#idk it doesn't matter bc ultimately none of this does but dang it the show has been special to me and hits all my special interests#and it's hard to let go and accept that there's no changing how things went and how they are and how this fandom experience for me is often#very fucking lonely even when i'm bursting at the seams to share and to hear from others what they think abt anything and everything w/it#no one is gonna read this tag essay lmao pls scroll on
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this is not the exact one I watched but I saw one of these "dish scape" things at someone's house who actually has TV (like they pay for dish/cable instead of just watching stuff online) and I think they're meant to be relaxing atmospheric stuff that you mostly ignore, but I sat there for 35 minutes watching absolutely engrossed.. further proof that I genuinely think my brain is incapable of experiencing boredom lol..
#IT'S BECAUSE there's so many little details that like you can spend minutes just scanning every corner of the image and taking it all in and#you keep finding new things! like 'oh I didn't know that blade of grass moved!' or 'I didnt see that bucket before!'. And then on top of#so many details - some things genuinely do change. The one I saw was a Beach house scene and sometimes a bird would fly by or ONE TIME kite#came out of nowhere. a sandcastle built and unbuilt itself. there's a firepit and it comes on when the sky changes from day to afternoon!!#this is like watching a sports game to me. I need weird detail oriented friends who will sit for 20 minutes staring at a barely moving pict#ure & cheer and clap with me when a seagull flies across the screen ghgj.. THERE HE IS!!!! etc!! and there's just so much to think about!!#Like how the images are layered or animated and the choices that were made (like I think the sunrise and sunset sky background images for t#e beachouse are just the same picture flipped and recolored) and trying to predict what's going to happen next (will the lights in the hous#turn off for night time? will another bird show up??) etc! I even got up at one point to walk close to the screen and get a better view of#hese paintings that were visible through the beachhouse windows. and then thinking about building a similar home in the sims! OR ALSO THIS#WOULD BE SUCH A COOL medium I think to tell a story! Like you upload a video to youtube that is framed just as a completely average moving#screensaver ambiance type of thing. It's like 7 hours long and mostly loops the same still image. However. over time at certain points you#can see some thing happen like watching characters interact through the windows. animals or people walk across the screen. certain elements#in the environment morph or change. etc. In such a way that an entire like plot is conveyed. maybe like fantasy mystery sort of thing. I WI#SH I could do this style of art / had friends who could or had money to pay somebody to. I would LOVE to collaborate on a weird surreal#It's Just Your Average Slowly Looping Moving Screensaver Video I Promise' type story.. jjhhgHH.. Or even just making one of these set in so#me of my fantasy world environments. not as a secret thing with easter eggs that tell a story but just literally an image like this tha#moves over time and etc. HHRRGRGHhhhhGG.. ANYWay!! I had to actually turn it off not because I was bored but because it was distracting me#. which is funny since again. I think for most people it's meant to be a 'just leave it on in the background' type of thing that's bland an#neutral . But it was just making me think too much ghjgh.. This is why I can't go to amusement parks or nightclubs bars or concerts like..#a moving screensaver image is too overstimulating to my brain. Could you imagine me going to an environment just full of sensory informatio#like loud noises poeple talking flashing lights etc. etc. ? hghghb... Visiting a grocery store at a slightly busy hour is like my upper lim#it... Anyway.. everything is just so interesting to me. Even if I was locked in a room alone I would have plenty to think about & amu#se myself. I am also a hater definitely like I'm a very analytical person who is critical of society and systems & everything that exists#and even generally am just very opionated and have distinct preferences - so just because everything is INTERESTING does not mean I LIKE or#enjoy everything or never get tired of/annoyed by situations or ideas or etc. But it's more just like.. I literally dont think I could ever#be bored because of the way my brain works and also I approach life with elements of childlike whimsy and constant obsessive curiosity and#attention to detail. so as much as I am an analytical bore I also love everything and the world is fascinating at all times. lol.. duality#of man. if you get it then you get it. ANYWAY.. wanted to ramble abt it. I don't like the above video as much as the one I actually saw but#I couldn't find the beach one online.. BUt.. aaHH! best viewed whilst talking to yourself narrating/cheering! ALSO I want to make one!!!
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hope u guys don't mind me being a little queer sometimes and talking to myself in the tags, it helps clear my head since people can filter out rant posts easily
#bc i had not used this place in a while until late 2022 ive absolutely forgotten if i used to talk to myself in tags here before or not#i say this bc i now have people who actively see my art here n just throwing random rants here would be very rude so i prefer tags help#feels safer here too LOL#also feels a little scary but im sure that's normal for many that there are ppl who read all tags mein gott#NOT A BAD THING THAT PPL READ TAGS i wouldn't be writing anything if i wanted to kill people for reading tags lol#just stating observations aheem aheem#its like writing on a public bathroom's walls and people passing by to be like “damn bitch ok” /funny#also do not worry at all about how i express myself i do apologize if my words sometimes sound like im on the brink but like#violence is the only way i love to be expressive HELP#watch me be on the government watchlist for the shit ive said gootbyeeeeeeee#but do not feel worried i will be ok eventually every time. sometimes i just gotta explode oh so violently to deflate and feel normal again#WISH I COULD USE EMOJIS ON THIS DAMN PC#anyway the person im trying my damned to avoid is Sure Making It Difficult#at least the people i wanted to know why i was autotune crying baby for a while heard me out n im alive in that regard finally smile emoji#how long can you keep gently hinting you want to distance yourself from somebody until you lose your goddam mind and feel sweet relief when#they actually leave said group themselves after getting my blunt hints help help#oh i sound so fucking rude with just my side but mein gott i don't care bc it was never a serious thing to begin with#just shot my anger thru the roof for good reason and finalliegh im getting mutual distance from that person lol#never get close with ur fave artists worst mistake of my life /hj for real#u start off loving seeing them every time and then boom youre sad how things turned out every time you see them my god#also make sure ur minor friends dont feel like they need to mend things for the adults i feel so fucking sad for someone bc of this rn but#i talked to them n hopefully they understand aouhg.#anyway back to queer posting thats enough soup for today good god#ranting
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#bitter feelings abt content and community again#i don't create for other ppl i do it bc i like to make things#but when youve been making things for a quiet community for a while and getting ehh traction#and ur okay w that bc youve built ur own community elsewhere.. and theres still ppl who enjoy ur stuff here#but idk seeing a whole community appear and interact with each other while uve been there the whole time. n they dont rlly interact w u#is kinda isolating?#for a moment i just stop and go 'what do i do at this for'#not making the art but bothering to post it and tag it as if ppl will see and talk abt a show i love with me#but no one answers back. and suddenly theres a conversation without you about the same topic#i know no one is obligated to give time and effort for content they didnt even ask for#im just writing my feelings#ha if i catered to a certain character more i wonder if ppl wouldve interacted more
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Dangit big money friend I know which blog is yours I just can’t find it or remember the url n can’t find you in the DMS I kNOW I’ve talked to you (adhd memory fog promise I got that big respect)—- but I can’t say Paypal names allowed in fear of deadnames. YOU COME GET ART FROM ME POSTHASTE. hell I’ll make physical art and MAIL IT TO YOU. Your generosity knows no bounds and I hope to share the love with the energy it provides me to SURVIVE.
Note to self: I should make an art piece about the Wealth of Having Community.
#me.#(you essentially just replaced my uncle for the month which is. so comforting.#(for me and for him#(letting him know I’m taking care of#(feels like it’s always been a fear of people who take care of me that I can’t— FIND HELP—- i prommy to them I’ll try my hardest#(either by loving a strong community or by making due by little art pieces#(I grew up homeless I struggle to even see ‘trouble’ as trouble sometimes#(I get in the red I do panic#(but not eating not buying anything not doing anything that’s not free—- that’s my childhood#(I can SURVIVE IT#(but bank red scares me cause it’s Persistent and always appears when you’re least able to attend it (ie: no money?? lETS CHARGE YOU MORE!!#(sniff#(Good people get mentioned to my church lady friend#(she’s. nice. but she has the Christian values of ‘if ur good- good things will happen’ ie: YOU NEED TO EAARRNNN GOODNESS#(usually by working hard#(but lookit this. I do work. I don’t kill my self over it tho. and I spend the rest of my energy on people I care about#(if I had money I’d always be giving it away lord knows I did in college oof#(could’ve saved more if I didn’t help all my friends w their problems but#(that’s how the rich get rich. they in it for themselves.#(*I am rich in relations* so hrmPh#(**rambles further** also spoke to my friends about how the suburbs are subpar communities cause u can’t run businesses in em#(no churches no stores no repairs. cause you can kick someone out of a house but not out of their BUSINESS LOCATION.#(but also cause it risks creating a community you can’t control. becomes self sufficient. doesn’t require capitalism selling them shit.#(when they can share trade and gift. ugh. beautiful times.
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