#if u have me on discord u can just ask there

[straykidsfamily]

Stray kids Fam Gc!<33

hi, I want to create a stray kids family gc!

it will be like, not actually roleplaying or smth, I mean just, u say a member u want to be, and then u like take this members place. For example u say I wanna be Chan, then u don’t have to directly act and talk like him. Then u r probably just a bit like the parent, and the one that cares for others a lot. So just think about ur own personality, that’s what I mean lol.

I’ll be choosing 7 stays,(since I’ll also be in there)

I’ll create a gc maybe on discord or if u don’t have it, we’ll find another solution.

if u wanna be in there, comment or send me a ask, and tell me wich member u like wanna be. Since im a minor I’d prefer minors too, so pls no nsfw accs!!( If ur like 19 u can too, but no nsfw stuff!!)

I hope we can find stay friends and just have funnnn

(I’ll be Chan btw!)

xoxo<333

[ghelgheli]

hi lovelies, i'm currently in the midst of a hell week but it's time to do smth i've been meaning to for a little while: discord film club

i'm a dilettante filmhead and this will be a fun opportunity to watch fun movies with cool people. mutuals only atm, reply to this post or dm and i will send an invite over in a day or two, as soon as i have the server sorted out.

the working plan is to do a test run this Saturday August* 17th 8PM UTC, screening Close-Up dir. Abbas Kiarostami

it's my intention to run thru a sequence of iranian film in the short term and see where things go from there :)

[fumifooms]

"Marchil? I guess I can see it on Chilchuck’s end, but what about Marcille’s? What makes you think she could develop feelings for him?" I’m glad you asked!

The first thing to note is that she does think highly of him

In the page on the right, literally defending his virtues and literally comparing him to Dalclan. And oh…

She does love a brooding mysterious guy who closes himself to love. But surely, Chilchuck isn’t her type at all, right? He’s not princely or knightly at all. In apperances certainly not, both looks wise and demeanor wise, but then that’s why she seeks to know him on a deeper level, to not only look shallowly.

And hmm. Chilchuck really is quite selfless isn’t he? Always looking out for others, and saving specifically her often, always making sure himself and, staying in or even running towards danger for her sometimes. Modesty is often considered heroic…

And can we talk about that drowning one… You can definitely frame the special attention as him knowing she tends to hesitate or be clumsy, and then his insistance on pulling her out of danger that she’s the healer aka the most important to keep alive, but. From the one who says that he just keeps his ass out of fights and won’t help this is a lot of risk to take, and he does die trying to pull her to safety in the dungeon rabbits chapter. And the drowning bit??? That’s when the dungeon collapses. The only reason they DON’T die of drowning here is that the water then gives way to outside. There was NO hope of pulling her to safety here and resurrections would likely not work either, he truly preferred to die with her than try to survive himself.

Sit your ass back DOWN you are in no state, self-sacrifical hero much damn

And Marcille definitely noticed this imo, after all she loves learning all she can about him, remembering things like how he hates waiting on people too. She pays attention to him and what he does and what he says. This to say that it’s notable, whatever reason for it you may think (though we know by this point at least she was already aware he was an adult though it wasn’t internalized), out of everyone it’s Chilchuck’s bed that she wants to sleep in during the Golden Kingdom stay. He’s safe and comforting to her: dependable, the defining trait in her view of him as is shown by the relationship chart in the Adventurer’s Bible.

^ Lending handkerchiefs is a romance trope btw and handkerchiefs have irl history of being used for courting. Especially in old English literature and plays like Shakespeare’s Othello, and personally I do see a lot of Shakespeare in Dalclan (nobility political drama with some romance). There’s how his cowl is a dearly beloved souvenir from his family too, there’s a lot of aesthetic tropes you can apply to him.

All this to say you can 100% romanticize Chilchuck into a princely noble guy if you try and that’s exactly what Marcille does with the wife roleplay. She doesn’t need much in the first place, she latches onto crumbs and makes aesthetic narratives out of details, give her an inch she’ll take a mile.

But what’s interesting about the shift throughout the arc of her and his relationship is that she starts out idealizing him into a little angel of a kid (shapeshifter), and she ends it idealizing him as a virtuous husband and family man instead.

And what’s doubly interesting is that in the former, she’s actively warping who he is personality and demeanor wise to fit the aesthetic, he doesn’t have that bitter pride of not asking for help and the edges have been smoothened. But what she does during the wife roleplay is something else, she acknowledges the flaws and just… Accepts them, rolls with them. She’s aware of his flaws and implements them into the narrative, but the reason why his wife left doesn’t capitalize on them even, rather Chil is chilblivious and his wife loves him very much still, she’s just testing him after having had a night of feeling out of place at his side.

And this is what separates the idealization vs romanticization, she’s not twisting him into someone else she’s just uplifting what he is and focusing on the good sides.

Marcille: "he has a shitty personality sometimes but if he was my husband I’d still cherish him" "If I were your wife I’d be overjoyed to go out with you and would get myself prettied up while you complain about me taking a long time, your friends would tell me that I’m nice and that’d make me happy, but I’d also be sad because you wouldn’t tell me that you love me enough"

He’s angry and his wife left him, he’s *flawed*, but he’s still worth hyping up, still worth having his own romance story, still has a shot of winning back his beloved. She sees him for what he is, human and real and not a carefully scripted character that fits an aesthetic, and she thinks it’s still worthy of love and admiration and fighting for

And what’s funny too is that you might expect her to cool down on him once she learns more about him but actually she only gets increasingly into his business. You tell her your age and next thing you know you promise to introduce her to your family. Give her an inch she takes a mile. And too the thing is, Senshi is equally mysterious but she doesn’t pester him like at all, asks him ONCE about his succubus and he doesn’t even answer and that’s like… It. With Chilchuck it starts off innocently enough with her wanting to know his age, hometown, the stuff she mentions having asked pre-canon. But it just keeps and keeps going and escalating. Think she’ll be satisfied now knowing you have a wife and kids, maybe she’s disillusioned now? Wrong! She wants to know their names and ages and occupations and hey how did you propose to your wife? Do you think she’ll stop after meeting them? What’s next? What will she want to know next????

She’s… Like it’s not a reach that Marcille is all over him. Like it doesn’t mean it’s romantic but she just is. She is not normal about him idk. Can you not ask him about what tongue technique he used when first kissing his wife, give the man breathing room

Marcille could literally go "if I was Chilchuck’s wife" having deeply pondered and thought out the hypothetical and people would still ask where anyone sees any romantic potential between them. Oh wait

There’s a platonic explanation for everything (almost?) in Dungeon Meshi don’t say I’m saying otherwise, but it’s definitely not like there’s nothing here to read into lol

Going off a bit more under read bc it’s my fave topic

Marcille has a whole theme with the charming prince trope with her idealization and storybook motif and Chil is kinda the "Well someone perfect like that isn’t very realistic and romance is usually more complex and that’s ok and good and flawed people can still be ✨virtuous✨" catalyst

Do you see do you see she starts canon thinking the most romantic thing is a prince charming but her arc in the end has her romanticizing an average, flawed, real and realistic family man, who’s on the poorer side and is on the verge of divorce. And that’s what he needed, too, seeing the positive of himself and the situation instead of focusing on the negative is explicitly what inspires him to hope that he might be able to reconcile with his wife, gives him the courage and self-esteem to shoot his shot.

He IS a prince figure instead that now it’s not about idealizing the grand and overt it’s about romanticizing the small things in real life!! About finding joy and beauty in things that seem normal or mundane and uplifting them to make the world feel kinder!!!!

He’s the devoted virtuous man that she wantsss not the storybook prince that’s unrealistic and could crumble like a script at any time. He’s the perfect example of a flawed realistic but virtuous & devoted & loving man. Far from a prince charming, but not fully detached from it either. Something worth fighting for despite the flawed cracks. Like literally, flawed romance being worth fighting for is literally the finale of Chilchuck and Marcille’s arc on the matter, where their separate arcs and issues intersect at the most crucial moment.

Marcille is important to Chil’s arc not only because of her optimism, but also because of her interest and knowledge in romance & matters of the heart, and that’s what he needs to both open his heart up to hope and to try to reconcile with his wife, like idk sounds gay

Their arc together is literally learning to 1) see each other for how they are and not undermining their qualities capacities etc etc while still not leaving flaws unchecked either and 2) opening up to people. Marcille LITERALLY makes Chil open his heart up to hope like idk man. What do you want from me. He’s literally the guy helping her through deconstructing novels and fantasy and rose tinted glasses and like. Deconstructing the prince charming figure into something more real but still romantically beautiful like KUI KUI STOOOOP STOP I’M ALREADY HOOKED I’M ALREADY-

 Ok fine that’s me reading into the tropes too much forgive me for being storybook brained but like. Speaking his heart out to a lone woman on a balcony, Romeo and Juliette shit, asking if she, too, doesn’t want to meet his family, madly blushing. And like she’s learned with Chilchuck it’s all in the little things, all the implications he cannot speak aloud. She does reciprocate, does blush madly back, and the first thing she does is shower him in flowers and jewelry and what in her heart is coded as romantic gifts

A lady, stashed away in a high tower by her lonesome, waiting for someone to call out to her from below… Romeo courting type shit with an offer, a heartfelt spiel, implicit confession from underneath her balcony. Offering him flowers because he succeeded in calling out to her heart…….. And they have to climb to her too…. Crazy

Doesn’t it sound like a proposal. One that’s both so storybook-like and not, contrastedly real and grounded, all about the implications rather than in your face grand gestures, "Don’t you want to meet my family?". They literally have an arc about the topic of romance and this is the climax/pinnacle of it like god?? This is @ the woman who said "Chilchuck is a shy/bashful man so I know he wouldn’t tell me he loves me, but…" btw

To quote a friend, truly the shiny secret unlockable dating sim capture target : THE DUNGEON LORD BIT WAS SO FUNNY BECAUSE HE KNEW SHE'D TAKE IT HOOK LINE AND SINKER HES THE ONE WHO GOT HER TO TURN AROUND COMPLETELY SHES LIKE. WIDE EYED FLAG RAISED???? FLAG RAISED WITH CHILCHUCK 👀👀👀‼️👀👀‼️👀

And the way that this is the culmination of their arc together… Like people are not ready for the ‘Chil calling out to dunlord Marcille on the balcony has Romeo and Juliette romance novels imagery’ take. Or the ‘their arc is about growing to see beauty even in the non-idealized, in the flawed and in the real’ take which makes it so so perfect if she were to lower her ideal from a charming elven prince to a virtuous halfling man (which she does end up romanticizing)

So there, you got to witness in real time what happens when I think about marchil for longer than 2 minutes, there are so many layers it’s a deranged rabbithole. I saw the necronomicon of subtext and it’s driving me to madness with forbidden knowledge that no one else sees

……. Like what if I told you she implicitly picked Chilchuck over a "unrealistic prince charming who’s actually disingenuous" much earlier in the story already. If she was given the choice to think through going with a guy that seems perfect and chivalrous like her succubus she’d pick Chilchuck over the other actually. If I sound insane rn tune in for my full analysis on them coming this month hopefully thank youu. Interwoven arcs of fantasy vs reality and idealization vs pessimism I love youuu

So now you know the general thesis of my planned analysis about the importance of the prince charming figure in Marcille and Chilchuck’s arc, where she romanticizes things to a sometimes worrying degree or idealize people into something easy and digestible and poetic (like Chil being a kid, and then him being a virtuous ✨✨✨husband), and how she needs to value aesthetics less and actual acts and facts more, be more grounded (like seeing people for what they are flaws and all, and accepting that people need money and not pulling through on principles of honor or unity shouldn’t get Namari shamed) and a part of that is accepting that Chilchuck is BOTH flawed and virtuous, a loving husband that still has shitty moods and fumbled his marriage so bad etc etc. So it’s like, her image of perfect prince charming that will whisk you away on an ethereal romance -> realistic flawed middle aged dad with personality issues and a failing marriage but he still is worthy of love and having his cute grand romance story and his happy ending. Ik I keep repeating the same point through this but I need it to be burned into everyone’s brains it has its grip on me I can’t do this. They are so special……

[pcktknife]

Wtf this is my first time seeing a picture of actual in game sloan they’re literally so cute. I understand everything now

such a cute creature

[puppyeared]

ive made myself more wet and pathetic

[icewindandboringhorror]

I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

[clockworkreapers]

Hello 👋 I was just wondering if you did commissions still and where I'd be able to commission you if they were open!

I do! They are just most easily accessible on discord due to ease of access, commmunication and general updates. People can DM me about them sure but I usually need to keep when my commissions are open to smaller groups lest I get dogpiled- or like make a list and try to remember who’s on it to be like ok I got time would you still like me to do this.

I can at least put my sheet out for you to look at- they aren’t like “OPEN” at the moment though (in air quotes cuz if I have time to squeeze in small things that can be completed in like 2-3 hours I usually make accesptions).

Mspa style lands, beans (single characters in the bean style) and panels (unless super detailed) are all a flat 25$ usd.

Again though best way to keep up to date is on discord and on the Alternian empire server but it goes very fast since I only do a small number of commission slots at a time (like 3-4). But I can always keep you on a list for when I have time to do stuff too, I just need to know!

[dayurno]

my advice for anyone whos growing more and more frustrated with the state of aftg and fandom at large is that arguing is fun but you need to be happy. ok. you need to. its hard when bad faith takes are dropped to your doorstep but you need to be happy and enjoy yourself and have fun or there's no point in anything at all ever. ok. fandom is not real and nothing is worth more than your enjoyment. i love you please make sure to have fun and reach out to a friend today. for me

[sn0wbat]

pastel goth bat (he/it) and morten (they/he) because why the hell not

it's fun to dress up our ocs like dolls sometimes

[fluxweeed]

hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.

if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!

awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.

idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛

ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!

[cannibaltranssexual]

if we're doing alt sites for communication ive had my discord in my pinned forever But i will concede that just knowing my username is not helpful At All because i cannot answer dms to save my life </3 so warning if u dm me on there i may not answer for like. weeks (<- brain broken)

HOWEVER if anyone wants to hang out in any hannibal discord servers with me, heres the (public-facing) ones where i spend like 90% of my time outside of tumblr:

Weekly Sessions w/ Dr. Hannihole Lecter (aka hole server): @love-songs-for-emma's hannibal rewatch server that has just recently finished our rewatch so atm we're just vibing (13+ with an 18+ restricted channel)

Baltimore State Hospital For for the Criminally Insane: @willgrahamsbecoming's bschi themed server, ft frederick chilton friday (16+ with 18+ restricted channels)

HannibalTV: discord server for r/HannibalTV, but there's a few of us from tumblr there as well and it's chill (18+ save for a few 16+ minors (hi) who joined before the age limit was raised, also has nsfw restricted channels)

join say hi etc etc all servers are active but not like literally drowning in messages level active so it's fun <3

[cosmobrain00]

wanna talk about your ocs some moreee? (plsplsplsplsplsplspls)

DO I. vibrating at incredibly high frequencies rn what better place to start than once again w the yarrow siblings bc WOW. THEY DRIVE ME NUTS!! like. for example ive been thinking of bella again more recently n feel incredibly sick ovr it all, ik I briefly mentioned sm stuff abt her before BUT? shes actually the eldest sister of all time guys n let me explain:

where to even begin. she was the first of her parent's eventual "failures", while being graced w gen love n kindness at first from them they quickly grew "tired" of her n she could never understand why. one day they were indulging her whims, pinching her cheeks n letting her come everywhere w them, n the next she was tugging at her mother's skirt hem n her fathers hand asking to be picked up n they only tiredly looked at her this time n told her to "stop being fussy" n that was that. when she heard they were having another kid it felt like she was being "replaced" n her chest hurt so bad and her eyes welled up n she ended up running to her room n slamming the door n crying into her pillow bc she just wanted her parents back n knew that now she'd really never get to have them again. when her baby brother was finally born tho, her mother made her hold him n at first bella only frowned sullenly down at him bc really- this is what they were replacing her with? but something inexplicable softened inside of her against her will when he softly smacked his little fist against her chest n ended up snuggling closer to her, n she ended up walking around the house simply carrying him for a while until he fell asleep so her mom could rest. when they eventually realized there was something wrong w myer- that being his near inability to see pretty much anything- suddenly he wasnt their cute kid anymore he was something that was "too much work" bc of this, n so what do they do? they pawn him off on bella of course, n u can guess how well that goes over. not only have they replaced her but now they've turned her into myers sole caretaker pretty much bc theyre gone so much of the time (AT AGE 8 MIND YOU.) once, bella shut the door in myers face n told him to go away, only to open it hours later n see him sitting right outside fiddling w the carpet in the dark. she felt so guilty tht she started crying n hugged him close n said she was sorry over n over. like she really felt like he “took” her parents love at first, but now? it feels like he's simply in the same boat as her n she has no choice but to step up for him bc if not her then who else. tht doesnt mean she still didnt struggle w him, far from it in fact, but while she has these mixed emotions, she also knows that despite myer not being able to see her much, whenever he hears her voice its enough to bring him running from the opposite end of the house to her n that means something to her. AND I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN TO KEITH N LORELEI YET THE FUCK OF IT ALLLLL. when bella once AGAIN hears tht her mom is having another kid, TWINS this time she nearly loses it because she simply doesnt understand why both her n myer arent good enough n why theyve been discarded. when keith n lorelei arrive ofc its only a matter of time bf theyre all but pushed onto bella to take care of, n shes so so tired at this point but she simply steels herself n accepts bc she wont allow them to be abandoned. keith is a sullen little brat who's too angry so much of the time but she understands bc shes like that too deep down still. lorelei nearly never sleeps n her n keith cause so much trouble tgt but shes also the one to hug bellas leg n tell her she loves her no matter if they just fought or not. n bella may feel bitter but she'll still read them the books she found at the dump at night n listen to them all n let them pull on her apron n whine when shes trying to make things n like. they annoy her so much she wishes her parents never had them she doesnt know how to live without them now she'd do anything to protect her broken little family she wouldnt know what to do if she lost any of them, n all of these feelings just explode when the draft comes n her parents abandon them all n now its officially her turn to be the head of their fam. do not even get me started on bella being the one to go to the war in place of myer either bc I will not stop SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEEE

[bangcakes]

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[doomzday-zone]

hiiii you should.give me refs of ur ocs <3333 i prommy i will not draw them in silly and/or trauma inducing situations haha i. woukd never do smth liek that <333333333

i should probably answer this when i have more refs done jkbkjbkjb

BUT. ERMMMM. i literally dont have normal refs 4 most of my ocs :sob:...... i think the only recent ref-ish stuff that i have is 4 phantom n circe. but i CAN do some more quick ones! (if u have particular ocs youd like lmk!! if not then ill just do a random batch :3c)

adding the ones i have thooooo:

Circe the Jackal

her fits still a WIP these r just some basic shapes..... go wild lol<3

The Phantom

im v particular abt how phantom is portrayed esp in stuff thats not drawn/written by me if u cant tell jkbjbjk so ill always b up 2 answering questions n stuff abt him dont be afraid 2 ask !!

phantoms fit also gets changed a lot n is a WIP stage lol but this pic is the only good one i have of her outfit even if its a little outdated lol :P

ummmmmm!!!! yea :3 im sooo happy ppl r interested in my oh seas<33333 v excited 2 see what u do w em :flushed:

[6ronze]

what if i call u kitten

what if i call u mine

[slytherinshua]

Sorry Sangyeop is a what?! What on earth did he do ahaha? I'm glad you had a great time! It seemed so fun from the videos you posted! One thing that has struck from seeing videos of their concerts is, Sangyeop really has developed a technique for spraying water bottles lol. It amazes me how he is able to crush a bottle like that when I can't even open a bottle :( . I hope you aren't suffering from pcd! I've never actually been to a concert, so never experienced it myself, but I think I'd definitely be suffering after seeing Lucy ahaha

I find it so cool how people get into the same bands but for such different reasons and at different places and times in their life. It's so cool to be able to talk and connect with different people because of the same band.

Ah thankyou so much!! I am so excited to watch it! It may leave me feeling depressed about my lack of talent, but worth it ahaha.

On a different note, Wonsang just needs to stop. Like how dare he be so cute?? I keep seeing videos of him being cute and it really brings out the cuteness aggression in me sometimes. Also Yechan. And Gwangil. And Sangyeop. They all just need to stop. I can't fall in love with them anymore. My heart will not be able to take it. Lol

U heard me right I do declare sangyeop the slut in lucy SKDJKS I SWEAR AT THE CONCERT HE WAS WAY TOO CHARISMATIC AND FINE AND ???? NOT TO MENTION THE TIMES HES HAD OUTFITS W OPENED BUTTONS OR SEE-THROUGH BACK/CHEST HES JUST INSANE 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ and he rly rly hypes up the crowd like damn 😭😭 I only got noticed by him once maybe twice but when he smirked at me I felt like I was gonna die LIKE I CANT SKDJSKDJKS 😭😭😭 and the water bottle technique YEAH HES DEF PERFECTED THAT OVER THE TOUR. I’m so glad I chose to go over to wonsang’s section because for soundcheck I was in the centre in front of sangyeop and if I had stayed there I would’ve gotten utterly soaked. I definitely am already suffering from pcd 😍😍😍😍 but the thing is I haven’t even recovered from my onf pcd from the concert I went to at the end of february so… lucy pcd better not last that long 😭😭

exactly especially with a band like lucy I feel like most kpop stans haven’t heard of them or know them so when you find someone who does you can bond really really well!!

keep an eye out for my man ha hyunsang while watching just cause he is so talented. and some of my other favourite contestants other than lucy iirc were mellow kitchen (he always added smth special to the performance w his saxophone) and kim youngso (i really loved him in adventure of a lifetime performance he’s super cute like wonsang)

WONSANG IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE ☹️☹️☹️ the way he talks and holds himself the little dance he does on stage and poses after the performance is done his laugh and his smile and ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ IM SO EMO OVER HIM HES MY BABY💔💔💔💔 like the way he talks is so cute FOR WHAT I was so endeared during this moment ☹️☹️☹️