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Dragging you home after our night out and fucking railing into you because you looked at that guy for more than 3 seconds, and I have to remind you that you belong to me🔪
#If I wasn’t. Fucking furious. Before I fucking I am only I make her fucking scream my name taste her fucking sweet nectar Your hand trembl#chapped lips trapped between your teeth to prevent any type of minimal noise wihh the knife in my hand#let me stop you right there. I’ll kill anyone names. You utter any names you loath I own you growls. wrapping his arms around your waist#and smirking darkly at the squeal that escapes you.#Her dainty little Neck was small i couid I easy snap it like a twig#letting the darkness of my presence loom over your shaking figure Do you provoke me so I’ll stick my cock dripping wet pussy.#And show it where it belongs growls. I do it love it when you provoke me I do love to showing what happens to bad lil fucking girls#You belong to me my property no one touches my property#cnc brat#desperate slvt#cnc daddy#daddy's good girl#bd/sm daddy#edging and denial#edging kink#cnc knife play#brat taming#bratty#bimbo training#bimbo doll#bimboification#needy slvt#slvt training#stupid slvt#cvnt#dumb cvnt#cvm wh0re#daddy’s wh0re#dumb wh0re#desperate wh0re
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So my brain now has another fanfic idea, this time due to me thinking about Galvatron
Basically it’d be sometime in the far future of Transformers One, where Megatron became Galvatron, and now presumably after defeating Unicron, Optimus is trying to help Galvatron after being left with severe mental issues like he is in g1
Optimus here is desperate to resurface any part of D-16 or even Megatron, just so long as he’s someone he recognizes instead of Galvatron, but it might just be an internal desire and not something he’s trying to do above all else, just wanting him to be better because of how much he used to mean to him
I’m not sure how to describe all of what I want in this premise, just Optimus trying to help Galvatron
But also, once more, I don’t think I could write this fic, but more because I don’t know how to write mental health struggles, nor do I know what specifically would be wrong with Galvatron. But I want to see someone make it, I need it
#also some other vague specifics from my brain#this Megatron is the one who sacrificed himself to defeat the Quintessons#with Optimus being the last to see him and thus knowing Megatron wasn’t acting like this before#and maybe also feeling guilt that he couldn’t prevent this from happening#he’s also unsure now if Megatron was revived by Unicron to become Galvatron#or if Megatron actually survived and Unicron just found him first#the latter being where more of the guilt stems#also Galvatron makes it clear he hated Unicron while being his servant#potentially Galvatron was the result of years of brainwashing/torture by Unicron#and that would come into play#I think I’m just rambling at this point I’ll stop here#transformers#transformers one#optimus prime#galvatron#story ideas#fic idea
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live action Ninjago is truly the greatest Halloween jump scare
#like#this is happening???#Fr?#why did no one stop them?#Who thought it was a good idea?#It’s probably going to take a few years to release#I’ll be in College or maybe even graduated when this comes out#If they go the teenagers route they people they cast to play the ninja could be younger than me#The people they’ll cast as the ninja probably grew up watching the show with everyone else born from 2003-2010#if they make the ninja white or Nya not buff I will throw things#i’m freaking out#ninjago#lego ninjago#lego ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising
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I'm probably going to post about this on the MW subreddit, but I still find it pretty hilarious that most fans assume the "struggles" Jimbalaya was dealing with back on Earth were related to criminal acts (usually in order to demonize Curly) meanwhile most of the pieces of clues I've gathered from the HFIM dlc and the QnAs we got about the characters' lives have lead me to believe Jimbalaya's struggles were about poverty.
In the HFIM dlc we're pretty clearly playing a fish version of Jimbalaya, and the whole game is about how a capitalistic system ruins people (fish) and those that climb up help perpetuate the system and those that go down just get eaten. So it's pretty interesting to me that Jimbalaya fish even after consuming other fish and items... keeps going down.
But it was the third QnA that sealed it for me. Curly's hobbies are around a lot of friends and family that he could join interesting things. And of course play snow sports in Winter. Winter snow sports... which let's be honest is a pretty expensive hobby to have. Meanwhile, Jimbalaya can't afford any hobbies other than joining one with Curly.
I think this kinda just adds more fuel for Jimbalaya to both envy yet aspire to be like Curly.
I dunno, it's just fascinating to me watching so many fans claim the "struggles" were so obviously to do with crime when most of the current evidence I noticed seems to point towards money related issues.
-🌟 Anon
I think both are valid and valuable interpretations that’s the MW fandom makes but I think the major problem with it is the severity in which they make Jimmy out to be every factor wrong with men in society.
Like I think it’s interesting to use the idea he has some record, misdemeanors/petty stuff, that has complied to make his life more difficult. It’s all his own doing for his entitlement and general behavior but it can also be used to comment on Capitalism banking on desperation and envy. A lot of his actions are desperate because he knows his crimes on the Tulpar will make it virtually to climb any ladder, anywhere anymore due to their weight. Like in the end the problem is undeniably how the proverbial rat race creates environments that fosters Jimmy’s and creates ineffective systems like Curly represents.
Curly on the other hand benefits from the corporate part of it with his financial freedom, stability and prestige but he too is socially stagnant, deeply unhappy in the identities placed on to him and unrecognizable as anything other than a cog in the machine. I think this goes in tandem with the other members too as the identities placed onto them in the scenario all represent stages in capitalism and class discrepancies: Anya represents largely marginalized identities (particularly women in blue collar fields/harassment) and how they ultimately have to fend for themselves. Daisuke a sort of perception of both a class between Curly and the rest, protected no matter the effects of the establishment due to his home life but at the same time he is the metaphorical future gen, things stripped from him as the older generations squabble amongst themselves in private conversations leaving him unequipped. Then there’s Swansea being sort of those who have lived through it, knowing how it ends but ultimately still lack the skills, resources and want to change it, letting it cycle.
The entire thing with Jimmy circles back to the fandom ultimately wanting easy solutions to the events in the games, a face to blame and a weird black and white thinking to issues that are dangerous to view that way.
#an off tangent that is semi related is the idea of the crash happened Curly deserved some punishment I see in the fandom and while I agree#he needs to reflect and possibly build back the trust Anya lost in him the idea completely ignores the struggles he faced and the abuse he#faced and it’s like again the entire absolving the abuse of an imperfect victim as a factor in their behavior#but back to the ask the game tackles so many things and tries to not make it one note or stereotypical but conversations lead to that cuz#too many people are unwilling to admit how subjective good choices are and how environment affects places a big part in how we deal with#situations like everyone says what they will do and would but no one sits and thinks of the way it would be in the situation with the#dynamics at play and can’t see the other lenses or metaphors#mouthwashing#🌟 anon#ask#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#also if I get asks about Jimmy can you just use his name like a big part of why I think people can’t properly#engage in this game is the decentering of Jimmy as the main character and main perpetrator like he is the ultimate reason everything gets so#bad and no one wants to talk about him outside of we know he’s bad already like it’s immature and why guys can get away with it as we focus#on the men that don’t stop them and not stopping the men that do or their mentalities past a surface level amount of disdain#like say his name show his face don’t let him slip through the cracks like the game tries to show you he did#his whole mode of operation is in the dark and out of sight and it’s still perpetuating that because you refuse to show him#at least on my in box I’ll talk about him and analyze him and I would prefer if we didn’t speak about him like a forbidden word cause that’s#how the assault of victims gets looked or glossed over when you don’t say what it is or who did in all seriousness
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#this is so funny to me like HOW did the taylor and holger friendship happen#also he’s not wrong in every practice video of them he’s losing horribly#but tbh the insane thing to me is that holger just beat him in a heartbreaker in indian wells. INDIAN WELLS#arguably the tournament taylor cares about the most#and a few weeks later he played doubles with him like nothing happened#ok I’ll stop rambling now#taylor fritz#holger rune
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May -> July doodle/wip/trash roundup
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If it looks {digital - Procreate; pen - ballpoint; pencil - charcoal; paint - various}
#my art#Didn’t draw that much these last two months as I re-wrecked my hand playing V Rising with wife#I knew it would happen and I did it anyway? It’s a good game#But wife beat dracula + I finished my castle and my hand is back to how it usually is#I was gonna stop doing the doodle roundup entirely but they’re wife’s favorite :/#Maybe I’ll finish my singer portraits? nah#there’s nothing in life i understand less than ava’s jawline#<- reusing this tag cause it’s still relevant months later#doodleRoundup
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GGS TEAM PAST!!!
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#DUUUDE THIS WAS SO FUN#dreadful#veji#art#splatoon#splatoon 3#grand festival#grand fest splatoon#Man I shed like a few tears by the end of the reveal news thing#Like not out of sadness cause my team lost but just from the joy that all this happened and I was here for it.#I never got to experience splatoon 2’s final fest so I’ve waited 3 years for this and I’m…. Just so happy!#If you couldn’t tell from the colours in the drawing I’m team future btw#I laughed so hard seeing the results lol we got NOTHING#Oh and I guess I should put my reasoning for my pick of future#so here it is:#I picked it because the future scares me. But it’s gonna happen anyway so I might as well look forward to it#I can’t let myself worry about where I’ll end up and who I’ll be when I’m older#But I do need to keep looking forward#I also chose it cause of deep cut. Like that was a big factor in my choice#Their music shaped my tastes. I just love it so much#And sure the characters themselves aren’t as fleshed out as the other idols#But they still mean a lot to me as splatoon 3 is the game that got me into the franchise#Even though I played 2 before 3 could never fully enjoy it as I came too late#I missed every splatfest cause I got it a year before splat3#So I could never connect the way I did to 3#Hearing anarchy rainbow for the first time changed me man. I fell in love instantly. It just means so much.#As an autistic person I actually surprisingly don’t really stim that much. But hearing anarchy rainbow just… flipped a switch.#I couldn’t stop moving. Literally like DJ Octavio man. It was a crazy experience to just feel like I had to move.#to walk around or something. To wave and flap my arms. Copy their dances. It sounds a little weird and childish when it’s written down#But it’s true. Splatoon’s music showed me that my autistic stimming was something I should embrace.
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I just read someone’s hot take on ‘the mermaid scene’ being ‘peak cringe’ and I just-
Sweet, sweet human. That’s Ed’s psyche you’re taking about. My dude is having his life flash before his eyes in the most beautiful little heartbreaking s1 montage, and if that’s how he wants to picture Stede coming to redeem his lonely fucking soul - as a glittery goddamn tits-out merman, then that’s HIS GODDAMN BUSINESS.
#like how#I don’t get it#also the fucking HIPS on that man am I right? (I’m right)#I mean I get it - it’s silly but then also consider that ITS NOT AND GO AWAY#don’t be kink-shaming my man#if he has a merman-Stede fantasy bouncing around in his psyche just ready to go then good for him#also I don’t know how you can be cringing during this scene with the fucking acting by the two of them like#MY HEART#anyway clearly I have some issues#‘some’ lol#but no fuck off actually this entire end sequence is magical I’ll fucking die on this hill come at me#things that will be playing on a loop rent free in my brain while I try to go about my life doing normal adult things like grocery shopping#and studying and having casual conversations#I’ll be like ‘wow those red capsicums have gotten pricey I wonder if it’s a shipping thing?’#or like ‘yeah I see what you’re saying but I don’t think Nozick’s views on identity and property have the level of overlap you’re assuming’#and then suddenly my whole brain will just be the image of Stede’s face when he stops on the stairs and stares at Ed’s body#and I’ll be wondering why I can suddenly feel the supermarket floor tiles with my face#and what’s happening? why am I in this white padded van?#where are we going?!#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers
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The review embargo got lifted for Veilguard and, predictably, it’s a whole damn mess lmao.
You got people with legitimate complaints, people that were gonna hate the game no matter what because Reasons(TM) (also known as “It’s not Origins” lmao), grifters and tourists that are just fanning the flames because they’re so miserable that they can’t let anyone else be happy, people that enjoyed the game (and getting hate for it—or being called a shill/sellout), and fans being overly positive in reaction to the louder end of the anti-woke morons.
Anyway, friendly reminder that all reviews are just opinions from a variety of different people with their own biases, experiences, and perspectives. Ultimately, they don’t really matter bahaha. If you’re on the fence, just wait for gameplay videos to come out (no commentary ones are best) and see if it’s something you’re invested in or not.
#i find reviews generally pretty worthless honestly#for games that i don’t for sure know if i’ll like it or not just due to it being a new IP or a type of game i haven’t tried out before#i’ll usually check out gameplay first#because at the end of the day my own opinion is what matters when it comes to what i want to play#i mean shit i got into sleeping dogs after watching about an hour of a yogscast member playing it haha#same happened with supermarket simulator after watching the gamegrumps play it#both games i ended up putting a decent amount of hours into#literally only stopped playing supermarket simulator lately because i’m trying to finish inquisition before veilguard comes out xD#singull ain’t playing
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DON’T READ IF YOU’RE NOT DOWN WITH MORALLY GRAY DIRTBAGGISH DILEMMAS IN REAL LIFE! but okay. so his girlfriend leaves for the summer for like three months in aboutttt 2-3 weeks? and i graduate soon so i’m kind of debating partnering with one of my friends to throw another party so i can get him wasted again and see how he acts when he’s drunk around me and she’s not around. because if that’s how he was acting with her standing Right beside us i can’t imagine otherwise….
#i’m so SCARED FOR THIS SUMMER!!!#because he was playing hardcore Last summer when she wasn’t around#and now we’re like. significantly closer. and going to be together every second of every day#i mean we’re working significantly closer than before Plus our stuff outside of work#but anyway.#i’m not sure if i’ll act on this desire the next time i see my friends i’ll bring it up#honestly at the rate we’re going this probably doesn’t even need to happen. but boy do i want it to#I’M NOT TRYING TO GET HIM TO CHEAT. LET ME MAKE THAT CLEAR#i have the self control to where. if something ever happens i’ll stop it. i’m more just gathering evidence#doing my research considering my options. i’m not a total scumfuck but i dabble
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Sometimes i feel so silly about media like
About to do the dishes and I reach to turn on my sink and I just get this Flash of remembering that in a magic room where he can do anything Steven Universe wanted to sit and play some video games with his mom. Just chill. Wind down. That was his get comfortable activity. Just. Holy shit.
#literally just burst into tears out of nowhere hahaha I had to stop and like collect myself#idk why it hit me so suddenly#I was absently thinking if I was sick and someone wanted to hang out and asked what I wanted to do#I’d say maybe I’ll play something and we can chill#and then I thought what a kind of weird sad human thing#and it reminded me of Steven doing that#all that happened in a millisecond anywyas feeling normal about it haha it’s fiiineee
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good thing: new life is strange with max i fear i have indirectly manifested this i must never say anything ever
bad thing: apparently starts from the WRONG ending so NO CHLOE which is the literal love of her life and the reason she got the powers in the first place and the story seems to be more of the same AND she calls the murdered girl her FRIEND again it’s 2024 come ON man
#conclusion: not playing it unless something convinces me otherwise#decknine stop trying to make mystery whatever happen it’s NOT going to happen and you’re not ruining the one thing i’ll always love
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My sister just texted me this but hallelujah, this is how it’s supposed to be 🗣️🗣️🗣️!!!
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#I love it when black ppl work together 🚶🏾♀️❤️#I don’t care about the music being played out loud on a train I only hate the ppl who smoke#and those who are constantly walking through the train carts and playing at the door#it’s annoying af#I’m not talking about ppl selling their drugs or merch walking back and forth they’re just hustling#I’m talking about ppl literally walking all up and down the carts and playing like ppl don’t have places to be#like I will never understand how it’s fun for people to hang out at the train station bro#it’s the same as when ppl just hang out in front of the stores all day like man go hustle go read a book or something#how is that fun I legit don’t get it#I can see if you’re again. hustling or trying to make some money but just hanging out for the sake of it on the corner is insane to me#the same ppl that be walking up and down the carts and standing in the door playing to the point where the train conductor’s gonna get on#the intercom and tell ppl to sit down/ get out of the door/ stop smoking or else the train isn’t moving like these people are children#this happens like almost everyday uhhhh#I’ll learn how to drive one day#rambling
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i wish i knew how to keep friends :( making friends is… hard, but doable. if i have a reason to be near someone and they’re amenable to my Autism Beam of infodumping, i can usually make them tolerate being around me for as long as that activity lasts.
but semesters end. mutual interests fade. activities wrap up. and then those people leave. not to say i’m not thankful for however long their friendship lasted, i just wish people were more likely to want to be friends because they liked me, not because i was a body near them to spend time with.
#sometimes they stay. it’s not often but it happens#and then i’m scared for the rest of the friendship that anything could make them leave#thinking of all the friends that just… stopped replying to me the second they weren’t forced to spend time with me#i lost basically every friend i had when school went online in 2020#with the exception of my dnd party. i’m scared that if we stop playing dnd i’ll lose them too#my call of cthulhu campaign ends… tomorrow. technically#the two other players i met through this campaign#and i really like talking to them. i have. not a ton in common with them#but i’m so scared that once we don’t have the connection of the campaign i’ll lose their friendship#i didn’t keep any friends from my dorm hall this year#i was always on the periphery#the only person i still talk to from any of my classes is my partner#i don’t think she really… gets. how lonely i am#because she has *so* many friends.#and for good reason. they’re a wonderful person that i could talk for days about#and idk what i did to even deserve her friendship much less whatever we got going on now#i just wish i could keep more connections#that i wasn’t always doomed to have to start from scratch every time something ends#but i guess it’s sort of my fault too#im too scared to overstep some unseen boundary that i don’t reach out to make a connection in the first place#anyone who stays has to be pretty stubborn lmao#zephyr talks
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hey lol
#yeah idk#this season was…..nearly a disaster you see I stopped posting cause wtf lol#s/o to the 45 on one hand tho#idk what to say#im assuming he’ll play again in December or January#i guess I’ll see y’all then#idk#lost for words#confusion also#is Nike still going thru w the shoe? idek#s/o to Tyus Jones#i’m disappointed#ngl#what the hell happened fr like listening to him on the pivot podcast this summer nothing could’ve prepared me for what was to come lol#it’s like…girl what#these r two different ppl?#DTAP is going to hell#ja dumb af but we gon figure something out idk#ja morant#nba#memphis grizzlies#offseason#unfortunately#prayers for JJJ and Des it’s their team right now
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I hate being too lost in my own head, I wish I could just take it off and shake it so the the thoughts would scramble up and hopefully be too mixed to continue thinking about
#crow thoughts#I hate playing therapist in my head but someone has to fucking do it#cause god knows no one gonna help me understand how to actually seek a therapist#<- I also have to convince myself that I need one and that it’s okay for me to seek one cause man that still ain’t happening#someone flip the switch I’m begging you get my dumbass to stop putting a percentage on my pain to see if I deserve it#<- not rlly begging I’ll figure it out… eventually…#in the meantime someone inform my mom that knowing me at birth is not an excuse to tell me I don’t know myself#like man I don’t even think you know me anymore I don’t tell you shit#love you mom but also what the fuck!!!#delete later
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